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dddomenstarstwst · 2 years

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okay so ive had this idea in my head for, like, several days and haven’t seen anyone write it soooo may i request a rinne x reader hatefuck? he’s hot but also wow that personality is. a lot. he should go to therapy

I feel you, my dear, i fully do. He's such a dick actually, i wanna slap him dumb. So, uh, maybe i got a little carried away. Oops?

➜ Annoying

Character: Rinne Amagi

Genre: Smut

Warnings: sub!Rinne, dom!gn!reader, hate sex, slapping, cock stepping, degradation, brat!Rinne, dumbification, rough sex, asphyxiation

Word count: 888

You couldn't stand Rinne Amagi. You hated him with every fucking inch of your body. He was just too much. You had no idea how his unit mates manage not to kick him in the nuts whenever they see him.

Rinne loved to tease you, he specifically seeked for you in the hallways just to fuck with you. It was almost his sole purpose. That, and he also found riling you up hot. Whenever you were mad, veins popping on your hands, eyes burning him in a deadly gaze, teeth gritting audibly - fuck, it made him horny.

You knew what he was trying to do, you knew how he looked at you when you got mad, you knew how very visibly he gulped, how the shade of pink covered his cheeks whenever you barked back at him. That alone made you hate him even more, to the point that you slapped him one time.

He was being annoying as usual, but somehow it was a thousand times worse. He was joking about how you were undressing him with your eyes and stuff, how he sees you looking at his dick. You were already in a bad mood, and his endless teasing wasn't helping. So you slapped him, it just happened. You weren't controlling yourself.

"Fuck! Rinne, uh– Sorry about that," he stood there, eyes wide open, mouth agape, a red mark forming on his cheek. You thought he was going to be mad, throw a tantrum and tell the higher-ups of the ES about it. But he... Smiled. You watched as the dumb smile spread on his face, you thought he was crazy, maybe you broke him, maybe he just needed therapy.

"Can you do that again?" It was your time to stand there with eyes staring at him, not understanding what the fuck he just said. He grabbed your hand and put it on his stinging cheek, "Slap me. I know ya want to." And you did.

You don't remember how you ended up in one bad with that asshole, but he was honestly pathetic. With the way he arched his back like a cheap whore, or how utterly pornographic his moans were you thought he was taking a d regularly. Hm, maybe that's how two of his unit mates manage to stay sane in his company. Kohaku, you're sure, punched him once or twice.

Rinne grinded back on you, taking more of your dick, grinning like a maniac when you slapped his ass. What a slut. He was enjoying every single second of this, you wonder if he ever imagined spreading his ass for you. You thrust into him harshly, still lost in thoughts.

"Hey! Pay attention to me! Ya fuckin' me, okay!" You grabbed his flaming red hair and pulled it back, glaring at him. What a dumb guy, can't see the signals. You're not lovers, you're fucking him because you want to put him in his place.

"Shut up, whore. Stop acting like we're lovers, i hate you and that's why I'm fucking you right now. Just because you're taking my cock in your slutty ass doesn't give you the right to order me around, bitch!" He whined at your words, hips buckling back. You let go of his messy locks and press his face into the mattress.

Rinne was shaking from your rough pounding, the lack of air only added to his pleasure. He felt you shift your position, pulling out of his stretched out hole. He tried chasing you, but you steadied his hips. He turned his head to the side, blue teary eyes watching your movements. You looked mad and, oh fuck, how hot you looked. Rinne wiggled his ass, inviting you in.

You scoffed at his behaviour, before grabbing him by the waist and slamming your cock fully inside. Rinne moaned your name out, his legs were trembling and giving up, if not for you, he would have collapsed already. You continue fucking him roughly, your breathing heavy.

"Oh! Ah, ah, yes! Fuck me like a whore!" You gripped his waist harder, surely bruises are gonna be left there, not like any of you cared. You observed as Rinne reached down to jerk himself, he was getting close. Your hand made its way to his throat, settling there and squeezing his neck, cutting off the air.

Rinne was overwhelmed, he never felt like this, not even when Niki and MERUMERU fucked him at the same time. Well, actually that was hot too, but maybe not as much as how you absolutely demolished him right now. Fuck, he needed to come so badly, especially when he felt the hand on his neck gripping so hard.

You thrusted with all your might, sending Rinne over the edge. His vision got blurry, stars appearing before his eyes, he was coughing because of the lack of an air, his whole body convulsing. You pulled out, letting him flop down on the bed.

"I'm hopping after that you'll stop bothering me, dumb bitch." You made your way out of the room, leaving him there. Rinne finally steadied his breath, before grinning to yourself. Oh no, not after being fucked so good. He'll make sure to rile you up even more from now on. Maybe he should invite you to fuck him alongside Niki and MERUMERU.

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windblume-wishes · 1 year

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Rei Sakuma x FEM!S/O - Let Me Bite You

**TW: Mentions of Neck nibbles, mild blood mention and vampire-like behaviour

𝕃𝕖𝕥’𝕤 𝕤𝕖𝕖 𝕟𝕠𝕨, 𝕀 𝕓𝕖𝕝𝕚𝕖𝕧𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕒𝕝𝕖 𝕘𝕠𝕖𝕤 𝕒 𝕝𝕚𝕥𝕥𝕝𝕖 𝕤𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖...

Rei absolutely adores you, even more now that you agreed to take part in Resurrection Sunday’s blood ritual. After Kaoru had his turn a few years ago you wanted to be in that very spot, in the arms of your favourite vampire as he nibbled your neck, sucking your blood. You lay limply in his arms like a doll, awaiting his next move, blindfolded and unable to see him.

A click could be heard and you feel cold metal around your wrists- he had handcuffed you, of course he did. Even though you promised you would not run, this was just an extra precaution he had in place.

One could never be too prepared now could he?

You could only shudder as his thin, gentle fingers slid down your bare arm, his warm breath tickling your neck as he leaned in. He was so close, you could smell his sweet cologne which smelled almost of wood spice. You could feel his nose nuzzling into your neck, sending goosebumps all across your body. The body Rei absolutely adored, the body he thirsted for every second he saw you, that’s what he had the honour of sinking his fangs into tonight.

“(Y/N)-Chan, hold still now, I’m going to begin~” he whispered sweetly into your ear, his breath tickling your ear, sending you into a blushing fit.

“A-Alright…” Was all you could say, after all, you as his prey had little room to speak in protest- especially now that you practically volunteered as tribute.

“Good girl, now, let’s begin.”

He leaned into your neck, chanting something softly, you had no idea what and nor did you care- after all, this was just Rei being Rei, right? Suddenly you could feel sharp fangs dig into your skin, nibbling away almost playfully at your neck.

“R-Rei?!” You squeal with a slight laugh as his bangs tickle your flesh.

“Hmm~? Can’t I enjoy a little nibble fest, sweet (Y/N)~?” He asked with a smirk, knowing full well that you would say yes to his antics.

He began to move towards your collarbone, nibbling away at your collarbone area, placing kisses all over you and all you could do was lay back in his arms and enjoy your beloved vampire idol leaving his mark on your skin.

“Mmm~ you taste exquisite my dear, sweet, (Y/N)~ certainly a prize for me. Now, I wonder where else I could nibble on your beautiful body~?”

With those words you knew you were in for one heck of an evening, as I concluded this tale, my only words of encouragement will be; good luck, dear traveler, you may need it…. Kufufufu~

#windblume writes #sakuma rei #rei sakuma #ensemble stars fanfic #enstars fanfic #enstars x y/n #enstars x reader #enstars x you #rei sakuma x reader #female s/o #female reader #Enstars #ensemble stars

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manias-wordcount · 2 years

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Oooh, how about Undead's producer was also an idol (an extremely famous one) and just took a break from the spotlight for a bit. None of them knew beforehand until one of their performances was interrupted by us bursting in and singing our own song and announcing our comeback into showbiz. We're Literally taking over for the time being and the crowd's in a frenzy while we're performing (seductively may I add😅) . Meanwhile Undead's just standing there shell-shocked and blushing bad.

Crashing His Performance HCs (Rei Sakuma, Kaoru Hakaze, Koga Oogami, Adonis Otogari)

𝗔/𝗡: 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼 !!! 𝗵𝗲𝗵𝗲𝗵𝗲𝗵𝗲 𝗶 𝗵𝗼𝗽𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗲𝗻𝗷𝗼𝘆 :]

𝙒𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚? ⇒ 𝙈𝙖𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩

𝙟𝙤𝙞𝙣 𝙢𝙮 𝙙𝙞𝙨𝙘𝙤𝙧𝙙 𝙨𝙚𝙧𝙫𝙚𝙧?

okay first thing's first they're going to be super frazzled

artist always have to do a bunch of test runs and mic checks to make sure they're show ready for each venue

so something big like a bunch on unknown people and a song that isn't their coming on? that gonna freak them out

once they DO realize what's happening, they're gonna be pretty upset LOL

partially because they never knew this side of you and didn't expect this from their producer

but also,,,,, their producer,,,,, just fucked up their performance

like rei isn’t going to be super, super pissed

he’s a good boy afterall

but it is gonna make him feel a little off just seeing his performance jacked like that

kaoru is definitely gonna be upset by this

he puts his all into his work and craves acknowledgment so seeing someone else taking over your own show?

talk about yikes…

adonis is also gonna be pretty upset too

mostly because he wants to think about how this is affecting his group

though any artist will get pretty down when their performance is interrupted

but koga? koga is fucking furious lmaoooo

wolf boy will NOT take this well considering how much pride he has in himself and how much he cares for the rest of Undead

wouldnt even be surprised if he tried to storm the stage take back his show

now of course, there’s a small bit of a flip side

despite the guys hating the position they’re being put in, they do get a pretty good side view of the show you’re putting on

as idols, they’ll no doubt appreciate any talent you show off including stage presence, singing ability, passion, and more

and as boys, seeing their producer in such a little idol getup while performing a bit sensually might get them feeling a little hot and bothered under the collar

but overall, don’t expect any group hugs or fanfare from them when you get off the stage

as cute and as talented as they think you are before going into to all this…

…you did kinda just hurt the little undead babies ):

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glubglubsalmon · 1 year

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Be Nice To Me

Kaoru Hakaze x Reader

Many people live by the Golden rule, do as to others what you want done to you, But sometimes some people can't take what they give. You quickly learn that when you try to give your boyfriend payback.

Contains:

Nsfw, Degradation, Praise, Crying but not sexy, Bottom Reader/Top Kaoru, Sub Kaoru/Dom Reader, Gender Neutral and Sex Neutral, Mommy Kink

NSFW UNDER CUT! MINORS DNI!

Having previously been a playboy, Kaoru has always been the more dominant role in bed. It only makes sense since he has the most experience. Yet, he's never been one to be... nice. Whenever you and him have time to let things get heated, the loving, careful nature seems to slip off, and a new one arises. You had spent countless nights getting called a plethora of names from "Filthy slut" to "Pathetic whore", honestly it was the last thing anyone would expect to come out of him. The time wasted just teasing and edging you to watch you cry.

It's not like you were complaining.

But...

Tonight, you're in control.

Here you are, body sat firmly between his open legs, drinking in the gasps and moans he offered you. You had a tight grip, firmly jacking him off, smiling at his whimper that's informing you he's close. And then... You stop.

"Nooo! Why would you do that? It was just getting good." He asked, though it acted more as a plead.

"Look at you. You're acting like such a slut, and sluts can wait a little bit more to cum, right?" You teased, grabbing his shirt collar to wipe some of the sweat from his jaw.

His eyebrows knitted together, clearly pondering your words, pouting a little

You clicked your tongue at him. "Oh don't be like that, you're a proper whore who can manage himself."

Your fingers ghosted their way up his dick, feeling the vein that runs along the shaft, taking their sweet, sweet time before fisting around him, thumb gently rubbing across the slit in his tip.

Desperate for friction, he attempted to thrust up into your hand. But held his hips in place, shaking your head at him in disappointment.

"You can't bear through a little bit of teasing? Pathetic boy, I thought I had a proper trained slut in my hands, not some common back alley whore."

He had tears brimming in his eyes at your harsh comments, though you assumed he was just frustrated from the lack of stimulation.

You began to fuck your fist down on him again, but it wasn't paced. Sometimes slow with a harsh grip, fast with a loose grip, etc. The whole time telling him how he moans like a pornstar and must need several partners to sustain this seeming overt need, overall just insulting him.

Until, he whimpers out a sentence, causing your motions to stop.

"Why can't you be nice to me?"

Ah, he's crying.

"Did I do something wrong?

"Are you punishing me?"

"I'm sorry"

Your body softened at his reaction, reaching up to rub his shoulders. "Baby, no, you didn't do anything wrong. I thought you liked this stuff. I'm sorry."

You pulled him into your chest, hugging him.

"You're a good boy, okay? You're a very good boy for me."

He held onto you, arms holding her in place tightly. Despite this, you felt him perk up a little at the praise.

"Oh, you like that? Do you like being a good boy for me?"

Still teasing, but less insulting, he nodded.

"Can you speak up and tell me what you want?"

He was silent for a second, thinking.

"Can you keep saying stuff like that?"

"And can I call you Mommy?"

You held back a laugh from the last request and felt him shy away a little in embarrassment.

"No, no! It's fine. I'm fine with it. I just didn't expect you to say that." You add in a mild panic, worried you made him feel bad again.

"It's okay if you don't wanna do this anymore. I didn't mean to make you feel bad"

He sniffled, "No its fine, I still want to fuck you." Crude, but honest.

"Then I'll stop teasing you, now lay down on your back for me, okay?"

He nodded and laid on his back, head resting on the pillows.

"Yes, mommy"

OK, that's going to take some getting used to.

You crawl up him, shifting to settle yourself on his hips.

"Good boy, are you ready baby?" You cooed at him, tilting your head a bit so you can take in the way he looks at all angles.

"Yes" he nodded to hammer in how eager he is.

With that confirmation, you gently sink yourself onto his cock, having prepped beforehand. Starting at a slow pace, his hands found your hips, but he made sure to hold back from rutting up into you, and when you finally speed up, running your hands through his hair and telling him how pretty he looks and how good he's being. He's in bliss, coming undone within minutes, and as a treat, he was allowed to cum in you. Though you did take your time to reach your climax, essentially overestimulating him. But it all worked out.

And afterwards, after things were cleaned up and he held you in his arms with hopes of drifting off to sleep, you asked him the begging question.

"Why are you so mean to me during sex if you aren't into it?"

His face flushed and looked away in embarrassment.

"I mean, I am it's just... I mean, I don't prefer it, but that's what partners have always wanted from me. I can stop if you don't like it."

You giggled at his answer.

"I like it silly, but if you aren't into it, don't force yourself to do stuff like that. I won't mind if you stop."

Kaoru smiled, seeming to enjoy the thought. Settling off to sleep with a new hope.. and new ideas.

AN: This is my first time writing for Tumblr and writing second person in hopes of being inclusive, haha. Apologies if it's bad.

Now, here was my inspiration.

This post

That led me to send my first ask.

#enstars #ensemble stars #kaoru hakaze #kaoru hakaze x reader #ensmut #ensemble stars fanfic #enstars fic #enstars fanfic

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lake-archive · 1 month

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A Nyauntie's Power!

Disclaimer! While I wrote this and many other oneshots to be able to be understood in a vacuum, I recommend reading Alte Liebe Rostet Nicht for further context!

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Fandom: Ensemble Stars

Characters: Arashi Narukami, Nyeli (by @watersofcamelot), Izumi Sena, Ritsu Sakuma

Pairing: Arashi Narukami & Nyeli (platonic)

Words: 1,558

Summary: Sometimes it just takes an aunt to get things rolling... And Arashi is willingly that aunt. She has to be the best aunt she can be!

“ Apologies to be… Troubling but… Nyeli… I have to… Uhm… Right, meeting! Meeting for a bit! And someone has to… Look over him. Could you in your time off, Arashi? Please!? I'll make it up too! Promise! ”

Of course Arashi could not let this opportunity slip away! This was a rare occasion after all. Spending time with her adorable, little nephew, all by herself? Little Nyeli was always so busy with Ritsu–Chan or Izumi–Chan, she started feeling a little left out. Now, she understood that the little kitty was trying to catch up with his older brother and was very clingy towards who he called Papa, but she wanted to spend time with him as well sometimes. This wasn't fair at all! Well, now she will finally get her chance. And she was going to make these few hours count!

Her schedule had been free this afternoon, a rare occasion. It was perfect, especially for something she was able to plan ahead for. It has been weeks since she had been planning this out, especially once hearing something directly from Izumi–Chan.

“ Patch has been growing rapidly for the last few weeks. And resizing and cleaning his clothes is becoming a little tiresome. “

Yes, it had not been Arashi's eyes. They were not playing a trick on her! In fact, she had noticed this for a while – Nyeli–Chan is starting to grow.

It was hard to imagine, given that he had been small for months on end. Ever since having pounced on Ritsu–Chan and calling him his ‘Papa’ Nyeli had not grown even an inch. He was always so small and everyone was certain that he would stay that size. Even when asking Ann she had said that Nyeli had not grown the years the two had spent together. At all. So having him suddenly increase in size like this was a new experience altogether. And it was a new experience as well, seeing the little boy grow like that. It has started to become visible, even the blank eye could see it. Besides, when trying to carry Nyeli it had become a little harder since he had grown bigger. Arashi could still lift him up in one swoop but it took a bit longer than anticipated. And since he seems to constantly grow out of his clothes it might be soon where he can no longer be picked up so easily. A shame really…

That is the state of things. And needless to say, Arashi had decided upon herself to take Nyeli shopping for a bit, make him look good while also giving him some clothes he will need. Though he had been a little pouty at first, turning away from everything he saw. He could be a difficult child sometimes.

“Nye!” He even said with his puffed up cheeks, turning away from every article of clothing she was showing him. He was surely a stubborn one. It reminded her of his ‘big brother’ for sure. Both are very stubborn when they want to be. Just over different things but one could clearly see it. Time to convince little Nyeli.

“Is there still nothing for your liking?” She asked, keeping calm however. There was no use getting upset over it after all. “You won’t even try some things on?”

“Nye!” He sounded insistent.

“But you won’t know, maybe you will like something out of these.”

“Ny… Nye…” He was wiggling in her grasp, though his tone had become a little softer, a tiny bit weaker even.

“Haha, listen Nyeli–Chan, you don’t have to buy something at the end of the day. I won’t be mad at you for that.” She said, though understanding all the same. Arashi had heard of it after all, how attached he could be to his old clothes. It was exactly why Izumi–Chan went through the trouble of washing and resizing the clothes each time to begin with. “But maybe trying it out can’t hurt. And besides, don’t you think it would help out your siblings as well?”

This made his ears perk up for a short moment, turning his head back and lifting it up, gaze ever so curious. “Nyauntie?” He said, the confusion slightly written in his own face.

“I heard the trouble your brothnya is going through, despite his busy schedule.”

This sentence alone seemed to make the kitty think, eyes wide for a short moment and staring in silence. Not to mention that his own gaze was going all over the place, looking everywhere but also nowhere at this moment. Was that all which had to be said?

Oh she didn’t mean for it to go that far now! Not for his ears to droop and having the guilt written all over his face when he turned back, facing Arashi once more. “Ny… Nye?” He even let out weakly, almost afraid.

“Well… Of course. Why wouldn’t he?” She chuckled, trying to calm Nyeli down and reassure him by petting his head softly, though also reassuring him all the same.

A small purr echoed from the kitty’s lips and he seemed to slowly get into a better mood all things considered. Though the move he did next was nothing she had seen coming, not necessarily at the very least.

Because he had reached out with one of his nubs next, swatting, trying to grab something from the selection of clothes before finally grabbing something and holding it in one of his nubs, right up to Arashi. His eyes could say it all, even if he seemed a little hesitant. ‘ Th… This one! ’ A tiny shirt in Nyeli’s favorite color, blue.

She herself was a little surprised. So he was eager after all, one just had to explain it. Honestly, at this moment she is just happy that she might have gotten through to the little kitty in the end. And he seemed eager despite his obvious hesitation.

“Oh, you want to try this?”

It was met with a quick nod. “Nye.”

“Haha, alright. Then let’s get you changed. Maybe you will like it more than you think.”

Though that was just the start of that little shopping trip. After all, Nyeli would not get out of this without a few new pieces of clothing~

Well, or rather he had not gotten out with… A few new outfits… Yeah, just a few…

“Naru–Chan, what did you do!?” Oh Izumi–Chan could be ruthless once he found out about that. Truth to be told maybe she and Nyeli had gone a little overboard. Because the moment she came back with the kitty to the studio to meet for the next meeting within Knights itself she had been carrying various shopping bags with her as Nyeli was on top of her head. Needless to say, all members had looked at her in confusion, why she had been out shopping at a time like this. But it had been important and she quickly defended herself by pointing out this was not for her to begin with!

However, she had dropped one of the several bags and it revealed all types of children’s clothing, all hand picked for Nyeli. The scolding would be something predictable, how ‘she went overboard and spent too much’. Even when she defended herself. “Well, Nyeli–Chan needs the clothes! He’s growing, right!? So we planned a little ahead and picked things he liked!”

“Things he– How did you get him to pick out anything else!?” Was Izumi’s first response before he shook his head. “Ugh, nevermind. Please tell me you had a budget…”

“W… Well…” No, she didn’t. “Th… That’s not important, is it!?”

“You keep spoiling Patch too!? Are you serious right now!?”

“Spoiling!?” Perhaps. Arashi couldn’t help herself. Plus she’s the aunt here, not the mother or sister. “Now listen, see it that way! He needs it, right? If he keeps growing so rapidly.”

Luckily Nyeli defended her. She could feel his head nodding right on her own. Not to mention the quick ‘Nye!’ echoing out of his own mouth.

“He doesn’t need two entire closets worth of clothing!”

“Yeah… This will be tough to fit all in…” Ritsu–Chan’s voice interrupted the scene going on right now, making the two arguing in question turn their heads to him. He had kneeled down and picked up some of them, eyeing the clothes carefully. “I have to ask Mikarin if he minds sparing some space for a while…”

“R… Really now?” Arashi asked, somewhat.

“Yeah.” Ritsu nodded before standing up. “But look at it this way Secchan… You don’t have to worry any longer.”

“Hah? Worry about what?” Of course Izumi–Chan would have his usual annoyed tone for a moment, almost glaring.

“Nyeli having nothing to wear. Isn’t that why you tried to hurry all the time?” Ritsu countered quickly, adding a slight chuckle to it. “An over worried older brother. Or should I say Mom?”

“Wha– Oi! What’s that supposed to mean now!?”

“Exactly what I said, Mommy Secchan~”

“Oh why you—”

And yet, the outcome was the same. In the end Nyeli got to keep his new set of clothing which did him more good than harm… Right? And he didn’t seem to dislike any of them either.

So this was a win–win in the end, wasn’t it?

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dumpsterlmao · 2 years

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let's show up later - mayoi ayase

summary - you were upset to see your boyfriend not being present for rehearsals again. then you found out that there was another reason behind to why he didn't show up.

genre - VERY SUGGESTIVE! some fluff too! and i also wanna add that this is a gn!reader insert fic :)

"oh right, i forgot about the other costumes!" you had just remembered the clothes that you were suppose to bring over for alkaloid. "hm, are these not all the final touch?" tatsumi asks while holding up the costume to you. hiiro and aira looks over at you with confused looks with regards about their costumes.

"yeah, without those your outfits wouldn't stand out." you said as you began to open the door to leave and get what you've had forgotten. i'll be back you guys." you told them.

"oh and bring your, 'boyfriend?'..." he pauses as he sounded confused with the term. "mayoi too, while you're on your way." hiiro reminded. you heard your boyfriend's name which lead you to a sigh. mayoi had probably gone somewhere to hide and you were obviously concerned. "i'll see if i'm able to convince him." you answered.

"anyway, just wait there while i go get the costumes." you closed the door afterwards. you quickly headed back into the office room to grab what's needed. you headed over to your desk and you picked up the clothes from the box beside it. and while you did that, you noticed a familiar figure under the table. you weren't surprised to see your boyfriend mayoi hiding there. he looks at you with a shocked expression.

"mc? were you looking for me?" he stuttered in his words. you tried to calm him down but you failed to do so. "i'm so sorry for making you look for me, you must be worried too i'm such a terrible-" he goes on about with his rambling. you feel really bad seeing your boyfriend in a position like this. you kneeled down under the desk and began to sat on his lap. you finally attempted to stop him from worrying.

"hey, hey. you're not a terrible boyfriend okay? i totally understand your situation right now, and it's really fine." you cupped his chin to make eye contact with him. "but i do this so often and it's obviously making you worried-"

you let out a "shush" in another attempt to stop him from rambling once again. "still, i would understand and not mind at all. please don't think that i'm mad at you, okay?" you placed a kiss on his forehead in order to calm him down. mayoi's cheeks went red after. "mhm, that just made me feel better." he started to regain his smile. you felt like gushing over his cute smiley expression and with his blushing face. "you needed that, of course." you smiled back at him.

the two of you kept looking at each other with lovey dovey eyes until your head had suddenly remembered about the costumes. you looked away from mayoi to grab the box. "hah, can't you believe that i forgot to bring these costumes over for your group members, as well as yours?" you let out a laugh as you showed him the costumes that you dragged out of the box. "i'm that forgetful, really. how silly of me."

mayoi's expression changed. "what? no, don't say that. you still did a good job!" he sounded worried. you chuckled at his words. "i was only joking mayoi." you assured him since he sort of misunderstood of what you said. "also, i did have the intention of bringing you over to rehearsals today, but it's fine if you don't want to, i also don't want you to be pressured. besides you did all your best in the past days of practice."

but mayoi's decision was not what you expected to come out from his mouth. it lead you to a surprise. "no, i'll attend rehearsals today." he nods. "are you sure?" you asked him again. "yes, i mean it. tatsumi, aira, and hiiro are probably in need of my presence so i must show up." he stated.

you smiled at his response now that he accepted the request to show up on an important schedule. "alright, let's go now-" as you were about to drag him over to stand up, you felt something strange from his crotch. "mayoi?"

he was immediately flustered when you began to notice it. his face had started to blush. "uhm, that was just now. i'm so sorry i really can't control it-" you cut him off from his words as you leaned in him closer. "is this another reason why you didn't show up too and decided to hide here?" you whispered in his ear. "yes, it's true. this is also the sole reason why i didn't show up too." he finally admits to it. "i'm really sorry, this is so disgusting of me-"

you decided to do his unfinished business before you two head back to where the other alkaloid members are practicing. "babe, you don't mind letting the others wait for us, right?" the question made his face went a hundred times redder. the sweat was showing out as well.

"yes, i really need you." he grabs a hold from your shoulders. you cupped his face leaning in for a kiss. you pulled away from the kiss to let him unbutton his pants. "we might wanna finish this off quick, but oh well." you shrugged it off and mayoi lets out a chuckle.

as you were about to do your thing, a noise had interrupted you both from your session.

then a noise from the door was heard as someone had barged in. you and mayoi were startled at the noise."now, where was that drink subaru was talking about?" the voice was from mao. his foosteps were getting closer and closer to where you both are.

you hurriedly helped mayoi button back his pants. "let's leave." you told mayoi as he stood up waiting for you while you grabbed the costumes that was placed beside you. mao had now found you and mayoi and began to approach you.

"oh, hey mayoi and mc." he greeted. mayoi was seriously nervous and didn't know how to act after that incident seconds ago. "i didn't see you guys here the moment i entered. hm, that's weird." he starts to wonder.

you started to nervous start tosweat as you thought about the reason behind that. "yeah, we we're just here to get some stuff. and we have to go now or we'll be in big trouble!" you told mao. you grabbed mayoi's hand, along with the clothes that were held on your other hand.

"okay, goodluck for rehearsals! or whatever that schedule is." mao says goodbye to you both. you and mayoi had already left in a dash to go back for alkaloid's rehearsals. the continuation of what you guys did earlier will still be followed after rehearsals as per mayoi's request.

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silentstaresfanficandfanart · 1 month

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Okay guys you want the next fanfiction chapter right?

I need you guys to like, give me your power, like, dragon ball style everyone pls send me your screams of support (it can also just be screams or like, "yees" or something too but either way i could use like, a handful of screamjuice to get through writing the next fic feel free to say which your'e most interested in seeing the next chapter of next (except if its wonderland since htat ones not waiting on me) an ywords of encouragement appreciated thanks <3 So LEND ME YOUR POWER pls i think maybe if we scream at my brain loudly enough it'll unstick and let me think words and write things we've GOT this guys cmon cmon

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dddomenstarstwst1 · 2 years

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Giving Knights flowers

Tsukasa Suou

° tsukasa was surprised when you gifted him a bouquet of bluestars after a successful live performance. He'll cherish them with all his heart, as they remind him of your love

° bluestar - recognition and admiration of one's strength, determination and endurance

Leo Tsukinaga

° it brightened his day significantly, when a bouquet of bleeding hearts appeared on his desk. Leo will look at the flowers lovingly, remembering your soft smile

° bleeding hearts - passionate love and romance

Izumi Sena

° after a long day of modeling sena finds you waiting for him with a bouquet of red tulips in your hands. He accepts them, and although he complains about not liking flowers, a beautiful blush crosses his face

° red tulips - dedication and declaration of love

Ritsu Sakuma

° awakening from a long nap, ritsu is met with a smell of blue salvia, and immediately all his thoughts are occupied with a picture of you. He wishes to wake up next to you every day for the rest of his life

° blue salvia - "thinking of you"

Arashi Narukami

° arashi feels her heart skip a beat when you give her a bouquet of beautiful coral roses. A warm smile spreads on her face, eyes never leaving yours, she makes sure to return your affection

° coral roses - enthusiasm, desire and fascination

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sakasakied · 1 year

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a distant past ୨୧ 2.1 — sense of familiarity.

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a/n ♡ wowieee 2nd chapter already in a day!!! sorry i'm just rly getting into this smau i'm too excited. just a heads up just in case: each chapter is split into two versions, your pov and natsume's pov! the first part is yours and the second is natsume's :3 enjoy wahaha happy readingz

what a strange person.

natsume stared blankly at your account, contemplating whether or not to press that follow button. it was so tempting to do so, his thumb was just hovering over the button in anticipation.

he can't shake off that inexplicable feeling of nostalgia. you were way too familiar. he was sure of it. the feeling was too strong for him to just shake off and ignore.

you're like an enigma to him. but natsume was confident that he'll be able to get you to talk. he can start right now by interacting with you directly.

just who are you, and why did you bring him this overwhelming sense of familiarity?

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makur0 · 1 year

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What about just being a DEADMANZ unit member, yes with first year Koga and second year rei. as those two are rasping out their sexy voice you’re just there to smooth everything out, acting as their podium to the top. not that you have ever ever minded… you wanted to stay away from that overbearing spotlight

a shot fires. reis reduced to a tired man, relying on your support as you struggle to get the both of you through the school disaster. Koga’s nowhere to be found, as he’s overwhelmed by the situation. Rei’s showing so much more of his insecurity and worry to you, but secretly it’s tearing you apart. you’re meant to be his anchor, his apple of his eye. He needs you.

And you run away when he needed you most.

Funny how you act to be the strong pillar people leaned on, but with the littlest tap of a finger you crumble into dust. You don’t know what overcame you, that voice forcing you out of school and quitting the idol life. Just a taste of a simple ‘war’… you’d rather die over and over, if you already haven’t.

you’re too ridden with guilt to apologize to your close friends, too cowardly to re-join the dream you’ve had forever. convincing yourself that you were an embarrassment to the idol industry, you dropped that goal with a heavy heart.

koga’s furious, but at himself. He saw you crack under such pressure, but his ego and selfishness overcame him, and he left you in the gaping abyss you fell in. If only he was there by your side, just like you were with him, you would still be with him through thick and thin.

Rei just can’t fathom the fact that he drove you away. He’s already lost trust with his precious brother, losing you too was the last nail to hit his coffin. The guilt eating away at his poor tired soul, memories of his past self rubbing salt in an open wound, and especially—

the wind that blew the weakening flame out.

so close, yet so far… so selfish of him to think he can finally find somebody he loved.

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lieran03 · 1 year

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Black Hole

Ensemble Stars x you

Feeling down is normal, but what if this kind of feeling never left you alone? And it only grows to the point where you can't see the light anymore. Where you think everything is better without you

Unit: Knights

Pairing/ships: all members of Knights (a bit romantic for Izumi, general for the rest)

Words: 4.6k++

Warning: contains self-loathing, self-doubt, talking bad about oneself, thoughts of suicide, and the kinds!

ENJOY~!

She didn't really know what had happened. She even didn't realize how things going. It feels perfect as it is, but somehow at the same time, it didn't feel like one. She did her best in everything, she even just knew that everything went to the right place and moment. And yet, she still has a strange feeling inside her. The unsettling feelings tell her something is wrong. It's not as perfect as how she sees it. It's not as grand as she thinks it is. The achievement she currently feels? It is all only a fabricated truth she creates to console her own self.

She didn't want to believe it, she couldn't believe it. The numbness started to kick off. The void inside her brain. The blank mind keeps appearing once she hears the others talking. And just like that, her record has been flunked to the deepest end. The moment she can't even think about the next stage, the next costume, the moment she feels the blinding light burn her eyes. That's when she knows she has fallen. The feeling inside her grows and keeps growing, like telling her to just go away forever.

It was so sudden, it was too fast to even be called as the same one as the last. Isn't the problem her? She tries to find something, or maybe someone to blame for this darkness that starts to find a safe place inside her heart. But at the end of it, while she lies silently, she knows who to blame. It is her, after all. It was her fault in the end. The feeling was too overwhelming that at first, she thought it was only an illusion she made to run away from reality.

At last, even when she didn't know the core of the problem, she cries. She cries every night until her tears have dried off. And that's the moment where she believes, she didn't deserve to be happy.

"Practice has finished!" A loud shout startled the girl. She looks around, tries to recollect herself, and finds out where is she right now. "Don't forget we have a big live tomorrow! Especially you, Ou-sama."

"Sena is no fun! Live should be full of surprises, right?" The girl didn't notice it, but turns out the man called ou-sama-- or more well known as Leo--talk to her. "Is there something wrong?"

"Huh? What are you guys talking about?"

"Are you not getting enough sleep?" The blonde one asked, making the guy with red optics chuckle a bit.

"Then, I should do the job to cuddle you to sleep."

The girl chuckled a bit before she shook her head, the brightest smile was evidence, a smile that fool everyone inside the room. "There's nothing wrong, I'm getting enough sleep lately." Lies. How could she sleep when all she could think about was the mistake she did in the previous live? "I'm currently drafting the stage for Ryuseitai and Ra*bits next month. Tenshouin needs it this week, which means tomorrow since school will be off the day after."

"But, are you really okay, Onee-sama?" The red-headed asked with a frown on his forehead. Instead of showing weakness, the girl glared at the youngest in the group. "You have deep eye bags."

"If someone asked me that again I will be very mad, okay? This is my job, so that's fine. Everything has been going the way I want." Of course, that's just another lie. Up until that point of the day, she didn't know how much she has lied to the others. All she knows is that she has to.

The five of them look with doubtful stares, and yet the silver one decided to cut it. If she says she is okay, then it is just the way she says it. There's no point in playing detective or beating around the bush if the preparator didn't want to be caught red-handed. Still, with the biggest smile, the girl packed all of her belongings, the stage layout, the lyrics book, the costume book, and some of her school work too. The rest did the same, they didn't want to make the girl feel bad about going home first. At least, that's the only thing they could do to her for now.

Still with the same "stoic" smile, the girl bid her goodbye to the Knights' member. She bow quite deeply before she walk fast, not letting the others see her face nor her expression started to change. She can't keep it up, the more she stays with people, with humans, the more she wants to tell them all about what she was currently feeling. But, isn't that only burden them? She knows exactly that everyone has their own share of problems. And to tell at least one of them, to show weakness when she should be the pillar for them, does that even make sense?

There's no possible way she would tell Leo, the ou-sama of Knights. He has been through a lot, he has been to the deepest end and she did not want to bring him there once again. Once is enough, and she believes that the scar was still there. It's just that Leo has a knack for keeping secrets from others. Acting like everything is fine when in fact, he started to doubt his skill again. That's when she steps up as their temporary manager, their producer.

And then, there's Izumi. No one in their rightest mind would tell that guy. Not only he has a sharp tongue, but he indeed sometimes do not care about other if it did not involve him. He cares for Leo because Leo is his teammate. He cares for Anzu since she was the one who scheduled a lot of their lives and helps with their costumes sometimes. And so, does she even has meaning for that third year? Does she even have value in front of Izumi's eyes? She bet that she was nothing, especially when she did her job poorly.

People might think Ritsu and Arashi would be the best to tell about this problem. And yet, her tongue was tied whenever she wanted to tell the truth, to tell them that there was a pain inside her chest. Arashi always cares for others and she often forgets to take care of herself, how could she add the burden on her shoulder? While Ritsu, might be a genius like his brother, that doesn't mean he didn't have a lot of things going on inside his mind. His unit, his brother, his Mao, why would she add to the list? About her just feeling something is wrong?

Lastly, there's Tsukasa. He probably got no problem getting asked for help, but isn't that the problem? The fact that he doesn't mind being asked anytime, anywhere, and anyhow. It didn't scare her, it worries her. He has the burden of Knights since he was the only one in his right mind to keep Knights as a chivalrous unit. And so, that end of the reason why she did not tell anyone from the Knights even though she spend almost 24/7 with the Knights, either helping them study, practicing or even before live and after live.

While walking to her own home, where she knows no one will greet her, she could only wear her earphones, hoping that the music currently blasting loudly from there could swipe away the loneliness inside her. But the more she listens to the song, the more she realizes, she's alone. So suddenly she decided to stop, listening to the song intently. Why would the lyrics represent her feelings right now? Why does the song only grow the void inside her chest more? If there was a hole before, right now it was empty, there's nothing left inside her chest.

"Am I really going to be a good manager for Knights this week?" she mumbled while she put out the earphones. Stumbling a bit, the girl finally walked toward her room and put her bag just anywhere before she lies on the cold floor. At least she can still feel the cold, at least she feels something. "Why am I ... so pathetic?"

After mumbling the words, suddenly tears trickled down. She hates it. She hates when she's so weak, she hates it when she cries. Crying won't solve her problem, after crying she probably would have no energy anymore. And that can't happen, there's so much to do. With force, she finally rubbed her eyes, trying her best to stop the tears to continue trickling. The pain did make her think about the other thing, but still, something inside her push the button. And with that, the cries only got louder.

"Why are you even still alive? Why are you still here? No one needs you, and no one appreciates your hard work. You are working alone, why are you trying so hard to get praised? You are a failure ... all your work meant nothing. So, why?! Why are you trying so hard? Just why?!" The girl thumped on her chest, trying to feel something there instead of the pain and numbness. "No one loves you, so why are you still here ...? Knights are probably better off without me, they only need Anzu, right? Then it's alright for me to be gone ... right?"

After saying something like that, she cracked open her eyes, tears still evidence. After that, she looks around, trying to find something. It took a few minutes before her eyes fall on something on her desk. Crawling, and walking very hard, she tries to reach it. Once her hand touches the cold metal, her whole body shudder. This is it, right? She only needs to do this and everything will be fine. She can express her feeling. Or at least, she can get rid of the pain with it. Just once.

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"Don't you think something is strange?" Arashi suddenly asked the Knights when they were changing. The live will be held in a few hours, so it's only right for them to get ready now.

"What is?" Izumi asked, his tone cold and agitated.

"Our manager," Arashi said once again, her tone stern, like scolding Izumi.

"Hm, now that you said it, I think there was something strange about her. Especially, her with that new wound every day."

Tsukasa nodded his head, agreeing with his sleepy senpai. "She rarely wants to put off her blazer too even though she's working outside and gets hit by the sun. I was worried and by accident asked her once."

Hearing what Tsukasa said made all of them silent, even Leo who was busy humming and composing some new song. All of their attention was on the youngest member, but he still didn't say anything, earning a whine from Leo who was already so curious about what will be the answer. Cautious about their surrounding, Tsukasa gathered them in one place and whispered the answer all of them needed.

"She said she's okay." There was silence for a long time, and after that, finally, Izumi snapped at the youngest.

"Do you think we are joking right now? Do you want to get slapped, huh? So annoying!" With his usual words, Izumi pinched Tsukasa's cheeks, earning a yell and whining from the youngest.

"Suo is annoying! We want the real answer!"

"But that's really what she said to me! The only difference was that she pull her clothes, like she want to hide something, and clenched her teeth when saying that."

Arashi sighs a bit, knowing very well where this will go. "Then there is really something wrong with her. Don't you think that we need to do something? After all, she's our manager."

"She didn't ask for our help, there's no use in helping someone who didn't need it," Izumi cut off Arashi's train of thought.

Ritsu stares at Izumi who has walked back to his place, now busy with his phone. "Secchan is really cold. If our manager tries something crazy, then I will blame it on Secchan. Don't you all agree?"

"That's right! I'm with you, Ritsu! It is Sena's fault!"

"Huh? Why is it on me so suddenly?"

But even when Izumi tries to complain and explain everything from his point of view, no one listens to him. With the fear of being pointed to be at fault, and with a hint of worry in him, Izumi thinks about sending a message to the girl. He sighs a bit, looking at his teammates who were getting their make-up done. Didn't know what to do, finally, Izumi decided to text her, saying that he want a drink right at this moment.

Panting, the girl that still uses her blazer even when she was sweating a lot finally knocked on the door. All of the Knights member, including Izumi, stares into the door when it creaks open, showing that their manager seems timid before entering the room. She didn't just bring drinks for Izumi, instead, she brings for all of them. First off, she went to Izumi and give him his drink before going around, earning a confused look from everyone.

"I'm so sorry that I forgot to bring you guys some drink."

"But we did not order it?" said Arashi, more like a question to herself.

"Uhm, yeah, yeah ... you guys didn't. But it's just what I should do, it's my work after all."

"Our manager is sure working so hard, I'm so glad to have our manager by our side," Ritsu cooed, hugging the sweaty manager.

"Ah, Kuma-san, please refrain from hugging me. I'm all sweaty from all the running and it will ruin your stage costumes." Ritsu only whined and hug tighter. But turns out, he slowly pulls off her blazer.

"It's hot here, you need to cool off. Here, let me help you."

"Kuma-san, don't ...!" But it was too late. Ritsu has succeeded in pulling her blazer. She was glad that she didn't decide to roll up her sleeves before so no scar will be seen. But even so, they can still see her fingers wrapped in bandages, almost all fingers. "T-this is from cooking! I know that Sena senpai strict with his diet, and Arashi-san need to look out for her body, that's why ...."

"Why are you working so hard when no one tells you to?" Izumi suddenly asked, his eyes full of menace, while his tone was like spatting hurtful truth. "We didn't ask you to cook, we didn't ask you to help us in every stage, we didn't even tell you to repair our costumes, so why did you do it?"

The girl flinched. Of course, she did all of that. Not because she was hoping for praise from them, but because she will feels like she was important that way. But can she even answer that? If she admits that, won't all of them say that she was just trying to get favored by them? That way, she was even more pathetic than she already was. No matter how hard she tries, no matter what she did, in the end, she's a failure.

Instead of answering with a real reply, she only mumbled a sorry. This was what make all of them question everything, but more importantly, everyone throw a glare at Izumi for saying such things to the girl when all of them knows that she was currently not in her right state of mind. Izumi couldn't care less, at least he can't show his own worry. Inside his mind, he has been cursing himself for acting so recklessly like that.

The words sorry didn't die only once, she repeated it a few more times before she stopped. Saying sorry too much will increase their suspicion and she did not want it. She has been okay, or at least she tries her best this past week to say she's okay. And yet, she had enough of her lies. She knows if she stays with Knights longer than that, she probably would start to cry. Especially, when Izumi's words rang inside her brain all this time. She could not hear anything and only Izumi's words.

So, after all, everything she did was futile, right? No one will like her, and no one will approve of her. She will still be a failure. As their manager, as their producer. How much she wishes that she could be like Anzu, isn't it better? Yumenosaki probably only needs one capable producer instead someone like her. A worthless one. And Izumi has approved her thoughts. She's nothing, she's nothing compared to Anzu. Even when they were the same age, she can't reach Anzu's level.

She often slacks off, not like Anzu. She often forgets things or schedule, unlike Anzu who remember them at the back of her mind. Anzu is always one step ahead of whatever the idol needs, not like her who easily forget to bring the drinks for the Knights member. She only need to take care of Knights, but Anzu need to take care of a lot other units. So why can't she do her job properly? Why can't she achieve Anzu's level?

Her face started to twist in agony. This has started again. The void. It feels like there was a black hole inside her chest, taking all of her and her rationality Everything that everyone said was true, so why would she get offended? She should have learned some self-control. She should have been braver and more selfless. No matter how hard she tries to do all of that, she only disappoints herself more. After all, she's only a failure, right? It's not her mind playing tricks. She is a failure.

Clenching her palm, drawing some blood from her palm, she decided that it was not a good time to show this side to the Knights, not before their stage. She did not want to show her monster to them. She's ugly already, why would she show the ugliest side of her now? Or maybe she could do that so Knights will let her go, isn't that a better thing to do? Shaking her head, she stops that thoughts. If she left the Knights now, she will give a lot of burdens not only on Anzu but the Knights' members. How can she do that?

All she could do only make trouble, how much pain would she bring to the other now?

Immediately she ran, fast walking away after saying that she has something to do again. After their manager was nowhere to be seen, four pairs of eyes turn to Izumi, wanting him to fix this. Izumi knows very well that it was, after all, his fault. Yet, he didn't know how to fix it. Maybe he will think about it tomorrow, or maybe after his stage. Or maybe never. Izumi can't think straight, not after he sees that she has no problem making herself hurt. It feels like she likes to be hurt.

Hours passed and the Knights' performance ended. When they went back to their waiting room, there were cookies, some other heavy food and low-carb snacks, drinks, and a note. Ritsu instantly know it was from their manager, but his eyes squinted when he found the handwriting was rushed. He shows it to the others, earning a low sigh from everyone. Izumi can't take any more of this, so he walked away, wanting to find his manager.

"She's been gone ...? No one sees her?"

"I do ask Shinkai senpai too, in case she went to the fountain. Ah, lately she likes to be there and Shinkai senpai even said sometimes she sits inside. When he asked, she said that she just want to try Shinkai's 'puka puka', and turns out it was refreshing."

"Such a crazy girl! What if she catches a cold after?!"

"I think Senpai already knows? She was down with flu yesterday, and everyone has been saying that for today's live, she can leave everything to us. But suddenly, she shows up and says sorry for being late." Anzu's information feels like a truck just hit him. Izumi really can't take this. What is actually wrong with her? Does she get obsessed with saying sorry?

"Did you hear anything else? Or do you know something more?"

Anzu seems thinking for a few minutes before she claps her hand, indicating she just remember something. "It was that one night. Knights didn't have any practice but I found her inside your guys' practice room. There, she was watching her own reflection. I can't hear what she says but ... she suddenly slaps her own face once."

"This is really frustrating! Why is she so annoying?!"

"Senpai, I know I'm not the right person to say this. But I think ... she often harms herself. You know, the feeling when you get an injury like to show you have done a lot and great things? I think she wants to validate her own work."

At this point, Izumi really didn't know what to do. Feeling suffocated, he finally say thanks to Anzu before searching for his manager around the school ground. Unexpectedly, he found her in the Knights' practicing room, alone, in the dark. If he didn't see her reflection, he probably won't notice her. Izumi didn't know if he should say he was lucky or not when he notices the manager didn't know he was there. So, he decided to walk slowly before showing up behind her.

"S-Sena senpai!"

"What do you think you are doing here?! Alone, in the dark! Do you want some crappy student to find you here and do something to you?! Do you want them to mess you up or something?!" Izumi's harsh tone succeeds in making the girl flinch. That's when he knows he messed up, that's when he knows, she's in that phase, again.

"I'm sorry, Senpai," she muffled, "I'm sorry that I became like this again. Even though you have already taught me to conceal these feelings."

"What ...?"

"You said yourself, stop comparing myself to Anzu. At first, I didn't, I didn't even know what was wrong. Am I just delusional? Or am I overworking myself? Can it be that I'm really going crazy? But Senpai ... the pain didn't go away. It starts to eat me, it starts telling me all the flaws I have. I'm not you, Senpai. I'm not ... perfect like you."

Izumi knows. He has seen this side before. It was a one-time thing and he thought it won't ever repeat. But, how many times does this kind of thing happen to her? How long has she repressed all of those feelings so the others won't see them? Izumi admits it. It was all his fault. He said to her, those feeling are not valid, that they only play, toying with her mind. But he didn't realize. Those feelings are what she feels.

"I'm sorry that once again I'm venting this to you. I'm sorry that I'm so weak that I can't even fight my own mind. I'm sorry that I'm ... me." The girl finally broke into small sobs. She can't no longer stare into Izumi's bright eyes. It pained her, to tell others about her own feelings.

Bewildered by what he found, Izumi walked slowly toward her before he engulfed her in his arms. He tries his best to share his warmth, even though his body mostly is cold, with the girl who was shaking. Who is at fault here? Him? Or is it her to have these feelings? Izumi can't answer it, he can't find the answer.

But he knows, there will always be a black hole inside someone's heart, a hole that will take all the confidence, all the happiness. Even though nothing is wrong, even when everything went just like what they expected, the hole will always be there and took away everything. Anytime they like without any break. And it was all his fault for not noticing it from the start. It was his fault for waiting for her to tell him. He didn't need her to tell him first to show, the hole has come back.

"I'm sorry that I can't be a better manager for all of you." Izumi knows it too, even when he said she's been doing great, her mind would only play tricks and say it was only for consolation. There were a lot of questions, and a lot of other answers he could give. But Izumi could only settle with one.

"I'm sorry too for not noticing this. Let's blame the hole inside our hearts. Let's blame them for existing inside. So, instead of hating yourself, let's hate the black hole there."

"Everything was so well, Senpai. Everything! The preparations went well, the music plays well, the singing was so good, the dancing was so on point, but why do I still feel something missing?"

"Can I fill in that missing piece? Will you let me be the missing piece you needed? The hole inside, can I be the one who fixes it?"

"You will get tired of me whining every day," she mumbled on Izumi's clothes, burying her head deep and inhaling his scent.

"You will be tired of listening to my scolding every day too, so aren't we break-even?" Izumi chuckled even when he knows it was not the right time. "You can fill my hole too when it came. I know that I always want to show you my perfect side, but this time, I will let you see my imperfect side too."

"I'm not good at remembering things," the girl suddenly said, looking up at Izumi's pretty face. "I can't remember how to prevent this hole to come back."

"Then let me remind you every time it came back. No, on second thought, just let them. Show the hole to me, and I will fill you. How was that sound?"

"I will bother you all the time."

Izumi chuckled again, this time with an annoyance--not a real annoyance--tone. "You will always be in my head, making me worry all the time. So, this is the only thing that I could do. After all, two pieces of a puzzle can complete the whole series, right?"

"Senpai is so strange." The girl shook her head, smiling a bit.

Both of them know it was not a genuine smile. But at least, Izumi can once again see that smile. A smile that shows, I will do it again, I will try to stand up again even if it's hurt. She too knows it too, there was still a hole inside her chest, the pain, and the suffocating pressure still there. Except for this time, she will face the hole with Izumi. She will learn once again how to fight it off. And Izumi knows it too. He will be by her side when that black hole started to grow.

"So annoying, you should have told me earlier instead of hurting yourself like this!" Izumi sighs, grabbing both of her hands that have a lot of bandages. "And I know that your mind still playing tricks on you. But I want you to listen to me. You are enough, you did well. You did not need any validation of your hard work. Because after all, you know the best for all of your hard work. At least, I know how hard you work. For now, let yourself rest in my arms."

With Izumi's last word, he once again brings the girl into his arms, he will remind her as many times as he needed to, that she was worth it, and she's worth more than any scars on her body right now are. She's worth even when she's broken.

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A/N: first time writing on tumblr! I hope all of you like this Knights - Izumi story, even though I think it was too long. Though I really wish it's not boring. Please do tell me your thoughts on this story! I always love any feedback about my writing ^^

Also, sorry for the crappy ending, I really didn't know what to do. I still want to show that, that hole will still be there, but even so, they will be all right. So I hope this makes sense

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➜ Polyamorous relationship with Valkyrie

Prompt: Polyamory

Character: Shu Itsuki, Mika Kagehira

Warnings: Polyamory, sub!Shu, sub!Mika, dom!gn!reader, pillow princess, riding, blowjob, fingering, voyeurism, exhibitionism, praise kink, body worshipping

Word count: 661

SFW

➜ Having both Valkyrie members crushing on you is a bit difficult, especially with how different both of them express their feelings

➜ Mika is pretty much open about it, he's clingy, he asks you out, he shares stories about new dolls he found

➜ Shu is more distant, his attitude doesn't really change, however he tends to compliment you more and nag you less harshly

➜ Most likely Mika confessed first, but stated that Oshi-san also has feelings for you and it would be more fair to hear him out too

➜ After you listen to Shu's confession, you surprise them both when you return their feelings, saying that you're more than okay with polyamorous relationship. And so are they

➜ Being in a relationship with Shu and Mika is somehow wholesome, they both are pretty close and sharing a partner doesn't make them jealous

➜ Mika is very affectionate and he likes to hold hands with the both of you, likes to kiss and cuddle. Shu, though clearly not used to it and thus very embarrassed everytime, like those moments too

➜ Mademoiselle likes you a lot, and seeing Shu's proud and warm smile, when you talk to her about things, is so cute. Mika likes to tease him about it, saying how soft he is for you. Shu doesn't justify him with an answer

➜ They both like to take you out on dates, even though their ideas of a date might differ you find every single one of them enjoyable. Mika likes to go shopping together, whether to buy new outfits or fabric for Shu. Itsuki likes to have more indoors dates, with freshly brewed tea and light-hearted conversations

NSFW

➜ If you think Mika would be a pillow princess in bed, you are sorely mistaken. Mika is more active, he likes to ride you a lot, he likes to rile you up to the point you bend him over any surface and fuck him in front of his beloved Oshi-san

➜ Shu on the other hand is a big pillow princess, and he likes to lay down and receive things. He cums really fast when one of you fucks his hole and the other uses his mouth. That's a sure way to see him thrown off and really desperate for you and Mika

➜ While we're at it, Mika gives great blowjobs, he's eager to learn how you like it, he's up for a challenge and can take it all in his mouth even though he gags and chokes a lot. Shu is a little uncertain and can't take it all, but he thrives for perfection and is too stubborn to give up, so he ends up focusing more on the tip working his tongue around it

➜ They both love to put up the most erotic show for you to watch. I'm talking caressing each other's naked bodies, producing pornographic moans and giving you teasing glances

➜ They would absolutely ride a double-sided dildo, while you watch and praise the heck out of them. Shu would be the most affected by your encouraging words, and he'd end up begging you to touch him

➜ When one of them misbehaves Mika, focus all your attention on the other member, praise him, kiss his body, finger him gently, tell him what a good obedient boy he is and fuck him roughly. The one who misbehaved Mika will end up crying and apologizing, begging you to please please please forgive him

➜ They also like to worship you and your body, kiss every inch of your body and make you feel good. For one of them Shu it's a great way to show his real feelings and a way to thank you for loving him unconditionally. He Shu would absolutely do whatever you say, if you want him to finger you, his digits are already inside, want him to blow you, he's already chocking on your cock, want him to ride– well not without blushing like crazy while he tries to take you whole in

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Mika Kagehira x Fem!Reader - I’ve Told Every Little Star Just How Sweet I Think You Are

𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚊𝚒𝚗𝚜 𝚊 𝚏𝚎𝚖𝚊𝚕𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚝, 𝚒𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚒𝚌𝚎 𝚘𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚘𝚛 𝚜𝚒𝚖𝚙𝚕𝚢 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚞𝚗𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚢 𝚠𝚊𝚢, 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝙳𝙽𝙸 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚙𝚒𝚌𝚔 𝚊 𝚍𝚒𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚢. 𝚃𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚔 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚞𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐.

(Based on the song “I’ve Told Every Little Star” by Linda Scott)

TW: Mentions of self doubt

𝕃𝕖𝕥’𝕤 𝕤𝕖𝕖 𝕟𝕠𝕨, 𝕀 𝕓𝕖𝕝𝕚𝕖𝕧𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕒𝕝𝕖 𝕘𝕠𝕖𝕤 𝕒 𝕝𝕚𝕥𝕥𝕝𝕖 𝕤𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖…

Mika absolutely loved you, I mean, what was there not to love? Your face was more beautiful than any antique painting, your eyes light up like diamonds- never ceasing to make the morning radiant. But as of recently he seems to have stumbled upon a new you- a you he cannot stand to see, a you who hates herself. To say that the sight of you upset and hating yourself made his heart shatter is an understatement- his heart felt like a nuclear blast just hit it at full force.

The sounds of sobbing could be heard from the bathroom, immediately he dropped what he was doing and rushed to you at light speed, not caring about anything else but you. He reached the bathroom and opened the door, seeing you holding a mirror and sobbing at your reflection.

What could possibly be the matter? You looked beautiful to him- did someone say something to hurt you?

“H-hey, what’s goin’ on? What happened to ya?” He asked softly, removing the mirror from your hands, placing it on the counter and holding your hands with so much love and care.

“I- I just hate myself so, so much… I hate how I look! I hate everything, Mika! How can you even like me?!” You wailed, burying your face in his shoulder.

“I dunno what someone said ta’ make ya feel this way but all I know is that I’ll be tellin’ every little star just how sweet I think ya are!” He smiled, petting your hair affectionately.

You sniffled softly and looked into his mismatched eyes, you saw no loathing, no hatred, only tender love.

“Yeah! An’ I’ll even tell ripples in a brook that ya made my heart an open book!” He smirked, caressing your face and wiping away the tears. “Ya wanna know somethin’?”

You perked up a little and nodded softly, awaiting his response.

“Friends ask me if I’m in love with ya and I always answer yes, so I guess I might as well confess to ya… if the answer is yes… ya don’t gotta answer right away but I always thought ya were pretty! An’ I mean it! Ya real cute, ya know!” Blush began to form on his sweet face as he gazed into your once sad eyes, his words so honest and true struck your once doubting heart to the core- how could you not love him in return after that?!

“Y-you really think so…?! Y-you love a person like me?!” You gasped, happy tears now falling from your eyes.

“Yeah! An’ like I said, I’ll be tellin’ every little star just how sweet I think ya are!” Mika leaned forward and kissed you passionately as you melted into his sweet kiss, savoring every ounce of love he gave. “Love ya, girlie! Haha! Dontcha ever forget that!”

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Heyo Mania! I just started playing Ensemble Stars, and I'm really enjoying it so far! I was wondering if you could write something for Mika, fluffy (I love fluff omfg), no nsfw please! Thank you in advance!! - Azalea <3 (P.S, hope you're doing well!! Take care of yourself :))

The Rest He Deserves (Mika Kagehira x Reader)

𝗔/𝗡: 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗵𝗼𝘁 𝗽𝗮𝗻 𝗼𝗳 𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗸𝗲𝗱 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆 𝗳𝗹𝘂𝗳𝗳 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝘂𝗽 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝘇𝗮𝗹𝗲𝗮 <𝟯 𝗮𝗹𝘀𝗼 𝗶 𝗴𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗼𝗻𝗮𝗹 𝗮𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗯𝗰 𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗲𝘀𝗲𝗿𝘃𝗲𝘀 𝗶𝘁 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗱𝗼𝗿𝗺 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝘂𝗺𝗮 𝗟𝗢𝗟

𝙒𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚? ⇒ 𝙈𝙖𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩

𝙟𝙤𝙞𝙣 𝙢𝙮 𝙙𝙞𝙨𝙘𝙤𝙧𝙙 𝙨𝙚𝙧𝙫𝙚𝙧?

“Mika? Are you awake?”

At your call, you can hear a muted groan coming only a few seconds after you spoke. It comes from what seems like piles and piles of blankets on top of the bed sitting pushed up against the wall. Though one quick look and you can easily tell that it’s just a body curled up underneath the sheets, trying to cling onto the rest of his sleep. That, or he’s desperately trying to avoid the streaks of bright sunlight, just streaming into his room from the window above.

And at this point, you’re not quite sure which one is the most plausible answer.

Still, you take his groan as a sign to leave your spot leaning against the door and invite yourself in. You already left the breakfast you brought over for him to enjoy on the table back in the other room. The only thing left for you to do now is to wake him up so he can enjoy it. After all…time is inching closer and closer to becoming the afternoon. And you’d really like it if he was able to eat sooner rather than later.

The lanyard around your neck jingles with each step you take. The sound of your house key brushing against the one for his house fills the room along with your soft steps as you make your way towards his bed Taking a quick glance around as you walk forward, you notice that his room is a little messier than you last remember it being. A sad smile crosses your face as you realize it’s likely the result of how hard he’s been pushing himself lately.

There are clothes tossed around the room. Candy wrappers filling the trash can with a few just missing the basket. Stacks of sheet music and lyrics cover every edge of his desk as if he was looking for something in a rush. His backpack is left opened and it leans in a way that makes it dangerously close to emptying out all his papers and notebooks and folders in a messy pile on the floor. And the jacket you remember him wearing yesterday sits in a little ball, right by your feet. But worst of all, you would have to say, would be his blinds. Opened all the way and invited in way more light than anyone would ever ask for while they’re trying to sleep. Something he must have forgotten to take care of overnight.

It’s a bit of a sad sight to see. You’ve known him for so long. Ever since the two of you were young, really. The ever-capable and super dependable Mika- despite the fact he likes to think otherwise. That’s why it serves as no surprise that he still does this to himself. Even so, it doesn't hurt any less watching him work so hard with barely any breaks or downtime to properly take care of himself. It’s just something you can’t get used to. You just can’t. But that’s why today is special. That’s why your sad smile is quickly brightening up and the pep in your step returns in a snap.

Because today is his first full day off is a long, long time. And you’re here to ensure that everything goes perfectly.

“Hey, Mika?” You call out to him again once you find that your feet have reached the edge of his bed. You keep your voice much quieter than before to not disturb him. In fact, it barely reaches a whisper as you look down at the pile that is ultimately the half-sleep idol boy you know and love. So far, there are no more signs of life. But you couldn’t blame him. He was exhausted when you called to check in on him late last night. You just wanted to ensure that he made it back to his place safely, and remind him that you’ll be stopping by in the morning- just like you are now. But he just sounded so tired. So what’s the harm in letting him get a few more minutes of shut-eye in, right? “I’m going to close the blinds for you, alright? And then maybe later, I can bring some breakfast over to you. Does that sound good?”

A moment passes. And then another. And another. And another. And one more before you determine that you’re not going to get any response once more. But again, it’s okay. You weren’t expecting anything. And for now, you just wanted to focus on helping Mika recuperate from such a busy life. It’s his first day with no school or practice or events or engagements in such a long time. It'd be nice to see him kick his feet up and catch on some well-deserved rest. Plus you don’t really mind doting. Especially if it’s him…

In silence, you reach out for the window that sits just above his bed. You have to lean over his bed to reach it all while, and bracing most of your weight on one hand standing on your toes just to reach the tilt want. But once your fist closes around it, you make quick work of twisting it to the side. Right before your eyes, the spots of sunlight disappear as the blinds cover up the window, drawing up blocks of shadows across the bed that grow bigger and bigger and bigger. Until that’s all that remains. Now, he can sleep easily. Now he can enjoy peace.

Or at least, that’s what you thought he would do.

You didn’t even have time to process the feeling of a pale hand shooting up and clamping down on your wrist before it was too late. Because even when you do register that someone is now holding on to you, your attention is captured by another sensation. The feeling of it tugging on you. Hard. So hard that you end up losing your balance with its strength added to its element of surprise. And faster than you blink, you find yourself falling down, down, down upon Mika’s comforter with a quiet grunt. Face to face with the boy himself.

“...”

Silences pass between the two of you as your eyes meet his. And with your current position, you couldn’t exactly blame him for not knowing what to say. You laying directly across his torso that’s still trapped under the comforters probably wasn’t what he had in mind. And as much as you know you really shouldn’t give in to your desire you be close to him while he desperately needs his time off, you find yourself adjusting your position against your better judgment. In your head, you’re grumbling to yourself about how you should have been spending this time at least helping him organize his desk or cleaning those dishes he must have left in the sink from last night. But your body is propping itself on its hands and knees, positioning yourself to be right next to him, before flopping down.

“Oof.” Out of habit, the soft noise leaves your lips in response to the impact of you suddenly lying down on your side. Beside you, Mika lets out a similar noise as his head peaks up from the top of the comforter. It’s then that you both make eye contact again, though a second goes by in complete since. But it’s quickly interrupted by the sound of the two of you breaking out in soft laughter at such a simple, stupid moment. And for a second there, you could have been convinced that you both weren’t in high school. That Mika wasn’t working as an idol and that you weren’t grasping onto your own dreams each day. For a second you could have been convinced that the two of you were still kids. “I’m sorry about that…”

It’s all that you whisper as you continue looking over at Mika. A pair of aqua blue and golden eyes star back of you, still lined with exhaustion despite the easy-going smile on his face. His hair looks a mess from being underneath the covers and laid across the pillows all night. And while his skin still looks a bit paler than usually does, and his frame is not what it used to be, you can easily tell that it’s still your Mika underneath it all. Your stressed, overworked, and absolutely deserving of sleeping past eleven o’clock in the morning Mika.

“It’s okay. I’m the one who pulled you down here.” He responds softly. His voice sounds low and a little husky. Evident that he had only woken up moments ago. That, on top of the way he’s blinking at you so slowly, tells you that you won’t have him for long. Now with it nice and dark and peaceful in his room, it’ll be easy for him to get more sleep as much sleep as he wanted. You’re sure of it. “But really…”

As he trails off, he starts to lean closer to you. Your eyes can’t help but widen, but you follow along quickly. Moving in closer, closer, and closer until finally…he’s resting his forehead against yours. It’s an intimate position to be in. A position that makes you so aware of all that you’re feeling. All that surrounds you. Mika’s comfortable beneath your body. Mika’s bangs brushing against your skin. And finally, Mika’s breath. Fanning against your lips as it slows and slows and slows. Just like his eyes that continue to blink close, and close, and finally?

“But really…I’m just glad you’re here…”

Closed.

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