#but i`m really glad

[canisalbus]

sorry im emotonal and going off of the other asks sent about machete and just i need to stress how beautiful it is to me that machete sees himself so undeserving of love and affection and feeling as if vasco's too good for him but despite all that he is so incredibly devoted to vasco and loving towards him (in his own way) but is so incredibly clear to anyone with eyes that just how in love he is with vasco. like it's not done out of a "oh god please never realize that you're too good for me here here let me overdo it with the affection" its done with the "i love you, and will always love you, no matter what happens to us or separates us, and i will give it to you as long as i am able, and if you ever leave, i won't be okay, but will still love you, and want you happy". like he doesn't use his own feelings of being undeserving taint his love or the way he loves for vasco, and it's so, so beautiful

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#;M; #oauhh #that's so sweet I'm in shambles and so glad to hear all of that #sometimes I worry about whether I'm communicating their chemistry correctly #it would be so easy for this sort of relationship to gain suffocating and possessive and overall just abusive tones #and even though you could argue it would be a source for juicy drama I just don't want that #Machete could selfishly exploit Vasco's care and altruism without giving anything in return #or worse let his paranoia and jealousy get the better of him and end up destroying them both because if he can't have Vasco no one can #and Vasco could leverage his influence over Machete to manipulate and use him because out of them two he's the more mentally stable one #and it would be easy to take advantage of Machete's vulnerability obedience and his trust that Vasco would never harm him #but I don't know maybe it's a bit tropey and idealistic but I really just want these dogs to be genuinely good for each other #they have so many things working against them already I don't wish to see them backstab each other as well #they have a bit of a 'us against the world' thing going on which I really like #they're not perfect there's issues they're trying to work on but the will to get through it together is there #and I want to make it seem like they wouldn't hesitate to prioritize the other one's happiness and wellbeing at their own expense #if it came to that #anwered #anonymous

[madfoxx]

THEY GAVE THE GUIDE HER OWN LITTLE PICTURE SEGMENT IN THE INTRO MONTAGE!!! SHES FINALLY RECOGNIZED AS A FIXED PART OF THE GANG!   <3 <3 <3

#MY HEART! #she really deserves it though #i love her and i only want the best for her #also i kinda want her and nadja to fuck already #might help with the hex thing nadja has going on #anyways i´m glad she´s now officially a part of the ensemble #wwdits #What We Do in the Shadows #wwdits spoilers #spoiler #season 5 #the guide

[greyhands]

#the wayhaven chronicles #n sewell #nate sewell #nate x detective #twc book 3 spoilers #I personally prefered the combat training scene #because of the dialogues #even if the setting in the research scene was more romantic #I have mixed feelings about this book though #I'm glad to learn new things about N's past and his insecurities #but gods I wish we had the opportunity to comfort him and to talk about the fight issue #I really enjoyed the first half of the book then to me the second kind of feels like... rushed ? idk #on the other hand I like how the romance isn't going to be a smooth and easy road #I've also read M's route and oh boi the feelings... !! #Next is A then F because I will probably need some fluff after A ^^;; #But nope no LT's route I'm a coward #my art #no full colors sorry no time ><

[kaisollisto]

Here is my piece for @words-come-slowly and their fic ( https://archiveofourown.org/works/55845127/chapters/141795025 )

Thank you for allowing me to help bring your piece to life and ofc thank you for your patience. It was a very pleasurable time creating for you (even if it was horrible pleasant challenge)

I'd like to thank all my friends and family (specifically my sister) for believing in me when I couldn't. It has been a long long journey to get here and I'm happy to have made it.

Thank you all for having me ❤️

#ABB #avatrice #avatrice big bang #ava #beatrice #there are some lovely details i popped in here that I m ight cry if it goes unnoticed but it's chill #beatrice is so bbg here #god i fucked ahrd #i love love love the snake #sorry #favoritism #this was honestly the hardest fucking thing i've done all year #and I really was stuck on where to go for this piece but i'm glad i'm here #it's so weird to think 6 months ago I couldn't draw faces #and here I am drawing their faces #god #i've come so far and i'm just really happy #and in shock #and disbelife #tko_art

[swiftcast-selene]

ELEZEN EAR BLUSHY REAL!!!!!

#ffxiv #ffxiv art #ffxiv elezen #final fantasy 14 #dawntrail benchmark #ITS SOOO SO CUTE SO CUTE!!!!!! I'M SO GLAD THEY ADDED ITTT #tbh i really like the new skin texture its nice looking #my main's lips look a little off but it's.... it's manageable....... (only crying a little bit) #he looks fine in motion tho i think its just getting used to change hehe #excited about dawntrail all over again........ #m: augustin #finally filling his tag lol SORRY BOY i never post about u

[skitskatdacat63]

Hey, do you remember that really homoerotic scene from Skyfall? No? That's okay, here's a Vettonso version of it :)

- explanation & w/o text:

Hi hello, finally my weird psychosexual relationship with Casino Royale has come to fruition. Yeah this is directly based off a scene from Skyfall, but I def envision the vibe as being more like Casino Royale hehe. I can't believe I made that inspo board for this AU almost 4 weeks ago, and then ended up drawing a four panel "comic" about it. Ahhhh proud of myself, a bit, a tad. I think this took 20+ hours across the span of a week? God. Anyways I digress! The AU!!

First of all, their Bond song would be "My Way of Life" by Frank Sinatra. It's so toxic, codependent and obsessive, I'm in love with it. And it really suits Fernando and his motivations and outlook in this AU. Basically, MI6(in the context of James Bond) in this AU is an analog for Ferrari. It picks theses guys up, tells them that they're Ferrari MI6's most special boy, chews them up, and then spits them out when they're finished extracting all their talent and skill and life force.

Much like with Ferrari, Seb in this AU replaces Fernando after Fernando loses favor and becomes undesirable. Now Seb is the new golden boy, and Fernando has turned to a life of crime! Fernando resents Seb for this of course, but also becomes obsessed with him and the idea of him , and how they are connected. It's weird to watch someone else basically go down your exact same path and unknowingly make all the same mistakes(buying into the mysticism of it all too much, being overly cocky, having naive beliefs and goals, etc.) He is caught between wanting to doom Seb even more but also wanting to "save" him, by corrupting him and convincing him to work together.

Basically: He's both a Bond girl and Bond villain.

Fernando is in such a weird place in this AU. I think he's just very dramatic. Seb is just casually living his best 007(005?) life, and Nando is watching him with binoculars, whispering to himself: "DOESN'T HE UNDERSTAND THAT WE ARE NARRATIVE FOILS!?" Yeah he hates Seb, but like the song lyrics say, their lives and dreams are inherently tied up together. He would feel lost without Seb, because Seb basically, unknowingly, destroyed and then took over his life. Maybe he'll feel satisifed if he manipulates Seb into going down the exact same path a bit better.

About the drawings themselves. Still can't believe this scene is a real thing that actually happened, insane to me. But in this AU, after the events of these drawings, Fernando definitely kicked all his henchman out of the room, and fucked Seb in the chair. And then against the wall. And then on the floor. Hey man, Seb is already looking mighty delicious with his unbuttoned attire and being tied up.

I think the general plot would be that Fernando keeps trying to seduce him to the dark side, and Seb keeps making him think it worked, only to escape at the end of the encounter. Leading Fernando to just come up with increasingly more violent and kinky traps. Seb goes along with it(read: enjoys it), leaving Fernando satisifed, only to somehow escape and wink and make kissy faces at Fernando in the process. (Fernando smoking cigarette in bed: "How do I make him stay. Sigh.")

I like to think though that Fernando does win in the end, by realizing, ah wait shit I do need to actually explain my motivations to Seb. And Seb is so worn down by his job, not Fernando, and how he's being treated, that he listens, really actually listens, and realizes Fernando does really have valid reasons. And then they become evil crime husbands yayyyy. Wow you thought this was a espionage AU? Well it is, but just not the outcome you'd expect.

#ah well this was certainly a project.... #rn i feel like im devolving into illness so im glad i could finish this up before it possibly gets worse #this is my magnum opus as of rn. just bcs ive not really drawn such a longform thing for them!! happy w it :) #i think i def like the first one the best #it made me suffer so bad but i think i soften on my own art after a few days #like i finish it and know its 'good' but cant help but critique every little thing #but ive had that one done for almost a week so now i look at it and really love it #i was originally just going to draw that one only but then realized i really like the full dialog so. might as well. #generally i liked this though bcs even if it ws difficult. it was nice to have really direct and clear reference #like ah ik where im going w this rather than it being an image in my head that i cant represent the way that I want #ah anyways all my vettonso aus tend to be just wanting to explore specific dynamics of theirs #and this one is basically how i feel about their mutual relationship to the institution of ferrari and how it affects their dynamic #basically: THEY'RE MIRRORS!!! #there's always something to be said abt nando being resentful abt seb bcs of 2010/2012/etc and then seb taking his seat at ferrari #but then witnessing seb basically go thru the same trials and tribulations and failures at ferrari #and realizing huh wait maybe he's not who i was villianizing him as. maybe hes at my level too. maybe he's not infallible. maybe hes like m #a very bitter nando who has to fight btwn his impulse to ruin seb further or to relate to him and start to like him #so yeah that's ^ basically what i want to portray in this au(just like all AUs tbh) #f1 #formula 1 #sebastian vettel #fernando alonso #catie.rambling.txt #catie.art. #vettonso #bond au

[spderkid]

milesganke: all ships of miles and ganke across all universes

arachnitech (and it’s other varying names): all ships of miles and ganke where miles is spider-man; comics, game, movie

clawcode: specifically milesganke of earth-42 from spider-man: across the spiderverse

#sorry i know it’s confusing but it keeps driving me crazy when isee people getting it wrong #i am glad we are using arachnitech more. #also clawcode is ganke-42 guys please…. #miles morales #ganke lee #ganke m #miles g #milesganke #arachnitech #clawcode #riotflower #uhhh what r the other ones #techspark #<- i do really like that one #milesganke42

[bleaksqueak]

see, ppl can say what they want about the resi 3 remake, but the remake got Mikhail perfect. Also i actually really love weird Puppy Nemesis lmao

#GET OFF OF HIS TRAIN SHITBIRD #ilu grandpa you did your best #I think the remake is fine #there's parts of the original I miss a ton #and parts I am glad are gone #mostly I'm just confused by the rose colored glasses everyone remembers wrt a nemesis that doesn't exist #he was never a random stalker he always had scripted spawns and due to the ps1 limitations the “random” was down to two or three options #with that said re3 remake coming off the heels of re7 with pretty good stalkers like jack and margeurite #and then directly off the heels of re2 with one of the best programmed game stalkers i've ever seen #he's a letdown for sure #I loved the pre-release rumors saying nemesis would chase you into safe rooms #that should have been a real thing #Oh wow is it really time for our regularly scheduled resident evil obsessing?? #I wanted to name Nikolai after Mikhail but mercury spatted me with a newspaper and told me I had too many M names #I have had this fondness for hero grandpa for a long time okay #anyway I know that absolutely no one follows me for resident evil so lmao ignore my rambling #it's fine though #because no matter if you follow me for solivaga or homestuck :) #I've fed you resident evil no matter what #what do you mean parts of the harley manor are inspired by the spencer mansion!? #HAHA GOT'EM #what do you mean there's a ton of resident evil refs in soli #RAT STRIKES AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[csoisoi]

leave and never come back i swear if i see you two again it is on sight

#i really hate iruma's parents<3 #like really really hate them<333 #violence is not the answer #but regarding them #it is a question #and the answer is yes #mairimashita! iruma kun #mairimashita iruma kun #mairuma #welcome to demon school iruma kun #welcome to demon school #iruma kun #m!ik #suzuki iruma #csoi posts #seeing them in the anime i could actually feel so much hate and spite for them it was unreal #im glad iruma has sullivan opera and all his friends now

[kira-light0]

While on mandatory shore leave at a space station, Spock meets the two best surgeons in the Federation: Benjamin Franklin "Hawkeye" Pierce and "Trapper" John McIntyre of the starship NCC-4077

Star trek × Mash crossover

(Image description in the Alt text if you can't read my handwriting)

#star trek tos #mash #m*a*s*h #mash 4077 #spock #trapper john mcintyre #hawkeye pierce #my art #traditional art #I didnt have access to any references while drawing hence why they all look a bit strange #I've been waiting to make a crossover since I started watching mash months ago #Hawkeye and Trapper are in that one uniform Mccoy wears sometimes; the short sleeved shiny one #I'm not sure if I like how Trapper's face and hand came out but I'm glad I finally drew this #As per usual sorry about the quality #I've been meaning to draw star trek stuff again for a while but I'm really lacking motivation and inspiration. #I'm not sure how many people enjoy both star trek and mash. Preparing myself for this post to get a maximum of two notes

[booksanddarkchocolate]

Finally started and finished One of us is Back (time is not in my favour) and let me just say, I do not think Karen really knows how Snapchat maps work 😅😂

#i really loved it #I am awfully bad at ranking so I don’t know if it is my favourite of hers #but I’m not surprised if it’s a fan favourite #I haven’t seen a lot or any opinions about tho #sad to see the Bayview crew go :( #karen m. mcmanus #one of us is back #one of us is next #one of us is lying #ooui #oouil #oouin #oouib #bronwyn rojas #nate macauley #natewyn #ugh she wrote them so much better here than in oouin #super glad about that #addy prentiss #cooper clay #maeve rojas #luis santos #phoebe lawton #knox myers #I’ll probably make a post with a review later

[deoidesign]

Melatonin is a delicate balancing act, it took some time to find a dose that helped me fall and stay asleep without leaving me groggy after 8/10 hours. For me, that has been 10 mg gradually increased to such over a few weeks then steady since.

I also take roughly a week without it every month or two, as the bottle recommends. Listen to your body and do what you can. Good luck, and thank you for the sweet gay were/pire comic<3

Yeah, I can tell my sweet zone is somewhere between 3 and 6 mg, at least right now. Or at least I think it is. Admittedly my sleep has been absolutely horrible since I was a kid so my standards on "not tired" are pretty low, so I'm not actually sure if they're any good right now. All I know is I'm getting more than 2 hours of sleep at a time, and I'm not spending every waking moment fighting off a nap!

Thanks for the confirmation I've gotta test with it and go off and on and such, my doc didn't give me a straight answer on that (he just kept saying take it as needed... I need it every night!!!). 75% of the time being good is way better than 0% so I'll take what I can get!

And the gay comics are the least I can do 🧡 thank you for reading it!

#my boyfriend actually commented unprompted that ive been complaining less about being tired all the time..m #like dont get me wrong. im still tired #but it has been a WORLD of a difference. #like. its been every day since i was like 14 that just. all day i could fall right back asleep #and every night i wake up every. other. hour. #ive never really been able to sleep longer than 2 hours at a time #so ive never gotten uhm. good sleep before. #and ive had to stay in bed 14. 16. 20 hours to even feel like i can GET UP!!!! #super bad hahaha #but I'll take a week of that every month or so over every day #im just glad ive found a dose and combo thats workint for me cause ive tried melatonin before and it didnt help #but that was qlso before i used those nose strips. which also help me a lot? #so i think the combo is important #and i wouldn't be shocked if in 5 years i learn of another secret sleeping ingredient #anyways. maybe i can line up the bad sleep week off melatonin with the other week that sucks every month auajjddjdjejdj #see how it goes lol #oh ive also been taking other vitamins which have also been helping #so that combo leaves me with some actual waking time that im not fighting off a nap #this is why I've been posting more recently btw lol #asks #jackedupjack

[mihai-florescu]

Ive been trying to formulare a thought that isnt plate of corn but i like this... i know aira-kohaku and mayoi-niki are usually paired together in alkakurei things but im really happy with their placements here

#i just. really dont like m&n together i hate that as a ship i hate it & i like nkrn so im glad nikis next to rinne instead of mayoi #this does feel like a poza de album de final de an scolar ive taken back in hs tho. slash positive

[iero]

my freshman year of high school, i turned in an entirely blank assignment for my health/gym class (it would be like tuesday-thursday classroom learning abt like stds and eating healthy or whatever, and then m-w-f actual gym) just to see what would happen and i got a 100 lmao. love a teacher who doesn’t give a fuck

So, is it a universal experience for y'all that most of your PE teachers just don't care? Because this definitely sounds like my PE teachers in school as well LMAO

#answered #Anonymous #Glad you got that 100 though anon! #Dude our PE teachers were either like... #They acted like you were in the m*litary or they were like 'Participate or not. I don't give a fuck.' LMAOOO #I still hated every minute of PE though. Glad we didn't have to take it our senior year in my school. #Our health teacher was not the same as our PE teacher(s) though over here. It was a really chill older lady.

[deus-ex-mona]

l e t m e i n ! ! !

#d a m m i t d to the h to the l whyyyyy did you have to increase the shipping cost by 20 bucks the literal day before the preorders shipped— #thanks to that it only shipped today auuuuuuuuuaughdjejdjdjdhd #wdymmmmmmm the package is still in the same place from 4 hours agoooooooo #auauaaaauauaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i want in s o b a d l y #s o bs the only song jp twt is talking about is last stage #i don’t care about last stage (for now) i want m e o t o ! ! ! #s. s o b s. unless a surprise mv drops ig im gonna have to wait till 12am for the midnight release… 7 hours to go… #ig i’ll just skip a few hundred times and do some pushups while i wait… im lich rally bouncing off the walls here i cant even auauauauaaaaaa #this. seriously hasn’t been a good couple of weeks for online purchases for me… #first my local shipment for [insert item] was delayed bc of last week’s oddly rainy weather #and t h e n that item was apparently mislabelled and locked in shipment purgatory for the weekend (sadge) #it only arrived yesterday (sadded) though ig i should be glad it even arrived at all #and nowwwwwww. this happens. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh #idk there’s so many other things i’ve been meaning to do while i wait for the cd but. i just. can’t #this sucks i wanna be marginally more productive too heyyyyyyyyyy #i wonder how long meoto is though… hopefully between 3-5 minutes… #if the song’s like. m. ilgram t2-length im gonna cry #but ymk said that it’s her favourite song on the album so it should be good!!!! right??!!!!!!!! #ausgshhssh he l p i should really go back to. like. cleaning idol sengen pages instead or sth. #see you in a few hours for meoto tl/if they decide to drop a sudden mv or sth idk

[juno-infernal]

#m #journal entries #circa February 2018 #my gods how i loved him. #going through old notes looking for poetry fragments for a project #& i keep stumbling on moments like this. bittersweet. #we got 6 years together! & it was enough. it really was #but sometimes i wonder if i will ever feel anything that big again. #anyway he didn’t like my writing & i can’t say i disagree. #but clumsy & purple & embarrassing as it may be #i’m glad to have it now.