#but i’m just not v good at it lol

[thatdoodledcrow]

It said [ 🟡 ]

#V1 ultrakill #ultrakill V1 #ultrakill #art #crow does animation #gifs #was thinking about my headcanons for how the V-models emote and went ‘hey that’d be cool to animate!’ and now this exists #I’m very tempted to make a matching V2 blink animation but I REALLY do not have the time rn lol. maybe soon... #anyways the most important take away from this should be that both of them can do the dumbass mode cat eyes. have a good day lmao #scopo tw #scopohobia tw #<- not sure if that applies but just in case?

[pixlokita]

I feel like ? I gotta remind people it’s ok to unfollow a blog when it upsets you in any way >> like if I ever do that sure, you can let me know if it was anything I did personally I’d appreciate it but if you just don’t enjoy something it’s ok to unfollow ;w; can’t stress enough how important it is to put your mental health first 👌

#pix habla #fnaf #✨💖 even if you don’t like frogs and I post about frogs does that make sense #i see some yall not liking some of the stuff I draw and just kinda wonder ? why you still follow lol #i won’t take it personally #even if it’s a mutual heck I’ve even told my friends to unfollow if they ever need a break from my blog =w=👌 #because It’s nothing personal >> #i used to ok so funny story xD I used to follow a friend in middle school on social media #and we were good friends but had nothing in common in what we posted about =w= #like she loved Beatles fanfics (don’t ask do not ask idk I didn’t read past the titles) #and i loved sonic :v #and like #thats aigh ? you don’t gotta ? follow a blog that doesn’t bring joy no matter if you’re close or not #i would honestly hate it if I’m making anyone upset or unhappy #so yeyeyeye I’ve said this before in other fandoms but like >>)✨✨💖 put 👏 your mental health 👏👏👏 FIRST ALWAYS👏 #Stay safe y’all ✨👌 have fun be free #we’re all just… sitting here… online 😔 ain’t nothing to it

[honeyvenommusic]

❗️NEWGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSAN-

#glass animals #honestly i wore out dreamland sm my brain took a lonnng break from expecting anything from them?? idk i’m just huh???? #like….. when i say wore out #i cannot describe how much i listened to it #i usually have some vague idea even if it’s a ridiculous number #like 52 times in a month for an album or something (has happened) #i cannot recall w this #gonna say bc 2020 & they were Literally the last band i saw live. next morning everyone found out about everything annd lockdown. no joke #so it was big dreamland time when it dropped and revisiting their past albums when i broke out of its spell lmao #(pretty sure before that like january was when i listened to déjà vu 100+ times in a row tho so oop. it was a tough day lol) #anyway seeing this aww man. i really have had this band with me for a long long time. 🥹 i remember hearing gooey on the radio one night #driving home from work late @ night in 2014. the drive was so short i couldn’t be arsed to fish out my ipod & plug it in #sometimes so just popped on a good station i had preset. started the car and heard this *voice* and i was like who???? #had to check the station bc it was an alt station and i thought i had it on another one which was fine i was just v confused #it was in the middle of the song & i was immediately anxious to know the name hoping i’d hear it & it wouldn't just flow into the next song #then the dj would pile the names together after x number of songs played bc i was tiired (but woulda stayed in the car ngl). got lucky & #ran inside to find it then yelled at my roommate the next day that she HAD to listen to it during a smoke session after work #(i was right & it blew her miiind) #god. what a fucking time. what a fucking band. idk what the disc horse is surrounding them now since they blew up via tiktok #i’m sure people are v quick to say they’re overrated bc of that but idk & i’m glad i don’t know. they’ll always be this #highly inventive incredible band i stumbled upon for the perfect night drive home after a long long shift #a band that came back from a Horrible accident that should have ended 1 of their lives & somehow didn’t & should have ended them #as a band (like still cannot believe Joe was drumming in 2020 & i saw it with my own eyes like how tf???!?) #a band deserving of all of its successes. glass animals forever

[givemebishies]

Bluey is incredibly sweet and heartwarming but ngl it’s kind of hard to watch because it makes me sad seeing two little girls having a perfectly healthy and loving relationship w their dad 🥲

#I mean #it makes me happy that they have a good dad I’m v glad about that #but it makes me sad that little me never got to have that lol whoops 😀 #bluey #bluey show #bandit heeler #daddy issues #bad dad #narcissistic father #narcissistic dad #cptsd #just cptsd things #don’t mind me I’m just over here #mourning over my #inner child #chatterbun #dad issues

[vampstel]

Just took a nap oops but honestly, I don’t even feel safe venting on here since I have a feeling people will just screenshot my posts and pick it apart to slander me even more ;;

Which then just causes me to get even more stressed and physically sick…

I think I need a break from the internet as a whole, honestly. Things are not healthy and I rather spend my time doing something productive than get anxious over people getting mad at me. But that’s easier said than done. People saying I’m “weird” for using labels like Bara, Twink, etc. genuinely hurts.

Being depicted as this fetishistic, p*rn addicted person is crazy especially knowing I’m a gay asexual and am repulsed by NSFW. Hell, even me saying all this is making me scared since I genuinely do not feel safe at all and it’s awful 💀

#꒰ v’s rambling ꒱ #• about: personal/miscellaneous #I don’t even know if I can recover from this #like mentally #I’ve already been traumatized enough by a large creator dogging on me but this… #Yeah I can’t handle this #Kinda just wanna disappear off the face of the internet lol #Probably would do me some good anyway to be fair #I have Twitter deleted which is a good step but I have a sneaking suspicion I might have to delete this app too 💀 #Or not. No one really uses this platform anyway #But I’ll stop rambling in tags now. I think I’m just gonna take a walk outside and breathe

[bright-eyed]

Reading other english majors’ essays for class has forced me to admit that I actually am a really good writer. I’m just gonna let myself have that

#they’re probably all better at fiction/poetry than i am but i’m a v good essay writer. probably cuz i write essays on here for fun #i think being a little older also helps like i’ve just had more years to practice lol. i’m only 3 years older but still #it’s also not just the 3 years but also that the essay and longform blogpost has been my main method of creative expression since like 2015 #which is not the case with most people i mean i think basically everyone sees the essay as like a chore or a thing you have to do for school #kennapost

[akkivee]

nobody asked but these are probably my favourite live looks hayama-san gave us lol

#vee queued to fill the void #FOLLOWED VERY VERY V E R Y CLOSELY BY HIS 7TH LIVE DAY ONE LOOK (MAX CUTE AND I WISH HIS SUKAJAN SHIRT WAS ON SALE TO THIS DAY) #AND HIS 8TH LIVE DAY 2 LOOK (BIASED BUT ALSO HE LOOKS GOOD IN GOLD AND HE WAS IN A SKIRT THAT HAD THIS RLY CUTE BELT BUCKLE ON HIS HIP) #are they in order?????? idk lol but maybe #my hayama brainrot has been on 💯 lately as we get closer to the next hangout stream and his return to it lol #it’s!!!!!!!!!!!!! been too long since i’ve seen his face in content i haven’t been looping for ages lmao #(what????? i got three new videos with him in it in the past two weeks and a very entertaining radio ft sakakihara-san???? idkwym lol 😌😌😌) #abema removed their bonus 6th live content effectively making it lost media i think and i’ve really depressed about it #it was so charming to listen to hayama-san’s voice just perpetually stuck on his kuukou baritone #since that was the first time he’d performed as kuukou for as long as he did and as intensely too (bat’s first kaigen 🥹🥹🥹) #like even takeuchi-san’s voice was going out towards the end of their interviews that’s how hard they went on that live #and sakakihara-san’s post live excitement for kaigen the way he happy clapped getting to talk about kaigen ABEMA I RLY DO HATE THIS #so i’m trying to make myself feel better by tag rambling about them lol #anyway that haircut for the 6th live was so inspired i miss his long hair era everyday and 💜💜💜 to the first time he wowed the entire world #(if you feel there’s some type of energy going into the 5th live shot i posted instead a more uniform shot with the others eh heh⭐️)

[shuckstruck]

Working on a new ref for the blorbo in my head- I KNO I DRAW THESE ALL THE TIME BUT IM TRYING TO BE CONSISTENT REGARDING PROPORTIONS AND STYLE THIS TIME I want to pretend that I’m doing something like a character turn around for a tv show… I want to animate storyboards of my dnd game so badly but I want to be more… what’s the word. Consistent with style I suppose 🤔

I’M DOING AWAY WITH HIS OLD SQUIGGLY GOLD PATTERNS

Old —> New. I’M GIVING HIM PROPER DRAGON SCALES and I’m honestly So happy he looks so much better and being able to draw scales means I can really crowd all the gold in there and make him as flashy and eye-catching as he was always intended to be :3

#all good scales should be on his left side but. u see #i fucked that up. ILL JUST FLIP THE CANVAS LATER OR SMTHN IDK #rumbles #ramiel #**all GOLD scales. thanks autocorrect #scribble tag #i was also drawing some ideas for dragon fashion #i’m not v good at clothing design but i enjoy doodling anyways :) #godskeep #dnd #the old/new drawings aren’t that far apart. but i think that proves how much work i’ve put into this lol #i’m learning a lot as i go idk

[crossingbaranduin]

Sorry for going vaguely radio silent; prepping for a large festival at work that’s about to cumulate in two 16+ hour days in a row. Just gotta make it through this weekend!! 🥲

#I v much miss chatting w/ people I’m just. exhausted lol #please send good vibes haha this weekend is gonna be one behemoth to beat #cb chats from work

[mostlykind]

my manager is a snake lmao she fully listened to me and my coworker complain about this awful colleague, pretended to care and sympathise, only to then give her more authority over us when we’ve repeatedly said she’s patronising, undermining and unbelievably rude :)

#dunno why I had hope she’d actually do something #I’m actually soooo upset w her #cos she pretended to be very sympathetic and was v taken aback by it all #and was like yeah no I’ll look into this #and not two weeks later she’s done the complete opposite #like I know the corporate world is fake and people don’t care about u #but for her to PRETEND like she was gonna do something about it??? #what even is the point of our 121 if ur not gonna actually do anything w what we’ve told u #this is ridiculous. I’m getting my year experience and leaving lol #just cos she’s of more use to her she’s sided with her #I’m gonna be a class A prick towards both now #to the extent I can without getting fired lmao #I’m just gonna be cold. I want them both to know I don’t like them nor care about them #not rly a good look that they’re both white and me n my friend are both Muslim / ‘ethnic’ #…. but yh that’s probs not relevant here is it ….. not at all…… #rahma’s rambles

[johndonneswife]

someone really should be talking about how difficult it is to plan a wedding - a gay wedding - when both of your families fucking suck

#who is talking about this!!!! let me know #idk i have 0 expectations for my family but they still somehow always manage to let me down which #i was anticipating #and i didn’t think i would care because i have never cared before #but liiiiiike. #i wasn’t expecting to feel sad rofl but my family is so fucking flaky. again i KNOW THIS i know i cannot rely on any of them #it’s annoying when i have given them a year and a half to make plans and i have had so many people tell me they would be there #just to back out or ghost or come up with some excuse #like do you know how expensive weddings are 😭 JUST fucking be honest with me and rsvp no #anyway i was very intentional with the few family members i did invite #and specifically invited people i have a rapport with / had a good (ish lol) relationship with growing up #people i have bent over backwards trying to please!!! and dropping everything to help them out #and they can’t even be bothered to communicate with me lol it’s fine. like. i do feel like it’s internalized homophobia at this point #or maybe they have hated me this entire time which is totally plausible #but they KNOW how much ayesha means to me and knows that no one from her family is coming to our wedding #at the end of the day it’s going to be like. 5 people from my family 1 from ayesha’s (her brother) and like 30-40 friends #which i am so grateful for obviously #i sound like such a brat but it’s also like - watching your family continuously choose drugs/alcohol over showing up for you - lol #AGAIN i’m used to this and expected as much but i’m still feeling bad #just rsvp so i can move on with my life please. stop telling me you’re trying to make it work when we both know you aren’t #i have so much more to say but i’m going to sound crazy even though i knooooow it is homophobia like i Know it #i think there are certain people i will finally go no contact with for good after this #which is a freeing thought but i only invited v few family members to begin with. there’s abt to be no one left lmao #probably for the best #ugh whatever #again i can’t help but feel a certain way when they have done more/traveled further for relatives they hardly know #meanwhile i was forced to spend so much of my life living for these people and for them alone #AAAAAAAA i just want to scream #text

[scionshtola]

enw/6.0 spoilers below the cut

i’m trying to get back into the island fic frame of mind which necessitates thinking about z*nos bc half the things cori is struggling with post enw are related to him. they can’t cast bc of his whole body switcheroo, and when they try to cast it takes them back to that day, trapped in another’s body, desperately dragging themself across the snow to save their friends. and his death weighs on them too, not bc they feel guilty but bc after everything he did to them—hurting shtola back in sb, stalking them throughout enw, projecting onto them and failing to see them as their own person or anything more than a mirror (literally not their own person but a reflection of him), the body swapping!—they only feel relief that he’s dead.

cori is generally a kind and empathetic person and i do a lot of hand waving wrt the amount of killing the wol does—first bc i do think the game is a bit unserious about it frequently except when it suddenly decides to be and secondly bc it just fits her character. she is “the shot that never misses but never kills.” she is not baha blasting two nameless cult members in rak’tika, etc. so any time she does really kill is i think a big deal for her.

but with his death…they have just been so tired and terrified and not wanting anything to do with him but to be left alone. they didn’t want his help at all with endsinger but didn’t feel in a position to turn him down. they didn’t want to fight him in the end but again didn’t feel in a position to reject him—what would he really do if they said no? what would he do to them or to their friends or to anyone else if they let him go? especially if they stayed behind and were not there to stop him.

maybe he’s changed and just wanted to help but they don’t believe that. they don’t trust him, and why would they? but there’s a part of them, later, that wonders if that should matter. if it should matter whether or not his intentions were just or pure or true when he did the right thing anyway. and they wonder what it says about them that they were so quick to disregard that and to feel such relief—almost happiness—at his death.

there’s a quote from the second book in the masquerade series that i think about a lot when i’m thinking about this situation cori is in.

Was goodness still good if you hewed to it out of tactical necessity? Was there, Baru wondered, any difference between being good and pretending to be good for your own gain, if you took the same actions in the end? Was there any difference between telling the truth unconditionally, and deploying the truth in service of your agenda, if you told the same truth? Maybe the Oriati thought so. Maybe the difference between truth-for-itself and tactical truth was the only difference that mattered. Maybe the most crucial and subtle distinction in life was the difference between someone who was truly good and someone playing at goodness to gain power.

ultimately i think cori comes to the same conclusion as the last sentence—it does matter why he did it. now they just have to figure out how to live with the judgment they made, and a decision they made when they thought they were going to die.

#here’s my disclaimer that this is just how cori views it and not like. me not understanding what the point is etc #or me being upset with the story in any way lol it’s given me a lot of good stuff to think about re: cori! #she just really hates z*nos ahdjdksk #sorry for the asterisk btw i’m just not trying to show up in the search. mutuals only post if they care to read it #ugh i want to work on island fic so bad but it’s so much 😭😭 #(it’s v long domt feel bad if u don’t read it i just mostly needed to get it out before i imploded) #i need a text post tag #oc: corisande ymir #my phone died while i was about to post this and i was like this is what i get for trying to have real thoughts ahdjsksk

[theloveinc]

chubby baby kirishima 😻😻

WAHHHH they’re literal hell to birth but it’s so, so worth it when they end up being the cutest little dough ball anyone has ever seen. Cutest cheeks, cutest arms, cutest thighs… and they’re always smiling, bouncing, chewing on their toes, getting so, so happy whenever you or Kiri pick them up. Every single time they make grabby hands so that you’ll rub their squishy cheek against yours or even give them little raspberries on their belly.

And I’m just thinking about when Kiri has skin to skin time with them, too. You find them on the couch together, their chunky rolls stuck to his as he rubs their back and pats their diaper to help them sleep… all the while trying not to cry over how cute they are🥺🥺🥺

Both of them def get a little upset when you try to move baby to the crib. Kiri’s just… so good w/ babies it makes me want to SCREAM.

(It’s actually a bit scary though, at least before they’re born… cuz maybe 6-7 months into your pregnancy, Kiri is showing you a picture of him as a baby… and then wondering why the sight nearly makes you faint. Dude was so big as an infant, you should’ve know literally all his spawn were gonna come out as big as MELONS.

Takes a while to get over honestly, but by then… it’s too late🤧🤧🤧)

#kirishima #tik tok sound: WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME #kiri: WELL OBVIOUSLY I DIDNT KNOW IT WOULD SCARE YOU #you go to the doctor a week later and get told they’re already large for their age and ur just looking at Kiri like 😬😑 #no more babies after this eij #he makes it up to you tho by giving u those v*gina massages that help stretch you out LOL #hope this was okay!!! #I don’t feel like I’m on my game tonight #but #I was just hoping I’d get an ask about babies!!! you read my mind🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 #I was just reading all my kids stuff on ihb too and this reminds me of the ask I got abt Kiri babies always being n*ked fhjfjfnfj #also while I’m here: kiri being an absolutely baby meister…. #u know those things that are like ‘he sees u w a baby and it makes him want one’ #well I see kiri with a baby and I want one LOL #I’m kinda kidding but kiri just being so good w/ infants… being the only one bakugos kid doesn’t scream around #or that Denki’s kids don’t torture #I’m gonna melt #anwyay #anon #caitie things #kids tw #pregnancy tw #gen

[brookheimer]

ok prior to the finale my top three s4 episodes are easily connor’s wedding, america decides, and living+ (in that order probably). rounding out the top 5 would probably be kill list and rehearsal (altho i haven’t rewatched rehearsal so maybe not i just remember feeling fond of it lol)

#posting this for posterity’s sake #wonder if the finale will change that either bc it’s great or bc its so bad it ruins prev episodes lol #might be a surprise the funeral ep isn’t up here as i am a known roman lover and he finally had his breakdown #but idk! idk. didn’t quite do it for me. felt a lil too on the nose and sympathetic and cliche especially the ending w the self destructive #jump into the protest etc #like both that ep and tailgate party got a little too close to Saying The Thing and being a bit soapy #at times ofc #but yeah i feel like everything i liked most ab church and state was just reiteration of characterizations from prev episodes #rome breakdown was great i just didn’t love the way the running into the protestors thing ended up being done kinda #the episode just felt a little too like Hey Guys This Fascist Has Feelings :( which like TRUE i’m a HUGE proponent of pushing that but i jus #think it was a little too unsubtle for my tastes. like what did roman getting beat up willingly as a grieving method do that roman listening #to logan edited to insult him over and over and over in living+ didnt #and the latter was way more unique and interesting and layered whereas the former felt so cliche and on the nose #wish it was done to make it a little grayer make rome a little more of an asshole even #ok i’ll stop rambling byeee #that’s v much just my opinion and my own sensibilities which r pretty specific ! still a good ep just not like a Me episode the way living+ #or america decides were. and i mean connor’s wedding was an Everyone ep let’s be so real #succession

[milflewis]

going to go lie in some grass and scream into the dirt or smth and see if things are a little better after that

#nothing like waking up at 6am to study for an exam that you are unbelievably fucked for and then getting a call an hour before said exam #to find out that a friend of yours is missing. bc. that’s. so . #and i’m not even in the same fucking county. what am i supposed to do about this #and i was told by a mutual person who i am no longer friends with bc of a falling out that was similiar to this lmao and woah #idk if u’ve ever answered a phone at 11am on 2 hours sleep. half high from exhaustion. 2 a person talkin to you with Hate in their voice #but it’s wild #if i ever die from a curse or smth it’s bc of her #i am so v bad with not being able to do nothing and i can feel myself shutting down and can and don’t want to do anything to stop it #just got to get through these exams and hope that she’s found and ok. i just. idk. i’m just tired and i want to hug her and have her tell me #about her gf who i find so annoying but she loves and steal her socks bc they have cool designs and watch spiderman like we’re 15 again #three days. three fucking days she’s been gone and no one told me #i want to not have to miss ppl. i want to not have to do another reading in a church. i want to refuse to eat her terrible baking. i want to #listen to her tell me everything i do wrong in life even tho that’s kind of awful. i want to sleep. i want. i want #ignore this i just needed to get it out so i didn’t give out to ppl where it wouldn’t do any good #at least i found out what was being hidden from me lol #delete later

[akkivee]

the game he’s so excited to play is ‘spray gun 3’ and i’m not going to forgive them for the lack of fantasy outfits for 3gumi but i am going to appreciate the based splatoon 3 reference lmao

#this is vee speaking #the arb chronicles #do they have an in game idol trio too????? deep cut but probably men?????? #show me hypmic-fied fyre shiver and big man if you’re going down this route arb LMAO #if they gave different splat— i mean spray can weapons to the 3gumi i would consider taking arb off my shit list #but i doubt they would lmao can you imagine if they had given saburo or doppo a paint roller weapon 😭😭😭 #WAIT NO HITOYA WOULD HAVE A ROLLER RIO WOULD HAVE A SCOPE AND SABURO A VARIANT OF THE STANDARD SPLAT GUN #doppo would use a slosher maybe???? his verse in arb lends itself to a katana tho and i’m never opposed to doppo with sharp objects lmao #i wanna give someone dualies but i don’t particularly see neither rei or dice using them lmao #maybe dualies for dice???? and i just want to see rei with a v tanky gattling gun lmao #gah but after that fpmtr➕ chapter maybe a shield weapon would be good for dice uhhhhhhhh— #i only watch others play since i’m terrible at video games so forgive me for not using the correct splat terminology lol