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Tommy and Tubbo – Pages: How to melt your essence with someone’s soul
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credits:
Prologue
1. “time collapses. love takes your hand and leads you from the world” layla starr
Page 1
2. “Imitations of Drowning” Anne Sexton
3. @.insomniac-arrest
4. https://twitter.com/sainticide/status/1476212797369319424?s=21&t=iGrZnWG5aLGizZ_iGCZR4A
5. “Twenty-One Ways of Leaving” Koleka Putuma
6. https://pin.it/4Iy5VQI
7. @.dvoyd
8. http://hollowworld.co.uk/threads/halvar-vignette-s.55468/post-829118
9. “If There’s A Way Out I’ll Take It” Lora Mathis
10. “Selected Letters of Martha Gellhorn; in a letter to Hortense Flexner and Wyncie King” Martha Gellhorn
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11. https://pin.it/1QpJ0iz
12. https://pin.it/6WwyKF6
13. “Wayward son” Tyrannus Basilton Grimm-Pitch
14. https://pin.it/5Mgyjhs
15. @.galactic-mystics-writes
16. @.dazzlingtiredeyes
17. “The Next Time We Talk on Facebook” Clementine von Radics
18. N/A
19. Fall Out Boys – Young Volcanoes
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20. https://pin.it/3Nxa6eV
21. “Jesus Texts” Pádraig Ó Tuama
22. @.codaattheend
23. https://pin.it/3YFQf7P
24. by Edward Lee
25. “The Five Stages of Grief” Linda Pastan
26. “A song for a lover of a long time ago” Bon Iver
27. “Icarus || Percy Jackson” SarcasticSunshine
28. https://pin.it/59O2ivf
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29. “Selected Letters of Martha Gellhorn” Martha Gellhorn
30. @.aretherestarsinhell
31. “One Last Poem for Richard“ Sandra Cisneros
32. “Poem of the End” Marina Tsvetaeva
33. https://pin.it/7mGA0UT
34. https://pin.it/1TKqm7d
35. “Norwegian Woods” Haruki Murakami
36. by Friedrich Nietzsche
37. “For Your Own Good” Leah Horlick
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38. “When Rome Falls” Yves Olade
39. https://pin.it/5CnTcJ9
40. “Whatever You Need” Marley C.
41. @.eridan-ampora
42. “Pillow Thoughts by Courtney Peppernell” Cierra
43. https://pin.it/e9k4bKp
44. “Sunstone” Octavio Paz tr. by Elliot Weinberger
45. by Kiersten White
46. https://pin.it/1i7tkZg
47. https://pin.it/4S39jLe
Epilogue
48. @.jovialtorchlight
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Charming
hii story drabble for my favorite boy daniel page!
❝ TAGS ❞ fem mc x daniel, y/n used, year 3 spoilers, ooc(?)
You were charming, there was no doubt about it. That's what Daniel had always found intriguing about you, a muggle born who seemed to effortlessly charm all and any witch or wizard in proxy to you.
Daniel had a hard time pinning exactly how'd you do such a thing. Could it be that, given only being a third year, you were excellent at charms that most had trouble with? This definitely could be a factor, considering he's witnessed your impressive duels with Cassandra and the Frey's.
Or was it how you were so selfless when it came to helping others? He remembers first year when you dropped everything to find Ivy which you barely even knew well enough yet to do such a thing.
Daniel being friends with you, had taught him that over the three years of being at Hogwarts, you were quite known to all. It seemed like every class he'd attended had someone who dropped your name. "Did you hear? Y/n dueled with Elliot Evers! He's more advanced with techniques but yet she beat him!"
And that was another thing. Almost all of third year when the news had spread about his family being locked up, when he had blown off her and Ivy countless times to learn spells with Elliot, when he had told you a bit harshly that he didn't need friends but to be left alone, you never gave up on him. You helped him get Esme back, helped him fight in battles with Gridley, but most of all, you stayed. You stayed by his side.
After all that ended, you never once expected something in return for that all, which truefully daniel thought you'd maybe ask for a favour or two, but nothing ever came up... well perhaps not nothing
Daniel found himself in his least favorite place—the Dance club. He had received an owl from you to meet him here, so he was now. He had already awkwardly turned down the many offers from others to dance desperately, looking around the ballroom to catch a glimpse of you.
"Daniel!" He whipped his head towards your voice. You were dressed up more than usual; you looked... pretty. Her cheeks flushed from running to the hall, he assumed. It suited you, which made him feel a subtle warmth, trying to sneak his way to his own.
"Sorry I'm late, I hope you didn't wait too long" He shook his head and slipped his gands into his pockets. "Don't worry. Anyways why did you want to meet me here?" Daniel tilted his head in confusion when she let a giggle out.
"Well, it's simple." She smiled at him, and he cursed at the way his cheeks held the shade close to his hair color on them. "I want to dance with you, Daniel" He remained silent letting her words sink in before managing to blurt out "You.. want to dance? With me?"
"Yes Daniel, with you" Daniel cleared his throat and held out his hand "Alright then, I suppose Dancing with you isn't as bad as it usually be." She took his hand and lead him to the dance floor.
That day, he found out your charm was real, as real as anything. He finally fell victim after years of denying failing for such a thing, or so he thought. It seems he's been under since he met you. He was just trying to deem it fake for the sake of his heart. His cheeks would always flush red when you'd praise him for his skill in potions, when you asked him to dance so he wouldn't be bothered by others when they tried their hardest to persuade him.
You were charming, no doubt. Daniel Page found it intriguing how you managed to sneak your way into his thoughts, how you caught his eye everywhere he went, and how you, out of all students in Hogwarts chose him to give your every moment too. But he would want no other way.
this is my first time writing anything but the lack of Daniel story's on here is hurting my heart (っ◞‸◟c) anyways i hope this feeds other daniel fans well !!
#⌯’ㅅ’⌯ — sophie writes#“danifies ♡ daniel”#daniel page x reader#hpma x reader#daniel page#daniel page x mc#hp magic awakened
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Where I Can’t Follow
author’s note: see, I told you guys this was going to come out at an ungodly hour. it is 5:30am as I am writing this note out. Also, it’s my 21st birthday, so this is my party favor for y’all. There are a few time jumps in this chapter, but I hope you guys enjoy! -Del ✨
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pairing: Morpheus x Reader
request: no
warnings: shitty spouse says shitty things
word count: 5,402
Chapter Three: Escapism
(Y/N) winced as they scanned the page, this was part of their story that they wished they could forget…that awful marriage with the miserable Elliot Charles. Though the amount of time they had actually spent together was minuscule compared to the amount of life (Y/N) had lived, Elliot still left a bad taste in their mouth. However, one good thing came from their relationship.
It brought (Y/N) closer to the man they actually loved.
After the Charles family left, they had spent the entire night arguing.
The entire night locked in a screaming match with both their parents, begging, pleading to do anything else to get out of the marriage they wanted no part in.
But all of their yelling fell on deaf ears.
For once, (Y/N) could not bring themself to dream. There was very little time left in the night for starters, but the pain (Y/N) felt weighing down on their chest was unbearable. Clutching onto their pillow tightly, fresh tears stain their sheets. And for the first time in their life…
They felt utterly hopeless.
The next morning comes by quickly, (Y/N) still in the same position on their bed, refusing to move. One of the handmaidens comes and tries to coax them out of their bed, claiming to have made one of the favorite pastries, but they still cannot bring themself to move. It isn’t until their mother comes slamming through the door and practically yanks them from their bed.
Their mother helps them dress for the wedding, and silence sits between the two. (Y/N) refuses to meet their mother’s eyes, their own orbs fixated on the wooden floor. A gentle tug at their shoulder brings them back into focus.
“You look wonderful, darling. Elliot is very lucky to have you.” She says quietly, adjusting (Y/N)’s clothing. A frown remains present on their face. Their mother lets out a sigh. “You know, you’re going to have to talk at some point. This is happening. Just be grateful that it’s happening at your age and not my own.” Their frown deepens.
“Did you try to fight back when you found out you were to marry father?” Their mother stiffens, before scoffing.
“Of course not, it was a mut-”
“Mutually beneficial arrangement.” (Y/N) finishes. “But you’re honestly telling me that at 13…you really were okay with marrying father?” They think back to the book they had read in that library, wondering if for once she would be honest with them. Their mother let out a small sigh.
“Not at first.” She murmurs, but any sense of emotion their mother had seems to wash away immediately. “But, I realized that I had to do this for my family, as do you.” With that, they pat (Y/N)’s shoulders, stepping back from them. “We need to leave, don’t want you to be late on your own wedding day.”
(Y/N) barely remembers registering what the priest was saying. All they could hear was a ringing in their ears, as they stood in front of Elliot…the person who was very shortly about to be their spouse. Elliot seemed to look just as nervous. Their eyes shifted towards the mostly empty seats in the church. The only ones attending seemed to be both of their parents.
“(Y/N)...”
Their eyes snap forward. The priest pauses momentarily, giving them a funny look. “Something the matter?” A frown forms on their face. Wasn’t he the one that just called them? Quickly, they shake their head.
“N-No, sorry.” The priest seemed to roll his eyes before continuing to read from his book. They could have sworn someone had just called their name. Their brows furrow.
“(Y/N).”
Their eyes look forward again, this time trying not to draw any attention to themself. Someone is calling them. Or maybe these are just the beginning signs of madness. Honestly, they would take either option.
“(Y/N)!”
The voice sounds more insistent now. (Y/N)’s eyes glance at Elliot’s. Then something estranged happened. There seemed to be some kind of movement, happening on the wall just behind Elliot. Their eyes shift focus to the sudden movement. The wall seems to ripple, almost like a pond when one skidded a rock across it. (Y/N) looks around the room to see if anyone else notices, but all eyes are focused on just the two of them.
“You know you don’t belong here…you’ve always known…”
The voice sends a shiver down their back. Their attention is back on the wall, as it begins to morph itself into something new.
The door.
The dark oak door appears before them again, illuminated by the gold sigils painted across it. There is a slight audible pop, and the door begins to creek open again.
“Come, (Y/N)...forget this life…”
(Y/N) bites their lip. No one still seems to notice the door. Were they dreaming? There is no reason for this door to be real right now unless perhaps they WERE dreaming and just having a god-awful nightmare.
They feel a sudden pinch on their hand.
(Y/N)’s eyes readjust to the person in front of them. Elliot gives them a sheepish look.
“It’s your turn.” They whisper. (Y/N) cocks their head to the side.
“My turn?” Elliot nods.
“You know…to say the thing.” (Y/N) blinks for a moment, before turning to the priest, who gives them an annoyed look.
“Well?” He grumbles out. Quickly, their eyes glance back to the wall. The door is gone. They let out a quiet sigh. Guess running away was no longer an option.
“I do…”
The rest of the ceremony wrapped up quickly, and the now conjoined families celebrated with a huge feast at the Charles’ estate. But (Y/N) didn’t feel like celebrating, and from the looks of it, neither did Elliot. However, it was at this dinner that they both learned that all of (Y/N)’s things had been moved into the Charles’ guest house, where the two newlyweds would now live.
How could this day get any worse?
Their first night together had to have been the most painful for them. They both lay in their now shared bed, staring up at the ceiling, refusing to exchange any sort of glances at each other. As much as (Y/N) tried to combat their sleep, they soon fell victim to it.
(Y/N) finds themself in a void this time around. There is nothing there. It is just their body seemingly floating through the never-ending pitch-black space that seems to surround them. A frown crosses their features. Not even one of their dreams could lighten their mood.
Of course, that’s when that damned door makes its grand appearance again. However, a noticeable lack of talking this time around. A small smile graces their features.
Maybe saying hello to a certain brooding King of Dreams might make this day somewhat better.
Having nothing really to push themselves off of to get them closer, slowly, their body drifts towards the door. Being just a few inches away from it, the door’s audible creak rings in (Y/N)’s ears. They force their body through the door, excitement coursing through their veins.
But instead of seeing the library’s shelves like before, they seem to find themselves falling.
However, it wasn’t a long fall, as their back soon made contact with something hard and flat. They let out a groan, as their eyes close tightly. They could hear footsteps quickly approaching.
“You sure have a way with making an entrance, Mx. (L/N).” A familiar voice mumbles. Their eyes slowly peak open, greeted by Lucienne, who is currently looking at them with a raised brow and crossed arms. “Are you alright?” (Y/N) props themself up, realizing they had landed on a wooden table.
“I think I’ll live.” They push themself off the table, wiping some dust from their clothes. “That damn door apparently wants to cause nothing but trouble today…” They grumbled.
“You came through the door again?” She asks with a troubled look. (Y/N) just nods.
“It appeared to me while I was awake today, during my-” They cut themself off, grimacing. During my wedding. Lucienne cocks her head to the side. “During a family event…” They mumble. Lucienne nods, a frown forming on her features.
“I see, Lord Morpheus will need to hear about this.” (Y/N) looked confused.
“Who?” She gives them a funny look.
“Did that fall damage your head? I thought you had met him previously.”
“Wasn’t his name Dream?” They question. Lucienne nods.
“The Lord has many names.” She looks down, writing something on her clipboard. “We still haven’t been able to figure out what exactly this door is, and why it is appearing to you specifically, but I’m sure we…he will find some sort of lead soon.” She mumbles. (Y/N)’s gaze shifts to around the room, noticing the lack of a certain someone’s presence.
“Is he here? I can tell him what happened.” Lucienne shakes her head.
“Unfortunately, his lordship is out attending to his duties.” (Y/N) feels their face drop. So much for that. Lucienne seems to notice the shift in their demeanor. “You are still free to stay, of course, we have plenty of books here at the library.” (Y/N)’s eyes shifted back to the room.
It was quite the sight.
They were sure that this was the most amount of books they had ever seen. They were also sure that they would at least need centuries to read every single book that was there. But they also noticed the piles and piles of books that had been stacked up on the sides, left on the tables, and even some on the floor.
“Actually, do you think you need any help around the library?” They ask, much to Lucienne’s surprise. “I have a feeling I am going to be here a lot more.”
“You don’t need to do that, Mx. (L/N). You are a guest here in the Dreaming.” They shake their head.
“Please, call me (Y/N). And as much as I would love to read every book in here, I would also like to help a friend out!” They smile at the smaller woman. “Plus, it’s not fair to you to have to do all of this by yourself! Please, I would love to help you with the library.” The woman seems to look off, contemplating their offer.
“You’d be wise to take their help, Lucienne.” That voice. “They don’t seem like the type to take no for an answer. Do you, (Y/N)?” Quickly, they turn so fast they practically give themself whiplash. A small smile forms on their face, as their eyes are greeted by the King of Dreams. He stood behind them, the tiniest glint of an amused expression on his normally stoic face. “Good to see you again, (Y/N).”
“And you too, Dream! Or I guess it’s Morpheus.” Their eyes tear away from the man. “Lord Morpheus?” The man raised an eyebrow, before (Y/N) meets his eyes again. “What exactly is your name? Lucienne says you have many, but, what was your original? Or what do you prefer?” An amused glint returns to his eyes.
“I do have many names, but you may call me whichever you prefer.” They pout.
“That’s not really an answer.” They grumble, before thinking for a moment. They clap their hands together, a mischievous glint in their eyes. “How about Mr. Surly Cat?” His face fell, and (Y/N) could swear they could see Lucienne try to bite back a giggle.
“Out of the question.” They let out a sigh.
“You’re no fun! Fine,” They fall into a bow, looking up at the man with a small smirk on their face. “Lord Morpheus, it is a pleasure to see you again.” Morpheus let out a sigh, but his eyes betrayed the annoyance he was trying to convey.
“You always act this way, don’t you?”
“Only with the ones I enjoy spending time with.” (Y/N) stands back up, flashing a smile at the two. “And I’ve loved every moment I have spent with you both so far.” The ghost of a smile appears on Morpheus’s lips. (Y/N)’s body begins to feel lighter. They look down at their hands, shocked to see that they seem to be transparent.
“You seem to be waking up.” Their eyes met again.
“I guess so. Until next time, my Lord.” They tease, before turning towards Lucienne. “And I’m looking forward to helping you!” The woman just gives them a small smile.
(Y/N)’s eyes snapped open. They were greeted by the mundane wall they had seen before they had dozed off. Slowly, their head shifts to the side, seeing a visible lump on the bed next to them. A sigh escapes their lips. So this wasn’t just some horrible nightmare. (Y/N) shifts their body to the opposite side of the bed.
They would give anything to escape from this.
~One Month Later~
While (Y/N) was having a hard time adjusting to married life, they were absolutely thriving in the Dreaming. The best part of their day was when they were able to sneak in naps or just go to bed for the night, as the door would now always appear to them, and they would almost always end up in that library.
(Y/N) was quick with learning the library’s layout too, so putting the books back where they belonged was easy work for both them and Lucienne. The two became rather fast friends as well, trading different stories they liked with each other, and just always seeming to have the most wonderful conversations.
It was another long night, books seemed scattered all over the place. (Y/N) collected as many of them as they could, placing the forgotten books on their cart. They made quick work of the pile, always moving from one aisle to another.
The last book seemed to belong in the romance section. Their eyes scanned across the shelves, looking for the book’s home in the aisle. Spotting the noticeable gap, they placed the book back, wiping their hands with a satisfied smile on their face. (Y/N) makes their way from the aisle, but a noticeable glow in the aisle catches their attention.
There was a small book on the shelf, that seemed to be glowing in a way (Y/N) had only seen once before. Carefully, they pluck the book from the shelf. The cover is just as dark as their door to the Dreaming, painted in the same shining gold sigils. A frown forms on their face. Was their mind playing some kind of trick? (Y/N)’s eyes scan the cover, and they feel their breath hitch at the title.
Where I Can’t Follow: The Heartwrenching Tale of an Endless and a Mortal
(Y/N)’s brows furrow, and cautiously flips through the pages of the book. If anything, it just left them with more questions.
The very first page had no chapter title, and one small sentence: It began in a dream. (Y/N) frowned, flipping through the book’s pages. The rest of them were blank. As if the story had not been written out.
“(Y/N)?” Lucienne’s voice rang out, causing them to jump. “You alright?” They look over at the woman, about to show them the book, only to feel the weight in their hand disappear. (Y/N) glances back down, the book was gone. “(Y/N)?”
“Y-Yeah…sorry…I thought I saw something.” Lucienne frowns.
A few weeks later, and (Y/N) had all but completely forgotten about the strange book. Their newfound duties at the library occupied a majority of their time in their Dreaming life.
It was another average day, but miraculously, the two had managed to get almost all of the books back where they belonged. (Y/N) took it upon themself to do some dusting on the higher shelves. Since those seemed to be the books that were touched the least, they had collected quite the collection of dust over the years.
Carefully climbing up the ladder, (Y/N) sweeps the duster gently across the old books. Clouds of dust flow into the air, getting caught up in the duster’s feathers. Quietly, (Y/N) hummed to themself, getting lost in their own thoughts.
However, a familiar glow tickled their face.
(Y/N) craned their neck, having to look all the way up to the very top shelf, and they could see the glowing book yet again. Why did their mind choose to torment them at the worst of times? Carefully, (Y/N) climbed up higher onto the ladder, the step space becoming much more narrow the higher they went.
When they reached the top step, they still couldn’t quite reach the book, and they began to wonder if they should just leave it altogether. (Y/N) was not trying to risk their life on some half-empty book. However, the book seemed to read their mind, as the glowing became harsher. (Y/N) let out a groan in annoyance, but pushed forward with trying to reach it.
They stretched their arm out as far as they possibly could, their fingertips lightly grazing the book’s binding. Their one arm held on tightly to the ladder, as they started to reach even farther by stepping on their toes. (Y/N) could finally feel the book in the palm of their hand, but before they could pull it from the shelf…
The ladder wobbled.
Before (Y/N) could even register what was happening, it appeared to be too late for them to readjust their balance. They could feel themself lose their grasp on the ladder, as they began their descent to the ground. They could remember hearing a small gasp escape their lips, as they closed their eyes, waiting for impact. But it never came. Instead, they felt someone’s arms cradling tightly around their body.
“Do you attract trouble on your own, or do you go purposely seeking it out?” A deep voice mused. Slowly, their eyes crept open, greeted by Morpheus’s icy stare. They took a moment to register what exactly had just happened. In the span of a second, Morpheus had somehow been able to catch (Y/N). They didn’t even remember seeing him before ascending the ladder. “You seem to be quite the handful at times, (Y/N).”
“Or in this case, I guess you could say an armful.” They tried to joke, but they could still feel their heart racing. “Thank you…for catching me.” The man simply nods, gently placing them on their feet.
“You need to be more careful around here, (Y/N).” Gently, his fingers lift their chin, having them meet his eyes. “We would not want anything to happen to you now, would we?” They could feel his fingers linger on their cheek, face heating up at his words.
“N-No…I’ll be m-more careful.” His stern demeanor fades, the tiniest of smiles on his lips.
“Good.”
The man had vanished without another word, leaving (Y/N) with a flustered expression, and their heart now racing for an entirely different reason.
Morpheus was still quite a mystery to (Y/N), never talking much unless he had to or was making a snide remark. For someone who is practically a God, he had a bit of an attitude on him. And even though they had a rough introduction, it almost seemed like Morpheus would seek them out at times.
There were times (Y/N) could swear that they could feel his gaze, even if he wasn’t in the room. And if they did happen to cross paths, there was always this intense look in his eyes, that would cause their heart to flutter. Even though they had promised to help Lucienne, and they very much kept their word, they couldn’t help but wish to see the brooding man, even if it was just for a moment.
There was something about him that made their heart beat in a way Elliot never could.
And they began to wonder if he had felt the same.
Morpheus always seemed to interact with (Y/N) differently than every other “mortals” that passed through here. They assumed it was probably because he was still trying to figure out just how they seemed to have access to his realm, but they hoped, even if it was ridiculous, that maybe he also felt the strange pull in his heart.
But, this was probably just all in their head.
~Two Years Later~
(Y/N) had grown accustomed to their double life at this point. During the day, they played the role of a faithful spouse, making sure to avoid doing anything that would be frowned upon in the public eye. And at night, they would spend what would feel like days helping Lucienne around the library, while also managing to sneak around and find Morpheus.
There were still no real leads about the mysterious door that only (Y/N) would ever see, but they didn’t really seem to care about it anymore. The door hadn’t manifested in the real world since their “wedding” day. And as for the book, they hadn’t seen it since the ladder incident. Life for them… wasn’t perfect but they were getting by. And their time in the Dreaming was the only thing that seemed to make it all worth it.
“Your mother came by today.” A voice hissed out. (Y/N) looks up from their spot on the bed, greeted by the sight of a very angry-looking Elliot. Their hands were on their hips, and it almost seemed as if they were huffing.
This was the downside of (Y/N)’s life in the waking world.
For the first few months of their marriage, Elliot had remained quiet and was just as upset about the arrangement as (Y/N) had been. But, over time…things just seemed to become more strained between them. Elliot had attempted a few times to try and lure (Y/N) to bed and well…attempt to create the heir both their parents so desperately wanted, but (Y/N) couldn’t bring themself to do it. They refused to bring a child into a loveless marriage, especially if that child’s fate in life was just to be betrothed to someone they didn’t love.
After a year into their marriage, Elliot was fed up. They became aggressive, always verbally insulting (Y/N), even wishing death upon them at times. In public, they were the picture-perfect couple, but behind closed doors, Elliot was a monster.
“And what did she want?” (Y/N) mumbled, eyes focusing back on their book.
“What she always wants. She wants to know why she does not have a grandchild yet.” (Y/N) turns a page in their book. “Are you even listening to me?!”
“I am. But we have had this conversation before. I am not ready for a child.” Elliot lets out a scoff.
“That’s what you always say.” They grumbled. “You understand the entire point of our marriage was to create an heir to the Charles/(L/N) name, right? We literally have one purpose, and yet you can’t seem to bother with me! Let’s just have the bloody kid, and get it over with!” (Y/N) sits up, a deep frown heavy on their face.
“And this is exactly why we are not ready to bring a child into this world. Get it over with? A child is a ton of responsibility, not something you can just get over with.” They seethe. Elliot lets out a frustrated groan.
“You are the sorriest excuse I have ever gotten the displeasure to know! Clumsy beyond belief, and all you seem to do is sleep half the time! You are fucking pathetic!” They shout. (Y/N) sighs. It was better for them to just let Elliot get it out of their system. They had learned a while ago that the more they fought Elliot, the worse they became. “I can’t believe I’m stuck with someone as worthless as you are!” (Y/N) winced. “No really, what have you done on this earth besides being a thorn in everyone’s side? Your parents barely want anything to do with you, I want nothing to do with you, who here actually enjoys your company?! I wish you would just fucking disappear from my life!” And with that, Elliot slams the door shut, storming off.
(Y/N) didn’t bother to follow. Nothing they would say would make anything better between them. They could feel wet drops hit their hands, looking down to realize it was tears. When did they start crying? Another sigh escapes their lips, placing the book on their nightstand, before rolling over onto their bed. More tears flowed freely.
They would give anything to be free from this pain.
Slowly, they feel their eyes begin to drift, and they are whisked off into their dreams.
When (Y/N) awakens, they find themself on a familiar-looking island. This time they weren’t lost at sea, still on the sand where they had been two years prior. However, the storm seemed to be worse this time around, as harsh rains pelted heavily against their skin.
They feel their body give out, crashing against the sand as sobs rip through their throat. They stayed like that for a while, the rain soaking their clothes, and their sobs becoming louder. (Y/N) could feel a warmth hit against their skin, as well as a familiar creak. Their eyes peer open to see the door, but (Y/N) can’t bring themself to move. Instead, they turn over, not wanting anything to do with the Dreaming today. They didn’t want Lucienne and Morpheus to see them like this.
So, (Y/N) continues to lay against the sand. The rain continued to pelt them harder, almost as if it was hail. Their sobs had quieted down, and all they could feel at this moment was nothing. They felt numb.
“(Y/N)?” A voice called out. Their body stiffened. Of course, they knew who the voice was, but they never thought he would actually come looking for them. Maybe they were just hearing things. “(Y/N)?” He calls again, this time, (Y/N) could clearly hear footsteps approaching behind them. They turn their body over, slowly pushing themself off the sand. They look up, and sure enough, the King of Dreams stands before them, with a concerned look in his eyes.
“What are you doing out here…you’re going to get wet…” They mumble, voice still course and raw from their earlier crying spell. A small frown forms on Morpheus's lips.
“You did not come to the Dreaming today…did the door not appear to you?” (Y/N) shakes their head.
“It did…I just…I had a really bad day…” Morpheus pauses for a moment. (Y/N) knew that emotions were not necessarily his strong suit, as they had learned through multiple instances throughout the last two years. But what he did now, surprised them. He sat next to them in the sand.
“Would you…” He pauses, looking for the right wording. “Would you like to talk about it?”
The rain gets lighter.
(Y/N)’s eyes widen before they feel a small chuckle escape their throat. Morpheus’s brows immediately furrow, and he goes to stand. He appeared to be offended. Quickly, (Y/N) reaches up, grabbing one of his arms and pulling him back down to the ground.
“Relax, I was just surprised…you usually freak out with anything to do with emotions.” Morpheus’s lips seem to pucker.
“I do not freak out.”
“Morpheus, you left me one time after you found me crying over a sappy book I read at the library. Then came back three hours later and claimed you had ‘urgent business’ you needed to attend to and that’s why you vanished.” They could feel his body tense.
“I am…learning.” He states firmly. (Y/N) lets out a few giggles, leaning their head against his shoulder.
“Yeah, you are.” The two fall into a comfortable silence, both watching the now calm ocean waves crashing onto the sand. The rain had stopped altogether, and the sky was no longer gloomy. (Y/N) wished that this could be their forever. Morpheus clears his throat, bringing their attention back up to meet his eyes. He still seemed concerned.
“Why did you not wish to come to the Dreaming today?” They let out a sigh, starting to feel the tears well back up in their eyes.
“I…I told you…I had a really bad day.” The clouds appear again, causing Morpheus to frown. “I did not wish for you both to see the state I was in…plus I wouldn’t have been much help in the library today…” They mumble. “I’m honestly surprised to see you here. I thought you both just found me a thorn on your side, having to deal with me just because I kept appearing.” A few tears stream down their cheeks. A light rain begins to cover the island. Soft fingers gently caress their cheek, pulling their face up to meet his eyes.
“Though your appearance in my realm was unexpected, there is not one moment in which Lucienne or I have ever felt like you were some kind of thorn. You have brought much joy into the Dreaming, into Lucienne’s life, and even mine.” He whispers the last part. (Y/N) feels their eyes widen at his words, tears forming again, but for an entirely different reason. They lunge forward, tackling the man into a hug. He stiffens for a bit, before eventually returning the embrace.
“Thank you…” They murmur, voice muffled by his clothes. “You don’t know how much that means to me…” The two stay in each other’s embrace, Morpheus’s hand trailing up and down their back. While (Y/N) is enjoying this moment, they can’t help but worry about what will happen when they wake up. They’d be back in their world…away from people who actually seemed to care about them.
They’d be stuck with Elliot.
However, it almost seemed as if Morpheus had read their mind.
“(Y/N), I must confess something to you.” Begrudgingly, they pull back from his embrace, a quirk on their brow.
“What is it?” He looks off to the side.
“I have visited you…in your realm. A few times. I…Lucienne had noticed a few times where you had come in, and your normal demeanor was off. She seemed worried about you, so I promised to check in just to see if you were doing alright in the waking world.” (Y/N)’s brows furrowed. They had never seen him before in the waking world, but now that they thought about it, there were a few times when they felt as if his gaze was on them. But they always shrugged it off as nothing. They feel their eyes snap wide. If he had gone to see them, did he see…”Why did you not tell us about that thing that has been tormenting you?” Yep, there it is. (Y/N) feels their body tense, eyes shifting back towards the ground.
“I didn’t think it was necessary. Plus, you both already have so much going on, the last thing I would ever want is to add more to your plate.”
“(Y/N).” He calls out firmly. “That was incredibly stupid of you to think.” (Y/N) turns to him, frown on their face. “We care about you…clearly enough for Lucienne to ask me to check in on you.” He sighs, gently caressing the side of their cheek again. “Which leads me to my next question…are you truly happy there? In the waking world?” (Y/N) scoffs.
“I dread waking up. My life in the waking world is absolutely miserable…” They grumble. He gives a small nod.
“Very well, then. I shall offer you this choice, but only this once.” Their head perked up. “You can continue to live your life in the mortal realm, and still come as you please. Or, I can bring you, your physical body, to come to stay in the Dreaming.” (Y/N)’s eyes shoot open.
“I’m sorry, did you just ask me to come live with you?”
“In a way. You would not be living with me but in my realm. But, I must warn you, if you choose this, you cannot return to your world. It would be too much for your physical body to bounce back and forth between both realms, which is why as of now you only appear in your dreams.” He states sternly. “I know it is a lot to decide at the moment, but I-”
“I’ll stay with you.” Morpheus blinks.
“Are you sure? You have not given it mu-”
“I’m sure. I want to stay in the Dreaming.” Morpheus gazes into their eyes, looking for any sign of doubt or indecision. But (Y/N)’s face was stern. There was nothing there for them in this life. They would much rather spend their time in a place where they could truly be happy.
“Then so be it. I will come for you.”
(Y/N) feels their body jolt from their bed. Moonlight peaked through their window, shining onto their bed. They glanced over and could see Elliot fast asleep on their side. A small tapping noise made its way to (Y/N)’s ears. They glance up to see Jessamy tapping her beak against the window. (Y/N) rises from their bed, making their way to the window. Jessamy flies away, landing on her master’s shoulder. (Y/N) couldn’t help but gasp.
He was really here, in the waking world.
And, he was going to take them away from their god-awful nightmare.
(Y/N) glances back at Elliot’s sleeping figure, and can’t help but smile.
Guess both of their dreams would come true tonight.
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FINALLY FINISHED ENOUGH DOODLES TO POST THIS!! Okay! So, I guess this is an AU type deal- It's kind of headcanon but it's definitely not a canon thing so would probably go in AU territory. You know how I was talking about Jax and Ragatha with a sibling dynamic? What ifff. what iffff
So the idea here is- Harriet (Ragatha) and Elliot (Jax) were step-siblings in the real world. Harriet being the responsible, well-meaning, and friendly older sister with her little jerk of a step-brother Elliot. Their relationship is a bit rocky, mostly because Elliot is Not an easy person to connect with. And he is pretty salty about his parents divorce which lead to another marriage trapping him with an annoying older sister.
Their parents aren't very... attentive. Not very active participants in the lives of their kids. And that definitely contributed some things to Elliot's attitude, also influenced by some of their behaviors. Due to their parents lack of presence and awareness, Harriet sort of had to learn how to be a caretaker at a bit of an earlier age. Even before the divorce, she always needed to help out. She's mostly taking care of Elliot and doing all the house chores. She's not getting any rewards or any praise for what she does (not even from Elliot... At least often) but that's fine by her! She doesn't mind helping out! She's used to it. She's good at it. Who else would do it? It's fine she doesn't mind it's ok it's whatever it's fiiiiiine
Sort of taking a page out of my (significantly worse) younger sister, Elliot is an annoying little asshole and a very difficult kid to deal with. He's always conflicting against Harriet. Harriet is trying Her Best.
To try and support themselves and get more money to live off of, Harriet picked up a job at C & A.... It's a simple playtesting position! That shouldn't be too bad.
ANYWAY heegdhfhfgf yeah I'm happier with Jax's design than I am with Ragatha,,,, it's sort of the same feeling I have with my Queenie design? I feel like I could do more. I don't really like the design but I didn't have any other ideas. Happy with Jax tho! I think!
Like I said, this is probably more an AU than anything. If I draw more, maybe I should make a tag? I'll see if anyone is actually interested. Feel free to send asks, maybe we can think about this more :]
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lista de nomes masculinos que estava no meu bloco de notas e eu só lembrei agora
starting with A ;;
aaron.
adair.
adam.
aiden.
ajax.
alec.
alfie.
allistar.
anderson.
andrew.
andy.
angus.
antonio.
anthony.
archer.
archibald.
archie.
aries.
arlo.
arthur.
ashley.
ashton.
austen.
avery.
axel.
starting with B ;;
bailey.
beau.
beckham.
beckett.
bellamy.
benjamin.
bennett.
bentley.
blade.
blake.
blaine.
blaise.
blue.
bobbie.
bodhi.
brad.
brandon.
braxton.
brayden.
brent.
brett.
brock.
brody.
brooke.
bryson.
starting with C ;;
caleb.
callum.
calvin.
cameron.
carlisle.
carlos.
carson.
carter.
casey.
chad.
chandler.
charlie.
chase.
chaz.
christian.
christopher.
cody.
colby.
cole.
cooper.
colton.
connor.
conrad.
corbin.
corey.
starting with D ;;
dakota.
dallas.
damien.
damon.
dante.
darian.
darron.
darryl.
david.
dawson.
declan.
demetri.
dennison.
denver.
derek.
diego.
diesel.
dimitri.
dixon.
dominic.
donovan.
drake.
drew.
dustin.
dwayne.
starting with E ;;
eason.
eaton.
eddy.
edmund.
edward.
elijah.
elior.
ellias.
elliot.
ellis.
elyas.
ember.
emerson.
emery.
emilio.
emmett.
enzo.
eric.
ernie.
ethan.
ethaniel.
evan.
everett.
everson.
ezar.
starting with F ;;
fabio.
fallon.
farah.
felix.
fernando.
ferris.
felton.
finn.
finnegan.
finnick.
fitz.
fitzgerald.
fletcher.
floyd.
flynn.
foley.
forest.
francisco.
franco.
frankie.
franklin.
fraser.
frasier.
freddie.
fredrik.
starting with G ;;
gabe.
gabriel.
gale.
gallagher.
garcia.
gareth.
garrett.
gary.
gavin.
gene.
george.
gerard.
gilbert.
giovanni.
glenn.
gordon.
grady.
graeme.
grant.
greggory.
gregor.
greyson.
griffin.
gus.
guy.
starting with H ;;
hadley.
hale.
haley.
hamilton.
hamish.
hansel.
harley.
harris.
harrison.
harry.
harvey.
haven.
hayes.
heath.
hector.
hendrix.
henrik.
henry.
holton.
howard.
hudson.
hugh.
hugo.
hunter.
hyde.
starting with I ;;
ian.
ibrahim.
icarius.
idris.
igor.
iman.
immanuel.
imran.
indi.
indiana.
indigo.
indra.
inrique.
irwin.
isaak.
isaiah.
isaias.
ishmael.
isobell.
israel.
ivan.
ivey.
ivor.
ivory.
izzy.
starting with J ;;
jack.
jacob.
jagger.
jai.
james.
jamie.
jason.
jaspar.
jaxon.
jaydon.
jed.
jeremy.
jesse.
jett.
joel.
jameson.
jonathon.
jordan.
jose.
joseph.
joshua.
jude.
julian.
junior.
justin.
starting with K ;;
kade.
kai.
kalen.
kameron.
kane.
kasey.
kayden.
keaton.
keegan.
keenan.
kellan.
kendall.
kendrick.
kevin.
khalil.
kian.
kiefer.
kieran.
kingsley.
kingston.
klaus.
kohen.
konrad.
kristoff.
kyle.
starting with L ;;
lachlan.
lamar.
lambert.
lance.
landon.
langston.
lawrence.
lawson.
leeroy.
lennon.
leo.
leonardo.
levi.
lewis.
liam.
lincoln.
lionel.
logan.
lorenzo.
louis.
luca.
lucas.
lucky.
lucis.
luke.
starting with M ;;
mackenzie.
madden.
maddox.
malaki.
malcolm.
manuel.
marco.
marcus.
marley.
marshall.
martin.
mason.
matteo.
matthew.
max.
micah.
michael.
miguel.
mike.
miles.
miller.
milo.
mitchell.
morgan.
moses
starting with N ;;
nadir.
naiser.
nasir.
nate.
nathan.
nathaniel.
naveen.
naydon.
ned.
nico.
neil.
nelson.
nero.
nicholai.
nicholas.
nila.
niles.
nixon.
noah.
noel.
nolan.
norman.
north.
nylan.
nyle.
starting with O ;;
oakley.
ocean.
octavius.
odell.
olaf.
oliver.
ollie.
omar.
omari.
orion.
orlando.
osborn.
oscar.
o’shea.
osten.
oswald.
otis.
otto.
owen.
oxley.
starting with P ;;
pablo.
page.
palmer.
parker.
parrish.
patrick.
paul.
paulo.
pax.
paxton.
payton.
penn.
percy.
perry.
peter.
phineas.
phoenix.
pierce.
pierre.
prescott.
presley.
preston.
prince.
princeton.
puck.
starting with Q ;;
qadim.
qadir.
quain.
quenby.
quill.
quimby.
quincy.
quinn.
quinten.
starting with R ;;
randy.
raymond.
reese.
reid.
remy.
reuben.
rhett.
rhys.
richard.
richie.
ricky.
riley.
robert.
robin.
roger.
roman.
romeo.
ronan.
ronnie.
ross.
rowen.
ryan.
ryder.
ryker.
rylan.
starting with S ;;
sage.
sailor.
salem.
samson.
samuel.
sascha.
sawyer.
saxon.
scott.
sean.
sebastian.
seth.
shane.
shiloh.
simon.
sinclair.
skyler.
sonny.
spencer.
stanley.
stefan.
steven.
stevie.
storm.
sullivan.
starting with T ;;
tamir.
tanner.
tate/tait.
tatum.
taylor.
teddy.
theo.
thomas.
timothy.
tobias.
toby.
todd.
tommy.
tory.
trace.
travis.
trent.
trevor.
trey.
tristan.
troye.
tucker.
tyler.
tyrone.
tyson.
starting with U ;;
umair.
umar.
urien.
usama.
starting with V ;;
valentine.
valentino.
vance.
vaughn.
victor.
vincent.
vinn.
vinnie.
vladimir.
starting with W ;;
wade.
walden.
wallace.
walter.
warner.
warren.
warrick.
waylan.
wayne.
wendall.
wes.
wesley.
west.
whitley.
wilbert.
william.
willis.
wilmer.
windsor.
winslow.
winston.
wolf.
wren.
wyatt.
wynter.
starting with X ;;
xachary.
xan.
xander.
xavier.
xeno.
ximen.
xylon.
starting with Y ;;
yahto.
yakub.
yasin.
yasi.
york.
ysrael.
yuri.
yusef.
starting with Z ;;
zachary.
zahir.
zander.
zane.
zavier.
zed.
zeke.
zion.
zolten.
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TUMBLR | AMBIENTACIÓN | GRUPOS
Abrimos la lista de reservas de faceclaim. La misma será actualizada constantemente hasta la apertura del foro.
Recordamos que la reserva será por llegada de mensaje así que les pedimos que controlen bien cuales son los PB que ya han sido reservados.
Aaron Taylor-Johnson — High
Abigail Cowen — missmyowndream
Adelaide Kane — leire
Andrea Damante — Mr T.
Agustín Bernasconi — Shishoska
Alan Ritchson — Almaespada
Alina Olesheva — Xenia
Allissa Salls — Cyro
Alycia Debnam-Carey — Galadriel
Amelie Zilber — Khaleeliz
Ana de Armas — Beth
Anabelle Wallis — acinderellastory
Andy Blossom — Perséfone
Angelina Michelle — Miel
Anna Zak — Hécate
Arthur Benedetti — shiker
Bar Zomer — Lost
Ben Barnes — Khaleeliz
Ben Dahlhaus — Shishoska
Brock O’Hurn — Thor
Carolina Moura — Elena
Charleen Weiss — Magdalena
Chris Evans — Mr.Sin
Chris Pratt — ScarletGuy
Chris Hemsworth — Lawson
Cindy Kimberly — Luna
Cole Sprouse — kattokoshmar-blog
Constance Dominik — Perséfone
Davey Fisher — Dr. C
Do KyungSoo — Carpincho
Dua Lipa — Khaleeliz
Eden Fines — Gotita
Elizabeth Olsen — Galadriel
Elliot Page — kattokoshmar-blog
Emilia Mernes — Shishoska
Emily Blunt — Moony
Emily Carey — Carpincho
Emily Ratajkowski — Ritsu
Emma Watson — El Sensei
Federico Cola — Beth
Gal Gadot — butterfly
Grey Damon — OnAir
Han So-hee — Athena
Hande Ercel — Coonie
Hanna Edwinson — Rose
Henry Cavill — Galadriel
Herman Tømmeraas — K.
Jacob Elordi — Laurificacion
Jake Gyllenhaal — Toffee
Jean Carlo León (jashlem) — Hana
Jensen Ackles — Perséfone
Jessy Hartel — Harrington
John Krasinski — Lighting
Jonathan Bailey — El Sensei
Josie Lane — withmew
Kailee Morgue — Tested
Ken Bek — Red Ranger
Kennedy Walsh — Carpincho
Kerem Bursin — Mr.Sin
Kwon Ji Yong — Piruleta
Lily Collins — Kaz
Lily Easton — Pinky
Lily James — gilmoregirl
Liza Weidmann — Elena
Lucas Jade Zumann — Hacker
Lucy Boynton — Bo Peep
Lusya Abramovskaya — Hana
Madelaine Petsch — Xenia
Maia Reficco — Clover
Maks Behr — poseidón
Margot Robbie — Laurificacion
Marissa Long — Harrington
Mathew Daddario — Blossom
Michael Yerger — Pikachu
Nicki Nicole — Beth
Nicola Porcella — Darkish
Noah Centineo — Astro
Oliver Stark — kattokoshmar-blog
Pedro Pascal — Karmela
Phoeve Dnyevor — OnAir
Richard Madden — Theo
Romaneinnc — lunita
Ryan Gosling — Dopesmoker
Ryan Guzman — Blossom
Sadie Sink — Obsidian
Scarlett Leithold — Blossom
Sebastian Stan — Themuffinman
Sergio Carvajal — Xenia
Sienna Raine Schmid — Fallen
Stefania Spampinato — OnAir
Stephen James — Conejito
Sophie Thatcher — safismística
Sydney Sweeney — muñeca vudú
Thomas Doherty — Coryo
Tobias Reuter — poseidón
Tom Hardy — Dr. C
Tyler Hoechlin — El Sensei
Vanessa Kirby — leire
Victoria Bronova — Laurificacion
Victor Pérez — PikachuPaldeano
Vinnie Hacker — Soul
Vladislav Gerasimov — Dimitri
Willy Whey — Hana
Yael Shelbia — elizabeth
Zoe Kravitz — Karmela
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I scratched out his deadname even though it’s known about purely bc I want to avoid sharing it on my blog where I can. But let’s talk about this bullshit 💀
a) even if Elliot was a cisgender woman, he is 35 YEARS OLD. It would not be good casting for them to play someone who is what? 14? 💀
b) Elliot. Is. A. Man. Accept it. Stop crying about it and leave him alone.
c) leave Ellie tf alone too while you’re at it, bc you gamer bros are so weird about her. She is a child.
d) Bella Ramsey is a great little actress and I’m hyped to see her as Ellie! You really do not need to cast an aged down detransitioned Elliot Page when Bella has already been cast and I’m sure will do amazing with it.
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9 People You'd Like To Know Better
Tagged by @round--robin and @trickstermoose67.
Last Song: Breathe Again by Pop Evil.
Weirdly, it began the writing juices again for a potential Eskel introspection piece.
Currently Reading: Legacy of Violence by C Elkin, Pageboy by Elliot Page.
Starting T soon and I have surgery booked for 18th December, so reading up on my hero is helping with the impatience. And I'm rewriting the department scheme of work on Empire, so I needed to refresh my historiography.
Currently Watching: Star Trek Voyager (step on me, Janeway) and Hannibal.
Currently Obsessed With: paddle boarding, camping, hiking, archery, bushcraft, motorbikes, Eskel.
You thought the obsession had passed? Oh no, it was just dormant while work spanked me into oblivion. I bought myself a new knife and axe recently too. Basically, I enjoy living as a Witcher sans death and monster guts.
Tagging: @lokibus, @tumbleweedtech, @quia-nominor--leo, @handholdinglion, @witcher-trash, @skaldingrayne, @lookoutrogue
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HAYLE MARSHALL.
full name: hayle marshall / andrew labonair
full birth name: andrea elizabeth labonair
full adopted name: hayley jane elizabeth marshall
species: werewolf-vampire hybrid
age: verse dependent but turned at age 21
birthday: 6th june 1991
zodiac: gemini
gender: trans man (began transition after season 1 of the originals)
pronouns: verse dependent, but usually he/him
sexuality: pansexual
race: white
hair color / style: dark brown / usually shoulder length but sometimes cut short.
eye color: hazel/brown
height: 172cm / 5’8”
skills/traits/personality: do i even need to list this???? here’s hayley’s wiki page
family: hope mikaelson (daughter)
fandom: the vampire diaries / the originals / legacies
faceclaim: pre & during transition - phoebe tonkin / post transition - elliot fletcher
C A N O N D I V E R G E N C I E S :
cw: gender dys.phoria, internalized transp.hobia, repressing gender identity, sui.cidal thoughts, HRT, mentions of s.urgery
around age 8 is when hayle started having thoughts that everyone around him calling him a girl felt wrong, somehow. a defining moment for him was when he was asked to play house and his friends let him be the dad, and the feeling that gave him has stuck with him ever since.
as an early teenager, hayle began exploring his sexuality as well as gender expression, cut his hair short, wore clothes meant for boys, etc. this changed when he triggered his werewolf curse and was thrown away by his adopted family; he felt being trans would put an even bigger target on his back while out on his own trying to get by, so he continued presenting as a girl.
hayle was focused on nothing but survival and trying to find his birth family for so long that he thought he’d left that part of himself behind, even though all the feelings were still there underneath it all. repressing this part of himself was a contributing factor to how ruthless and violent he was in tvd.
getting pregnant gave hayle massive amounts of gender dy.sphoria to the point where he was su.icidal, and the only reason he stayed alive is because sophie deveraux kept him captive after finding out he was pregnant with klaus’ child.
throughout season 1 of the originals, hayle struggles with his gender identity on top of all the other chaos happening in new orleans. rebekah is the only person that hayle tells the truth about himself to, and she keeps it to herself until hayle is ready to tell others.
after hope is born and hayle becomes a hybrid is when he decides he is going to transition to the best of his ability. he finally tells klaus and elijah and jackson, and klaus pays for all his medical expenses and new clothes. hayle cuts his hair and begins HRT, but because he is now a hybrid and heals too quickly, he cannot get top or bottom surgery and will be continuously wearing binders and packers.
being on testosterone makes hayle even more aggressive and violent after turning, but finally being able to be himself is the only thing keeping him going after turning into a vamp and losing his daughter.
he still marries jackson to unite the pack and transfer his hybrid powers to them so they can protect hope.
by the end of season 2 of the originals, hayle is fully transitioned to the best of his ability, but a bit of detransitioning happens when klaus puts the crescent curse on him and he cannot continue his HRT for a few months.
freya attempts to help by doing a spell that cycles the testosterone in his body instead of burning it up. when davina lifts the crescent curse, hayle begins HRT again, and freya makes the hormone spell permanent so that hayle no longer has to rely on injecting hormones in fear of detransitioning.
freya is consistently looking for gender affirming magic to help hayle feel better in his body.
this is a canon divergent version of a canon compliant character. this is NOT a gender bent version of hayley marshall. this is hayley marshall. i am willing to write pre-transition hayle, do not be afraid to ask, but it will have to be set in tvd or seasons 1-2 of the originals.
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hello! i was wondering who some of your favorite female and nonbinary faceclaims are that are in their late 20s to early 30s. i always love all of your suggestions and who you like seeing. thank you so much in advance!
Non-binary:
Kiley May (1987) Cayuga and Mohawk - two-spirit and genderqueer trans woman (she/they).
Erika Ishii (1987) Japanese (she/they/any).
Mae Martin (1987) - non-binary (she/they).
Elliot Page (1987) - trans non-binary - (he/they).
Lio Tipton (1988) - non-binary (they/them) - no resources since coming out as non-binary.
Nico Tortorella (1988) -genderfluid, queer, pansexual, and polyamorous (they/them).
Sushant Divgikar / Rani KoHEnur (1990) Indian - genderfluid (he/she/they).
Morningstar Angeline (1990) Navajo, Blackfoot, Chippewa Cree, Nez Perce, Shoshone, Mexican, and Unspecified White - non-binary (they/them) and pansexual.
Dom Provost-Chalkley (1990) - genderfluid (they/them) - no resources since after coming out as genderfluid that aren't above 100px.
Bethany C. Meyers (1990) - non-binary and polyamorous (they/she).
Olly Alexander (1990) - non-binary and gay (he/him).
Nayuka Gorrie (1990) Gunai, Gunditjmara, Wiradjuri, Yorta Yorta, Scottish (they/them.)
Jayr Tinaco (1991) Filipino - non-binary (he/they).
Vico Ortiz (1991) Puerto Rican - non-binary (they/them).
Jacob Tobia (1991) Syrian - non-binary (they).
Theo Germaine (1992) - non-binary (they/them).
Poppy Liu (1992) Chinese - non-binary (they/she).
E.R. Fightmaster (1992) - non-binary (they/them).
Dorian Electra (1992) - genderfluid (they/them) - has ADD.
Sonny Kiss (1993) African-American - genderfluid and transfeminine (she/he).
Olive Gray (1994) Zambian / English - non-binary (they/them).
Mason Alexander Park (1995) Mexican and White - non-binary - they/them.
Emma Corrin (1995) - non-binary (they/them).
Bilal Baig (1995) Pakistani - non-binary genderqueer (they/them).
Third gender:
Kiley May (1987) Cayuga and Mohawk - two-spirit and genderqueer trans woman (she/they).
Jade Willoughby / Ellyn Jade (1990) Ojibwe and Jamaican of Afro Jamaican, Taino, and British - two-spirit (she/her) and not straight (otherwise unspecified), and has Nephrotic Syndrome and Celiac’s Disease.
Women:
Meaghan Rath (1986) Ashkenazi Jewish / Goan Indian.
Wunmi Mosaku (1986) Yoruba Nigerian.
Ali Stroker (1986) - is paraplegic and bisexual.
Chai Fonacier (1986) Bisaya Filipino.
Kiley May (1987) Cayuga and Mohawk - two-spirit and genderqueer trans woman (she/they).
Jillian Mercado (1987) Afro Dominican - has muscular dystrophy.
Aidy Bryant (1987)
Michaela Coel (1987) Ghanaian - is aromantic.
Jessica Marie Garcia (1987) Mexican and Cuban.
Amiyah Scott (1988) African-American - trans.
Sharon Rooney (1988)
Mae Whitman (1988) - is pansexual.
Kelly Marie Tran (1989) Vietnamese.
Daniela Vega (1989) Chilean - trans.
Jessica Kellgren-Fozard (1989) - has Ehlers-Danlos syndrome with Marfanoid phenotype causing blindness in one eye and deafness - lesbian.
Kylie Bunbury (1989) Afro Guyanese / Swedish, as well as Polish, English, and German.
JuJu Chan (1989) Hongkogner.
Emily Coutts (1989) - is queer.
Shaunette Renée Wilson (1989) Afro-Guyanese.
Hannah John-Kamen (1989) Nigerian / Norwegian.
Danielle Brooks (1989) African-American - has openly dated a woman in the past but has not commented on her sexuality.
Megan Stalter (1990) - is bisexual.
Stephanie Hsu (1990) Taiwanese.
Lolly Adefope (1990) Nigerian.
Aiysha Hart (1990) English and Saudi Arabian.
Sibongile Mlambo (1990) Zimbabwean.
Damaris Lewis (1990) St Kittitian.
Dianne Doan (1990) Vietnamese.
Jennifer Cheon (1991) Korean / Mexican.
Tanaya Beatty (1991) Da’naxda’xw and Himalayan.
Michaela Jaé Rodriguez (1991) African-American / African-American, Puerto Rican - is trans.
Jari Jones (1991) African-American / Filipino -trans.
Ariana DeBose (1991) Puerto Rican, African-American, possibly Italian / English, Scottish, French - is bisexual.
Sofiya Cheyenne (1991) Taino, Dominican, Syrian, and Italian - has spondyloepiphyseal dysplasia congenita.
Nyma Tang (1991) Ethiopian [South Sudanese].
Sarah Kameela Impey (1991) Indo-Guyanese / British.
Naomi Ackie (1992) Afro Grenadian.
Storme Toolis (1992) - has cerebral palsy.
Dilraba Dilmurat (1992) Uyghur.
Lydia West (1993) Afro Montserratian / Irish.
Jessica Henwick (1992) Chinese Singaporean / English.
Sky Ferreira (1992) Ojibwe, Cree, Chippewa Cree, Cheyenne, Brazilian of Portuguese and Possibly Other descent, Galician Jewish, Bukovina Jewish, Irish, Scottish, English, and French - has Chronic Lyme Disease.
Zión Moreno (1992) Mexican [Unspecified Native American and Spanish] - is trans.
Simone Recasner (1992) African-American and White.
Jesse James Keitel (1993) - is trans.
Lily Mae Harrington (1993)
Yalitza Aparicio (1993) Mixtec and Triqui.
Olivia Liang (1993) Chinese.
Beanie Feldstein (1993) Ashkenazi Jewish - chosen not to label her sexuality but is openly dating a woman.
Frankie Adams (1994) Samoan.
Rhiannon Clements (1994) - was born with a foreshortened left arm.
Khadijha Red Thunder (1994) Chippewa Cree, African-American, Spanish - is pansexual.
Jasmin Savoy Brown (1994) African-American / English, German, Norwegian, some Scots-Irish/Northern Irish - is queer.
Eve Lindley (1993) - is trans.
Bronwyn James (1994) - is queer.
Coty Camacho (1995) Mixtec and Zapotec - is pansexual.
Simone Ashley (1995) Tamil Indian.
Sasha Lane (1995) African-American, Māori, English, Scottish, Sorbian, French, Cornish, distant German, Italian, Belgian Flemish, Russian, and Northern Irish - is gay and has schizoaffective disorder.
Sophia Taylor Ali (1995) Pakistani / Sicilian Italian, Danish, Norwegian, German.
Bolded - has resources at time of posting!
Thankl you! It's so nice to know people like my suggestions please let me know if you'd like more!
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Hello! It’s park Ranger here and I’m making a blog to house one of my newest obsessions haha! The Stanley parable haha I plan to post a lot of art/my own lore or interpretations/ocs
I’ve really gotten into the game and have fallen over the idea and seeing peoples artwork has made me hype haha!
This first post is just a master post of my tsp designs/ocs lol
I have my own lore/have mixed lore with cannon so things are different slighty.
Idk if I plan to design more characters but for now I’ve got these guys!
Oh also your free to ask questions!
First up in my designs is the narrator/Elliot ! I really like his design I did haha it’s one of my favorites
I’ll include everything about him below his picture!(
[C]🍀Basic info🍀
[C]Name: Elliot
[C]Nickname: Narrator
[C]Age: Who knows
[C]Hight true form: 1 ft
[C]Hight human form : 5’5
[C]Pronouns: He/Him/They/Them
[C]Gender: Trans male
[C]🌿Human Appearance 🌿
[C]When in human form he’s mostly ever wearing a black turtleneck sweater with a baggy brown jacket and a long yellow scarf. He always has a set of headphones always cat theme and pencils and paper stashed in his jacket or holding onto these items. He wears also black pants and brown boots. For the most part he keeps himself and his hair looking neat and presentable. His stars still stick away around and mostly hover near his headphones. He has a lil tail and mouse ears still too
[C]☘️True form☘️
[C]Very mouse like and tiny his body is mostly yellow with two star like things floating around his ears.
[C]🐝Personality 🐝
[C]
He’s pretty confident and self assured tries to play off being calm and collected. But easily can get exited over things he loves to ramble on about things and he’s usual pretty happy go lucky even way to nice sometimes for his own good. He’s also pretty easy to fluster over praise for things and has a pretty big ego.
But that can change pretty quickly if he feels he’s been slighted when mad he starts to get petty and complain and will go out of his way to annoy and will do mostly anything to get some control back.
[C]🌺Likes and dislikes🌺
[C]Likes
[C]Tea
[C]Storytelling
[C]Making up stories
[C]Praise for his stories
[C]cats
[C]Dislikes
[C]Negative feedback
[C]🥖Extra🥖
-His lil stars change colors to his mood if he feels strong emotions
-he’s actually pretty shy when around others and can get embarrassed quite easily
-his organization is a bit rough sometimes he misplaces papers or imported peices to his scrips and has to find them.
-He can only really use his powers when in his true form other wise he’s out of luck. He dose not really have control over the times he changes forms it’s a bit random and has left him in very dire situations.
-Over the many stories and resets the narrator and Stanley have reached an understanding with each other and at most times are cordial and willing to cooperate with the others whims(most of the time)
- His most embarrassing moment is him writing the 200 page bucket plot that made him and Stanley look like idiots
-has opened up to making new stories and places Stanley can go and his office is mostly a hub for the two. They honestly goof around a lot now or relax while Elliot makes new stories
-more to come
Next up is Stanley/negan he’s a funky lil dude
[C]🍀Basic info🍀
[C]Name: Negan
[C]Nickname: Stanley or Stan or Ne
[C]Age: 25
[C]Hight : 6’5
[C]Pronouns: He/Him
[C]Gender: male
[C]🌿Appearance 🌿
[C]Black hair and 2 different color eyes(blue and green) with two cat ears. He always is wearing a black jacket with whitish shirt with a orange tie. He’s always either a bit neat or scruffy looking. With black dress pants and a cat tail.
[C]🐝Personality 🐝
[C] He’s very rough a bit easily agitated and quick to anger most times. He’s cocky,arrogant and self assured and stubborn . He’s the type to push back and press buttons. He dose not like to be told what to do but will go along with things if he feels like it.
Not one to scare easily he’ll stand his ground no matter the cost and will take extreme measures to get control back, pain rarely bothers him and sometimes he takes joy in it very rarely tho.
But when he gets to relax or wind down he’s pretty chill and nice to be around he dose have feelings of caring and will feel guilt if he genuinely thinks he’s hurting someone he cares about. He loves to cause a bit of mischief here and there as well.
[C]🌺Likes and dislikes🌺
[C]Likes
[C]sleeping
[C]swimming
[C] exploring
[C]Dislikes
[C] doing lame stories for nar
[C]🥖Extra🥖
-He’s not exactly sure why he ended up in this place with the narrator and the other won’t elaborate either. He has no memory if he had an old life but he really doesn’t care anymore. He dose wish he could get away and do things he wants to. But he’s content for the most part to play story piece as long as his adventures get changed up once in a while.
-has definitely lost his mind at one point and very much went on a patch of self destruction and breaking anything he could in rage. He will admit it was his lowest moment.
-he actually dose like some of the stories nar dose but will pretend most time they suck or are okay sometimes he is honest tho.
-He actually really liked the bucket plot it was so dumb and ridiculous it still makes him laugh and he brings it up as nars best work in jest.
-he dose actually care for narrator a lot and is willing to go along with things to hear him be happy most of the time.
-they’ve both understood that they can’t be at each other’s throats all the time and must cooperate tho it doesn’t stop negan from doing irritating things every once in a while.
-he really likes it when nar takes human form mostly because he can mess with him without immediate retaliation but it’s also fun to hang out and work on things.
- he has really completely feelings for the guy that flip on a dime. Like they could be best buddies then mortal enemies
-he actually really likes listening to him when he’s angry or he decides to go villan mode or just him on a power trip. The narrator can get very entertaining to him when pushed.
-he can transform into a cat but it’s rare he dose.
-more to come
Timekeeper (they don’t appear much lol )
The timekeeper is an oddball
They’re mostly around whenever the narrators watch is able to gain sentience and then it’s chaos from these lol.
The nar is not able to do any resets on his own when this guy is out and they have to chase him down to revert him to a reg watch again
He dose not like that lol
There’s not really much to em tbh haha he’s just an oddball who really doesn’t get or do much pfft
Time is a pretty nice if not chaotic and pretty hyperactive.
They really love pizza a lot too like a lot
Next up the glitch (they appear very rarely)
One of the most dangerous entities in the office.
They only really appear when a bad glitch happens. This glitch revolves around the narrator and him messing with something causing his powers to separate from himself and gain sentience.
While his powers are spilt he’s just like Stanley and basically a human
While this entity is made up of his powers it has a mind of its own and it hates and downright despises him for being so “weak” and stupid with his powers.
It goes out of its way to hurt the narrator and always rough him up in someways and has attempted murder on occasion.
It’s main goal whenever it’s out is to try and possess Stanley seeing him as worthy for his powers. He has used the narrator as bait before as they know he cares for him somewhat.
It is possible to defeat him by glitching/resetting a specific way but it’s always a hassle and has a low success at working lucky the glitch is only a rare occurrence
And lastly the curator!(diane)
The curator is a very reserved figure. For the most part she is always calm and collected with a calculated stare.
When she speaks it’s usually with authority and a stern motherly tone. She’s no nonsense and doesn’t like disputes or fights.
She’s consider the boss/one really in charge and ranks high above the narrator in power and authority but she doesn’t really do much and is always in her little museum doing something the others aren’t quite sure of. She’s not one to really help unless it’s like extremely dire and quite literally will perma kill.
She keeps a lot of different things and not just stuff to the nars story in her museum.
She doesn’t show it or say it much but she enjoys the nars story’s a lot and is a fan of pretty much anything he dose for the most part. She thinks it’s cute he gets invested so much into it. And will sometimes if he’s in a bind with one will assist.
#the stanley parable#tsp#the stanley parable ultra delux#ocs#original character#au#alternate universe#lore#the narrator#Stanley#the curator#tsp timekeeper#intro post
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Hi, did you see Elliot Roberts' retrospective of John Lennon's discography? Any thoughts? I've seen it twice and still don't know what to think about its accuracy though I shared a lot of his opinions (musically).
Hiya @starlablog!
I really like this ask, since Ive been meaning to talk about Elliot Roberts for awhile now! Im actually quite familiar with him, since Ive been watching his Beatle videos since he started creating them! I think Ive seen all his videos so far?
[Prefatory note: Ive seen all his videos I think, but cant remember most of them That Well, so im mostly going off of what I recall from his John Lennon video here since that ones still fresh in my mind]
Opinion time: I think theres definitely a gap in the YouTube market, in terms of Beatles content. Theres lot of people who discuss their discographies very analytically, but without being emotionally tuned in to other facets of their work (i.e understanding their works autobiographically/psychologically). As someone who cant read sheet music and frankly refuses to learn (my brother calls it “ugliness on a page” lol), this is SO FAR from the type of content I want to see—I love talking about their music, but Im always more interested in discussing how elements of their own emotions and psychologies and autobiographical circumstances etc. relayed into their discography. There are a few youtubers who Ive seen making videos focussing on their autobiographies, talking about the Controversial stuff (i.e Cynthia and Julian; Yoko) that we typically discuss on different forum platforms—but these videos are all about 5 minutes long, which really isn’t enough time to get a nuanced and well-sourced perspective on anything.
Even if were refraining from talking about their personal lives in a lot of depth, I still thinks it’s just way more FUN to discuss how creative they actually were in their music, and how they came to make their songs (i.e John telling George Martin he wants A Day In The Life to sound like the end of the world), instead of: “and then they used a C major!”. Like who cares??????? Not me :/
This is essentially why I Quite Like Elliot Roberts—because he’s the only YouTuber I know of who makes videos vaguely resembling the type of Beatles-content that would cater to me: not overly-analytical, employing elements of their autobiography into understanding them, and emotionally tuned in. Plus, he brings a bit of Fun and Personality to his discussions, that I don’t typically see with the (boring) music-analyists.
However, I think his discussions of the band can be lacking in some respects: the main thing for me I think is that his understandings of the actual relationships between the band can be fairly surface-level, I guess. I like that he’s a little more emotionally-tuned into the dynamics between them then other youtubers, but I still think he could delve further into this element :/
I know Ive gone off on SUCH a tangent here, but this all essentially leads me to my opinion on his John discography ranking: I, like you, shared a lot of his opinions musically (I would say my favourite JL album is Plastic Ono Band; Whatever Gets You Thru The Night is a stone-cold SLAP etc.)—but again, its just........missing some things Here and There (and everywhere) in terms of analysis. Almost had to throw my laptop across the room when he demoted mother-fucking-I Know (I Know) to being just a “cute” song. At least pick up on John literally lifting the opening rift to that song from Ive Got A Feeling, Elliot I am *begging* you (I will pay you real cash!!!!!!!!!).
Personally, Id love to see YouTube videos with content more similar to the types of things we hear talked about on Beatles-podcasts or in books! Hence why in the summer, Im planning to maybe give this a go? I don’t think id make a particularly good YouTuber, but idk man, somebody’s gotta do it, so I guess I will lol.
Anyway, not sure if Ive articulated this quite the way I wanted to, but please share your thoughts if you have any! :)
#sorry I took a minute responding here#I was in Sheffield seeing my brothers band#and got the train back today#and it was a Long trip :/#I was so hungry man. but I left my card with my brother by accident so I couldn't buy anyhting#*anything#but oh well#going to bed now#elliot roberts#beatle-tube#phoneys fandom opinions#beatles#john lennon#@starlablog#asks#opinion
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The Flash Fancast
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and my absolute contempt with E*ra M*ller and what they have done, Here is my fancast to go along with The Batman direction for The Flash
My other DC fancasts
Superman
DCEU Recast
Batman
Wonder Woman
Green Lantern
Aquaman
Green Arrow
Justice League
Teen Titans
Justice League Dark
Batman Beyond
The Dark Knight Returns
Telltale’s Batman
Injustice
Legion Of Doom
Birds Of Prey
Elliot Page as The Flash/Barry Allen
Lucas Till as The Flash/Barry Allen
Lily James as Iris West-Allen
Cameron Monaghan as The Flash/Wally West
Lana Condor as Linda Park
Christopher Convery as Impulse/Bart Allen
Mark Harmon as Jay Garrick
Judi Dench as Joan Garrick
David Duchovny as Henry Allen
Naomi Watts as Nora Allen
Mckenna Grace as Jesse Quick/Jesse Chambers
Brian Tyree Henry as James Forrest
Peter Weller as Darryl Frye
Juno Temple as Patty Spivot
Sendhil Ramamurthy as David Singh
Keith David as Gregory Wolfe
Andrew Lincoln as Captain Cold/Leonard Snart
Norman Reedus as Heatwave Mick Rory
Sophie Turner as Golden Glider/Lisa Snart
Josh Lawson as Captain Boomerang/Digger Harkness
Diego Luna as Weather Wizard/Mark Mardon
Samara Weaving as Killer Frost/Louise Lincoln
Bill Skarsgård as Mirror Master/Evan McCulloch
Mark Hamill as The Trickster/Jesse James(WHO ELSE?????)
Will Poulter as The Trickster/Axel Walker
Matt Smith as Pied Piper/Hartley Rathaway
Hiroyuki Sanada as Abra Kadabra
Bill Nighy as The Thinker/Clifford DeVoe
Ron Pearlman as Gorilla Grodd
Michael C Hall as Reverse Flash/Eobard Thawne
Robert Pattinson as Red Death/Bruce Wayne
Ben Barnes as Godspeed/August Heart
#DC#The Flash#Fancasts#Barry Allen#Wally West#Iris West#Linda Park#Bart Allen#Jay Garrick#Joan Garrick#Henry Allen#Nora Allen#Jesse Quick#James Forrest#Darryl Frye#Patty Spivot#David Singh#Gregory Wolfe#Gorilla Grod#Reverse Flash#Captain Cold#Heatwave#Golden Glider#Captain Boomerang#Weather Wizard#Killer Frost#Mirror Master#The Trickster#Pied Piper#Abra Kadabra
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1. Richardson, Virginia. (1997). Constructivist Teaching and Teacher Education: Theory and Practice.
2. Moon, J.A. (2000). Learning Journals: A Handbook for Reflective Practice and Professional Development (1st ed.). Routledge.
3. Eisner, E.W., 2017. The enlightened eye: Qualitative inquiry and the enhancement of educational practice. Teachers College Press.
4. Hoare, C. H. (2006). Handbook of adult development and learning. Oxford University Press, Chapter 4, pg 73-98
5. Getzels, J. W. (1974). Socialization and Education: A Note on Discontinuities. Teachers College Record, 76(2), 1-6.
6. Forms of Understanding and the Future of Educational Research, Elliot W. Eisner, Educational Researcher, Oct., 1993, Vol. 22, No. 7 (Oct., 1993), pp. 5-11
7. Kevin K. Birth: Objects of Time How Things Shape Temporality
8. Forgetting due to retroactive interference: A fusion of early insights into everyday forgetting and recent research on anterograde amnesia Michaela T. Dewar, Nelson Cowan, and Sergio Della Sala
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