When I say "I would theoretically be interested in this activity, but I can't do it, my disabilities make it very difficult" and people try to be helpful by making half a dozen recommendations (not accessibility recommendations, just general advice), it shows they really don't get it.
If I desperately wanted to do that activity, yes, some of those suggestions might help. But I am not passionate enough about this one hobby to dedicate time, energy, and other resources to crawl my way towards proficiency in it (especially if it costs money or I would need to travel to do it!!!), and simultaneously deal with everything else I genuinely need to do (these actually necessary tasks are also exhausting!).
Additionally, at the end of the day, I would still struggle with that hobby, and that can be super disheartening for me. I don't think any of that should be expected if it's not something I want to go through.
I get that these people are trying to be helpful, but I often end up having to argue with them because they’re holding me to a standard that I cannot reach and don’t want to wear myself out for.
Disabled people absolutely can engage with hobbies that are difficult for us, but we should not be expected to force ourselves to do activities that push our very real limitations if we don’t want to. Asking us “is there a way we could make this more accessible?” is great, but please do not push us if we ever tell you “no” for something. We’ve likely already thought about it by the time we say no.
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The occupational therapy intake went horribly. The OT kept remarking “how much I have going on” (how much is wrong with me), and said she didn’t know what to do with me. When I told her I am very isolated, and want to go out for more than groceries and doctor visits, and to be able to work, she said I should “just work from home”, accompanied with some implied prejudice against intellectually disabled people. At that point I felt like I was going to cry.
She thinks I’m already at my functional limit and “doesn’t want to add more” to help me improve?? Even though that’s her job?? She indicated that she would ask her colleagues what they think we can work on and would discuss at the next appointment, but after that kind of unprofessional treatment, I don’t want to go back; I’m canceling all my scheduled appointments with the practice. I’ll look for another OT I guess.
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