To my future wife:
A deep sigh holds unspoken words of my feelings that are ready to burst and give. I told myself to let time heal and set me free. The bandage of hope, helped cure the love I bleed.
I started believing that love is a fantasy, it seems unreal, but the grass is green and the sky is blue. There is a letter written “You and Me." I wrote it to my future wife, and I started wondering, “To Whom?”.
Finding a coffee date was easy, she is watching me drink my latte, and I am looking around, wondering if the butterflies come on their own or if I have to go find them too.
The butterflies are out there looking for you. They’ll bring you home to me. I'll wait and start making some tea; the table is set for "You and me". I am at the door, waiting patiently.
Finding true love is harder. When we know what we are looking for, I'm looking for quality. Qualities of an independent woman who loves her friends, family, and hobbies. My love is unconditional, I’ll make dinner while you choose the movie. There is no rush, for time will tell who she is.
-Lovedeshecho
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Dear future wife
Today I thought about you, I wanted you near me, I wanted to be in between your arms and feel your heartbeat next to mine, The last month felt a little lonelier then the one before and I couldn’t wait any longer to meet you, But maybe right now we are not ready, maybe we are still learning about ourselves before we can be together, I’m waiting for you my sweet girl, I’m waiting for you to take over my life, my brain, my breath and my heart. Come when you are ready and I promise I won’t let you go, Come as you are, with the bad and the good, with the old and the new, Come as you are.
I love you forever and always,
Your future wife 🤍
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I honestly don’t think I’ll ever have this, but man would that be incredible .. to finally feel what it truly means to be loved by someone. And even more so if that someone were to be her .. what an incredible story to be able to tell from starting at just 12 yrs old, to actually being an “us” again at 27 and beyond .. from first gf ever, to my wife some day.. what a dream.
It’s all extremely doubtful, but fantasizing and wishing are my best bet right now .. if not her, maybe someone will wish for me the same way I wish for her and maybe.. just maybe, true happiness will find its way to me <3
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Dear Future Wife,
God wants you to have His best, so if you have no peace, experiencing a lot of turmoil in a relationship, God is trying to push you out of something that He's not in! Pay attention to God's leading
Yours, Bigg Love Jones
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I don't talk about this stuff on here pretty much at all, but a past relationship really broke a ton of bits and pieces of my brain and heart in weird ways (I'm finally thinking about him almost never but the shit he pulled was abusive as hell and still affects me sometimes). Being in love with my current girlfriends for a while felt almost. Painful? Almost like I should be ashamed I can fall so deeply in love with people, and especially how quickly that can happen sometimes too. Thats how it kind of felt. I tend to get overwhelmed with emotions if I'm feeling them very strongly, and that has been extremely embarrassing and also felt almost like I was being a burden to those I love (which love is the main emotion that can 'get dialed up to 11' for me). It IS debilitating in some ways!!! It hasn't gotten bad enough I've been nonverbal in a really really long time but that happened this past week and it was wild to me.
Things are getting better now though! Therapy in the past has helped, and honestly having such patient and understanding partners has made a world of difference ;w;. my wife is someone who was one of my best friends and I had a huge crush on and now I can ask for cuddles and we can nap together and I've fallen so much in love. Her and her presence are literally heaven for me, I don't know if anything has ever made me happier than just laying next to her and feeling her warmth.
Worries of course flare up and I feel like I need to lean on her a lot during those moments, but I don't feel like too much of a burden to her. I love seeing the posts that say stuff like 'Its okay to be a burden' or 'its okay to be annoying' because really truly I think I need to be those things to survive sometimes. I can be 'a lot' and I can be a little bit obsessive and those things aren't inherently bad or evil of me. I just make sure I'm feeling okay during and after and make sure I'm checking in on myself often. I'm a bit of a broken girl, but that doesn't mean I'm not extremely happy and living a life I love. I've written poems and everything about how it feels like it must hurt to love me and my broken jagged edges, but hey, even if it does a little bit, it doesn't mean someone like my girlfriend/wife won't go through a little bit of burden to love me, and I'm more than happy to return all of this and more for her as well if she's ever in need or feels broken ;^;
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Talking nonsense part: (2)
Ok, so... let's pose on this note for a moment... and recall the times Nene "time travelled" through the story so far...
So, let's suppose the red house meeting with little (4 years old) Tsukasa belongs there (though the red house is a thing of its own, has its own time, it's too complicated). What happened between them in the red house made us reach here with him and Nene...
Then, let's talk about the one we had in the new chapter next...
It seems Tsukasa "knew" Nene would come to the past that day and was waiting for her to show up in advance. He has a little talk with her back there, connected to what they shared in the red house.
It seems in the official translation he said "us" instead of me. And, she surely did come to play with them at times, some we are going to see later, and... we still got to see one with Amane.
This happened like... about a year after when Tsukasa asked her to come play with 'them'. And, it seems there will eventually be other times, who knows when. Going back to this time, who was the reason that happened in the first place... hmm...
How playful, he is really playing so nicely with her, giving her an experience filled with an unmatched fun. ^^ (ok, from there, he got her take Amane's key for some reason that is still a secret)
Now, let's talk a little about the Tsukasa from that exact day she met Amane crying in, where was he...? It seemed in the moment from last chapter, he knew she was coming and was waiting for her, was it only on that day he knew she is coming or did he know about every time she will be coming to the past in advance?
Hmm, let's assume Tsukasa knew about 'every time' Nene will be coming to the past in advance.
If so, then Tsukasa from that day knew she will be coming over so he made sure not to be around? maybe he even was with Amane and left a few seconds before she came because he didn't want to be around in the time she comes there?
Ah, it's funny... to say... his future self sent her back to the past... and past Tsukasa took his leave to make things go smoothly between her and his twin as planned by his future self...ahhh... as if they are working together... whether they actually planned it together or not... they seem to be so in sync in there. (Tsukasa going like: Me, Myself and I agree.♡)
Ah, now... let's go to the festival one...
Hmmmmmmmm....................
So, again… going back to that day… what was past Tsukasa's rule exactly in there?
Playing Katanuki for 3 hours you say? hmm... well it's no surprise Tsukasa loves that game so much to the point future Tsukasa spends more than 5 hours playing it... but is that really the only reason Tsukasa didn't go to "eat dinner" with you?
judging by his words... I get the impression this is the only time he gets to eat "alone" in a festival or am I mistaken?
Hmm... was Tsukasa cruel to leave him go have dinner all alone or did he know Amane won't be alone and there would be someone to eat with him?
Hmm... and when did Tsukasa "decide" to show up?
Hmm? Right after Nene left?
I said in an old post of mine Tsukasa seems to be really involved much more that it's shown to us in what happened that day, and in granting the wish Amane wrote on his slip after taking a look at it. (I also like to assume he was around the whole time watching Nene and Amane from afar until she left)
Haha, Slow down, Tsu! You ship them way too much! (it's cute!)
Buttt... Give them time to breath! Let them take their sweet time until we reach ch 86? I bet you saw them in there, right? .........
you were there the whole time, weren't you?
Anyway..........
Making a link between the time in the festival & the time Nene found Amane crying.... in both times Tsukasa wasn't around and in the first one he showed right after she left.
.... coincidence?
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I think not.
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For Fun:
Now, if we thought more about the time Nene was back to the past that time she found Amane crying... let's say Tsukasa from that time knew she was coming, took his leave and all, him knowing she was sent there by his future self adds more fun to the mix, doesn't it? ~
Nene-chan is here, good job, my future self. You did well. I'm so proud of you (myself). Glad to become you one day. ^^
Haha, would he say that, though?~
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