#but the current thing is taking forever :[

[chickenoptyrx]

Ooooold sad gohan w the saiyans wip ill never finish

#but the current thing is taking forever :[ #i wish i coulda got more what i was thinkin out w this tho :T #like just that i think raditz woukd still try to be a good uncle but like #good here isnt really gonna be our standard of good #cause it cant be #just like nappas gotta step in and knock some sense into him for his own good #hed needta do the same w gohan to protect him from vegeta #anyway old old old thing #oh hey its from july of last yr :U #uncle raditz #saiyan squad gohan #dbz #raditz #vegeta #nappa #gohan

[thevioletcaptain]

whoever stole my account information in order to spend $127 on [checks notes] roku purchases, i hope you have incurable hangnails on every finger and toe for the rest of your shitty life.

#does that seem disproportionate? #i promise it's not #because my former manager decided that me being in australia dealing with my dad's death #and me attempting to contact said manager about a dozen times and getting no response #and then me opening multiple HR tickets and getting NO RESPONSE #equates to me ''abandoning my position'' #so i currently have no income and only $43 to my name since someone decided my broke ass was a good candidate for theft #plus because of all the fraudulent charges i had to lock my account #which had the utterly ridiculous and undisclosed effect of not only blocking charges to my account but CREDITS #which means that when i decided to make a sensible mental health decision #and withdrew from the class i was taking this quarter so that i could give myself time to grieve #with the intention of enrolling in the same class next quarter instead #the tuition refund got blocked #and is now just like. hanging in no mans land. #so i can't enroll in the class for next quarter yet because i can't access the money i intended to use for it #and the classes only have space for 15 students #and it's going to take 7-10 days for the bank to issue my new card and for my account to be functional #so now i've got a new thing to be stressed about #when i was specifically trying to give myself a break from stress #so yeah i hope the person who stole from me has a shit day forever #hope they get little bits of egg shell in everything they eat #and that they can always faintly smell dog poop as if they stepped in it but can never find the source #cass says things

[mutalune]

me when people hate on aos trek:

#starlight fandom #starlight trek #LOOK I KNOW THEY AREN’T GOOD MOVIES THEY WERE IF MARVEL HIT STAR TREK WITH A BASEBALL BAT BEHIND A CLUB #BUT AOS GOT ME INTO STAR TREK IN THE FIRST PLACE OKAY IT HAS A PLACE IN MY HEART FOREVER #AND IT’S NOT AOS!JIM’S FAULT THAT THEY WROTE HIM BAD I ACTUALLY THINK ITS REAL INTERESTING #TO SEE A VERSION OF JIM KIRK THAT’S TRAUMATIZED AND FUCKED UP AND DIDN’T HAVE A FATHER AND YET HE STILL ENDS UP COMPASSIONATE #HE STILL ENDS UP A LEADER AND KIND #like fr tho that’s a fascinating concept #how much things may be different and how Spock!prime broke the timeline by melding with aos!kirk #and Kirk still ends up kind and loving and beloved anyway!!!!! #like I’m sorry they didn’t execute well until beyond and honestly I ignore stid entirely but it’s such a cool concept to me #and Karl urban as bones was so. SO. SO GOOD. he was perfect and deranged in the best way #Quinto-Spock I can take or leave but I do love me a bitchy Vulcan and he did have that #it’s okay to not like aos I don’t blame anyone for not liking it but I am so fond of it folks I truly am #and I’m not just saying that b/c the fic I’m writing rn for comfort and therapy reasons is projecting my current issues on aos!kirk #he’s just really to project onto and he looks like he’d benefit from ketamine treatment too and learning how to have hobbies w/o stress #anyway like I said I don’t blame anyone for disliking it or erasing it from their fandom memory #but it got me into Star Trek and I’m grateful and if ppl weren’t cowards aos!kirk would be so fucking fascinating in a feral way

[yo-yo-yoshiko]

which sentai serieses have u seen?

oh gosh... please hold while I consult THE CHART...

In no particular order, I have now seen:

Lupat, Kyuranger, Zyuohger, Ninninger, Shinkenger, Kiramager, Goseiger, Gokaiger, Abaranger, Donbrothers, ToQger, Magiranger, Kakuranger, Hurricanger, Go-busters, Jetman, Boukenger, Timeranger, Megaranger, Carranger, Liveman and Go-onger. (also gonna count Strongest Battle for giggles...)

I have a few episodes left in Kyoryuger and Gingaman... Recently picked up Ohranger again... and I've seen around nine to twelve episodes of Zenkaiger for data purposes.

And of course I'm watching Kingoh as it comes out!

#Started watching in Feb cause my friend was like 'hey did you know sentai did a phantom thief season' and I said 'NO WHAT!?' #WHY DID YOU NOT TELL ME THIS!? #my two FAVORITE things are phantom thieves and colorful heroes and big stupid robots and cool fight choreo are also up there!!! #it was all downhill from there... #started literally the week kingoh came out and i started that on week two i believe waaahah! #I always knew about sentai i think... don't know particularly when i became aware but i had the feeling of 'i'd probably really like that' #but i'd never seen... only takes cool thieves for me to get in apparently waaaahaha! #for those wondering... Lupat and Go-busters are forever duking it out for top favorite series #Kingoh is sneaking in there for a possible third i think but that's not fair... being the current series. #I've had so much more time to sit with that one and get incredibly attached #thanks for asking! #thatonecookiie #ask and be answered #super sentai #realized i forgot gokaiger lol #man alive there are soooo many

[emily-mooon]

Any specific Jancy soft thoughts 👀

Hello Dearie!

There are no specific thoughts. It’s all incoherent with the only clear thoughts being the s1 cheek kiss and the matching scars and just everything about s1 and s2 Jancy because goddamit they are adorable dorks.

Thanks for sending in the ask!

#I’m still there in the lands of s1 and s2 jancy #you can take me out of s1 and s2 jancy land but you can’t take s1 and s2 jancy land out of me #I’ll be there forever #also the romantic guitar lick(?) in just like heaven is playing over top of all those thoughts #angsty jancy is lovesong and soft jancy is just like heaven #mutuals! :) #stranger things #jancy #‘currently in jancy brainrot’

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#head instructor to the TAs in the lab section i TA for: how r u guys feeling abt the workload? #me who hasnt graded anything since week 1 and spent an hr that morning filling out a patient safety plan: 🙃 #listen. we r experiencing symptoms that make us shitty at our job. which is not helpful for a positive outlook #i was also experiencing horrible cramps at the time bc i lost my ibuprofen and 2 days ago i stopped the birth control in a desperate effort #to stop feeling terrible. but in this moment i feel alright. its wild to go from drastically unhappy to like lol wtf was that? anyway stop #being a bby loser. for no obvious reason. im gonna start the birth control again to see if i get depressed again or if that was just me lol #i dont think my therapist understands the depth of my executive functioning issues tho. bc im a grad student and can meet deadlines. like #let me tell u im a fucking disaster abt starting things. i will go back and forth and get nothing done forever. or i do things halfway and #make everything 30 times more difficult later bc no one else understands how my brain works #ah well. itll b fine. sometimes i just get freaked out that i wanna b better and i dont kno how to do that. so i spiral in despair a lil #ill b fine. im good at catching myself before i get too out of control. annoyingly tho i am not currently beating the bip0lar allagations #bc whatever tf is wrong with me i do probably fit the diagnostic criteria for bip0lar 2. i dont kno y that freaks me out so much. i guess #its bc it feels like something i cant just make better thru force of will and i grew up in a home that was very obsessively #health conscious to the point my dad gets anxious abt taking a single ibuprofen. so like ive been conditioned to get freaked out by #medication. literally my grandma will call me and tell me to b suspicious of doctors and to not take medicine unless absolutely necessary. #like lady u r the genetic reason i have 0cd shut the fuck up. also it feels like something that would more negatively affect how ppl think #of u than saying oh yea i get depressed or i have anxiety. like the connotation feels worse im used to just telling ppl whatever tf #my problem is. so the idea of holding something back feels weird. which annoys me bc i dont think there should b so much of a stigma. its #bullshit. anyway idk. im tired. i was trying to think of a comfort tv show with my therapist and all i could think was the terror #when im depressed i wanna watch those English mother fuckers suffer and die. i just lov that show so much. harry g00dsir my beloved. the #most me coded character to ever exist #unrelated

[sysig]

Tainted batch (Patreon)

#Doodles #Just Desserts #Villainsona #Fine nevermind >:( #It's so weird to be posting vent-adjacent stuff while I'm doing so well currently haha #I started this months ago and have significantly improved my mood since then pfft ♪ I'd hope! #There wasn't anything specific at the time anyway just a thought circling around that I figured Charm would be more affected by #Considering most things for her are heightened in comparison haha <3 She'll get therapy someday #She also deals a lot in sublimation through art! And sometimes that means literally taking the materials and using them elsewhere #Honestly it's pretty cool that she can reconstitute her art :0 Drawing is a little different haha #I hadn't realized it'd been as long as it's been since I last drew Cirrus :0 #Oh yeah Cherry Shortcake actually has a first name now lol #A few residents do! If you remember my mention of Aria from a while back - Marshmallow Fluff - I think those are the current three? #Still haven't really pinned down a naming convention haha...I've been thinking about three-letter last names for what feels like forever now #She was also an early contender for Digitally Rendered Resident huh... I could at least stand to name the others that have gotten that lol #So many things I wanna do with her - really want to finish her Biased Narrator fic sometime just dunno how to end it hrmngh #Anyway lol she gets a one-panel cameo and takes over the post pft no! Charm time! #Evil Time Charm time - kicked up her pulse as soon as she remembered #She kinda sorta remembers what happened but more than that remembers the Emotions - feeling Laughed At #And clearly it's [this specific thing]'s fault that she feels foolish! Avoid [this specific thing] and never feel foolish again Guaranteed!* #*Not actually even remotely close to a guarantee lol instead she's just avoiding something that at one point made her feel good #So easy to turn a positive memory into a negative one with just a change of framing huh? #I can't think of anyone in her life who would exploit that fun little feature in her outlook not even one!

[soul-spoken]

I vent or breakdown so often, I know I get told it's fine and talk when I need to but geez it feels so excessive, like I'm overly sensitive or just really really easily triggered over things that shouldn't even relate to my trauma

We come to solutions or we distract from it, or we cuddle, but it's just always there.

I can almost always feel the dumb anxiety or depression feelings, I don't want to

I wish my brain understood that

#im tired of only feeling safe when im overly babied and small. i know at this current time point certain traumas are still really fresh #and i need to let myself acknowledge that and relax and maybe be taken care of on a higher level but #i feel so clingy and embarrassed #and i really wish i wasn't still reminded of things from the past. i hate getting anxious over things from high school or college #that doesn't matter anymore #i don't wanna be so vulnerable and scared all the time #but i think i need to #i just want to be held. feel skin to skin. get kissed and called sweet names #i wanna feel his nails through my hair. hear that hushed voice he does when being soft. i wanna be closer #i wanna be safe and told its not scary. its not bad. instead of how we've been going about things.. #cant i just feel secluded and loved? feel protected and small #i wanna be told that my ptsd is a normal reaction and that i dont have to be like i was before. i can take a while to gather myself #to mourn and exist. to just.. be #be however my brain is needing to be in order to relax #i wanna be intimate and romantic and loving and gentle #i feel so guilty over these wants and needs #i wish i didn't have them. i wish i understood that its safe to have them. #i wish i was different #i wish i was me. but me before #when i was stable and felt nice and independent but i still had little moments of softness and needing help. i miss my early early twenties #but. i also miss the feeling of being held tight by him and told nothing could hurt me anymore. that he was gonna keep the bad away #like middle school. keeping the mean kids away #i love him. i want to feel loved #i am loved. i don't doubt that. but i wish i could capture every soft second and live in it forever #and i feel so guilty #trav.txt

[sapphicmumrik]

guess who has an interview bitchesssss

#fern.txt #this current contract is up in two weeks and it's next Tuesday #it's a government department tho and they take FOREVER to do things

[dubiousdoctors]

THE BIG SCARY

#THE BIG SCARY THE BIG SCARY THE BIG SCARY #thing what I am experiencing currently. Uh Oh Uh Oh Uh Oh. Hell. Hell I Made For Myself. #literally I am inside a horrendous shakespearean comedy and I sure hope that I come out of it alive! #but we are all adults here and the other people involved are - to say it quite harshly - a little less neurotic than I am #the consequences in my mind are improbable and also not exactly life-ruining but I am far down the thought spiral already aren't I #time to DISTRACT MYSELF. make and mend and movie time maybe. #I want to be watching sharpe and I have two more to go but also I should take a break because it's making me weird in the braincase #and also. if I stay here harris and hagman are alive forever and just fine. but the show must go on is the thing. #both in the sharpe-watching and in my actual life there must be a moving forward. you can't stop the world in its tracks by wishing. #after writing this all out I do feel a little better. whooeee.

[tathrin]

I want you to know that every time you reblog a fic I wrote, I am squealing with joy.

I love your writing so much, it's a huge inspiration for me, and seeing someone like you (who literally posted fanfics on ao3 before I was even born) say how much you love my stuff is the best thing ever. Thank you so much.

(Also can't wait for the next chapter of the zombie fic)

Oh my gods I'm melting right now. Absolutely melting.

I've gone away and come back to this message like seven times without being able to respond because I'm too swamped with warm fuzzy happy feelings to be coherent, thank you so much.

I've been enjoying your writing so much, I'm so delighted and overjoyed and genuinely just tickled pink to use that silly phrase because I truly can't think of anything that sums-up my feeling better to hear you say I've helped inspire you.

Thank you. And you're so welcome.

(Also oh my gods I'm laughing so hard I'm so fucking old lmao.)

#also next zombie fic chapter might come today shhh #if not then almost certainly tomorrow #i've been trying to stay at least ten chapters ahead of my posting #because this is the kind of fic where i've definitely found myself going back and tweaking earlier chapters #for details or even re-arranging the order they happen in #so i don't want to write myself into a corner or anything #and i'm currently off in a tangent about silk (it'll make sense when you get there! i promise!) that seems likely to distract me for a whil #because now i have to RESEARCH SILK what even is writing i swear #but! even if this chapter takes forEVER to write i still think there's enough buffer to let me post the next one so i may just do that #my writing #people who are too nice #nice things #happiness #inspiration #AO3 #comments #fanfiction #me

[quibbs126]

Another stupid joke of mine that prolly doesn’t make sense

*for reference, that child is supposed to be a reincarnated Aurora, b/c I like the idea of Des adopting her, and this would be the most likely scenario if we’re trying to go by canon

#I just thought that it would be funny if Descole had to bring her with him bc he’s a single parent now #and since he doesn’t tell people things (as well as his questionable past actions) Layton and his crew are unsure where he got it #and question if he stole it #the reason why I drew flora instead of Luke was bc of my previous post about how Descole could show up in another game #where flora was the assistant instead #so I guess this is how Layton and Descole would reunite #imagine thinking your brother’s dead for the past few years and the first thing you think is “did he steal a child?” #and your first conversation in years is about if he stole a child #and he’s just sipping on a smoothie #anyways #apologies for the inconsistent art style #currently I’m trying to find one that won’t take me forever to draw bc I’m a bit of a perfectionist #and currently this is what works #professor layton #jean descole #hershel layton #flora reinhold #aurora azran #my art #meme #also this art style was inspired by droolingdemon if you were unfamiliar #thought I should mention that #Edit: just realized it’s the bros with their new kids #so imagine not seeing your brother in years only to find out you’re both single parents

[twilightarcade]

I would actually learn so much if I didn't have to take time out of my day to learn. Like if I could just pause time and scour the internet for days on end I could easily learn everything ever

#wordstag #I think that's like. The whole thing wirh school actually #like you have to sit in school for. 4 or so years to win medical school because it takes forever to learn stuff #but I propose we don't have to take 4 years out of our lives to study and instead just get like free time yk #like. All your needs and responsibilities pause forever #I would actually be able to do soo much with this hypothetical free time but. This is where we're at currently

[imagineagreatadventure]

i think my travel goal next year is going to find my next place to live

#i have a signed lease until 2025 so i think i should take my time and figure out a new city to pursue #thankfully i can move to virtual if necessary but also would like to be someplace where i could find a in person job too if needed #i actually love my current city but i have had so many bad things happen since i moved back in 2016 that i think i need a time out #and a fresh start #we'll see! might live there forever in the end idk #personal #but anyhow gonna do a bunch of long weekend trips to figure out what i vibe with #and what i don't #i'm pretty good at sussing that out quickly

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#woof. if all goes to plan Tomorrow is the last day i have to take measurements forever. if all goes to plan. if all goes to plan. but im #not holding my breath bc thats asking for chaos. i think this week ive done a good job of not pushing it #in terms of not torturing myself and making myself insane. which is good bc its exhausting taking measurements with the ambient stress of #apartment hunting from across the country. ive toured 2 places from afar and applied to them. and im meeting with someone to talk abt #potentially being roommates tomorrow. which is terrifying bc i really just wanna beg them like pls pls like me so i can stop looking pls #like i have to rely on my charisma i guess when im a bit asocial and odd. not unlikable but idk maybe they want someone more normie idk #its exhausting. ive sent so many emails and so many places r like no u gotta physically visit. ugh #and i have to clean my whole apartment by Tuesday for my landlord to inspect bc i had to give them a 30 day notice or else they wouldn't #release my info for like referal on background checks. there should b flexibility in when i can leave tho. its just stressful #at least im doing this when im pretty stable and i stop taking measurements tomorrow but i haven't taken a break since last Saturday #and haven't really had time to properly draw which annoys me and apparently i wont get a break this weekend with all the cleaning i gotta do #but oh well. at least im better off than the other person i kno who is moving Tuesday across the country and currently doesnt have a place #to stay. so i guess theyre gonna b living out of their car for a while. im stressed enough a month out from leaving #sigh. im just v tired and my heart is beating too fast and i wanna start cleaning now but im sleepy #whenever we go sampling we joke that we have to make sacrifices to the weather gods for good conditions. i guess i gotta make sacrifices #to the housing gods 🙏 ugh. pls. i dont wanna still b doing this for another week when i wont have time bc ill actually have to focus on #things. ugh. cant wait to b in the future where i dont have to deal with this #unrelated

[francesderwent]

I can’t take it anymore.

you realize, don’t you, that they haven’t made a good muppet retelling since 1996? I understand that Jim Henson had already died at that point, but a lot of the old guard was still deeply involved. and his son directed both A Muppet Christmas Carol and Muppet Treasure Island, and he hasn’t been involved in anything since, except in an executive producer role.

the Muppets themselves--the characters, the puppets--have a kind of magic. sure. but the fact that I haven’t seen anyone on here mention Muppets Most Wanted ever, let alone the NBC series or the Disney+ “improv” show, means that their magic has a limit. the story has to be told by somebody who gets it. the Muppet properties that we all know and love were made by a group of friends, many of whom had been working together for literal decades. you can’t just expect whoever’s calling the shots at Disney to throw Kermit and Gonzo into your favorite classic novel and create something of the same caliber, let alone with the same heart.

#the currently running Sesame Street might very well be good. I don't know. #but I'm pretty darn sure that the current muppet properties are heartless #jason segel's muppets was good! I'll give him that! but that was kind of a fluke?? #because the whole point of that was it was a nostalgia trip. it was bringing the band together ONE LAST TIME #it had amy adams in it for goodness sake #I know I'm being a pain in the ass #but every single day I sign into tumblr dot com and somebody is talking about a muppet retelling #and I DO NOT WANT that to happen because I feel like it would be everything we hate about the 'a modern retelling' trend #except it wouldn't just ruin a beloved classic novel it would ALSO ruin the muppets #part of understanding that 'stories told by friends who love each other' are the best stories #is accepting that you cannot make those stories go on forever #because they're inextricably connected to the love between the friends #i am sorry I am kind of a nerd about henson and co #and I feel like some of you take 'kermit is a real person to me uwu' a little fuckin far #kermit is NOT a real person #kermit was created by JIM FUCKING HENSON and any iteration which follows is a tribute to his work and his legacy #and like all things! eventually it's gonna get too far removed and it's not gonna be the same anymore #a kermit performed by somebody who never knew jim? I am simply not interested #in which cate tells stories