#but i wanna play bg3 and cry

[soldier-poet-king]

my gaming pc is just????? shot to hell???? IDK WHAT HAPPENED ive been trying every fix i know for the past 3 hours to NO avail and it's like

at this point i might have to take it in but idek WHERE to take it, i bought it custom in 2020, and i have fairly decent knowledge and have taken it apart and reassembled it, but whatever this is, is beyond my ability to diagnose\

i am truly just. SO upset. i would gladly welcome an asshole mainsplaining techbro into my home rn if he could FIX THIS without my having to spend a zillion dollars and play the anxiety waiting game for a professional diagnosis

#the duality of fran #yeah yeah there are worse things #but i wanna play bg3 and cry #im very small and very tired and overwhelmed #fans are on incl gpu fans #so i dont think its a power issue #BUT power button light isnt on and pc wont shut down unless i cut off the power at the outlet #like i cant just hold to shut down #let alone get a signal to the monitor #tried resetting the cmos to factory settings to see if it would reset the bios #no luck\ #unplugged and replugged the RAM and gpu in case smthn was disconnected for whatever reason. no luck #like idk what to do beyond this! idk how to diagnose what's wrong bc i cant narrow down whats malfunctioning #i cant even get it to boot up properly #and i dont want to keep half booting it up and then murdering it by unplugging since the power button isnt working #\i feel like the power button not shutting it down is significant but idk what to DO with that info #fuck me. i need to get drunk and cry but i have work tmrw and i have to go to this important out of office meeting ALONE WITH STRANGERS #AND i took off the tattoo bandaid and im SO itchy and one spot is a lil oozy right in the elbow crease

[kane-san]

i imagine hair down shadowheart would look like this because she’s always in a braid

#my art #baldur's gate 3 #shadowheart #bg3 #i saw that hairstyle mod and i was like noooo i want it to be wavy...i love wavy hair heehee #i miss her...im crying....i wanna play bg3 so bad but ive got so much to do...please..my wife is waiting for me

[clownsecret]

okay but tenderly, gently, oh so sweetly, breaking cazador. he's crying, trying to pretend he's not crying, torn between trying to pretend that this isn't happening and pretending that it is but he's still in control here. licking the tears off his face as he weeps, despite the bucking of his hips. your hands on his body, your tongue on his flesh, the vampire lord stretched thin between the hooks of arousal and revulsion, and that's how he comes, with your teeth in his flesh and your name on his lips, begging you- to stop? for more? harder? faster? all of the above?

#nevvy speaks #nevvy plays bg3 #cazador szarr #bg3 cazador #nsft #this one's for the cazador fuckers i know we're out there #i just think this fandom needs more cazador fuckers #look i'm a sick bitch and i like freak shit what do you want from me #i wanna ruin that elf #i want to keep him chained up in a basement somewhere and fuck him for days and days #i want him to hate it and love it and crave it #i want him to be crying the entire time #astarion watches and wants to approve because fuck this guy #but no matter how he tries he just. can't get behind this #does he still occasionally watch through the keyhole and jerk off to it? yes

[alcyonei]

〈✖ ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ᴜsᴇ ᴏʀ ʀᴇᴘᴏsᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ᴘᴇʀᴍɪssɪᴏɴ ✖〉

Yay for full design ref for Dóvenyth! Added some info about her, too. Idk how much I wanna reveal yet...

Artist's ramblings under the cut.

I did want to do a more detailed ref, but I kept getting caught up on making everything look perfect and rendered, then my joints started hurting real bad, so I did what I could.

The more detailed character sheet shows her when she's fighting, which I love cuz she has an almost counter-intuitive hierarchy of which style she uses, but it makes perfect sense for her.

I also am not sure how to approach explaining her backstory. I mean! Not like there's so many people expecting anything. But I do think it fun to not really explain a lot yet. Idk if anyone else will follow, or would care about Dóvenyth. We'll see!

#bg3 tav #bg3 oc #dnd oc #also i changed the name if this blog to #alcyonei #cuz i decided to use it as a signature for my drawings and my joints cant handle writing out alcyoneidays #hopefully i can actually start playing bg3 tomorrow!!!! #lol i might actually just wait for the weekend #i have to swap out the lame-ass 64gb ssd for the 1tb i bought for it #and id like the full weekend to just focus on screaming and crying nonstop #anyway for the one (1) person who actually pays attention to me here- if you wanna know more about dóvenyth you can dm me #we can be friends if you want #thats for everyone too actually #tav dovenyth #dovenyth alcyonei

[hellt00th]

w-WAIT I DIDNT KNOW HE'D COMMENT ON IT

#IM CRYING NOW WOW #i spent my last run thinking halsin was a little squicked out by the dark urge bc i mean #whats more unnatural than a bhaalspawn #besides a vampire #i actually have an interaction i wanna draw out of astarion threatening halsin for hurting aneira's feelings with an offhand comment that #was NOT about her at all #but she takes it that way and it brings out every murderous instinct astarion has #bc u CANNOT TELL ME #that a good aligned dark urge #PAINFULLY reminds him of himself when he was alive #and though he doesn't like being reminded of it #he wouldn't at all wish for that sweetness #that. almost innocence to be crushed by people around her #the way it was for him #ANYWAY #crit.txt #crit plays bg3

[troubadour-malin]

Life is so hard

#so' speaks #you guys keep bg3 posting and I want to play it sooo bad but I can't #because I'll need to work extra hard on school stuff this year and I can't afford to have a new time-consuming obsession :(((( #BUT I WANNA PLAY #IT LOOKS SO COOL AND PRETTY AND FUN AND GREAT #I will be crying in a corner until April 🥲

[kimmkitsuragi]

i still cant get over how astarion approves of petting the owlbear cub. so mr evil vampire has a soft spot for the camp pet now huh?

#it's still one of my favorite parts of gameplay to keep track of astarion's approvals/disapprovals lol #i wanna do an evil run next and see how/if it affects his act 3 approvals because oh man #it was very interesting to see the change in tone at that point lol #and his voice lines etc too #now i will go and cry after this shit day. goodbye #at least the last thing i did was petting the owlbear cub. </3 #playing bg3 #btw my second playthrough is taking way longer than i expected but also ive playing so sparsely. sad.

[thatmivy]

one bad persuasion roll really fucked me over.

#guys i'm just trying to take the thing and flee but that's impossible bc they have the high ground #i legit wanna cry #oh go relax and play bg3 #bg3: imma bout the end this man's whole career

[blujayonthewing]

when is baldygate gonna patch in the ability for my friends to know I already have a girlfriend

#NO I gotta turn down my BEST BOY WYLL and he's gotta LOOK AT ME like he's about to CRY!!! #juniper in tears: I'M SO SORRY I DO LOVE YOU QUITE DEARLY BUT THE GAME DOESN'T HAVE AN 'I'M A LESBIAN' DIALOGUE OPTION-- #screaming crying throwing up wyll is SO her type too if he was a woman #WEEPING AND WAILING KNOWING I WANNA PLAY MEL AND ROMANCE GALE ON THE NEXT RUN THROUGH OOUUUGHH #WYLL DON'T LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT.... WHY DID YOU COME ONTO ME WHEN I'M ALREADY FULLY DATING SHADOWHEART!! #aaauuughhh #about me #bg3

[bishkebab]

Honestly a little flustering that they wrote an entire character and storyline in bg3 just for me. Like shucks what did I do to deserve this? Lying on my stomach kicking my feet and rolling back and forth giggling and using my big fluffy pen to doodle pictures of Astarion in my diary rn

#I finished the quest line. in case you can’t tell #they really gave me everything they were like oh btw you wanna see him cry? you do don’t you #YEAH. I did 😭 #also when we [redacted] on his [redacted] and it was the first time since I told him we didn’t have to [redacted] ever again #poetic cinema #I did have to. reload an earlier save and do a short rest before going back into the scene once I realized what was happening #because it happened right after the battle with Cazador so we each had like 2hp and looked like absolute dogshit 😭 #anyway. Astarion my love #14-year-old me is fulfilled now #Hanni plays bg3

[spunkymoth]

BG3 Question/ Opinion Poll

What's the more Evil route for an Evil bg3 run?

Choice descriptions below! READ FIRST!!!

And please add on or discuss in tags and such I'm curious what others think and if anyone has additional ideas.

NO MERCY- Killing Everyone. ALL NPCS Dead. No witnesses. No mercy. No companions. No alliances.

Killing Almost everyone. - ALL NPCS dead. Only 3 Evil/Neutral companions left alive. Companions encouraged to be evil or die for your needs. Alliances allowed but can be broken for nefarious reasons.

Killing Sparingly- Only killing when necessary or expected. Killing mainly Good/Neutral NPCS. Only Evil/Neutral NPCs left alive. Companions encouraged to be evil or die your needs. Alliances allowed and respected.

#the spunkymoth speaks #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #evil dnd stuff #i have a hard time playing evil because mean dialogue makes me wanna cry but i wanna test it out just once

[soldier-poet-king]

Totk ending DID make me cry okay

#overall botw hit me more emotionally. just like the inherent tragedy of it #but totk DID make me cry at the end #ITS THE HOPE AND LOVE AND BEAUTY OF IT ALL #i literally cannot be normal ever apparently #idk what im gonna do all weekend now #ive read ALOT lately so not in the mood to read #too emotionally fragile to finish arcane rn #im hesitant to start another video game bc bg3 SOON #but maybe ill start smthn like crusader kings or stellaris. management game #smthn i can put down and pick up easily when bg3 comes out and takes over my life #i dont wanna play beta bc ik stuff changes. alas

[panicbroadcast]

(𓁹󠁘◡𓁹)

ahhh fuck

#its been like 2 months since bg3 came out #so some people arent tagging spoilers any more cause its been long enough #BITCH ive been away for 5 of the 10 weeks its been away from home #and the other 5 weeks i was working my little tuchus off #so i just barely started the 2nd act #i wanna cry #but lucky im home soon #but i start work the day after i get back #and ill probably be busy harrassing my cats the day i get back #all work and no play makes ben a cry boy #OTL

[star-bastard]

*through gritted teeth* Fionna and Cake will cure me Fionna and Cake will cure me Fionna and Cake will cure me Fio

#delete later #MY BACCCKKKKKKKKKKKK WAAAAAHHHHHH #uuugggghhhhhh my body has been in soooooooo much pain the past few days and thats trashing me mentally #i have sooooo many texts and shit to respond toooooo but energy issss deaaadddddd i dont wannna be a person right nowwwwww #let me wallow for the rest of the week pls like 3 more days thats all i ask and then I'll be right back to being responsible and sociable #CRYING I JUST WANNA WATCH FIONNA AND CAKE AND PLAY BG3 AND FOR MY BACK TO STOPPPPPPPPPP #I'm just gonna drug the hell out of myself and hope that cures me for the night :^(

[ditzydisko]

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#personal #i've been playing baldurs gate 3 for 5.5 hours straight (': #sorry to everyone thats texted me; i've been sucked in by the BG3 brainworms and they have no intentions of releasing meee #in other news #its been a nice distraction #but shes still been in the back of my mind.... literally all day #i wanna cry about it but i physically cant right now #hopefully thats a good sign #but it doesnt feel any better laying in bed and my body just feels heavy because i keep asking myself why #i wanna know what happened #i wanna know everything but i cant #and i probably never will.... and i need to come to terms with that #come up with my own answer and then keep moving forward #sorry #depression posting

[flowercitti]

Hi, I read your one Astarion story "wanted to kiss your skin and your everything." First I would like to say it was so good it kinda made me wanna cry it was so sweet it's definitely one of my favorites I've read. :) But I saw at the bottom you said about a request so I was wondering if you would be willing to write a fic about Astarion and Asexual Tav/Reader. I honestly don't have any other specifics, but I haven't seen a lot of Ace content with BG3 which I understand but I would really love to see more. Please don't feel pressured or anything, thank you in the least. Have a great day or night :)

Wahh thank u sm I’m so glad you enjoyed that fic! 🤍☺️ and thank you sm for sending a request, I really love this idea! 🫶 here’s a little Drabble 🫶.

Fluff/Gender Neutral Reader/Ace Reader

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You can’t say you’re surprised when Astarion propositions you. He’s open and flirtatious and he seems to now exactly what he’s doing, as well as being so wholly aware of the affect he has on people. He may not be able to see himself, but he’s learned well enough from the reactions his pretty face garners.

You agree with that assessment, he is rather beautiful, but when it comes to sex—

“What?” Astarion seems nearly speechless, his silver tongue gone heavy in his mouth as he blinks, coming damn close to outright stuttering, “I—I mean, surely you—I’ve seen how you look at me!” He huffs, looking frustrated and confused and completely thrown off.

It’s almost endearing, to see him grow so flustered, his suave persona melting through his shock. You can’t help but smile, “I’m just not really interested in sex. That’s all.” You shrug, and Astarion looks at you as if that tadpole in your head has finally started to transform you.

“You’re still very pretty and utterly charming, don’t worry.” You inform him, and Astarion chuckles, if only out of disbelief.

“Good to know I haven’t lost my touch.” He sniffs delicately, looking away from you, his full lips pursed in a slight pout.

You watch him shift from foot to foot nervously, ruby eyes regarding you warily, brows pinched as he seems to wager whether you’re lying to him or not.

“You don’t want me, then?” He says carefully, a faux sort of lightness infused in his tone. You see through it immediately. His eyes always give him away, glittering in the moonlight and fanned by dark lashes.

“I didn’t say that.” You manage a step closer, chewing on the inside of your lip, “It’s just the sex I don’t want. Everything else—I’m interested.”

“What else could you possibly want from me, then?” He seems to blurt, his mouth twisting out of confusion rather than anger, his gaze flickering away anxiously.

Something in your chest pangs, a painful churn behind your ribs. He looks like he believes it, like he thinks you’re teasing him or leading him on. You frown softly, holding your hand out between the two of you, leaving it open for him to take should he choose.

“I could show you, if you’d like.”

He stares at your hand like it’s a live trap, like it’s fit to spring its spikes into him the moment he reaches out. There’s a strange flicker of emotion that shifts across his face—relief, consideration, fear. His mouth parts, a quiet breath pressing past his lips as he considers you, seeming not to notice the long seconds that pass by. But he keeps his eyes steadily on you as he slowly slips his fingers over yours. His skin is unnaturally cool, perfectly smooth and untouched by calluses. You can nearly see him shudder from the simple contact, his face twitching in surprise, crimson eyes like pools of shining blood.

“I don’t see the point of this, surely there’s more I could do for you—”

You shush him, delighting in the scandalized look he rewards you with, “No. I like this more.” And you think he does to, more than he lets on, more than the sex he had been tempting you with.

His eyes are strangely glassy even as he huffs, looking down at your joined hands.

“You have better not be playing me.” He mutters, but he sounds nearly breathless as you thumb gently over his wrist. Your other hand comes up to hold his between both of yours, as if you could press heat into his lifeless flesh.

“You’ll just have to wait and see, then.” You say playfully, but your fingers are delicate as they trace the bones of his knuckles, finding the lines of his veins. You’re closer now than you were before, Astarion’s eyes just slightly widened as they regard you. His fingers shift in your hold, his thumb pressing experimentally into your palm.

He looks as if he’s never done this before, surprise and awe dancing over his face despite how hard he attempts to hide it.

“I suppose that I will.” He rasps, his head tilting to the side in wonder, and you meet him with small smile.

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Astarion-flavored Requests are still open 🫶🤍 thank u sm for reading.

#astarion #baldur's gate iii #baldur's gate 3 #unsure where exactly this fits in his romance line but. use ur imagination. #x reader #astarion x you #astarion x reader #bg3 #bg3 astarion #gender neutral reader #ask me #my fanfiction