LET ME SAVOUR YOU (BEFORE I GO) — GOJO SATORU.
warning: this drabble contains angst and smut (18+ content). minors do not interact.
© chosai — do not copy, modify, or translate any of my works.
"satoru? what are you doing here in the middle of the night?" you question the ivory-haired male through your tired eyes, staring at the tall man standing in front of your apartment door; his facial expression is incomprehensible, and something about it makes you feel a little uneasy. you bring your hand up to cup his cheek. it's cold, you thought to yourself. without saying another word, you grab his hand and bring him inside.
"y/n," gojo says your name, his voice low and quiet. before you can utter a reply, his large hands snake around your waist and pull you close to his chest; his face nuzzling into your neck. gently, your fingers threaded through his white locks.
"is there something wrong, my love?" you ask him, and he shakes his head softly.
gojo's voice is muffled against your skin, "i just want to be close to you, that's all."
you attempt to pull yourself away from him, but his grip on you merely tightens. you trace your fingers over his cheek; worry laced within your gaze. "toru, you're not acting like yourself. i know you wanting to be close to me isn't the only reason you're here right now. let's talk about it, love."
leading your lover to the couch, you plop down onto the soft seat and encourage gojo to the same.
"jujustu society's in havoc right now," gojo begins, and you can already tell he's trying his best to stay vague, but you don't probe any further. "i also have to leave for a mission tomorrow morning. it's stressful, and i've just been seeking for your comfort these days. i'm also sorry for visiting so late at night. i miss you so much."
it is odd, for as long as you knew him – gojo satoru would be confident, acting as if any of the missions he embarks on is a mere chore. but here he is, in front of your door and disheveled; the only thing behind his cerulean eyes is that of woe.
"satoru..." you mumble his name softly, massaging your fingers into his scalp and he leans in closer to you to savour the sensation. a soft gasp falls from your lips when he suddenly peppers kisses along the soft skin. your arms travel from his head to his broad shoulders, holding onto him tightly. a soft moan leaves your lips when he decides to bite and suckle on the area that connected your neck and collarbone, and you dig your nails into his skin.
"satoru," you murmur his name softly, trying to get his attention but the man continues to savour you whole. eventually you begin to lose balance, your back falling into the soft mattress of your couch as he climbs over you; his lips remaining latched on the soft skin of your neck. "baby," you say softly, "what's gotten into you?"
"just wanna love you as much as i can," gojo says, though his voice is muffled as he continues to press kisses down your neck; his large hands traveling up your shirt – the coolness of his skin sends shivers down your spine along with shocks of arousal. "will you let me?"
you nod your head and immediately, you latch your lips onto his. your arms traveling to the back of his neck as you yearn to get closer to him. he hoists you up in his arms while your teeth clashed and tongues intertwined; his large hands cupping your ass, as he carries you to your bedroom. with gentle hands, he brings you lower until your head meets the soft plush of your mattress.
glancing up at the male, you relish in the sight of how handsome he looks underneath the moonlight; his cerulean eyes shining brightly against the luminescence from the night sky. there it is again, that incomprehensible look on his face; his eyes appear to pained, and his lips are pressed into a tight line. just as you're about to ask him if he is feeling okay, he cuts you off and wraps his arms around yours in a warm embrace.
"i love you so much, y/n." he says, his voice soft and quiet. "you're the best thing that happened in my life. i love you so much. please don't ever stop loving me. please."
you reassure him with your soft touches and kisses. "i love you more than you ever know, 'toru. never forget that."
lifting his chin with your finger, you bring him in for another kiss and this time, gojo returns the kiss with plenty more fervor; pinning your body down with his weight as his hands travel towards the end of your shirt, tugging onto the thin fabric as he swiftly removes it from you. the room that once felt cold now feels humid due to the growing arousal that you have shared towards one another.
gojo's left hand quickly travels to the soft mound, twisting the erect bud softly between his fingers while his lips shares his love on the other bud. you moan his name softly, arching your back as an attempt to get closer to him.
"you're so beautiful, my love." your lover says through raspy breaths, his voice low and hoarse as he continues his ministrations on your breasts. his right hand, now, is trailing lower and lower; his fingers snaking below the hem of your shorts, pulling softly against the bands of your underwear and you mewl his name. he's getting you even more desperate, and your aching need for him worsens as the seconds pass.
however, it is just the beginning.
"do you plan on teasing me, 'toru?" you question gojo, your lips forming a small pout and he gives you a gentle kiss.
"it's not teasing if i'm appreciating every single part of you. gotta ingrain every single part of you in my mind, right?"
you blush profusely at his words, and you avert your gaze from his loving ones.
"do whatever you wish," you say, stretching your arms out to reach him. "love every part of me, toru."
and so he does; he effortlessly slides your shorts along with your underwear and he digs a finger into your soaking pussy, eliciting a sharp gasp and moan of his name.
"you're already soaking wet," gojo hums, "and you're squeezing so tightly around my one finger. you’re so beautiful, y/n.”
“a-ah fuck! toru!” you moan, rocking your hips against his hand as he curls his finger inside. you can hear his breath hitch at the wet sounds of your heat enveloping around his finger, and then he adds a second finger.
eventually he pauses his movements, and before you get the chance to question him – you pause, flustered, with an anticipating gaze as he shifts his position; his head trailing down your stomach, leaving a trail of soft kisses until he reaches your arousal. his warm breath hovers over the spot you needed him soft.
"agh– fuck, you're dripping." he breathes out, a low groan escaping from his voice before he dives into to your cunt and a sharp cry of his name escapes from your lips; your fingers tangled into his ivory locks as works his mouth into you, his lips suctioning your sensitive bud as he makes little yet rapid flicks of his tongue. tonight, he wants to savour every single thing of you.
breathy pants fall past your lips, your mind's fogged from the immense pleasure your lover is giving you. the way gojo's mouth makes love with your pussy effortlessly makes your mind go blank; his movements increase in fervour, the soft hums leaving his lips sends a wave of vibrations straight to your sensitive clit. you squeeze his head between your thighs, rocking your hips softly against his face – you're far too dazed in ecstasy and rather than fighting against it, gojo relishes every single reaction you make as he leaves you trembling with his mouth.
pale blue eyes gaze up towards you, clouded in lust as he takes in every single expression you're making with each lick, thrust and suckle of his tongue and lips. gojo can't stand the idea of another man possibly doing the same exact things he's doing to you, his heart aches just thinking about it. he glances back up at you once more; the sight of your flushed face with your needy eyes staring into his, egging him to help you reach your release with your soft yet desperate moans.
you're all his, and his only.
gojo locks his arms around your trembling thighs, moving his head side to side as he frantically makes out with your sopping heat.
you pant his name, though this time your voice goes up an octave. "mmm– ah! fuck 'toru i'm so close please don't stop, please don't stop!"
his grip on you tightens and his movements have gotten a lot more heated and desperate; a mixture of both his drool and your wetness dripping down his chin as he leads you to your orgasm. you latch onto his hair, a loud cry leaving your lips as you thrust your hips into his face – your legs twitching against his face.
gojo makes sure to keep a picture of this very moment locked in the depths of his mind. he wants to keep cherishing you, forever and ever. he leans up towards you to press a soft kiss against the temple of your forehead, and then he places another kiss on your lips. immediately, you reciprocated the kiss with passion and fervour; your arms snaking around his neck as you pull him on top of you.
"i love you so much, 'toru." you say in between kisses and heavy breaths.
ever since birth, he's been destined as the strongest. of course that ideology stuck with him throughout his childhood, adolescence and even until the present. being a sorcerer meant that he will have to make plenty of sacrifices, as long it will result in the world remaining in balance. however, out of the many treasured things he has to leave behind,
he doesn't have it in him to leave you.
"i love you more," gojo says, leaning his forehead to yours.
he's glad that you can barely make out his expressions underneath the dimly lit midnight sky. he tries to blink away any potential tears that threaten to poke at his eyes.
"y/n," gojo says, his voice soft. "promise me that no matter what, you'll live happily."
you cup his face in your hands, the pretty smile he loved so much is plastered across your face. "of course i will, 'toru. because i have you."
he leans into your touch and kisses your hand as he tries, desperately, to ignore the bittersweet feeling building up in his chest. he leans in again for another kiss, his hands wandering around your body as you submit once more into his warm touches.
he still has the whole night to savour you. even if it is the last time he ever will, he’ll make sure that every moment counts.
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It just really bugs me, when it comes to autonomy "children" is not a coherent category.
One of the very first things a human being learns is to want things and express those desires to other people.
I just went to a child's first birthday party, and he knows how to put his arms up when he wants an adult to pick him up, and to turn around and stretch out his arms when he wants to be handed over to another adult. He can point at things he is interested in.
What he cannot do is talk, or walk under his own power. He had no idea what a cake was until that day.
What this means is that his autonomy is inherently limited, because if he wants to be carried over to something, or to pick something up, adults can just veto that decision, and in fact must do so, because he doesn't know, for example, that a glowing red stove burner might burn you.
What "autonomy" might look like for him is... incomprehensible to me.
Recently I was at the zoo with my three and a half year old nephew, and he was sulking because it was his sister's turn to ride on dad's shoulders. Well, we had promised his sister to get to a certain exhibit and the zoo was closing soon, so we asked him if he wanted to walk himself or ride on my shoulders, and when he wouldn't choose his dad hefted him up on my shoulders and, after complaining for a minute he rode happily for the rest of the walk.
In ten years, he'll still be a child, but he'll be less likely to sulk about taking turns. He'll be old enough that if he doesn't want to go at the same pace as the rest of the family, we can say, "Okay, let's split up and meet back up at the front at this time".
You can't do that with a three and a half year old!
Kids are constantly growing in their capabilities, even just a year's difference can make a massive change in what kinds of responsibilities they are able to handle, let alone the 17 years of growth we lump together under the heading "child".
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I have a gift for you. You know who you are.
Summary: Vulkan wakes you up... but it's unsafe for Tumblr! (gasp)
Word Count: 822
Content Warnings: Transmasc reader, SMUT, somnophilia but it's consented to prior, idk it's pretty saccharine because it's the nicest war criminal on the list, belly bulge, a shitload of praise,
Image Credit: @squishyowl
You heard him before you saw him. You heard his deep voice mumbling about how beautiful you were as you slept, how good of a boy you were for him, how pretty you were. Oh, what a pretty boy. You heard a wet, rhythmic noise from in between your legs, and you felt warm down there. His hand was large and warm against you, pressing against your apex slowly and methodically.
You opened one eye, and he greeted you with a warm smile. His eyes were ruby red, and they regarded you with nothing less than loving reverence. "Finally awake?" he asked, pausing slightly in his motions.
"Yeah," you said, opening your other eye. A slight smile dusted your face, and you leaned into his touch.
"Good morning," he said softly. He grabbed your hand with his free hand and planted a kiss to your palm, looking over your hand while he resumed his activity between your legs. "How did you sleep, firelight?"
You opened your mouth to incomprehensibly babble before you managed to choke out an "I slept well." Vulkan chuckled, trailing kisses up your arm while your face scrunched up in pleasure.
"Good," he cooed, starting to speed up. You cried out, grabbing for the back of his neck. His skin was warm to the touch, almost like he was a living furnace. He leaned in to you, his forehead touching yours.
You let out a small giggle. "You're... nngh! You're so warm," you smiled, staring him in the eye.
"Thanks!" Vulkan smiled, slipping another finger into the mix. You cried out, digging blunt fingernails into his skin. If he were anyone else, it would probably bruise, but his skin was thick and obsidian dark. Your legs clenched around him as you grinded into him, working yourself up until you finally climaxed on him, loud and wet.
"That's it," said Vulkan, "good boy, that's my pretty boy right there. Mmm..."
You looked down at him. Your underwear and lower nightclothes had been cast aside, but he was in his and he was hard, twitching up and down. You chuckled.
"You're hard," you remarked as he loomed over you, lowering his pants and underwear to reveal himself for you.
"Like what you see?" he asked, starting to grind against you. He grabbed your hands, interlocking his fingers with yours. His hands were huge on yours, but you made it work.
"I-" you started, babbling incoherent nonsense as he lined himself up with your entrance. "I do, I really do."
"Good," said Vulkan as he entered you. You cried out; he was large, and he was thick too. "You can take me, I know you can," he rumbled against you. He pressed your hand to your abdomen as he began to fill you up, and a bulge appeared in your stomach.
You looked up at him and whimpered, holding on tightly to his other hand. Soon he was buried all the way to the hilt, and he remained there for a second, pressing your hand further into your abdomen before he opened his mouth to speak again.
"Good boy," he said, "such a pretty boy on my cock, you look so handsome on me, oh..."
You whimpered as he pulled himself out just enough for him to thrust inside of you. His hips bucked slowly at first, speeding up as you cried out under him. You tried to form a cohesive thought, but your mind was overtaken by the warm feeling inside of you, the feeling of the cock between your legs.
"Do you have anything to say to me?" he asked, speeding up again. He chuckled lightheartedly as you babbled incoherently, looking up at his bare chest. You gripped his hand, crying out his name underneath him as his hips began to twitch.
"Oh, I think I'm about to-" he started, "fuck. The things you do to me..." He sped up inside of you, thrusting wildly before he buried himself in you one last time. He panted as he throbbed inside of you, spurting sticky liquid. He said your name once, then twice, and didn't stop repeating it for a while, murmuring praise after praise for you.
"You're so soft... mm, and you're so pretty... you've always been my pretty boy, yeah..." He kept trailing off, only to praise you further until you spoke for the first time in what felt like ages.
"I think you're the pretty one here," you huffed as he rolled you over onto his stomach.
"That's nonsense!" he exclaimed, pulling you off of him and kissing your forehead. "You're the most gorgeous person I've ever seen. Your eyes, your face, your everything." He pulled you close to his chest, running his hands along your back. "I love you."
"I love you too," you mumbled into him. Your eyes slipped shut, and soon you were back to sleep. No matter. You could stand to sleep in today.
Taglist: @bispecsual@justeverythingnothingelse@bleedingichorhearts @nekotaetae@historitor-bookshelf
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the rwd season 4 qna inspired me to start thinking about college au headcanons except a lot of these are gonna be really specific to my school and y'all are just gonna have to deal with that <3
Kyana feeds some of the school cats. she would feed all of them if she could
Dani smuggled Plug (the scrawniest black cat you've ever seen) into her dorm room illegally and somehow management hasn't caught her yet (based on a true story) (Kyana visits to see Plug all the time)
Finbar keeps an updated tier list of every canteen in the school with breakdowns of the best stalls/dishes for each
A senior from the school of engineering once said to me 'all the engineering people dress like rats cuz our classrooms don't have aircon' (context: tropics) anyway that's Dani
Kyana would probably be involved in a lot of freshman orientation events from second year onwards. she just likes talking to the new kids and giving them advice like she would be the kind of orientation group leader who'd get messages from her freshies asking about all kinds of random nonsense because she's made sure they know they can always contact her with questions
VR-LA is The Guy you go to for textbook pirating resources
(this is more of a 'wouldn't that be funny' but VR-LA is just Veerle's discord handle)
Docent is the name of VR-LA's old laptop that broke down so he gave it to Cassimere (computer engineering major he met once at a networking event) to fix except Cassimere got everything off the hard drive and then somehow managed to fuck it up Even More so he had to get a new laptop (and named it Emi)
Roy has gotten food poisoning from his dorm meal plan at least once (based on at least one true story)
The heap trio + Mandy would be those friends constantly playing majong in the dorm lounge and if all the majong tables are taken they just play in one of their dorm rooms on a towel to dampen the tile shuffling noises (it was Mandy's idea)
Every morning Dani goes to the drinks stall at her faculty and orders one iced coffee to the point where the stall owner starts preparing an iced coffee whenever they see her approach (based on my true story)
Roy would be one of those people who goes clubbing every other week and every time he tries to drag the rest of the heap trio and Egan almost always goes and Dani would go if she didn't have a good excuse but always begrudgingly. anyway Roy would always be the only one having a good time until Egan gets drunk enough to start having fun
Finbar actually uses the dorm kitchens instead of just buying canteen food and it always makes the hallways smell really good
Vhas also uses the dorm kitchen sometimes but like. one time i walked into the pantry on my floor and someone had left cut sweet potatoes and 2 eggs in an inch of water in a pan on the stove. that's Vhas
Kyana's constantly applying for overseas exchanges and international summer/winter school programmes. the world is large and she wants to see it!
Maxim's the definition of a hall phantom. you know he lives on your dorm floor because you pass him by in the hallways sometimes and literally nowhere else. sometimes you're not convinced that he actually exists
VR-LA and Maxim's friendship stems from them being from wildly different faculties (VR-LA's in STEM, Maxim's doing anthropology so arts/social sciences) but also having lots of weird interests they cant really bug anyone in their home faculties about
Elyse is in student government and every once in a while Finbar receives a series of angry texts about the newest idiocy she's had to put up with
MR-SN and AS-TR start a stargazing club together. other notable members include AS-TR's girlfriend E-DN, MR-SN's friend C-RA (the one who always volunteers to carry the heavy ass telescopes) and MR-SN's friend K-LB who he pestered into coming to fix one of the wonky scopes even though K-LB's actually in electrical engineering but he's the only engineering person MR-SN (an arts student) knows
oh and of course VR-LA joins because he genuinely just likes space (developing a crush on his club chairperson was not on his bingo card)
Kyana and E-DN were MMA sparring buddies at one point which is how she found out about the stargazing and joined immediately
honestly i can probably think of more but this post is fuckin long LMAO
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