#but my bed is so comfy in the morning

[baggy-holmes]

what is the trick to waking up earlier

#i’ve been trying #but my bed is so comfy in the morning #i’m like dobby in the glue trap #i just can’t break free #but i want to #i wake up and lay there for at least an hour

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

they should invent a waking up that isn't excruciating

#its such an Ordeal every time and for what!!!! #listen im naturally inclined towards the nighttime #existing in the morning is like... its like.... #its so terrible that there aren't words for it!! #the fact that i personally have to get out of my cozy comfy bed before the sun is even up #should be illegal! i already dont sleep well and now you want to Wrench me out of my Peaceful Slumber???? #and not only that but i have to Do Things???? #terrible! horrible! Cease At Once! #absolutely unprompted #oh side note stream this evening at 4pm PST #i will try to make my vibes less Rancid before then! #today is going to get on my nerves i just know it <3 it already is <3

[weepingfoxfury]

Ave Maria is being sung by Hayley Westenra. A few s-adverts and then the man on the radio is playing musical excerpts from Looney Tunes and reading out texts about children who loved the cartoons and took giggling delight in burping the alphabet. The traffic lady talks of Island Road, something to do with Dolphins and debris from a variety of collisions.

Another day of rain and a trip to the shiny metropolis in the offing. You'd think after more than a decade here I'd have sorted out a decent raincoat for myself ... but no.

The curtains are still closed even though I've been up at least 2 hours. Bigger dog (smallest dog's older sister) decided at 6.30am that there was something outside that simply couldn't wait. I obliged with an open back door and then returned to bed with a closed bedroom door. I then lay in the semi dark listening to Signor Floyd as he took the opportunity to enter the kitchen, investigate many, many places and finally he sat outside my door singing the song of his people.

I'll get up soon(ish) ... but, for now, Shirley Bassey is belting out Goldfinger, I'm warm beneath the duvet and all I'm thinking about is the coffee pot.

PS: I was in the shiny metropolis yesterday in the magic middle aisle ... I looked at a weighted blanket and briefly wondered whether I would enjoy such a thing. I then attempted to lift one ... 9kg ... and my eyebrow raised. I disappeared into daydream land, imagined myself beneath such a thing whilst lying in bed, and rapidly came to the conclusion that I have enough difficulty getting out of bed and acquiring coffee. Any further impediments to coffee acquisition would simply never do ...

[Pictures: Cathweegia is bathing in a rare moment of sunshine ... she wonders at my reasoning for hanging 'distressed' dog toys on one of her branches ... and smallest dog, having been and seen all there was to see in the big shed, is now surveying her Queendom, sniffing the air and wondering when her hooman will get the sausages sorted]

#man on the radio #traffic lady #good morning #bad weather #i need more coffee #magic middle aisle #my bed is so comfy #shiny metropolis #Cathweegia #smallest dog #bigger dog #signor Floyd #musings #sycamore #dog toys #big shed #naturecore #writers of tumblr #original writing #writers on tumblr #photographers on tumblr #original photographers #naturephotography #where's my sausages #diary of a bed dweller

[wormsdyke]

fucked up that it’s dangerous to sleep in the bath bc it’s one of my favorite nap places. i love being submerged in nearly boiling water it’s so cozy and every time i’ve slept in the bath it’s been amazing. and i only choked on water once

#i didn’t even choke that bad and it woke me up #currently in a bath just deliriously tired #my joints are waging war on my body lately and i feel so motherfucking peaceful #maybe i’ll just. close my eyes. for a bit #it’s 1am i should just get out and go to the actual bed but out there is cold i don’t wanna #is this a thing for anyone else #i used to sleep in bathtubs all the time but like empty bathtubs #i still like it i just don’t have one so i don’t as much #i think it’s very comfy. cradle core #anyways. goodnight if i see you in the morning then i didn’t drown in my sleep #orating!

[extemporary-username]

Looking up while brushing my teeth

It's me in the mirror

Hadn't seen him in a while

Welcome back, me

#I've been so giddy lately #actually no clue what giddy means but it feels like a nice word #im literally trembling with stress sometimes and school is killing me #but i wake up in the morning. take a shower. brush my teeth and get nice NICE comfy clothes #and i make breakfast and make my bed #and feed gato and help mom and start the day on time #and enjoy speaking in class and proposing stuff #and every day i have to have lunch in a hurry so i can come home and feed gato and brush my teeth and go back to class #and its awful but i still do it cause i love gato #and i spend some time with friends and maybe i eat a little dessert cause i deserve it #and i do my homework and have dinner and organize the house a bit #and brush my teeth. play with gato. put on pajamas #maybe text some friends and read some fanfics #and i go to sleep and i sleep well even if gato wakes me up at 2am #and im just #living #and i wake up the next day and realize. i couldn't have done this a year ago #and every day i wake up is amazing cause i got so close to giving up #im very glad im still alive #love mom and gato and this small corner of the internet and my friends #and i love myself #couldn't have done this without me #god im crying aksjdjdjdjsk #lukkas rambling nonsense #They said 'TrAnsiTiOniNg DoEsnT CuRE dePreSsIon' #AND IT DOESN'T but GOD DOES IT HELP

[jess-abides]

Today was moderately better but I still just need a fucking break. My brain is so full of shit just swirling around unproductively and I’m exhausted trying to keep up and force some forward motion.

#idk ignore me #need to get fucked disrespectfully probably #and a vacation #last night laying in bed my brain was like ‘do u know where ur passport is’ like bitch why #and I had to convince myself that it’s in the spot it always is #while also convincing myself not to get out of bed bc I was A) comfy and cozy and B) lowkey afraid it wouldn’t be there #🙄🙄🙄 #spoiler alert it is there I checked in the morning #anyway I took an edible and am smoking another bowl so #get wrecked brain let’s go the fuck to sleep

[mthevlamister]

Okay

We’re getting up

And showered

And then we’ll try to eat something

That’s the plan

#I spent this morning laying in bed for five hours #staring at the ceiling #writing song lyrics/poetry in my phone #thinking about how I should get up #but was so comfy

[sailfish-serum]

I understand the want to steal a partners clothing now

#i left my hoodie in his bed and let it really soak it up for two months #i feel so comfy and nice and warm n it smells like him even if he's not here #i miss him #i woke up next to him on sunday morning yet i feel terrible that i miss him so much already #i hope he does actually like hanging out with me #i mean im sure he does but im nervous #i keep blabbing about my ocs which is annoying probably #i need to shut up

[doublesidedgemini]

tw 3d + long post

My tulip girl and I walked 4.6 miles this morning! We didn’t get back home until 1 pm nearly. My phone says I burned over 200 calories but then I ate a big lunch :( but I still have my horse to go ride who is sound again :)

I’m just…. So uncomfortable with the way my body has been lately but also so unable to r3str1ct like I was able to last year

It’s like my body got close to underweight BMI and was like “no 4n0r3xi4 for you 3DN0S only! b1ng1ng only!” Ugh

But yesterday I did 100 squats, hip thrusts, wall pushups, and 200 Russian twists and did a full ride on my horse! But I just maintained w8 from the previous day

There are times where I do get scared about how much I was able to drop last year and the change in my body. Then I lost steam and got fluffy again. But not nearly like I was before. So I think to myself, maybe it’s okay to just maintain where I am now? I still am keeping off all the w8 I gained when I was 22 so at least there is that.

But I just love my bones <3

#gem’s personal ana diary #tw 3d #we are laying down now after that long ass walk #I still have to do my morning skin care routine and brush my teeth and maybe try to clean up and water plants #and run errands and ride my horse and take a shower and catch up on work before tomorrow #okay I may not get everything done cos bed is so comfy rn :3

[nerdie-faerie]

Feeling a lil vindictive, a lil nasty this morning

So context, my brother had a work do last night and before he left he told my mum he'd becoming back here and doing so alone. So tell me why he called me at 3am when I'm trying to sleep but travel anxiety and says he's bringing two mates back? I tell him he can't I'm leaving at 6 tomorrow he just goes yeah they'll just be passing through your room. No I've gotta get up in 3 hours you can't be keeping up, yeah it's fine. The fuck it is not

Anyway so my alarm goes off 3 hours later I've barely slept, my brain already woke me up several times prior but that doesn't mean I'm turning my alarms off immediately or getting ready quietly after the prick disturbed my sleep

#Demon Spawn #travel tag #the rest of my siblings got a nice goodbye but im not a morning person on a good night sleep let alone when i havent been able to sleep #like i wouldnt have gotten much sleep regardless because of anxiety but i woulda been able to fall asleep sooner if i hadnt been dragged out #of bed kept awake by the rage induced adrenaline and the sounds of sports being played on tv and chatter in the next room #and hes gonna spend all day in bed anyway so i dont feel guilty particularly when hes had guests over constantly for the two weeks ive been #home which denies me access to the ensuite and kitchenette thats accessible from his room and he constantly keeps me awake #i dont get to enjoy my comfy non student accommodation bed because the fcker never lets me go to sleep and my mum wont let me sleep in #i did fix my sleep schedule minutely was getting tired at 12 instead of 2am from where i fcked it during assignment season so small mercies #had to wake my littlest brothers up to say goodbye and the babby started crying 😢 my mum wanted me to wake her and the baby up too #but the baba was still half asleep and definitely not processing that i was leaving 😂 she was so unbothered guarantee ill have to facetime #my dad dropped me to the bus stop and hes as bad at small talk and emotionally constipated as me but he was just coming back from a night #shift so i appreciate that that was him putting in extra effort and him checking i had enough money is as close to sentiment as he can do #everyone else? cute goodbye. my sister was already awake when i got up to the house pretty sure she had an alarm set..... #my oldest younger brother? i hope the hangover sucks

[bleu-sang]

There's a monster sleeping under my bed, it's my tiny void cat

#I made her a home full of blankets and toys there #so she's comfy and warm when she sleeps #every morning i wake up and look under my bed to see if she's still here. every morning i smile watching her wake up #positif #Princesse Lila

[boyfeminism]

im trying so hard to stay out of the "wanting to implode" phase of having a period but boy it sure is hard

#going to bed and like. getting ready for work. keep getting me #i cried this morning and ended up asking jackie to bring me to and from work #i know its not healthy or helpful but the self sabatoge brain sets in So quickly after we get into bed #''ooooh you dont deserve sleep or a comfy bed. lay awake on the floor all night'' girl i have work tomorrow -_- #ive gotten really bad at focusing too so its hard to think of things to keep me focused while i fall asleep #instead of on whatever normal things my brain has arbitrarily decided make me want to sink into the floor #speaking #menstruation tw

[milo-is-rambling]

Staring at the jackets on hooks over my bedroom door bc it’s shaped like a person

#I don’t have my glasses on and I’m high and I looked up after hearing my mother randomly doing something in the living room (shared wall #with my room) and thinking she was in the hall outside my door and then looking up and seeing my jackets #when I say I jumped. staring at my door like 👁️👁️ #it’s literally 2 in the morning I should be the only one awake my mom needs to go to bed #I’m tempted to go to the gas station and get a slushee and smoke a cig but I just showered and shouldn’t smoke now #can’t wait til I move out and can smoke whenever #a post shower cigarette is life changing #clean. soft. oversized hoodie. high waisted underwear or teeny tiny pajama shorts. something that covers just ur ass and up #comfy socks. walking around outside smoking with moon above you at two in the morning #that sounds so good wahhhh #maybe I will go outside and smoke real quick. or maybe I’ll just roll and joint and put the inside of a cig in with it and hope my mother #can’t smell it in her room #I want to time travel to me being 21 and on my own and smoking cigarettes on my porch or next to my car in a parking lot

[orcelito]

Finally... in my own bed for the first time in over a week......

God I missed this thing

#speculation nation #my ribs r still unhappy with me. thankfully not the stabbing pain from this morning. but the Threat of pain #the meds did help. got me thru work. & now i am being threatened with pain again oh no #sometimes cringefail ribs is just weeks and weeks of minor discomfort while lying down & occasionally popping ur sternum #and then randomly waking up with STABBING PAIN IN UR RIBS UNLESS U HOLD UR SHOULDERS IN A CERTAIN POSITION OW OW OW OW OW OW #<- that was this morning. lol. #the meds help. but i wanna be careful with my ribs tonight. so no lying on my side tonight. #which SUCKS bc im in my BED and i cant get super comfy :( #even lying on my back is pretty nice on here. this is my Bed... #anyways. gotta sleep!

[peapod20001]

Hey is anyone awake still or up yet and wanna talk cus I’m dying

#emetophobia #emetophobia tw #tw emetophobia #tw emeto ment #anyways #I didn’t sleep but I DID puke my guts out so that’s nice #just sitting in my bed with a trash can like a fucking loon #ough. I felt like. sick sick for maybe two hours #I’ve just been sitting here #and I actually thought I’d be able to sleep. I wound a comfy position where I payed on propped pillows on my side without moving #I was so good. till I wasn’t. got shaky and knew #and now I’m here </3 #I use sleep to reset myself for the next day #and idk what to do #now #ouggh #it’s SEVEN. #IN THE MORNING