#god I’m so awkward lol

[rapmonie2047]

I just realized I’ve never introduced myself! Hello everyone! My name is Becca and I’m 20 years old 😳 I’ve been ARMY since 2021 and I’m also ENGENE and MOA 🤭 my biases are Namjoon, Soobin, and Heeseung. Let’s get to know each other!

#bts #txt #enhypen #bts army #engene #moa #god I’m so awkward lol #let’s be mutuals #namjoon #soobin #heeseung #K-pop

[fabledteeth]

anybody else play a cleric durge and felt like they had to come up with some ridiculous reason as to why their pc would wake up believing they worship a god that’s not bhaal? ophelia’s is “i can tell i used to worship a god and can’t remember who, but i have some sick fucking lightning powers and i love carnage destruction and chaos, so that probably means talos is my god. yeah that checks out”

and it’s just. not even fucking true. she was absolutely Not a cleric before the nautiloid, and she definitely didn’t worship talos. he just happened to fit the description

i like to think talos sees her going through this process and just decides to feed into her delusions and grant her cleric powers because he thinks it’s funny

#if anyone has rationalizations like these i’d love to hear them lmao it’s such a funny concept to think about #also im at start act 3 and ophelia is going through it because 1 she knows she’s a bhaalspawn now and 2 she’s had her redemption arc so- #she doesn’t really subscribe to talos’ preachings anymore. so it’s a bit awkward #anyway once she’s rejected bhaal and withers has brought her back I’m gonna respec her to worship kelemvor instead #because he’s the closest i can get to having her worship jergal lol #and she’ll get to keep her death fixation <3 #only problem is her dating fangs but i like to think withers is like ‘kelemvor listen. i know her taste is terrible. but she’s saving the- #sword coast. please. please make an exception. just this once’ #and kelemvor begrudgingly accepts #bg3 #bg3 spoilers #bg3 dark urge #bg3 tav #oc ophelia #ALSO!!! highly recommend having talos be your durge’s god a lot of his dialogues (and evil cleric dialogues in general) go super well- #together with durge

[maxgicalgirl]

Carlos is the kind of autistic I am and Cecil is the kind of autistic I want to be

#wtnv #Cecil Palmer #welcome to night vale #Carlos the scientist #cecilos #90% of my wtnv listening experience is just me wishing I could be as lovably weird and completely unhinged as Cecil is #like the guy just goes for it he literally does not give a fuck #and I’m like ‘god I wish that were me’ he’s just the character of all time and I aspire to be more like him #instead I spend 90% of my actual real life running from my problems and making my entire identity my interests #feeling awkward in the space I take up but making up for it by overextending myself via finding a problem and throwing myself at it #I think a lot of this is because Carlos masks and Cecil doesn’t but that’s a different thought for a different time #honestly them as a couple has been helping me feel better about myself #like Carlos is a great character and I find his growth indicative of growth I could experience #and I think a lot of that growth can be attributed to wanting to be more like Cecil #and from having him in his life #so by loving Carlos because he is me and by having Cecil in my life as a character maybe I too can go on this experience of growth #don’t mind me I’m just rambling again #max rambles in the tags #I kin Carlos if you can’t tell lol

[melrosing]

anyway in an absolutely wild turn of events I think I’m free of my hideous job and like. substantially richer for it??? lmao 2023 you really owed me

#ok so this a lot of personal shit but I’m just gonna incredulously vent into the tags #like I don’t even know how to describe what 2023 in this job has been like lol #since April they’ve been insulting and scrutinising and scapegoating me over absolutely everything #they were really angling for just firing me outright for never measuring up to their constantly shifting and increasingly bizarre goalposts #and it got so personal man they kept insisting that it wasn’t but my god #then my dad gets sick and it suddenly becomes awkward for them to keep insulting and overworking me #so they switch to just ignoring me entirely so they don’t have to reckon w what me and my family are going through #like they never ask how he is or how things are going just every Friday they say hey do you reckon you can take more work on again? #and THEN I get a gut infection and suddenly im being guilt tripped for taking sick leave and pestered for evidence #it was giving like ‘we had to give you time off for your dad but now you’re taking the piss’ #to the point I DID reach out to a third party at the company and was like ‘I’m sorry but why the fuck are they treating me like this’ #and she was like ‘confidentially this is disgusting and I advise you to report it’ #WHEN SUDDENLY I get back from sick leave and it’s like ‘the business is falling short so we have to make some redundancies….’ #and now they’ve had to pay me a SUBSTANTIAL sum to fuck off!!! I think I win??? #like I was so close to quitting but thank god I didn’t because now I’m getting a sweet deal to fuck off with no notice lmao #i leave end of the month #at first I was shocked like y’all really doing this now??? but suddenly I’m like. this is the best possible thing that could’ve happened #I spoke to that third party again and she was like ‘I am so happy for you’ like omfg it was a curveball but we’ll take it!!! #I’m fucking outta here and in due course I WILL be writing on glassdoor how fucked they are

[slythernnn]

Decided to hop on the Hozier challenge bandwagon lol

#everyone in my book club was doing it so I got fomo lol #this is the first tiktok trend I’ve ever done that wasn’t just a filter lol #so glad I didn’t have to do too many takes with the wine lol #or I’d be trashed rn lol #fun fact: I spilt coffee all over myself after my last take 😅🤣 #the gods only allow me a small percentage of my day where I’m cool hot and sexy #most of the time I’m awkward clumsy and weird 💀😅 #so yeah anyway #I’m gonna go eat lunch now #me #self #face #hozier too sweet #shut up rian

[judasisgayriot]

i promise I’m a huge proponent of blocking and curating your experience etc and yet it also seems like I complain all the time sorry asdgjkhkl but this fandom has genuinely made me paranoid about following or reblogging anyone new lest I be blockt n cancelled yet again for the associating w the wrong ppl crimes I seem to have committed several months ago when I got into foblr. which is kinda a bummer

#sorry I genuinely feel like I whine all the time and I really do believe in blocking n curating lol #but like I’m a chill nice person I just want to see content of the thing I’m into and I’m getting gradually cut off from a huge chunk of pp #so its just making me feel like a crazy person man!! #Truly I have block me if you want in my bio and I stand by it lol but it feels like it’s never ending and idk man #i maintain my relative innocence here! I’m just here for a good time! how did I end up at the pariah table #sigh thanks chill freaks n weirdos for being chill. promise I’ll shut the hell up now don’t get hurt don’t u get hurt. lol #also sorry if I like reply to your posts n act like I’m your friend but you’re actually like uh stop #talking to me you’re not my friend go away. i just like genuinely want to have friends and I’m awkward as hell #god this is so stupid and long and I feel like a cringefail fool but what can you doooooo #I’ll make some gifs or something this weekend. i like making things I like being in fandom! but man. it’s been a bit of a struggle here #(foblr lol) #anni rambles #I’m not actually sarcastic and cool and disaffected enough to fully be like LOL WHATEVER IDC even though I partially have that spirit #I’m too earnest and soft for the real haters n freaks n too much of a freak for like. the clique I guess lol

[angeltannis]

How I’m gonna look half-dead from Covid dragging myself to the Laura Jane Grace show this weekend

#IM…NOT…MISSING IT….I REFUSE….. #I STILL CANT BREATHE VERY WELL BUT BET ILL BE THERE….. #[disclaimer: I am no longer contagious and tested negative as of yesterday. I would not go otherwise lol] #I haven’t been to a show in 6 years I was so excited for this one #now I’m so worn out that I hope I can even enjoy it #thank God I’m going with someone who always masks up so I won’t feel awkward about doing it

[niicevibe]

ARCHONS BLESS THE LANTERN RITE EVENTS LMAOOO

#I had to screenshot Xiao’s expression tho #the ‘uhhhh…’ sent me LMFAOOO #XIAO’S SMILE AHHHH he’s so CUTE STOP #LMAOOO Paimon trying to pull a thesaurus out of her ass too jeeez #and the fast awkward clapping for zhongli #not guoba being outed too lol #VENTI BLOWING WIND INTO THE PLACE HOLY FUCK IM DYING RNN #and his entry into the restaurant oh my god #almost blowing xingqiu’s cover? #THE LOOK HE GIVES ZHONGLI LMFAO #xiao getting uncomfy… my sweet baby boy 🥺 #and the awkward clapping again for the nominations… I’m laughing so hard in this event #Paimon… you’re so cute 😭😭 #and just like that xiao leaves… only to come right back bc you’re my day one main babyyyyyyyy #✦ jaid plays genshin #lantern rite

[ectoplasmer]

actually no I think it’d be really funny if my hs s/i and my ygo s/i switched places

#nervous high energy vs nervous low energy #furthermore #external awkwardness vs internal awkwardness #if we’re talking like. actually switching them and not just having a personality swap #i don’t think having a 16-year-old technical god stuck on a blimp with eight other 16-year-olds is a good idea lol #i mean. not too much different from the meteorite >_> #she would probably only know bare basics about this series because of memes and/or whatever dave references #creates plants to attempt to ‘shield’ people from attacks during duels out of habit. oops #everyone being injured by shadow games has a reliable (?) doctor (??) at least!! #watch as she becomes even more visibly a mess when they don’t immediately get back up though #i don’t. even wanna think about her interactions with yb or ym AGSJDHDJ #gets approached and just makes a series of incomprehensible nerve wracked noises. she’s fine. ignore the randomly sprouting flowers #ghostie would be the only mortal human on the meteor and. tbh. that worries me #LIKE i’m sure dave and rose would have at least some sort of idea on how they both got swapped #so they’d probably help and protect her if need be #sure the trolls are also mostly mortal but they’re aliens and have higher tolerance #lol just. gets carried around when they need to fly somewhere afshdg #going into the dream bubbles and having a moment where she has to just sit and watch all the other dead players #like oh. she isn’t the only one who can see them now. hm #dave would probably ask her to explain how to play duel monsters and she would try to be all humble about it but #secretly she’s happy she actually gets a chance to win now >:3 #her and rose are busy discussing lovecraft u_u #i want to talk about my hs s/i sooo bad but i don’t know how to without explaining all of homestuck lol #delete later #s/i: ghostie #s/i: AG

[astrophilic-soul]

Sorry if I’ve posted or said some stupid stuff this week, my social battery is so low and makes me so socially awkward

#volenteered at a charity event last week #and it was so god dang fun but I’m also extremely tired #especially due to like- finals and stuff #delete later #vent #-y #not hetalia #sorry for the awkward replies lately as well lol- just for this week I promise

[starbuck]

thank GOD for close friends you can discuss your kinks with…

#would also be interested in talking to other ace people to see if they have ‘kinks’ like mine #(i.e. - yes this scenario turns me on sexually but NO i would *NEVER* wanna incorporate it into sex) #(even if i DID want to have sex - which i don’t) #but like. am i going to tell you What my thing is? lol No. #you have to unlock like. level 7473747488558 friendship for me to be comfortable being THAT embarrassing in front of you #my one friend… we’ve known each other for over a decade… dated as awkward 12 year olds… both autistic… transed our genders in opposite #directions… #i would trust her with literally ANY infortmation about me #and god knows she’s trusted me with a LOT of information about her #cuz that’s just the kind of relationship we have - we can tell each other things like that #and i am SO grateful for that!!!!!!! #the lowdown is that SHE says i’m normal - but i disagree #cuz when y’all talk about kink on here - this shit is NOT what you are talking about - trust me #like. it’s very Sensible - but it IS weird still. that’s what i think.

[lexalovesbooks]

God is the most loser immortal ever he’s the worst and I love him so much

#locked tomb #gotta tag that so this doesn’t look totally batshit out of context lol #ikikik he’s probably like. The big bad of the series but that doesn’t change that tazmuir fucking KNEW what she was doing when she created #his character. god is just some guy who makes the lamest jokes ever created. references tumblr posts that are ten thousand years out of mode #gets accused of class a murder and goes. well this is awkward. #no character out there doing it like him i’m obsessed with it

[placeinthisworld]

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#personal #what’s it like to not have the holidays trigger you about your ab*sivd childhood 🧍🏼‍♂️ #like i try so so so hard to happy but god it’s so depressing!!!! #no I’m not buying my dad or mom or sibling a gift bc I don’t have a relationship with them!!!! #no I’m not seeing family I’m tagging along to my bfs family party bc I don’t have my own! #I know they don’t mean it in a bad way but ljke ouchie it hurts!!! #just say happy holidays and move on! #I lie so much to pretend to be happy it’s so embarrassing!!!!! #I make jokes w my bf about the new lies I tell ppl like it’s so awkward! lol!!!!!! just laugh it off it’s fine!!

[bitterpngs]

i have got to try to be creative again. writing-wise and just. actually thinking of more than simple little hcs like i used to. god it’s been years

#i used to wriiiite but i don’t anymore and it’s been years since i actually sat down and tried to use my brain to create something #ignoring art. it isn’t the same it’s not really what i’m talking about #like i have little au notes but i never do shit w them #bc it seems intimidating bc i wanna get the characterization right and it can be hard. it’s different when you actually sit down and write #something vs reading something and being like yeah that seems in character #also my writing skills are very very rusty. i don’t like them #but godddd i need to just let go and have fun again like who cares if my characterization is a bit off. right. the point is to have fun etc #it’s fine if my writing is awkward. #yknow what else i need to do again. create ocs. god i haven’t created an oc in so long i have no idea where my creativity went #actually no i have like 2 ocs and it’s been forever since i touched anything w them lmaoooo #POINT IS #i need to try to be creative again and write even if it’s not the best #anyway #angel.txt #this talk tag is fun i gotta stop being so embarrassed of things lol #i mean it’d ideally be used for pics i guess. hm. maybe i’ll switch my art tag who knows lol for now i’ll try to use it for text i dunno #ok i’m done

[twilightsparasite]

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#my post #mine #lol he thinks I’m sexy #I’m the most awkward creature thing to exist #but it’s so cute that he’s complimenting me but shy to do it #god this guy is so cute and humble I love it

[prozach27]

Dude mental illness is so dumb like??

#had a lovely thanksgiving #everything was pleasant #great conversations and fun video games and so many ppl at our house #like a lovely night all around #but my anxiety now that ppl have left has me in a nose dive #did I say something wrong?? was I awkward?? did I commit a social faux pas I’m unaware of??? #like it was a nice evening brain just let me enjoy that without self destructing #god damn lol