#for another reason altogether

[thisiswhereikeepdcthings]

Talia: So you're the woman who gave my son a cat even after my Beloved told him no.

Selina: Yes...

Talia: As well as stealing antiques out from the noses of wealthy men.

Selina: I gave it back to the rightful owners... mostly. Eventually.

Talia: And you have managed to outwit and outsmart Batman multiple times, escaping the law time and time again.

Selina: You know it.

Talia, pulling out a diamond ring and getting down on one knee: You shall make a fine addition to our family.

This is how several of Bruce’s nightmares have started.

Did Scarecrow get out?

He needs to check.

He also ignores Dick and Jason fist bumping in the background.

#dick and jason are both happy with this for very different reasons #Damian too is thrilled #for another reason altogether #everyone seems so happy #Bruce just wants to know when either #a) he’s going to wake up #or b) how this happened and how he missed it #talia al ghul #selina kyle

[chrollohearttags]

never thought I’d see the day that people would be angrier about a rap bar than they would about actual child predators but here we are lmao.

#also saw where megan kanka’s father is talking about suing meg for the name drop #which nobody can tell him how to feel #but it’s not going to end with the result he thinks it will #also I can’t help but shake the feeling that it has something to do with onika #bc everytime she gets ate up she starts recruiting people to attack others character #I just hope ppl realize thiis is far beyond rap beef and that actual ppl are being harmed bc of this lady’s actions #and I hope mr. kanka doesn’t get caught up in that web either #but then again…it could be bc of another reason #no disrespect but 🌚🌚 #yeah #even though everybody is gagging over the song #it’s also educated a lot of ppl on the law itself and opened up their eyes to it #this isn’t the first time that this stuff has been mentioned in songs #an indie rock band literally used his child’s picture on the cover of their song #there’s like two other tracks called amber alert that I am aware of #and hell even one of my fav artists put the heavens gate cults pics on their artwork #so I don’t think he realizes that it isn’t something he can sue over #what would be tragic is if somebody in his life or nicki’s camp is stirring the pot and pushing him to do so #he takes it to court and they remove her name from it altogether #cherry chats 🍒

[fromtheseventhhell]

Ignoring for a moment that this is complete fanfiction, can we talk about how incredibly disgusting it is to frame the Hound murdering Mycah as some flaw of Arya's just to make another character look better?

#anti sansa stans #the fact that stansas can't praise her without bringing another character down is so nasty and the reason people don't like them #and then these are the same people who get angry if you point out she holds some of the blame for Lady and Ned's death as per GRRM himself #but no it's only assigning blame is only bad when it's against s/ansa it's fine if it's (making it up) about anybody else #also turning this into a feminine vs masculine female character debate her stans are so insane #and I know a lot of them think this way about the trident incident...they want Arya to be in the wrong to justify Sansa's thoughts on it #please just stop talking about Arya altogether

[bladesmitten]

I don't think i could ever believe that ulder secretly resented wyll because his wife died. i did think he had a difficult time trying to be strong, for himself and wyll, while juggling his responsibilities in his day job. he wanted to openly grieve. he doubted that they could go on without francesca, that all was lost. but he couldn't. he couldn't make himself do it, be sad and depressed esp in front of his only son. so he had to be strong. of course there are days when it's hard, and he feels lonelier than ever. i think he's the type of person to mask any kind of sad emotions, putting up a front. for wyll.

of course that meant they both never properly coped and grieved the loss of a wife and a mother, and that's why we have wyll wondering what it would've been like if his mom was alive, only for him to quickly brush the idea off

#.txt #and now you know where wyll got his masking tendencies <3 #this is all a headcanon of course #like i firmly believe the reason he exiled wyll was because his duty outweighed his love for his son #which is another tragedy altogether of course #the love was there but it simply was not enough </3

[scorchedhearth]

it's just. he's alive now but what for? now that he's back what does he keep himself alive for? one thing, one goal, but you don't see him stop and wonder if he's happy with being back in the first place, if he wants to, if he wants to keep going beyond his revenge and build something for himself. he just wants to confront bruce, to show him what he's done, what he has become and he'll be from now, a better batman, a better man than what he sees in bruce now. he's so caught up in this that he doesn't stop and wonder about life beyond this goal. everything he does in utrh, especially near the end, shows this single-minded focus on his plan, on bruce and their confrontation, and no indication of a goal further than that, of a life beyond it. the bomb in his helmet, the lack or attempt at building a life for himself, connections and a network to fall back on after, the extreme stunts and actions he goes to, play cat and mouse with dangerous individuals with a seeming lack of care, the fail-safe of the final confrontation being either bruce kills him or he kills them all and bring the building down. he never even envisioned that his life would go on beyond this culmination, and i'd kill to see what his struggles looked like right after this, when he found himself alive once more and with nothing else to live for, now that the bridge between him and bruce had been burned and left to ruins with no way back, no reconciliation possible. what did it look like when he had to sit down and wonder if he even wants to be here now, if he wants to live any more than he already did, if it would even be worth it, if he could make something out of it because his utilitarian mindset would never allow him to live just for the sake of living, his existence must be justified, especially now that he's here despite what his fate meant for him and his end

#that's why his behavior with dick and ollie and mia makes sense to me. he's erratic because he's lost #he's grasping at straws trying to find what to do with himself and spilling everywhere in the process because he didn't think to mend all #the other hole in his being so now he's left trying to find a justification to his existence beyond bruce. and finding a reason to live ain #aint an easy task #that's why i think after utrh jason should have thrown himself harder into his crime lord persona or left it altogether. no half measures #when trying to find another way of existing #i just. want to explore jason grappling with his unnatural existence now and either make peace with it and fight back against it #either he keeps himself dead or brings himself back. either he lives in his grave or accept it and move past #and i have to say. i dont think it would be the second option before a long long time #i think jason would shadow hismelf in his death for a while before admitting there's another way. if he doesn't get himself killed before #hope this make sense because this has been stewing in my mind for a while now #dc #jason todd

[javelinbk]

Merry Christmas!

Yes, I know it’s June. But something about the Secret Santa fic I wrote for @lovedbythesun has been niggling at me for a while… it just seemed like there was more of this story to tell…

Chapter 1 - Get a job, cop!

Paul never would have thought it would take getting arrested to be alone in a room with John again, but here they were.

Chapter 2 - Bloody ‘bout time, too

John and Paul have some unfinished business to attend to

Chapter 3 - And so I quit the police department

Paul tries to move on from recent events, but it’s easier said than done

#spoiler: that caption is incorrect #john is scaling the wall for another reason altogether #get a job cop #beatles fanfiction #javelin writes #beatles secret santa 2022 #Spotify

[drewsaturday]

i've had such a weird relationship with making fanon things lately for a few diff reasons i think.

i haven't rly been inspired enough to take things beyond my thoughts and make an actual thing out of them. part of this is probs bc of my medication. the other part is that...

i don't have the time to dig too deeply into my favorite things rn. this means i don't dig up new parts to feel excited about, i don't feel Qualified to carry those ideas out bc my understanding of the source material is so limited and people expect waaaay too much quality from fanworks these days, and i feel like i'll never be able to finish what i start anyway.

lastly, i've been doing fandom so repetitively i'm just... tired? of the same thing over and over again. i work on a thing, i polish the thing, i post the thing, i wait for feedback that is either nice/mean/empty, rinse and repeat. the solution would be to just not post these things, but why go through all that effort to carry something up out of an idea stage then since that's what makes me most excited? and if i spend the time drafting, it feels like a waste of time since it's not going to go anywhere.

i do think a lot of this is medication, because it dulls Just how insane i am capable of getting about a thing. in the past i would have sooo much drive because i felt like if i didn't make a thing, i'd explode. i don't rly get that anymore, at least not in a big enough burst to keep me working on things very long.

i've instead been thinking a lot about diving into original content because... although i make everything for fun, i think original stuff has way less of the above issues attached.

there's no time limit. i'm not... "competing" for being able to get an idea done first, or trying to get a fanfic out while there's still hype over a show, or worrying about my work being ooc compared to someone else's, or worrying the fandom landscape i vibe with is going to change when people move on.

it's theoretically not as repetitive. i'm sure the things i'm interested in shows are similar to what i come up with from my brain, and i could just try to make different things for fandom than i'm used to. but i am kind of tired of my inability to do anything besides hurt/comfort oneshots for the same kind of pairing over and over again. this would force me to actually develop other shit too lmfao.

it's Technically something i could profit off of if i really wanted to, making it less of a waste of time. for fandom, it feels like a waste of time if i'm not putting a fanon thing out for other fans to see. it also feels like i put a ton of work into my own little understanding of a show--fleshing out backstories and worldbuilding etc. so if i move onto another fandom... it feels like it was all for nothing, esp if i don't make something from it all. ideally i would be doing it just for the fun but there needs to be some balance with what i consider pay-off. and since i usually don't stay motivated long enough to do these big huge projects, or people move on, or other people do the idea first because i work so slow, it's just gotten rly un-motivating.

there's like, layers of motivation imo. i like a thing and i get excitement about making stuff for it and exploring certain parts of it. and i can do that for myself, but to make it stand on its own enough to post for other people to see isn't something i currently get enough motivation for. and because of that, it makes the fun part feel like a waste of time i guess.

i usually stay away from my own original stuff bc i honestly just don't feel the level of excitement with it as i have felt with fandom in the past, and... it's just harder lmao? but i think it would be good for me to at least fuck around with it.

fandom started as a vessel for creativity for me. i wanted to make videos, it gave me footage. i wanted to draw, it gave me designs for characters. i wanted to write, it gave me a sandbox to play in. and i still find those things fun, but i guess it just feels like i'm limiting myself by only playing with other people's dolls in a public park for all to see. like i'm just not as connected to the Making part as a hobby or to the parts of myself i would put into it.

idk, i am just rambling and i think honestly if i Did have more time it would help take a lot of the above pressures and risks away and balance me out so that making silly little fanfics sometimes would feel more worth it because i'd feel free to do other things as well.

i also do sort of get glued to the screen when i'm in mode of making and posting things and i'd like to uhhh. do other things with my life too sometimes lmfao. part of this boredom does probably stem from being chronically ill and therefore barely leaving my house. i haven't been able to do other things beyond fanon creations in years. so no wonder i'd feel less inspired and more bored.

i also think i've gotten tired of watching things feeling like a chore. oh shit i need to write down this scene so i can use it on a fanvid, or make sure i take note of this piece of dialogue for this character's backstory, etc. i know i bitch about how i don't hate the word "content creator" bc it is just an easier catch-all for me as someone who makes lots of diff things, and i still agree with that, but i do think because of my own levels of perfectionism, mixed with honestly how weirdly expectant of quality fandom has become, it's become a chore to engage with source material.

another thing is i've always felt like i've needed a purpose in what i've made and that purpose tends to be justified by the community interactions. it makes me feel less lonely and it helps me feel inspired and like... it doesn't hurt to know you'll get feedback on something because you've found so many supportive friends in it. i rly just haven't landed in any new communities i vibe with a ton for the things ive gotten into lately, so there's less motivation there. that's not to say anyone's Bad, just... discord servers are too big, tags are too dead or all over the place, i don't message people to become friends, and the communities and friends i do have from fandom are all kinda doing different things rn, etc.

the other form of purpose would be challenges--exchanges, bingos, etc. this fanwork isn't just a random thing for fun, it has a reason for me to work on it enough to let it see the light of day. and i think i've kinda broken my brain a bit using those for motivation so much, but the alternative would be to never get anything into a publishable state, but without it being a publishable state and interacting with communities through it there's no reason for me to really spend all that much time on it in the first place, which means i'm really not getting to Create.

i think the biggest issue these days if every part of the creative process now feels like it's "for show" and original stuff that has literally no audience is the only way to kinda undo the amount of rules that's put on me and my creativity.

tl;dr i'm just not feeling the same fulfillment from making fanon stuff as i used to so i guess i need to experiment with making other things so i can still do the Making part and see where that lands me, and see if it can help undo some of the toxic mentalities being an exclusively fandom girlie for so long has kinda instilled in me.

i'm sure i'll still make fanon shit every so often--i honestly have been so busy that output won't be noticeably different from my usual once every five months contributions. i just need to get back into the right blend of circumstances for it to feel worth it, and until then i guess i need to dig out the dolls from my own attic instead of someone else's so i can have a less complicated vessel for creative hobbies because i'm fairly certain i'd still like to create.

#txt #this is just a v long ramble that im not sure makes much sense honestly or will be readable to anyone but myself at this point but eh #just needed to word it all out #...also just remembered another reason that causes that imbalance of fun #is chronic pain making certain art forms like drawing quite painful so although i've been wanting to learn art techniques #and practice generally in non-fandomy ways #i'm stopped by how it's more worth it to sketch a blorbo every so often #but idk i want to try figuring out better ways of going about that for myself and #since i can't have both fandom and original without pushing myself too far i kinda have to Choose art advancement #over stupid blorbo drawings #same with if i spend too much time typing etc #and that plus time constraints are why im making it out to be such a one or the other thing #but it also... is... #because i rly don't think i can keep doing fanon stuff without at least mixing things up somehow #if not moving to original stuff altogether #i do think that once im out of school and i have a more stable schedule #i'll be able to set aside specific free time each day as opposed to being all over the place #and that will help as well so i don't feel Guilty over creating things #when i should/could be doing something more productive bc i also do want to move my life forward rather than being SO escapist #and the guilt aspect gets in the way a lot more than it when i had more passion to beat it back with #that rly is my own fault tho for being in charge of my own schedule and being so bad at it lol #one last little note for myself is i think a lot abt non-fandomy hobbies i have like music #where yeah ive made some filks but for the most part idk what im doing #im just there to have fun and enjoy myself bc it's just... the entire reason i do it #and i dont rly get that from the things i also can use for fanon creations these days more readily

[spiritofjustice]

we better stop getting cool new history books in at work rn i feel so bad buying all these hardcovers even with my 50% discount

#psy's no punctuation posts #also yes BN employees get half off on books lol #anyway i was at work yesterday and we got in a Civil War book AND an American West book like what is a man to do #in such a situation.... #the one downside to the Western one is that Tom Clavin co-wrote it and i have a vendetta against him KRKFN #not for any real reason i just tried read Last Outlaw and hated how he wrote it and DNFed it after 50 pages and returned it lol #but there's another author on it so could be better? #i already bought four hardcovers this week though is my thing. 7 books altogether including the one i got for my coworkers bday

[the-cat-at-the-theatre-door]

Approaching an analytical thought here in relation to how delivery can change the implication of a very similar statement, and how there is still a very thickly implied "however" in relation to the degradation of aging when it is respected vs. not respected, but:

You see the border of her coat is torn, and stained with sand

Vs.

His coat's very shabby, he's thin as a rake

Both commenting on the state of degradation of their coats, venturing into a "but/yet" for Gus, but then a continued lowly picture of Grizabella (which has it's own implication towards Gus in regards to aging, however that's another thought)

And then:

She haunted many a low resort

Near the grimy road of Tottenham Court;

[...]

And the postman sighed as he scratched his head:

"You'd really have thought she ought to be dead"

Vs.

At the sight of that placid and bland physiognomy

When he sits in the Sun on the vicarage wall

The olderest inhabitant croaks:

"Well, of things, can it be really?

Yes! No! Ho! Hi! Oh, my eye!"

Illustrating through language and delivery through the POV of a nameless human character a sense of regality and delight at the sight of Old Deuteronomy but pity and distaste for the similarly older Grizabella.

Connections - perhaps purposeful perhaps not.

#see like it's reasons like this that it's important that grizabella is a significantly older woman #you know like...it means more that way #i have a masters degree in bs - this is the bs i choose to focus on #Grizabella #Gus the Theatre Cat #Old Deuteronomy #extemporize back chat #but then even when we align the delivery and language used in Gus alongside Old Deuteronomy #gus' age related disability is treated very much as a 'oh it's such a shame what's become of him because when he was *younger* blah blah' #there's that big 'BUT' there #which is why when performers play this as a 'pishaw here goes the old fool again' it's kinda disrespectful - implies that he is only #respected for what he was not what he currently is which is another argument altogether #vs old deuteronomy who is *more* respected in *spite* of his age related disabiliy and his age in general #grizabella visually limps - old deuteronomy is implied to have one - you see what im getting at here

[numetaljackdog]

umm do 18 :aimpolite:

18. a song or lyric that reminds you of the asker

OOH that's a fun one...... lemme think. i mean. there's a share of obvious ones, methinks. like anytime i hear hozier to noisemaking and it gets to The Line In Question i'm like i know that one!! i know that one from io my friend io :3 but more recently and less obviously i'll say intergalactic LOL. mostly bc of the ask you sent me after this month's WILT, and bc like. planetary....... planets.......... jupiter.......... juputer............... i mean hello. it all adds up heheh

#plus basically anything that you've ever recommended that i've enjoyed. jaga jazzist or certain radiohead tracks or jamie paige #or anything like that. but i didn't think that made for as funny silly an answer #intergalactic does also make me think of violet as well for completely separate reasons. but that's another matter altogether now isn't it #thank you for asking me a music :3 #*char noises* #char asks

[discoreptile]

Wee ha

#Arright here I go again I gotta do some of these when I gotta vent #posting this on the 17th of August #So the elestral thing is going alright. My focus has shifted a LOT there but I'm still working with em #But the majority of my work comes from another client now. It's another one of these things that I'd love to make by myself #But someone else is making it and wanting me to do the art and music. It's gonna be huge. What a life it is. Anyway #This gif is from yet another project I started recently. Separate from Smile More HoaM and anything else. I keep fucking doing this #But this one's strange. It reflects my current working skills I've built up all these years. A multimedia experience that has a start n end #featuring all your favourite elphame characters in a new style. I'm enjoying making it but there's one problem #I haven't worked on it in like a month and a half #Work is piling up. Pixel art is something I don't do for myself anymore #It's not even a case of “as soon as I have time to myself my fingers can't move" it's that I just do not have any spare time lmao #I meet Ashley once or twice a week. We still play digimon a lot but we're taking this month off since she's petsitting and can't go out lat #My flatmate has basically taken the summer off work since his job pays well enough for him to do so #so having him around to play games with is nice. Feels awkward taking baths with him in the house tho lmao #He is kind of the only reason I take breaks. I got pikmin 4 and it is incredible. Genuinely might have replaced Digimon World as 1st place #Mum took Andy and I to Netherlands recently. It was incredible. I played in a local digimon tournament and ate shit #Have just been so excited about travelling lately. Ashy taking me to manchester soon and I think we'll go london next spring or sooner #Worried I'm overdoing it with the tags so I'll sign off here. Work is stressing me out but it looks like big things are happening. #OH MY GOD I HAVE STOPPED BLEEDING BTW. Like almost altogether. Haven't in like a month. The trick is in the big box I rest my feet on. #It's too tall. I tried replacing it with a pile of folders half as tall and my bleeding fucking stopped. No crohn's disease or anything. #Just a big stupid fucking box. Anyway see you

[dulcevenganzaa]

this sooooo. um. do you have any other like, real life problems you should be focusing on instead ?

#do i agree that big musicians/bands should not give 'favouritism' to fans altogether? sure. #but for completely different reasons #im sorry this is not a real problem. just another case of fandom brain.

[avallachs]

hermes & lethe make me go ballistic & scratch at the walls of my padded cell because they, in their isolation, are the picture of everything wrong with ancient society. the very structure of that society is reliant on them, and people like them, remaining isolated because the minute these outcast black sheep in that society come together is when the rot gets exposed. lethe isn’t even a person, having been a created arcane entity who developed a soul through experience (a phenomenon we have learnt can happen through the omicron quests + hythlodaeus hinted at it in elpis as well), but even with the soul she develops, she’s still treated as a thing.

and then she’s clandestinely thrown into pandæmonium as a dangerous specimen for further study when the convocation learns from her creator that she’s arcane rather than natural. and hermes is led to believe that she left without a goodbye. because there could never have been a happy end for them. i, rather self-indulgently, like to think of them as the first tragedy, because they had to be kept apart somehow for everything to play out as it was supposed to. idk if any of this makes sense but i’m losing my mind this fine evening <3

#there was never going to be a happy ending for them because hermes is almost the leading man of a tragedy and the only reason he *isn’t* #our leading man is because he’s dead. and the same can be said for prometheus. and the only reason varinia isn’t the leading lady of #the same tragedy as a shard of prometheus is because she’s the right character in the wrong genre. even a sundering and centuries later a #piece of the person that used to be prometheus still doesn’t fit. because prometheus is dead and gone and varinia is a different person #altogether but her soul is still a fragment of that artificial soul. i need to properly talk about my ffxiv ocs theyre all so fucked up in #some way or another. anyway if u read this i love u very much kiss #ophelia.txt #ocs tag #oc: varinia #oc: lethe #x: sympathy‚ tenderness

[yuelun]

I'm casually making some icons as I'm working on replies and all I can think about is even just the mere chance at the possibility of one day having actual in-game footage of Guizhong to icon. My girl, who they they so perfectly brought to life in Lantern Rite 2023. I know they're early leaks, but with the region(s) (two, I believe?) of Liyue and Lantern Rite of 2024 still incoming— it could make perfect sense, especially following Fontaine and more development of the Fatui.

I nerd out too hard over lore, and I could do it here too, but I don't want to hypothesise too heavily yet; just in fear of being saddened in case this turns out not to be true. But I will dream, at least for a little bit, about the possibility of having actual footage one day of this little lord of dust and her sleeves. I will be crying actual tears.

#[ i don't know how i got here; truly. i don't know how i came to fall so madly in love with her. i mean i do but i don't. ] #[ but i /love/ guizhong/haagentus (i'm even more madly in love with her actual name; not going to lie) too much. ] #[ and i love that while the people of liyue may not remember her-- i'm happy that the adepti do. ] #[ and i'm happy that hoyo keeps her alive for us in snippets big and small. ] #[ just little glimpses of her; even if it's rarely directly her. ] #[ just her abode-- the guili plains. events that make you feel as if she's referenced. ] #[ and here's another reason why i would love to see her back? she holds memories differently from zhongli. ] #[ or rather-- you'll hear of the others through her. somehow. i don't doubt it. ] #[ not saying that zhongli and everyone else don't remember them or speak of them. ] #[ but i so want another one to be thrown in there. the one who's noted to have been she who drew them altogether for meals. ] #[ for laughs. /for joy/. i just. ] #[ hoyo please. do it for liyue. ] #[ and i'll love you forever. ] #[ ooc. ] wherever her spirit may be among the countless grains of sand and specks of dust between the harbor and the mountains…

[kuramirocket]

It makes me laugh and a little nervous that at least two antis have interacted with my posts. Granted, it was non proship posts so unless they looked at my bio they wouldn't know I am a proshipper. Especially since I don't really use a 'antis dni' on my stuff unless I make a post specifically about proshipping stuff to go in the proship tags for the community.

I appreciate the interaction, but considering how hostile most antis are, yeah.

It's a shame to cut potential interactions; with people liking and maybe actually reblogging my original posts, but I also don't want to get harrassed and deal with that bs, u know.

#it's also too bad because some antis have great posts and wonderful art but if they don't want us interacting with them well #preferable to block right away least I accidently interact with their stuff #I think I probably wouldn't mind anti interaction if I wasn't in danger of being harrassed sui baited and doxxed #so yeah #again too many antis are not nice and that's putting it VERY lightly #personal #proship #proshipping #proship please interact #antis dni #anti anti #and again with a lot of antis being not nice also another reason to avoid their community altogether as much as possible #not people u would want to interact with tbh

[mashkaroom]

ok in other news i need to finish what i’ve estimates to be abt 15 hours of work more or less by the end of the day today and i even took an adderall and i even slept, for no apparent reason, 16 hours today??? despite sleeping a normal amount the previous several days??? but despite being well-slept, even obscenely so, and being medicated, both of which do help a lot, the mind still resists focusing on these tasks, instead visciously desiring to learn more and more about singer’s translation process and come up with cool new dictionary features and to share this with as many people as possible. please could this wait until tomorrow

#i will do it it will happen #some things are strict 11:59 other things are a bit more flexible #my sleep schedule is just all over the place so i took the adderall around midnight #and what i probably will do is #[quickly googles 'taking two adderalls xr in a row definitely won't kill or seriously injure you right?'] #just take another adderall in a few hours bc i do not want to raw-dog this #wow god i'm like a grandma on facebook lmao. today at 11am ate bagel sandwich. very good today at 3 pm will each another bagel sandwich. #i might not even need to take an incomplete this semester bc i do not really care about GPA and the class i thought i would need it in #i have a 63 in #and i thought i had like. a 40% #i'm missing 7 assigments out of 13 #and they're 42% of the grade so 4% each #and they're all late so the grades will be docked but i think he docks pretty gently? #which means like 4 assignments altogether might bring me up solidly to that C and I've already done 1 and am halfway done with another #and even if i don't finish today today since he's already agreed to give me an inc #i could just finish in the next couple of days (before grades are due) and not actually need a formal inc #which would be SO nice bc one of the reasons i have so much work left is because i am finishing TWO incompletes from last semester #ANYWAY masha/grisha get off tumblr and onto your essays