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#bc shes doing so well and it was so nice of these parents to think of me
the-meme-monarch · 4 months
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do you think there could be a weird route with your oc ham? maybe like RadioRaze or something? anyways have a good day!!! :)
i like to think a weird route with ham would be pretty much impossible bc ham is a kinda stubborn and maybe-a-little-mean-on-purpose 12 year old with no allegiances NDNDNHSJ she’d find out lancer was in your inventory and just talk to him the whole time and ignore you and the only reason he doesn’t immediately ditch you for trying to tell her what to do is bc lancer is there and he wants to talk to him bc he seems like fun. have a good day too :]
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why is everything (showing other people respect. being patient and kind. not flying off the handle about stupid things. emotional regulation and self-control. et cetera.) so easy when I'm not around my parents and so so so so hard when I AM around them?
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kirkwallguy · 2 months
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What class and romance interests are your Warden, Hawke and Inquisitor?
omg thank you for giving me an excuse to talk about them
warden: matila amell is a blood mage / failed arcane warrior (bad at holding a sword), morally she's very good but interpersonally she's blunt and everyone is SO scared of her. she romances leliana but it's not actually super serious so she breaks up with her in a letter like a week after they agree to go long distance. she was also a little bit in love with morrigan though and will never actually get over it.
hawke: marcus hawke is a warrior and reaver, he only gets one specialisation because neither of the other two really make sense for him. he's very abrasive and rude and rivals everyone except isabela and the mages; he and varric have this really weird relationship where varric is obviously in love with him and marcus is trying to ignore it. and ofc he romances anders and they run off into the sunset to have a surprisingly normal relationship after the explosion.
inquisitor: mary trevelyan is a rogue archer. i think she's also a tempest but the rogue specialisations are weird in inq. she romances cullen because her family are very religious and she pretty much always assumed she was going to have to marry someone templar-related anyway. playing her is the only way i can feel bad for cullen because he's SO nice to her and she's just not feeling it at all. she absolutely leaves him the second she disbands the inquisition. sorry cullen.
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clownboy-yeehonk · 5 months
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mechawolfie · 1 year
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i cant believe i never finished this omg.. these are my rottmnt ocs
#smudgy.png#rottmnt#the dog's name is una & the cat's name is duma i made them when i was like#13 then revived them when rise came out#una was originally a radiocative oc. if anyone remembers that. god#una is a dogo argentino & she was a champion fighting dog that ended up getting mutated#she has a sister whos much smaller & weaker than her & wasn't treated well by their owners bc of that#she was also mutated#but they ended up going their separate ways bc una with her new powers was determined to get revenge on the humans#& her sister (momo's her name i think??)#just wanted to go & live her life#they both have similar powers of like always secreting this toxic goo just in different places#una from her mouth (the muzzle which was on her when she mutated & is fused to her face kind of keeps that in check)#& momo from her hands (so she wears gloves)#duma's a yokai hes also like 14 & is the sweetest boy in the world#but una is so nice to him so he follows her around & helps her terrorize the humans#basically shes his mom now & they love each other very much#fun fact i named her una bc i thought the doberman from beverly hills chihuahua was rly cool & thought it was#soo cool that his name meant The Devil (i was a depressed kid w christian parents)#so i was like well i wanna do that. so i gave her a name that meant One#why i didnt just name her smth else that meant devil i dont. know#i think i just liked how the word uno looked but wanted to make it a Girl Name so made it una instead#momo is just a nickname for mimzy basically#i named her after the movie rabbit but thought it sounded too weird so went w momo instead
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mainfaggot · 3 months
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another shit fucking day but in the most casual way possible bc all i did was sulk study cry study sulk and finally, sulk in the shower. chai next and then bed . fuck my stupid baka life forrealsies
#i almost had an argument w my mother over nothing at one point bc i was so anxious about nothing and everything at once and well#i keep thinking. idk what im doing anything for anymore#like when we were arguing i was like wait what if she brings up how shes giving me a ride to uni multiple times this week#and then i was like wait if she says that. I'll just tell her not to. and then ill skip class. and then ill drop my classes and get a refund#and then ill drop out of uni. and then ill kill myself!#mind you i was thinking about all of this and the argument didnt even go in that direction in the end bc it was over very quickly#ljke. what ks wrong with me#i keep thinking that if my parents get pissed at me for being good for nothing despite me trying my hardest not to be#i really will end it all finally like Actually#bc i dont understand anymore. why are they paying for my stupid medication and tuition#theyre too nice to me#i know they expect me to send them money in their ideal imagined scenario in which i get a good job after getting a masters degree#and i know they expect that I'll take care of them when theyre old bc in their ideal. imagined. scenario. i 1) dont off myself in the next#few years 2) am not a lesbian who ruins the whole family dynamic by coming out and 3) get a well paying job and a husband#so. so yeah#but right NOW theyre nice to me and they take care of me but also i think everything is pointless but i try anyway because they take care#of me and they want me to be well but how am i supposed to be Get Well if i don't believe in myself#like i dont think thats possible really.#maybe a tiny bit? like maybe i won't be Well but i can be better. yeah i can do that#so i guess thats why im still trying#but then it's like. being Better is so. marginally different from being at rock bottom in a way#like yeah its significant improvement clinically but to me it's still casually miserable in its own unique way bc it's better but its still#very much present lingering choking me etc#so that brings me to the following:#im trying so hard but for what exactly? 'just keep going!' but at what cost? but why when im still like this?#z.post
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littlepetbee · 1 year
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six-of-ravens · 7 months
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finally made that list of things I want to do on my week-and-a-half off! It's mainly boring stuff: errands to run and super-early Christmas shopping and all that, or family stuff. My brain is complaining bc it's like "waaaah I just wanna spend a week on the couch playing video games!!" but I know from experience if I do that I'll feel like I wasted the week 😂 Also most of this stuff will only take a couple hours all told, I just decided to do it on my week off bc otherwise it'll be so hard to motivate myself to get out.
Last year when I took the week off I did a whole bunch of cooking and stocked up the freezer for a few weeks, which was a great idea, but since my holidays are right after Thanksgiving this year and the weather is still relatively warm, idk if I'll feel like cooking much. Still gonna try and stock the freezer up a bit tho!
(also yes I did get roped into doing work teambuilding on my week off. everyone got super hype for this VR room thing but then half the office was sick this week and there are people on vacation the next 3 weeks, so I caved and said I'd just meet them at the place. I have very little Get Out And Do Fun Things activities books anyways so I should just go and Have Fun. Not like I'd be paying for it...)
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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year
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#ok. i just need to express something that is genuinely v funny to me#i was having dinner with my family and idk my sister asked my parents who their fave kid was and they were like idk we have no fave#and my other sister heard this like: oooo r we comparing whos the favorite? and of us 3 i think she things shes the best#bc her ego is huge and shes v self involved so i was like: y do u think u r the favorite? and she said: i make the most money. im the most#successful. im the best looking. im thr fastest. i have the best social skills#and thr fact that she listed being thr fastest runner as a reason she should b thr favorite kid is extremely funny to me. like is this a#physical race lmao???? also i dont think she has thr best social skill my youngest sister has lots of friends and is a teacher for small#kids. i think her social skills r better and shes wayyyyy nicer. and i pointed out that shes an abrasive person to b around and she was#like: well yeah i dont treat my friends like i treat u guys. which is extremely true. everyone things shes so nice. but its like. if u kno#ur being horrible to us y do u do it??? like i change my behavior to avoid being made fun of by u??? u make me think the world is a worse#place bc ur point of view is so judgemental. also u r extremely bratty and entitled and i dont understand. u r the only one of us 3 like#this??? all my negative self talk sounds word for word like the things u say. and after this trip ill probably add *baby voice* whats#wrong? r u too scared? to the list. idk i really dont get her. she didnt even kno i was starting my phd in the fall. i dont think she#initiated any conversation with me this whole trip#also she makes like 60k a year routing trucks for pepsi which is fucking unhinged to me. like bro it does not sound hard at all and in the#fall ill b making a barley livable wage busting my ass as a grad student. the work to pay ratio is way unbalanced#whatever. she isn't a horrible person. she is very funny. both my sisters r tbh and no one makes me laugh like them#which just makes me sad that we dont connect. anyway. im done bitching for now. ill have positive things to say later once i get back#into the swing of things#unrelated
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mechieonu · 2 years
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i'm genuinely wondering what, if any, the plan was for william and baby/elizabeth's relationship
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pepprs · 2 years
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posts like that break my stupid fucking heart lol. i hate being in this situation and i hate that i hate it because im convinced im delusional about how bad it is right now and that it’s my fault for being a terrible selfish daughter and also it could be SO much worse. but no im not entirely terrible or selfish and yes this situation is bad even if it’s not the absolute worst it’s ever been or ever could be. i know we’re working on fixing some parts of it but that does not negate that i am living a suffocated life right now and never have fully known that freedom even when i haven’t lived in this house and still have so much work to do to finally get it and im so overwhelmed by this that i keep putting it off and running away
#purrs#also it’s like.. how does ANYONE live without the autonomy and shit you inevitably get as an adult. or the way people take you seriously#more and give you space and stuff. because i know i will miss some aspects of living like this but i think life after this will be so much b#better and freer. yeah it’s scary to make your own choices and move your own ways but also ummmm i am not living in a good situation and#there are so many fucked up things happening here. also i was gonna say something else ughhhh what was it. omg#OH yeah well idk if this was The thing but my parents don’t want me to ever have a place of my own bc they’re worried about my safety. i am#also worried about my safety but i think maybe i would like some independence. and i can’t work it out in my head lol#OHHHHH WAIT i remember. ok. so also. im 23 years old. my mom moved out of her parents home when she was 25 but she was already like dating a#and stuff and i.. well you know. but it’s like im 23 but i don’t think im even going to be able to afford a place of my own that is also#nice to live in. so i am going to have to find a roommate which is fine and also i want one anyway bc again i think it’s safer living w#other ppl and not just me and i just have to make sure that my future roommate/s are like.. not as bad as my 2 roommates i had on campus LOL#but it’s like I don’t think im going to be able to even split the cost for a place that is more than just bedrooms a bathroom and a common a#area. and ite like. when in my life if at all am i going to have other rooms to furnish besides my own bedroom. and when in my life am i#gonna be acceptable to my parents to live by myself. and when in my life do i stop talking to them every single day and depending on them fo#for every single decision. when in my life is my mom gonna treat my 40 h/w job (that in fairness i just started and technically haven’t EVEN#starred) with the same seriousness as my dad’s 40 h/w job. and when in my life is this fucking pandemic gonna end so i can go to conferences#and not be a burden or a disappointment and when in my life am i gonna find a life partner etc etc etc. i know i sound naive ungrateful#entitled etc etc and i don’t know what to say about that other than that my mom would think the same and already does lol but im tired of#longing and i would like to be able to function at a bare minimum level of freedom and comfort <3#delete later#also my parents don’t want me living in the city on top of not wanting me to live independently. so. lol <3
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officialtokyosan · 2 years
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dude ive been like hella depressed over how my teachers and adults treated me like shit or were hard on me as a kid or had no sympathy for me not because there was something wrong with me but because they were racist
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birbfeedersart · 2 years
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until now i've never even considered xiancheng as a ship?? like, i feel as though wwx's love for jc is an integral part of his character, and i do wish they'd had a better resolution in both mdzs & cql (unless something happened in the extras?? never got a chance to read them 😅) and tbh i am quite fond of both of their characters, but it never occurred to me to ship them. even with the golden core transfer. bc i would absolutely dig out my solidified soulstuff and give it to my little sister if she needed it. it's not even a question, i wouldn't give it a second thought. as an act of brotherly love the golden core transfer makes perfect sense to me. my sister, like jc, has the sort of personality where if she's got no ''''natural talent'''' she thinks she's not good enough, so she gives up. i've......never really been like that?? not being good at things has never actually STOPPED me from doing things. maybe i wouldn't perform for strangers, but i wouldn't stop. so i wouldn't feel the loss of it as much--or if i did, at least i could handle it better. i'd still be all right. i'd find a way. i always do.
however. the inherent romanticism of it. as a romance trope it is. yes yes very good. i like it. i like that. a lot. and ofc the old trope of shixiong/shidi (woh/shl my beloved!!) is also very welcome to me. perhaps if xiancheng had been endgame, maybe i would have liked mdzs/cql better?? idk, i'm not even sure why i don't like it as much as i'd hoped i would... 😩
#it's not bc i don't like lwj!! he's a good character himself#and seems like a nice fellow besides!!#it's just... i really don't like the lan sect tbh#the cloud recesses is just....awful.#all those rules....it's kind of nauseating to me#it's just so restrictive#and when i think of a free spirit like wwx spending all his time there#being stifled#i just...! ugh. no. do not want. i know he's not really imprisoned there or anything#but even if he IS allowed to be himself.....nobody else is. THEY still have to follow all the rules. THEY are still stifled. and being urse#urself around someone who can't is just so awkward#i used to know someone like that as a kid#i used to feel so guilty#that i could just be and she couldn't. bc she was chained by her strict parents#even when they weren't around. idk maybe my parents let me run too wild?? i might be the problem!! i have a real distaste for authority! i#i am a hooligan!! a ne'er do well!!#none of the cloud recesses stuff is actually lwj's fault anyway#i think i just resent the fact that it seems like he LIKES it. and that just??? does not compute???#i have a harder time identifying with him than with some of the other characters#i really don't dislike him!! or lxc for that matter!!#i just think the cloud recesses is fecking lame#lotus pier is so much cooler#birb says#fandom meta#xiancheng#mdzs/cql i WANT TO LOVE U#but i just.....can't?? ;A;#i'm sorry ;A;#ok ok i REALLLLYYY need to get back to drawing#i'm colouring it now it's nearly done
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fondcrimes · 3 days
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last weekend my mom showed my artwork from the literal 8th grade to my uncles and did the whole bragging while accusing me of wasting my talents thing so I think I need to scrounge up some family friendly inoffensive RECENT art for her while I’m feeling inspired after like 2 years of nothing maybe she’ll get off my case finally lolol 😅😅😅😅
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babygirlvanitas · 2 months
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Mother Dearest is actively working on getting me and my sibling a therapist but i dont know why she decided to take action about this only /after/ we visited our older sister in the hospital... Little Fucked Up... But Okay
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#ok so i know this girl#who's nice and everything#but shes kinda like. me if i was successful. who i was supposed to be#shes pursuing baking and shes doing better with the kid business thing than i did#shes graduating hs soon and she just turned 16#it was always my goal to graduate at 16 and i did but it was a few months later than i would've liked#i was closer to 17#and she supposedly has social anxiety#and i feel like shes become the poster child for it#her parents talk about it a lot so everyone knows#and I just get the vibes that everyone's like. well SHE has such 🥺 horrible 🥺 terrible 🥺 social 🥺 anxiety 🥺#but she still does xyz. she can do xyz. she's very bubbly and talkative#and then they look at me like ??? THATS how someone with social anxiety is supposed to act ?? what is that Freak ?#also less importantly but very annoyingly . she's 'likes' Taylor bc its popular#but again. her and her parents are really loud. so somehow she's the Taylor Swift girl#which. i dont necessarily want to be the Taylor Swift girl#but she's such a tiktok entitled wheres rep tv thinks she knows everything kind of fan#and her mom especially tries to relate to me and my mom like omggg we're All Swifties™!!#and im just like. girlypop we are not the same. its not BAD to be a new fan but i know where it came from and it wasn't interest in taylor#this is my full time career. dont talk to me like we're the same 💀#BUT ANYWAY. she works at a bakery#(which at first was a little upsetting bc i was like how did this 16yo child get a baking job when im over here suffering#but its not a baking job lol its a counter job. so its not like she took a baking job from me 😭)#but apparently her boss asked if she knew anyone whod be interested in working there#and she said me#which is very nice!!#i told her to tell the boss im interested in a part time decorating job#and she wants to meet me !!#i havent talked to her personally yet so#wait im out of space. continuing in next post. im just rambling dont mind me
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