#gonna try again today

[thisfuckingdeadlife]

'must haVe' (V) for dicon

#i'm back for real today not like i said last week and then disappeared again🙄 #at least gonna try to.. #so here. take these crumbs as a comeback😶 #kim taehyung #bts #btsgifs #mygifs

[black-and-yellow]

there's good inside

#one day I'm gonna learn how to properly shade leather #then you'll all be sorry #bnha #present mic #hizashi yamada #mha #villain!mic #loudspeaker au #shouta aizawa #eraserhead #gonna try and write a new chapter today #if i don't get distracted with ponytown again #i now have 5 mic ponies #gotta make mothzawa #i never rp but I would rp the loudspeaker au unironically #if you see me around dont be shy

[bluewinnerangel]

#ive not sketched or shared sketches here for a while so this is one from the other week #maybe i will again.. idk.. anyway today im gonna try to catch up on some things ive been keeping track of / archiving on here #reminded me of also slacking on this #although idk if id call it slacking. more like overwhelmed with all this and not being able to harvest all that #energy into the tip of a pen but instead just letting it bounce off the walls and get lost something like that. rambles. #my art

[claypigeonpottery]

sold

locked together 💚

#this is an older piece #pottery #ceramics #ceramic #sgraffito #ceramic art #carving #deer art #deer #buck #death art #death #pine trees #I’d definitely carve this one differently today #but I still like it #I’m gonna try it again someday #claypigeon #glazeware

[valdotpng]

#bad news for valdotpng art enjoyers: i have cts now. its official </3 #ive had it for over half of a year now actually.. but only got it diagnosed today. not surprised by it but its still very upsetting #im gonna have to take a long break from drawing while i try to treat it so id like to apologize for the lack of art in advance #val.txt #EDIT: ive been trying to learn how to draw w/ my left hand so.. i might start posting art again!!

[royalarchivist]

Translation:

7 DAYS LEFT!

On the 7th at 7 PM, we will go to the Nether.... I will create a way for everyone to escape this island! I promise!

#Forever #ForeverPlayerG #Forever Player #QSMP #Richarlyson #GIRL WHAT #I MISS ONE STREAM AND SUDDENLY MAN'S OFF TO OPEN THE NETHER??? EXCUSE ME??? #Me: Wow I've worked so hard updating streams and the archive today #Me: I've got a billion clips to post later so I'm going to take a break and go out and about for a bit #Forever: *Drops this insane comment out of nowhere* #Me: FOREVER. PLEASE LET ME GO TOUCH GRASS IN PEACE #/hj #Apparently he's going to be moving soon and so NOW I'm like oh. oh ok cool he's gonna try and open the Nether and get kidnapped. Wonderful #either that or we'll get the new people on Sunday the day of the elections #and the Nether will open and that'll screw ALL of us over #anywayssssssssssss #Lots of clips to post but tomorrow probably #it's a bit late rn #ofc this is assuming Twitch doesn't screw me over yet again

[lemon-wedges]

Barok uniform practice

#barok van zieks #the art of a lemon wedge #this uniform haunts me #theres like a specific way it they 3d model his clothes #which is essentially suction cupped to his body #so adding any kind of cresses and folds always looks odd on him #im also.....trying to draw him more broad chested u///u #sometimes i got it and sometimes i dont #i know its cause i need to really stufy specific refs to get him right #ah #i know once i get it im gonna struggle drawing otacon again #ahahah #anways #todays been a rough on boys #so this was also just for me

[dont-offend-the-bees]

Guys the world is so fucking beautiful... these clumps of weeds look like slug critters with eyestalks.... peace and love on planet earth

#feeling a little Terminally Online today #sick of some drama #I think later on I'm gonna try and get my old ipod working #i want a way of listening to music out and about that doesn't invovle my phone again #i want to be less attached to my phone #thinking of trying to get into some analogue photography too #anyway #flower slugs!!! #mr. bees speaks

[eggplant-dolma]

Quicky to-do list.... (ft some sweet little houses I came upon during my morning walk.. & my desk)

💚 research for Capstone/SDIS

🪷 respond to job email

🪼 schedule email to prof for tomorrow

🧃 do some laundry, time & energy permitting

Going to keep it small for the afternoon, I think my larger list yesterday only succeeded in making me feel overwhelmed lol this is.. doable

#i slept far later than i meant to this morning (again) but i still took myself for a walk which was the Correct Choice and felt good to do #ny adhd meds arent really helping me at all today so im gonna have to try to force some work #cest moi #studyblr

[skullfragments]

in honor of the official 10th anniversary of Captain America: The Winter Soldier, i present to you this very accurate self-portrait i sketched in… (checks notes) 2019, of how i spent the first week of that particular summer break from college

@catws-anniversary

#this didn't post the first time let's try again #idk if i'm gonna get myself to draw something new today so #consider this my final prompt submission ajksgjg #oh sara you did this in may of 2019? #what could have happened that caused such a thing? #i really did watch catws nearly every day for a week #i needed to heal #sara does art #catws #catws10 #catws-anniversary #captain america #captain america the winter soldier #til the end of the line #they're SOULMATES your honor #ahhhhhhh #stucky #marvel

[stonebutchstories]

I reject the oversimplification of stone identity. Physical impenetrability doesn’t even begin to cover it, and it isn’t true. They are inside me every time. My hands feel cavernous without the glove of their body. Aware of the absence of sensation. Their sweat comes from inside them, and then onto me, and then it’s evaporated- it’s nowhere. They touch my waist and ask me where I feel it. I feel it in that same nowhere.

So, what is it, really? What is stone pleasure, in less than a dense academic essay about queer history and more than a punchy conservative reduction that must be contained in a single sentence to fit in a dictionary as invented as any other reassuring false barometer for truth? Well, it’s this- they meet me at my lacking. They take the scenic rout to my satisfaction. It isn’t simple, and it doesn’t make sense. We engage in sexual dialectic, offhandedly on a Tuesday. Every Tuesday. Every Sunday too. It isn’t an orgasm, and yes it actually is. I am satisfied and left longing. Fill me, I say, and I mean with absolution. Penetrate me, I beg, and I mean in the way that brine penetrates meat and the word penetrates the spirit. Touch me, I think, privately in a corner of my own awareness, and they hear it despite the silence, and in the way that even I didn’t understand. I’m not aware of the absences until they bring them to me, when skin meets leather meets skin. I cum inside them and when they roll onto their back to show me, they are miraculously empty and unequivocally full.

I could fuck them for hours, and I do. And I come away from it trembling and still, needing to be reassured into my awareness of the tilting room, the mess of my mouth, and awake to sensation where my body usually sleeps.

#stone butch #stone lesbian #back again with weird poetry bc I strapped today and it was transcendently good #I have a draft of a sequel for spent smoke that’s been rotting for months #lmk if you guys would want that. im gonna try to post here more

[moeblob]

You know, when I kept getting asked "so you didn't ever have severe pains before now?" in the hospital and I kept replying "I have a high pain tolerance" I meant it. However, there is only so much pain my tiny 4'9" body can hold... (aka I am sweating and in agony bc I'm getting told to use LESS severe pain meds so I don't rely on them too much and it is AWFUL)

#moe talks a lot #i was shaking earlier and despite the fact i sound like im gonna cry #and the fact that my mom can pick out im about to cry from pain bc im trying to take less pain meds #LIKE MY MOM IS INSTRUCTING ME TO DO #shes like well why arent you taking any pain meds #BECAUSE THERE ARE TWO AVAILABLE OPTIONS AND ON A SIX HOUR TIMER #i cant take both at once or else what happens to me if i hurt before the six hours is up #i have to manage them in a way that allows me to benefit from both and being told im doing it wrong #after being told well its your fault it got so bad because you never complained about pain before #YEAH NO JOKE? REALLY? I NEVER DID? because everyone acts like im too young to feel that kinda pain #oh youre hurting? just wait until youre older #and its currently agony to breathe again but that i guess is also my fault bc im trying to use pain meds #holy moly i just want to not get dizzy standing up cause wow dang #sure would be nice if the multiple incisions in my stomach didnt THROB every time i sneezed or coughed or cleared my throat #but since i didnt use much pain meds before because i would be mocked for being too much of a baby its like #welp damn now i could really use some and im being called out for being too reliant #anyway time to sleep more because that means im not noticing my pain #im literally smaller than most children and so i do understand my body size makes people worried about the medication intake #but can i please just go a day without being asked how much im taking or when i last took it or if im gonna cry #anyway sorry for the excessive rant today never really had surgery or anything so this is brand spankin new suffering

[roseworth]

what a fucking week (it’s 2 pm on a monday)

#i’m gonna have a very therapeutic lay on the ground for an hour tonight #i’m so fucking exhausted #also unrelated but vaguely related #the other day i told my supervisor i didn’t know how to do something she asked me to do #which was very hard for me! bc i’m not good at asking for help bc i don’t like to be annoying #anyways i asked her on friday and she never responded and i was like ‘ok she’s probably gone for the weekend and she’ll answer on monday’ #then i looked today and she just reacted with a 👍 to my message instead of. telling me how to do it #so i’m still stressed out about that but. girl i am so tired #i also promised myself i won’t get high in the middle of the week this week. so this is a test from god #and i may fail that test #we’ll try again next week #personal

[3amsnek]

a very merry birth to our most logical boy :]

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reblogs >> likes!! don’t like if you don’t reblog!

#logan sanders #sanders sides logan #ts logan #ts fanart #ts art #ts logic #sanders sides fanart #logan sanders fanart #sanders sides #thomas sanders #literally Howmst the Fuck did I get this done holy shit #almost there kids!! we’ve technically done all of them but I’m gonna try to do em all in a Calendar year as well just because. I am. #apparently a masochist why the hell am I doing this again #context: one year ago today I realized it was Logan’s bday panic hed posted a random coincidentally finished thing of him I had on hand #and then vowed to draw a finished piece for Every T.s Character Birthday for the next year. absolute lunacy but here we still are #continuing for the sake of Spite if nothing else #i make. good choices #hypothetically it’s really not that bad it’s like less than 10 I think over a full year #and obviously tons of people Do do this every year #but of course in the interim i have been diagnosed with ‘oh yeah basically everything’s just gonna Hurt Forever sucks for u man’ disorder so #getting less and less realistic to set. kind of Any art goal anymore :’/ #and like yes yes this is also the year i decided to do pride dragons for every identity celebration day I could find #very aware #one Certified Fool right here

[hl-obsessed]

for @luckyagain who's tags kicked my ass to work 💕

[click for better quality as always]

#i'm not 100% happy about it #i was trying to do this jersey multiple times without any good result #honesty i give up on it #but i saw those tags today and thought damn let's give it a try #this is the best one i done with this jersey so far #and i think it's good enough to publish #but sometimes still don't fit quite right #idk anyway i'm giving it to you coz if i don't you probably won't see it ever again #and idk if i'm gonna ever give it a one more try to make it better ao yeah #harry styles #harry in 28op #manip #manips #louis tomlinson #larry #larry stylinson #larry stylinson manip #28 official programme #28 clothing #28op #mine #green jersey #hlcreators #hledit #hsedit #larry manip #larry manips #boys in 28op

[lavenoon]

Justice for the detector </3

@naffeclipse The time for reveal comics is limited before the actual one hits, so yeah I had to draw it - did I reuse the "demon behind you" bit? Yes, because it's a banger scene <3

#post let luce #fnaf sb #fnaf sb au #cryptid sightings #cryptid!moon #cryptid!sun #naffeclipse #I was gonna write today but the detector thoughts. #it's been trying so hard to tell Y/N the obvious but noo #they're oblivious #but now that they saw their true form twice? #after that “it shouldnt have been able to leave” scene in the mausoleum? #maybe Y/N gains some braincells to connect a couple dots #which of course (: the timing is perfect #is this already disregarding snippets we have? yes #consider this: these comics by now are just what ifs I have to acknowledge because I'm a kaleidoscope bitch #right. time to- #my art #ALMOST FORGOT THAT TAG *AGAIN* #time to unleash this #cryptid sightings spoilers #maybe? to be safe because of the general “Y/N maintaining distance out of hurt” vibes