#but i pay extra attention to it now

[sleepanonymous]

I am never forgiving Vessel for closing Sundowning with the song Blood Sport and opening This Place Will Become Your Tomb with Atlantic. Sir how could you do that to your fans? This is just too painful 😭😭

#sleep token #sundowning #this place will become your tomb #tpwbyt #song blood sport #song atlantic #sleepanon rant #mini version #if you don't count the deluxe version of sundowning that is #my brain has been stuck on this fact for weeks #but don't feel like i have the brain capacity to legitimately compare the two songs #someone else has had to compare them before anyway #right? #idk listening to the 3 albums in order with 1 specific person in mind altered my brain chemistry #on a completely unrelated side note #i notice a lot more of ii's drumming now after that drumeo interview #like i obviously heard it before #but i pay extra attention to it now #istg i want a friendship with chemistry like what ves and ii have

[starrysharks]

artificial intelligence ghost

#zeno's art #pokemon #hatsune miku #pokemiku #ghost miku #project voltage #vocaloid #vocal synths #i'm very proud of this piece despite its faults #i learned from “bunny blast-off” and payed extra close attention to values #so the end result's grayscale is very close to the plan version. i hope that shows #in total this piece took 12 hours probably because of the three value layouts and three sketches - a bit overkill for me but it went well #if i redid this piece i'd like to use more vibrant colors especially for her hair #but in the end i'm very proud of it. my favorite details are probably the posters in the background and miku's face and eyes #this was supposed to be posted on halloween but i want to get it out now. maybe (hopefully) i'll have a seperate piece to post on that day!

[5499h]

autism focus music is like a soundtrack from a show or game you've liked since childhood on loop and ADHD focus music is like if you could play the noise a blender makes using drums

#adhd #autism #this one is going on the inactive neurodivergency blog because ive got hopes for it. am i right guys. #actuallyadhd #spent like 4-5 hours listening to the most deepfried fucked up 3tabs of breakcore over each other and banged out a whole assignment #so now i must post about it to everywhere. it just occupies all the extra brain space that would otherwise be going wild yk. #3 songs over each other is the go-to its songs and noise without being identifiable enough that i pay attention to them

[markantonys]

i'm rereading the garden scene and i'd completely forgotten about this moment of gawyn just totally losing his marbles over rand i'm HOWLING the case for (onesided & unknown-to-rand) randwyn gets stronger every day

#gawyn 🤝 dain: having obsessive knowledge of two rivers exports for homoerotic reasons #'elayne should have a two rivers husband' sweetheart i think YOU want a two rivers husband #i'm citing this 'elayne should marry someone from the two rivers' bit as evidence to claim He Would Not Fucking Say That damages #against sanderson's whole TOM spiel about how gawyn is jealous that a Lowly Peasant is ruling the world in his stead #anyway gawyn is such a sweetheart in this whole scene i'm in physical pain!!!! i'd forgotten all about it!!! #he's so gentle with rand and teasing with elayne and is also ride-or-die for both of them #he joins elayne in throwing himself between rand and the armed guards! #and he's like 'galad's a good person but goddamn is he annoying' right along with elayne djfkgjh #and now i extra resent AMOL randomly deciding to prioritize the gawyn-galad relationship when it was always gawyn-elayne that mattered most #anyway i'm dying. i didn't really start paying attention to gawyn until LOC so there are some hidden gems in the early books! #gawyn trakand #gawynposting #rand al'thor #randwyn #wot #wot book spoilers

[kaelidascope]

I miss booping the fuck out of each other

#what a day to be alive #i was making fast friends with near perfect strangers #I'll never forget y'all #Me paying extra close attention now to y'alls art and writing #the joys of beating the shit out of each other's inboxes with cat paws #boop

[synonymroll648]

sokeefitz au where keefe is a magician, fitz is his assistant (who also learned how to sword swallow just to occasionally upstage keefe at his show's because he's petty but doesn't know how to pull a quarter from someone's ear), and sophie is marella's newest friend that's getting dragged to one of keefe's magic shows and holy wow ok marella was not kidding about the magician and his assistant being hot. cue keefe pulling roses out of his sleeve for sophie midshow because he knows a cutie when he sees one (after getting a subtle okay from fitz, who is his boyfriend but most people only know about the childhood friends part). and fitz getting to know her after the curtains close and asking her if she wants to hang out sometime. and keefe crashing that meetup when it happens halfway through because he can't help himself and knows fitz won't mind.

and them becoming friends that hang out a lot outside of shows, and sophie being keefe's most reliable regular. that DEFINITELY aren't flirting, marella, c'mon, fitz leaving out scarves for her to steal at their apartment she now frequents more than her own and learning her favorite treats to bake for her and keefe constantly throwing his arm around her and complimenting her w/ ten million winks is strictly platonic in this context

#kotlc #keeper of the lost cities #kotlc fic idea #sokeefitz #sophie foster #keefe sencen #fitz vacker #it has been too long since i have posted about these fuckers considering that the brainrot never stops #also. it would be REALLY funny if sophie was a scientist. that can debunk some of keefe's harder tricks just by paying attention #actually. if anyone writes this. make her specialize in physics. so she knows a bunch of crazy shit from her classes that makes keefe go :O #additionally. for extra self indulgence on my part. keefe being genderfluid and occasionally performing a trick where he's super masc on #stage and then he's obscured for like .2 seconds and then WHABAM he is now a she and very femme would be fantastic #cis keefe works but also. transfem keefe owns my heart. transmasc keefe is great too because i can go 'just like me fr' #but also. keefe gives more transfem vibes in canon. from what i remember from canon #i could probably dream up more scenes for this au but. i just thought it would be cute #and wanted to share

[a-master-procrastinator]

I know Golah says this regardless of your class, but it definitely hits different if you're playing imp agent.

#swtor #i played tattooine arc a couple of times but never payed attention to this line before #but recently played it again on my agent for extra levels #and now i think it best suits agent

[notmeobsessedw60y-o-rockstars]

The boys being ✨chaotic✨

#aahh I love them #help #guns n roses #gnr #for some reason I can't help but pay extra attention to #axl's arm??? #okok I'm sorry I'll stop now

[burntcyanide]

lord of lligtnhing shifts hijz gaze !!! points his strong finger our way !! el ectricity escape s !!!! leave s destruc tion in his wak e!!!!!

god fuckign da,mn it

#i love king gizzard. i love hylics . the lord of lightning is such a good song. i listened to it again today. then i heard one of the #the lyrics. i cannot get over it #this is the fourth time ive been extra into hylics actually. and this is the strongest its ever been lol #i blame tumblr. it has been feeding the beast #i will never be able to listen to kglw the same ever again i will NEVER #and the funny thing is ?????????? i literally made a “aha pogorma song” joke to my friend around the time i first played hylics #but i never actually payed attention to the lyrics mostly the noises. but recently ive been enjoying looking at the lyrics to songs more #because they tell stories and such!!!!!!!! #apologies this has me like really really energized and excited right now for some damn reason lol #hylics #pongorma #anyways my favorite part about kglw is the “oooooOHHH” parts they tickle my brain in a funny way #i mean everything about kglw tickles my brain in a funny way but those in particular man..so good #btw the song in question (lord of lightning) has been on repeat this entire time lol :D #because when i like a song a lot i play it on repeat. #im gonna stop now before i go on forever lol

[juicegremlin]

The Foxes As Dumbass Shit I’ve Pulled

Allison: Accidentally pepper-sprayed herself on two separate occasions within the same week.

Aaron: Quadruple-booked himself, ended up canceling two things, sleeping through one, and lying to get out of the other.

Neil: Was so pissed at a coworker he got distracted whilst driving, ran a red light, clipped the headlight off one car, the taillight off another, and rammed directly into the electrical pole in front of a taco bell at two in the morning.

Matt: Wore open-toed shoes on campus, stepped on a wasp, and got stung for the fifth time in as many months. Spent the rest of the day being a giant baby about it.

Renee: Broke a condom by trying to pull it over a mic-pack (plenty of theaters use them to keep sweat off of the equipment), turned, looked her high school stage manager directly in the eye and said, “Well, it’s a good thing I’m a lesbian.”

Andrew: Did better on his test than the person sitting next to him, who then proceeded to say, “Damn, must feel good to have gotten an eighty,” to which Andrew replied, “You wouldn’t know.”

Nicky: Deliberately antagonized his homophobic grandmother by showing her Brooklyn 99.

Dan: Forced to sit in her broken-down car on the side of the road whilst her high school ex-girlfriend, now best friend/roommate, absolutely annihilated a whole rotisserie chicken in the passenger seat with her bare hands.

Kevin: Broke up with someone, high-fived them immediately afterward.

#all of these are 100% true #no one was harmed in the car crash btw #i learned my lesson and now pay extra good attention on the road #aftg #all for the game #all for the game hc #aftg shitpost #tfc #neil josten #andrew minyard #kevin day #andreil #the foxhole court #palmetto state foxes

[inkykeiji]

Wait im sorry clari im confused!!! So is reader just giving step enji attention to try and get touya niis attention and make him jealous?

sort of, yeah!!! here, i’m just going to quote my notes from when i was writing that piece to give u a little more insight into everything going on there:

⊹ touya knows this is disrespect; she’s acting out to hurt him, and even though he KNOWS this, it doesn’t make it hurt any less, even though he ends up giving her what she ultimately wants. it’s a little tangled and convoluted—touya’s pretty sure she does this just to piss him off, to provoke him and get a rise/reaction out of him, to gain his attention in any way, good or bad it doesn’t matter which. just ATTENTION in general. but there are genuine feelings to her love for their father, too, and there are genuine feelings on ENJI’s part, too, which pisses touya off even more because hello, this is HIS little sister. and it’s these genuine feelings from both reader and enji toward each other that leaves the tiniest sliver of truth to what she says and what she does, and that’s what ultimately hurts him the most. 

⊹ so, in other words: he’s angry because she’s doing this purely to disrespect him, and even tho he knows this he still can’t stop the hurt (an automatic, instinctual reaction he’ll never be able to soothe or stop); and he’s upset because there’s a shard of truth in it all and that’s rly what hurts the most. but knowing that his little sister will stoop this low to hurt him is painful as well—tho he supposes she learned from the best. he’d do the same, he’s such a hypocrite. still, obv he deserves more respect duh 

⊹ the obvious context of the fic is that she just likes running into enji’s arms and greeting him and it makes the rest of the family uncomfortable because it doesn’t exactly look or feel entirely innocent (this i want to SHOW through their interaction, tho). but the SUBTEXT is that she does this to piss touya off, because enji is really her only weapon against her eldest brother, but he’s also a foolproof weapon—he never fails to hurt touya, no matter what, and he always gets you what you ultimately want; attention from touya. (this should be hinted at in her comment about touya fuckin around with everyone)!

^^ these are my rough notes verbatim! their conversation after enji leaves is particularly important, because it shows where they’re both hurting; she mentions how touya sleeps around and he mentions how she’s all over daddy. reader boldly calling attention to exactly why touya is upset (with the jealousy bit), calling him out on his bullshit and explicitly hitting him exactly where it hurts, is the final nail in the coffin to her getting exactly what she wants (his attention!!). also, this piece obv is not set within my established touya-nii au. this is a different touya-nii entirely!

#if you want to you can go reread the piece with this extra knowledge now & pay extra close attention to their expressions and actions #and kind of decipher what those mean and what they’re truly saying #i hope this helps clear up any confusion anon bb!! <3 #let me know if you've got any further questions c: #have a lovely wednesday n stay safe!!! #inky.bb #clari gets mail #adopted tnii universe

[kyuala]

hmm

#having Thoughts that maybe i shouldnt be having #so i have a friend who's handsome hot nice kind sweet funny etc he's like the whole package #yesterday one of our friends told him i didnt have his contact saved on my phone and we (jokingly) made a whole thing out of it #so he took the convo from our gc to our private messages to let me know he had mine saved WITH A SUNFLOWER EMOJI NEXT TO MY NAME #bc ATTENTION according to him i am little flower and im radiant like the sun so = sunflower #like 🥹🥹🥹🥹❓❓❓❓ #n then he told me i didnt have to change my pfp bc i alr looked pretty in it then he called me his love and today #we're all going to a party our friends' cheerleading squad is hosting right and he won't go bc he'll be busy that day #i was moping in the gc bc i wanted the promotional prices (im the only one who doesnt go to their uni n non student prices r higher) and #they weren't available anymore so he messaged me to tell me he'd help me go?? i said how he said he'd pay me the difference i was like 💀 #so i said okay it's only like 10 bucks and he sent me 20 like hello? i know this doesnt sound like much but we're all broke college students #so like? why did he do it #he said if he wasn't able to go he'd like to at least help me go then sent me extra w a cute little message telling me to enjoy the party #and have fun and calling me a sweet pet name now im like . Confused #bottom line is idk if he's flirting and i probably won't bc a) he's already said he doesnt know to make a move on pretty girls and b) here's #the catch: we have a mutual friend who confessed to me like 3? months ago. i turned her down for a number of reasons n i also knew they had #hooked up before so when i said no ig they started hooking up/going out again? and i wasnt fully aware of that until like. last month #and prior to that i hit on him at a party at our friend's house and all he did was stand there kinda speechless 💀 #so i took it as a no n moved on but now idk if its bc like. he was alr w her or he just got shy or if he actually just didnt want it at all #and im just imagining things. and circling back to it: i guess i wont find out bc 1) he won't do anything 2) idk whats the current status of #their relationship (ig over bc they weren't all over e/o at our last function) and 3) even if theyre not together anymore i absolutely would #not try anything behind our friend's back or w/o her knowledge or consent bc they did have something doesnt rly matter what it was and #shes still my friend above all so i gotta be mindful of her feelings for me AND for him and abt us or whatever #so yea thats something thats been on my mind since yesterday #im not like. suffering over it btw its just something on my mind that i wanted to share #i probably wont even do anything about it and then forget abt it next week lol #mari.txt #but also feel free to like comment on this or something i love it when yall r nosey lmfao

[fizzytoo]

i had some weird feelings about my coworker. he’s just fucking WEIRD. nearly 50 making these remarks to/about the younger women staff. on sunday, a different coworker confirmed that i wasn’t the only one getting weird vibes

#*fizzyspeaks #i’m paying extra careful attention to him #and the thing is he’s been here for 16 years. has no one says anything to him about his weirdo behavior?? #but i get being afraid #i gotta see him tomorrow and there’s just this pit in my stomach #thankfully it’s during a shift change and i’m never alone w him. idk this man or what he’s capable of #especially now that it seems like he’s testing the waters w me to see how i react to the weirdo shit he does

[sleevebuscemii]

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#actually severely depressed that i wont be able tp go see my friends this weekend because i booked the flight wrong #ive been looking forward to this for fucking weeks and now its just. all down the drain because i was fucking stupid. #and changing the flight is gonna cost so much money and its not worth it and i still have to pay that $100 for my no-show #and im getting a haircut and i have to buy a wedding gift like. #i have too many expenses to make spending an EXTRA $130 on a flight to be worth it just to see a friend for one day #im just so fucking. angry. like if i just fucking paid attention i wouldn’t have missed my appointment and had to pay that fee. #if i had just paid attention i would’ve realized i never changed the flight time a fucking month ago. #like it just feels like such small bullshit to have ruined so much and for fucking what?!? #and now if i try to go another weekend its like. i already took time off for this one #its too short notice to have everyone change their plans #it’s still gonna cost me $100+ #and ramadan is coming up so i’d have to go very soon which will make it even More expensive #like. I HAD IT ALL FUCKING FIGURED OUT AND NOW. #now im out $100 and wasted $200 on a flight home to literally get to see everyone for two seconds and then leave immediately #m

[ace-with--a-mace]

i still cant believe they nerfed my guy mike wheeler like that, that's not my boy

#its bringing tears to my eyes actually #youre telling me that mike wheeler who noticed that when will came back to school after being dema-napped was quieter than the norm #mike wheeler who spent almost every moment with will and spending almost every night near will the moment will got mindflayed #mike wheeler who said and i quote becoming friends with you that day on the swingset was the best decision i ever made #mike wheeler standing up to irrelevant ass troy (?) when he was talking shit about will during his memorial in the gym #mike 'youre like a superspy will!' wheeler wills best friend #wasnt paying attention to will being extra emotional talking about his girl and wasnt writing to will whenever he could #and wasnt honoring the promise he made with will to not join another dnd party #and didnt make a point to hang out with his best friend and girl while at the roller rink during break??? #wheres my sweet little boy who cares for his friends and would go against law enforcement the gov and his parents to go to hell and back- #- for will and any of his friends???? what have you done to him cuz s3&4 mike wheeler is not the mike i knoe #l speaks #shut up l #hes in there somewhere someone just has to knock him straight because right now hes a douche a bit of a dick and a massive idiot and #its fucking killing me #mike wheeler #will byers #byler #stranger things spoilers #stranger things #stranger things season 4 #stranger things season 4 volume 2 #st s4 vol 2 #its so hard being a mike wheeler supporter when he keeps making shitty moves and his whole personality shrunk to being el's boyfriend #if i could smack him in the back of the head and set him straight i would i really would cuz s1&2 mike is in there somewhere #i miss anti mouth breather mike sososo much guys #idk if these shouldve stayed in tags but

[ryderdire]

If I do ever come out as queer to my grandparents it will be in the most stupid way possible

#ryders rambles #shitpost #for extra context #my grandfather is a pastor in a small town so #i think me coming out as queer would absolutely kill then which like #I don’t really wanna do even if they do suck #my other grandparents are a complete mystery tbh #either they’d argue about it infront if me yell at me or literally not care #it’s possible they already know I think my mom may of outed me to them but idk for sure #so if they where upset I didn’t hear bout it plus it’s like fairly obvious if you pay attention now a days which most my extended family #does not