#everyone meet my new best friend

[maytwentythird]

🤍 Tuesday 🤍

#everyone meet my new best friend #kitten #tattoos #decor #interiors #autumn #bedroom #cozy #catblr #aesthetic #art hoe #cat #kitty #animals #fall #new room #me #mine

[cienie-isengardu]

Mortal Kombat 1 Behind the Scenes AU: Since when you two are friends?!

[Cage’s Mansion] [Waiting for Liu Kang] [Special Bonus] [Grandmaster’s commentary] [Climbing scene] [Madam Bo’s Inn] [Cage’s Mansion 2 (fire extinguisher)] [Medic] [Shang Tsung’s sad face] [Smoke’s Fall] [Scenography (1)] [Scenography (2)] [Show off!] [Favorite brother] [Climbing on the wall (nonsense)] [Tomas’ commentary] [Perfectly fine] [Sexy, sexy man~♪] [Brothers between filming - Scenography(3)] [Wrong team!]

#mortal kombat #mk1 behind the scenes au #shang tsung #bi han #bi han & shang tsung #kuai liang #sub zero #scorpion #johnny #poor johnny no one listen to him and everyone improvise in the weirderst way possible XD #in trust shang tsung get lost and liu kang sent bi han to fetch the loser #so when they meet bi han and shang tsung surprisingly clicked with each other right away #kuai liang is just too busy with harumi to notice his asocial brother managed to make a friend #and of course the worst (the best) friend possible XD #tomas is probably dying out of laugh somewhere in the background #and we all know shang tsung is gonna lie and say half truth and some fantastic and horrible version of how he met bi han and why they #are friends solely to mess up with kuai liang and everyone around #that at the end of filming no one will know what happened beside him bi han and liu kang who won't want to get involved in that mess XD #it is truly dark time if tormenting kuai liang is my new hobby XD

[icewindandboringhorror]

recent lounging babey images

#he's so floppy recently and I hope it's just the heat. I think wamr weather makes everyone floppy and loungy #a beauntifulle boye... #cats #STILL working on posting some drafts. finishing new poll adventure.. other things... It's just hard with the weather and other things going #on. I've had a few more doctors appointments and other things to do recently that have to be done in a time limit #so I hvae to use my extremely limited energy working on that instead of doing the things I'd really rather do. :T #Main focuses though are keeping up better with doing and posting costumes + sculptures as main creative things. at least finishing the #main poll adventure story. Reworking the game I kind of abandoned for a few years. keeping up with game videos and a few other side things. #Especially the game though. I've been in a really worldbuildy mood recently. I just wish that was easier to manifest into something. I've #now put the worldbuilding slideshow reading video on pause for a while because it's SOOO long to do #and I think I should prioritize making games and stuff instead. but still other things. IT's just kind of like.. I have a whole world and #everything very built and planned out but now.. what do I do with it? what's the best way to share that? factual slideshows just going over #the information like a dictionary? make it into a game? write short stories? do art attached to the world? etc. etc. ?? There are so many #potential avenues I end up kind of flip flopping between them a lot because none really seem more beneficial than the others and they all #seem equally enjoyable and also equally hard so. It's like?? I guess just do what the hell ever and hope I made the right choice in terms o #cost benefit and reward for my time lol. ANYWAY.. Also why I'm in my 'trying to make friends' era still because I think having other creat #ive friends can help you find direction like.. people will meet each other and then go 'hey lol just for fun lets start a project together! #and then like 5 years later it's genuinely become something. etc. having other people to help weed out ideas and start small creative teams #together and etc. I feel is a very beneficial part of networking or whatever but also I have the social capacity of a stale bread roll and #am also inherently unrelatable to seemingly a majority of people due to my hermit wizard swag (detachment from general society and hyper #focus on fantasy worlds in my head gjhghj) so trying to meet people as a grown adult with social issues is Very easy and fun (it is not) #even very basic things like my core communication style is so incompatible with a lot of people it's like.. hhhh... People in this modern #age have GOT to stop being afraid of phone calls and/or text that is longer than 6 paragraphs. Work with me here. I WANT to talk to you. bu #I do not know what your emojis mean and it's physically impossible for me to type less than 85 sentences. please.. hhjgjgb #AAANYWAY!! I am working on things when I can given the circumstances (SUMMER).. hopefully some costume pictures and stuff soon. :'3 #I've not forgotten about my art and etc. - as usual I just am bad at social media and also functioning if it's above 65F lol

[sadaveniren]

🙄🙄

If that is what you got from me making a post where I joke about how actual society off of the Internet isn’t going to crucify me or harass me for enjoying something perceived weird, and thinking differently than the average person, all while staying in my own lane (and this isn’t even talking about me expressing that a lot of this is - probably - because of autism meaning my brain is LITERALLY WIRED DIFFERENTLY BUT THATS OKAY) I genuinely question your compassion for people who are different than you.

Like.

I honestly do worry how you handle meeting someone who’s just a bit different than you. You must be someone who immediately bullies someone you think is weird, even if they have done nothing to you except have fun.

#news flash! it’s okay to be weird! #it’s okay to enjoy weird shit! #and it doesn’t make you a ‘psycho’ or whatever!! #as someone raised with the family mantra of ‘let your freak flag fly’ I’ve always known it was okay to be the weird person #being weird makes you unique!!! #idk if anon can comprehend this but I actually have multiple friends who aren’t in fandom who LOVE hearing me update them about fandom #my sibling asks me constantly if there is new fandom drama #whenever I meet up with another friend one of the first things she asks me is what’s going on with Harry #I literally ranted to my husband’s best friend yesterday about fandom #and I have given (a requested) speech at a dnd game once to explain larrie #and even if none of those people believe it #or think it’s a little odd #they still enjoy my company #they still find me perfectly sane #because! being weird! isn’t a crime! #everyone would love much happier lives if we embraced our inner freak side #insert ‘don’t dream it be it’ from rocky horror picture show here #(okay actually people irl DO bully others for being weird and collectively as society we know THOSE are the bad people) #(but these anons don’t really understand nuance here)

[kingsofeverything]

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#i'm coming down from my concerts #now that i'm home i'm just thinking about how much fun i had #also shout out to the person wearing the shirt that said #MINIMUM STRESS MAXIMUM BLESS #we yelled about it #apparently no one else knew what it meant #so that was a cool little meeting #also everyone who said they loved my 1d metal shirt #i love you too #the best thing ever though was handing out flags #idk what i expected at first #but my waitress/bartender experience took over my body #and i was like FREE FLAGS #and everyone was so kind and so happy about the flags! #multiple people stopped us later to thank us! #it was just such a great time #and i made some new friends! #and i miss nic already lol #see you next month!

[moonjade]

When you think you’re over something and then you see a reminder of it and you start hurting again like the thing had just happened 🙃

#text #personal #negative #keep seeing reminders of how I failed to connect with people and make new friends #(it feels like I’m being stabbed in the chest) #like I KNOW there’s something inherently wrong with me now. people sense it. I try my best but it still isn’t enough #and no matter what I do. no matter what I say. it’s always the wrong thing to do or say! always! #it’s definitely some sort of social skill issue but like. why does this keep happening with EVERYONE I meet irl? #like. am I secretly (or not so secretly) mean? manipulative? annoying? somehow too weird in some way? #it really fucking hurts. knowing that every attempt to connect with someone fails. it’s so fucking embarrassing having 0 irl friends now #at least I’m self aware that I’m the problem but like… how do I fix this? #I can never read social cues or take hints. I need everything to be direct. #literally going to cry over this today I think. I feel so awful. what a great start to the new year. :)

[nerdsandbabyteeth]

Constantly trapped between I can’t wait to live away from my family and spend more time alone because I feel like my thoughts will have time to settle and I will lose my mind if I live alone because I am starting to lose a sense of self this week simply because two of my friends are away and I don’t speak to anyone much in school.

#noggin time #I also cannot stand the fact that people I know follow me online or people I respect even #because I have a constant nagging feeling I’m completely and utterly embarrassing I see people posting abt things in their life and like #venting or whatever and I could never do that I think bc so many people follow me that I see face to face #I mean I’m doing this right now but tumblr is it’s own beast I have like one person I know irl on here I think #also it’s not like I have no friends I still talk to teachers and other people but it’s my best friend who I meet every morning and my new #friend I made this year who is in all the same free periods as me and also likes talking about tv shows so it’s like two people I talktomost #if this were a therapy session which it now is I would trace back my feeling of pure unfiltered embarrassment at simply being online back to #when I used framecast when I was like 9 and I drew a character inspired by someone’s oc and they vague posted quite civil abt it like please #don’t copy my ocs guys and I cried about it for hours and hours and I’ve never been the same since not to sound dramatic but it’s true #I delete Instagram every 3 days because it starts to make me feel physically unwell and then I re-download it because I miss everyone #I didnr consider i might have some sort of mental issues other than autism until recently because I just convinced myself this isn’t a prope #r issue I should just get over it but at this point it’s violently affecting my moods when I’m not immediately talking to anyone

[belovedspector]

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#i feel like venting and not a lot of people follow me here so i figured this is the best place to do it #i'm just so tired all the damn time #depression has been kicking my ass #and i've been trying for so long to get a handle on it #and nothing seems to work #going to possibly be starting a new med in a few weeks but idk #i just want to feel normal but i feel like i'll never get to that point #and then there's the fact that i don't really have any friends #the only person i do stuff with is my mom which is kinda sad #but idk how to meet people #ugh i'm just so done with everything #like work has also sucked recently #i had to leave after like half an hour on wednesday and took the rest of the week off #and my boss has been super understanding which is great but again i just want to feel normal and be able to do my work #i feel like such a failure in every aspect of my life #i'm 25 and what have i accomplished? #i know everyone goes at their own pace but god i feel like i'll never catch up #okay i think i'm done now #i doubt anyone read this but if you did uhhhh thank you and i hope you're doing well xo #jace talks #delete later?

[flamboyant-king]

Magfest was fun! Walked around as Cammy, made a lot of “merch,” talked to a bunch of cool dudes, traded wares, met new friends and finally met old ones, got a jello shot from a Raccacoonie cosplayer, ate so much awful food, learned of new games, and got inspired.

I made so many buttons of cammypus and other funny creatures, folded 50+ origami boxes for the perler bead crafters, and drew on any paper I can find. It was nice and now I have no money.

#magfest #i may not have partied played video games all day or whatever but fun is diff for everyone #my fun is just seeing everyone having a good time. All the colors and being surrounded by folks who enjoy the same things i do #also i got to meet an online friend of over a decade. We played games and watched anime and did what friends would do #true friendship. But now. I gotta uhh fix the things i eat because we ate nothing but carbs #i have gained five pounds. I am squishie. But iv been inspired to try and fail because hey not everyone wins on their first try #we got a free hamster plushie for a game dev company whose game HAMSTERDAMflopped #im sure making so many pkushies hey anticipated a hit. But we cant have it all #and it inspired me to just believe we’ll have a hit and do our best. And if it flops. We can try again with something else or improving #on what we had. Thank you funny hamster plush named pim. Support their new game WILDMENDER #failure isnt the end of the world. And sometimes we’ll lose time money or effort on something that wont succeed #but thats jsut a step towards actual success #so heres hoping we get the balls to table at a convention and sell silly little trinkets we made #akso i want a button maker now #shoutout to zack viet and matt. I appreicate yall talking to me and your smallest support. Anything is everything. #watched everything everywhefe all at once. All that combined is tingling my brain towards thoughts

[mothbug]

she is so full of love (this has been very bad for her)

#like ok nisa didnt know she was IN love with her Before. but she did love her. just generally. cared sososo much for her bestest only friend #compare this with perovskia. who DID know she loved nisa and was not having a great time keeping that to herself #when the gay teenage roommate situatonship ends in legitimate bloodshed: erm.... opps #SNEAK PEAK AT MY NERMAL PFP BTW #anyway nisa genuinely wants to be the belle of the ball everyones best friend the well liked but she has to hold herself back like #by the scruff of her own neck going NO! NO! NO! NO! STOP IT! should she be doing this? no. this spawned a labyrinth that may or may not be #real. this is making her blood disappear. but the alternative is too scary. #like *meets new people*fuck these guys are awesome. locks self in my giant robot so they dont get to talk to me or get to know me #SHE DOESNT KNOW CHAT.

[sunfyred]

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#i had a meeting with the school i'm thinking of working at next year #two of my colleagues and best friends are already there #they seem happy enough but .. i kinda didn't like the place's vibe ? #i am beyond devastated that i have no choice but to leave my current school bc of some stupid shit i had enough with #some of the managers ruined the school now everyone's leaving #but yeah it hurts so bad #the thought of having to leave my kids makes me cry #and i'm anxious about stepping out of my comfort zone #next friday i am expected for a demo class at the new school and i'm not looking forward to that either #and tomorrow i have a parent-teacher conf. at my current school so i can't even rest and let it all sink #i hate everything rn just wanna curl up and disappear #【✧crown off】: ooc #tbd #// negativity #// anxiety

[welcometoteyvat]

now that kazuha is implied to be playing tcg all we need is albedo’s card (or scaramouche’s, if you like him better) for the five kasen to host semi frequent card games with each other

#up to you maybe ayato comes along too sometimes #hears abt ayaka being late to Something and he's like :) where are you going sister :) and of course he joins in because meeting my sister's #foreigner friends :) and proceeds to beat almost everyone #i feel like he's just like that #ayato stans if i got his characterization wrong im very sorry feel free to tear me a new one LOL #id like to leave yae out of it tho FJDSKLFHDSK she'd be Such a menace #foreseeing that xingqiu is the most sore loser out of all of them (he's not really a sore loser but everyone else is less heated about it) #anyways i think it would be cute. they play cards talk business (sometimes) and host poetry readings (sometimes) #who delivers the letters they send to each other to schedule meetups?? no clue kazuha is probably the best candidate lol #or kirara if her mail company also does paper mail as well as packages hehe #ramblings! #genshin impact

[masterkeynobi]

isn't it fucked up that i have wanted and wanted and Wanted this for months but now that it's a week away i'm too tired to think about it

#sree.txt #this is about. multiple things #but mostly it's about train heist #i just. i have wanted nothing so much as to play a game of dnd for the past six months and it has Not worked out for me #and ive had so much time to idk make up a guy make the character sheet etc #but i am just. So So Tired. and have not done that. #and it's so wonderful that everyone else has put so much like time and thought and joy into their pcs but i cant do that #and im already like. a stupid little guy and new player #so this just makes me Extra cringefail #going to meet my best friend's good friends while theyre doing something theyre good & practiced at #while falling completely flat #common fucking sree L

[tkbrokkoli]

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#not fandom related #personal log stardate #just rambling a bit abt my day in the tags! #saw a cute guy at work today. not a colleague but a costumer and all i could do was say hi #why is it that i always meet cute guys at times when it would be inappropriate to chat #so all i can do is steal some glances at them #but i chatted w a new colleague today which was nice #food cw #fasting cw #for the following tags #another coworker said today that they are doing intermediate fasting to compensate for smoking 1 pack of cigarettes a day #they've been doing this for years. and i just stood there like. ufff. not that i mind what they're doing. it's their life #i was just like. i don't think fasting can make up for the damage 25 cigarettes a day do. anyway #smoking cw #forgot to add this cw before #i found out one of my acquaintances is friends w a member of a famous band. and i was like. wow. holy shit #made me feel like everyone around me just lives their best life and im. well. not. #i would love to do so many more things like playing an instrument but i just don't have the energy #on Monday i got up early and Did Things all day including going to work and therapy and cooking and i was completely exhausted and done at #night and i can do this maybe twice a week. but i need to recover in between and it bothers me that i just don't have a lot of energy

[proteuus]

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#every relationship between any two people is so special and unique and its just so . agh ! #everyone is a little broken and all we can do is start by building shaky bridges and try our best to cross them carefully.... #in any capacity. it doesnt matter the context or extent of the relationship #even just like. my old stats partner who i meet up with sometimes to do hw with. #thats a very casual relationship but still one that can be improved and strengthened #by which i dont mean eventually maybe we could be actual close friends i just mean like. how could we be better hw partners to each other #and thats one of the fundamentals of life and of team development #((its this boy. you know when someone tells you smth new abt them and youre like ah. right. we are all broken and continually healing.)) #((all we can do is cautiously build up shaky bridges and walk back and forth across them and thats all there is. i remember now)) #anyhow goodnight #(((i definitely misstepped w him but i am well intentioned and now i know and i will try and do better next time. and thats all there is))) #(((but we did some good bridge building today. more than i was expecting. i think by accident. idk what will happen next. but))) #(((the world is strange like that.)))

[thedreadvampy]

My parasocial relationships are purely location based I never think 'oh this famous person is my Best Friend' UNLESS. they are from the North East of England, and especially Teesside. Somebody on the telly says they're from Darlington and I'm like OH WE'RE BESTIES MEET U AT THE TOWN CLOCK.

#me every time i talk about drag race uk s2: CHERRY VALENTINE WAS ROBBED #HOW DO YOU NOT LOVE HER SHE CAME OUT DRESSED AS A TRAIN AND THE TOWN CLOCK #you fools. you rubes. do you not know my best friend cherry valentine #a YouTuber i like mentioned growing up in Boro and I went from 0 to I WONDER IF I'LL EVER MEET THEM IRL reeeeeal fast #i don't even live in the North East! i haven't lived there for a decade! i don't actually know anyone there except my mum's friends! #but if you're from whitby or consett or bishop or chester le street we are friends it's just the way it is #oh you referenced Redcar I GO TO REDCAR oh you're in spennymoor WE'RE BASICALLY NEIGHBOURS #THIS IS MY TURF AND EVERYONE THERE IS MY FRIEND #it extends out to penrith and selectively up to berwick. down as far as whitby and at a pinch york. #you know. the Actual North #but Northumberland is a bit less Mine like i claim Pac as my Northern Pal but idk about anything except Newcastle Hexham and Corbridge #you get above Newcastle and I'm out until Bamborough #BUT AHA. TRICKED YOU. NOW YOU ARE IN MY NEW PARASOCIAL STOMPING GROUND OF EDINBURGH AND THE EASTERLY LOTHIANS #red said