#emo right now

[totally-fucking-metal]

#brand new #bands #grunge #emo #punk #rock #heavy metal #metal #nirvana #deftones #fleshwater #joyce manor #soul blind #superheaven #punk rock #rock band #alt #alt aesthetic #alternative #citizen #title fight #movements #emo right now #spotify #fiddlehead #the boy who blocked his own shot #lyrics

[tiefling-queer]

look at me. listen to me. bigots and queerphobes don’t know the distinction between a trans person, a gnc cis gay person, and a cisgender heterosexual crossdresser. all of these people are just queer degenerates to them. that is why their anti-drag bills are written so vaguely as to encompass any possible mundane gender nonconformity - so they can target as many of us as possible in one ruling. and that’s why you need to stop trying to put lines between these groups in regards to ‘who’s more oppressed’ and ‘who has the right to talk about gender’ - gender nonconformity and transgenderism are punished in exactly the same way. cut one of us and the other bleeds. our fight is the same.

#emo poetry #we don’t have the luxury for a queer renaissance right now #you defend trans people you defend cishet crossdressers you defend guys who paint their nails and wear eyeliner do you fucking get it

[gammija]

he would not say that, podcast/book edition:

#thin martins.... #joos yaps #now that this post has a few reblogs: its fun to read the tags #most fun ones are where its clearly personal taste #ill add a few more petty ones of my own; #elias does not have eye earrings. he has eye cufflinks at best otherwise he dresses like the boring bureaucrat he is #used to be for emo/grungy jon but i was worn down and will now begrudgingly accept it as a phase in uni #(though he was Not In A Band. i stand by that) #for all of the latter ones i hope its clear i dont personally mind if people make fanworks which disagree. but they're wrong/j #thin martins are annoying on another level which ive gone into before and wont do now #oh right blond hair/blue eyed martin. no. #and any jon with a small anime nose isnt jon #again want to be clear: apart from thin martin this is all a matter of taste and in good fun plz keep drawing ostentatious eliasses

[noecoded]

guys what if he was a bunny and a doll…

#ill nevermake these. alas.i feel sick imagining it #being brokeis so difficultrn............ #have to make normal vers and seperate emo au vers for my self… #i needto have an extra $100laying around right now

[lefttoesucker]

The sharpest lives :)

I'm not sorry

#this took way too long #this has been the bane of my existence for the past month or so and im just so fuckin glad it's over #crying actual tears right now #can you tell I've been emo since middle school? #my chemical romance #my beloved #the sharpest lives #ghostsoap #simon ghost riley #soapghost #call of duty #ghost #ghost cod #john soap mactavish #ghost call of duty #soap cod #ghoap #ghost x soap #soap mw2 #call of duty soap #soap mactavish #my art

[pureanonofficial]

What you come to understand about Les Miserables as you learn more about Victor Hugo is that it is all about Léopoldine, it is nothing but Léopoldine, Léopoldine is the heart and soul of it, every word and chapter is full of Léopoldine, Léopoldine, Léopoldine.

It is a book immutably shaped by the pain of losing a child.

#Sorry of this I'm just very emo right now. #I fundamentally think analysis of Les Mis as a work is somewhat lacking if you don't acknowledge Leopoldine's influence upon it. #Les Mis #Les Miserables #Victor Hugo #Leopoldine Hugo #Léopoldine Hugo

[shima-draws]

OOUGHHH been thinking about Grovyle lately and how much I just *clenches fists* love him. Listen to me. Listen,

He is the character of all time. He’s introduced as a wanted criminal stealing something SO forbidden that even the worst Pokemon criminals won’t even touch. That immediately shoots his coolness factor through the ROOF. And the fact that nobody is able to catch him;; AND we see that he’s ridiculously clever and smart and can worm his way out of just about any situation with a bit of quick thinking. And he’s always surrounded in this air of mystery and intrigue and you’re set up to think well yeah he’s stealing Time Gears and stopping time everywhere OBVIOUSLY he has to be an asshole. Except during your first encounter with him he’s very calm and collected and shockingly polite, and even apologizes when he attacks you?? Basically just the opposite of what you’d expect from a criminal. And then to top it off you find out he’s from the FUTURE?? Which is SO sick. And he’s got some secret history with Dusknoir. And when he’s finally captured and being brought into Treasure Town all tied up he doesn’t even act out UNTIL Dusknoir mentions the planet’s paralysis. Which is the first hint you get that things are a leetle sus.

And when you get taken to the future and are about to be executed…he helps you? He has literally zero obligation to do so, esp since you’ve attacked him before. And there’s another subtle hint that maybe deep down he’s got a soft side, that he’s actually not a bad person. And it’s heartbreaking bc he finally knows someone else who is a common enemy of Dusknoir, and he clearly wants to team up with you, bc all this time he’d been by himself in the past and having people he can trust would make things so much easier (and it’s startling how easy he trusts others, too, especially considering everything he’s been through). But your partner isn’t having it and you can FEEL the disappointment he feels that he’s not able to convince you, that you aren’t going to work together, that he can’t have someone else to rely on besides himself. But that little spark, that glimmer of hope comes back when you catch up to him and you’re like yeah we’re going to decide for ourselves what we think about all this. And you find out from Celebi that Grovyle’s always been hasty, always hurrying ahead to try and achieve his goals, and it’s admirable but also regrettable bc he doesn’t ever have time for anything else.

And THEN you discover the truth…that he’s been your partner all along…and he speaks of you so fondly and has such faith in you that he’s totally fine leaving things to you and letting himself get captured because he trusts you SO much. And the despair right after when he finds out you’ve been traveling alongside him the entire time. His precious partner is also going to get captured and executed and the world is doomed to fall into disrepair. But then your partner ignites that spark of hope again and it’s enough, and you make it back to the past, and suddenly things are different but in a good way because Grovyle suddenly has someone to rely on again, even without a memory to go with it. But he can also tell that because of your amnesia he’s no longer important to you, not by choice of course, but you’ve found someone else, a partner suited for you that brings out the best in you. And that’s fucking heartbreaking because everything the two of you shared is gone now, and you’ve moved on, and even though you’re THERE you’re also so far away and so different from the person he once knew. But he knows he has to let you go, had to from the start anyway, because of the sacrifice you were prepared to make. That BOTH of you were prepared to make. And despite the fact that you have no memory he still. Trusts you. Completely. Enough to sacrifice himself to take Dusknoir back to the future. And believe that you’ll follow through with the vow you made and prevent the planet’s paralysis. And he KNOWS you will so he doesn’t know how much time he has left but it doesn’t matter because he’s been prepared to disappear, to die knowing that he’s saved the future, that he made his mark and was able to shine in his finest moments. He can leave this world knowing he did what he set out to do and he made a difference and things will be better for everyone he’s leaving behind. Shut up. Shut UP. I care about him so much I am GOING to explode. THE character ever. You don’t understand,

#I’ve been in love with him since 2008 and I will love him until the day I die. #Fuckign Grovyle PMD. Love of my life. TRULY the best Pokemon character ever written. #Shima speaks #Pokemon #PMD #Pokemon Mystery Dungeon #Grovyle #PMD Grovyle #PMD Sky #PMD2 #PMD Explorers #Sorry for the word vomit I’m just SO emo right now. God dammit. #Long post

[voxmilia]

Oh Sklonda's righteous fury hits so hard, as a kid who WAS taken advantage of in many ways by her friends when she was in school, and whose mom tried to tell her they were being unkind and who didn't believe her until she got kinder friends

#christina liveblogs #for me it was middle school so i know we've all grown up #i wish those people nothing but the best in life #but absolutely time and again my generosity was taken advantage of #i got teased for my naivety #my mom loaned a friend $20 when she said she lost it as we were driven to the movies #she found her cash and instead of giving my mom her $20 back we went to the mall with $40 #i sat alone at a friend's house while they went to smoke weed in the garage bc i was Very much not the stoner i am now #and when we got to high school and i made friends with kids from my theater class #THEATER KIDS!!! #my middle school emo friends got upset bc i was being 'normal now' #they were not always good friends to me #and i was just like riz insisting it was fine i loved them they werent doing anything wrong #sklonda is right to be pissed and i love her for it #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #d20 spoilers #d20 #fantasy high #sklonda gukgak #riz gukgak

[mxxldy]

Experimenting 👅

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #my art #akutagawa #some emo guy who prolly cries himself to sleep reminiscing about approval ion know man #free my man from the chambers of hell right now

[yyuhmy]

jizzie except i made them emo (as they should be)

#jizzie #ldshadowlady #smallishbeans #joel smallishbeans #lizzie ldshadowlady #ldshadowlady fanart #smallishbeans fanart #jizzie fanart #remember lizzie's emo fringe #it was so good #i need them to be emo right now actually

[royalarchivist]

Maxo: "GG Day 2"? Is it going to be all week? Do I really deserve this?

Maximus is a severely under-appreciated member of the QSMP, so recently some fans on Twitter created #GordinhoGostosinhoWeek to show him more love. Maximus is looking at the fanart right now on his stream, and the way he gets so excited about each one really warms my heart. :')

Quackity says it best:

#AgenteMaxo #Maximus #QSMP #Trumpet #Show Maximus some love! #He's nearing the end right now (I think) but he's been complimenting all the art and being real sweet about it #He's also been putting on sad music every time he sees art of his character and Trumpet. My heart... #Anyways clip from miss_luckity I completely missed the start of stream #He streams at a really bad time for me :( #Maximus is truly such an incredible storyteller #he's won awards for his RPing #he's AMAZING #oh he's being very emo rn over some fanart LMAO poor Max

[moonlit-borderline]

Transition Thursday

#lesbian #queer #protect trans youth #trans feminine #transgender #elder emo #trans community #protect trans rights #trans women positivity #trangender #transition #transition Thursday #before and after #now and then #hrt #hrt estrogen #estrogen #trans positivity #trans women #transfem #transisbeautiful #trans rights #transsexual #trans lesbian #transbian #lgbtq positivity #LGBTQ #LGBTQIA #lgbtq+ #lgbtg🌈

[nymphaerie]

two beers in and actually for real irl sobbing about kim and the kineema its just like. kim cares so much about this damn car. but truly he cares so much about all the possessions he keeps, about machines in general, these finely tuned objects that can do so so much for humanity but rarely get recognized for it. do you think he empathizes with them? engines made to live and breathe revachol? he’d never admit it out loud how much he loves them, and especially not how much he hopes they love him back, but they do!!! he cares so deeply, takes such careful, meticulous care of the things he loves. maybe he loves them because they can’t tell him that they love him back. but then harry comes along, this strange, impossible man who talks to walls and ties and tells kim his kineema loves him. isn’t it the exact thing kim won’t let himself believe, because it’s too indulgent, too far fetched? that something he loves could love him? that the objects he cares for, that he puts so much effort into maintaining, could thank him for it?

#kim kitsuragi #disco elysium #yeah you know what i WILL tag this!! fuck it!!!! #i’m gonna lose it i don’t know if this makes sense i just. AUGHH. AUGHHHHHHHH #HE LOVES THAT DAMN CARRRRRRRRRR #alsp everyone read theoxenia by clumsycrow on ao3 RIGHT NOW #that didnt necessarily prompt this post but it sure did implant some thouhgts about kim and the way he interacts with objects in his life #in my mind that will be there forever and ever. #im so fucking emo about this theres absolutely feelings i have abot this that i have not figrued out how to articulate but i just. AUGH. #n talks

[iciclesses]

cw brief mention of Ghost being abused as a child by his dad

there's something so healing and gorgeous about Ghost fostering a kid. I like to think as much as he's so terrified to be his dad, he is also so natural at caregiving because he helped take care of Tommy.

Having to foster a kid and he's carrying them to bed, they have that special kind of sleepiness that only little kids get on long car rides home at night that just knock 'em out.

Tucks them into bed and the little one goes, "G'night dad," and Ghost's hand freezes on the light switch.

Never been called dad before, had never asked the kid to- always felt they should choose what to call him. Has to choke down tears so he can say back, "Goodnight kiddo. Sweet dreams."

His kid coming home from school, rushing to show him their drawing. It's hard to tell exactly what it is, but they proudly explain that it's a superhero- it's their dad. Him. The man who had more blood on his hands than half an army would. Ghost hoisting them up in his arms with those same hands, now clean, to help them put the drawing up on the fridge with a magnet, kissing their temple in thanks.

Ghost crying alone in his study, silent tears as he looks over old mementos of comrades long passed. His kid poking their head in at the sniffling, and quickly running away. 'Good,' Ghost would think. 'Shouldn't see me like this anyway.' He could hear echoes of his own father berating him between beatings, about how men don't cry and how he would give Simon something to really cry about. He wanted to be strong for his kid.

Ghost startled out from his dark memories when his child runs back into the study, their favorite stuffed animal in their arms. He lets them climb up into his lap, his hands hovering to make sure they don't fall. The little one puts their stuffed toy in his hands.

"When I get sad I hold it like a hug."

Ghost clears his throat. "Dad doesn't cry often, sorry you saw that pumpkin. No need to worry."

They look up at Ghost with big, innocent eyes. Never been harmed beyond a scraped knee, the scariest thing they've seen is Scooby-Doo. "Everyone cries, it's OK. When anytime you wanna cry you can hug it too."

And it doesn't fix Ghost. It doesn't take away the scars his father left on him, it doesn't bring his dead comrades back. But something clicks into place, for the first time in his life. And the joy of it all just makes him smile through the tears and he hugs his kid and their stuffed animal tight, his kid's giggles muffled in his arms.

#noel.txt #rare fluff posting #i usually dont write kid fics but i miss my nieces right now and was emo about Ghost and his dad #i meant to make this angsty believe it or not

[skibasyndrome]

I just watched the little "I can show you" snippet again and I'm so overcome with emotions I simply cannot....... believe........ that we will get to see them be together and be honest and open with each other and talk about their dreams and wishes and everything........ TOGETHER.... we will see that......... so soon we will be able to see all that.... them being soft and gentle and understanding with each other........... i'm f I nE

#wilmon #young royals #I HADNT LOOKED AT THAT SNIPPET IN MONTHS #literally my first Big Thing I experienced on here on YR tumblr #I am so emo about this right now #the softness..... #I kinda wanna go back and rewrite that first fic of mine or like write another one now that I know so much more about these characters and #just.... waaaaaaaaah #young royals season 3 #young royals season 3 spoilers #yr s3 spoilers #yr s3 #simon.out. #they softness will be the death of me

[mimilllion]

is it really possible for a city girl and a country boy to be in a relationship?

#fanart #toontown corporate clash #ttcc #director of land development #buck wilde #dold #dana s charme #director of public affairs #dopa #overwhelming authority #and an emo boy but he's not here right now