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NO YEAH I agree with u 100% esp with ur tags. I’m a lesbian transfem jp person and I found the whole drama fucking stupid. ppl on twt were just yapping and yapping since they knew u were right. keep drawing men with big tits and use the labels ur comfy with, V.

btw I didn’t know u were on the ace spectrum until u made a video about the whole thing. ur so cool and based for that, actually -🦋

This made me giggle,, Thank you so much anon for the kind words 😭

I don’t usually talk about being on the ace spectrum since I never thought it was important to bring up but yeah. Ace pride babyyyy

I will continue drawing men with big boobs. I’m drawing one right now actually (Lawrence cough cough) and he’s turning out so pretty…

#꒰ v’s answered asks ꒱ #pritty men my beloved #okay but has anyone else ever noticed how a lot of ace spec artists draw beefcakes? #I think that’s so funny but maybe it’s just me

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Hi V u don’t have to respond if ur uncomfy or anything but I think it’s rlly funny how ppl on twt painted u out like some clout hungry person for making ur astro critique thread when like… ur the most humble commentator I watch 💀

if u were clout hungry u would’ve stayed on twt after everything but no u deleted both ur accs and just chill here with a small audience instead. u clearly dgaf about clout. still so weird how mfs attacked a disabled trans guy for his mild common sense takes. “astro renaissance is inclusive” my ass. their devs are fucking shitty and should be called out for it -🦋

Hi anon! Don’t worry, I’m not too uncomfy discussing this topic. At least on here for now, anyway…

But yeah, I saw a tweet or two from people calling me a clout chaser when the whole thing went down. It’s a baseless claim with no evidence to back it up. And trust me, you don’t wanna know how many times I’ve abandoned large audiences after losing interest in a hyperfixation…

I wouldn’t say I’m super humble. I can be confident and there are times where I’ll profit off of popular topics for my own benefit (which I’m not afraid to admit) but overall? I am not like those commentators who drag shit out for more likes and views, I can manage on my own 😭

…Unlike many of the people in the RHTC who can’t move on from RH despite talking about how horrible it is but sure lol

Honestly, if I had to be blunt with you, the clout chasing comments didn’t matter to me. The ones calling me a fetishist hurt most. Like yeah… I’m a gay guy. I like men. What’s new? Most of my audience on Twitter literally followed me because I drew men with big chests and muscles. Like don’t pretend y’all are innocent 🙃

#꒰ v’s rambling ꒱ #but like truly what do we expect from a fandom that tears everything down no matter how small the issue is? #I’ve seen the puritan-esque takes from this community a lot already #Like the discourse surrounding Whimsy Witch looking like ‘lingerie’? #or the new bunny mask from Easter that should be removed because of its ‘ties with 🌽’? #Despite knowing damn well kids would not know that and wouldn’t search it unless you told them about it? #These people aren’t subtle. To say the least #But I’m a problem. Sure. Definitely #Let’s not talk about the rampant transphobia and internalized bigotry a lot of big users there have #Or the rampant ableism people show and don’t get criticized for #But I’m rambling now omg sorry

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Oh right btw, I unfortunately had to private all my old videos since I’m just not satisfied with them anymore 😭 But I’m probably going to rework the Draw With Me videos since I’ve updated the lore for my OCs :D

Also: Rants and such won’t be reworked since I wanna stay away from discourse as much as possible. I’ll probably still make a discourse video or two but I doubt I’ll be like… super vulgar in them like my Kooleen video. Nuh uh. No thanks. No more negativity from me (hopefully)

#꒰ v’s rambling ꒱

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Haha rebrand go brrrrrrr

I got all my assets done now!! I didn’t go ham with sprites this time since I want a casual vibe with my videos. Like literally, I just reused most of the 5 things I drew and called it a day. This rebrand isn’t that big of special IMO 😭

I just have a few more things to do and then I’m basically good to go with making videos. It’s mostly organization stuff and actually drawing art for speedpaints so yippee :D

To list a few things down, I have to:

Make a new Carrd/Strawpage

Organize the music I use for videos

Clean up my iPad’s storage

So it’s all the boring stuff that I’ve been meaning to do for a year now, basically… And I’m going to start working on them today so adios 🫡

#꒰ v’s rambling ꒱

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Hmmm ur art tastes like Chocolate yummm sweets,,

So true it’s so sweet and it makes my stomach acid go crazy /j

Anyway thank you hehe <3

#꒰ v’s answered asks ꒱ #btw I haven’t interacted with you in like… months I think?? #so hi!! It’s nice seeing you in my inbox again :D #very silly… very funni compliment

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Got another WIP to share 🫣

Have the pretty man…

#꒰ v’s wips ꒱ #• character: lawrence winters #he’s my wifey :3 #btw Lawrence is still really difficult to draw #I hate drawing his face RAHHHH #but I think I did him justice with this #Idk we’ll see when I finish it 💀

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Professional tip: Don’t accept the heart this weird beanie baby is offering you. It’s a bomb.

#꒰ v’s wips ꒱ #funny gif emotes go brrrr #why he so…

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Trigger warning: Gay man slaying

#꒰ v’s wips ꒱ #• character: joseph sinclair #I let my impulsive thoughts get to me sorry guys #He looks so pretty 🥹

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He’s alive 😨

#꒰ v’s wips ꒱ #why is he so cute :( #I hate him

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Hey, you’re really rad and I love your art. What brushes do you use on ibispaint and procreate? C:

Sorry for the late response omg but thank you so much!! I don’t really use procreate but when I do I love using ayeoop’s textured brush pack (it’s not free, sadly) and poolbranch/chamy’s brush set (which is free)

For Ibispaint I only use 2-3 brushes consistently while the rest are effects or extra details. I use painting brush for shading + sketching, rough pencil for flats and lineart, and blending brush for… blending stuff lol

And here are a few of my effects/other brushes. I also use some of the default brushes in Ibispaint like the chains, flowers, and the airbrush and I think that’s about it :D

Also feel free to change the settings on these brushes if you want! I also don’t need any credit. Just go crazy with them is all I ask :P

#꒰ v’s answered asks ꒱ #• about: personal/miscellaneous

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I have so many WIPs oh my god anyway have a peek at the new sona ^_^

I have no clue what his species is. Is he a plush?? Or is he a ball jointed doll? Is he a bunny? Maybe all of the above??? No idea.

#꒰ v’s wips ꒱ #I think you can tell with this design I’m trying to branch out to more colorful palettes #And just generally looking more androgynous?? #Bro’s embracing his fem/androgynous side with this one #Anyway back to messing around

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I am cooking,,

#꒰ v’s wips ꒱ #• character: rei miyazaki #• character: joseph sinclair #the fact I have to make a new tag for Joey shows just how long I’ve been gone from this app omg

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On a nicer note though, I’ve been working on cool things and am working on creating better habits :]

I’ve been wanting to rebrand entirely for a while now so that’s something I’m planning on as well. So that means a new persona, maybe a new username, etc. I just wanna stray farrrr away from discourse now and (hopefully) stay strictly art related. Discourse is so damn draining no matter how civil you are and I’ve just had enough of it 😭

I’m currently working on a new OC universe named Faewood High. I introduced it on my 2nd Twitter account a while ago and I’ll probably start posting WIPs on here for it since uh… Yeah. I doubt anyone likes me on that bird platform anymore. Honestly don’t even care that I have a smaller audience on here since I’d rather have a chill small following than a big one that’s ready to attack at any moment.

Like shit I forgot how calming it is to just scream into the void here on Tumblr. It’s nice.

#꒰ v’s rambling ꒱ #I also might just make a completely new blog for Faewood btw #But Idk we’ll see :3 #Anyway I’m gonna go back to builiding on Minecraft so ciao ✌️ #I got my inbox open now so uh… if you wanna cuss me out now’s the time /j

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Y’know, despite having Twitter completely deleted I’m still getting random bouts of anxiety. Sometimes my heart just palpitates out of nowhere and it’s such an uncomfy feeling. Like it’s not BAD bad but it’s enough to make me paranoid throughout the day. It’s weird…

#꒰ v’s rambling ꒱ #• about: personal/miscellaneous #I think it’s because my head is still ruminating on the whole controversy #And just the thought of not knowing what people are saying about me is paranoid inducing #But also knowing what people are saying would make things worse #So like��� I don’t know what to do LOL #I feel better than yesterday that’s for sure but like #I want the weird random heart palpitations to go away

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Just took a nap oops but honestly, I don’t even feel safe venting on here since I have a feeling people will just screenshot my posts and pick it apart to slander me even more ;;

Which then just causes me to get even more stressed and physically sick…

I think I need a break from the internet as a whole, honestly. Things are not healthy and I rather spend my time doing something productive than get anxious over people getting mad at me. But that’s easier said than done. People saying I’m “weird” for using labels like Bara, Twink, etc. genuinely hurts.

Being depicted as this fetishistic, p*rn addicted person is crazy especially knowing I’m a gay asexual and am repulsed by NSFW. Hell, even me saying all this is making me scared since I genuinely do not feel safe at all and it’s awful 💀

#꒰ v’s rambling ꒱ #• about: personal/miscellaneous #I don’t even know if I can recover from this #like mentally #I’ve already been traumatized enough by a large creator dogging on me but this… #Yeah I can’t handle this #Kinda just wanna disappear off the face of the internet lol #Probably would do me some good anyway to be fair #I have Twitter deleted which is a good step but I have a sneaking suspicion I might have to delete this app too 💀 #Or not. No one really uses this platform anyway #But I’ll stop rambling in tags now. I think I’m just gonna take a walk outside and breathe

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Hey y’all. I’ve been dead on here for 4 months now and I doubt any of you even remember this account exists but I’m in dire need of an outlet to let out stress so uh… Guess I’m back? Lol

#꒰ v’s rambling ꒱ #• about: personal/miscellaneous

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HIII it’s me again I have not asked anything in a MIN MAN 😭🙏 I was nervous to do such actually 🙇🏽‍♀️ but yo wassup how you been? I saw you made a new channel for rh 👀 which I subscribed to I think 🧐 I will check after I ask this but a while back I think I said something like I would info dump you for an info dump on your OCS (I am working on a Royale high roleplay series so that will be on hold for now) BUT I was wondering if you could make a series where you draw the NPCS of rh! As a series on your Royale high account AND AND give us tips on how you make rh fits because I have seen the ones you made and DAMNNNN they are good 😭🙏 please help a queer friend out and give us your wisdom 🙇🏽‍♀️

HIII I’M SO SORRY I’ve been meaning to answer this for like a month probably but I’ve been so buy and I just forgot about it 😭😭

I actually plan on redesigning the NPCs for like a little mini series so I’m way ahead of you lol and yeah!! Outfit tips and such would be such a neat idea omg I’ll definitely add it on my list!! I’m almost done with the RH channel. I think I’ve said that on Twitter already? Not sure but I just need to record and edit stuff and I’m basically ready to upload weekly for a whole month Also,, since it’s been about a month now, how’s the series or your OCs going?

#꒰ v’s answered asks ꒱ #someone please notify me everyday to answer asks I swear to god… #I’m so