#but walking around all the hallways

[hella1975]

my flatmate took one look at me and gave me her humidifier lmao

#all three of us have very abrasive love languages like there is NO verbal love to speak of #and I can’t remember the last time I hugged either of them #which having THREE of us ALL being very blunt and rough around the edges when it comes to affection can be bad at times #bc like sometimes you do just need someone soft who can shamelessly express love etc #but it’s also very funny when we DO express love bc it’s always so rude and clumsy but I always know exactly what they’re doing #BECAUSE we’re so similar #so like I literally walked through the door and my flatmates happened to be chatting in the hallway #and the one literally just heard my voice and I think I coughed or something #and she immediately clocked that I was ill (and must have somehow clocked that it was worse than when I left bc I’ve been ill for WEEKS #and she’s not once offered this the bitch) and she goes #‘nah I’m not having that take my humidifier’ making out she’s doing it for herself like #and I was like ohhhh you loooovvveeee me #it was just a cute lil thing to immediately be met with when I walked in #esp bc travelling when sick is a MISERABLE experience #hella goes to uni

[halforcdad]

The last time we got a shot of Lucy at Whistler's door in 1x11 vs. the scene we got at the end of 2x05

1x11: The relationship's in the early uncertain stages, the scene takes place at night time, Lucy being timid and anxious because she knows that Kate doesn't like surprises and doesn't know how she'll react to her showing up out of nowhere, but still trying to seek reassurance and support, someone else opens the door and she finds out the hard way what secrets Kate's keeping, Kate tries to clarify that it isn't what it looks like, but her explainations sound more like deflections, her actions + excuses do more to protect herself rather than protect or reassure Lucy, their conversation outside the elevator seems very hushed and illicit affairs-like, Lucy worrying that Kate betrayed her because of Cara, because she wasn't honest with her, they fight and fall apart because they aren't on the same page at all and Kate messed up big time, Kate chases after her but Lucy ends up leaving heartbroken, essentially the end of whatever relationship they had

2x05: The relationship is established, it's day time, Kate is the one opening the door, fully expecting Lucy this time and all the time because Lucy's always over, Lucy doesn't tiptoe or beat around the bush she blurts out what's on her mind, Lucy worrying that Kate doesn't want her because she's making it seem impersonal and rational rather emotional and from the heart, Lucy gets the reassurance she's looking for from Kate loud and clear, of course Kate wants Lucy in her life, wants her to be close all the time and wants to share everything with her, assuring her there are no more secrets and she has nothing to hide, wants to be with Lucy all the time because she loves her, they messed up because they were trying to be considerate and didn't want to pressure the other into something they didn't want but they've really been on the same page this whole time, Lucy clarifies that they aren't fighting! just talking things out and realizing they've both been over thinking, they finally let themselves be excited and enthusiasthic about living together, they smile and kiss sweetly before Lucy walks into the apartment that's now also hers, confident and sure about where they stand and how much they love each other, a big step in growing their trust and their relationship further

#ncis hawaii #ncis hawai`i #kacy #lucy tara #kate whistler #me looking for parallels in literally anything #the contrast of Lucy leaving heartbroken vs her walking into the apartment so happy and assured is killing me #imagine being the neighbor across from kate and trying to leave your apartment but you cant #because you always time your errands at the exact same time as your lesbian neighbors doorway/hallway shenanigans #kate being confused the entire conversation was so funny shes still looking around and processing when she asks if Lucy's moving in #and their smiles and the looks of sincere affection wow i love acting #they are truly idiots in love this was so romcom of them #even kate messing with lucy by saying financially responsible decision at the end was so cute #real talk do we think lucy ever does that to jokingly flirt with kate like im sure shes tired of hearing it after this ep but #do you think shes like babe i got these groceries on sale or i got a good deal on this air fryer does that turn you on #they really have so much goofy and crack potential LMAO #let no one ever again say lucy never lets Whistler talk bc she got all her words in this time! #progress!

[hear-its-whiskering-there-again]

opening applications to have someone to just like. hold my hand in the hallways.

#don’t need or want a relationship HOWEVER the hallways are scary #and all those people walking around with their certified buddy?? like girl i need that

[quirkle2]

[takes barely a week and a half break from art after a 5 week project] if i don't draw right fucking now ill explode this whole earth

#qktalks #i am once again drawing.thank fuckign god #that break was a necessary evil but i am back at it again #burnout hasn't gotten me yet and it kinda feels like walking a rly long viddy game dungeon hallway #and expecting a boss around each turn and getting nothing but ammo and first aid kits instead #where the hell is it . why isn't it here yet. will it jumpscare me. continue watching me unravel to find out #like and subscribe to watch me die live on air #anyway HRRRRRRGGGGG artis so fun guys :] #i know i don't shut up abt it but GOD it'sso enjyoable always and forever #i find myself even having fun when im fucking up and it looks bad. like nowadays i've kinda learned to enjoy the process for what it is #and not like . obsess over the end result and whether it's even worth continuing the piece #it's always worth continuing the piece ! #each one is more experience for u #why would u turn the oven off when u haven't even baked the cake all the way!! u didn't even give it a chance to taste good !!!!

[fazcinatingblog]

Cute but wrong uniform

#Taylor Adams #Brodie Grundy #getting the band back together!!!!!!!! #pie reunion #they bump into Chloe in the hallway #a swan walks past and pegs his nose groaning 'aw man it stinks like an out of date meat pie' #they put up signs in the hallways and around the grounds like swooping season #The toilets are changed to male and female and magpies #The third gender #there's no showers in the magpie toilets #they don't bother refilling the toothpaste in there either #there's no colour either it's all black and white #over the loudspeaker they pipe in the Collingwood chant to make them feel at home

[journeytojaburo]

He needed to roll up his sleeves or something it's stressing me out

#walking around dripping water all over the hallway...the gundam...the bridge...smh #0079-17 #〇

[sipsteainanxiety]

the feminine urge to write a haunted house bakusquad fic in the middle of july... like the antics would be SOOO FUNNYY LOL id base it off my own experiences at fright fest but u already KNOW they'd be clowning around so hard

#thinking abt the time my friends n i went to six flags and got lost in EVERY. SINGLE. haunted house we went in #EVERY. SINGLE ONE #we're dumbasses #how do u get lost in a HAUNTED HOUSE guided by LIGHTS #thats the bakusquad #also one time my friend and i were linking arms together as we walked thru a hallway #and i thot our other friends were behind us so i turned around to ask them smth #and . there was a fucking tall ass MAN #STANDING RIGHT BEHIND US FOLLOWING US!!! #i went O.O but i didnt scream i just tapped rapidly on my friend's arm until i got her to turn around too #LMAOOOOO #anyways imagine u and bkg in that position #i feel like bkg would be terrified of haunted houses tho LOL #like highkey hes so tense all the time too #he'd probably accidentally explode one of the employees #kaminari and ashido r screaming at every thing in sight #kirishima tags along w them #sero's just kinda chilling the entire time LOL #bkg looks constipated the entire time but refuses to wuss out #another time my friends n i were doing this like. outside forest kind of haunted walk #and there was a guy with a chainsaw standing in our path ahead of us #and he started running towards us #by us i mean me and my friend AGAIN #AND I JUST KINDA. LET GO OF MY FRIEND SO I COULD DIVE OUT THE WAY DKFHFKG BC HE WAS RUNNING RIGHT TOWARDS US #in my head i was like fuck we have to split up so he can just run in btwn us #but she was like U LEFT ME FOR DEAD!!!!!!! #anyways thats bkg again #'motherfucker u left me TO DIE!!' he screams at you his voice cracking halfway thru #go to sleep shay it's late o'clock #wow i rly rambled in tags huh LOL story time for yall i guess

[callixton]

whyy did i wake up too dizzy to walk in a straight line. am i fr dealing with a flare up off the heels of being sick for 5 days this is So unfair

#i was so determined to make it into class today man even if i was still feeling bad #but i am unable to walk down the hallway without needing to brace myself from like three points of contact at all times #it Might bc a sleep thing and not a full flare up but i don’t think that’s true. i didn’t sleep enough but i did Sleep #i don’t think i’ve been this bad where i’m completely unable to get around even with my cane in like a year #thank god i have it. idk how i would get to the bathroom otherwise #i also keep feeling like i’m faking bc the dizziness ebs and flows As Dizziness Does #but it does keep coming back every five minutes so. i’m not #ted talks

[biteapple]

? somehow my monthly rent is LESS than what was agreed on, with like, all the additional little things they throw on after the agreement. umm.. BUT... they are for some reason charging me valet trash which.... i dont actually get... so im gonna call and see if that can get nuked off my charges. which will make it even less per month. huh. weird.

#it sounds like some people in the neighborhood subscribe to that and get it but i dont and never knew about it.. lol #also i wouldnt wanna stink up our small hallway with my trashes #and also make them walk up 3 flights of stairs to get my trash #but its weird because looking around it doesnt look like ANYONE uses the valet trash service at all #i DID hear someone call out to a neighbor from their balcony saying ''hey man can i borrow your valet trash can tonight'' so it exists here #but... weird...

[indiainswiftland]

I've just figured out why the goblet of fire is the superior harry potter movie: because it is the closest one to a percy jackson adventure

#in all the other movies they are just walking around hallways talking about some noseless man #and the action doesn't kick in until the last 30 minutes #harry potter #percy jackson #also robert pattinson and david tennant are in it

[infizero]

rescued a millipede from the cafeteria :D

#poor little guy was just crawling around in this hallway where people walk so i scooped him up and walked him all the way outside #and put him in the grass. hope he is ok now! he was a big fella #i saw some people sidestepping around something on the ground and as i got closer i was like. is it moving? #and then i got up to him and was like OH. hi friend #serena.txt

[running-in-the-dark]

I've been feeling like shit all day so I didn't get anything done. which then made me feel even more like shit so I tried to at least put away my laundry. except it has been about a month (probably more) since I last did that so there is SO MUCH laundry and I immediately got overwhelmed.

so now I feel even worse! awesome! I'm useless!

it's so pointless! I don't know why I keep trying. it'll just go back to being awful and messy in like a week. I'm not able to keep up with it, I'm not able to do any of the other things I need to do, I'm not a functioning adult human being, I just can't fucking do this

#I only need to get the office done. that's where all the laundry is too. I don't feel like I can do anything else before I'm COMPLETELY #finished organising everything in the entire apartment. #but every time I get done with one room I have to move the things that didn't belong there into another room so it feels like I have to #start all over again and it just never ends and I keep thinking I'm very nearly done but it just never happens #I was already done with the kitchen and hallway. except I found more stuff that's not in those rooms and needs to be put away and I just. #cannot do it #any of it #I walk into the office and start to feel nauseous and panicked because how is there STILL so much crap lying around?! #I want to be one of those minimalist weirdos but I have about 400 hobbies that all require stuff #and it makes me want to kms #fuck I hate this. #personal

[jrueships]

the stadium's loud but they're louder.

#stef trying to do EVERYTHING to get their faces to touch #a helmet kiss <33 #call that a cage match #this photo needs to be blown up on the buffalo wall or something #replace a statue with these two #center stage with their teammates watching like 'not this shit again...' #when you gotta watch your wr and qb make out in the hallways YOU have to walk thru every 5am and 9pm #then act like they werent do anything and how 'secret' and 'private' they are 'behind closed doors' #like bitch yall dont even have the DECENCY to have S*X behind those closed doors #dont act like we Dont know 🙄 #how are we supposed to NOT????? #yall LITERALLY both come out of the shower at the same late time #idk how many coincidences it takes until it gets coined more than that babes but yall busted yall piggybank 🤭 #yalls* whatever man i aint from sexas #diggs propping his ass up like some dainty anime girl pose wearing a skirt. ok. #he fr needs to get spayed #hes always in heat but his desperate acts usually impact others instead of josh because hes a little brat #but his confidence in himself somehow manages to skyrocket after a game #all curtains are OPEN stef #then he has the nerve to PLAY games and toy around like he wasnt salivating all over joshs c*ck all last night.... #ok. #ok mr diggs. #diggs/allen

[milo-is-rambling]

Nothing like some light substance abuse to really make you feel like a child again

#me sitting in my room shaking in silence after turning all my lights off quickly and locking my bedroom door and holding my breath as my #mother turns the light on outside to let the dog out and the light between the blinds comes pouring into my rook #on the carpet I see her shadow as she walks past #minutes feel like hours as I wait for her to sulk away back to her cave. I open my bedroom door to sneak away to the bathroom and the light #from the kitchen is visible in the hallway. this feels like a personal attack when you’re a child sneaking around in the late hours. it #feels like we’re two mountain lions claiming territory in this house and you are cornering me in my bedroom just like when I was a child #I am typing this from under three blankets layered over each other to hide the light from my screen (with reduced white point) just in case #my mother walks outside near my window or near my bedroom door. #I feel so connected to my childhood self right now. sitting in the dark room with the only light coming from one window with the blinds draw #n. just the outline of each individual blind. and the light pouring in from under a locked bedroom door. if she knocks you have to answer. #if you don’t answer she will unlock it herself. locks never meant privacy in my home. I remember that clearly. #there was a lock on my childhood bedroom in my house in Maine. locked from the outside not the inside. they could lock me in but I couldn’t #lock anyone out. to be fair I had a habit of getting up in the middle of the night sneaking to the kitchen and eating slices of processed #individually wrapped cheese slices while watching horrifying shows like oobi and the fucking one with the band of four ppl they were all a #different colored instrument #idk anyways. there was a lock on my bedroom on the outside and I remember waking up in the morning before anyone else and playing in my room #and reading and waiting for like a half an hour every morning for someone to wake up and decide they had the energy to come deal with me #so that’s fun. undiagnosed adhd core. #coming out of whatever high trance I just had where I was connected to all of that childhood terror of being seen by my mother. I was afraid #of being caught even though I was doing nothing wrong. I was constantly afraid of something I did not have any reason to be afraid of. #it felt like at any moment I could be wrong place wrong timed with my mother and suddenly feel like the worst person ever. and I’m sure that #demanded a lot of attention and made her pull away from dealing with me I mean she had just lost her job and was running her own business #now and she was stressed and broke and trying to keep it together and I’m sure I was running around under her feet or my brother and I were #arguing but idk I just feel like I don’t remember anything from my childhood and what I do remember is being afraid of everything and is #that some emotional thing or is that just I have been anxious my entire life and no one cared until I was literally trying to kill my sled #self fucking autocorrect #anyways. #I think my mother has gone to bed so I’m going to slink into my own bathroom and maybe throw up a little 👍 I am excited to see what the fuck #I wrote here when I reread it tomorrow

[useful-boy]

Oh yeah uh, final update on the hospital stuff for now that actually has nothing to do with my health, but instead how the nurse I had today treated me

I did fuck up here I will admit, but the whole thing would've been over a lot faster if she'd actually helped me at all.

#nurses do have hard jobs but please. all you had to do was say 'go right' instead of leading me to a hallway with a fourway intersection #and saying 'its down the hall' and walking away #WHICH hall? hello? #her entire vibe had been kind of off since i got admitted. and i cant point to any one thing she did because it was really just #the way she talked kind of reminded me of those popular girls in high school that come up to the weird kid in class and pretend #to want to be their friend while laughing at them behind their hand. but she hadnt actually Done anything or said anything openly rude #now i know for sure she wasnt a very nice or helpful person. all i needed was a way to go #id have gone to the room looked around checked my purse and been like 'oh oops wrong phone. well now i can go' #instead of wandering arounf lost only to find her again and get dismissed like 'i already helped her' no you didnt!!! you didnt try at all! #huff #long post #technically #i almost hit discord character limit twice while writing this #hospitals #nurses #mean girl to nurse pipeline is so real

[seveneyesoup]

selections from my one and only nightmare

#id in alt text #i could have done something more original on the second page #the first one is straight from the dream; i woke up to my clock but it was blue and not red; and then a hundred other displays blinked on #showing different times #and then i had to walk down my hallway toward the living room where #Something deeply fuckin evil was waiting for me #emanating dread and just. idk it was like a dense point of Bad #like. so dense it had a little gravity well of evil or something. i was taking my sweet time getting there because i did Not want to #encounter this thing. whatever it was. #and then when i was close to being close enough to set eyes on the thing around the corner i realize i’m not wearing the pajama pants i went #to sleep in. it’s a dream. and then i wake up and see my red digital clock display and no others at all and i just kinda lay there #idk what i did maybe that was the night i woke up from a dream and didn’t fall back asleep. i don’t know #anyway #journal painting