#gotta be skinny tho

[no-one-hears-me]

it's so insane to live in a first world country and willingly starve myself

#ed #imagine being able to eat and simply not doing it #gotta be skinny tho #hate talking about this on here bc it's cringe and embarrassing but idk #where else do I take my thoughts? I'm not writing in a journal #anyways. I've damaged my body from not eating and malnutrition and whatnot which is so crazy #btw don't hate on me for saying I do this willingly bc it's a mental illness I have no control over #bc I know that. but mentally I tell myself not to eat so it's a conscious decision I make #but like that's bc my brain doesn't work or whatever!!! idc idc #listening to bet on it from high school musical this goes so hard #Sera

[kosherfelldragon]

Drugs cant help but abuse HIM

Based on this post by @mugentakeda

#this is always how i envision sokka anatomically #Broad but skinny body long spaghetti limbs big ass hands and feet #and a freak ass bowling ball for a head #all thats missing is his weird giraffe neck #based on that one smoking parappa meme #sokka von southernwatertribe if u will (since this is mainly an FE blog) #also ive never smoked in my life but i gotta imagine holding it in makes ur nose run #maybe bc all my friends that do drugs ALWAYS MAKE THEIR DUMBASSES SCARED #also im asthmatic and hate smoking in general but #i would like to try edibles tho #tw drugs #healthy kosher shitposts #atla #avatar the last airbender #sokka

[zeetickles]

damn it’s always when i get excited abt meeting with ppl , the body dysmorphia gets worse 😔

#i used to be SUPER skinny like a couple years ago #still kinda see myself that why even tho ive made some progress #i just wanna be hot and sexy and cool 😔 #gotta trust the process ❤️‍🩹

[honeybyte]

not to be all "be the change you wanna see in the world" abt it but if there's art that you dont see a lot of that you would like to see more of. sometimes you gotta be that person who creates for it

#women get skipped over all the time so: lesbians in my art #trans folk in my art #trans men w chests #trans women without them #fat people skinny people weird people #women w chin scruff and scars w a gentle disposition #all of it #the one i GOTTA get better at tho is disabled folk #gotta learn how to draw wheelchairs specifically

[shirogane-oushirou]

i love how over time ren has become hairier and he's slowly gaining weight... and he keeps getting shorter.... that's character growth babey LMAO.

#...genuinely in the case of the weight tho. he doesn't eat super well in any verse. and it's for a different reason in each one. #but once we become friends we start cooking for each other / together and ordering-in yummier food #instead of just 'gotta eat my slop to keep my body moving i guess' ;;;; #so while i don't think he's fully skinny at the start and while he doesnt end up as fat as me he does get a tummy and chest going. :] hehe #📌 [ my posts. ] #💭 [ my thoughts. ] #✨ [ oc lore. ] #🍄 [ lying on the blade of an emotion. ] #🧃 [ who is in control. ] #🦦 [ can't escape it. ] #🐸 [ look ahead. ] #food - #disordered eating - #<- JUST IN CASE. for the 'gotta eat my slop' bit. bc i'm well acquainted w how that mindset feels ;;;

[icyfox17]

GUYSSHDDJSMSNSAMS it's raining outsideIMSODOFJKDKbysyyeysysyesydjdksk I love rain so mcuhheje 🫶🫶🫶

#foxie rambles #u know who i also love? my partner #shes a good hugger #shes also a twig tho its funny im used to being the tiny skinny person but she beats me she is even MORE twig than i am #tho i am still weak af and can barely pick her up #i stil CAN do it tho hell yeah #gotta train to become suoer strong so i csn pick her up eith one hand #and YEET her /j #oohh guys we hung out on top of a parkour thingy and it was so indie movie vibes eueueurufjdksakdf #we just chatted about life it was so calm and chill snd lovely and rahshshdjss i loveee her i loveheriloveheriloveher #i also love rain #rain is so calming oh em geee #petrichor>>>>

[makeitlookdecent]

dont cry

#puyo puyo #puyo red amitie #puyo strange klug #i did a doodle!!!! #its aya and red ami from “20th alts as there own ppl; curtesy klug's accidental screw up” ....au? #affectionately “other colors” in my head <3 #anyway strange is the support and link to them. they're also the oldest so...big older 'i raised you' sibling vibes #anyway enough of that; look at the hand!!! i drew that!!!! wow!! #look at strange's sweater!!! #dont look at #dont look at red's tho..hunched shoulders got me fucked up geez.. #also i dont know what i did but when you flip it only red still looks good? strange is still kinda fat head even tho i squished and expande #a bunch #and whenever i use refs it like #it looks...meaty? like im not even tracing it it just looks fuller #and i try and sand it then it looks way to skinny #idk its late and i've been up with no break since this morning #oooh shit its 1am i gotta sleep #excuse my ramblin o7

[etherylelixyr]

Also not strictly an ed thing, more just a general growing up thing. But none of my clothes fit me anymore.

Either in style or size and I'm not upset I just... Need to get new ones. Also everything has at least one (1) hole in it so. That too.

#eurrhfhghh #shopping tho. #either stressful and bad or really fun #but i cant afford to buy a lot of stuff at once #plus (this is ed related) im too fat to wear a lot of stuff i want #or atleast it wont fit once im skinni #so like :// #gotta hold off buying stuff until ive lost a bit yk

[failgal]

losing it over this f....ucking baby

#sometimes i randomly get extreme baby fever. Someone get pregnant bare me a child rn #<— gotta be cute n fat tho... no skinny babies plz they freak me out #leen gossip

[storge]

Wu Lei | Love Like the Galaxy

#Love Like The Galaxy #星汉灿烂 #cdramaedit #asiandramanet #cdrama #dailyasiandramas #mymymy #ep 12 #👀👀👀👀👀 #i meannnnnnn #👀👀👀 #i never really considered wu lei as a hottie hottie but i meannnnnnnn #i gotta give the man his credit #he put in the work #i hear someone say people think he is too skinny but you cant have it all friendssssss #so i will happily take what im getting #im a fan and this servicing me #and excuse me but.. THE ARMMMMM VEINNNNNNNNNNNNN THANK YOU IM BLESSEDDDDDD #Im the doc in the first gif but im trying to figure out where to look LOLOL #in all srsness tho this doc saying sorry i dont do surgery like dangg lol at least he was honest even if maybe meant more trouble

[telestoapologist]

hm. possibly adding efrideet to my series of character redesigns.

#stopppp giving me skinny-ish powerhouses dammit. esp since apparently she can lift/throw saladin like a javelin??????? #no no. this will not do. #'she's a hunter tho' i don't caaaaare. (flashes a body diversity chart at u) back to the pit from whence u came #btw i don't wanna make her like. yknow. a beef cake or anything. i just wanna like. #idk. put some inches and more muscle on that thing. she's probably already on the taller end to begin with? #bangs my head on the table. gotta make sure i have everything right before i dive in

[coldcrypt]

was talking to a friend this time last year about disordered eating and weight loss goals & going shopping together for some new clothes. Saw her a cpl times the past month and she looks amazing. Flat stomach, thin face, ribs and hips. Everything fits her perfectly. She followed through with what I wanted for myself while I drank to oblivion for pretty much 12 months and just gained 20 pounds.

Have got to get at least as thin as her

#kind of jealous kind of pissed off kind of love the motivation #just gotta not drink for 3-6 months. If I could manage 6 months - year even without restricting I'd be able to get back to my set point #which is slim #the weight will be grossly distributed tho. Will take a year or so to lose the liver swelling.Most of my fat is viscseral rather than #adipose :/ I think lipolysis on adipose happens faster than liver cells #so when I lose weight I will be skinny fat for a while #unless I lose loads #but even then I will justlook bloated for a year or so #maybe if I recomp /gain muscle I can cover it up? #but won't be able to g et a low bmi if building abs to cover gut swelling

[skwtches]

experimental husk doodle ♥️🎩

#hazbin hotel #husk hazbin hotel #husk #hazbin hotel husk #summerskwtch art #i have mixed feelings abt his redesign tbh #ik he was never gonna have a beer gut (gotta keep up viv’s on-brand ‘every character’s skinny bc artstyle’ thing) but still 😔 #the promo image itself only shows his upper half #so like- we have no clue what the deal is w/ his pants n tail #but from what we did see i just.. rly don’t like the new colors they used #the gray sclerae/yellow irises were just rly unpleasant to look at paired with the rest of him imo #plus his brown sclerae just gave him such a nice warm look :( #rly sad they got rid of them #i mean at least his wings r simpler #tho smth i hoped they wouldn’t do was take out the card symbols to only replace them with a DIFFERENT pattern #like just take out the pattern at that point i’m begging u 😭 #also u know the little heart in his ear is gonna change sizes in every single shot good lord #but yea uhh i think that’s all. i’m sure he’ll look better animated but i rly wanted to like his updated look :(

[no-one-hears-me]

"please don't do that" = my inspiration to do that

#late night phonecall with my boy. gotta stop answering bc i say way too much #anyways. decided to tell him about how i would like. not eat on purpose and i was skinny #said that it was several years ago tho and didn't mention anything more recent #tbf it was most serious several years ago and hasn't gotten that bad since then #anyways. during the convo i said something about how i WAS skinny at this time then got fat over this time #bc he was asking for a bit of a timeline #and he was like. i don't think you got fat i think you got healthy #and said i look good and don't need to lose weight etc like awwww 🥰 #anyways. made a joke about looking like [redacted] and he was like no please don't do that #he wants me to be healthy and eat and not lose weight etc #and i was joking at the time but that convo inspired me to grind harder to really lose some weight 💪 #and i feel kinda bad bc i know he doesn't want me to and would be a lil upset if he found out #but it's my life not his #he doesn't have to find out. unless he notices that i look different. i HOPE #btw the [redacted] part isn't a rude joke or me being mean to anyone. it just could be some sort of thinspo/trigger so i don't wanna say it #i feel like it looks like it could have been someone's name. it's not a specific person or anything #ed tw #Sera

[bmpmp3]

SIREN wearing some pirate coat he probably took off someone he defeated on his shoulders

#art #traditional art #watercolour #oc art #ocs #oc group: unsorted #oc: siren #so like 99% of my art is painted with a waterbrush #used to use the largest round koi branded ones but ive switched to the largest round pentel ones because the koi ones like to clog up fast #BUT anyway i basically always use a waterbrush because its easy and im too lazy to get a cup for paint water most of the time #BUT today all my bones hurt so i decided to use....an actual brush for the first time in months HJKALSDJfds #(i love my waterbrushes but sometimes squeezing the barrel can give a bit of hand fatigue) #ANYWAY it was an interesting experience #i gotta get used to how much water to keep in the brush lol you can see my paint getting dry around his wings #BUT it kinda looks cool anyway........a hint of drybrushing never hurt no one #I DO need to put some grips or i dunno just a shitload of silicone tape on the brush handles tho #some of these brushes have SKINNY handles #NOTE to any followers with a need for like pencil grips on everything like me: if somethings too skinny to put a pencil grip on #SILICONE TAPE is ur best friend i use it SO much #sticks only to itself (and probably some other silicones) so theres no residue if u have to replace it #and u can wrap it around the brushes or whatever else in different ways to get different sizes and shapes of grip #smells kinda bad when u first get it tho (just general new plastic smell) but after a few days its fine~ #MY BESTIE silicone tape

[robinsnest2111]

can someone please invent skinny jeans but for people like me who get cold really fast but still want the skinny jeans look in winter???

#as much as i love my new pair of corduroy flares i gotta change it up a few times #...they do look fire with the 70s sheepskin pilot type leather jacket i got at a fleamarket a couple months ago tho #back on the topic of skinny jeans in cold weather: idk if i can still do the '1-2 pairs of leggings under skinny jeans' thing #because sensory issues and restricted movement orz