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delicrieux · 2 years
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BITCH IM CRYING WTF AAAAAAAA IT WAS SO CUTE I LOVED THEM I WAS ROOTING SO HARD N MC DIED I CAAANTTT N AEMOND ONLY FOUND OUT AFTER I CAAAAANT AIABSJNSSNJANSJSNSNSS IM SOBBING ILY FOR THIS MINI SERIES BTW. THE LAST CHAPFWR WAS ALL I COULD EVER WISH FOR THANK U SM I HAVE A CRIMINAL LAW MIDTERM TOMORROW BUT THIS WAS MORE IMPORTANT IM SOBBING (I’m the anon that asked abt what time the fic was gna be released n set up an alarm for it)
BABES I--
good luck on your midterm omg!!! also slay priorities i would chose a fic too <3
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shibuiking · 2 months
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qtboni · 9 months
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Hello, I hope you are having a great day.
I haven't been able to get Slasher König and his reading wife out of my head for days. It's a scenario where he comes home from killing someone and asks his wife if she's proud of him, to which she says yes and some HUGE obscenity ensues.
Also if you can include something like the reader is madly obsessed with how strong König is (especially his arms) and how tall he is.
Thanks 🙇‍♀️.
A/N: hello!! this rlly took me so long to write but i hope you don't mind i made this into hcs >< can u guys tell that this is inspired by brahms from the boy 2016 😇😇
╰﹒ 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐃𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐃 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 !
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PAIRING: Yandere Slasher!König X Reader
C/W: MDNI. yandere vibes + mild nsfw, love obsession, gore, mentions of blood bcz m*rder, sprinkle of dubcon, manhandling, name-calling, groping, itty bitty size kink, perverted thoughts.
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⟡ SLASHER!KÖNIG who marched back home to you with his hood and clothes drenched in blood, each droplet of the crimson liquid staining the pavement. The blood plopping down on the ground didn't reach his ears, nor could he smell the sweet metallic scent it gave off.
⟡ SLASHER!KÖNIG who usually has his expression blank, as it always was when he returned from a kill, had something off about it. His mouth curled into a smile and his gaze was as narrow and chilling as a predator's. God was he so glad that he got rid of that pest once and for all.
⟡ SLASHER!KÖNIG who couldn't help but to fidget everytime with the knife in his hands whenever you tell him the stories about that dumb fuck who gets into your nerves. What? He was itching to just sink his knife into that petty excuse of a human, and it was unbearable.
⟡ SLASHER!KÖNIG whose lips slowly curved into a sinister grin as he remembered how much that dumb fuck begs for their life, to be spared. As if he would be nice, after what they've done to you. He enjoyed and relished in the sounds of their groans and cries of pain as he twisted the knife plunged inside of their chest.
⟡ SLASHER!KÖNIG who cuts their skin more as he remarked about that's what they get after betraying you, insulting you, and even had the extremes of inflicting mental damage that made you in distress every day. They had it coming.
⟡ SLASHER!KÖNIG whose smile turned into a giddy one, blushing as he imagined the warm welcome that awaited him once he comes home to you. You, who would be overjoyed to welcome him home, would undoubtedly not raise an eyebrow at his bloodstained attire.
⟡ SLASHER!KÖNIG who went up to you from behind after he saw you cooking dinner in his favorite black sundress on with a cute little apron you have. "You proud of me, hase?" he asks into your neck, his hot breath tickling your skin, causing your thighs to clench together. "Kein Stress mehr..."
⟡ SLASHER!KÖNIG who practically purrs when he heard you coo of a 'yes, i'm proud of you, baby,' as you laid your head against his large chest. His words dripping with a promise of bloodshed. The feeling of your body against his excited the hunter in him and he savored every inch of flesh he touched.
⟡ SLASHER!KÖNIG who got rid of the bloodstained gloves he was wearing, as to not taint your beautiful skin with blood. He didn't mind the mess himself, but he couldn't bring himself to stain you with something he considered precious.
⟡ SLASHER!KÖNIG who appreciated every part of your skin, caressing and gripping your hips firmly into his front, while groping your breasts through your clothing. His eyes twinkled with appreciation as he took in your flawless skin beneath your dress that hugged your curves perfectly.
⟡ SLASHER!KÖNIG who absolutely melts into your body from behind when you told him that you love how he's so strong, dreamily whispering how you love his big meaty arms, his tall frame that completely engulfs you, and how the mask he wears drove you mad with lust.
⟡ SLASHER!KÖNIG whose heart was beating wildly as he thought of taking you to bed and pinning you beneath him. He relished the thought of manhandling you and taking advantage of your helplessness. He couldn't help but feel excitement and anticipation coursing through his veins as he imagined the different ways he could show his love.
⟡ SLASHER!KÖNIG who was obsessed with you, to the point of resorting to violence means to make you his. He didn't mind getting his hands dirty or covered in blood if it meant keeping you safe.
"The things I do, I do it all for you. I won't let anyone harm you, mein hübscher Schatz."
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a/n: hi! if u guys know where the first fanart is from, pls tell me ty! would love to credit the owner (google and pinterest couldn't help me track down the source 😭)
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edwardslvrr · 8 months
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༯ 405, TREVOR ZEGRAS
trevor zegras x singer!reader
the one where rumour has it YN has a new boyfriend and Trevor has a new girlfriend
taglist if you’d like to be added to my taglist, message me privately or comment on this post
warning this is all fake and just for fun, no hate to any of the people mentioned. Just a reminder that this is pure for entertainment xoxo
last part main masterlist trevor zegras masterlist
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username imagine if she’s back together w trevor
username after that album? bro is sobbing in the corner
username would be such a YN thing to do tho
username what if new bf is old bf 👀
username so many paparazzi and no one thought tp take a picture of the dudes face???
username this outrageous behaviour, YN. we’re out here sobbing to her new album and she has been macking on some new dude
username no fr she has me sobbing here like a child for days now
username atleast she looks hella good
username cool and whatever but tour dates pls?
username YN it was suppose to be me next😔
username imagine it is jack hughes
username jack’s probably trying to shoot his shot w trevor now tbh
username she wasn’t interested in Trevor’s unemployed ass anymore lol
yourinstagram
los angeles, california
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yourinstagram good riddance deluxe is out NOWW!!
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username oh wow- this is depressing
username “i hate the fact that i miss you around” MOOD
username jack really feeding into the rumours abt him and YN by liking this
username not people believing that rumour what??
username honestly the weirdest rumour i’ve ever heard
username y’all will believe anything atp
username WHAT DID U PUT IN 405 WHAT
username “how are you looking at me like a stranger” my heart bro??
username imma go call my therapist.. this is too much
yourbestfriend okay OUCH?
yourinstagram oops?
username ayo jack i see u dude
username the last picture such a mood
username too much pain girly
username “i loved you so hard for a time” trevor go sit in the corner and think about what you did.
trevorzegras
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trevorzegras all summer long
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username in his tim mcgraw era?
username bringing up taylor swift any time he can in his personality
username uhm.. last picture?
colecaufield suspicious
username glad u seem to think so too
username cole spill what you know
username soft launch?
jackhughes winner
username wtf does that even mean
username ellen, get jack back on the leash pls
username pls let that be YN 🙏
username YN out w her new man, Trevor hinting his new girl. Can i please go cry..
username as long as it isn’t some tiktoker you got my approval.
username trevor just wants to be a tiktok star, leave him be
username he’s unemployed, he needs to get money from somewhere
username a lot of questions rn
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username that’s definitely jack
username bro u say that abt an ARM
username she isn’t a homie hopper dude
username could be trevor🤷🏼‍♀️
username why do i feel like her and trevor are back together, like there’s no way it’s a coincidence they both have a new partner at the same time
username how did people ever get to the fact she could be dating jack?! y’all are so weird
username nah after that album i refuse to believe she has already moved on
username she’s probs dating him again
username i mean the album was writing a while back tho-
username i refuse.
username yn probably panicked so hard when she realised she posted that
username she def cried
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cozy-mp3 · 1 year
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hard feelings
abby x gn!reader
the aftermath of seattle is proving hard to deal with
word count: 1.6k(ish)
warnings: angst/hurt + comfort, abby is bad at processing feelings and so is reader, they're trying tho!!!, everyone cries, lev is mentioned a couple times, mentions of nightmares, kind of canon compliant?, not intended to be ellie bashing, only briefly proofread
a/n: honey, i'm home :D i promise i didnt mean to be gone this long!! i just got out of the habit of writing + using this account, i'm sorry :( i wrote this to help ease back in to everything, i missed u all and i'm gonna devour all the stuff in the ellie + abby tags that i've missed tomorrow
abby is tired. she’s so tired she can feel the weight it, the way her limbs feel like they’re almost too heavy to maneuver, the way her mind feels fuzzy around the edges like she has to pause before each passing thought in order for it to make sense. she can’t let herself sleep though, because sleeping means she has to let down her guard. she knows couldn’t live with herself if something happened to you or lev, she couldn’t save her father or manny or owen, she couldn’t protect them and she lost them and she can never make that mistake again. 
a smaller, weaker, more ashamed part of her can also admit it’s somehow easier to sit out here on the deck, to watch the peaks of the cliffs for the shadowy figures of scars or wlf even though seattle is far behind you all. it’s easier to sit and watch and defend because that’s what she’s good at, she can’t listen to the way you and lev whimper in your sleep from nightmares, the way the two of you toss and turn and thrash to get away from things she can’t see. 
she doesn’t know how comfort you, she can’t lie and say everything will be ok, she’s never been good at lying to you and she’s hesitant to fill you with false hopes, even more so lev, to treat you both like you’re too slow to see some vague, distant goal even, if it would bring you some comfort. but she can do this, she can sit out here with her gun in her lap and a mug of shitty instant coffee by her side and protect you both so that you won’t have anything to add to the things that scare you from your sleep.
she startles when the door to the cabin open and you slip through, you footsteps muffled by your thick, fuzzy socks. she can almost pretend nothing over the past week happened as you shuffle over to her in your old checkered pajama pants and a hoodie that’s soft and worn and smells like the detergent they used at the stadium. she can’t ignore your tired eyes though, the way they’re bloodshot from lack of sleep and haunted in a way she hadn’t seen before the girl from jackson and her friends had come to hunt her down. this is the only time she’s ever been glad she’s argued with you, that she hadn’t given in to your instance that you travel to find joel with her despite the fact you were healing from an injury at the time. she doesn’t think she believes in god or whatever prophet the scars worship, but when she thinks about that day too long she knows she could get on her knees and thank whoever, whatever, for preventing you from going on that trip.
you hesitate when you’re in touching distance from her and it takes you making a hesitant, aborted step towards her for abby to finally relax her posture enough to reassure you. she sets the gun down beside her cold mug of coffee, and with practiced ease, spreads her legs enough that they’ll be a comfortable cradle for your body before she holds her hand out to you. it doesn’t take long for you to get situated in her lap, your chin resting on her shoulder and your arms wrapped tight around her ribs, it’s a position you’ve been in countless times before.
“what are you looking for?,” you ask quietly, your voice tired and worn even to your own ears, it makes your brows furrow in discontent but there’s not much you can do to fix it. you shift and press your cheek to the firm muscle of abby’s shoulder, your eyes trained on the vast expanse of ocean behind her, it’s still dark enough that the moon casts a white reflection on the small waves that crest and break gently against the side of the boat.
“nothing,” abby replies, her head tilting so she can feel more of your skin against hers, you’re soft and warm and familiar in a way that makes an uncomfortable knot form in her throat, “there’s nothing there,” she continues, clearing her throat instead of acknowledging the urge to cry.
you nod, not quite knowing what to say in response to her so you shift one of your hands to stroke the tense plane of her back instead. everything has been harder than it should be since you’d left seattle. you’d dealt with loss and pain before and you thought you’d grown out of nightmares about people and what they could do to you, it’s frustrating, feeling these emotions that you’d dealt with so easily before threatening to overwhelm you the way they are.
“you should be in bed,” abby tells you after a few minutes of silence, the continued lapping of the water at the hull of the boat and your combined breathing the only sounds in the quiet still of the night.
“so should you,” you counter, shifting backwards on her lap so you can look at her face, your hand cupping her jaw, “come back with me?,” you question gently as you stroke the pad of your thumb over the skin beneath her right eye, she has tired bags that look dark enough to be bruises and the left side of her face is partially covered with gauze to protect a cut that you know hurts more than she lets on.
“i can’t,” she starts with a frustrated pinch between her brows, “i need some fresh air, i’ll come in later,” she sighs, unable to bring herself to tell you about the way her chest seizes with anxiety whenever she isn’t within arms reach of a weapon, that she convinces herself that behind every hill and peak along the coast the sniper who killed manny is waiting to take you away from her too.
“then i’ll stay,” you say, ignoring the long, suffering sigh abby lets out at your response as you lay your head against her shoulder again, “i feel better when i’m with you, so i’m staying,” you add softly to quieten whatever argument she was about to level you with, though you question if your honesty was the best response when her arms tighten around you and she makes a choked sound in the back of her throat.
“don’t say that,” abby mumbles, her lips brushing your hairline and her eyes burning with tears, “god, please don’t say that,” she says a little louder as she shakes her head, “this is all my fault, i ruined your fucking life, you should hate me,” she continues and with a start you realize she’s crying, her tears falling hot and wet against your skin.
“oh, abby,” you whisper and once again you curse the way your mind seems to want to work against you, the way you can’t come up with comfort for her the way you could before, “i don’t blame you for any of this, abby, listen to me,” you plead, your hands desperate as they find her jaw once again, your fingers clumsily wiping away her tears, “listen to me, abigail, none of this is your fault,” you persist as sympathetic tears sting at your own eyes.
abby doesn’t reply, though she allows you to guide her head against your shoulder, to rub soothing circles into her back and hold her against you as she sobs. you find yourself carding your fingers through her hair the way you would after a rough patrol, your nails scratching lightly at her scalp in a way that used to make her sigh in contentment but now only makes her cry harder.
she cries for long enough that your knees are beginning to get stiff where they’re bent either side of her, but the pain is dull enough to be ignored, especially as her sobs quiet down into strangled, hiccuping breaths that she lets out against your neck. you don’t force her to speak but you do steer her head away from you, just far enough that you can use a knuckle to wipe away the tears that cling to her lashes and to the tops of her cheeks.
“i love you,” you tell her a few moments later as she reciprocates the gesture, her calloused thumb brushing away the wetness on your cheeks, “i’ll always love you, ok?” you ask, using your hold on her jaw to finally force her eyes to meet yours so she can see that you aren’t just placating her.
“i love you,” abby replies, her eyes red rimmed and puffy but her gaze genuine and steady on yours, even as you bend down to kiss her forehead, “god, we’re a mess,” she mumbles with a wet laugh after she’s pressed a brief kiss to the corner of your mouth, her grip on you loosening as you stand up and tuck her hair behind her ears.
“it’s ok, we’ll work it out together,” you reassure her, giving her the best smile you can muster, weak but honest, “come back to bed with me?,” you ask again, wrapping your fingers around her wrist to gently tug her to her feet. she makes a face like it’s painful but allows you to help her to her feet and lead her inside the cabin, her steps clumsy enough that it gives away her exhaustion but willing to follow you regardless.
it’s warm and dark inside despite the dawn that was lightening sky you’d left behind and lev’s sprawled out across the mattress you share, his breathing deep and slow as he sleeps. it takes a moment to manoeuvre yourself and abby around him without waking him but you manage, settling under the covers and letting abby tuck your head beneath her chin. she insists on sleeping with her back to the door and you’re both so exhausted that you can’t fight her, but as you close your eyes you promise yourself you’ll talk about it with her in the morning, all of it, you’ll work it all out.
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hyukasluvr · 10 months
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Bye, angel
✧ pairing - Taehyun x reader
✧ genre - angst, hurt/comfort, fluff
✧ warning - talking about the death of a dog and a mild argument, and i think that’s it if there’s anything else let me know please!
✧ summary - in the middle of the day you get a call which you think could be one of the worst calls you’ve got in your whole life… you receive the worst news and it gets you really upset but you don’t want to let taehyun know about this… he’ll just think you’re stupid, right?
✧ a/n - this is very self indulgent since i recently had a situation like that.. only i didn’t have a taehyun to help me through but anyways, i’m sorry if i misspelled anything, whatever thoughts u guys want to share with me please do, and now enjoy!
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that was one of the worst calls you could ever receive. if not the worst one.
your mom has just called you to give you one of the worst news ever… it was your dog, your dog that had spent his whole life with you was now gone.
you were in utter shock. it was just a week ago that she had called you to tell you that your dog was at the vet and now he’s gone?
this just all seemed like a cruel joke, it didn’t feel right to think that your small ball of fur which you had spent your entire childhood with was now completely gone
you wondered if calling taehyun to come home and be with you would be a good idea… but it wasn’t, was it? wouldn’t taehyun just think you’re being dramatic? it’s just a dog isn’t? wouldn’t he be embarrassed of you bothering him at work just cause you were sad over a dog?
your head kept running around these thoughts. and now you were left there all alone holding back tears, cause even tho you were home alone. if you cried, your eyes would get puffy and taehyun would notice right away.
taehyun was out for practice and wasn’t coming back home until very late, and you were glad he wasn’t here he didn’t have to know this happened and everything would be normal, right?…
you decided to keep your mind busy by watching tv, although you knew your mind was never gonna focus on the show you put.
hours later taehyun arrived home, tired but giddy cause he’s finally seeing you after a long day of practice
"hey love! i brought some takeout” he said when he spotted your figure in the couch
"mhm” was all you answered. still lost in your own thoughts, just looking up at him once you saw him approach the sofa
"are you okay y/n? you look kind of lost” he asked while sitting down next you on the couch
"i’m great. why would i not be?” you said, regretting it a second later cause come on. what was that type of answer. ugh.
he chuckled and just pulled you up from the couch "okay then, let’s go eat before it gets cold”
you followed along sitting down in front of him.
"so um… how was your day?" you asked him.
"well it was quite stressful im not gonna lie, today we had to run over the same choreography for so long i feel like the song is still on playing in my mind right now” he chuckled and looked up at you smiling.
you smiled back at him but your eyes didn’t match your smile. your eyes looked empty and sad.
taehyun knew something was up but you didn’t want to tell him so he had to find out someway
"and how was your day, honey?” he asked before taking a bite out of his food.
"it was okay. i just did some laundry and went out to the convenience store to buy a drink" you said while poking at your food plate.
"oh! and how’s your doggie doing?” he asked looking at you expectantly
suddenly you stopped poking your food and just stared at the plate without saying a single thing. you kept your head low cause you did not want to risk looking at taehyun and immediately breaking down.
him on the other hand. he watched you intently waiting for an answer but growing more worried by the minute because you seemed to be frozen.
"love? is everything okay?” concern was evident in his voice but you refused to look at him, but you just couldn’t react and give him reassurance that everything was fine, cuz for you it really wasn’t.
"y/n! hello?” he got up from his chair and walked around the table to sit down at the chair beside yours.
he moved the plate away from you and he took the fork out of your hand so he could grab your shoulders to face him.
you felt how he moved you but you still decided not to look at him, you were not going to break down so easily. let him think you’re stupid and childish for crying over a dog? you refused to let that happen.
"love, i need you to tell me what’s wrong so i can help you” damn it! he made it so hard for you not to comply, his sweet talk got you weak to the point you almost fell… but you didn’t.
instead what you said really shocked him.
"it’s none of your business.. why do you care?”…
as those words left your mouth you felt instant regret for hurting him. he only wanted to help you but this was the only way to avoid the situation. you pulled your hands away from him and stood up to leave the table, but taehyun stopped you by grabbing your hand and standing up in front of you.
"what has gotten into you y/n? when have i not cared for you??” he was getting a bit irritated and you noticed it in his tone.
"nothing has gotten in me, why can’t i be serious for once? do you think life is all rainbows and unicorns? WELL ITS NOT!” you yell out.
you once again pulled your hand away from his and started to make your way to your shared bedroom. leaving taehyun utterly shocked at your behavior but he was definitely not gonna go after you until he heard a loud thud from your direction.
you were so mentally and physically tired from hiding your pain and your tears that as soon as your foot touched the first step of the stairs, your whole body gave up on you and you fell to the floor finally letting out that painful sob you had been holding in for what felt like an eternity.
taehyun didn’t hesitate to run to you and help you up, but your body was too weak so instead he positioned himself at the floor of the staircase and put you on his lap hugging you so tight that you felt like you could finally let it out.
minutes and minutes passed by and u couldn’t calm down, taehyun didn’t hurry you to say a single thing… he was just there telling you "it’s okay, love, let it out don’t hold back with me, i’ll be right here” which just made you more sad and mad at yourself for trying to shut him out when he’s so sweet to you.
after what felt like hours, you finally felt calm enough to tell him the truth. you looked up at him and he swore he could feel his heart break at your tired and sad eyes looking all red and puffy from crying so hard, he hated seeing you sad but this time it was different… he had never seen you in such a state that he felt totally broken but he was always gonna be strong for you if that’s what you needed.
"taehyun… my dog, my angel, my baby… she’s… she’s gone. forever.” you said trying to hold your sobs in, of course failing miserably.
he heard that and immediately hugged you tight as ever and said "oh my god… i am so sorry baby, i know how much you loved her… i truly can’t imagine the pain you must feel right now, angel. i really wish i could take it away from you”.
you separated from him for a minute to look at him to keep talking, he never let you go tho, still holding you in his arms but always ready to listen to you.
"i’m so sorry for the way i acted towards you right now-“ you saw him open his mouth to protest but you quickly told him "stop, im not finished” he closed his mouth almost immediately which made you chuckle.
"i acted that way cause… i don’t know why i felt like you would find me to be a bit childish for crying over a dogs death like if it was a person, i know you said you’d never judge me… but i felt a lot of things today after getting the news, so i really am sorry, tyun. you didn’t deserve that” you finished looking up at his eyes after trying to avoid eye contact for a while but his eyes never left yours… he was looking at you so fondly that you could honestly melt.
"sweetheart, don’t apologize! i can totally understand that when you’re upset you sometimes don’t even know what to do with all of these feelings you get and sometimes they get the best of you. but believe me. id never ever think you’re stupid for crying over a dog… especially a dog that meant so much to you and that was your partner in crime for almost your whole life” he chuckled lightly and so did you but still feeling a couple of stray tears run down your face. taehyun brought his hands up to your face and wiped underneath your eyes to take away every tear he could before continuing.
"i think you’re such a strong person for putting up with such rough paths life gives you, i am really really proud of you, love” he hugged you once again and whispered a quiet 'i love you' against your ear and you said it back before giving him a sweet little peck on the lips. "alright how about we finish eating our dinner while watching a movie, do you like the idea?” he said, now standing up and helping you stand up.
"i actually love that idea, mr. kang” you tell him teasingly. "well miss l/n, why don’t you pick a movie while i go reheat our food since i’m pretty sure it’s cold by now”.
"that sound great" you tell him before going to the couch to pick a movie to watch together.
both of you ate dinner together while laughing at a stupid comedy movie you found there, feeling so much better after everything that happened, and feeling like you’ve learned a lesson that after that you’d never hide such things from him, cause he’ll always be there for you.
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justallihere · 1 month
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i'm going insane bc i was away for the weekend and left my phone alone (god bless) and came back to a whole chapter PLUS love declaration PLUS forehead kiss ?? omg.....
Mira is not letting Xaden rest like ever, I do wonder what Violet told her while Xaden was prepping her bath tho.
“Not if it bothers you, they can’t,” said Xaden. “I’ll make sure they keep it away from you.” 
oh he wants violet to be comfortable so baaaad he's the embodiment of "is the sun bothering you queen" and im so here for it.
i'm totally fine and sane over xaden washing violet's hair im not kicking my feet or anything and im definetely not crying over how soft they are and how much trust must violet have on him bc she's letting him touch her hair after it being threatned to be cut.
forehead touches are my faaaav so u can imagine how well fed i am after this chapter and for that i say thank you alli *dramatically bows*
Xaden not wanting her to feel like she wasnt love so he just declares himself to her had me weak, like it could've been this grand gesture but nothing between them has ever been planned or expected so he just winged it and it was perfectly what she needed. talk about soulmates !!
when u told us the declaration was gonna hurt i didnt have this imagined in my mind but im so glad it happened this way and not the way i thought it was gonna happen. it was so bittersweet !!
ALSO she def knows she loves him shes just not ready to admit it bc in no way in hell would she ask him to say after he declared himself if she didnt know she also felt something
also the way they first slept i know xaden neck was complaining
also violet reminded me of a cat who always try to get closer in their sleep. she just wants to cuddle !! and shes so real for that
Rhiannon is truly a bestie!! not her terrorrizing the love interest we love a ride or die bestie, even if sometimes she's unresonable
“You whisked her away before anyone could check on her.” 
bestie there was not one single part of her that wasnt broken what was the man supposed to do *cries* but i do understand her stress
SLOANE MAIRI !!! not her calling the king of tyrrendor her brother i love that for her !! she's a princess so true. also i looove xaden and liam's talk it wasnt too cheesy bc tbh they dont operate like that but it was so genuine !!
can the guards chill !!
Garrick is just like me!! i too love gossip and will put my hands on it as soon as i can. but garrick its been like 12 hours wait a little longer or violet herself will call u out again. but also not garrick begging xaden no rule to country and he's just like "no <3" love that for him his wife just got back running a country is very far from his mind.
“Is that what you told her to do?” Rhiannon raised an eyebrow. “Get over it?” “No, but you’re not her, are you?”
He's so ??!!
the development of violet a few chapters ago being like "he didnt hold me while we slept bc there had been no excuses for it in Aretia" to now being like "im gonna curl into your arms so hard you'll never escape" and honestly good for them !!
anywayyyy i LOVED this chapter
lol a lot happened this weekend, welcome back!!!
Xaden’s literal one and only concern is Violet and her comfort, fuck everything else. I’m totally not fine and sane about the hair washing so I guess we balance each other out 🫶🏻
They are very much soulmates!! Xaden didn’t plan to fall in love with her, of course he didn’t plan some grand declaration of it either, we’re just going with what feels right. Violet is a grumpy little kitten yes you’re right
Rhiannon is stressed as hell, like give her best friend back RIORSON where is she
Garrick needs both gossip and for Xaden to do his job and he’s getting neither of those things! Too bad so sad!
Thank you!!!! 🩷
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awesomehoggirl · 4 months
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i have a really weird complex where i dont wanna tell my parents anything bc im scared theyll be mad at me (even tho they are so incredibly supportive). today i cried and opened up and told them absolutely everything including my ocd diagnosis and medication and even smoking (idk why 😭) and so much more like all my deep dark secrets and You know what they said ? they said Girl you should have told us sooner so we could have helped you and supported you better we love you we worry more if you dont tell us these things and we arent angry at all :) and i was like OK i would convinced U would think i was a crazy faker who just wants attention but obviously you would think the normal thing because you care about me and i know this. Well it felt good and im glad i did it and theyre paying for me to see a therapist
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rollercoasterwords · 2 months
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hey:)
i just found your tumblr and wanted to come and tell you that The Hand That Feeds is my all-time favourite fic (like overall, not just in the Marauders fandom). i love everything about it to bits, and cried so many times whilst reading it. so i just wanted to thank you for that beautiful piece of writing, and maybe (very politely and with no expectations) to ask wether you think that you might someday write something with Dorlene as the main pairing again? thanks again, and no need to reply if you don’t want to btw.
omg high praise!! thank u so glad the fic stuck w u that much <3 & i do currently have a dorlene wip but it's an au & kinda feels like i'm just writing an original story about ocs so. kinda paused writing it lol not sure whether i'll try and finish...i think it's hard 4 me 2 imagine writing another dorlene fic bc like. thtf was canon compliant which still made it feel v much like fanfiction even tho the main characters were basically ocs but whenever i try 2 put them in an au i'm like. well is this just a novel now. who can say...
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ceilidho · 8 months
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omg youre an anemia low iron girly too, our joint slay <3 jokes aside, i really hope you are not too hard on yourself about writing all the time!! you just gifted us with "birdsongs, or advice and symphonies for your children" and i cried my heart out to it (thank you so much for sharing). take all the rest as you feel <3
yes I am!!!! Chronically low iron and suffering. today was like “I lay down ten seconds and get up only for my vision to go spotted and black and lose my balance and fall into the wall” all day
I loooooveeee writing tho I wish I could do it 10 hours a day and I probably would if I didn’t have a full time job. Even when I’ve just written smt. Sometimes I need to recharge but it’s soooo much fun. But no energy today :(
Also thank u so much!!! That’s so sweet, I’m so glad u reacted so strongly to it 😭
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tojikai · 10 months
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Here’s my genuine reaction after finishing your masterpiece ‘SUNDERED’:
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HELLO! I hope all is well! I am applauding you. Your story is truly gut stabbing, heart wrenching, shoulder slumping, weak in the knees painful…Like I felt all of the emotions. Grief is the highest on the list. Anger is second. The way how you had my stomach twisting and turning as Gojo refused to really hear Reader and her concerns. 😮‍💨 Then the baby… is this betrayal, I feel? 🧎🏾‍♀️ Like I’m a firm believer in “fuck i look like crying over some man that don’t want me when i could be mouth harassing a hamburger? THE FUCK?” (vine reference-) because ain’t no way I’mma let some dude get me out of my character for too long but the baby… THE BABY??? THE BABY NOT WANTING MOMMY? CALLING SOMEBODY ELSE MAMA?? LORDT HAVE MERCY I WOULD’VE CRIED ON THE SPOT. My baby would’ve had to leave that instant cause huh??? That hurt so much. 😭
Anywho, I cannot wait for part two!! I need Reader to grow from this and realize that he ain’t the one or two and that she can do so much better than him. I also want Reader to realize that it’s going to be okay. Tough time never lasts, only tough people.
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This is to Gojo of SUNDERED, you bitter loser ass bitch, if i catch you out on the streets… prepare to fight to the death!!!
PROOF OF ME AND MY MUSCLES THAT ARE GOING TO TAKE GOJO OUTTA THIS WORLD:
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CAUSE NO LIKE WHAT DOES HE EVEN GAIN OUT OF HURTING READER LIKE THAT? 😭 HE GOT ME SICK TO MY STOMACH AND THEN THE AUDACITY TO BE CONCERNED AFTER WHAT’S BEEN SAID AND DONE… AAAAAHHHHHHH 😤🫵 I’m coming at him with lemon juice and razor blades.
thank you for sharing that story with us !!! <333
plssss this is so serious and funny at the same time😭i like that tough time quote tho, i needed that 🥺💕 and yeppp, it's one on top of the other pain for yn :")) she got some rules to clarify to satoru and his gf. even if she's in love w him, she needs to get up fr. we'll see in next pt tho ;> im really glad u enjoyed, thank u smmm<33
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chlorinecake · 4 months
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"The Sheep's Garden" title is so cute I was almost deceived. Almost. I read it and went back to stare at it mindlessly for a good few minutes after realizing the ominous undertone associated with it. It's literally, genuinely unsettling. You portrayed the title's essence effectively in your story too like... and even though it was twisted I admit feeling a somewhat shameful attraction to it 😅 *I'm crying*
I'm glad @/starrywonie and @/@hee-pster encouraged you to start a blog❤️ and replying to ur answer on the previous ask, half of my family are teachers and unfortunately I didn't inherit their smarts in math but I think I'm doing quite fine in the literature department. Ofc my literature and writing are still in the process of progressing because I genuinely feel there's so much out there that I can learn from. but the love for arts runs in the family and so much like u, it's been something I've known all my life. Seeing as we're a bunch of artists in different fields, writing, painting, any forms of creation! I think my love for writing truly blossomed at the end of 2018, and 2019 is when I took up the challenge of bringing my thoughts to life. I started on wattpad and somehow gained an audience which literally shook me because It was just me ranting on and on. I had a lost to say and people seemed ready to listen. I had a 1D phase🙈 not surprising lmao, and that brought me to wattpad, kpop made me stay, and kdramas officially opened that gateway for my writing journey to begin.
Despite occasional glitches and hiccups, the engagement and interactivity of this app are pretty good so I stay🫣 but lately, I'm mostly lurking. I think @/starrywonie is slowly getting antsy. I can see her eyes twitching from across the world. 🫣🤭
─ Hayzie
Ugh 😩 I absolutely LOVE the way you describe things… but yeah, this story in particular has ALWAYS been a ~special~ one for me to write, and as much as I try to prevent it by making Jungwon progressively more insane with each update (👹), the readers keep falling for his twisted ways :’] I guess that’s the charm manipulation *cries with you*
I’m really thankful for discovering those blogs when I did, too, hehe 🩵 That’s really interesting tho how half of your family is made up of educators and artists across different fields… most often than not, mathematics just doesn’t translate well with ppl more geared towards literature and the arts, so you’re not alone 🤧. And omg, the 1D era was such a time to be alive 🫠… I was never really a huge fan of them growing up bc I was honestly more of a JB girly (still am 🥲) but can I use the word bias for a non-kpop group 😭 ?!? Idk, but basically I’m just curious as to who your favorite member was back then…
“Kpop made me stay.” This is a crazy line bc it makes me realize just how much music affects our lives in so many different areas.
And yes ☝️ Tumblr is infamous for her MANY technological inconsistencies, but its always fun to hang around here either way… whether that be as a fellow writer… or lurker 😶‍🌫️ And OOP- Nanaa ~~~ your virgo is showing 🤭
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wndaswife · 5 months
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heey, we never interacted but i really like you as person and u pass me such a comfy vibe like😭 and i really need to vent or else im going insane-
uhhhh im a little lesbian of 20y and in uni, fine. and a curiosity abt my uni: since its a private one, my department gets the same teachers since the 1st year of undergrad which is cool bc they really track our development there BUT i have this teacher (really. really beautiful btw.) who gives biology, cognition, neuropsychology and forensics psychology and she’s also a hard one…her classes are only for those who pay attention, she’s super demanding and a black cat energy (she literally gives nooooooo fucks to anyone). so OFC i had to develop a little crush on her🤠 anywayss months passed, im on my 2nd year now and she still has this HORRIBLE (but i love it) habit of looking at a person’s eyes when explaining something and she really STARES so i was always **giggles and laufs**, but this year i fell into a depressive episode so i stopped going to classes (including hers), i stopped going to her orientation classes and so one day my friend said “she’s worried abt you and she asked me to tell u that she wants an email from u to agree on a time and day to talk to her personally”. i thought i was fucked honestly, but we eventually agreed on a time at her office and turns out the convo was actually nice (i cried my eyes out while she said how worried she was abt me).
after that she was more touchy with me? like when she talked to me after class she always grabbed my arm or put her hand on my shoulder or she talked to me SUPER close AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK specially bc she herself said “if u were a student who didn’t care abt my classes it’d be totally different, but you’re not. i care about you” BUT BRO??? i NEVER saw her act that way with other students, also she doesn’t ask anyone to come to her office-
(i actually thought she hated me bc a while ago she spent MONTHS ignoring my existence💀)
omg this is so funny u say this... one of my best friends always says i give comfort vibes like when im over i always make his place feel really comforting... that's so weird i wonder how it's possible i give the same vibes online.. but anyways im actually really glad that's the kind of vibe i give, cuz i also love this vibe!!! comfort and comforting things are really important to me
that's so cute... also first of all for you, that means you are such an attentive student and so hardworking for her to pay so much attention to you, so look at you you little academic star!!!!! you little academic you!!!! you little academia student you!!! so that's good for you
also that's so sweet of her... comforting older women <3 tbh the last thing i need rn is an irl older woman obsession like that shit always has me so down bad with a twinge of mommy complex LMFAO like i need that bus girl i mentioned before many eons ago (im trying again next semester cuz im a HARD WORKER)... but this aint about me... that's so good for you and that's so sweet of her <3
if you want to deepen a connection you should talk more about the subject, get her to recommend some interesting things for you to research and study and books to read, so she can start talking to you about things she likes on a personal level, and also this builds off of a good reputation you already have of being an attentive student who is interested in the class!! and ofc she sees you this way already as she has mentioned it
even if platonic (tho the gay panic is so real either way) a good connection with a professor you look up to within a topic you're interested in is a very good connection to have, you will always get something good from it
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timmymyluv · 2 years
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love4eva
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FAKE INSTA
timothée chalamet x kpop fem!idol reader
FC: rosé of blackpink
glad I got a spark on inspo to make these and edit my drafts!! missed making things and I'm recovering well so glad to be feeling great again. hope y'all enjoy this!
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chalsyn nah leave them alone mfs yn has been profoundly child free even before timmy and won't change that for a man so stop looking at women's bodies like that
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ynseverlasting or maybe they don't care at this point if they're spotted or not?
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jiminrings · 1 month
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binged the entirety of fail safe at once and all i have to say is that although yoongi was #publicenemynumberone to me (with namjoon coming at a remarkable position of #2) u might have ignited some miniscule feelings of compassion in me for him (THEY ARE BARELY THERE BUT THEY ARE STILL THERE IDK)
i would also like to kindly inform and congratulate you that you have succeeded in making me ugly cry with the epilogue and when i say ugly crying i mean UGLY crying like with hiccupping and the ever so attractive dripping nose, i'm not lying to you i was reading this when i was supposed to be studying and i cried so hard that my mom is now convinced that i have a cold that i am hiding from her due to all the sniffing i have been doing...
i am not very eloquent since english is not my first language and that becomes even more evident when i need to express my emotions so bear with my rambling because i'm trying so hard, i really am
i dived headfirst into reading this not knowing what to expect considering this is my first piece of writing by you but wow what an experience, this didn't have any grand showdowns or plot twists that i've grown accustomed to yet this evoked just as big of knee-jerk reaction from me
yoongi was infuriating, annoying and at times even unbearable but at the end of the day he was also just human, the same goes for oc she was pitiful, stubborn, struggling and just not in a good place but she got out of it and made the most of what she had and made a life for her, with or without yoongi and i admire her immensely for that
this was a bittersweet read for me, more sweet than bitter but it still had that bite to it and i'm pleased to tell you that ths is becoming food for my thoughts for the next couple of days, gonna wait a little bit for it to stop stinging before i re-read tho because the wounds cut deep lmao, made me feel almost melancholic i guess i can't really describe it, made me sad but the kind of sad that you end with a deep sigh and a wry smile
ps. this is the first time i've left a review(?) so i apologize if it's not up to the mark i don't really know what's considered acceptable or not yet...
{imagine a sack of potatoes (an apt representation of me) joyously bounding off to reading all your other works}
ok first of all i would like to kindly confirm u that even reading ur ask makes me want to cry in the ugliest manner that i ever have and ever will!!!!! i'm v sorry for making u cry AND making ur mom worry but TRUSTTTTT that i am so awed n flattered <3 also r u kidding me. english isn't my first language either but the way u make me this warm regardless???? the way YOU make me feel this loved in less than 200 words or so???? i'm so glad u are here w me n i can't wait for u to read more!!!! the both of them r painfully human n even without any grand showdowns, oc got the shortest end of the stick :-( thank u THANK YEWWWWW i'm very honored that u gave your first review ever to me of all writers!!! u don't have to apologize for anything at all bc this is truly one of the sweetest n warmest asks i've ever received!! THANK U BAE LOVE U 🫂🩷
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sxaras · 2 months
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CHAPTER EIGHT - save your tears
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₊˚a story in which two teens inexperienced with love learn to love each other.
warnings — selfship fic (osaluma) (livchu), bsd spoilers, angst, fluff, teen love, romance, mentions of traumatic backstories, underage dr.g use (marijuana), violence
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notes from dazai’s star: hitting u with the angst again hehe
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hey luma, i’m sorry to do this to you. but, we’ve had some good times together. i think it’s time for us to go our separate ways tho. u we’re a great friend and this has nothing to do with u. i just feel like we’re not on the same wavelength anymore as i like to say. i wish u well
luma’s heart broke as they read the dm from aiden. they didn’t see it coming at all. sure they haven’t hung out for a while but that shouldn’t have changed their friendship.
luma: do u know how koutarou feels about this?
aiden: no i dont, i’m sorry
luma: it’s okay, i wish u well aiden
luma was devastated despite the kind words. they gave their all into those friendships—even knowing koutarou since middle school. they also introduced aiden to koutarou and then they started dating. they wouldn’t even be a thing without luma. so for them to stab them in the back like this was a low blow.
“koutarou and aiden dropped me,” luma explained to liv, chuuya, and osamu. “oh god, luma i’m so sorry,” liv said apologetically. “i’ve known koutarou since middle school,” they said sorrowfully. “this isn’t the first time they’ve done this either.”
“screw them, they’re not worth it,” chuuya scoffed. “for once i agree with the slug,” dazai said. “hey!” chuuya said offensively. “baby, calm down,” liv told her boyfriend.
“yo no couple shit in front of us,” luma joked, smiling. liv giggled, holding chuuya’s arm and leaning against him.
luma took a hit off their dispo. “whatever, fuck them,” they muttered. “exactly, they’re not worth dwelling on,” osamu said honestly. “they really broke my heart.”
this made osamu’s blood boil—infuriated that someone could break luma’s heart they were so desperately trying to mend together again. screw them, he thought.
it broke his heart more seeing them cry silent tears. “why the hell are you crying? they’re not important enough to cry over,” chuuya huffed again. “you try having your heart broken over and over again, douchebag!” they cried out.
“i—i’m sorry i didn’t mean it—” “don’t worry about it,” he quickly interrupted them.
“screw them. they’re way to insignificant for your mind to be wrapped up in them,” olivia said, scoffing at their actions. “exactly,” osamu agreed.
“you’re right. they’re not important anymore.” they paid their mind to something else now.
“like the weeknd said, save your tears for another day,” liv chuckled. luma’s face lit up at the weeknd reference. “let’s listen to him right now!“ luma exclaimed.
the three agreed to their suggestion, just wanting to have their friend feel better.
“you make it look like it’s magic, cause i see nobody, nobody but you,” luma hummed the lyrics, which dazai enjoyed. he could get lost in their voice any day.
noticing this, olivia smirked to herself. “what’s with that look on your face?” chuuya asked. “look at dazai-san,” she explained, which made chuuya turn to his enemy. he had a soft expression on his face as he listened to luma sing.
“i’m glad he likes them. while i hate the guy, he would seem to treat luma-chan well because he loves them so much,” he said to his girlfriend. “hehe, exactly!” liv squealed at the thought of her friends getting together.
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