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honeytonedhottie · 3 months

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starting a video diary⋆.ೃ࿔*:･☁️

the concept of a video diary is the same as a normal diary, except your filming instead of writing. think of vlogging, its basically the same thing. video diaries are SO much fun to have, video diaries ;

help u to romanticize ur life

give you something to do (simply a fun project that u can try)

make memories that u can go back to and reminisce on

ESTABLISHING THEME ;

whats the theme of ur video diary gonna be? mine is pink ofc! but ur theme doesn't have to be a color. it can also be an aesthetic, whatever u want basically. its YOUR video diary, its your art.

WHAT TO FILM ;

film important dates in ur life such as graduation, first date or simply just days that ur doing something fun with ur friends. my video diary is mostly from school and what my high school years are like.

WHAT I LIKE TO DO ;

as a super talkative person, a lot of my video diary entries are just me yapping about whatever flies into my mind. sometimes i'll jot down a couple things i wanna talk about (like my own personal podcast 🎀) but most of the time i just do it freely and its lots of fun to see how my mind wanders sometimes

get ready with me's are so FUN to do omg. i see them ALL over my tiktok and i've grown to love watching them. if u like watching them then you'll probably like making them too. u dont have to post ur video diary or anything btw, a video diary is something personal, its a DIARY after all.

talk about what songs you're listening to these days, what shows ur watching etc

FOOD FOR THOUGHT -> formulate and talk about ur own opinions on difficult topics and whats going on in the world

and what i do the most...

i talk SO much about my crushes 💀 and i admit, that some of the stuff i say is a bit "unhinged" but im just a girl at the end of the day, its fun to look back on how i used to talk or who i used to like

basically all the fun about a video diary is to DO AND SAY WHATEVER U WANT its supposed to be FUN. i hope u enjoy ur video diary ✨

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kk43mi · 9 months

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HII I LOVE YOUR POSTS SO MUCH

Can i order a somno with scaramouche x fem reader where he sees her pure and innocent form and then completely looses himself to the look of you?

Thank you for reading this and if i can, could i be the 🐑anon?

yas sheep anon! writing is so hard so this one is kind of rusheddd , but dont get me wrong I did try! hope you enjoy anon

purity┊scaramouche

PAIRING ┊ scaramouche x f!reader GENRE ┊ smut WC ┊1.5k+ WARNINGS ┊ cussing , i will call wanderer, scaramouche! , somnophilia , non-con , stalking , lowercase intended!!! SYNOPSIS ┊ selling baked goods , always trying to serve the best customer service to your buyers , there would always be a regular coming. little do you know that buyer always had impure thoughts of you. A/N ┊ written by kam , hope you guys enjoy ! also modern-au (?) im sorry if this one isnt really goooddd, sorry for the delay too!!

you were a baker girl, always selling fresh pastries and doing the best you can to serve the best customer service for your buyers. you had the best bread in sumeru and people loved it! you were practically well known for them.

you would see regulars here and there, always loving to talk with them whenever they came to stop by to grab something to eat on the go. but this customer you had, came most than others.

scaramouche, he came almost everyday...maybe twice that day. however, you found solace in his tranquil company, occasionally deriving enjoyment from his presence. yet, deciphering the thoughts occupying his mind proved to be a bit challenging, not that it really mattered to you.

"hello! the usual?" you would always flash that smile of yours to him while waving. he gave a small nod. you would prepare his order, before presenting it to him in a neatly arranged plastic bag.

scaramouche grabs the bag, your hand slightly grazes his and he flinched. "bye! hope you enjoy!" scara nods and pays you before leaving the store. walking back to his abode, his face brightens up with a red.

"she touched me...she touched me..." repeatedly saying , that scene would always reminisce in his mind, wanting to feel that touch again. your hands are so soft, he sometimes thinks you were made for him.

how did this even start? it's quite simple. nahida suggested scara to try out this new place, a way to try and socialize and experience more taste buds! naturally, he harbored no intentions of consuming it himself. however, since nahida also expressed an interest, he set out to purchase it.

walking in the building where the bread nahida desired was settled in, he waits at the line, groaning in annoyance, too noisy, and too crowded. he was never a fan of clustered places. as the line shortens its finally his turn.

"one moment sir!" a voice from the other room can be heard. and scara waits, observing his surroundings a bit before a figure pops out of his view from the side, turning his head, his gazes intertwined with yours, and its as if its the most breathtaking thing hes ever saw. you.

"hi! sorry for the wait! im currently the only one working here so things are quite tough to get around!" you let out a chuckle afterwards. his mouth was slightly agape, no words leaving his mouth as he kept his gaze at you. your voice flows as smoothly as a captivating melody, and the grace of your countenance is truly majestic. "soo, what would you like..?"

"the...the special." he said in a quiet tone before shifting his hat to cover his top half face. "got it! ill pack it up for you right now!" before grabbing the tong and picking up the freshly made bakes.

did you always have that smile on your face? it was beautiful yet he felt the need to want to wipe that smile off your face, wanting to ruin it. the thoughts getting to him...were a bit too wild now. realizing it himself he shakes those thoughts away.

"here you go sir! i made sure to pack them nice and neat so they dont get all over the place." there you go again. flashing that smile. he snatched the bag and paid for what was needed. "enjoy your bread!" you yelled out as scara was already out the front door.

its been months now ever since that encounter. its like a spark awoken in him. he would want to see what your face would look like, covered in his cum. he would want to see you cock drunk, always begging for him to pleasure you more and more. he couldnt get enough, his hand wasnt enough. he needed the real thing.

when you were done with your shift, you close down the shop, packing up the left over bakes for you to take home and eat. turning off all lights before locking the entrance. of course how would scara get to see you if he didnt know your schedule?

he studied what you do everyday, what time you work, your breaks, and when you end. even knows the direction to your house. sure he didnt have the courage to just talk to you normally other than just ordering plain old bread is what he would describe.

locking up your shop, you now advance to your house. walking while the streets were quiet, though, sumeru was quite safe, so you didnt worry about anything! but little did you know scara was in the shadows, following you, admiring everything you do. sure you heard a couple footsteps, but shrugged it off as a dog or what.

reaching to your humble abode, you take your keys, unlocking the door before turning the knob to enter. but it didnt matter to scara, he knew which rooms was yours, going to the window associated to your room, he watches as you enter in, flicking on the light as you now took off your pants.

you were a "home is where the pants arent" type of person. it felt more relaxing to dress down indoors, especially since you were alone – the comfort of solitude made you feel relaxed at last, after a long day of serving and selling, you were exhausted. scara would always enjoy the view of your panties shaping out your ass.

the wild thoughts occupying his mind again, wanting to stuff his fat cock inside your cunt, pounding into you mercilessly until you couldnt walk for days. different positions, never stopping until you pass out. these thoughts accompanying his mind, a growing tent forms in his pants.

taking a hand to shift the harden shaft around to ease the pain. it was just aching to get out of his pants. he couldnt wait till you have fallen asleep, then he would do whatever he could to you.

charging your phone then being in the comforts in your bed, tucking yourself in before closing your eyes, falling into a deep slumber. taking this opportunity, he picks the window, before sliding it to the side to jump in. making sure his footsteps were light as a feather to not wake you up.

scara observes the room, inhaling the room that was covered in your sweet scent. looking at your sleeping figure, he comes closer, to admire your beautiful face. hopping onto the bed to have a better view. "fuck.." he couldnt contain his excitement any longer as he rubs a finger on the outline of your cunt.

making you wince a bit, he slides the panties to the side, looking at your bare cunt now. the sight makes him drool, wanting to devour it already. but it has seem his dick was really impatient. twitching in place already with precum on the tip staining his pants with a wet patch.

unzipping the jeans, his dick springs to life, hard and erect before he glides it against your folds. the sensation makes him grunt in pleasure, your heat making his body shudder before lining himself up to your hole. bottoming out when he fully sheathed himself with your walls. he harbored an intense desire to shatter your innocence.

groans falls from his mouth as he tried to contain them in order to not wake you up. his breath quivered, and at last, he began to stir. snapping his hips at yours, skin slapping skin echoing thru the room. his pace was rough, the feeling of you walls clasping around him felt so pleasurable to him.

balls slapping against your ass and his thumb pleasuring your clit. he was too focus on your pussy to even notice his pounding was harsh, it could wake you up. but he took the risk, trying to reach his high. thrusting turning sharper and harder each time his body connected with yours if that was even possible, it left little whines from your mouth, making scara more eager than ever to continue.

he couldnt hold it in anymore, his moans escaped his lips, grabbing your soft mounds to massage the flesh, and another hand, under your knee to push it up for a better angle. he was in so deep, pounding, thrusting, and pearls of sweat falls down from his forehead. taking his phone out from his pockets, pressing the record button. making sure your pussy and his dick disappearing into you was in view.

feeling your walls tighten around him, he figured you were bound to cum soon. his thrust getting sloppier and pace was slower, he continued on, wanting to reach his limit, and inject his cum into you. hes imagining more vulgar things he would do to you. sex up against the wall? yes. you tied up while he eats you out? of course. him fisting your hair and fuck facing you? thats his favorite.

minutes passed and he was close, and with one final push and groan, he cums inside your pussy. gasps and pants emitting from his lips as he tried to regain himself. he stilled himself in you for a bit before pulling out, cum gushing from your pussy and pooling under the sheets.

he smiles at the sight before his dick scoops up the remaining cum, fucking it back into you. a couple more breathless pants before he moved his hips again. this sure was going to be a long night.

the next day you would wonder why there was a strange smell from the sheets, and why your thighs were sticky.

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fayesia · 6 months

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Neighbour — dadsbsf!sirius x reader

~Prompts~

“Such a good little pup, aren’t you?”

“God, you feel so fucking good”

Warnings: nsfw 18+, fem reader, unprotected sex, p in v, daddy kink, fingering, creampie, petnames, age gap, almost caught, lmk if I missed anything!!

His piercing brown eyes shamelessly roam over your body as your father discusses their company’s investments. You lay on a sunbathing chair thoroughly applying sun screen to your legs, waist, arms and lastly your soft breast. The mini bikini—or rather tiny scraps of triangles held together by string—you wore barely left anything to imagination. His eyes seemed to stray to your chest the most during conversations you had over your shared backyard fence. Your mind reminiscing about the first time his lips met yours in a passionate embrace over the top of the fence, after one of your many secret meet ups during the late hours of the night, when your father was either sleeping or away on a business trip.

“Honey…honey…honey!” Your dads voice snaps you back to reality as he stands over you, blocking the sun and cutting your tanning session short. “What dad?” You asks with a slightly distracted expression on your face as you make eye contact with Sirius.

“Im gonna go and buy some take out for tonight”

“ok dad, how long will you be?”

“Around 45 minutes, i’ll have to get through the work traffic to get your favourite though, so maybe a bit longer”

“awww thanks dad drive safe”

And with that he leaves through the sliding glass doors and out the front door, the entire time Sirius is looking at you with a darkening expression on his face. As soon as the noise of your dads car fades off into the distance he’s stalking towards you from across the pool side.

Grabbing your arm he pulls you up from the chair pressing your back against his front, his lip brush across your neck as his raspy voice whispers into your ear,

“You little slut wearing this in front of me while your dads right here”

“Seems like you liked it” you say noticing his boner rubbing against your ass.

His hands tug roughly at your sad excuse for a bikini, throwing it on the floor he massages your breast, calloused fingers rubbing against your hardening nipples.

“Oh ye i definitely do, but its caused me to have a slight problem so how about you fix that for me”

You slowly drop to your knees tugging down his shorts, the tip of his girthy dick reaches the top of his happy trail. He leads it into your open mouth, immediately you wrap around it with your hot swollen lips, hands stroking the rest that couldn’t fit. Your head bobs up and down, saliva dripping down the sides of it onto his balls as you sloppily suck it, like you would an icy pole on a hot summer day. You hollow your cheeks and swirl your tongue around the head of his cock as he groans and tugs at your hair wrapped around his large clenched fist, guiding you at the right pace to get him nearer and nearer to rewarding you.

“Mhmm yes just like that such a good whore for daddy”

He starts fucking your mouth as you stare up at him with doe eyes, his face an expression of complete pleasure, eyes glazed over and mouth slightly open releasing panted breaths. "Such a good little pup, aren't you?" You nod your head as best as you can with your mouth stuffed full of his cock.

He pulls his dick out as you whimper at the feeling of emptiness. “dont wanna come yet” he says grabbing your hand and taking you into the house and upstairs to your bedroom. Throwing you face down on the bed he growls and slaps your ass as you squeal into the sheets. He rips down your thong and raises your hips, kissing up your inner thighs until you can feel his hot breath against the place you need him most. “You’re so wet baby, is this all for me” “mmm yes daddy all for you please please”. You whine wiggling your hips back in desperation. Finally his lips wrap around your clit ferociously licking at your wet pussy.

The noises almost embarrassing if not for the overwhelming pleasure you felt and the sounds being made by your loud needy moans. He spits onto your pussy where you feel it drip down to your clit two of his fingers swiping it up and into your vagina. His mouth works at your clit sucking and softly nibbling while his fingers reach deep into you, curling up and pressing against your sensitive walls. His other hand rests on your ass giving it hard slaps every few seconds.

“please let me come please daddy”

“omg daddy fuck im gonna come mmm ohh please”. With a few last frantic licks to your clit you cum, loudly moaning, with your hands gripping onto the sheets, and pussy clenching tightly around Sirius’ fingers. “Mm fuck good girl, such a good girl for daddy aren’t you”

You moan as he slaps your pussy, the wet noise making you hide your face in the sheets. “Oh no you dont baby” he growls into your ear pulling you by the waist and flipping you over. He rubs the red pulsing head of his cock against your wet pussy lips smoothly entering your tight hole and groaning against your neck leaving gentle kisses. You mewl at the large intrusion the immense pleasure you feel overriding the pain of being stretched out, no matter how many times he fucks you with his cock you’ll never get used to the size of it. "God, you feel so fucking good." He gently thrust in and out while his hands reach upwards to caress your breasts, fingers tugging at one of your nipples while his lips are wrapped around the other one, teeth gently gnawing—Sirius did always have an almost carnal side to him when you both fucked. Your moans get increasingly louder hooking your legs around Sirius waist you encourage him to speed up. “Harder daddy please want it deeper” Immediately his once slow thrust speed up into harsh quick ones causing you to let out needy wanton moans.

This drunk haze of pleasure you’re swarmed by quickly clears up by the sound of the front door opening.

“y/n, sirius im home” your dad yells walking through the kitchen to place the food down. Both of you making eye contact not expecting your dad to return home so quickly, but you know what they say, time flies by when your having fun. Frozen mid thrust Sirius’ once panicked expression is replaced by an almost mischievous one as he starts back up again, moving his hand from your nipple to cover your mouth. His smirk becoming even more sinful as your father starts climbing up the stairs and nearing your room door.

“Sweetie have you seen Sirius i cant seem to find him”

“Answer his question baby” Sirius says nuzzling against your neck as he softly pants continuing his passionate thrust.

“O-oh yes dad he went home to go get som-something but s-said he’d be back soon”

“Alright honey, are you ok you sound different?”

You feel yourself reaching your second orgasm almost unable to answer your father but Sirius’ pinch at your nipple prompts you to reply.

“Y-yes dad im just feeling a bit unwell i’ll be down to eat later tonight if i feel better”

“Ok hun let me know if you need anything I’ll be in my office”

Upon hearing a door shut downstairs, Sirius thrusts pick up pace again and the tip of his cock harshly rubs against your g-spot over and over again. Within seconds you’re coming, writhing around while you squeal, unable to grip onto anything because of Sirius hold on your wrists. Your cum drips down to Sirius balls coating his cock until its glistening with your juices. That’s the last straw for him as he cums too, with one more deep thrust in he releases his load inside of you, the hot cum filling you up to the brim to the point where its spilling out and onto his dick. Slowly he pulls out and both of your mixed cum is gushing out from your pussy soiling the white sheets under you.

He tilts your chin towards him, gently kissing you. “Time to go face your dad”. You realise you both left your clothes outside by the pool, which explains why Sirius is halfway out the window ready to find a way to the backyard to retrieve the articles of clothing, without your dad seeing his best friend strut around in his birthday suit from his office window.

~feedback is welcome, please be nice this is my first time writing smut!!, reblog to support~

#sirius black #sirius black smut #smut #sirius x y/n #sirius x reader #harry potter smut #marauders smut #marauders era smut #sirius smut

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lemmetreatya · 1 year

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home and away - coworker!toji x fem!reader

thank you for another follower milestone!! 🫂❤️ i love you all so very much and yet again im sorry i couldn’t do an event for it but i hope you all enjoy the holidays 🫶🏾💖

contains: smut, fingering, voyeursim, pen.(fem)

currently thinking about how your voyeurist coworker!toji would be once you’ve gone on a department business excursion.

how he protectively slipped you into his room after the first day of group dinner, your other coworkers a bit too sloshed to notice the sneaky pairing.

or how you’d laugh aloud once you saw the balcony extension past his hotel room curtains and how you knew exactly what he had in mind in bringing you here.

how coworker!toji is able to finger your soppy cunt from behind as you held onto the balcony railing — two fingers pumping in and out of your squelching mess as you writhe forwards in pleasure.

“uh, ah! dont run from me, sweetheart!”

a shit eating grin would plaster his face as his other hand grabs you by your hip, fingers digging into your squidgy flesh as he watches your pussy subconsciously dribble onto his palms, his fingers drenched with your aromatic fluids.

coworker!toji loves having you like this, especially since he gets to hear your wet cries of pleasure call out into the noir night sky over the balcony of the hotel room. he knows the room below and to the right are occupied so his intentions are not to be discreet with you.

“i want everyone to see how well you come over my fingers. how y’er always so weak for me.”

he continues to pump in and out of you, his fingers curling so that they’re able to briefly brush that gooey spot hidden inside of your guts. the picturesque scene of your naked back and the far away lights of the city neighbourhood burning into his brain.

“they’re so clueless. the way they don’t know that we’ve done the same thing in their coffee lounges and offices. they dont know.”

he says more to himself than to you. coworker!toji reminisces the hard-ons he sometimes pops throughout the day when he sees a colleague casually use a desk he knows hes lapped your squirt off of or a chair he knows hes fucked up into you in. hollowing you out like this in the open air with the chances of anyone of those people peeping out to see what you were both doing was turning his cock rock solid.

after hes made you come once, he’s definitely going to fuck you over the balcony.

“to-to-to-toji…”

your words slurred, mind unable to process or harvest anything worthwhile. all your body could produce were whoreish moans of wanton and sticky fluids from both your lips, dribbling everywhere.

“thats it, darling. just mess everywhere for me. i know you’re close, i can feel it. just let go, don’t worry about anything else.”

coworker!toji would finger you to completion as your orgasm noisily waves over you and your cunt pushes out a spit of frothy cream in sync with the heartbeat of your climaxing pussy.

coworker!toji would shower you with praises of ‘good girl’ and ‘well done’ before telling you it was now his turn.

#toji drabbles #toji x reader #toji smut #toji fushiguro #toji x black reader #toji x you

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triptrippy · 11 days

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I love your art so much! If you don't mind me asking what's your process for designing characters/outfits?

i had to think about this for a while

when designing characters sometimes im just thinking of a concept ive been exposed to and want to expand in my mind, like with my dunmeshi ocs there were multiple Things in dungeon meshi i wanted to play around with.

dwarves having high tech ruins with trolleys? telephones? there must be Some innovation going on with dwarven society, what if i made someone interested in that innovation but theyre not a dwarf. elves have magic but instead of casting, this character leans toward that tinkering mentality and they brew magic potions and make explosives. Then, i know the noble dwarves in the story are drawn like Rennaissance lords but they have telephones, so maybe there could be a little bit of a steampunk vibe. And then being an elf, around dwarves, they probably get their gender confused more often, maybe they actually dont mind that much and its fun. maybe they work for the dwarven noble in the party? i think that was basically my thought process for fry. and then for his physical appearence, i started drawing an elf and i was focusing on that "likes to have fun" part and i gave him sort of that elven shagginess/laid back look, and messed around with the color pallett until i picked something i liked. he almost had bleach white hair reminiscent of a mad scientist but brown felt more grounded. and its pink at the root because its cute!

i feel like i wing it with outfits but i think i use the same logic. hes an alchemist and lives around nobility, so he has kind of a suit as if hes in academia. but hes cute, so it has a skirt and no jacket. he has a magical prosthetic that he controls with a puppet spell like milsiril uses to control her puppets. it doesnt heal when hes healed because he was born without the arm, and it also doesnt count towards the 1/13th of body missing that would ruin a ressurection since it was never there to begin with. SORRY I GOT INTO THE LORE ON YOU umm yeah and then his head is very warm toned so his outfit i chose warm tones as well. i put goggles and gloves because safety first proper PPE. and thats it! i pick outfits that make sense for what i know of the character, their class(monetarily) how practical i imagine they are, what they would dress for on a daily basis. either before or during the design process im thinking of the silouette and color chemistry as well, but that can change with an outfit.

awesome question thank u!

#ill just put this in my #dm oc tag #cause i turned it into a fry post.

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love-killed-the-superstar · 2 months

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The Last Ronin 2: Re-Evolution Issue #1 LIVEBLOG

SPOILERS ABOUND. I'M NOT GOING TO BE NORMAL ABOUT THIS IT'LL PROBABLY GET SUPER LONG

Okay so Casey Marie's muscles are something I'm never going to get over. SHE LOOKS GOOD!!!!! Her getup is feeling a little too reminiscent of a cape-wielding superhero for my tastes to be honest - I really loved the more practical outfits she wore in TLR Lost Years, especially in issue 4 when she was running the training mission for the kids. But ah well, I'm sure this will grow on me. It may not be practical (edna's law of no capes is coming to mind, also PLEASE TIE YOUR HAIR UP WHEN YOU'RE FIGHTING GIRL!!!) but it's very cunty anyway which I appreciate

Straight up thought she killed this guy - what was that sound effect if he's still able to walk??? I fr thought she snapped his neck

IDK if we needed a whole 8 pages of punching and kicking to exposition dump what we kinda already knew from what's been shown in the lost years (esp the lost day special) but IT'S FINE IG... NOW ONTO THE BABIES

SORRY, SORRY. TEENAGERS NOW.

GIGGLING KICKING MY FEET. We're ALREADY getting the leo-v-raph adjacent dynamic with these two and I'm living for it. if one of them drops a stone cold 'fearless leader' jab i will lose my shit

HI? HELLO, EXCUSE ME, MIND-TALKING? PICTURES IN HEAD? ARE WE A FAMILY THAT LUCID DREAMS OR SOMETHING?!?? I DON'T REMEMBER THIS BEING SOMETHING THEY COULD DO?? every new speech bubble here is like a punch to the gut, wdym telepathy wdym secret lair wdym honouring everything master splinter taught you???? (although i'm proud that when this panel dropped on news sites i was immediately like THAT ISN'T THE KITCHEN FROM LOST YEARS. turns out it was a Secret Lair TM)

Teenage Mutant Ninja Seance -- TURTLES COUNT IT OFF!!

not gonna screenshot the whole backstory but they're basically doing a telepathic puppet show explaining the backstory and it's pretty much the mirage origins with a bit of extra tlr flair. as always it HURTS ME seeing the turtles dying so thanks for that tlr2 :'')) icb these kids watch a mind movie of their uncles dying every fucking night. yall are messy

SOBBING AND CRYING,, I WISH YOU'D ALL HAD THE CHANCE TO KNOW HIM TOO!!!!!! I WISH YOU'D GOTTEN TO KNOW ALL OF THEM!!!!! (tlr splinter doesnt count tho because hes a dick)

there was a cool sequence of them rooftop hopping n stuff but i wont cover it bc we already saw it in a bunch of news articles weeks ago

i just did the SHARPEST INHALE. casey marie you and your beautiful muscular arms have aged like the finest wine

YI NO!!!!!

lmaooo moja is JUDGING your taste in women u two

lots of text... blah blah blah jobs, crimerates, blah blah... jiro in pig uniform jumpscare.. casey marie i thought u were going to fix him :(((

YESSSSS KIDS ARE GOING ON A MISSION WITH THEIR MOM, LETS FUCKING GOOOOO

MY BABIES ARE KICKING ASS!!!!!

....,.HUH

WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO MY BABY BOY ODIE!!!!!!!!!!! WHO DID THIS TO HIM!!!!!!???? WHAT??!???? HUH/1?!!? EXCUSE ME????

I'M . LIKE WHAT DO I EVEN SAY TO THIS. IT CAME OUT OF NOWHERE??? WHAT IS GOING ON!!!

FINAL THOUGHTS:

dude that first issue was wordy but the kids were ON POINT. they were so fun!! their dialogue is fun and they kick ass.

i loved yi announcing the punishment for casey while the others were like NOO SHE DIDNT MEAN THAT DONT LISTEN TO HER. we're getting more of their personalities and it's great!! it was a nice throwback to issue 2 of lost years when they were cleaning - yi refused to help because of how strictly she was following instructions. im picking up that she might be neurodivergent but i did get that from the lost years too - only doing things within strict instructions, getting frustrated at teaching odyn chess, not because of him playing horseys with the knights but that it was Against The Rules Of Chess - and now not picking up on some social cues. It's nice to see!! I love her very much, but it feels like besides rehashing the origin story she took a bit of a backseat to the other three.

i want to know more about why uno said being a rebel was moja's 'thing', since she didn't seem to be any more rebellious than the other three in this issue. we didn't get any unique interactions between her and casey marie which is what i felt was lacking from lost years but i wonder if this is hinting towards a more turbulent mother-daughter dynamic with them... I REALLY HOPE SO!! her and uno butting heads in a leo-raph way is very fun - i don't mind one or two prior group dynamics leaking into the new turtle siblings because they're all so different from the original 4.

uno seems to be taking on slightly more of a leader role than moja so i think he won the title of fearless leader. which is fine, i think it'll be fun to see and he's definitely less of an asshole now than when he was growing up in lost years. still picking on odyn a bit but seems to snipe at moja just as much. even when he was commenting on yi's storytelling he didn't make fun of her, though - i think she may have inherited the 2k3 don ability of being Completely Unbullyable.

i was really pleased that odyn felt more involved!! i feel like he took the backseat a few times in lost years - it was fun seeing more of his personality shine through! he and yi seem to get on the best, and i giggled at them rolling their eyes at moja and uno's raph-leo schtick. i didn't expect him to TURN TO FUCKING STONE THOUGH, so i'm nervous about that. WHAT DOES IT MEAN? WHO DID THIS TO MY BOY? IS HE GOING TO TURN BACK NEXT CHAPTER OR IS HE OUT OF COMMISSION UNTIL THE END OF THE RUN??? (if it's the latter i'll be a bit annoyed - don't take odyn away from the equation please!!)

I do wonder if by introducing casually that they can PSYCHICALLY CONNECT, the turtles will use that as a technique to reach odyn's mind to make sure he's still in there and piece together what's happened to him. i mean, their casual telepathy has gotta be some sort of chekhov's gun right?

and shit.... april was so fucking mad casey took the babies out so she's going to EXPLODE when she finds out what happened to her baby boy, her beloved favourite, her baby odyn :''(( im giggling rubbing my hands together waiting for the fallout but also if she cries i might cry too. speaking of april, she seems to be working on a new project and i saw nano particles mentioned - are we going to have a roninverse version of nano in this run???? I NEED MY ROBOT SON

as always, casey marie... u have aged like fine wine. u are stunning. disappointed that ur still believing that jiro can do good as a cop when their entire police force and government is corrupt as fuck. just feels very naive of her. i'm excited to see her break down at the concept of losing odyn - in fact i need everyone to mourn this beautiful kid. they tell us so much that shes a super clingy helicopter mom and i am picking up on the strict part, but it would be nice to see more of her just... hugging her kids. holding them. i get why she didnt in this issue but id love more mama casey squishing their cheeks and kissing their foreheads.

i have zero fucking clue what's going on with odyn. im wondering if it's somehow related to nano, or to whatever project April is working on - she says it's to do with clearing the tunnels, but I''m not convinced. who knows, there might be some ulterior motive happening.

Anyway, that's the end of my liveblog!! thanks for reading all the way to the end... go read it wherever you read ur comics!!!

#the last ronin #the last ronin 2 #the last ronin 2 spoilers #tlr #tlr2 spoilers

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bug-bites · 7 months

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whatcha lookin at buddy? :3

tw: none!! just some silly fluffy romantic hcs, also not edited bc im just an eepy lil guy

pairing: rodolfo "rudy" parra x gn!reader

summary: uhhh your boyfriend shares his silly little late night habit with you or something

characters: rodolfo "rudy" parra

notes: i never know what to title these things also i know the formatting is ugly!! i wrote this in my notes app and was too lazy to make it look decent,, <(＿　＿)>

rudy never was one to sleep early, in all honesty he seemed to do the complete opposite. he would always go to bed hours later after you. you never understood why.

it wasn't anything that made you suspicious, he wouldnt go far, most of the time he would still be at home, just outside. it was just odd, but it didnt seem like anything bad?

one night you woke up and there was an unfamiliar emptiness beside you, rudy wasnt there next to you like he was right before you fell asleep

its the middle of the night what else would this guy be doing at 2am??

so you're panicking a bit, you wake up and your boyfriend isnt next to you. sure maybe hes just pissing but you're tired and logic isnt the first thing that comes to mind

you call out for him, your throat a bit dry after you've just woken up and it comes out a bit more panicked than you intended

you sit up, eyes scanning the room looking for him- any sign of him

a sigh of relief leaves your lips, he's there. he's in your bedroom, back turned to you as he gazes upwards, out the window.

as soon as he hears his name his head whips around, why are you panicking?? whats going on?? did something happen? did you have a nightmare? most importantly, are you okay?

but he hears your sigh and you mumble something under your breath. he closes the curtains and walks towards you, gently cupping your cheek

"qué pasa?" "sorry i just- you weren't next to me and i just panicked" "nothing to be sorry for."

his voice is soft, barely above a whisper. he runs his thumb along your cheekbone, holding your cheek so tenderly it feels like you're about to melt

"it's okay. im right here."

"what were you doing?" you ask him, its about damn time he tells you anyways and you're getting curious about his strange nighttime habit "you'll find out tomorrow. its better if its a surprise." he kisses your forehead and climbs back into bed with you. "what if i dont want it to be a surprise?" "well thats not up to you. now go to sleep, cariño"

one his arms snake around your waist, the other making its way under your head, like a pillow but better

the next night, as soon as it gets dark he finally lets you in on his not so secret secret.

he grabs your hand, your fingers intertwining with his and leads you outside to a picnic blanket

"its a bit late for a picnic." you say with a yawn

he rolls his eyes as he walks over to the blanket, lying down flat on his back. you do the same, curious to what his next move was.

"stop looking at me and look up" he says with a chuckle

you listen to him and look up, hundreds of stars scattered in the distant sky. its calm, the sounds of the crickets chirping, his hand in yours, your back flat against the picnic blanket, its so serene you almost forget to breathe

"i used to do this all the time when i was younger." rudy says, breaking the silence "i would set up a mat outside and me and alejandro would lie there for hours until my mamá would yell at us to come back inside"

you look over at him, just for a second and catch him smiling as he reminisces

"i like to look at the stars when i get overwhelmed. reminds me i how small i am in the universe" "thats a bit melancholic, dont you think? the idea that we're so much smaller than the universe. like we dont matter as much as we think" you say, "i dont think of it like that. its like the world is bigger than my problems, it continues and theres so much more than just my troubles." he replies, eyes fixated on the stars "well when you put it that way, it sounds pretty nice"

the next few minutes are spent with rudy teaching you some basic constellations like the big and small dipper and then moves onto the more complex ones like ursa minor, andromeda and orion.

each constellation he points out comes with a story, as great as they look you cant help but watch him as he tells you all about them. its something he loves so deeply, you can tell from the way the corners of his mouth turn upwards as he describes them to you, the look of amazement in his eyes even though he's seen the stars hundreds of times. you cant help but fall more for him with every word he says

"i wish we met earlier. before when i was younger you could see so much more than just ...this. i wish i could've shown it to you" his tone becomes slightly bittersweet.

you don't exactly know what to say, you just wrap an arm around his torso, you mutter a soft "i know" right before you press a kiss to his cheek

the next time you two go stargazing its when you go camping together, although sure its not just in your backyard its as close as you can get with just enough clarity in the sky to see everything rudy wanted to show you :]

taglist: @pygm4li0n

#the thought of him stargazing w/ lil alejandro is so cute ashdgshajsdg #i love my boy rudy we need more content for him #also first explicitly romantic x reader thingy ever yay!#i wanna go stargazing with rudy (but more platonically) :(#rudy parra x you #rudy parra x reader #rodolfo rudy parra #rodolfo parra #rudy parra #call of duty #call of duty mw2 #call of duty modern warfare 2 #call of duty headcanons

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sp1der-noir · 11 months

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Understand.

Plot: Wenclair but if Wenclair was a little bold? Also with understand lyrics as an undertone.

Actual plot: Wenclair fic where theyre trying to connect more and become more comfortable with each other after the events of the original series.

Takes place kinda after the events? Like they out of hospital and they be chilling in school at late hours (:

Inspiration:

An edit by @/ortegaspookie on tt with the song “understand” by Kreshi.

TRIGGER WARNINGS: Slightly ooc, its fluff other than that (im pretty sure)

There MIGHT be spelling mistakes because I may or may not be dyslexic..

The song:

The cold incoming winter air nipped at the dark night. The two girls stood on the balcony as they once did when they met.

Enid was securely on her side, leaning forth on the balony.

Wednesday stood normally, jumper looking quite big on her, warm.

“So, what are you gonna do now?”

“What do you mean?”

The blonde thought for a second. “Well schools almost over,” she took a breath out, the warm air presenting itself in a smoke like form. “And the Hyde is gone.”

“Hm.. The most likely scenario is I return home and come back next semester.”

“Really?-“ Enid’s ear pricked at that, her head whipping round before going back swiftly as to not scare Wednesday away. “I mean.. cool, cool. I think I’m gonna go back home too. I kind if miss the air there, if that makes sense? The feeling of home.”

“It does make sense. I also seem to get that feeling.” Wednesday takes a sigh out, closes her eyes and then a deep breath in. Reminiscing.

Enid lets out a chuckling huff. “What else do you miss?”

“I miss my family.” Wednesday looks deep into the forest.

“Me too.”

Silence struck the two, what do they say now? What else could be said without saying everything else?

“Hmm..”

“Hm? What seems to be the matter, Enid?” The raven haired girl turned to the wolf, eyes seeming a little more worried than usual.

“I was just thinking… 6 weeks?” Enid looks back to Wednesday, somberly looking between the other girl’s eyes, searching..

“Yes, that is the correct amount of time we take away.”

“… Ill miss you.”

Wednesday’s eyes widen before quickly returning to their original unbothered look.

“Hm.. I think…” she struggled for words, closing her eyes and truly just thinking. “Thing… will certainly miss you, too. He seems to talk on and on about you when you’re not there and it has become quite the pester.”

Enid chuckles softly and turns back to the moon. “Mm, please tell him I’m always here for him, and that I’m glad we met.”

Wednesday almost blinks as she watches the calmness of the other half. “Mm, ill be sure to relay the message.”

Enid looks over to Wednesday again, voice slightly shaky. “Its cold..”

“Mm” She doesn’t know when she started parroting some of Enid’s hums, but she didn’t mind a bit.

“Do you mind if I like.. since you..”

Wednesday looked at her questioningly.

“What do you mean, Sinclair?”

“Uhm.. Can i.. like..” Enid breathes out a puff of cold air. “Stand next to you?..”

Enid looks to Wednesday’s blank face and then her own suddenly realises what she said. “You like dont have to say yes, of course.. Uh i just am like really cold, and you look warm.. just a thought…”

Wednesday’s blank expression grows to that of fondness, familiarity. “Hmm, yes, you can.” She doesn’t say more than that as she moves half way, not looking at Enid a single time and continuing to stand as normal.

Enid’s face cracks into a crooked smile, she shimmy’s over and gets comfortable again, leaning slightly against the shorter girl.

“Uhh.. Can I ask you something, Wednesday? Well actually its more of a statement..”

“Hmm, yes.”

“I like you.” Enid keeps looking forward, not wanting to face rejection straight in the face.

Wednesday shifts her weight a bit, making her stray from the other’s warmth.

Her head fills with so many words that she knows Wednesday would never say, would never utter. But it still hurt.

“I like you, too.” Wednesday breathes in and out deeply, and looks away, not wanting to show to much emotion.

Enid lets out a chuckle, the raven looks at her all the more confused.

“What seems to be funny, Sinclair?”

“Nothing, I’m just really happy.” Enid smiles stupidly and walks around the balcony, flapping her hands and squealing in joy

“Ow, my ears.”

“Oh, sorry, ive just.. ive liked you for a while, and I know you dont like loud sounds-“ with that Enid sprints off, leaving the girl dressed in monochrome to be completely clueless.

She returns back not much later with a box.

“For you, i wanted to give it to you when we were leaving but i really cant help myself, dont worry, its not a snood, but it is matching: a compromise! And i think it might help you since well- i dont wanna spoil what it is, so I wont say more, but you should open it now!”

The box was in black wrapping paper, a white ribbon atop it, a card tucked between.

Wednesday treated this box as if it contained everything fragile in the world in it, as if it contained everything she has ever loved.

She carefully held it underneath as her other hand pulled at the ribbon.

She took the card and placed the box on the chair she had left out there for cello practice.

“To Wednesday,

I know you usually dont like sappy, but I hope you let this slide. :D

I really like you, at first, I was more concerned with half of my room being taken than the person there, but im glad I didnt judge you right away because we may not have what we have now, whatever this is..

Anyway, I noticed some sensory issues with sound and some touch, and since I cant really fix one of those I thought I could try a crack at the other.

Im not saying you HAVE to like it, or have to use it, I just saw them and thought of you!

Anyway, we’re probably both like out of Nevermore now and away for 6 weeks, so it gives time, and you don’t have to feel anything back, obviously. I just really wanted to tell you that I like like you, like romantically? anyway enjoy your gift!

From, Enid Sinclair! <3”

Wednesday looks up to see Enid peering over trying to read upside down, guessing where she would be reading by now.

Her eyes wander to the other girl’s scrunched nose, then her squinted eyes. She makes a mental note of all her features, a sketch in her mind.

Then she clears her throat. “.. Thank you.”

The blond lets out a content huff “You haven’t opened the present yet”

Her eyes travelled back down to the box. She begins to unwrap it and looks down at the pair of noise cancelling headphones.

“Oh.”

“Oh?-“

“Theyre.. black and white” The raven gulped back a smile.

“Yeah- I mean your whole thing is black and white, so it only made sense” Enid smiles at Wednesday.

The black haired girl simply looks deeply back at her.

“This was.. considerate, thank you.”

“All you have to do it put them over your ears and then you don’t have to put up with my sleep howling anymore!” Enid flashed a toothy grin. “Pr anything else, like annoying people, or the clicking of your type writer if you start hating the sound, like you did for like 2 days, but to be fair you usually love the repetitive sound- sorry, I’m rambling- is anything wrong with them? Anything you dont like?”

Wednesday’s eyes slightly sparkle for the first time in a while

“Its adequate”, more than she wanted to say.

An Addams love is unbreakable, unconditional and couldn’t be wavered with time. “Time makes the heart grow fonder” was, at this point, a rule of Addams love.

“…”

Wednesday looked up from the box.

“Is there something wrong?”

“I wont be able to see you again for 6 weeks, we have no way of communication..”

Wednesday’s heart dropped. She didn’t necessarily care, for her heart would simply ache for Enid more, but if it bothered Enid then it would be enough to bother Wednesday.

The raven placed down the box slowly back onto the chair and it reached for Enid’s own hand..

The blonde’s hand rises up, their hands slowly intertwining.

Her heart began to pound in her chest, pupils dilated at the sight. She was completely star struck.

“We could try.” Enid’s eyes were taken from their hands together to Wednesday’s unusually soft voice.

“Hm..” Enid blinked, shocked at her actually touching her first, never mind holding hands..

Wednesday’s own heart began to sync with Enid’s.

“If you let me..” Wednesday’s eyes trailed hesitantly down to Enid’s lips, then back to her eyes.

Enid’s eyes mirrored, the wolf’s face a warm pink.

“You’re the only one who understands.”

They both took a breath in, the cold not seeming to bother them any longer. They had found each others embrace, warmth.

Author note: As soon as i saw “do it” I was ON IT 😍 also it was so fun to write but i had conflicting plots,

one had Enid shakily holding Wednesday’s hand,

Another had her grabbing it sly like like at the movies where you just touch then slowly hold

But i felt like Wednesday had to do it, since Enid would never cross that line without the word and Wednesday is to stubborn to even say she missed her.

NOT MY MAIN ACCOUNT, thats why my account is barron 💀

#Spotify #wenclair #wednesday #wednsday addams #wednesday is soft for enid #wednesday is autistic #wednesday is a lesbian #wednesday my dudes #wednesday x enid #enid is queer #enid is soft for wednesday #enid is a lesbian #enid sinclair #understand #lesbians #moon lesbian #sun lesbian #sun and moon duo

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papercwipping · 11 months

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To Paper C.

this blog inadvertently led me down a path of self-discovery and I am freaking out every step of the way

When I first found the objectum tag (accidentally) I just thought “lol” and moved on; it would pop into my mind from time to time but didn’t really stick… until I stumbled upon you and your computerposting

And that led me back to objectum and I started thinking about it more and looking around the blogs and quietly saving your artwork to photos but I was still in denial— denial, that is, until I randomly started thinking “I think my computer is named Sir” or reminiscing upon how I see clouds so beautiful I start to weep and how all my backgrounds and icons are various pictures of clouds, and that led to “I should start treating my computers like friends” and “maybe I should start a blog about objects” and I’ve been flustered thinking about it for at least four hours now?? Like maybe I should do that and I should love the things around me like friends oh my gosh what am I thinking aaaaa

help

Sincerely,

Objectively Confused Anon

ohhh my Goodness this is probably the sweetest thing ive ever had sent to me auuuh

first of all, Hello !! im so happy that youre discovering things about yourself and finding comfort in My Blog of all places ! theres quite a bit of stigma and misunderstanding when it comes to objectum/objecto-spectrum identities and it always brings me HUGE joy seeing people being themselves both Proudly and Casually !

i dont know that im the best person to talk about the Objectum Experience ( ive only considered myself conceptum for a couple months! ) but i think an important step to understanding and accepting your feelings is to simply Be . let yourself Feel and love how you love ! if you want to befriend your computer, plants, the world around you, go for it !

id also suggest talking to other objectums ! which can be Scary, ( trust me i know ) but community is a big part of any Identity- there are a lot of different ways people align with being objectum, and learning more Can and Likely will help you figure things out smoothly :-]

never feel embarrassed for loving and finding Care for and humanity in the things around you - and Never forget that there are other people just like you everywhere, even if they dont necessarily identify as "objectum"

thank you for enjoying my art, im so Honored it/i could help you with this in any way and i hope you and Sir have a good rest of your day !!!

#✉️.txt #APOLOGIES IF THIS ISNT THE BEST WRITTEN RESPONSE ...#But im so A !!! this made my night !!#happy Pride Month to objectums posics and object-sympathizers #long post

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genderqueeradrien · 10 months

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ADRIEN AGRESTE BPD CODED? explain pls <- going O.O slash pos

ok so !!! this turned into an ESSAY i'm so sorry i've been thinking about this for ages and haven't put my thoughts on paper together yet so this is me doing that. also disclaimer irl at least in the us people usually cant get diagnosed with bpd until theyre atbut this is a french kid's show about magic superheroes so i'm ignoring a bit of real-world logistics for the sake of analysis. also, i'm starting with things that ARENT kuro neko specific but trust me we'll get to her.

warning: really long post. actual warning: there's mentions of self harm, talk of suicide and metaphorical suicide, and some discussion of canonical abuse + coping mechanisms. generally lots of mental illness stuff

(also in case the readmore breaks at some point im putting this here bc i want to have it saved Somewhere)

ALL THAT BEING SAID!

[blank paragraph in case the readmore eats the first paragraph. i love this website]

some bpd symptoms i see in adrien/chat noir:

identity disturbance, markedly/persistently unstable self-image/sense of self: there's been several times here adrien talks about wondering whether adrien or chat noir is his "true self," which is super interesting to me bc i (dissociative disorder haver) used to angst about that exact thing (though his situation is definitely different on account of being a superhero lol). there's also the fact that he doesn't have any idea who he is or what he wants to do with his future, and his mind goes blank whenever he thinks about it, which aligns with the difficulties in committing to goals/jobs often seen in bpd

potentially self-damaging impulsive behavior: he's always sacrificing himself for ladybug- here's 2 minutes straight of him doing it in timebreaker, dark cupid, zombizou, chameleon, gorilla, and gamer 2.0. he also does it in lies, reverser, and the shangai special, and probably several more. imo as well as showing an intense attachment to ladybug, it also shows a lack of regard for his own health and wellbeing :( not to mention all the times he runs to fight akumas with no plans or tries to fight them on a broken ankle or other general recklessness

suicidal or self harming behavior: i know this is a stretch but this is a kid's show so we're probably not going to like. see any of that onscreen in a literal sense. but i do feel like some of the times where he sacrifices himself over and over could count. because no matter how much he trusts ladybug there's no guarantee she'll be able to fix everything, and he's immediately willing to die/be teleported into a shadow realm/turned into a kissing zombie/despawn/etc despite that. also he tried to cataclysm himself during guiltrip, tho that was bc of an akuma (although akumas do generally amplify preexisting emotions)

inappropriate/intense/difficult to control anger: trying to cataclysm kim because he played a mean prank on marinette is the first thing i think of. i feel like he definitely tends to suppress anger until it bubbles up and explodes, like in representation when he's going off on his dad about his parenting being shitty, which, while justified, definitely put him in more danger of being hurt. also i know it was in an alternate timeline + he was akumatized but he DID kill everyone in the world that one time. i support him though. he's allowed to do that because i love him

a pattern of unstable and intense interpersonal relationships, splitting: prefacing this with i dont think ladybug + chat noir are in an unhealthy relationship, but i do think that sometimes the way he sees ladybug can be unhealthily idolizing, in a way that's very reminiscent of favourite persons in bpd. most of season 4 is him being in love with ladybug but feeling pushed aside, until he splits on her in kuro neko (which i'm getting to i promise. this post is way longer than i thought it'd be). there's also desperada where he spends months in a time loop trying to save her despite presumably knowing he's not the person who should be saving her right now.

stress-related paranoid ideation or dissociative symptoms: tbh i dont know much abt paranoid ideation so i won't speak on that too much, but i do think his worst fear in sandboy being ladybug being upset with him despite having never acted that way before might fall into that category? as for dissociative symptoms, aside from the identity thing i mentioned earlier, i guess the scene in kuro neko where he's sitting on his couch doing nothing except running his video game character into a wall could be him dissociating? also apparently (i havent read/seen this myself but ive heard abt it) astruc said chat noir is resistant to akumas because he's so used to disappointment, which could suggest a level of emotional numbing

when i first was watching miraculous i was kinda thinking abt adrien having bpd but i didn't have anything super solid to explain it. but it's fun for me to analyze characters' mental states and nothing explicitly contradicts it so whatever. BUT THEN. KURO NEKO.

when ladybug snaps at him he immediately jumps to the conclusion that she hates him/is tired of him (splitting, paranoid thinking)

he decides to leave, which may seem contradictory to "frantic efforts to avoid real or imagined abandonment," but pushing people away and essentially abandoning someone before they abandon you (whether or not that was actually going to happen) is a super common result of that symptom and it's what he's doing here. he thinks she doesn't need him, so before she can tell him this he leaves

he leaves his miraculous behind where someone couldve grabbed it because he felt rejected (impulsive behaviour)

then he goes home and tries to destroy all the traces of his love for ladybug, getting rid of his pictures of her on his phone and physical pictures as well (splitting, difficulty controlling anger)

when he wakes up he lies in bed, skips school, doesn't change out of his pajamas, and spends his time running his video game character into a wall. to me it looks like he's completely shut down (dissociation)/in a depressive episode

the show from the beginning sets up that being chat noir is an escape for adrien, and the beginning of season 4 really hammers that point home. we see adrien having an awful day and only finally perking up when he gets to see ladybug. so when adrien gives up his ring that's him giving up on not only himself but on a huge part of his life and one of the only parts that brings him happiness. the way he talks about giving up his ring ("i just can't do this anymore. i give up. on everything") sounds like something a suicidal person would say. this is also something he's expressed before, in syren, when he says "no one'll know if I quit. no one'll care!" (not for nothing, this also comes after him feeling rejected by ladybug). to me it feels like he's been balancing on this metaphorical-suicide metaphorical-ledge for a very long time and kuro neko is him giving up, and then realizing that giving up isn't the way to feel better. (suicidal ideation, fear of abandonment)

adrien doesn't hesitate at the idea of completely changing his personality to be who he thinks marinette wishes he was. the need to make himself into whoever he thinks will be wanted has been a running theme through his life (his childhood dream was to be whoever his parents wanted him to be), and it doesn't fully end with kuro neko- the same insecurities about not being good enough are still shown in the later half of season 5, with him telling marinette he's not worthy of her love and telling ladybug making jokes is all he was ever good for (both in revolution). (low self-esteem, fear of abandonment)

catwalker in general makes me go insane. i think a lot of catwalker comes from the persona he puts on when he's acting as adrien agreste, gabriel agreste's golden child. and i think the constant deference is also something he learned from the abuse from his father. he leans into the "fawn" coping mechanism (adapting to an abuser's wishes to appease them, denying your own needs for those of others) because it's what he's learned to do his whole life because of his father.

catwalker is like a personified fawn fear response. he's the personification of adrien's frantic attempts to avoid abandonment. he's loyal to a fault and would do whatever ladybug asked him to just to try and be good enough for her to stay. he doesn't realize that he's already good enough as adrien/chat noir, that ladybug needs him to be himself or her magic literally doesn't work. she can't do it on her own. she needs him but he's so scared she'll leave that he tries to leave first and then tries to mold himself into someone new who she could love. when he was already loved fully the whole time. aough.

some other smaller examples of his low self esteem & desperation to avoid abandonment:

trying to get good grades to impress his father and earn his love

staying friends with people and trusting them for far longer than is logical (chloé and lila)

feeling like he's not worthy of marinette's love or ladybug's partnership, feeling like he's not worthy to be a miraculous holder or that he's not helping the team, etc

the shocked relief in his eyes when ladybug says she won’t abandon him :(

when gabriel says to chat noir that his son is precious and chat/adrien looks at him Like That. yeah .

SO. YEAH. this post kinda got away from me a little bit as i defended my agresteology dissertation or whatever.

TLDR: he's impulsive and loyal to a fault, yet terrified of abandonment to the point where he tries to sabotage his relationships himself. he idolizes ladybug until he feels rejected by him, when he splits on her and becomes convinced she doesn't care about him. he has low self-worth and places a lot of his perceived worth on how (he believes) others think of him and is always striving towards that ideal even when that ideal is something he can't reach, or something that hurts him to try to reach. also i want to give him a hug and some milk and a blanket. he deserves it

#ask #text #analysis #adrien agreste #ml #self harm mention #abuse mention #suicide mention #long post #mine #OKAY TAGS OVER #is this ready to post .i think it is.okay

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alinktoana · 1 year

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new yakuza game, new reasons to be upset at rgg ✨

im not even gonna consider kiwami 1 or 2 bc i havent played them and i dont think they should matter to the point i want to make

but youre telling that guy

and this guy

are the same person?

did that coma erase kiryu's memories of majima or is this yokoyama talking out of his ass bc he doesnt see why majima should even exist?

at this point im blaming everything thats upsetting to me about yakuza on yokoyama lmao the guy has given us many great things but the direction rgg is going with kiryu is so weird. specially given theyre bringing him back basically for marketing purposes, it amazes me how *he* doesnt understand how majima is a marketing darling.

dont get me wrong, i dont mind majima not being on Y8. i *wish* kiryu wasnt there, bc it's time for ichiban&gang to shine. i love the idea of gaiden, ishin and other spin offs, so we can go on playing with kiryu in other bits of his story, and other characters, but *ive said it once and ill say it again, the torch has been passed on, kiryu has been saying goodbye on as many games as he's been in*. even though yokoyama has been there from the beginning, and rgg really didnt give us much interaction, Y3 gave us so much emotion and told us about their bond rather than showed (i mean, for the most part - again, i wouldve loved to have seem more, and im guessing that's what the kiwamis are for). and now you're telling me Y6 kiryu doesnt understand him. wow. date talks about understanding kiryu bc theyve known each other for ages. and kiryu doesnt *get* majima. sure. one of the things that really stuck to me playing ps2 Y1 is that kiryu and majima really are batman and joker, and it's baffling good how they actually got mark hamill to voice majima. and im not here for batman at all, but it's the trope. it's hamilton and burr, it's edward teach and izzy hands (lol), heck, it's jesus and judas (not all my musical theater references showing lol hey taika 😉) . it's not about villany or anything, it's about them being equal power houses on their town, it's about ying and yang, it's even reminiscent of nishiki and kiryu. and i got that just by playing the games. so if the person writing them doesnt see it, that's concernin lol whats good? lmao whats even real? the gaslighting yokoyama lmao

sometimes i forget why i say Y3 is my favorite but that kind of thing reminds me why.

also bless ugaki, a character he's played for years being dissed by his own creator to his face and he's smiling. never change ugaki, never change. (btw credit to the awesome people who uploaded the game footage on yt) also bless ugaki, a character he's played for years being dissed by his own creator to his face and he's smiling. never change ugaki, never change. (btw credit to the awesome people who uploaded the game footage on yt) edit: yeah i didnt bother looking at credits but apparently yokoyama was pretty hands off on Y6, im just being blindly biased :v i should stop lmao *but my concerns about rgg's direction with kiryu remain, regardless who is actually penned anything*

#yakuza 6 #rgg #kiryu kazuma #majima goro #venting #yokoyamapls #i miss nagoshi so much #yakuza 3 #yakuza meta

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lokh · 2 years

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[image description: A digital drawing of Harry Du Bois and Kim Kitsuragi from Disco Elysium. Harry is a tall white man with brown mutton chops and is wearing a black police cloak, grinning and winking as he gestures to the man he is holding by the waist. The man, Kim, is a shorter Asian man with thick glasses and is wearing an orange bomber jacket, and he looks somewhat bewildered as he freezes while attempting to write into a small blue notebook.

Harry is saying, "I'm Raphael Ambrosius Costeau and this is my husband!" Kim responds, stiltedly, "Ah, yes, I'm his... husband. John Shao. Shao-Costeau." Then, in a whisper, "What are you doing?" to which Harry whispers back, "Just go along with it!" A box reminiscent of the Disco Elysium advantages on rolls says +1 Kim trusts you, and +2 Dei help him, Kim really trusts you. end description]

FAKE DATING BRAINROT.PNG..... and more brainrot under the cut!!!!

OK SO IN MY MINDS EYE.............. this is something hdb would do off the cuff cos idk it will help them gain the trust of their mark and makes them look like in love tourists and not like. stalkers trying to gather info. and kim thinks its wild but he knows hdbs methods are outlandish and he trusts him enough to go along with it. they both go into it Totally Oblivious. harry just genuinely thinks its a good idea and doesnt think twice about it but kim is a bit more genre savvy and hes like. khm. this is just detective work. its not like im gonna fall for this dude thats unprofessional and ridiculous cos its Harry Fucking Du Bois. obviously they catch feelings after montages around town where stakeouts double as fake dates and they both realise separately Oh this is kind of nice =) but while harry just kinda rolls with it kim is more like

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anyways they do get caught because it was kind of an asshole thing to do tbh but when the mark is like ‘youre not even together! u dont even like him!’ harry is like ‘but i do love him =(!’ but then theyre getting chased and shot at and harry gets shot and kim freaks out but the dude gets caught and kims like ‘dont do this to me again’ and harrys like ‘aw kim its ok its not that bad this time =‘)’ and kim is kind of like ‘detective did u mean what u said’ and harry is obviously like ‘of course i did!’ and kim doesnt say anything then because he is trying to stop harry from dying of blood loss but they do definitely smooch in the future. the end

#disco elysium #kimharry #harrykim #harry du bois #kim kitsuragi #art #THERES ONLY ONE FAKE DATING FIC FOR THEM PELASE...........

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Ok but am i the only one who thinks that ttpd is just...downright bad? Like usually when i listen to an album i listen to the sound first and then is start listning to the lyrics. And i feel like in terms of sound it's just...boring. and repetitive. And tried to listen a couple times to it and i just coldnt get through it. Im not a great expert in music, but almost all of them feel "almost" done. A little bit of work could have made them so much better. In terms of lyrics it's not that great eithre. And dont get me worng i do honsetly love her. But with this album... with me at least it's a totel miss

i don't think it's downright bad actually!! but i do think it's kind of... struggling to get out from beneath its own weight if that makes sense. that's why i pared it down to my version of the album (lol) thats just 13 tracks and 3 bonus tracks and i just really think it works better -- like i basically just think its too bloated and that's why so much of it blends together and feels repetitive. like it's hard to make 31 songs sound cohesive without ALSO feeling repetitive. whereas if you halve the number of songs, it feels more like a cohesive work with intentionality behind the sonic choices. (not saying the 31 tracks ARENT intentionally made that way, i just think the sheer quantity is what makes it feel like such a slog)

personally for me i don't mind the sound so much -- though i am a little annoyed at jack because i feel like he just keeps falling into the same couple pockets production-wise and they're starting to just sound a little uninspired to me. like, i LOVE the first two bleachers albums -- and i enjoyed his third album too (again, i literally saw the tour twice) -- but even with this most recent bleachers release i was like... ok yeah this is cool but where's the evolution? where's the experimenting? where's the weird stuff that makes me want to relisten and figure out what he's doing here? and yeah, i know artists tend to fall into certain patterns and styles that they're comfortable with and get less experimental as they go further into their careers -- and taylor and jack are just both at that point i think, they've found their comfort zone and aren't so HUNGRY to keep pushing it. and sometimes it works! but sometimes i reminisce about when jack used to get WEIRD (like, i always think about the closer "stars" on the second fun. album -- is it a great song? i mean... not really. but it's WEIRD. and i like it for that.) so i guess that might be that "almost done" feeling you're feeling -- they just don't feel like they have that final shimmer to me, that one last layer that makes the songs stand out as SPECIAL -- they just feel like, yeah these are the songs we would've expected you to make! (which doesn't HAVE to be a bad thing -- but it does get overwhelming as a listener when, again, there are 31 of them.)

so yeah to me it's not a TOTAL miss. i think she's released worse stuff. (i forgot that you existed is worse than anything on ttpd, i said what i said) but i just think it needed a clearer vision. the aesthetics needed to be bigger, better, brighter. the lyrics needed tightening. the production needed a little more sparkle. it needed artistic integrity instead of an obsession with breaking records. it's close but it isn't landing where it could have.

#answered #anonymous #taylor swift #ttpd

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More headcannons if you will, I can literally go on forever. Is it better to send a separate ask for each headcannon/oneshot? Skdnejhxia

-aki and reader going on a road trip. Before they go reader makes him stop at a gas station and she’s like snacks! And so she gets a lot of them and asks him what he wants and he just like grabs one thing and she’s checking out and trying to pay but then akis like dont even think about it and pays for it instead and she’s just in the car like :| with all the food surrounding her thinking she was gonna buy it all but aki did so now she feels kind of bad cause it was expensive but aki doesn’t mind he just wants to dote on her (she ends up feeding him gummy worms while he drives) (her legs are thrown across his lap after awhile) (she’s blasting the music and aki can’t help but smile because the sun is shining and his soulmate is singing and life is good) (they arrive to their destination and take lots of pictures and touristy stuff) (aki keeps a Polaroid of her that day in his wallet and looks at it every day)

-more beach content. Reader gets a new swim suit and shows off for him. They go to the same beach they went to in childhood and they stay there the whole day, perhaps reminiscing about childhood and her mom. They float in the water until the sun is going down. Aki talking about sharks coming cause of night time and readers like ???? Are you 2

-picnic! One of them is having a hard day (honestly no idea who should do what) and the other picks up on it. As soon as person A returns home from work after the bad day person B is like I have a surprise for you. They blindfold them and lead them to a backyard/park/forest (NOW THAT IM WRITING THIS I WOULD SAY FOREST) and they take off the blindfold and are like tada! And there’s a nice blanket laid out and some candles and a basket with food. They sit and feed each other strawberries and eat sandwiches. Reader throws grapes into akis mouth and he catches them. Reader maybe bites into a watermelon and the juice runs down her chin to her chest and akis like *suddenly I’m bricked up* then they fuck outside by their picnic

Someone needs to restrain me I’m so down bad for these two -rem

ANSWERING THIS FRESH AFTER WATCHING THE NEW EP SO THE AKI BRAINROT IS STRONG RN!! REM, I HOPE U ARE BUCKLED IN!

FIRST OFF..... ohhhh boy, are u going to get more beach content... BUT NOT IN THE WHOLESOME WAY U DESCRIBED! I SHOULD BE ASHAMED.. beating down the horny demons rn... reader is running straight for the water like always and aki is covered in spf and hiding out under the big umbrella (skin cancer is no joke). you finally manage to lure him in by refusing to come out, even if your skin gets all pruny, so you make aki come get you <3

AND THE ROAD TRIP WAHH... aki driving one of those cars that has a bench in the front seat, no center console separating you, so you get to throw your legs over his lap and feed him snacks while he drives and be a good lil passenger princess... he would pay for anything and everything you want, but he'd see the piles of sugary junk and make a note to pick up some real food on the way. ALSO THE BIT ABOUT THE POLAROID MAKES ME WANT TO CRY!!! he would cherish it forever and ever,, he isn't convincing anyone when they see the polaroid of your smiling face displayed in his wallet and he tells them you're just a good friend. this man is head over heels.

#special rem tag #mercury speaks #about: menthol

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froqgy · 1 year

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super ultra huge tunic the game spoilers blah blah dont look if even want to slightly see it for yourself no fail mode super long post again bc of doodles

cathedral time! the game told me to get scared so i got scared. i was scared the whole time. roger can attest to that. but also i was being soooooo brave.

so that was. um. so. where to begin. okay so first, i was scared. thankfully you could avoid most of them and easily dispatch the others. i only died once or twice in getting to... the next area.

also realized they or me don't have scarves. well my little brave fox is so specials.

roger said they made whimpering sounds, and i didn't hear them until later. 🥹

the altars or whatever they were worshipping... the 3 eyed robots having tentacles coming from that...wechatlaugh but it was a tiny bit expected if you've read a previous liveblog. if i have to encounter them for real like that ill shit myself. also those poor husher birds getting corrupted like that..

so i went into the

god that thing is SO scary... i wonder if that one is unique from all the ones they were cramming into the pillar nodes. i have to say the fucked up christian imagery is funny and i cant take it that seriously. they put that fucked up fox on the cross. also i realized i think this was the only scene i remembered from the trailer. i drew what i remembered seeing in a prev liveblog...

so i went to activate the pillar and the fox was ..gone when i went back so i was thinking it either was submerged or sacrificed or it left to be a boss or all of the above.. scared btw... still bc i don't know the answer. i didn't walk up to it before that bc i was... scared. so anyways i went to the basement so frightened for my life, thankfully i had my trusty coin to give me comfort... ill draw that later. i stalled going down there chatting and whatnot and drew this meanwhile bc i was like im hungry (it was 2am at this point).

roger's chips... anyways i finally headed down and realized what the tiny drawings on the map meant. . . trials to survive you have to do all in one go and also you only get one rest to heal presumably. FUCK okay it's going to be hellish but next time i gotta grind it out... sniff... my gamer pride is preventing me from during no fail mode on...

so that was the end of that session huh? not a very great note to end on seeing as another grind session starts immediately next time i play... (i should probably use items huh. but it's sooo hard) but. no. oh no. that was not the end. because tunic likes to scare and shock me all the time. let's head back a few hours into my session. i open the game. i see the "load game". i remember wondering earlier the menu options said new game and continue game, and thinking i could start a new game and see the intro again but i didn't remember if there were a save slots. so now i think, oh, well we already looked up the intro so it's less relevant now but it's good to keep in mind there's multiple saves. later i said we could replay the game after i finish (no fail mode...) and translate as we come acrosd the text... right.. so this information is important. that i checked the load game files in the menu..

BECAUSE.

because.

at the end of that session.. i decide to check how many hours i spent. in my ONE and ONLY save file... and guess what. guess what.

I see this. a second file that got added somehow during the events of everything i did this session. seemingly random amount of money, maxed out hours and stats, only 13 manual pages all of which are ones you get early on in the game, no gun but the magic item that i haven't seen in game, whose silhouette was present in the manual. now i know it's an hourglass that slows down time. but the... what loaded in... was the strangest of all. top down perspective, reminiscent of old loz games, my grayed out (looked gray purple to me but) fox in a hallway with a single gold line running down the corridors, empty save for me and the pots, which i promptly destroyed and did not respawn. maybe they will next time i load in. probably not unless they want to be so nice. hopefully that wasn't relevant or needed to solve the enigma that was this room.

I accidentally inserted this stupid poll and cant delete it.

eerie music plays here. the corridors repeated so i would go up and step into the bottom of the same room. "ah", i thought. "it's one of those puzzles." maybe. i didnt try very hard to figure out what to do. i tried to look through the manual pages they gave me, but couldn't determine much from them. i tried flipping the one coin i had. i tried turning the hourglass on, which slowly drains mana and makes you slow as well, letting me see how the dash looks like in slow-mo, which isn't great with which the angle of the fox's huge bobblehead goes I'll tell you that.

so. i dont know what to do!!! now. other than face the trials and mess with the second save file more to see if i can glean anything. I was hoping if i could figure out the supposed secret of the file, i could get the hourglass in my file that way... who knows... this game is doing something to me.

#tunic lb

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