My father, who is extremely *technologically challenged*, unironically to some decent candid pictures while we hiked the Buffalo Canyon Trail in Kentucky!
I find myself depressed, worn down and stagnant. I thought getting out of the military would fix that. In some ways it did. It was a step in the right direction. I got married, moved home, bought a house, got a great well paying job and have a precious daughter on the way. All of these things bring me immense happiness and make my heart full. But I still feel that I lack purpose. I lack drive, discipline, integrity and pride. I find myself yearning for a sense of understanding and self worth. Where does one find that? Where does one find their inner peace. My soul feels like it's drifting aimlessly. I don't care how goofy that sounds. It's the only way I can attempt to put it in words. I feel without course in stagnant waters.
Got tagged by THE @crazy-redneckgirl. Take your pic people, I can do both. I'm tagging @lilylotuses and @miborn94, and any other of your lovely mofos out there that feel the world needs to see your face! Btw add me on SC nerds: seifert928
Me and the boys were at this hole in the wall dive bar last night and the guy who was supposed to come in and sing was a no show. So i got up there and sung my damn heart out for a few songs. Everybody in the bar seemed to love it and i had them all singing along. Even had a few people buy me drinks! I know it don't mean shit but i thought it was cool as hell. I might start singing more. I used to when i was a kid a lot but i dont like singing in front of people now. We'll see if i can get over that and chase this dream!
The end of the sting, a familiar sound turned so strange. The feeling of hurt as the strings rang. Shift calloused fingers to to the chords of broke lyrics and honest words. My mind races to lines, that remind me of better times.