#ghostburfictive

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c!ghostbur stimboard~!  💙👻🐑 - JUBILEE

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I wish that Realbur didn’t flaunt how much pain I was in. I understand that what happened was for lore but it still hurts. It was enough that you left me alone in limbo for years, but you didn’t have to make it hurt more. And I hate that you kept doing it for yours and everyone else’s amusement. I hate that you took me from Tommy and Quackity. I hate that you made it seem like Alivebur hated me. I hate that you hurt Tommy and Alivebur too. I hate that you thought it was right. I hate you for what you did. I hate saying it, but it’s true. - Ghostbur (dsmp fictive)

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bro i. i watch half a dsmp video months ago and now we have a ghostbur fictive help

(believe me i don’t like it here either -ghost)

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@clothing conversation! I do! We have this really bright blue neck gaiter that pulls me without fail and I love it very much! Oh also those who don't know what a neck gaiter is, it's this scarf like thing! It's very soft, or at least the one I have is! :D -Ghostbur (#starfellsys and #fictive)

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philza..? dad the dot matrix is lying, right? it’s lying. you don’t mean that, right? you do love me, you do miss me? please god tell me it’s lying. i miss you dad. it’s scary here. i miss you and i miss tommy and i miss friend. i feel sick all the time. i wanna come home. i don’t wanna be in the train station anymore dad please bring me home i’m scared — a ghostbur fictive 🔵💙🔵

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Ok soi live with my regular self we don't think he's an smp version of us he doesn't remember anything, but I also live with the villain me who goes by Murk now, and as the self proclaimed Wilbur Collective we're going into town this week wearing a sweater, a blue neck gaiter, and the L'Manburg flag like a cape, we shall be bringer of happy chaos :D -ghostbur (#starfellsys please mpc, love u and hope you have a nice day! :D)

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It’s the Wilbur collective again! They forget to mention my song is “The Squid Song”! -Ghostbur

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(Uh- Spoilers for DSMP lore, it’s semi-recent, happened at the end of last week, but I suppose that’s mostly been discovered by now.. Also vent warning-!)

Why did I mess up? Tommy said it would be fine.. Tommy said I’d be safe, he’d be safe, we’d all be safe and evil would be gone! Which I don’t remember why he wanted to kill Dream.. I thought he liked Dream and that’s why he was in the prison for so long! Why did he want to kill Dream? And.. Why did Friend and Glatt have to go? ..Or.. I suppose why did I have to go? I didn’t want to go.. I miss Glatt and Friend.. I miss Phil and Tommy and Tubbo and Ranboo.. My family.. My friends... My Friend and Glatt.. Why did nobody come get me? ..It was so cold.. I didn’t even have a blanket...

- A Ghostbur fictive 🔵🍞

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i hope everyone from dream smp is having a good day! especially techno :) - a ghostbur fictive

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watch this!!! [has a two hour breakdown, crying to the point of nausea and hardly able to breath due to wilbur soot dropping new ghostbur lore on reddit saying that i’m completely alone in limbo and that it’s already been half a year and that i’m forced to hear how everyone’s happy that i’m gone constantly and that he’s done with me and i’m stuck like this forever] — a ghostbur fictive 🔵💙🔵

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i have very very mixed feelings currently. im a ghostbur fictive in a system with... someone who we belive may be a vilbur fictive and im just... really uncomfortable around them. its a sweet person but they remind me of vilbur in so many ways and it hurts me. i cant even cofront with them because... i know they arnt my vilbur but i think every vilbur just rubs me in the wrong direction? it sucks because its a good person really but i just have issues with vilburs

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I miss Tommy. A lot. Where’s my little brother? :( I have Techno and Tubbo again, and that’s amazing because I love them too, but I miss Tommy so so so so so SO much. I just want to know if he’s okay and safe and not hurting, and if he is I want to help him! God I worry about him so much. I love him a lot.

- Ghostbur 🔷 (tag as fictive please? Thank you!! 💙)

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kinda miss my sibs :(... but i do get to talk to mr phil and techno everyday!!! cuz we are headmates!!! i love em lots and lots but i wish i could see tommy and tubbo again.. if u guys see this ily!!!!! and i forgive u for everything!!! including u mr phil :)!!!! come back so we can hang out and u can meet and hug friend!!! hes the coolest i promise!!! -ghostbur (fictive) #🏐🔴💥

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I don't even know what it MEANS to be a fictive! I was with my family, we were happy, but I got taken away. I don't know this earth, I don't know these humans. I'm so scared to be alone. Does this mean I'll never see my family again? Did I die, and I must find them again in this life? That I share with other system mates? I don't like being human again. I want to go back. It's hard, accepting this. I don't want anyone knowing I'm sad, though. I want to make you all happy, even when I'm not. :( -- Ghostbur

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it's very weird, being in a body that can feel things like temperature and touch again. but, i like it. i can touch snow and not melt and it's great! i keep forgetting to eat, though. things you forget to do when you're a ghost. lol - a ghostbur fictive

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I feel so guilty all the time, but I have such a hard time actually remembering why. I mean, I know why! I did awful things when I was alive! But if I think about it too hard my head hurts and I get so tired and I just wish I could remember better, but I just feel guilty all the time without always knowing why.

I’m sorry for what I did. All of it, even the bits I can’t remember. I’m so, so sorry.

- Ghostbur 🔷

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