#can I just…rant a little in the tags for a moment??

[gwekkuu]

No new autumn piece this year 😔

So let me share some old ones I still like :0

#duckverse #donald duck #huey dewey and louie #gyro gearloose #sikyu art #can I just…rant a little in the tags for a moment?? #this entire year has been a rollercoaster for me #working at the MK ride has been EXHAUSTING since it’s opened in Feb #we’re only STARTING to slow down at the tail end of October :/ so I’m TIRED #oh yeah then ya girl gets hit by a wicked flu about TWO OR THREE TIMES 👀✨ #seriously during each of them I had an awful fever for a week as well as a nasty cough #I just stayed in bed whenever I could #ah yeah and then ya girl has been suffering artblock since early rhis year #I am just tired bois and I wanna sit down and draw again but ffddf life stops me #OH SHIT and I’m in the process of moving to a new place and I’m tired of that already??

[pachnychnyszek]

insane Australian postmaster outside storage room window. normal Tuesday evening in hermitcraft server.

Drawn during Skizz's last (20-2-2024) stream!

#hermitcraft #artwork #pachnychnysztuka #pearlescentmoon #pearlesentmoon fanart #I'm not tagging gem bc she's just in a doodle and a screeenshot here... sorry queen #but yeah to me Pearl always looks a little bit insane. as a treat #also ik that she was wearing her normal skin during that moment BUT reality can be whatever i want and what i want is more postmaster pearl #this is not very polished or good but uh um. fell today righhht on my wrist so I'm trying to keep it light. #sorry rant over i want to draw some Gem and Scar next. Specifically from his last episode #when she babysits him as he fights the wither hehe

[cheetahsprints]

S3 Spoiler

What they meant

Sonic: Grab my hand, no homo :)?

Shadow: Yes homo

Sonic: Ok your idea is better so how ya doin 😏

#sonadow #sonadow prime #I've connected the dots #sonic prime spoilers #spoilers #'stop making everything romantic they're just bros' #well you know what we heard it from Shadow himself they're not brothers /hj #those holier than thou types can miss me with that headassery fr #shippers filling fandom spaces/tags with their adoration over every little thing has been happening for ages wtf #dont mind me ranting in the tags I'm just having a moment #just to be clear I have nothing against people who wanna view them as friends/found family/qp -- just the whiners #some people act like shipping ruins the very concept of friendship? why????? #I may be about the kissie lovey uwu Sonadow but I am fine with them being platonic coded on screen #as long as we are getting Moments:tm: and Shadow isn't being swept under the rug or hidden in the closet #my post

[crimeronan]

orpheus sucked. i've said it before and i'll say it again: if you loved her you wouldn't look. rip to eurydice girl if you were married to ME i'd walk straight out of hell and keep walking and if i never saw you again it would be okay because i'd know you were alive and carry that with me and none of the rest of it would matter because THAT'S WHAT LOVE IS and anything else makes my skin crawl. your husband fuckin SUCKSSSSS dude i'm so sorry. i'm so sorry an ugly bitch would do you like that i'm SO s

#is this a bad faith reading? yes. is it in response to people being condescending about this myth again? yes #the last time i posted about this a bunch of classics majors were like you've gotten the myth wrong #there are X reasons he looked back that didn't have to do with him being a little bitchass who can't follow clear directions #but listen. the only fucking thing people ever say is how he looked back out of love #and lemme shout it from the mountaintops #I DON'T WANT TO BE LOVED LIKE THAT!!! I DON'T WANT TO LOVE LIKE THAT!!!!!!! #IT SUCKS!! EURYDICE YOU CAN DO BETTER. CALL ME #there's too much adam in me for this nonsense. simply Do Not Look Back #JUST FOLLOW DIRECTIONS. YOU SELFISH BASTARD. #IF YOU CAN'T FUCKING SEE IT THROUGH THEN DON'T GO TO HELL IN THE FIRST PLACE. #to Me this is way more about selfish stupidity and possessiveness in the face of grief you refuse to process #which is actually compelling!! and interesting to explore!! #but no. god forbid. we have to suffer through a million poems of 'in that last moment eurydice knew that she was loved' #NO. FUCK OFF. SHE KNEW THAT THE SECOND HER HUSBAND SHOWED UP IN HELL FOR HER. #IN THAT FINAL MOMENT SHE KNEW HE WAS A LITTLE BITCHASS WHO CAN'T FOLLOW THROUGH ON ANYTHING. I'LL KILL YOU #this rant is obnoxious but please know i'm making my own post so as not to put tags on the post of someone who is loudly wrong about this #because i am being polite. kind of.

[cat-of-starlight]

tfw you are trying to Limbus Pull but the game's only Bonus Units™ are the ones that freak you out/irritate you lmao whoops

#Mini tag rant hello everyone #Idk man I just think they make me uncomfortable in an Extremely Unique way #The group is already terrible and I mean. yea. its the city. there is terrible shit everywhere #But Its The Ableism For Meeee #Like ok they say they don't like the prosthetic users but does it end there? #this may be a personal thing but where does the line of 'ok amount of unorganic materials in your body' actually go #Is it just external? What do they do if you have inorganic materials inside you- does that still count? #'You're overthinking this' ok maybe but also- #I uhhh #If its ANY inorganic materials that may make you impure then I also kinda count (long story that I don't need to make tumblr's problem) #Like excuse me for having a deep rooted hatred of the characters that not only antagonize my main fav (Danteeeee <3)- #-but also would probably. you know. maybe target me too depending on where they draw that line #So yea- #I hate the N-corp units. (Heathcliff can stay since he's clearly reluctant) BUT- #Other three gotta pack their bags #only even pulled since there aren't exactly many Good Units at the moment #but be sure I'll yeet that crazy eyed freak back into her stupid little pit the MOMENT I have a better Faust unit #ok anyway rant over thanks for reading if you got this far #limbus company

[da-proti-toku-grem]

feeling like a total asshole today 👍

#an aunt's mom passed away yesterday night #i didn't really know her that much just spoke to her a few times for the typical merry christmas & happy new year you know #so when my mom told me i felt bad for my aunt bc i knew they were really close but i don't feel SAD #but my parents seemed to be like so shocked and sad and my little brother even started crying #and i felt absolutely nothing #idek what my mom saw in my face but she went like 'don't you feel anything?' and like wtf am i supposed to feel #like. i'm sorry for my aunt and everything but i just????? #that already made me feel like an absolute asshole but now we have to go there (like 2hours away by car) #and because i am an adult now i *have* to go to the funeral home (?) today and to the funeral tomorrow #and i REALLY don't want to and thought it's making me so fucking anxious bc i haven't been there since my grandma passed away 2 years ago #i really don't want that feeling that i felt back then to come back #not right now #not when i've been starting to feel a bit better this past week #but i'm already failing at that because they started to come back the moment i was told i have to go #and i feel like a fucking asshole because my aunt's mom literally passed away and she (and her whole family) must be heartbroken right now #and all i can think about is that i'm anxious #i'm anxious to go back there. i'm anxious just thinking that i'll have to express my condolences to people that i don't even know #i'm anxious because i'll have to TALK to people and at least try to look a bit SAD but i can't just fake it #bc if i don't look sad my brain tells me that i'm an asshole that doesn't have feelings like apparently everyone around me has #but if i fake it my brain tells me that i'm an asshole bc why tf do i have to fake my fucking personality #why can't i just express my fucking feelings like normal people do and the only thing that i know how to do is fucking complain #like. i know i rant a lot here but it's literally the only place where i talk about my feelings #i NEVER talk about my feelings with anyone because idk HOW to do it #i have like a million things in my mind that i want to tell my mom or my therapy for example but when i finally convince myself to do it #i just CAN'T. the thoughts won't leave my mouth because i don't know how to phrase them properly #so nothing ever leaves my mind unless i make a post here bc apparently writing my thoughts in english (my 2nd language) #is easier than talking in spanish #and at least if i write them here they don't just stay bottled up in my mind #but i'm too tired of myself and my stupid brain that tells me that i do everything wrong :/ #i'm gonna shut up now bc i once again reached the tag limit

[thegardengrows-infrozenrain]

this is what the next album will be called won't it /j

#mother mother #mother mother band #mm band #funny #silly #meme #joke #screenshot #ryan's rants #oh you know we aren't straight tho (source: ryan factive. i'm bisexual at best lol) #(meanwhile jas is pansexual. doesn't care who u are if u can be topped she will top u (with consent ofc!) ) #(and our molly i think is a lesbian? gets kind of awkward when her and jas start making out.) #(not because i'm homophobic or anything rather i just. don't wanna see my sister getting that close to someone??? like please kiss her a #little less passionately???? like i am right here???) #(it's fine tho lol. jas is basically the system's gf and she kisses everyone like that so it's not that weird.) #(just gross since i have to witness her doing that to my sister xP) #(we're both her fave tho so ig i can't complain. we are kissed in equal measure and therefore i'm sure molls has had some awkward moments #like that as well lol) #(if you wind up reading these tags later btw molly - i am so sorry jasmin gets like that with me and you have to see ur baby bro #as i sluttily whimper while locked in yet another deep sloppy french kiss sesh with jas LMAO) #(though in my defense she's good with her tongue 🥰)

[caffeinatedopossum]

I feel like I have an unacceptably low level of control over my body. Like obviously there are some things that no one can control but I have like actual big problems because of it. I'm not really sure how to describe it but it's not just me being really clumsy (although that is an effect of it) or even the tics I have.

It's like I can feel my body moving wrong constantly but I can't correct it and it hurts and it sucks and I'm tired. I'm tired of hurting myself, making mistakes, breaking things, acting like it's fine when in reality I'm constantly afraid of how much any movement I make next could hurt me. I need to move to stay sane, I want to workout and get stronger and go on walks with my friends. I wanna get better. I can't even roll over in bed without pain and I'm just so tired.

#opossums chronic illness rants #seriously though this sucks so much and idk if theres anything i can do about it but i wanna try #its probably a combination of a lot of different things #like muscle weakness and instability from ehlers danlos syndrome both making each other worse #along with the poor proprioception from autism the dizzyness and weakness from the dysautonomia #the fact that i cant really see and even possibly inner ear damage (thats a new one that ive been suspecting more and more recently) #im not sure if the ear damage would be just from built up ear wax or maybe or something else #but im really not having a good time because it brings back bad memories #when i was a kid (8 i think) my mom was convinced i had compacted ear wax but given that she refused to ever #take me to doctors she decided she had to fix it herself #which led to a lot of excruciating trials where she stuck wires and que tips stripped of their cotton into my ears #and tried to scrape out whatever she could. even though i wanted her to stop because it hurt so bad i would start crying everytime #im also mildly suspicious that might be what damaged my ears in the first place... but i really have no way to know that at the moment #all i know is i dont want anyone looking in or putting things in my ears ever again #it doesnt even matter how much i trust them because now anything put in my ears hurt #like even when im just regularly cleaning them with que tips it hurts and im reminded that might not be normal #idk if you read these tags let me know if cleaning your ears is supposed to hurt i guess? #im honestly not sure. like i just always assumed i wasnt being gentle enough or something but it doesnt matter what i do #its not super painful either just a little bit so i ignored it because i assumed it was normal #since a lot of 'normal' things hurt for me. which i now know to my surprise isnt normal at all but i didnt figure that out #until i actually got people to believe that these things were hurting me #apparently its very hard to find anyom #who believes that opening bag clips or trying to lift a jug of milk are actually quite painful for me #they usually just say im way overreacting and when i was a kid i just believed them i guess

[skhardwarevers1]

I can’t wait for the weather to get warmer,,

#Random I know but spring and summer (esp summer) are much more home to me #Something about it just hits different yknow? #Like yeah don’t get me wrong I love fall and winter but they’re such cold and lonely months to me #I like the summer when I can just go outside and feel warm…it’s a nice feeling #And I can’t wait to travel again…to have at least one night where my sister is inside and my parents are out for a little #And I get to do my traditional sit on the balcony and admire the beauty of it all routine #Where I can’t go back inside for a good while because my face is stained with tears #And any time I say something to myself my voice cracks and I can’t help but laugh at how cheesy I am #But it’s truly amazing to know I can look forward to that #And I’ll always take pictures and they’ll be better than the ones I took last year but they’ll never fully capture how it felt to me #It’s a kind of intimacy that only exists for a brief moment on summer nights between me and my surroundings #With one AirPod in playing Mrs magic of resonance #And for a moment I’ll take it out and I’ll probably cry some more because the silence is even better #So yeah. I can’t wait for the weather to get warmer #S.K thinks #Live laugh luv ranting in the tags

[rapha-reads]

No, seriously, what the FUCK is going on with this summer. Why is everything so weird and happening all at once.

I need it all to stop because I don't know how much longer I can deal with the weirdness.

Personal rant below, to avoid spamming your dash.

My mother cheats with a guy 32 years younger than her. Alright. She wants a divorce from my father and starts spewing shit about him. Um, okay. My father goes into depression, rage, pain, stability, rince and repeat. Sure, no problem, I know his character and I understand what's going on with him right now. My own anger, pain and incomprehension can take the backseat.

My father's water well suddenly stops working for 3 weeks, impossible to water the trees in the middle of a summer from hell. Problem, but after weeks of checking everything, wasting money on pieces of the pump and ferrying around workers, we manage to find that the problem is neither the pump nor the water levels, but the pipe that was cracked on like 5cm and it only needed to be cut. 3 weeks and thousands of dirhams wasted for nothing. Really annoying.

Weird lights in the sky, sudden gusts of wind carrying around sand and dust, heat, no rain, dry storms... Yeah. Eerie on the good days, downright creepy scary on the bad days.

The dog next house that we go give water every couple of days to avoid seeing him die of neglect before our eyes, climbing the wall and improvising a machinery to get him water. Weird, but okay. The owner of the dog actually made an appearance, my father scolded him in his very polite but firm way, told him that I was giving the dog water and to leave the rope we se to get the jerrycan, the owner agreed (he's a distant cousin of my father, welcome to Moroccan countryside, family tree more like family maze).

But now, half an hour ago, my dad is chilling in the garden talking with one of his cousins, my sister is inside reading, I'm on the veranda reading, all lights are turned off, when suddenly there's a guy entering the backyard where we have a peach tree with a couple of green peaches and the windows of our bedrooms. He just. Jumped down a wall, stole a peach, run across the backyard in front of my sister's room where she was about to get changed, climbed the back stairs and jumped over another wall.

... WHAT.

And then my father apparently saw him from the garden, and barefoot went running after him, and apparently ran around the entire village after him, met one of his cousins and his nephew, came back home without catching the guy (not even a guy, a teenager, 15-16yo). Sister and I are just about giving up on trying to understand the weirdness of the entire summer, deciding on going to give water to the dog before going to bed. I'm reaching the top of the wall when suddenly my uncle, his wife, his brother-in-law, my two cousins, my father's cousin that was there at the beginning all arrive. Oh, I forgot to mention, it's HALF PAST MIDNIGHT.

I'm. I'm fucking giving up, how in the name of SANITY am I supposed to write a bloody master's thesis in these circumstances??? I forgot to mention my sister's heart problems, the people building houses all around my dad's field and the weird encounters we have with these foreigners who already know of our reputation (did I mention that my father is kinda famous/infamous in the region because he doesn't bow down to the corrupted authorities like everyone else... That brings troubles too), the countless taxi trips to get to the town to by groceries and counting every coin because we have neither car nor money, both belonging to my mother, my mother moving houses, my mother in general...

I AM DONE. (they say, knowing full well they can't actually be excused from the narrative because their most important people need them)

#personal rant #don't mind me #just exteriorizing the sheer mad weirdness we've been experiencing all summer #summer from hell #my life as a telenovela #rapha rambles #is anyone else experiencing everything all at once all the time? just weird day upon weird day with only some moments of quiet? #i have never had such a bizarre summer as i'm currently having #i'm supposed to be focused on writing my thesis and finding a new flat and a job #not whatever all of this is #and i can't actually drop everything because that's what my dear mother did and someone need to pick up the slack #i just know that if i decide to give up and drop tail the weight will be on my little sisters shoulders #and my father will be one step closer to actually killing himself or letting himself die #and i just refuse to be that selfish. my mother turned out to be selfish and tries to pass it up as looking out for herself and just NO. #i just need one quiet week where NOTHING happens NOTHING AT ALL and i know i can write that thesis #but the weirdness is just piling up #one day 20 years in the future my sister and i will just write a book about this summer and it'll be a bestseller just wait for it #sorry tags are as long and ranting as the post. guess i have way too much to say. and i haven't talked much about my mother yet bloody hell #alright i'm done

[emmys-writing-blog]

okk, I've been at a major blank for the castle infiltration chapters I had been writing. Normally I just write whenever I get the inspiration to, though it's been almost 2 months now and I still have absolutely nothing for that story. I do not think I'll continue that story; if I do, it probably won't be anytime this year. I do have a new hyperfixation and story idea though so that will probably become my whole blog. I'll start posting about that soon!

hopefully

#i had been so excited for that castle infiltration story but ive been so unproductive on it for so long now #everytime i think of it i just think back to how unproductive ive been in general with life and stuff at the moment #its made me really hate thinking about that story which sucks because i really loved the characters #and i had big plans for the story and everything #this stuff just happens though ig #and at least i have a new story now that i can direct my attention to #that way i can feel at least a little bit more productive #really hoping that i don't give up on that story idea too #i didnt even think that i liked writing that much until i stopped #and realised that it was kind of the only thing i was using to validate myself and feel productive so im not just wasting my days #i guess im probably setting myself up for disaster with that #i seem to have this really big fear of not being productive with my time while everyone else around me is #i feel like ill just wake up one day and ill be like 10 years older despite having accomplished absolutely nothing #only being able to 'show off' things that i did when i was a kid #im trying to break that mindset but it may be a while #for now ill just keep writing #sorry for the massive rant in the tags it wan't supposed to be that long lmao #not writing #castle infiltration #ok thats enough tags

[gracetoldmeto]

Happy (fuck) Monday(s)

This is what I googled this morning...

#gonna rant in the tags for a sec... #im just so upset every goddamn day that i hate my job #because i genuinely thought my career path was exactly what i wanted #except due to circumstances out of my control i cannot physically handle the same pace of life anymore #so here i am with a degree in a job that i cant fucking stand (at the moment) because i need to pay the bills #can i just be a full time writer? #like... pipe dream yeah but the idea is there #god fucking damnit i did EVERYTHING right and i still ended up like this #its not even my fault people keep dying and i need to pick up the pieces #can i please be happy again thatd be nice #FUCK #im just... a little dramatic #but also... what am i even doing with my life #quarter life crisis hitting REAL HARD i quite dislike it here #alright i think i got my point across ill shut up now #delete later #happy monday #...ugh...

[dl-bug]

.🤍.

#girl help the thin is in era is back like tumblr 2014 and im weak #the moment i heard the kardashians were removing bbl’s and seeing on the show the amount of weight loss talk #and excitement around being skinny i knew i was in for a ride #journal #tw: ed mention #tw: skinny mention? idk i wanted to tag this one bc this word can be a lot for me #and truly the midsize look just feels out rn like with shopping i either see very thin women or very thick women #and both are absolutely beautiful but sometimes being in between makes me feel not? and this is why representation is good #i don’t know maybe it’s just me and my own securities but give me a girl with some butt some belly and some arms like i wanna see myself #bc one thing about me is i fall into that body trend situations and i hate it!! working on myself girly but here’s my little rant for now

[merigoldaround]

I used to love spending time in the jikook tag (or did I, it's been over two years, maybe I'm just nostalgic). But these days when no one seems to have anything good to do they come and complain about one thing or another, it's more trolling and debunking and taking some moral high stand for "seeing the truth". All I want is to see people sharing cute jikook moments even if they're not new or maybe some actually good takes and positive asks (oh those were the days when we got more content and people didn't get so easily bored, I mean the complainers were there still, but it felt like they were the minority).

Personally I just care that the guys are happy and wish people would be kind. And certain people here are not kind at all. Like who hurt you? Maybe do some self reflection, see to your traumas, I swear it makes a real difference. Negativity bias is a thing, maybe look it up.

#no content or sighting does not equal anything #my personal stance is always to wait for content to drop or them going live etc #and ff sake they can and they will hang out with their friends #(though I feel like my opinion on the whole is jikook or aren't they is more relaxed than most) #I believe (and maybe hope because I relate) that they are part of the lgbt #where their relationships go I just enjoy what's shown #and I'm online a lot #but I hope I've retained my ability to think #and keep some sense of reality #but some people here #I get it it's addictive it's social media it's planned for that #I often cringe when people insult with touch grass or go outside because it has a hint of ableism there too #but it really might do you good if you didn't centre your life around a music group as much fun as it is #especially if it makes you feel worse to engage with the content #this became a rant in the tags #I'm sorry #but I lived through the mosquito net in real time #when my time and filter came back to back and everyone lost it #the black swan lift #and all the other little moments #I came into the fandom just after memories 19 had been released #those were the times #yeah definitely nostalgia

[inlovewithaspiderguy]

“but does anyone notice there’s a corpse in this bed?”

#I relate. shit #I’m feeling fucking fine #should start a depression posts tag so y’all can block my negativity #no one really needs to hear what I say #don’t know why I’m getting choked up but I am #wow so many things I can talk about with my therapist tomorrow #except I won’t be able to because my mom will be there #and she will want to discuss my hygiene issues #but I have been under my sheets for hours #I think that’s a little more important #is this just a tough moment that will pass #vent #rant #depression posting #fucking yay #thought I was getting better