#but i had a weird day tbh

[gingerjolover]

Just thinking about kissing phoebe under the mistletoe

the eagles won so im in an okay enough mental state to post tonite🫶🏻

lil phoebe hc for the lord(e)'s bday wee

okay yall know the VIBES

our baby pheebs loooooves christmas

too much wine is playing rn for me btw

okay hear me out tho phoebe will go OUT OF HER WAY to catch you under the mistletoe

bro she is scheeeeeming

shes getting lucy (who also canonically makes you, as phoebe's partner, kiss her under the mistletoe) to tape mistletoe over random doorways or like stand behind yall and hold it up above your heads

(lucy def takes a "kissing tax" from you and phoebe after assisting phoebe)

here's some context:

living with phoebe during the holidays is a trip whether you are pro-holidays or anti-holidays because she is so into it

the house is decorated so well and its really good mix of like vintage and contemporary decorations but also a lot of childhood stuff

the house is always smelling like a citrus simmer pot or cinnamon or vanilla chai or like fir musk or something idk

ambient lighting ONLY

and alas, the mistletoes, which hang in every. goddamn. doorway.

pheobe is a MENACE for the mistletoe okay we know our girl is a biter but there has to be a word for someone who goes out of their way to trap you (lovingly) under the mistletoe

some scenariooooos:

phoebe's favorite mistletoe location is the one above your bed and she ignores you everytime you try and tell her it belongs above a doorway, so instead of listening she's trapping you under her, arms on either side of your head kissing you diligently like she needs to prove a point

phoebe will be laying on the couch with maxine watching tv or just resting her eyes and the second she hears you coming home from work or the store she jumps up and runs to you with maxine in her arms to kiss you, dipping you lightly under the entryway

during the munagenius holiday party/julien and soft!gf's housewarming party, you and jb's girlfriend will be in the kitchen with kelli and naomi icing a cake or cookies or something and phoebe will walk into the kitchen, holding the mistletoe over everyones heads giving them small pecks or cheek kisses before lightly grabbing the back of your neck, pulling you in for a sweet kiss (phoebe def sends the shaky photos of her kissing everyone under the mistletoe in the munagenius gc)

youll be coming home from a christmas party, both dressed to the nines and tired from the over socialization and instantly after entering the house, you're both showering slowly, wrapped in fluffy towels while phoebe is lazily rubbing lotion on your back before slipping on some pajamas, you quickly run to put some clothes to wash to get a head start on laundry day, and phoebe is following you slightly, wrapping her arms around you as you stand at the washer. she turns you around and it is so boyfriend-coded to look up and be like "eh" and wiggle her eyebrows as you look up at the mistletoe, and then shes curling you into her, mouths moving lazily, her tongue exploring your mouth sweetly

#anon cutie #phoebe bridgers x reader #i feel like i dont like this #but i had a weird day tbh #i’m just a girl #gingybread's holidaze

[franeridart]

The Housecat Philosophy - Ep 44

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#the housecat philosophy #artists on tumblr #original art #original comic #webcomic #my sketches #oh i'm just now noticing i wrote the wrong number on the one from last week #haha........... #btw great week i just had both my laptop AND my phone left me on the same day #i could replace the phone right away but the laptop was impossible so i went fuck it and fixed it by changing os altogether #do i know how to use this new os not at all but we'll manage #meanwhile it means i had to change the program i use for resizing and trimming so if anything looks weird i know i'm working on it !!! #............this is more of a problem on webtoon than it is on tumblr tbh #ah well

[sihtricfedaraaahvicius]

Take me.

Note: a tiny little story to help with the drought😮‍💨

Warnings: 18+! fluff/smut.

pairing: Sihtric x you (f)

summary: you and Sihtric were reunited after a battle. 

wordcount: 653

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Sihtric's mismatched eyes were glazed over. His lips curled into a dazed smile while his rough, warm hands wandered your bare skin as you laid underneath him. His body weight pleasantly pressed onto you as he was positioned between your thighs. His hair was dishevelled, after your fingers had tugged his braids when you felt the warmth of his lips onto yours, kissing you intensely and deeply until he had you undressed and picked up in his arms, carrying you to the bed.

The warrior had missed you, his wife, immensely when he had been away to fight what would be unbeknownst to you both his last battle, for peace was within close range. As soon as he had returned home on horseback and his eyes had landed on you in the cheering crowd, he dismounted and allowed you to leap into his arms. You had buried your face in his neck and your fingers curled around his leather armour. Sihtric; your husband, your sanctuary and the keeper of your heart had returned to you without any grave injuries, and no more time was wasted. No words were spoken for your eyes told each other everything one needed to know, and your lips immediately locked into a fiery kiss, pouring out the happiness and relief of being reunited again.

And now Sihtric gazed down into your eyes as he was on top of you, unclothed and scarcely covered by the warm furs. His hot, ragged breath feelable on your face while his tattooed fingers tenderly brushed over your warm cheeks. He then leaned in and kissed softly underneath your ear, his tongue stroking your skin in between teasing kisses and kittenish nibbles, dragging his lips down to your pulse point. Your breath hitched when he sank his teeth delicately in your neck, marking you with his endless love while he teased your folds with his arousal, readying you to take him after being separated for far too long.

His growls sounded low and heavy in your ear, making you tremble with anticipation and desperate to feel him inside you and to be as close as you can possibly be, never wanting to let him leave you ever again. You wrapped your arms around him and buried your face in his neck, inhaling his earthly scent as he lifted your leg and hooked it around his waist.

'I missed you,' he breathed in your ear and bit the soft skin.

'And I missed you,' you murmured against his shoulder, 'I love you.'

'I love you more,' Sihtric whispered, to which you softly protested.

He chuckled in your ear, and you gasped when he abruptly sheathed inside you and kept still, wanting to feel your walls clench around him. You mewled, desperately, begging him to move. But Sihtric took pleasure in hearing you beg for him and he wanted to hear more before he would give you what you wanted.

'Please, Sihtric,' you rasped, 'give me more.'

'More?' he laughed quietly, his lips grazing your ear as he spoke while he moved with slow, deep strokes, 'you want more?' he murmured.

'Please,' you begged and clawed his muscular back.

'Please,' Sihtric mocked, lovingly, 'you're so sweet when you beg for me,' he whispered and pushed hard inside you.

He stilled inside you again and hummed softly, watching you with a satisfied grin as you almost cried out for him.

'So beautiful,' Sihtric whispered, smiling, and he pecked your lips, 'so desperate for me,' he kissed your lips again, then grabbed your chin and his eyes darkened, 'I will give you more, my love,' his voice soft and playfully threatening, 'but I don't want to hear you whine that it's too much. I know you can handle me,' he murmured against your lips and chuckled again, 'mhm, and you will take me all the way, like the good and devoted wife that you are for me.'

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#i had a shitty day and a weird mental week #i am going to rearrange my furniture now before i go insane #this may be the only fic i'll post until next week #i'm really struggling atm no matter how badly i want to write.. it's just not working out #surprised i managed to get this written tbh #anyway #sihtric kjartansson #the last kingdom #tlk #sihtric #sihtric x you #sihtric x reader #the last kingdom fic #sihtric fic #idk what the planets are doing rn but can they stop making me feel awful and hating everything i write #and can my adhd demon stop lurking bc i am exhausted. it's that time were even my meds are not working well enough at moments #maybe i need a break #maybe i need a good [censored] #who knows #just make it stop i beg 🥲 #and also those posts that are going around again about reblogs vs likes??? #yeah that's a real mood #part of my struggle atm is hugely influenced by the lack of interaction lately and i hate that it affects me #i just really feel like my writing is shit lately and am constantly comparing it to others #not to be a cry baby lmao i'm just *deep sigh* feel like i'm losing it?????

[cerealforkart]

To Me, Sparrow is Rebecca's househusband trophy wife who dropped out of art school when Hero was born and Rebecca was busy getting her vegan ice cream business off the ground and I think he deserves a fancy robe for thati

#dndads #dungeons and daddies #sparrow oak #hero oak #doodly #is this coherent? #do I care? #anyways here's a dude and his baby #I think someone did a timeline that he had to have been pretty young when Hero was born #but tbh I can't remember #and I don't want to do the math myself #it's a weird day today gang

[trans-cuchulainn]

"i'm not bad at this language, i'm just bad at social interaction, promise": a neurodivergent language learner's catchphrase

#give me three minutes to sort my sentences into the right order and you'll get them in either english or irish #put me on the spot however and you're getting fuck all tbh #langblr #languages #i feel like i didn't make a very good impression these last couple of weeks #in that everyone would've thought i knew less than i do #and I'm also frustrated with myself for not being able to speak more #but i was fully on the verge of shutdown most days. i think I'm still too fatigued from the insane past month I've had #i went into this exhausted and mentally broken #also it doesn't really matter what other people thought of me #but it feels like it matters and that's weird and painful and annoying #because i think i was misinterpreted by everyone who met me this week #(gender. irish level. interest level. friendliness. humour.) #and i think they might've liked the real me better but i lacked the spoons to convey myself

[welcometogrouchland]

I feel like for the first few years of guardianship Darius and Hunter really struggle to figure out how to refer to each other.

Like it's easier for Hunter, he pretty quickly settles on "guardian" for explaining their relationship to other people and just referring to Darius by name when talking to the man himself. Overtime the phrasing gradually warms, becoming "foster parent" and eventually, once Hunter's already an adult old enough to move out, "Dad".

(Sidenote: he doesn't move out til he's in his mid to late twenties, bc he's under no obligation too, Darius low-key doesn't want him too, and the two of them want to make up for lost time in a sense, since Hunter only had 2 years of legal dependency on Darius before aging out of the system. Darius adopts Hunter retroactively as an adult)

Darius on the other hand has a real conundrum on his hands for those first few years. He has a lot of options! But "ward" is too formal and makes it sound like Darius picked him up off the street like after his parents were murdered, "apprentice/student" isn't really accurate considering the focus of Darius and Hunter's relationship has less to do with Hunter learning magic and more to do with Hunter being housed and fed. "Kid" and "foster son" are there...but...

Look, Darius isn't going to refer to Hunter more familiarly than Hunter refers to him! He's not gonna make it WEIRD. He's not a dad, because Hunter doesn't want/need him to be (and also parenthood is scary <3). Darius doesn't know the first thing about being a dad, despite how his friend group teases him.

Eda and Eberwolf are the two who are worst about it. They torture him with how 'fatherly' he's allegedly being (allegations Darius will DENY til his GRAVE!!!) And Eda specifically compares his journey to hers, saying it always starts off with you referring to them as your apprentice (again, Darius doesn't plan on doing that), as your roommate (...kinda weird in Darius' opinion? But okay Eda), or even your pet (????HELLO???). But eventually, they always become your dumb kid when you least expect it.

She's had a couple cups of appleblood by this point, but Darius knows on some level she's right and he's steadfastly ignoring that fact, even as Eber continues to refer to Hunter as his "cub" (kinda cute but Darius doesn't know how Hunter would feel being compared to an animal). The only people who are even remotely reasonable about all this (besides Lilith who's a bit disinterested in kid talk) is Raine and Alador, who both sort of neutrally, a bit awkwardly refer to Hunter as Darius' Boy.

Darius referring to Hunter as "my boy" is funnily enough what sticks the longest before it evolves to son boy. Hunter's crushing it at a derby match? Darius is whooping and cheering, yelling "THAT'S MY BOY!!!" At the other parents in the stands. Hunter is doing something dangerous or inadvisable where others can see him? "Darius, your boy-" "AHH! MY BOY". Hunter, a year into his stay with Darius finally comes clean about everything to do with him being a grimwalker, and is afraid that he's going to go back to seeing him as just an inferior replacement for Darius' beloved mentor? Darius (who has just had to process some of the most bonkers, emotionally heavy information in his life) gently, hesitantly puts a hand on his shoulder (the 'good' one Hunter doesn't mind people touching), and says that Hunter's much more than that. He's Darius' Boy and he's not going to kick him out or get angry or love him any less for things out of his control. It's good. They're good.

Like I said, it evolves over time and 'boy' becomes somewhat obsolete as the two get caught up in the joy of finally feeling able to explicitly refer to each other as family. But unlike "guardian" or "ward" the word never gets fully retired. Even when Hunter is 30 and is arguing that he's more of a man than a boy now, he is still getting referred to by Darius as "his boy", the way some parents never really stop calling their adult kids baby or kiddo (Camila and Eda respectively btw).

Hunter makes one of those corny matching shirt sets at some point for a father's Day gift when he's 17/18, where the two shirts say "if lost, return Boy to me" (Darius) and "I'm Boy" (Hunter). Hunter mostly did it so he could own a funny shirt that says "I'm boy". Darius openly weeps upon seeing them. Like Oh my Titan he's boy. He's my boy. Oh wow

#ramblings of a lunatic #the owl house #toh #hunter toh #darius deamonne #dadrius #made this instead of finishing my dadrius week day 1 comic. it's okay i have time #i think this post dips it's toes into being one of those 'part writing drabble/part textpost analysis' posts #which I'm okay w/ tbh i love those #i just hope it reads well #the important thing about dadrius + eberwolf to me is that it's just as unlikely a trio as King Eda and Luz are #just as weird and has just as gradual and retrospectively funny a journey as them #i also specified foster parent instead of adoptive parent just bc i read it in a fic once where Hunter was placed in isles foster care- #-post canon and he had a social worker who was a gargoyle named Chantelle. it was delightful #this is my homage to that. the fic was 'the titan laughs in flowers' i think (thank you user yardsards for the rec) #alador still gets the instinct to refer to Hunter as the golden guard and amity gets on his case about it #so referring to Hunter as darius' boy grew out of that and spread to raine who finds it kind of adorable #darius refers to hunter as his foster son for the first time when his (darius' i mean) family comes to visit #not as like a statement of anything they don't deny Hunter as a deamonne. they love him like they love a scraggly cat #but just like. it felt right for Darius in the moment and Hunter got emotional about it #anyway happy early dadrius week I'm rotating them in my mind I'm biting down on them like a chew toy etc etc

[baker-chan-senpai]

potential solutions to dog wawa dilemma ft twitter

#serizawa katsuya #mob psycho 100 #mp100 #mob psycho #i've been doing oddly well on twt latelly #which is weird cos i rarely use it #scary shit #but i had to go there cos for some reason tumblr stopped working on my computer for a couple of days #art #digital art #art? #idfk if this counts as art tbh its just #shitpost

[pynkhues]

MM and Mae working together again possibly……. To be a fly on the wall 🤣😂😭

Anon, I have been laughing about this for d a y s.

It's only a short film and the cast is so (bizarrely) stacked I don't reaaallllly imagine they'll have any scenes together or even have been on set at the same time, but who knows.

The idea of actors like Anthony Carrigan, Alan Tudyk, Jay Baruchel and Wendi McLendon-Covey potentially being looped into GG set drama is also unbelievably funny to me.

#thanks for this anon #i've had a pretty weird-to-bad few days so to laugh about this again has been very nice #mm only seeming to get jobs through his friends right now too is lowkey interesting to me #the ironheart series not coming out until september 2025 now is um #pretty rough for him professionally #and not a great sign for the project tbh #a shame because i thought riri was cute in bp #anyway retta christina and mae stay booked and busy! #i'm v v v excited for retta in hitman and the greatest hits and christina in hacks and small town big story <3 #(but yes to be a fly on the wall hahah) #gg asks #welcome to my ama

[traumasurvivors]

i meant to send an ask on the day but missed it, anyway I hope your wedding was lovely and I'm sending you and your partner so many happy vibes <3

Awe, thank you, anon!

We had a medical emergency scare, but it ended up being okay! The wedding ended up magical.

There was drama right as we were cleaning up decor and that really sucked. It’s both good it happened at the end of the night verses earlier but it still sucked because it left a bad vibe.

I’m excited to get the professional photos back but here’s a couple!

Meeting my online friend was amazing, too! She and her partners left yesterday and I’m a bit sad about it but it was such a nice visit.

#personal #wedding #I can’t believe it’s over #it feels like a relief tbh #I had fun but it’s weird to have my days #be.. #not filled with stress and wondering what I should work on

[mothric]

having a weird al moment

#i've always liked weird al. he's always been in my periphery culturally speaking #in middle school i had one of his polka medleys memorized. along with White and Nerdy #(if i give myself a minute i can still recite 90% of it) #LOVE Hardware Store #but i've never like... sat down and listened through a weird al album #until this week?? i've listened through two and will probably listen to more #a friend and i were listening to poodle hat in the car the other day and genuinely cracking up #the man's a treasure #and for whatever reason my brain has decided to fixate on him this week #it's keeping me in good spirits tbh!! #there are certainly worse ways to combat seasonal depression #also just found out about the insane biopic he made of himself in which daniel radcliffe plays him #so obviously i need to watch that at the nearest opportunity #nov 2023 #weird al #music

[fluffle-writes]

I wanna. Pick them up in my mouth and shake 'em around like a dog obliterating a squeaky toy

#you can tag anyone you feel this way about but I was thinking about Rook hunt in particular #tbh I feel like he'd picture the same - just with Vil and Neige #he wanta his oshis to be besties (he is just lime me fr) (just a liiiittle furyher frim reality) #(I view neigexVil as nore of a crackship until we get more Neige development/lore) #(our queen Vil doesn't deserve to be genuinely shipped with someone who's kinda 2D rn. #But I respect people who flesh out neige with headcanons - they write the dynamics realy well tbh) #(hopefully we get more RSA development at some point I think that'd be cool) #(plus I'd cry if TWST just. stopped. after the last NRC OB) #(I mean it'd make sense aince that's where the story is based and it'll probably end once Yuu finds a way home #- which feels close now thanks to Ortho) #(But at the same time I. have been following this since it first came out when I was about 16 - same age as the first year squad lol) #(and I feel like it'd feel weird if we stopped getting main story updates) #(Im rambling a LOT lol - probably because I'm tipsy haha) #(hope someone can relate to my lamenting of future woes though) #(Oh well - I should atop borrowing sorrow from the future and live joyfully with the now) #(I do miss my friends who've stopped being in the fandom though - and my friends who deactivated and idk how to contact now) #(sugarandmelody... zacrazyvalentine... I miss them. but we had fun #writing and stuff. and I suppose that's what matters in the end. that we had fun.) #at least - I hope they had fun too. and I kinda hope they think about me how I think of them sometimes. #have a nice day if you're reading this. I rambled in the tags a while and I understand that it's kinda long lol. #and probably riddled with typos #I'm tearing up for some reason haha. well it is what it is #I hope each and every one of my followers know how amazing they are - I hope y'all have a wonderful day - evening - or night #I wish I could hug people across the internet lol #I should stop posting on tumblr while drinky haha #tw drunk #tw drinking #i'll tag it just in case #don't wanna cause discomfort and stuff

[dungeons-and-dragon-age]

Me? actually trying to do tarot cards?? sounds fake

#composition is something i definitely still have to practice a lot so tbh its good that im finally making myself do this xD #the neira one is the only one so far where ive tired blocking colours so far cos its the only one where i had a p solid palette in mind #def have to either deepen the shadows in the face or remove the tears/blood/death smoothie bc rn it looks kind of weird fjsdfl #oc: neira surana #oc: liam hawke #oc: june trevelyan #my ocs #my art #wip #tarot cards #so uhh. theres nothing super deep tbh but some thoughts behind some of the stuff #first thought was having a similar setup/comp for all of them but i am probably not gonna do that #sticking to suit of cups for neira cos its the perfect excuse to keep put the joining chalice there lol #also the circle cos. she is a circle mage. very far fetched i know #it does also fit w being trapped and going in circles and w life/death cycle so. there's that #liam gets angsty three of swords imagery because of course he does #i kinda wanna mirror varrics post hlta card and also that one abstrac-y thing i did of liam some time ago #also chains maybe? for kirkwall and for not letting go and all that #for june i do like the close up in theory bc i like having it very focused on /her/ #bc her development in dai is much more personal rather than strongly tied to the central narrative #& also focusing on her magic cos thats an important part of her & her development (& it fits her v egocentric mindset thru most of dai) #but it also looks too. idk. powerful? like she's in control. which she absolutely isnt lmao #so the other one is kinda the exact opposite direction. more zoomed out & dynamic but i want it to feel more claustrophobic too #sort of. trapped animal kinda deal. trying to get out. keeping the fire theme tho #(ignore that her glowy hand is on the wrong side i accidentally drew it flipped lol) #i am. not good at detailed and or nuanced composition so everything turns out p bold and on the nose ^^'' #it's a start tho! #(i do have more thoughts than what i wrote lol but i am running out of tags and also im tired) #feedback/tips are def appreciated btw! :>

[soliel-et-lune]

web weave idea: loving someone but watching them grow apart from you and you cant help but still love them even though its no longer reciprocated and it hurts (totally not relevant to my personal life……..)

anon // moon song by phoebe bridgers // anon // eternal sunshine of the spotless mind (2004) // ghada samman // @clowninagown found on pinterest // 500 days of summer (2009) // mahmoud darwish // virginia woolf // m. edwards // unrequited love (& other clichés) by breakup shoes // anon // anon // hishaam siddiqi

#anon this is so funny because i have been in the same situation #i had an entire pinterest board for this very topic but i deleted it as a part of moving on #it ruined me tbh i felt so bad about everything my self esteem dipped so hard because of this #it’s a weird situation like. ok ? u lost feelings huh. i didn’t. what about me #but he was a v good friend but everything just went downhill bec i couldn’t. handle this #i was in denial of the fact that he didn’t like me anymore because it hurt too much to accept #oversharing in the tags. ok anyway #web weaving #hyper specific web weaves #unrequited love #eternal sunshine of the spotless mind #phoebe bridgers #hishaam siddiqui #virginia woolf #500 days of summer

[aroaessidhe]

2024 reads / storygraph

The Saint of Bright Doors

a surreal Sri Lankan fantasy about colonialism, revolution, mixing fantasy with the modern world

follows a man raised by his mother to kill his father, a god-like cult leader

but as an adult he puts aside his life of violence and moves to the city for a quiet life

he becomes fascinated with ‘bright doors’ around the city that never open and have no other side, and joins a group studying them to find out more

and a support group for those with divine heritage that becomes increasingly revolutionary, until the task he was made for reemerges and his life upends

#the Saint of Bright Doors #aroaessidhe 2024 reads #this is kind of hard to explain I dont know if I did a very good job here lol #it is weird and full of so many interesting elements. I’m still not entirely sure how I feel about it but?? I really liked it mostly??? #It starts pretty small scale focused on the MC & slowly unravels the wider worldbuilding and narrative elements in a really interesting way #The first chapter or two I assumed it was typical high fantasy but then it’s like. oh this is a modern city. with emails and stuff. #The pacing is a bit weird - it’s quite meandering and also pivots significantly in the second half. tbh I’m still ????? about the ending lm #but also I am happy to float through on vibes. #and there’s some elements (like the doors that become….not that relevant) that I want to know more about. (as an aside - I saw someone say #that it’s a very clear retelling about Buddha’s son? which idk enough about but probably could give a deeper context to a lot of it) #writing style is kinda detached from the MC but also there is a reason for this that makes sense with the twist near the end! #which is a kind of twist i LOVE. Maybe I wish it had been emphasised a bit more over the story though? unsure. #I thought his mother's story was interesting also - you think she's an terrible parent just there for background context at the start but #then when she tells her story it's like ohh there's more context here. #also I hesitate to just say ‘if you like the spear cuts-- you should read this’ because I think the elements that are similar are done in a #kinda different way and might disappoint you if you’re expecting it to be the same as spear….but regardless the sort of dreamy writing #rich world; narrative with fantasy but also modern day elements; some of the writing style; mlm MC (tho not a romance) #idk. it will definitely not work for everyone but I enjoyed it overall #also it is full of queerness #bisexual books

[iamthepulta]

Uughhh, @thedeafprophet . I'm supposed to do this integral homework by midnight and I do not want to....

#I could talk about mine geometry and processing all day. #Tbh I'm so happy your professor was weird because I had a bad day and this cheered me right up haha.

[elegyofthemoon]

me: ohhh maybe ill be able to leave early bc its the weekend then i can chill and do some extra studying ^7^

the new guy who is a little too eager to teach a student: 🤭

#NGL IM A LITTLE SAD BC THIS IS MY LAST DAY HERE AND I WAS LIKE NOOOOOOOOO #he wound up being one of my fave doctors to work with tbh idjdjsjs #hes just extremely talkative and me being low energy i was just aaaaaaa is too much #but hes honestly nice and very forward so maybe thats why it was easy to open up jfndndjdjs #but like we had such a nice conversation and it felt nice to hear some stuff ive been through from a senior :') #i think esp cuz of my wittle breakdown yesterday gjdjdjs but yeah #he also just said like 'oh thank god i have a student then i can actually focus on what im doing' so it was a win win fjdjdjs #he was cool.... joked around a lot which i was like ?! but genuinely very neat djfjdjs #im so sad tho since he usually works on a different site + im leaving to a different ward :( #but anyways. #oh he also just straight up went ITS SO ISOLATING WORKING IN HERE I FEEL LIKE I HAVE A FRIEND #and im just sjdjsjdkskkssks bro... #anyways it was a very weird experience but he was cool jdjdjdd #too much energy tho i think im dying sjfnsjs #work logs #snow speaks