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prettyboypistol · 7 months

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I'm not sure if requests are open so if not feel free to delete this ask! Can you do the mercs realizing they're into men because of the reader?

Of course! By the way, this is my 100th post! lucky lucky Anon! This goes out to all of the rest of my followers! Thank you for all the support and followers! I'll always look at your messages and write for TF2! I couldn't be here without all of you! Thank you for letting me be the weird gay man who likes writing about old gay men kissing! -PrinceThomas :>

Tf2 Mercs x M!Reader || Gay Awakening! +18

Scout

Super in denial at first, compares you to actors he likes or thinks are hot and kinda shelves it. Is MAD jealous that you just somehow look great no matter what (to him hehe)

Realizes he has a crush on you when his usual spank bank material of girls isn't really doing it for him anymore. It's 4am, he's tired and horny and a little drunk... his mind just wandered, okay?!

Daydreamer 100%, but his feelings for you and his feelings for Miss Pauling kinda fuck him up ngl?? Is he a homo or not?? I mean, he likes boobs and lipstick and girls, but the rough and tumbled grease in your stubble just gets him rarin in a way girls didn't.

Bisexual struggles fr. Assuming that you're a Stonewall riot supporter, he'd probably try to roundabout ask if he can experiment with you.

What really set you apart from the other mercs is that you just look good compared to them! Yeah, there are some conventionally attractive guys, but you're h o t.

Soldier

Soldier, like Scout, assumed his attraction to you was something more akin to respect or friendliness. I mean, no other soldier he's ever met sacrificed himself to save him! That takes guts! Yeah, you respawned after, but the honor was still there for him.

Develops or at least tries to develop a friendship like what he with Demoman. He might come off like a very determined puppy, but you know he means well.

Uses you as someone to compare others too. (Ex. "SCOUT! THAT WAS HORRENDOUS TECHNIQUE! TAKE A LOOK AT THAT FINE MAN OVER THERE! DETERMINED! STRONG! TAKE NOTES, PRINCESS!")

When he does realize it's love, he is upfront and honest about his feelings with you. After all, if Jane did like men, he could find more powerful army and recreate that unbeatable ancient army of homosexuals!

Asks around about romance, probably interrogates Medic about how to court another man because let's be honest Medic looks gay as he'll and I will die on the hill that every merc just assumes that man is queer.

Pyro

In Pyroland, you're a prince on a unicorn. You're straight out of a fairy tale. They're overjoyed to have a prince in Pyroland rather than just babies! Yeah, it's fun to be childish, but a whimsical joy that are more complex are fun too!

Absolutely follows you around and talks about you to Engie non-stop. Engie jokes that Pyro might have a crush on you and they seriously consider it. They realize you're attractive when you do a party trick of spitting out Bug spray and lighting it on fire, making it look like you breathe fire.

As you cough and retch at the lingering taste of bug repellant in your mouth, Pyro applauds your trick and keeps trying to talk to you. They eventually are able to communicate to you, asking if you have any more fire tricks. You show them that you can twirl a pencil between all your fingers when the eraser tip is lit up like a candle.

You can kind of tell that they like you romantically, but you're not sure how to tell them that you know. A few chats with Engie tells you all you need to know: Pyro has never pursued a romantic interest, Pyro likes you, and that you can probably get their attention with an honest conversation.

Demoman

The most casual about their realization that they like you- and men in general. Just a peek at you in the showers after a particularly clutch victory caused a few rather dirty thoughts. It wasn't that big of a deal to him and kept his attitude of a drunken "Well, a hole's a hole, I bet he's tight."

Probably offers a little bit of fun after a long night of party, definitely a lot more drunk than usual as he leans a tad too close for friendship. That deep, gravelly, and warm voice growled in your ear with an open offer to join him in his room that night.

If you joined, he wouldn't remember the night and regret that he forgot the night in the morning when you and him snuggle awake. If you decline it's no harm no foul.

One of those types of guys who actually can balance his feelings for you along with his friendship- he keeps the ball in your court and stayed professionally friendly, maybe a tad brotherly competitive.

Heavy

This man is an iron wall to hide his feelings. He had the idea that he just wasn't the type to want a relationship- which was fine, more time to work to keep his family safe- but then you jumped out into danger to protect him. He was on the brink of death and you selflessly risked your life for him! Yeah, you both respawned, but it was the gesture that mattered!

His eyes trailed you a lot more often, like a security camera. He pretended to be read his book, but he knew exactly where you were. Medic is the first to notice this change.

Medic asks about Heavy's feelings for you, since Heavy had never ordered Medic to go heal anyone else before! Hell, the both of you tended to stay behind Heavy during battles after that, so you two had a sense of closeness.

When you all went out on a trip to the beach, Heavy loved watching you in the water, and even allowed himself to be dragged in by you to play water polo with Soldier and Demoman. He's a long game of chess, hopefully you can win him over!

Is a bit more protective of you out of battle, but that's something only the people he threatens is aware of.

Engie

Oh fucking god holy shit what the hell man's fucking gay PANICS. DELL IS HEARTSTOPPINGLY FROZEN IN FEAR WHEN HE REALIZES THAT HE LIKES MEN.

All you did was scale a chainlink fence with ease, albeit with a small growling as the metal dug into your fingers. Dell swallowed the feeling thickly. He didn't mean to stare at your ass, really! It just sorta... happened.

And then it happened again as he kneeled to construct a sentry. Then when he was sat down at the kitchen table as you walked by. The only time he didn't catch a glance was when you turned to him with a smug look and a "if you wanna look at my ass, you could just ask."

He knows a lot of gay cowboy culture, but was far too scared to go ahead with a few of the gestures. Although, you weren't as shy, giving him a grey handkerchief when he spillied oil on himself.(translation: grey handkerchief=bondage kink)

Finally- FINALLY! He offers you his hat on a very hot day with his head looking straight at the ground.(translation: if a cowboy puts his hat on your head, y'all fucking)

Sniper

In the top 3 of "chillest reactions to realizing he likes men", but barely on the podium yk?

Mick was doing some target practice and had lost track of time, his pot of coffee and snack pile had been long empty. Right as he was about to get up to stretch his legs, he saw you on the last rung to the ladder of his nest. "Oh hey Snipes! You missed lunch and dinner, 'decided to check in on our favorite sharpshooter." When you stay for a few moments and hand him the bottles of water and leftovers from dinner, he realized that nobody made him feel that loved.

You just being kind sends him into a "did he do that to hit on me? Does he do this to everyone?" Yeah he panics about everything you do, but not because you're a man- it's because a crush is a crush to him!

Sniper does genuinely try to show interest, but in a subtle way like inviting you out to take a smoke break, target practice, maybe offer to let you join him to survivalist camp for a few days.

Spy

Silver medalist of the chill reaction podium, mainly because he laments to himself about all the potential money he had lost by not seducing more men in his more freelance espionage days. He could have hooked up with Saxton Hale to swindle that oaf out of millions- if he had thought of that.

Does a full background and thorough investigation into your personal life, how you reacted to the huge news event of Stonewall, if you had ever hooked up with a man, anything to see if he had a chance to sneak into your dating pool.

He treats you a lot like how he treats the women he seduces, but has to overcome how you brush him off casually like a man. Women were a language Spy speant years studying, so much so that he seldom kept up with the more masculine way of communicating.

At his wit's end, he just asks you bluntly. "Listen, I find you hot. I've been trying to get into your pants for almost 2 months now, do you want to have sex?"

Medic

This man already knew he was gay before you pulled up, sorry. BUT BUT BUT you are the first crush he's had! Yeah, he knew he liked the idealized version of a man he made up in his head, but you are better than the fictional men in books!

Despite the stereotype for Medic, he didn't fall for you when he saw you on his operating table. You and Engie were theorycrafting about hypothetical cybernetic enhancements. Engie had said something biologically inaccurate about the immune system, and before Medic could interrupt your private conversation, you corrected Engie! Not in a demeaning way, but in a way that clearly showed that you had a love for biological science. Medic's heart skipped a beat.

Constantly offering you new enhancements for your body and coddles you about painful proedures (he actually gives you anathesia! How sweet!) and sends his experimental ideas to you for a betaread over. For Medic, that's essentially a confession in and of itself!

Has written your name in little hearts on his note margins and uses you as his anatomy sketch references when he needs to visualize the human skeleton.

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flanaganfilm · 10 months

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First off, thanks so much for taking the time to answer everyone's questions. It's really very interesting to read your thoughts! It means a lot to us fans to have some of your keen insights and insider info.

What have been your easiest and most difficult characters to write?

None are particularly easy, and I don't think any one character has been more difficult than any other...

I can tell you the most fun I've had with characters though. I particularly loved writing Theo Crain, Bev Keane, Fr. Paul Hill, Rufus Griswold, pretty much all of the Usher family, and Rose the Hat (much credit goes to Stephen King for that one though). I think the most difficult character to write may have been Riley Flynn, just because there was so much of myself in him. Made it very emotionally uncomfortable sometimes.

#midnight mass #the haunting of hill house #doctor sleep #the fall of the house of usher

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pastriibunz · 2 months

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TKWDLM AO3 FINISHED?!??!?!??!

The Kai Who Didn’t Like Musicals! (31928 words) by pastriibunz Chapters: 41/41 Fandom: Hatchetfield Universe - Team StarKid Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Paul Matthews & Original Character(s), Emma Perkins & Original Character(s), Bill Woodward & Original Character(s), Charlotte Sweetly & Original Character(s), Ted Spankoffski & Original Character(s), Paul Matthews/Emma Perkins Characters: Paul Matthews, Emma Perkins, Kai Drew, Ted Spankoffski, Bill Woodward, Charlotte Sweetly, Henry Hidgens Additional Tags: Found Family (They are DOOMED), pokey happens guys, the apotheosis was fr upon them, i have no clue how to tag fics can you tell, I mention other hyperfixations (I am AUTISTIC), not beta read we die like everyone in this book, Spaghetti is important to the plot for some reason, these tags suck ass lmao, Screenplay/Script Format, OC Focused, OC insert, kai drew is the sillest goofiest little guy and i will DIE on this hill Series: Part 1 of Kai In Hatchetfield - Main Series Summary: Run Time: 212 minutes Genre: Horror/Comedy Plot: Your average everyday guy (who doesn’t like musicals), a crabby barista, and a sheltered 17 year old singer on tour. What do these 3 have in common? All 3 of them are stuck in the town of Hatchetfield when a musical apocalypse breaks out. People burst out into choreographed song and dance numbers on the streets, and chaos runs rampant. It’s up to Paul, Emma, and Kai, along with a ragtag group of their friends, to stop the musical apocalypse and save the world! Or, at the very least, live to see it end. Starring: Paul Matthews, Emma Perkins, and Kai Drew!

I AM GOING TO LOSE MY SHIT GUYS WHY THE FUCK IS IT 41 CHAPTERS?????????????????

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frmartinshomiliesandreflections · 3 months

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19th January >> Fr. Martin's Reflections / Homilies for Today's Mass Readings (Inc. Mark 3:13-19) on Friday, Second Week in Ordinary Time (B): ‘He appointed twelve’.

Friday, Second Week in Ordinary Time (B)

Gospel (Except USA) Mark 3:13-19 He appointed twelve to be his companions.

Jesus went up into the hills and summoned those he wanted. So they came to him and he appointed twelve; they were to be his companions and to be sent out to preach, with power to cast out devils. And so he appointed the Twelve: Simon to whom he gave the name Peter, James the son of Zebedee and John the brother of James, to whom he gave the name Boanerges or ‘Sons of Thunder’; then Andrew, Philip, Bartholomew, Matthew, Thomas, James the son of Alphaeus, Thaddaeus, Simon the Zealot and Judas Iscariot, the man who was to betray him.

Gospel (USA) Mark 3:13-19 Jesus summoned those whom he wanted and they came to him.

Jesus went up the mountain and summoned those whom he wanted and they came to him. He appointed Twelve, whom he also named Apostles, that they might be with him and he might send them forth to preach and to have authority to drive out demons: He appointed the Twelve: Simon, whom he named Peter; James, son of Zebedee, and John the brother of James, whom he named Boanerges, that is, sons of thunder; Andrew, Philip, Bartholomew, Matthew, Thomas, James the son of Alphaeus; Thaddeus, Simon the Cananean, and Judas Iscariot who betrayed him.

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(i) Friday, Second Week in Ordinary Time

According to today’s gospel reading, Jesus chose the twelve ‘to be his companions and to be sent out’. There are two movements there, a coming to Jesus and a staying with him in companionship, and a going out from him to proclaim the good news of God’s loving reign, in word and in deed. The second movement flows from the first movement. The twelve first need to be with Jesus, to spend time in his company, to see what he is doing and to hear what he is saying. They will then be able to go out as his witnesses, speaking and acting as he did. That twofold movement is also a good description of our baptismal calling. The Lord keeps calling us to himself to be his companions, to spend time in his company. One of the ways we do that is through prayer. In prayer we attend to the Lord who is always attending to us. As we prayerfully reflect on the gospels, we listen to his words and we observe his life. This is the prayer of presence. We consciously become present to the Lord who is present to us. In doing so, we grow in our relationship with him, and the Lord comes to live more fully within us. We become empowered to go from his presence and become his witnesses in the world, by all that we say and do. Witnessing to the Lord will mean loving others as he has loved us, including loving those who wish us ill. In today’s first reading, Saul looked upon David as his enemy and sought to kill him. Yet, when David had a chance to kill Saul, he refused to take it. David refused to return evil with evil, hatred with hatred. As Saul says to David in that reading, ‘You have repaid me with good, while I have repaid you with evil’. David’s way of relating to Saul is how Jesus relating to his enemies. In his letter to the Romans, Paul calls upon the members of the church, ‘Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good’. This is the way of life which flows from our companionship with the Lord in prayer.

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(ii) Friday, Second Week in Ordinary Time

The gospel reading says that Jesus summoned those he wanted and it lists the names of twelve of his disciples. The last disciple is named as Judas Iscariot, the man who was to betray him. Mark the evangelist was writing with hindsight, knowing that Judas Iscariot betrayed Jesus to his enemies. Yet Mark acknowledges at the beginning of that gospel reading that Judas Iscariot was among that group whom Jesus wanted. Jesus made a clear choice of these twelve from among the other disciples; these are the ones he wanted. There is no suggestion in the gospels that when Jesus chose Judas he knew at the time that Judas would betray him. It seems that although Jesus wanted Judas, Judas, in the end, did not want Jesus. The Lord calls each one of us to be his followers. His call is made anew to us every day of our lives. The Lord wants us to respond to his call. Yet, we also have to want to respond. The Lord cannot force our response, no more than he could have forced the response of Judas. The Lord needs our free response to his call. Otherwise it would not be a fully human response. What does the Lord call us to? The gospel reading says that he wanted the twelve to be his companions and to be sent out. The Lord calls us, wants us, to be his companions firstly. He calls us to be with him as he is with us; this is the call to prayer. He also calls us to be sent out. From our prayerful companionship with the Lord we are sent out by him as his ambassadors, as people who witness to his values, his attitudes and his whole way of life.

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(iii) Friday, Second Week in Ordinary Time

Jesus has been gathering a growing number of disciples since the beginning of his public ministry. According to Mark in this morning’s gospel reading, from this larger group Jesus called twelve to be his companions and then to be sent out as his representatives. The number twelve was significant; it is a reminder of the twelve tribes of Israel. This group of twelve were to symbolize the renewed Israel that Jesus was working to form. The gospel reading says that Jesus chose those whom he wanted; he chose these twelve very deliberately. They were to receive intensive training and instruction so as to share in his ministry in a special way. Yet, by the end of Mark’s gospel, everyone of this group had deserted him, the first mentioned of the group, Simon Peter, had denied him publicly, and the last mentioned, Judas Iscariot, had betrayed him to his enemies. In spite of the fact that these twelve had spent more time in his company than others, listening to him, seeing what he did, they failed him when the cross came into view. They were not faithful to their calling. Although Jesus calls people, calls each one of us, he cannot force us to respond to his call. Although he has a purpose for our lives, he is helpless before our refusal to co-operate with his purpose for us. Yet, in the gospel of Mark, the failure of the twelve was not the end of their relationship with Jesus. After he rose from the dead, he appeared to them in Galilee and renewed his relationship with them. The Lord may be helpless before our failure but he remains faithful to us in spite of our unfaithfulness to him and he is always at work to bring some good out of our failures.

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(iv) Friday, Second Week in Ordinary Time

In this morning’s gospel reading Jesus calls twelve from among the larger group of disciples. There were two elements to the Lord’s call. Firstly, he called these twelve to be his companions, to be with him, and, secondly, he called them to be sent out to preach and to heal, to share in his own work. They would first need to be with him before they could go out on his behalf. They needed to get to know the Lord of the work before they could take up the work of the Lord. The pattern that applies to the twelve in our gospel reading applies to all of us, to some degree or another. We too are called to share in the Lord’s work, to witness to him, to bring his gospel into the world by our lives. Yet, prior to that, we are called to become the Lord’s companions, to be with him. One of the primary ways we spend time with the Lord is prayer. In prayer we attune ourselves to the Lord’s presence to us, we become present to him as he is to us. That is true of all prayer, whether it is the public prayer of the church, like the Eucharist, or our own personal and private prayer. Our prayerful presence with the Lord creates space for the Lord to work in and through us. The gospel reading suggests that we need to grow in our relationship with the Lord by spending time with him, before we can go forth in his name, as his ambassadors.

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(v) Friday, Second Week in Ordinary Time

The first reading this morning continued the tragic story of Saul’s jealous animosity towards David. Saul saw David as his enemy and treated him as such. Yet, David was not in act Saul’s enemy, as is shown by the behaviour of David in that reading. David spared the life of Saul, even when Saul was at the mercy of David. In exasperation, David says to Saul, ‘you must acknowledge frankly that there is neither malice nor treason in my mind’. David did not relate to Saul as Saul related to him. In the gospel reading, Jesus calls the twelve disciples, including Judas Iscariot who went on to betray. Again Jesus did not relate to Judas as Judas related to him. Although Judas was planning to betray Jesus, according the gospel of John, Jesus washed the feet of all of his disciples, including the feet of Judas. He poured himself out in loving service all of his disciples, Judas included. Both David and Jesus teach us that, although we may have little control over have other people relate to us, we have some control over how we relate to them. Our way of relating to others need not be determined by their way of relating to us. Our calling is to allow the Lord to love others through us, regardless of how they relate to us.

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(vi) Friday, Second Week in Ordinary Time

In today’s gospel reading we are told that Jesus appointed twelve ‘to be his companions and to be sent out’. There seems a certain tension between both of those roles, companioning Jesus and being sent out from him. To companion Jesus is to be in his company; to be sent out is to be away from him. Yet, this was a creative tension. Spending time in Jesus’ company prepared the disciples to be sent out by Jesus. They could only be sent out after they had spent time with Jesus. They needed to receive from him before they could give to others. They needed to observe him, to listen to him, before they could speak and act in his name. This creative tension is at the heart of all our lives as disciples of Jesus. We spend time in his company in prayer, and we go out from our prayer as his representatives before others. This is the two-fold movement of the Christian life. Neither one can be dispensed with. The Christian life in its fullness has both a contemplative and an active dimension. The gospel reading hints that the contemplative dimension is the foundation of the active dimension. The twelve needed to allow themselves to be companioned by Jesus before they could be sent out. We need to spend time with the Lord in prayer if we are to share in his work today.

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(vii) Friday, Second Week in Ordinary Time

The person of David is featuring in our first reading from the first book of Samuel in these days. David is portrayed in the Biblical literature as a somewhat complex character. He is capable of both great virtue and of great vice. He had Uriah, one of his commanders, killed because he wanted to marry Uriah’s wife, thereby breaking two of the ten commandments, those prohibiting adultery and murder. It is the virtuous side of David that is reflected in today’s first reading. Saul, the king of Israel, considered David his enemy, because he was jealous of David’s popularity. Saul sought to do David harm. However, when David had the opportunity to do Saul harm, he refused to take it. He preserved the life of his enemy. In the words of Saul to David in today’s first reading, ‘you have repaid me with good, while I have repaid you with evil’. David showed love towards his enemy, anticipating the teaching of Jesus in the Sermon on the Mount. The character of David teaches us that, even when we fail in some serious way, we can still be capable of great good. In the gospel reading, Jesus appoints twelve of his disciples to be his companions and to be sent out in his name. Many of them would fail him in a very serious way. All of them would desert him, Peter would deny him publicly and Judas would betray him. Yet, each of them was also capable of great good. Apart from Judas, they would all become proclaimers of the Easter gospel to others, founders of community of believers. The Lord can continue to work powerfully through us, even though we may fail him. We can never allow our weaknesses and failings to blind us to the good that is in us, or to inhibit us from allowing the Lord to do his good work through us.

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(viii) Friday, Second Week in Ordinary Time

In today’s gospel reading, Jesus appoints twelve of his disciples to be his companions and to be sent out to preach and to heal. Firstly, they are to be Jesus’ companions; they are to spend time with him; they are to enter into a personal relationship with him. Only then can they be sent out to share in his work of preaching and healing. We are all called to share in the Lord’s work today in some way or another. We are to proclaim his presence by our words and his deeds. However, this sharing in the Lord’s work can only flow from our personal relationship with him. Like the twelve in today’s gospel reading, we need to be with the Lord before he can send us out in his name. The Lord is always with us, but we need to be with him. The Lord befriends us, but we need to receive the gift of his friendship and befriend him. It is above all prayer which nurtures our personal relationship with the Lord. In prayer we attend to the Lord’s presence, we become present to his presence to us, we become his companions. In opening ourselves to the Lord’s presence, we are empowered to live as he lived, to love as he loved. That will often mean loving even those who do not love us, just as in the first reading David is portrayed as showing goodness and kindness to Saul who wanted to kill David. The Lord needs us to be the agents of his unconditional love in the world, but if that is to happen we need the Lord. We first need to be present to him and to open ourselves to his empowering presence.

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(ix) Friday, Second Week in Ordinary Time

When I was in school we had to learn the names of the twelve apostles off by heart. I don’t think that is a feature of today’s teaching of religion. The twelve seemed to have been a significant group for Jesus. They symbolized the leaders of the twelve tribes of Israel. Their presence suggested that Jesus had come to renew the people of Israel and through them to renew all nations. The disciples in the gospels are a much larger group than the twelve. They included men and women. Indeed, by the end of Mark’s gospel, the twelve are nowhere to be found and it is the women disciples who stand by the cross, who make the discovery of the empty tomb and to whom the risen Lord first appears. The twelve were a mixed bunch and they left a lot to be desired. James and John asked Jesus for the best seats in his kingdom, in a rather self-serving way, Peter denied Jesus publicly three times and Judas betrayed Jesus to his enemies. Given the way some of the twelve are portrayed in the gospels, we might be tempted to say that Jesus’ interviewing skills were not great. Yet, the gospel reading says that ‘he summoned those he wanted’ and ‘he appointed twelve’ from among them. These were the people he wanted to form this symbolically important group, even though they had great flaws and failings. The Lord wants each one of us to be his companions and to share in his work in some way, in spite of our failings and imperfections. Sometimes it is our weaknesses that creates a space for the Lord to enter our lives more fully and to enter our world more fully through us. The Lord is faithful to us, having called us. In the words of today’s psalm, in him ‘mercy and faithfulness have met’. All he asks is that we keep turning towards him and relying upon him in our weakness.

Fr. Martin Hogan.

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haunting-of-lesbian-apartment · 7 months

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started my Midnight Mass rewatch a few hours ago and to be honest the first time watching the show was really hard for me because I was still in a Catholic setting at the time and everything was just too upsetting and familiar, but now that I’m no longer in that place I’m really liking it. the settings and imagery are gorgeous, and I want to ********* Fr. Paul Hill til he *********** ****** in ********** and **********. thank you and goodnight

#midnight liturgy.txt #midnight mass #midnight mass 2021 #Netflix midnight mass #midnight mass netflix #father paul hill #im very very very normal about him (lie)#im also thirsting over John Ward at the moment which was a major factor inspiring my rewatch tbh

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raspberrysmoon · 2 months

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POOKIE.

TKWDLM ON AO3 IS FINISHED.

im goingg to lose my shit ITS 41 CHAPTERS

ITS HOW MANY CHAPTERS ?!?!?!??!,!? POOKS WHAT 😭😭😭😭

#alice answers asks !!#pastrii !! 🫧#kai drew

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igazikutya · 4 months

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Zajok a nappaliból - 2023 TOP12 LP és EP/Single megjelenései

Top 12 LP – 2023

1. NVST - Filled with Oil [2023, Les Disques Magnétiques][LP] 2. Beau Wanzer - A Dead Person's Monologue [2023, iDEAL][LP] 3. The Orb & David Gilmour - Metallic Spheres In Colour [2023, Sony][LP]

4. Flesh & The Dream - Choose Mortality [2023, Everything Forever][LP] 5. VC-118A - Waves Of Change[2023, Delsin][EP] 6. Judgitzu - Sator Arepo [2023, Nyege Nyege Tapes][LP]

7. Years Of Denial - Suicide Disco Vol. 2 [2023, VEYL][LP] 8. PANGAR - Position [2023, Pangar][LP] 9. Benedikt Frey - Fastlane [2023, ESP Institute][LP]

10. Anatolian Weapons - Earth [2023, Subject To Restrictions Discs][LP] 11. Deadbeat - Kubler-Ross Soliloquies [2023, BLKRTZ][LP] 12. Ultramarine - Send And Return [2023, Blackford Hill][LP]

13. Artefakt - Floodplain [2023, Semantica][EP] 14. Totek – ttk. 1 [2023, Darker Than Wax][LP] 15. Paul St. Hilaire - Tikiman Vol.1 [2023, Kynant][LP] 16. Cosmo Vitelli - Medhead Remixes [2023, Im a Cliche][Rmx-LP] 17. Scotch Rolex & Shackleton - Death by Tickling [2023, Silver Triplet][LP] 18. African Head Charge - A Trip To Bolgatanga [2023, On-U Sound][LP] 19. Harmonious Thelonious - Cheapo Sounds [2023, Bureau B][LP] 20. Legowelt - The MidiVerb Chalice [2023, Axumisia][EP] 21. Labelle - Noir Anima [2023, InFiné Éditions & Eumolpe][LP] 22. Pris - Phantom [2023, Resin][LP] 23. Saint Abdullah & Eomac - Chasing Stateless [2023, Planet Mu][LP] 24. Andrea - Due In Color [2023, Illian Tapes][LP]

25. Maps and Diagrams - A Study Of Ends Or Purpose[2023, Handstitched][LP] 26. The Black Dog - My Brutal Life [2023, Dust Science][LP] 27. Tolouse Low Trax - Leave Me Alone [2023, Bureau B][LP] 28. Actress - LXXXVIII [2023, Ninja Tune][LP] 29. Marmo - Epistolae [2023, Utter][LP] 30. VHS Head - Phocus [2023, Skam][LP] 31. Froid Dub - Deep Blue Bass [2023, Delodio][LP] 32. Fire & Adrian Sherwood - Fire [2023, Salgari][LP] 33. Mioclono - Cluster I [2023, Hivern Discs][LP] 34. Cristian Vogel - Fase Montuno [2023, Edition Mille Plateaux][LP] 35. Vanishing Twin - Afternoon X [2023, Fire][LP] 36. Suzanne Ciani & Jonathan Fitoussi - Golden Apples of the Sun [2023, Transversales Disques][LP]

Top 12 EP/Single – 2023

1. Orphx - Revenant [2023, Self-Released][EP] 2. Univac - MagnetFunk [2023, 30D ExoPlanets][EP] 3. Toribio - Tongue In Cheeks [2023, BDA][EP]

4. Djedjotronic - Smog on the Dancefloor [2023, Italo Moderni][EP] 5. Khidja - Transmissions Part 1 [2023, Malka Tuti][EP] 6. Laksa - Body Score [2023, RE_LAX][EP]

7. Al Wootton - Vitus [2023, Optimo Music][S] 8. Talaboman - Bosca Bosca - Bosco Bosco [2023, Night Land][S] 9. Coco Bryce - Canaan [2023, MYOR][S]

10. Humanoid - Sweet Acid Sound [2023, De_tuned][EP] 11. Viels - Distorted Reality [2023, Dynamic Reflection][EP] 12. Na Nich - Black Soil [2023, Delsin][EP]

13. Ancient Methods - The Third Siren [2023, Persephonic Sirens][EP] 14. Civilistjävel! - Fyra Platser [2023, FELT][EP] 15. Jerome Hill - Crude Appraisal [2023, Super Rhythm Trax][EP] 16. Pugilist - Negative Space [2023, Of Paradise][EP] 17. Jeff Mills - X-Ray Zulu [2023, Axis][EP] 18. Rhys Fulber - Brutal Nature Redux [2023, FR][EP] 19. Priori & Al Wootton - Flaw [2023, Trule][EP] 20. Orphx - The Way Through All Things [2023, Sonic Groove][EP] 21. Lew E - Touched / Teardrop [2023, Basic Spirit][S] 22. Yaleesa Hall - Newman [2023, Will & Ink][S] 23. DYL - Fjord [2023, Nous'klaer Audio][EP] 24. Ayaz - Unpinned [2023, phase group][EP]

25. nueen - Link [2023, 3XL][EP] 26. Blawan - Dismantled Into Juice [2023, XL][EP] 27. Sepehr - Diaspora Cocktail [2023, Planet Euphorique][EP] 28. interferenc - pH4R [2023, Self-Released][EP] 29. Khidja - Transmissions Part 2 [2023, Malka Tuti][EP] 30. Soreab - Maschera [2023, Baroque Sunburst][EP] 31. Sabatoj - I.C.U. [2023, Katharsis][EP] 32. Terrain - Corners [2023, Varmal][EP] 33. Luke Slater & Dubfire - The Dissent [2023, Mote-Evolver][EP] 34. Dino Sabatini - Opera Quattro [2023, Outis Music][EP] 35. Domenico Crisci & Retina.it - Diorama [2023, Semantica][EP] 36. Benedikt Frey - Recall [2023, Malka Tuti][EP]

#zene #underground #electronic #music #intelligent dance music #top 12 #2023

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proverbsss · 9 months

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Still open for prompts?

"Me. You. Bed. Now." With Fr Paul? 🙏

Hi anon! Indeed I am hehe....this sounds fun! I'll try and post tonight or tomorrow. These should be easy to find under #my blabber, #father paul hill, #hamfam smut, etc.

#ask #midnight mass #father paul hill #my blabber

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ballplayersxo · 10 months

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Devin is so pathetic and cringe, he is trying so hard to adopt KDs villain persona when KD is actually respected and has the hardware to back it up when he doesn’t. I see why every insider says he is one of the most disliked players in the league, he’s like a chameleon always morphing into people. First DLO LA lifestyle, then it was Kendall and her old money, classic lifestyle vibe, then it Chris Pauls aesthetic, now it’s kds villain arc with this Jonah hill shit. That’s why he cannot bag an it girl post Kendall, loser

he’s such a loser it’s getting difficult to watch cause who acts like that fr??? is he having an identity crisis? like

#devin booker

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knoxfms · 2 years

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#𝚃𝚁𝙸𝙶𝙶𝙴𝚁𝚂 : mentions of addiction , alcohol abuse , drug use & infidelity .

* 𝙷𝙴𝚈 𝙰𝙻𝙻 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙲𝙾𝙾𝙻 𝙲𝙰𝚃𝚂 & 𝙺𝙸𝚃𝚃𝙴𝙽𝚂 hehe . the name's sydney .. i'm a twenty1 y/o , residing in the est timezone & i use she / her pronouns ! it's been a hot min since i've been in a group setting , i was in the indie world for quite some time & took a break so apologies in advance for the piece of cr*p you're about to read ⸺ fr , don't say i didn't warn ya . anywho , let's get on with it ⸺ down below , you'll find out more about my troublesome son , rafe !

( xavier serrano , cis man , he/him , 25 ) $$$ — i'm pretty sure i just saw RAFAEL ' RAFE ' KNOX headed out of the estate . it's weird though … i didn't see them with their HANGOVER SHADES . i didn't know they left the house without it . i feel like i can never catch them ; they're always so busy … guess that makes sense since they're an ACTOR . have you met them yet ? they live in MAGNOLIA LANE , so you might've missed them . i think you'd like them a lot , actually . i swear their aura is RED , and that seems like your vibe . maybe you'll get lucky and run into them sometime . i can always tell when they're coming up the hill ‘cause they're constantly blasting THE HILLS by THE WEEKND … it's pretty much their anthem at this point , so if you hear it , you'll know they're around . y'know , the other day , i saw a tabloid with them on the front page that said " TROUBLE FINDS HIM YET AGAIN : ACTOR RAFE KNOX IS IN HOT WATER AFTER ALLEGEDLY ENGAGING IN BAR BRAWL . “ … do you think that's true ? guess we'll see what the neighborhood watch thinks ! ( zac efron + paul wesley )

* 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝘁𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗰𝘀 .

full name : alejandro rafael cotillo . nickname(s) / alias(es : just goes by rafe ! will respond to d!ck , manwh*re , asswipe . age : twenty5 . zodiac : gemini . date of birth : june 8th ( bday twins w/ ye ) , 1997 . nationality : american . ethnicity : white ( spanish on dad's side , sicilian on mom's ) . height : 6'2" . gender + pronouns : cis man + he / him . language(s) : obv fluent in english & d*mbass , knows some phrases in italian & spanish . sexual + romantic orientations : heterosexual ( ? ) + aromantic . occupation : actor . career claim(s) : zac efron + paul wesley . character inspo : damon salvatore + silas hybrid , draco malfoy , james kennedy , sean cameron ( with a dash of craig manning & jay hogart ,,,, the chaos ) , sebastian valmont , tristan dugray .

* 𝗯𝗮𝗰𝗸𝗴𝗿𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱 .

family ; it's a touchy subject for you , isn't it ? you keep your private life separate from your work life , often waving off questions that pertain to family or rather lack thereof . what you've left behind in the past . documents containing any personal information surrounding your true identity have been tucked away & sealed .

you've got your father's looks , charisma & even name . he was once an actor , a heartthrob from the '80s .. turned washed - up after hitting his prime & no longer receiving any work . this caused him to turn to alcohol , drugs , which later led to addiction .. he became the laughing stock of the media .

this caused issues for the young couple & would become the topic of every fight .. it wasn't until carmen moretti , your mother , gave him an ultimatum ⸺ it was either get clean & sober or he'd lose his family . he chose sobriety , enlisting himself into therapy & rehab . for a while , he was doing good .. he even started getting back into acting , but it seemed old habits died hard . between his relapse & the discovery of an affair with his sober coach , carmen kicked his ass to the curb .

like most children when their parents split , they find someone to blame ; you blamed your mother for your father leaving . you've said some pretty hurtful things over the years , things you can't take back . you were the cause of every relationship that she had's destruction . men didn't seem to stick around too long due to your tactics . i think part of you was hoping there would be some sort of reconciliation between your parents .

there was one ( 1 ) man that you couldn't manage to scare away .. prescott holbrook , a business magnate & investor ( think el*n m*sk but .. tolerable & handsome ) . you can't remember the details , but apparently , they met at a gathering hosted by mutual friends & it was love - at - first - sight , v much giving wattpad story vibes . anywho , they ended up eloping after a month of knowing each other & just last year , they celebrated fifteen years . you've never seen eye to eye , but you can tell how much happier your mom is & he does seem to care about you , as if you were one of his own ..

at the shy age of seven , a casting director was scouting the area for a young boy to play young simon tam & plucked you from the crowd . you were said to be a natural & after doing just that one project .. you decided that this is something you want to do for the rest of your life .

you've done small roles here & there for the next seven years up until the age of fifteen .. when an opportunity of a lifetime came , your shot to fame , your breakout ; you've been casted as troy bolton in the upcoming high school musical trilogy .

because of your affiliation with disney , it was difficult getting casted for roles . no one really wanted to take a chance on you , no one quite took you seriously as an actor . though , luckily , you managed to prove people wrong .. 17 again was your first movie after your disney departure . from there on , you slowly grew to become one of hollywood's new it boys .

* 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗰𝗮𝗻𝗼𝗻𝘀 .

rafe's first two roles were left uncredited . because of that , many seem to think his debut was summerland .

he's not really sure how rafe knox came to be .. i guess , it was when he realized what a pos , deadbeat his dad really was & he opted for a name change . he switched his middle name to his first & knox seemed to have a ring to it .

originally auditioned for the role of damon salvatore but casting felt like he'd be a better fit for the other brother 🤦🏻‍♀️ .. ( why ? idk idk 🤷🏻‍♀️ pester j*lie pl*c abt it ) . the show's first season premiered in the winter of this year , they're currently wrapping up season two , which is set to air in the fall .

relationships never seemed to work out , not because he's afraid of commitment , but because he's always working . its caused quite some issues in the past , his past partners have mentioned they've felt neglected .. which is why he tends to refrain from jumping into anything too serious / long - term . he very much prefers flings , playing the field .

biggest fear is probably ending up like his dad , which is funny ( not really ) because with the rate that he's going at , he's slowly morphing into him . this is actually one of the reasons why he's estranged from his mother , he hasn't communicated with her in years .. he's partially embarrassed because he's basically his dad 2.0 & he doesn't want to face her , disappoint her .

he's never been keen on talking about his feelings .. he'd rather bottle them all up , drink them away , literally do anything other than spill his guts out to another being . he doesn't like people seeing him vulnerable , it's encrypted in his mind that it's a sign of weakness .

deep down , despite what the media / tabloids say .. rafe does have a good heart . he often donates to many organizations / charities , usually under anonymous .

rafe does have a scar under his left collarbone , a result of a scuffle between him & one of his mom's past boyfriends .

while he's made comments in the past that could be considered as disses .. he'll always be grateful for his time on disney & hsm will always hold a special place in his heart . i think a part of him was embarrassed back then but he's embraced it & honestly ? he's not sure if he would be where he's at today , had he not have gotten the role of beloved troy bolton .

everyone that has ties to disney / nick seems to have come out screwed up , whether it's dealing with mental health battles , addictions , etc .. rafe , like most kids , got lured in & did drugs during the hsm era . he's been very open about the effects of peer pressure & regrets even indulging in substances . he's currently on the path of sobriety , but it's a struggle ..

as of 2021 , roughly 12% of the world is a leftie ── rafe is included in the population !

love language : bullying .

knows how to play guitar , taught himself actually . he's definitely not by any means a pro , despite saying / thinking otherwise !

* 𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗲𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗲 .

upcoming projects : baywatch , the disaster artist , the greatest showman , the beach bum , extremely wicked , shockingly evil & vile , scoob ! , gold , firestarter , tell me a story , roll bounce , the oc .

#📌#willowintro #sorry 4 the delay .. work kicked my @ss this week #val's intro should be up soon & then plots 😈#the way i could've KEPT going but i HAD to stop myself omg

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