#but i wont and shouldnt have to

[devilfruitdyke]

seems like you want to be a doctor for the wrong reasons… it shouldn’t be about being able to be “pretentious” someday

this is a one piece blog

#i jest. i post other things too #SORRY i know it can be a pain in the ass to feel like someones audience is cringing at you but this a teaching moment ime #i dont post my whole life story on this fucking. blogging platform #i could tell you about rediscovering my passion for actual medical studies in 2021 after staying away from the field for most of a decade #thats because i was laughed at by trusted adults who thought kid being smart is funnee #i could tell you about how my adhd makes it very hard to get motivation unless im helping people and improving their lives measurably #i could tell you about how after pushing through the anxiety around having/contracting illnesses i feel more sure in pursuing biomed #but i wont and shouldnt have to #also i was just kidding when i said that. look at these tags I CAN BE PRETENTIOUS ASF RIGHT NOW 🔥🔥😌🗣 #ok. time to screenshot this for posterity for when im out of my op era because memeing on this ask coukd be timeless

[courfee]

“Regulus would be proud of us,” James whispered quietly to no one in particular, still gripping onto the painting like a life raft. 

— Tender Curiosities, Baby!  @otrtbs

#ive thought about this scene for so long it just took me forever to draw cause once again the anatomy of cars is the bane of my existence #like originally i wanted evan and barty holding hands to be visible to have the contrast of sad lonely james and sad not lonely rosekiller #but alas cars wont allow it #ahb just still has my entire heart you dont get it #i have a none blurry rosekiller and a just james in front of blue with stars version of this but i think ill only put them on insta... #tender curiosities baby #art heist baby #james potter fanart #james potter #jegulus #rosekiller #rosekiller fanart #marauders #marauders fanart #evan rosier #barty crouch jr #jegulus fanart #jegulus fanfiction #fic: ahb #art heist baby! #mine #my art #hp #ahb #(sneaky end notes: i do have to admit i am not too pleased with evan and barty but this was my first time drawing them) #(so i couldnt figure it out quite yet hency why they look a little. less efforty...) #(also the snake ring is the same design that i drew for chapter 34 of ahb in my little chapter illustrations for my typeset) #((nvm i just checked back and i am fully lying here i used a different one for my typeset and now im vaguely upset oops) #(i shouldnt make decisions only half awake im going to think about this for too long now i am sad)) #((like suddenly i was like. hold up. i had a different design there didnt i... it was an open ring goddamnit))

[kingzombear]

WE'RE GOIN TO DENNY'S 🗣🗣🗣

(wip, I'm fucking insane abt TWF4 *grabs u and shakes u*)

#twf #the walten files #wip #bear king draws #susan......... shes so find i wont her 🥴 ill draw her soon #6ft tall lesbian animatronics engineer w a husky voice who says “fuck” #martin my man u SHOULDNT have 😏 #god that shit was so fucking good tho fr

[dreamsy990]

some of the less nice thoughts about being aroace

extras below the cut

sketch

closeups on my favorite panels

bonus: adios

#doodles #kingdom hearts #roxas #axel #olette #aromantic #asexual #aroace #do i tag pence. hes in the background of one panel #ehhhh sorry pence no tag for you #also not tagging soriku and namixi #i mean by the logic of 'theyre in one panel so i wont tag them' i also shouldnt tag axel but. he has dialogue so #anyways i have a very irrational love of olette whenever i need a random side character in a kh comic? olette #i think she uses webmd. anyways im done talking about olette #so let me clarify about this comic #im aroace. this is all just things ive thought before #im not saying in any way these thoughts are real. theyre just thoughts #thats why it ends with 'but there isnt. its just me.' there IS nothing wrong with being aroace. even if it feels like it sometimes #im not trying to send a message im just trying to express a feeling ive had for a while #anyways. the aroace community is super positive and i like that. but not everything i feel about it is that positive #sometimes it feels like im missing something yknow #this comic seems like its about roxas. but its about me. congrats youve been fooled #drafted something similar to this for aro week but didnt finish it in time so this is spiritually part of asaw 2024 #btw sorry im not posting as many drawings lately #schools kinda stressful im pretty tired and busy most the time #i am throwing this drawing to you like a slab of meat to a pack of hungry dogs. take this meager ration in these trying times #alright i think thats it bye now

[highfunctioningfleshrule63]

lovin this guys guilt complex

#codyseth #little wasslemania fancam. god's little sacrificial lamb #seth rollins #cody rhodes #roman reigns #dean ambrose #jon moxley #the shield wwe #rolleigns #<the toxic obsessive exes #cm punk #drew mcintyre #triple h #sethpunk #drewseth #my edits #i shouldnt have spent time making this today of all days but she wont leave my mind be #ambrollins mutual haunting agenda will never end. they both died and are representative of the gothic double archetype. cant wait to have #the time to do a proper sethdean edit btw i have a lotta drafts rn #who wouldnt want trips to be their daddddeeuuhhhh

[niishi]

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#those guys shouldnt have targeted the red bean soup #thats what luffy and zoro are most sensitive about! #theyre such soulmates #zolu #didnt zoro say something like #'a hero shares his booze but i want it all to myself' #but he wont even drink theses guys' booze bc theyre not sharing with the underprivileged... #i think luffy said something like that about food too #during fishman #so what... they heroes now? #zoro roronoa #monkey d luffy #one piece #one piece archived

[natsmagi]

combining 2 old drawings to create a new better drawing. they r so cute

(old)

#its funny bc sometimes im like “yea i have a pretty consistent artstyle. i dont think its changed much” #and like #thats true #but whenever i look at my old art im like WOW what the FUCK IS THAT #every time ppl reblog my old art i contemplate death #i shouldnt have used up my good ideas so early on. i shouldve waited until i was at least a little better #Oh well #god knows ill be saying this about my current art too in a years time #nat rambles #would be so fucking funny if i redrew some of my old m!ntmg art but womanified it #i wont do that bc id feel bad for the men likers out there but its funny to think about

[androdragynous]

so much LGBT identity discourse boils down to "this person has different comfort levels with different terms than I do and I think that's Wrong" and it's like aren't you tired. aren't you tired?

#some people dont mind reclaimed slurs abd some do. this is not related to the age of the person or the era they grew up in #some people wont like being called allo. some people wont like being called gay. even if it ''applies'' thats their choice + respect it #what people call their genitals before during after or without transition is again their choice abd i shouldnt have a say in ut #patch me through to palaven command

[avengerphobic]

not inspired by anything recent but sometimes you people will just not read anything but white men when you're reading comics and it really shows how little you care about women/poc

#look maybe i shouldnt say anything because im king white woman hater but like you have got to read poc #you cant be like well i dont connect to these characters because you're not making the effort #and you cant be like well they arent in as much because Yeah because you people wont read them thats why they arent in anything

[triptych-of-voids]

is this my sona drawn as medic, or is this medic drawn as my sona? the line is not just blurred it is completely nonexistent

#doodles #this is my sona i think but. i dont really use it very often do i #experiencing a complete disconnect from it..no more fursona only medic tf2........... frustrating. fascinating! but horrible #<- having the worst migraine in the history of ever #the void #fursona #i suppose i shouldnt tag this as medic but. [brain gets ground into a fine paste] #i wont i wont i wont i prommy #i wish i could make myself a new sona but it would genuinely just be a jpg of medic tf2 because

[zer0point5ive]

lawrence and amanda should bring adam back wrong i think .. get real weird and abomination against god with it and bring him back as some sort of fragile fucked up deadalive guy who freaks out about not having a heartbeat. or something

#he is Not one of the creatures god wanted to save. But alas ! #amanda nd lawrence specifically because it would fuck w each relationship in a crazy way #adam yells at lawrence for it ah yes the classic ‘you shouldnt have brought me back im still dead its all your fault’ moment #this is in my brain entirely because i rewatched torchwood adam is so dead man walking dont get me started #adam whos already dead nd will not be alive again but also cant die again but is so fragile because broken bones wont heal etc #insane about it or whatever #lawrence constantly stifling him because he doesnt want adam broken beyond repair. a doctor in love w a guy who cant be fixed what the hell #saw #adam faulkner stanheight #📹

[shalpilot]

everyone wish me luck on this exam tomorrow if i fail i don't graduate on time and ill have to spend another fuckng 93 dollars i hate this stupid school

#ggp #fuck college im glad im out of here soon #the administration here is a joke. im just glad i met my friends and took character design #thats all. #obviously im fucking pissed right now. i probably wont think this in the future #but as of right now. that is all i feel #fuck this fuck me fuck everything #stupid amount of money i have to pay for a test i shouldnt have to be taking #god.

[moeblob]

What Deacon thinks: what did that mean? did he want me to wear a collar too? why else would he mention my neck? i mean, if he /asked/ me i would wear one but he didn't so would wearing one be weird?

What Ymber meant: It's nice to be near someone who isn't tethered to this world to serve it with a physical reminder for all to see.

#my characters #this just in ! thats why all the deities in the plot have collars and a chain ! #its because THATS THEIR DESIGNATED I AM HERE TO HELP THIS WORLD SYMBOL #they cant remove their collars and thats fine by them - its a constant reminder that they exist to serve #deacon really shouldnt get as much crap as he gets in canon for being weird cause the deities are just a different brand of weird #like its not deacons fault that apparently you can say nice neck with no underlying desire #but he cant say hi would you please possess me i want to know what its like to have someone else in my body #like thats really not something you should pin on deacon YET EVERY deity is like wow what a lil weirdo #he also just really wants to please ymber so if ymber asked he would definitely do whatever #on the flip side i need to point out that deacon very specifically doesnt ask ymber for things nor does he pray for things #and it drives ymber up a wall because this is his favorite human who wont ask for anything and he isnt a psychic #he doesnt know what deacon wants or needs and its infuriating cause he exists to serve humanity #and yet this ONE GUY wont let him do things for him #this is very important and i cant believe i mentioned it like a month ago to someone and today #i received gift art of these two and i may never recover #its so perfect and its ymber just looming over deacon telling him that he can pray about anything to him #its also worth pointing out that when i was telling the person about the whole ymber begging for a prayer #its because he realizes that after all this time hes never had a single prayer from deacon - not before nor after the hire #so hes like oh well thats odd hmm #and then begins to talk to deacon like you know people pray to me for lots of things #and deacon looks at him unsure of what this is leading to - did someone offer a weird prayer? ask a weird thing? whatst? #and no - its just ymber saying that people will pray for wealth or an item #or they will express frustration if something is lost or broken despite it not being ymbers fault so deacon just stares #he has no idea what this is going to end on really so he points out 'well you do like to think you break people' #and ymber just ASDFASDFSADF STOP OK NEXT POINT people pray to me to bless relationships with happiness #and thats fascinating so deacon is like wow can you actually do that? #and ymber is so stressed as hes like i mean kinda i can simply amplify the positive emotions in gestures #like if someone gives an item out of love then its blessed #he also admits that he cant mask insincerity or malice so those feelings are not hidden nor amplified #and deacon just is impressed bc that is actually VERY cool

[hayaku14]

kuroba toichi you need to stay dead or im going to fucking kill you myself

#you sick son of a bitch #if you truly love your son you wouldnt be alive #it's bad enough that you basically left the mantle for your teenage son to take up but you actually being alive???????? #you just out there living your life while your son is destroying his relationships chasing after something that you started???????? #his very motivation is your death and it's not even real??? the utter fucking betrayal??? #and maybe being kid has kade him a better magician and has helped him find out more about himself #but he shouldve been able to have a choice if he even wanted to be kid at all it shouldnt have been a responsibility pushed upon him #AND IF YOU ARE FUCKING ALIVE AND YOU'RE JUST WATCHING YOUR SON RUNNING AWAY FROM THE POLICE WITH PRIDE INSTEAD OF GUILT YHEN YOU CAN #GO FUCK YOURSELF #Honestly the worst #also that theory that maybe chikage is travelling the world because she KNOWS toichi is alive and she's with her elevates this fuckery into #a whole different level #anyway go read cuethesun's tomorrow and the next day #good fucking food and bad parent chikage and toichi enjoyers will be pleased ;> #lol #dc prattles #as much as i want happy everybody is alive kuroba family #i need touichi and chikage if she knows too to feel the repercussions of their horrible parenting and i need kaito to be able to let himself #feel the hurt and betrayal that he is justified to feel even if he is happy that his dad is alive #but i dont trust gosho to handle that nicely if anything i think hes gonna just handwave it and wont address it properly #anyway my point is i just need more hurt and angry kaito also if shinichi is there im happy #sorry i sneaked in a kaishin i cant stop the brainrot unfortunately theres no cure 🤚😔 #ALSO DONT GET ME STARTED WITH BAD PARENT KUDOS OOOOOHHHH

[intotheelliwoods]

what are your price plans for the keychains..... looking up at you with my big autistic eyes

Currently its looking to be in the $20-25 range!

Though reminder there would not just be a keychain, also a sticker sheet and 2 buttons! (maybe 3...)

#2al merch #asks #and ofc whatever the shipping will be #in other words if you are in the USA it wont be more than like #30 dollars total #also if you want to buy the pack but lets say #you dont want the stickers #but you want buttons and keychain for example #you are free to let me know and I can take out whatever item for you #however this would not lead to a discount #sigh I should have bought a lot more than 30 to sell shouldnt have I #how about after this batch if theres still demand I can do another round #but maybe not a bundle deal #just a keychain #sprout keychain....... #meanwhile I cant decide if there should be 2 or 3 buttons #might stick with 2 for the sake of. cheaper. #but think about it. #all three leos..... #button form

[himejoshiangels]

well aware that this is common knowledge but it'll always kill me that bruces grief will last forever. Batman is a concept, a character in a comic book and because of the nature of comic books lasting for like ever he's going to repeat the same plots and learn the same lessons over and over and over. Closure quite literally doesn't exist for Bruce Wayne because he'll be in that alley for eternity, he'll keep holding his kids in his arms as they die and failing to save people for eternity. Concepts are eternal, batman is eternal. His grief will last forever.

#on the other hand it makes for some crazy good themes and writing #batman is so tragic and so fun and he circles round and round like a tornados and his mission draws in these children and now they all spin #for eternity but also they love each other and have complex relationships and oouuu #thought bubbles #I LOVE U BATMAN!!!! #i hope you learn to love life and trust ur kids #i wont ask you to move on from ur parents death bcs u shouldnt and also its quite literally impossible #YIPPEE #batman #dc tag #dc comics #the haunted house