#bring positivity into this new year!!

[kimtaegis]

may you find happiness there, may all your hopes all turn out right! ↳ for @magicshop 🌸

cr. dwellingsouls, atoz v; insp.

#btsgif #btsgfx #btsedit #gfx #usergif #bts #bangtan #namtaegi #usersky #userkelli #trackofthesoul #userzaynab #userines #usersan #underbetelgeuse #*yg #*nj #*th #*gifs #*gfx #andi I'm soooo sorry this is so late 😭 #really just had zero time I hate it here #but here we go!!! your favourites are bringing you a little spring magic <3 #(HAD to use 'magic' in this somewhere hehe) #I used every little scrap of this unit photoshoot there was noooot much unfortunately :( hence the little ot7 appearance :) #most of the text are lyrics from ben howard's 'keep your head up' #this song reminds of a beloved friendship from my youth and just warms my heart so much #it's perfect for this time of the year and gives me this fondness that I also feel when I think of you #I hope you spent your birthday surrounded by happiness and love #and that this new year of your life will be filled with hope and positivity

[hyunpic]

2023 year in review with hyunjin [it’s a wrap] 🎉

#hyunjin #skz #stray kids #*with hyune #they are not positioned as they came. i wanted to match him with the hyunpics 🥹 #this is not nearly half of the shit they did this year #but a girl can only add so many pics. #2023 marking the year i could actually see u live too.. is crazy it’s so sosososo crazy and it still brings tears to my eyes #waited for it so much and for so long and it blew my expectations away 😣 #i keep being so hooked on u year after year and it hasn’t changed at all this year too.. #ig im just in this hyunjin shaped ride for life #ilu… i wish i could thank you personally for saving me every year 👍🫠 #also happy new year to mutuals and all the other followers 💘 i love u and i appreciate u all and i hope #all the good an lovely things come #to your way in 2024 💖 let’s all assemble in europe when skz comes here heh #<- this is me manifesting.

[crunchchute]

holy moly. just hit 1k. thank you!!

#i didnt prepare anything for 1k honestly #this feels like it happened so quick even though its been over the course of several months #i believe when i came back here i was at around 70? then got to like 200 and then it just went up #800 for the daves i guess. and the few that came here for other stuff #and honestly i dont know what this blogs about now i just wanted to post everything here. and i like the tagging system so if you dont like #something you can mute it i guess? im not big into fnaf rn as theres nothing for me currently. if theres a hw dlc i might hop back in #as well as for any new games coming out #but hw2 was so short lived since the gameplay was out i a day and theres not much to theorize about etc. replayability is fine but #its not something to help me stay. and the movie did nothing for me and im worried i wont like the second either so im just focusing on #the games i guess. but then again no william no interest now. just how it be.. thats why im so whiny about the tse game #lotsa thoughts #on a positive note i luv sam and max now and if theres new stuff for sonic scu over the year i will bring that maybe #as well as sonic x shadow gens but thats a long way to go still #anyway. tldr thanks for following i hope theres something on my blog that will still interest you 🫡

[grokebaby]

Hey!!!

#Trans art #traditional art #watercolor painting #watercolor illustration #Pride art #trans lives matter #Trans pride #Trans rights #I didn't start off my new year in the most... Trans positive way #It hurt so I made this so I hope. Some others don't have to be as hurt #Wanna bring this energy into 23

[theheightofdishonor]

How do I explain that this lives in my heart? That looking at it makes me yearn and hope and grieve? That the phrase "this same spring will never come again" has burned itself into my brain and relights every now and then just for the hell of it?

It's hands down one of my favourite art from the series. Everything about it from the grim colours now that the sun has fallen, to the trash heap they're determinedly climbing, Kageyama leading in his partner's stead with the third years doggedly behind him, all with a hand on the Karasuno banner. The second and first years marching behind them in that order. The fallen bike in the front corner. The crow, for both Karasuno and for Hinata who can't be with them. Because truly, this spring will never come again and this team will never be the team that they are right here in this moment and isn't that so tragic? so wonderful?

#karasuno #haikyuu!! #haikyu #if yall are wondering it's because between tohru + the last episode title of fruit basket's first season i couldn't stop thinking about hq #like like like #its kageyama leading the way because ofc it is #because hinata's been in front of him urging him to step forward this entire time #and it's his turn to pick up when his partner can't #don't look away from me-not for a single second he says and is that not just their positions reversed? #kageyama even admits to as much #that sometimes no matter how hard he tries he cannot look away from hinata shoyo but now there is no hinata shoyo to demand that the world #look at them and never look away and so kageyama does it for him #and then the third years as the solid foundation to help kageyama along-daichi and suga and asahi- without who this team would never have #reached the heights they did #unshakable and fearless and brave #the second years who have found their place right on their heels and then the rest of our new first years years bringing up the end #anyways i have so many feelings about this as you can possibly tell #such as tanaka standing tall at the rear

[areyouwho-ithinkyouare]

me internally when i’m trying to respect and recognise that my dad has unaddressed autism that impacts the way he handles social interractions while also trying to not just excuse the shitty insensitive behaviour that has absolutely contributed to my mental health issues

#it’s like. haha yeah he handled that situation terribly but remember it wasn’t intentional and he doesn’t understand how that came across!! #i can’t be mad at him i can’t take it personally and get upset haha. hahaha. #and also it’s like. being autistic isn’t an excuse to be a dick. being autistic doesn’t mean you have to like. emotionally damage ur kid ✌🏻 #which i AM. growing up with him has fucked me up!!! and i’m allowed to be mad at that i’m allowed to be upset!!!!!!!! #but also oh god is that shitty of ME??? is that insensitive???? do i need to just be more empathetic and understanding #but ALSO also. when ur a kid that shit doesn’t matter. when ur a kid and ur dad is making you cry that doesn’t matter. #and those years of damage stick with you even when ur older and trying to be mature and understanding #literally this evening started with me trying to do something nice for him. trying to give him a gift. actually literally giving him a gift. #and it has ended with me feeling fucking….. shit. #and disrespected. and useless. #i try so fucking hard with this man and with our relationship and every fucking time i try to connect with him he throws it back in my face #like. hey! you’ve been saying how much you want to play gran turismo 7!!! i will loan you my PS5 for a while bcus i’m not playing anything #and i will BUY YOU the fucking car game for you to play it while me and my mum are away on our girlie beach holiday #like i will happily and enthusiastically do those things for you because you have been so vocal about wanting to play this game!!! #so it will make you happy right? it will be something positive for you to enjoy!!! right?!!!???? #i will bring my console down to the family tv room for you and i will send you the money so you can buy the game!!!! #oh. oh you’ve clicked around the main playstation menu for 2mins and then turned it off to watch the news. and then just open ur laptop. #not even gonna buy the game huh. just gonna open ur laptop and zone out and act line i’m not even in the room. oh ok. ok ok. #not even a fucking thank you. not even a HINT of recognition. ok ok. ok. ok. now you’re literally ignoring me when i talk to you. ok. ok. #and like!!!! i know this seems so dumb and minor and insignificant but you have to understand. it has been 25 years of this shit. #25 years of me trying to make this man happy and 25 years of him rejecting all of those attempts. #and 25 years of……. a lot of other shit also.

[wongcarwhy]

do u guys kno. just how much i screwed myself over

#BECAUSE I DONT KNOW HOW TO BE NORMAL????? #listen. listen. i could have just. asked to take two weeks off when i first got the job. but i was scared they wouldn't give me the job #if i told them right off the bat #and so i waited a decent amount of time to tell them. and then i was going to tell them. but i got scared thinking that they might fire me #or it would reflect badly on me and i haven't had the job for even 3 months yet and i have a performance review at the end of the 3 months #and the thing i am scared of most in the world is when people who are in positions of authority over me express disapproval #so i was just like. ok i guess i'm not going on this trip that's been planned for over a year and for my grandmas 80th #i will just be so sad and miserable about it and make it everyone else's problem #and then. and then. finally. 2 weeks left until everyone leaves for the trip and i finally bring it up to my coworkers being like #oh yea my whole entire family is going on a big trip without me and i'm rlly sad that i can't go #and they looked at me like. why cant u go? and i was like. what do u mean? cuz i'm new i don't have rights #and they were like. what is wrong with u #and i looked at them and said literally everything #listennnn there is a corporate heirarchy and i am at the bottom of the ladder #i know my place and i'm so used to groveling and begging oh my god i need to get a grip pls #am i normal #please tell me cuz i can't tell is. it normal to be this scared and frightened all the time #like. am i the only one who thinks this way.

[readingrobin]

No idea how I'm going to do a 2023 reading wrap up since it feels like all my brain cells go dormant whenever I have a day or two off.

I'd hate to go into 2024 with that energy but it's the reality. I would love this year to get less stressful, less exhausting, less lonely. But I really don't know how I can make that happen when this is just my reality.

#sorry I can't be happy positive me today #but reflection brings out a very negative side of me #I hope you all have wonderful resolutions and a happy new year

[everythingizembarrassing]

my goals for 2024 ♡

(writing this while suffering from a violent, truly treacherous stomach ache, but im being very brave about it, so pls ignore any typos as im fighting for my life fuck u taco bell :3)

1. stay consistent to my workout split!

this one is really important to me cuz lately ive been having a hard time staying consistent to my workouts; but I genuinely feel better after working out!! so I wanna make sure im not skipping any days and powering through this new year.

2. start listening to more podcasts when im bored (instead of doomscrolling)

at the moment, social media has been making me really sad. let's face it: im not as "relevant" as I used to be and I don't really have motivation or ideas like I used to when it comes to content creation; so doomscrolling makes me feel like im not doing enough. i always feel better after listening to a good self-help podcast, though. I'll link my current fav down below.

3. write more songs!

if u guys don't know this, im a songwriter and an aspiring (lowkey shitty) singer but nonetheless aspiring. writing songs is not only fun, but it's a hobby i can bring myself to do even when im depressed and don't feel like doing anything. sometimes depression can even help my songs be more interesting.

4. get tickets for a concert

when life gets really hard, I love going to a concert. music has always been my favorite thing in the world. it's a language that everyone can speak in my opinion. i love live shows! having a concert to look forward to during hard times helps me so much. so getting tickets, especially if the concert is late in the year, will help me stay even on my hardest days until the show.

5. do homework on time

I'm trying to be more honest, so I'm gonna tell yall the truth (even tho it's extremely embarrassing). i am so bad at school. I have like. 2.2 gpa, and at the moment, I can't get into my dream school that has a 95% acceptance rate. humiliating tbh. im homeschooled, and it's hard to be motivated to do homework, and once u miss one day, it all piles up. so I'm gonna try to do my homework on time to avoid this. it's my senior year in fall, and i don't want it to be bad.

6. stay off tiktok & twitter

tiktok and twitter have been making me feel so awful recently. even with my tiktok followers, it doesn't feel the same as it used to. i don't have the passion to make those really cool original videos i used to make. so until I find that spark again, im going to stay off the platform.

7. start posting 2 youtube and my podcast

my original plan when I started this whole social media thing almost 2 years ago, at this point, was to be a 2010s-style youtuber. my tiktok videos that I posted for fun were the ones that did numbers, though. i miss posting well thought out, youtube videos that I love, and im proud of. i miss using my podcast as an outlet to talk about my feelings and help people who feel the same way feel less alone. i want to get back into this habit next year.

8. say I love you more

regret is more powerful than gratefulness, and i don't wanna be the person who regrets not saying i love u to someone before something happens between us.

u will have an amazing new year. trust the process ♡

#girlblogging #girlblog #it girl #manifest #success #new year #new year new me #taylor swift #youtube #tiktok #influencer #influence #self help #positivity #explore #2010s #2014 grunge #2014 nostalgia #2014 revival #bring back 2014 #nostalgia #tumblr girl #lesbian #wlw #Spotify

[a4g]

i am so interested in the civilization-lifesteal spoke connection i need to know your thoughts what are your thoughts a4g please if you are so inclined to share every spoke thought ever

hi imnot into lifesteal smp anymore . but if i have a random spontaneous moment of interest ill add to this. im sorry

wait no. edit: i put it in the tags instead . when i get a random spur of interest again ill write something better

#mcyt makess me feel sick i only post for myself or friends idont watch anymroe havent watched in like a year so #sorry. #asks #but basically spoke civ god being spokes lssmp past #it directly influences his behavior and how he sees servers #also directly referenced in s3 ☝️with spoke and clown #seeing people fight and big wars for the end of servers . and repeats in with lifesteal. what he #observed and learned from civ events #and s4 . wormhole is just like bringing civ to lssmp #with many playsers and being in control #execpt a little different. since he is more violent and willing to be involved #the role has changed #hes not a observant god hes a guy who forced himself into a god position. #a new position that he’s involved in. its personal and hes violent #so yah 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 #spoke tag #hes used to being in control cause of civ and believes in cycles #but more violent and involved cause of lssmp influence #like he saidd i think. found it to be more fun to Cause problems. during life steal

[kimtaegis]

👋 2022

#I won’t go into detail about real life except that it was. well. a Trip #learned some things went through things. the year of baby steps I guess #BUT I wanna write some thoughts about my 2022 tumblr experience down #it was… also quite a Trip #positive first: learned to stay off this site when necessary! very important mental-health wise #my most used tag this year was my track tag! shoutout to everyone who’s been using it #you bring me much joy by sharing your creations with me. I appreciate it 🤍 #another shoutout to all the incredibly lovely people who’ve come to my inbox this year #I’ve been very lucky in that regard. 98% of my anons have been the kindest sweetest most eloquent people #and I’m happy to have been able to have super interesting thoughtful and respectful discussions from time to time #okay what else. oh HIGHLIGHT of my year here – my birthday ADFFGHJ #I felt so so so spoiled and couldn’t (still can’t) believe the amount of spectacular gif(t)s I got. made me feel stupidly happy oh my god #I learned a lot of new skills and techniques for gfx making. kept experimenting with different styles which has been fun! #gif making has turned more into a relaxing activity than something that makes me feel pressured and anxious #I dialed it down a bit compared to last year and I think that was a good decision as well #as for not so positive things. well. #of course there are the usual/ general ‘complaints’ like lack in interaction and the like #got my first proper anon hate in November. that was something #HUGE lesson I learned this year: just because someone states in their bio that they’re adults doesn’t mean they act like ones <3 #people can be very childish ruthless and simply not worth one’s effort #and a last thing that fits quite well to that: 9 out of 10 people do not care about you. not about your time and effort you put in content #not about whether you’re online or not. not about how you might feel when they say and do certain things #I think I need to learn how to embrace this kind of insignificance. be more audacious. find validation within myself #okay I’ll stop now #I wanna say thank you to all the lovely people who made this year on tumblr more enjoyable and who truly brighten the place up for me #I love you lots and wish you all the best for 2023 #it’s gonna be a hard year for me with lots of challenges and changes #and it’s nice to have this little space here where you can escape to from time to time #mwah. smooches to all of you. happy new year <3

[sillygooseesquire]

I have spent the last month absolutely plagued by demons (ADHD impulses telling me to just go and adopt a dog even though it's not a good idea with my current living situation) and today I finally submitted an application to volunteer as a dog walker with the local humane society instead. Everybody say good job vyvansebaby

#in college i told myself i would get a dog as soon as i graduated #but then i figured it was a bad idea to have to deal with a new dog in addition to the stress of starting law school #so i decided to wait another year #now here we are #and i am not good at self denial on my best days #and this is something ive been denying myself for NEARLY SIX YEARS #so you can imagine how much i am struggling #BUT #i will not bring a dog into an unsuitable living situation :( #i absolutely will not put myself in a position where i have to surrender a dog #and right now my apartment is just too small #and i dont have a yard #and also. perhaps most importantly #my roommate's cat is an evil violent high-anxiety ASSHOLE #and it would not be fair to either the cat OR the dog to force the two of them to coexist #SO I AM PUSHING MY SELF DISCIPLINE TO THE LIMITS #and doing some good volunteer work in the meantime 🙂

[ruinlost]

>Things I wish to do within the new year wirting wise update the google documents ,try and write more & work on my graphic skills and honestly just try and improve on my writing skills even if it ends up being a little bit

#[ooc;shut it velvet] #And really really try and work on my confidence cause its really needed #Christmas is so close as well as new years and its..a bit rough for me for irl reasons #but im trying to give myself something a bit positive to think on as well as go into the next year on a higher note! #its probably still early to bring new years thing up now but I needed to awufu

[lcpmon]

cant stop thinking abt this post as 3mmet after going thru the grief and realising hes been a bit of a dick for the past three years and needs to get back to how he used to be

#gilly speaks #no five stages of grief just year 1 denial with shock year 2 bargaining + anxiety #year 3 just pure frustration and overwhelming exhaustion before finally coming around to his loss when his funeral takes place #doesnt even get any relief from the funeral its just. ourgh. i guess i have to keep moving forward. not move on but theres nothing i can do #to bring my brother back #i love silly aus where he does stuff to get lngo back but true to their real selves i like when he just gets back to the subway or leaves #his position and travels to see the world and keep himself occupied with new experiences

[fourohfourlifenotfound]

I use compression gloves to handle my chronic pain. I get called "badass" for wearing them. This is irritating in ways I find hard to voice.

Like, my silly little compression gloves are far less badass than someone dealing with a mobility device in public. Those of you who do are badass for withstanding the ableism that those devices bring you.

I know this is completely obvious, but I think there's something to be said about encountering ableism for using assistive items because they don't fit into society's aesthetic standards. My compression gloves only look "badass" because, to the average member of society, they look vaguely like something they saw the caricature of a "punk/goth/emo" teen wearing

#disability #chronic pain #cripple punk #i hope im using this tag right. plz let me know if not #also if this post aint it please just ignore #ive been becoming disabled with chronic pain over the past year and im still very new and still learning #i recognize that im in an extremely privilaged position compared to many #which is kind what this post is about. realizing the privilage that my assistive items bring over others #anyways im still learning i think its just important to document these things as i realize them #looking back on this later down the line could give me insight into how much ive learned #status: 302

[arthur-r]

i have the most insane fucking news

#fafsa got reprocessed they gave me a pell grant and my college saw that and gave me 20 fucking thousand dollars of grants #i’m in a special club now too with a special name for Scholars with Exceptional Financial Need #i fucking THOUGHT so. was terrifying when they gave me zero dollars and i am so glad it was a mistake #anyway i told my teacher this and he says it’s cause i manifested it…. #i would say that my anxiety around the matter was not the kind of energy that brings in good things. but maybe i was secretly being positive #idk shdhdf it did arrive like five seconds after i decided i should commit anyway and figure out how to make it work #so then the universe said oh you’re actually gonna do it?? maybe i’ll save you from the hundred thousand dollars of debt actually #maybe college can be actually a possibility for you without ruining your life forever #so anyway everything is freaking incredible now and everything is okay #and i needed this. cause things have been getting worse and worse at home so like. positive news from an outside source is very much needed #i fucking knew i qualified for a pell grant and financial assistance i felt like i was being gaslit #they literally just miscalculated my family contribution. thought my dad must be funneling his income into something illegal cause we do not #have the money that the fafsa told me we did. but it was literally just fucking wrong and everything is okay #and my dad came into my room crying a couple days ago saying he wants to do everything he can to help me with my loans as soon as he’s done #with paying off his own or once they get forgave in a couple years. so arthur supportive father arc i guess. SHDHDHDF #that graph benji made about my dad getting less transphobic over time it’s coming true. guy put prefer not to answer in the gender section #of a form and he HOVERED OVER THE TRANS BUTTON. that’s insane coming from having screamed at each other about trans issues since before i #even knew that i was trans my dad and i had gotten in screaming debates about queerness and now he keeps saying weird stuff about how he #wants my life to be good. which is fucking baseline father behavior that’s what you’re supposed to get out of a dad but like. i have always #felt like i’m either drenched in expectations or that he just can’t wait for me to leave. so this is really good progress. and with the #financial aid that means that he’s actually going to be able to help. do you understand what this means my dad can help pay off my couple #thousand dollars of loans that are gonna be left over (cause now that they noticed i need aid it’s so fucking cheap) and do you fucking know #do you know what this means. i’m sorry for swearing i don’t know why i am. but what this means is. i won’t be in thousands of dollars of #debt when i graduate or i will be but the monthly payment will be so low and. i can get fucking top surgery is what this means. and go on t #i thought i was gonna be in so much debt that i couldn’t. but its gonna be like. a couple thousand dollars a year something insane like that #so foreseeably i could be getting top surgery by the time i’m 24. that’s insane i can’t even imagine #so anyway. just. everything is going to be okay and there’s actually hope in the world and i’m going insane #obviously saying this can very easily jinx me to literally never ever be happy. but i’m gonna take the manifesting route actually shdhdhf #my life will be So Good Forever. i Believe This Wholeheartedly. Good Things Will Come To Me #anyway i’m gonna run out of tags in a couple seconds but i really needed this you have no idea. i hope everybody is doing well