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chicken-fifi · 8 months
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Junho (2pm) Headcanon | He Has Amnesia
Pairing: Lee Junho x GF!Reader
Requested by anon: hello! can i request amnesiac!junho x gf!reader 2pm please? thank you
Genre: angst
Warning: as i was writing pregnancy decided to come into my mind to make this even more heartbreaking, sorry but this can always be ignored in an expansion, it was just a sudden thing as i was writing
A/n: ngl, you guys have been requesting some really sad content, or at least it feels that way while i'm writing everything. on a lighter note, i 100% thought this was a request with a sexual prompt for the october event at 12:57am on a tuesday (🥴). this is a kind reminder for everyone to get an acceptable amount of sleep and not deprive your body of proper rest. because if you do, you will think that completely innocent words are somehow pornographic or something like that. anyways, happy reading (i will be mentioning this at the beginning of the headcanons because i am not actually sure how many of you read the author's note but i find this too funny not to share).
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Before I get into this, I need to tell you the brain fart that happened to me as I was preparing this headcanon
My brain, at 12:57am on a Tuesday was convinced that amensiac was some sort of sexual term and this was meant to be a request for the October event (ie. something sexual)
It was not
Google has to correct me
MOVING ON
How does dear Junho end up in this situation anyways?
Well...
I've decided that during a drama shoot, some part of the set falls apart
Maybe a beam or some sort of wooden design that is very heavy
It's falling with a trajectory straight towards one of the child actors on set
He's the closest and manages to push the child out of the way but the prop, beam, set thingy falls on him and knocks him unconscious
Why this?
Well, I played a game a lot time ago and this happened and it just popped into my head
Any who, his manager calls you immediately to let you know what just happened and you agree to meet up at the hospital
His family and some of the guys are also on their way after you and his manager began making calls to let people know before they found out through dispatch
You're first to arrive at the hospital but you can't get passed the front desk of the emergency room until his sister gets there and his manager comes to get both of you taking you to the room where your boyfriend his hooked up to all sorts of machines with bandages around his head
(i swear this is not a kdrama)
Eventually everyone who is able to get there arrives and is huddled in the hospital room attempting to comfort one another
At some you and his sister step outside to get away from it all for a few moments when his mother yelps out that he's awake
Rushing back in you immediately go to an empty space beside him asking him if he's alright, hand reaching out before he flinches away
"Who are you?"
You never thought your heart could shatter with only three words, but there you were frozen
And it wasn't just you, everyone was shocked
Moreso because Junho had been talking extensively about his future with you
So this was a shock
He loved you
And now he'd forgotten you?
"I'm your girlfriend?"
He still just stares at you in confusion before looking at his mother
"Can you ask this woman to leave?"
It was his tone that sucked the life out of the room completely
But you wasted no time in exiting the room heading to the end of the hallway and standing there in complete shock
Someone joins you eventually but you can't be bothered to process who it is as you stand there lost in your thoughts
Mainly because if he can't remember who you are
How is he going to be okay with the fact that you two live together
Even worse, the fact that you had just found out you were pregnant that morning with his baby
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wooseokkies · 2 years
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just wanted to say i don't articulate myself well so i love reading peoples meta/opinions on shows and i love what u said about ep 13/14 and i hope you're right, they're too precious not to make it work. i hope youngwoo takes into account junho's feelings more and not just decide things without talking and i hope junho sees how all these outside factors (esp ppl in his life) does affect her *sigh* but im also worried about the rest of the storylines cus what is even going on with 2 eps left? ;-;
Hello anon!! :)
I agree with you. I'm really hoping that Youngwoo comes to realise that she is a person deserving of love. Love from Junho, in particular, haha. And that her mountain of self-doubt fades away with time, with Junho's help. Definitely, they can't change opinions of them. And hopefully they focus more on themselves and how they should overcome such challenges. I mean, Youngwoo gets affected by opinions of her BECAUSE of the mere fact that she loves Junho that much. Because she wants him to be happy, and doesn't want to be the reason for his sadness. BUT YOUNGWOO GURL YOU NEED TO SEE THAT URI JUNHO IS THE HAPPIEST WHEN HE'S WITH YOU....
With regards to the storyline, though, I'm curious to see how they will resolve everything by the time episode 16 rolls around. There are so many subplots still left hanging -- Tae Sumi's beef with Hanbada boss, Tae Sumi's crap thing with Kwon Minwoo, Minwoo and Suyeon's (BLEARGH!!) thingie, Attorney Jung's illness, Attorney Jung's ex-wife...... gosh, it's a lot to cover.
Honestly, part of me thinks that they might leave an open ending for some of those subplots for a possible second season? If not, it'll be a total rush covering all those in 2 episodes not to mention there'll be a law case to go through as well.
But I'M THOROUGHLY HOPING FOR OUR BABIES YOUNGWOO AND JUNHO THAT EVERYTHING WILL FALL INTO PLACE PLEASEEEE I'M BEGGING
Yknow, I'm hoping that Junho does something when he sees Youngwoo getting mobbed by those reporters in the next episode. Or perhaps his talk with Youngwoo's appa will help him see the light. OR JUNHO JUST PLEASE BEAR MYEONGSEOK'S WORDS IN MIND 😢
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aquagustd · 2 years
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the gasp i let out when i found out sora is yang's daughter.... are u FUCKING fr jungkook ??? FUCK HIM FUCJ YANG AND FUCK HER TOO !!! this is so sick and twisted. his stupid hot headed ass blowing up on everybody oh my god get a load of that! embarrassing!! im not gonna lie that situation looked really bad for oc and i feel sad for jk because she did end up moving on from "waiting" for him but then again how could he ask so much of her?? to abandon the baby?? even if he wasnt his. shitty asf. he failed the good man test. like dude u really left for two years with no contact! you couldve been dead!! and what the hell dude now this mess with the hacking omg. idc if jk knows it was her he had it coming. im about to be team tae 100% because hie jungkook is so damn stupid. stupid ass mf. hes fucking up his own life and better have some sort of BIGGGG redemption arch otherwise this wont do. im over his tiny goldfish brain. this changed EVERYTHING in my book and i was lowkey rooting for u jk we all were!!! 😭 ugh despicable! now u have some nerve playing both women. and he fucking sucks bringing junho around all that violent shit. if he escaped yang then why the actual fuck would he still have even the slightest connection to that damn family. hmm lets see NICE ONE JK!!! lets just get engaged to his DAUGHTER. lets put ur son in continuous danger. how u gonna run away then come back. bruh. 😐im starting to think hes nothing but a fucking coward. running away from everything!! SICK!! "sora and i wouldnt have happened if u had agreed to come with me" LEWSERRRR!!! STILL BLAMING UR FAMILY FUCK YOU YOURE SUPPOSED TO PROTECT THEM NOT FLEE!!! LIKE DID U EVEN LOVE HER? GOD IF U JUST WANT A FUCKING SIDEKICK THEN YEAH LEAVE 🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻did u see how FAST he switched up too?? kissin sora and callin her baby i hate u fr
cant believe this is affecting me sm 😭😭😂😂 goinf through sm grief lord. i want jk bad bc hes hot and technically the father but now im just so appalled. poor oc. poor junho. even yoongi man. breaking my heart 💔 this is the juiciest most beautiful story ever. i guess we will see who survives....
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pls rio i feel so shitty i’m only seeing this now 😭😭 ALL YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID !! HE LEFT WITH RADIO SILENCE. then expected oc to just leap into his arms 😭😭 up to today he’s still up to shit. trying to toy with oc’s feelings but planning a wedding too 😒
jk just ran tbh. ran from his problems and a coward like you said 🤚🏻🤚🏻 ahhhh thank u babes 🥺 ig we’ll see who makes it in the end 🤩
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aggwaseon · 8 months
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But this time I wasn't teasing you! I was as serious as possible! Hearing you say that you like me really made me happy... Plus, I really meant it that I'd totally let you on top if you took me out on a romantic date... Pfft! You are such an unfair boyfriend, I swear! Getting my hopes up like that, then taking your word bsck right the next minute... Who is the meanie one now, huh? I hope you are happy, because now i am sad. Is that what you wanted, Junho babe? To makd me sad? :(
Weren't you saying just moments ago that you were on your way to my place? You better be there, on my bed, when I get back... Pleasuring yourself for me or not, I am still going to give you that spanking for turning me on like that! I had to get out of the meeting to go to the bathroom because I couldn't concentrate at all anymore... I'll send you a picture to see for yourself what you've done to me! Anyways, luckily, the meeting is almost over... Be a patient baby and wait for me, okay? I really need you...
And what word? Now you're making me very curious!
You know I’m only teasing you, right? Xuan, I definitely do not want to make you sad. That’s the last thing I want to do. Even if I’m the way I am, a cold hearted man— I want to make sure I at least can keep you happy. That smile looks great on you after all, plus knowing I’m the reason for that smile, even better.
I’m at your place now. Stop being so cocky or I’ll actually change my mind. I want to see this photo. Now! Send me this photo or you’ll find me asleep on your bed, instead of naked and pleasuring myself.
Love. That word. Maybe you don’t want to hear it.
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callaawrites · 3 years
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15. things you said with too many miles between us --- For Taeju x Female Reader. Thanks!
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Things you said with too many miles between us. Track 15 - Love In the Dark
Warnings: None, just angst above the cut and under the cut I’M SORRY
 It feels like we're oceans apart There is so much space between us Baby, we're already defeated Everything changed me And I don't think you can save me
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You know it's him before he even speaks.
You answer the call — Unknown Caller, the screen reads — without even a second of hesitation. You hold the phone to your ear with a trembling hand. You wait.
It's sad, isn't it? It seems that's all you do these days.
The first thing he says is your name.
The relief is evident in his voice when he murmurs it on the other end of the line. Your heart seizes in your chest at the familiar sound. It wraps around the syllables of your name like a childhood blanket. Soft and familiar and warm, even after all this time.
(You are a child, coming home after a blustering day, the sun already gone down but the lights on and dinner on the table. You are a flower, winter-beaten and wilted, turning your face up to the first spring sun. It has been so cold without him. It is so warm, when he's by your side.)
You hate how much you love it.
"Don't say my name," you finally reply, voice as shaky as your hands. "You don't get to say my name."
His voice, as warm as it is, comes resigned.
"I know."
This only angers you even more. You grip your phone as tightly as you can, shocked that it has not crumbled already in your hold. You've already shattered in his.
"It's been nine days, Jung Taeju," you grit into the phone. All I do is wait for you. "Choi Mujin's face has been all over the news. I had to hear about the attack from the girls at the bar and — and I haven't even seen you in nine days. I haven't heard from you in nine days. Are you even in Seoul anymore? Do you even care? I thought you had died."
Silence stretches between you two, like the distance of his absence for the last few agonizing days.
( Unnie, didn't you hear? Dongcheon was busted last night. Choi Mujin's been handed over to the police. A rival gang ambushed the gym too. Four people died. Taeju oppa didn't call you yet? Are you — do you think — they didn't announce any of the deceased yet, could he… )
And then: "I'm not in Seoul," is the only question he chooses to answer.
He continues before you can stop him.
"I won't be able to come back to Seoul for a long time. I won't be able to come by for family dinners on Sundays and I won't be able to pick you up after you've had too much to drink after work," his voice is slow. Measured. Matter-of-fact and rational — as if he's listing off an unfinished to-do list and not hammering in the final nails in the coffin of this misguided romance, about to die at his hands once and for all. "You always get sick in December, so make sure you dress more warmly then. I've arranged flowers for your mother's memorial service already, so don't be surprised when they're delivered. Junho has already been by your apartment today while you were working to change the locks on your door. Gangjae has been taken care of. He won't be able to hurt you again."
You wonder if maybe you shouldn't have picked up this phone call after all.
At least, then, you'd still be allowed to wait.
At least, then, you'd still believe he'd come back to you after this long, long winter.
"Your sister's hospital bill has been paid. I moved some funds to your bank account too. You should be able to return to your classes by next semester. I had — I had Junho fix the lightbulb in your kitchen. I'm sorry I didn't get to do it for you when you asked," he continues. Taeju clears his voice once. The words come out tighter now. "The police will be looking for me. Tell them… tell them you had nothing to do with me."
The tears are hot down your face.
"You didn't know me," Taeju's voice is firm. He doesn't sound like the person you had known anymore.
The last time you had heard his voice, he had been murmuring your name, kissing your temple, pulling the blankets back up to your chin as he slipped out of your warm bed. You had known him then. He had loved you then.
You angrily wipe the tears off your face.
No. No, he loves you now too.
You won't let him erase that truth away.
"— They wont bother you if that's the case. We were careful, so just — live as if you'd never met me. As if you'd never known me. You'll live better that way —"
"Don't tell me how to live my life, Jung Taeju," you finally cut him off, your voice watery but firm. He has not given you a single chance to speak, to argue, to protest. You won't let him interrupt you now either. "I'm not touching your money. I'll pay for my sister's bill on my own. You already promised to be at my mother's memorial service, so deliver the flowers yourself."
The way he whispers your name after breaks you.
"Don't do this," he whispers, voice as broken as you feel. Gone is the facade, the nonchalance, the professionalism. Taeju's voice is soft and ragged, wrapping around you like unfinished silk. "Don't be like this. Please. I need to keep you safe—"
"Then keep me safe yourself," you bite back, angry and afraid and aching.
Maybe it's better that he's not in Seoul.
He'd feel terrible, if he saw you crying like this.
"I'm going to wait for you," you promise vehemently. You are the winter flower, sturdy and resilient and strong as you wait for spring. You are his girl — only his — who will wait all her days, just to see him come home. You're strong enough. He has loved you so deeply and so thoroughly that you will be strong enough to weather this storm. "So come back when… when this has all passed. When you've fixed all of this. Come back to me."
You hang up before you can hear his answer — before he can protest or agree or anything else in between.
You've made your choice. His opinion on it is irrelevant.
You will wait.
No matter what. No matter how long it takes.
Come back to me.
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whale-minmin · 3 years
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Hi
Could you do a ikon and tbz reaction when their S/O have miscarriage?
Thank you💞
iKON reaction to S/O having a miscarriage
Genre : angst
tw : miscarriage
a/n : i'll publish the boyz version soon! ♡
Jay :
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· He won't know what to say. He'll just stand there, processing the news you just gave him
· He still clearly remembers how big your smile was when you found out you were pregnant and now it all broke down
· He'll gently hold you in his arms, letting you cry on his shoulder
· “It's okay.. I'm here. Please be strong for me, okay?”
· He'll be showering you with affection, caring for you all day
Song :
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· At first it'll feel like a lucid dream to him, it's just so unreal
· You two were so happy before, literally talking about the little life inside you 24/7
· He'll comfort you, not letting you say anything as he presses you into his chest and lets you cry everything out
· “It's alright.. It's not your fault. It's no one's. It'll be okay, i love you so much, Y/N”
· The next day he'll return from work with your favorite flowers, comforting you again
Bobby :
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· He'll trap you in his arms, carressing your head gently
· He can't help but also shed tears, knowing that you were so happy for the little one but you're not going to meet it
· “Shhh, baby. There'll be another time, yeah? I know you'll be the best mother ever~
· Although it's hard he'll smile for you as he comforts you, telling you it's going to be okay
B.I :
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· He'll be heartbroken and speechless, wrapping his arms around you
· Words are stuck in his throat as he holds you, gently carressing your back as you cry
· You already bought all the baby things, and now it felt like everything was gone
· “Shh.. It's not your fault. We can get through this together. You need to be strong for me, okay?”
· The sight of you being so sad will also make him break down, knowing how excited you were for the baby
DK :
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· Over the weeks you both have been preparing so much, ready to become the best parents ever
· And the news of the miscarriage made him lose all the hope he had
· He'll put on a straight face for you, but inside he's a mess
· You were already imagining your little son or daughter cuddling with you and now it all broke down
· “It's okay. When it's time, i know you'll be the best mom the world could see”
Junhoe :
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· He'll feel his knees going weak, his face turning pale
· “No.. Are you sure? It must be a mistake, it can't be–”
· Once he notices the countless tears sliding down your cheeks, he'll know it's very much real
· He'll hold you in his arms, biting the inside of his cheek not to break down
· You had so much plans for the baby, you were so overjoyed and now everything was gone
· He'll comfort you as much as you need, making sure you're not blaming yourself for it
Chanwoo :
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· When he sees you leaving the doctor's office in tears, he'll instantly rush to you
· “What is it? Are you in danger? Is it in danger? Shh, tell me about it”
· After you tell him it's miscarriage, he'll feel like a tight rope is tied around his neck
· He won't say a word, just hugging you tightly and letting you cry on his shoulder
· He'll try to be strong for you but he knows well he can't
· He was so excited with you before, buying all the children books he could possibly get and now it's just.. gone
❀❀❀❀❀ a/n ❀❀❀❀❀
Thank you for the request, i hope you like it ♡
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None of the gifs are mine!
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7wanderingpaws · 3 years
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Always, yours (4)
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Word count: 5.5K
Warnings: language
tags: @geniusloey​ (let me know if you want to be added!)
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Baekhyun blinked a couple of times, not taking notice of the baby cries gradually ceasing to quiet whimpers in the background.
“How can I help you?” he asked the stranger but before he could properly look into the stranger's eye, he saw the distraction in them. Baekhyun frowned, looking back over his shoulder to see you peeking out of the babies' room.
“I'm Lee Junho,” said your trainer, watching as Baekhyun turned back to face him. “I came to see your wife.”
“In what matter?” asked Baekhyun, confused and a little perplexed as to why was someone like him looking for you?
“She forgot-”
“Oh! Junho!” you came rushing down the corridor, holding the baby's head securely in your hold as you went to stand next to your husband, his arm somehow sneaking around your waist once you stood next to him. “What are you doing here?” you asked a little breathlessly, unsure about what to make of his sudden appearance at your house. You were very taken aback and a little worried. He was quite nosy, so him coming to your place didn't sit well with you. And now he was back at your door?
Baekhyun's arm unconsciously tightened around you, ignoring the baby in your arms completely, his hawk eye set on the strange man that you seemed to know and be even friendly with.
“You forgot your sweater at the gym on Thursday,” he told you and handed you a pretty gift bag, waiting for you to take it.
You frowned. “But I didn't-” you blinked a few times, trying to remember what was happening on Thursday besides you being an irresponsible mother. “I didn't change my clothes,” you murmured eventually, heat creeping up into your cheeks as you took the bag and had Baekhyun hold it. He took it with his free hand and let you peek inside, checking the piece.
When you still didn't recognize the clothing, you started to think you must have gone crazy. Maybe it was Baekhyun's shirt that you didn't recognize? How could you not, you were the laundry fairy in the house; you even knew each stain of every clothing in the household.
“Do you feel better?” asked you Junho, not waiting for your confirmation about the sweater. “You must have gone through a hard time on Thursday.”
You looked back at him, forgetting the sweater completely. “Eh, yeah, I was just fine,” you replied, absent-mindedly.
“Thank you for helping out my wife,” Baekhyun spoke up out of nowhere, probably observing the situation and putting two and two together. Junho was your trainer. 
Junho dragged his eyes back to Baekhyun, meeting his gaze rather intensely. “Well, she was very shaken up. I couldn't leave a beautiful woman by herself, could I?”
Your heart started to beat louder at the tone of Junho's voice and at the choice of his words. The way he said the word beautiful and let his gaze graze you for a second before returning it back to Baekhyun's stiff posture… He was thinking about you being beautiful the whole time? He seemed like he was challenging Baekhyun into an invisible fight and that was quite the surprise. In a way, it was also quite the challenge since Junho knew you were married, yet he dared to talk to your husband like that.
“Ah, it was alright-”
“Well, she was not alone,” rebutted Baekhyun, still calm. If he was angered by Junho's words, he didn't let it show, but it certainly did not sit well with him; the way he called you beautiful as if you were any woman. “She was with her good friend who would have taken great care of her.”
“I find it hard to believe; father not being present with the mother that has to take care of three kids.”
“Junho,” you spoke up in warning and, Baekhyun once again tightened his arm around you. You didn't understand what had gotten into the male.
“And your business into our family?” growled Baekhyun, slowly getting agitated. “I'm seeing you for the first time and I don't like you coming to our apartment just to bring a sweater that doesn't even belong to my wife,” he snapped angrily. “Whatever excuse it was that you needed for you to come here.”
“It isn't any of my business. But she is young and home alone for most of the days, and having to take care of all the matters by herself is difficult. You should take better responsibility and make sure she is fine.”
“Junho, what the hell?” you managed to snap as well, not liking how him and Baekhyun were talking as if you weren't present. Junhee was in her blissful obliviousness, her head in your breasts, magically always finding them.
“You're not the one I will tell how hard I try to make it all work,” said Baekhyun sharply and you were slowly getting a bad feeling about this. Goodness, don't let these two start a fight over a complete misunderstanding?
“Don't be ridiculous,” you told Junho, “all is fine. I don't need you to watch out for me nor my family.”
“I'm sorry, it was just so sad to see the empty apartment when we arrived.”
You felt like laughing in disbelief, especially when he pulled the puppy eyes at you. He looked incredibly cute and handsome but you could sense the sternness of his eyes when he shot a look at Baekhyun who went rigid at the word “we”.
“It was okay,” you repeated in a small murmur as you grew uncomfortable in the tense air. Baekhyun's hand left your waist.
“Thanks a lot for your concern,” added Baekhyun. “And thanks for the free sweater I guess.”
Just then, as if all the Gods were standing on your side in that moment, another baby started to cry, bringing the fruitless conversation to a halt.
Feeling Junhee’s mouth on your clothed breast, opening and closing around nothing in particular, you quickly shook your head. “I'll see you another time,” you said, wanting this to be over.
“Remember what you promised?” asked Junho after he nodded in understanding. “I'll wait for your message.” He looked at Baekhyun whose face became a complete rock. He was hard to read and, with anxiety bubbling in your tummy, you tried to rake your brain over the last time you saw him like that.
“Good luck. Take care of your wife or someone else will.” And he turned around, not bothering to go down with the elevator, instead taking the staircase.
You exhaled a small breath of relief, your body deflating before giving Baekhyun's profile a wary glance. “Honey-”
“I'll start preparing lunch,” he muttered to you quietly and he closed the door. Without looking at you, he turned and disappeared in the kitchen, leaving you with Junhee in your arms and a crybaby to take care of.
<3
You were changing Juna's diaper when Baekhyun reappeared in the doorway to the babies' room. The little nursery corner was right by the door, so he just leaned against the doorframe, his hands pushed into the pockets of his joggers as he watched with a frown how your hands worked, not even noticing Juna's smiley eyes looking up at you when you blew a raspberry against her baby tummy.
He spoke your name slowly, bringing your attention to him. At once, you looked up expectantly. The way he was acting a little distant made you somehow disconnected from him and that was something you never wanted to experience. “Can we talk?”
“Of course,” you breathed, too fast. “I’ll just finish this-” you skillfully fastened the nappy around Juna's tummy before dressing her into a cute one piece. Since you knew Baekhyun wanted to have a serious talk, you put Juna back to her crib, hoping the triplets would be okay without a little attention from the both of you for a bit.
Baekhyun waited for you and then you walked to the living room, ending up on the couch, sitting down; Baekhyun was facing the front while you were sitting sideways, wanting to see him well.
“Tell me what's on your mind,” you requested softly, reaching out to caress his shoulder. You didn't think he would become a little cold but he came to talk to you. So you wanted to listen. 
He looked at you when he felt the touch, his eyes softening when he saw the way you were looking at him. “I know you must be shocked at what Junho said and, trust me, I am too.”
“I don't like him,” he said matter-of-factly. “And, sweetheart, he obviously doesn't consider you just as a customer.”
You pursed your lips. “I've been only twice there.”
“And yet, you managed to blow him off his feet,” he said, somehow teasingly, making you giggle. “Which I don't like,” he added, his small smile diminishing and with it yours too. “What did he mean with the promise?”
You clicked your tongue. “It's nothing.”
He quirked a disbelieving eyebrow at your simple, but non-satisfying answer. “Is that supposed to make me feel better?”
“I mean it, Baekhyun,” you shrugged, “I just said I'll contact him once I'm ready to start over.”
“You won't start over. At least not with him and not in his gym.”
“But Sukyeong is going-”
“No,” Baekhyun said strictly, his eyes piercing through you. “I don't want you to go to that gym anymore.”
“Why? Just because he is caring?”
At that, Baekhyun pulled away from you in disbelief as he faced you on the sofa. “Caring? You're joking, right? He likes you.”
“Just because someone calls someone beautiful doesn't mean they have a crush on them,” you rebuked, getting furious quite quickly. You didn't like the way he told you what to do. You didn't like the tone of his voice and neither did you appreciate he could do whatever he wanted just because he was your husband. 
Baekhyun was observing you with a very serious expression, not entertained by your answer. A small storm was visible in his dark, cloudy eyes and you felt like you said something very wrong. Wordlessly, he was taking in your countenance as if calculating you and whatever it was that went through your mind that he couldn't seem to decode. “It's not like that, sweetheart,” he told you finally. “The way he looked at you-- no” he stopped himself, hating even the idea. “You won't be meeting him again. He is a creep!”
“You're jealous,” you stated the very obvious. “You just don't like that someone actually finds me pretty?”
“What?”
You dared to push out your chin. “You heard me. Someone else is interested in me so now you are trying to pull me back to hide me?”
Stunned, Baekhyun let himself rest against the couch, his eyes almost drying out as he wasn’t blinking. “What’s gotten into you?”
“Nothing, but I don’t like how you’re acting, Baekhyun! I feel flattered that he thinks of me as someone pretty - after all, look at the way I changed! I’m only twenty-two but I lost my lean body and my hormones are going crazy… you know you don’t have a reason to be jealous but for once someone shows interest and you want to hide me!”
“You’re my wife!” He raised his voice as well, but still kept it in an acceptable tone. You didn’t hear how your words sounded in Baekhyun’s mind who understood them in a completely wrong manner than that of your intention. You were a taken woman, why was another man’s opinion important to you? His words should be the only words you deemed important. “What makes you think I like another man ogling at you? Had I known that kind of a man is teaching you I wouldn’t have let you go! You even found him hot, too - you admitted it,” he added in a menacing tone, his eyes shining with anger.
Baekhyun wasn’t jealous often, that was true. He was a man who could keep it together and mostly, if he caught another guy staring at you, he’d feel pride because you were always his. Ever since you entered womanhood you were his. But now, the way your trainer just pushed himself into your private life and knew too much, he didn’t like it one bit.
“I was trying to tease you!” You snapped loudly. “Because you’re so busy with working that I just wanted some attention from you! I only ever want your eyes on me, not another man’s!” You inhaled, feeling your eyes burning up. “And yes, it feels nice to be appreciated by someone else. You have women staring at you whenever we as much as go grocery shopping and it makes me feel so stupid. You’re dressing up to impress your students, Baekhyun, and if you think all your lady students are innocently looking at you, you’re wrong. And I trusted you with Jiyoung-“
“I never gave you a reason to doubt me with Jiyoung,” growled Baekhyun through gritted teeth but you didn’t cower. You had a lot to say out of nowhere.
“I don’t care. You were busy with her enough. I met Junho twice and he got overly attached. That isn’t my fault and you shouldn’t be punishing me for that!”
“I’m not punishing you, I’m worried about you,” he emphasized, growing frustrated at your attitude. “You were very fast to jump to ridiculous conclusions when you first saw Jiyoung yet I never said anything to attack you! And I don’t care what my students think about me! One thing is to have a crush, another is to actually talk with someone who likes you and even make stupid promises to them and giving them false hopes!”
“I didn’t promise him anything, Baekhyun, I just said-“
“-that you’ll see him soon!” he shouted, now fully angry. 
“You wouldn’t be like this if you trusted me!”
“We ended up at a fucking hospital because you were so fucking jealous of me having a female colleague! Talk about trust now, huh?!”
That one hit you. His sharp words, that were specifically crafted against you, hurt you. Surely, he didn’t mean it but he said it and he used your weak pregnancy state against you in an inappropriate manner.
“Right. And I suffered through eight months of painful pregnancy because I fucked myself, right?!” you spit and stood up, storming away from him.
“Come back here, young lady! Right now!” You heard Baekhyun stand up as well, his hands on his hips as he saw your retreating figure. You rarely swore, so he understood the situation was bad.
But you didn’t listen. Without realizing, you ran into your shared bedroom and started stripping, wanting to get out of the house. You were infuriated at the argument when you already told him everything before Junho’s unexpected visit. He wasn’t supposed to be getting mad about something out of your control.
Quickly putting on a light summer dress, you tied your hair up and headed out with your small purse and wallet.
Baekhyun saw you pass him, headed for the door and he followed you right away. “Where are you going?! It’s hot outside and I’m not done talking to you!”
“I’m done talking to you!” you seethed as you put on your sandals. “You take care of the babies. It wasn’t because of them I ended up in the hospital, so you shouldn’t be mad at them for giving me a hard time. Blame the friggin jealousy or whatever!”
With that you turned, opening the door. You heard Baekhyun’s exasperated exhale before the door slammed shut.
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You went for a short walk before the heat, combined with suffocating humidity, chased you into a cafe, seeking refuge in their air-conditioned, cozy space. You weren’t drinking coffee for obvious reasons but you needed a little kick and iced americano was the cheapest option for your wallet. With a defeated, heavy sigh, you ordered the coffee, pleasantly surprised when the kind bartender gave you a small cookie as a gift to your beverage. You must have looked like death if someone a little younger than you could recognize your emotions mirroring on your face.
You thought Baekhyun would be bombarding you with messages like he started to do since the birth of the munchkins but he wasn’t. He was overly worried about your whereabouts when you were with the triplets. Maybe now he was trying to give you space like you indirectly asked for.
At least you could think over what happened. You still felt hurt and, frankly, you were still ignited with passion about him being jealous. He didn’t like someone else telling you you were pretty. You could understand, of course you could. But him wanting to prevent you from going back to the gym was just annoying.
Your whole life Baekhyun was the only one you had eyes for. He was fast to try to pursue you; it was a mutual crush, a mutual attraction later on. You never got to experience other boys or men, you never even had a kiss with someone else. Baekhyun had you completely to himself since you were an old enough of a teenager and, honestly, he didn’t have to fight for you. It wasn’t like you had competition going on around you. There were a lot of crazy moments but he knew he could get you, and he did. So now, when someone else showed interest, it was a little foreign to you and to him, too. That was the point you didn’t like. He wasn’t used to having to fight for you. He wasn’t used to having to prove himself to you because you were that simple of a girl and now a woman. Baekhyun was Baekhyun and that was an argument no other boy could ever win over. Ever.
Suddenly, you felt like crying. Baekhyun was taking you for granted. Maybe you were too comfortable too and didn’t realize how easily your life could change if he weren’t by your side. But you still burned with anger when he wouldn’t trust you and would want to hide you, tuck away from curious eyes because you tried to get back on the normal track after being pregnant and so busy with triplets.
He had it easy, you thought bitterly as you swallowed an equally bitter sip of americano. He still had his too-perfect body. He could still continue his professional life. He was never sacked for being a woman that was soon to be a mother. He was never harassed at work for his gender. And yet, when you finally could taste a bit of life, he’d want to take it away.
You scoffed out loud, unaware of other customers giving you a worried look as you gulped down the coffee. Unfortunately, your little time to think had to come to a quick and very disappointing end. The pressure was there for a while now and you were irresponsible enough to ignore it but you definitely couldn’t afford that anymore. Wetness was slowly making its way in your bra, the textile too thin and therefore quickly leaking to your summer dress. Soon enough, it would start dripping.
Unhappily groaning to yourself, you quickly went to the bathroom, unable to make a dash for your home because you walked quite off your neighbourhood. You’d need at least ten minutes and when the breast milk was leaking, we were talking about seconds.
Following the typical process, you yanked down your shirt along with your bra, letting the strong stream spring free, painting the surroundings white. With a scrunched up face, you could only look and wait.
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You came home more than two hours later. Tears staining your cheeks, you were exhausted and tired. An old lady shouted at you for keeping the toilet busy and then you had to ask for help from the staff, hoping they would borrow you a shirt to cover up until you got home, your dress completely ruined. This Saturday sucked in every possible way. And now you had to face Baekhyun. You already decided you would ignore him but you were also dreading the duty of tending to your little ones. You really couldn’t do it. Not in that moment, and not in that emotional state.
The apartment was quiet and the blinders were let down half-way to block out the strong summer sun heating up the place. You peeked in the babies’ room, just to find it empty. Sighing, your nose prickled again and you locked yourself up in the guest bathroom, desperately needing a shower. Baekhyun must have taken the kids out, you thought.
Scrubbing your skin clean, you were only satisfied when the shampoo would completely take over your senses. With tears rolling down your cheeks, you did small massaging circles into the stretch marks painting your breasts, tummy, backside, and thighs. Maybe if you tried hard enough, they’d disappear. You tried hard enough during pregnancy.
Finally, you turned the water off and brought a clean towel around your body, feeling a little better. Your eyes were swollen, that couldn’t have been helped.
You trudged around the apartment, finding everything motionless and quiet until you looked into the bedroom, finally spotting your precious family on the bed, each of them peacefully sleeping. Baekhyun had his back to the door and he made a little barrier around the babies so if they wanted to explore some new body movements they wouldn’t fall.
You didn’t know how he managed it when you felt like everything was a mess when you were with them alone. You left for more than two hours and he seemed like he barely broke a sweat.
You contemplated your next moves; should you wake him? You needed a change of clothes anyway.
Tiptoeing inside, you went to the walk-in closet, finding a clean, nursing shirt before you slid into it and left the small space. Baekhyun was fast to turn his head, his eyes looking wide-awake as if he never slept in the first place.
He saw your puffy cheeks and swollen eyes and it tugged on his heart. “Sweetheart,” he whispered almost inaudibly, reaching his hand out to you.
You were looking at him and at his outstretched hand, the ring on it shining.
I’m sorry, you wanted to say. Let’s not fight, you wanted to add. But his hurtful words came back to you, and you realized that it really wasn’t your place to apologize. It wasn’t your place to apologize about failing as a mother, either. It was only natural that you made mistakes. It was situations like those that made you realize quite a difficult reality: nobody knew what they were doing as parents. Your own parents never knew what they were doing. Baekhyun’s parents never knew what they were doing; something went right and something went wrong. You were allowed to make mistakes; as long as you learned from them.
Baekhyun saw your troubled eyes and he slowly sat up, eventually moving to stand in front of you. “I’m sorry,” he breathed quietly, his eyebrows scrunching up in worry when you kept staring at him, wordlessly.
You licked your dry lips, averting your gaze. “Let’s talk outside,” you murmured and walked over to the door. You quickly checked whether the babies were still sleeping and whether the barrier was strong enough and you left, not waiting for Baekhyun who grabbed the baby monitor.
Taking a glass, you filled it with water, needing the liquid in your parched mouth. Anxiety was eating you up and you were exhausted. You hoped Baekhyun would say the right words, for you couldn’t bear another fight.
“I’m sorry,” he said as soon as he reappeared, going straight to you. He held your waist gently while his free hand put the monitor down on the counter. He was quick to hold you with his other hand as well. “I was mad. I am still mad,” he said, desperately searching your gaze. “I’m not sorry for being jealous because I can’t bear the idea of another man looking at you the way he did and the way only I am allowed to look. But I’m sorry for taking my anger out on you and I’m sorry for making you feel like a caged woman and mother. It shouldn’t be like that and I told you several times that I’d never want you to become one but-“ he sighed, shaking his head gently as he looked on the floor before bringing his eyes back up to yours, “I unconsciously made it like that and I feel guilty.”
If you were an anime character, huge, diamond-like tears would be brimming your eyes, making you look incredibly cute but also incredibly heart-broken. Baekhyun apologized and admitted to his wrong doings and it made you relieved.
“Baby, say something,” he urged you breathily and brought his hand up to your cheeks. You were wordlessly staring at him with bulging eyes and he was growing anxious with each second.
“Please don’t talk like that anymore,” you finally whispered after trying to control the lump in your throat. “You know I tried my best while being pregnant and that one time-“
“Shh, shh, no, don’t talk about it,” he said quietly with urgency in his voice. He shook his head as he spoke. “That was the stupidest shit I’ve ever said and I’m sorry. Completely uncalled for… I’m sorry. I’m sorry.” He pressed his forehead against yours, letting his eyes close.
You breathed out and finally let your hands rest on his sides, feeling his ribs underneath. Following him, you closed your eyes as well. “It hurt.”
“I know,” he whispered as he nuzzled his nose against yours, eyes still closed. “I’m such a fucking dumbass. You suffered so much because of me; I made you pregnant and I made you go through hell and… Shit, I’m sorry.” When he talked like that, with his breath on your lips and the tip of his nose brushing against yours, you couldn’t help but melt, gradually forgetting every bad and unexpected thing that happened. Instead, you breathed in his gentle scent and enjoyed his close proximity. His thumbs brushed under your eyes and just then you realized the tears were rolling down your cheeks and his hands. “Jesus, if I make you cry any more I swear I’ll never forgive myself,” murmured Baekhyun against your lips and you opened your eyes just to find him staring intently at you, his eyes scrunched in worry, much more puppy-like then they usually were. He slid his hand over your cheek and ear until he rested it on the back of your head, bringing you into a sensual hug. He was fast to hide his face in the crook of your neck and you pressed your forehead against his shoulder.
You stood like that for a few minutes, until Baekhyun was sure you calmed down. “Thank you for giving me space.”
“Of course. Just don’t leave like that next time,” he muttered in your ear. “I was worried and it’s hot outside and-“ he was fast to pull away from you, holding you by your upper arms. “What about your breast milk? You didn’t even pump…” he trailed off when he saw how your face fell. Shaking your head, you were hoping it would tell him just enough, the memory of the elderly lady scolding you bringing a fresh set of tears into your eyes.
“Oh, sweetheart,” he cooed with pity, once again embracing you, this time more tightly, wanting to console you. Baekhyun knew how sensitive you could get. It must have been an unpleasant situation. “You go through so much shit and yet I only make it worse.”
“No!” This time, you pulled away. “It isn’t like that Baekhyun. You’re a new professor, it’s not like you can do as you please. And,” you shrugged, “I’m glad you care enough to be jealous.”
“What kind of expression is that?” Baekhyun looked puzzled as he wiped your cheeks with his thumbs, eventually brushing your hair behind your ear while you shrugged again. “I always care. If it’s you, I’m always interested and I always want to know. I always want to protect you. Junho is a guy and I know how guys are, baby.”
“I just… don’t want you to take me for granted.”
Baekhyun gasped, horrified, somehow making him look surprised. “No, no, I would never-“ he stopped himself, hurt and guilt flashing in his eyes. “Have I made you feel that way?”
“No, but…”
“But?”
With a sigh, you shook your head. “It’s not important. Actually it’s stupid. Forget that I said it.”
“No, explain-“
Baby whimpers interrupted your discussion and, for some reason, you felt relieved. With a small smile, you stepped back from him. “Not important.”
“Sweetheart,” his arms chased after you and he grabbed you just in time before you could completely walk out of his personal space. The whimpers were gradually increasing and changing into dissatisfied cries. Baekhyun didn’t care though and he brought you back to him, pecking you on the lips. “I want to finish this talk later.” His hand sneaked around your lower back, his hand sliding over your bum, unintentionally bringing fire into your insides.
“Okay,” you whispered bewitched as you watched his parted lips.
He hummed and kissed you longer, his hand caressing your bum cheek. With a smooch, he separated. “Okay.”
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As usual, the both of you got preoccupied with the daily tasks. You spend hours breastfeeding while Baekhyun prepared food for the both of you, not having enough time to chat like he really wanted to.
He was mad about the way you felt and he was mad about himself. What did he do that wrong that you had such thoughts? If Junho and his liking towards you made you feel that way…
He shook his head as he was checking his phone, not really processing what he was looking at; an important email that needed his immediate tending, yet he couldn't bring himself to focus. When you appeared from the bathroom, only in a shirt, he let his eyes roam over your body, and then up to your messy hair and tired, but still beautiful face.
It was simple moments like these when he just craved you. He tried to suppress it, but the happenings of the day had him thinking a little differently and he was going crazy at the idea of Junho even thinking he had a chance with you. Of course he didn’t. You were married, for Christ’s sake. You were his, completely.
You slipped under the covers, sighing a little, satisfied. The temperature of the room was just perfect to have the shirt on and still be warm enough under the sheets. With eyes wide open you turned on your side, facing Baekhyun like an eager kitty. Baekhyun, sensing your intense stare, looked at you, the phone screen now dark from the inactivity and he smiled handsomely.
“Come cuddle,” you requested, inching your hand to his thigh under the covers. “Let’s enjoy the small peace.”
Baekhyun didn’t have to be told twice especially because it was coming from you. He put his phone on the bedside table and turned off the light, quickly turning to you.
You scooted over a bit too fast, just as Baekhyun was about to rest his head on the pillow; your lips brushed and you gasped, giggling.
“Just say you want a kiss,” murmured Baekhyun with a teasing tone, his own hand now resting on your hip. “I’d give you one anyway,” he added and dipped his head, pecking you repeatedly a few times. He grinned when he heard your silent squeal but you reciprocated each of his loving kisses. “Mmm, my baby.” His hand tightened as it inched further up, sensually caressing your ribs and the side of your breast, bunching up your shirt in the process. It had your breath hitch in your throat and desire grew in your tummy at once. Ever since you made up in the kitchen and his simple caress on your backside ignited passion in you, you couldn’t stop thinking about the moment you could share a little love with him. You couldn't get him out of your mind. Not while breastfeeding and watching him cook with his wide back turned towards you, not while washing the munchkins in the bathroom, both of you wet but smiley, and not now, when he was there, right next to you.
“Baekhyun,” you breathed, affected already. His hum made the hair on your neck stand. Your hand was on his cheek as your lips brushed against his. “Make love to me tonight.”
His caressing stopped only for a heartbeat before it resumed, not showing the way your gently uttered words affected him. “Hm, baby, if I do, I will be rough.” He rasped in a low voice. “I just don’t think I can control myself tonight, angel. Not after what happened.”
At that, your palms became sweaty and you eagerly scooted even closer, wanting to press your middle to his. “Then show me what you have in mind.”
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
A/N: sorry, Im cutting it here because the next chapter will have mature content and I want to separate it from the chapters that have development so that those of you who are uncomfortable with M wont miss out :S hope thats okay! Also, if you read Mess We Made and see some similarities - there are. After all, Mess We Made is a super angsty au of Simply Yours. ^^
Lastly, the angst is far from over lol. There angsty days are coming. ^^ and the last “lastly”, Always Yours will have most probably more chapters than I intended. Depends on how much Ill manage to write and squeeze into chapters during my semester. Thank you ^^
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leejungchans · 4 years
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juliet’s relationships with ateez.
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they’re so beautiful i’m gonna fucking cryhdjhfjshsjs i’m going through it 💔
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#HONGJOONG; (HONGLIET)
juliet is the self-proclaimed favourite child of hongjoong
she was very shy pre-debut and was scared of clashing with him, so they never fought
they became a lot closer when she asked hongjoong to help her with her rapping; she was always trained to be a vocalist so she thought her rapping needed work and (shyly) approached him asking for his advice
as they became more comfortable with each other, she learnt to honestly communicate her thoughts with him
makes sure hongjoong doesn’t overwork himself; brings him food, coffee, or just accompanies him silently when he’s working; will not hesitate to use her sad puppy eyes to convince him to go back to their dorm so he can get proper rest
she always looks on with a very proud smile when she hears hongjoong speaking in english; he picked up a little bit of her aussie accent too :>
actually doesn’t mind being a little shorter than him but she wears platform shoes a lot to tease him; he has jokingly threatened to throw them away
she is very worried about his scalp; but she loved his red and blue hair, and of course the famous mullet
with hongjoong especially it’s literally “juliet see, juliet do” :c
hongjoong dotes on juliet especially because she will always be a baby in his eyes; when they first met she was around 15, so he has always been really gentle with her; he looks after her extremely well
never lets her pay for anything despite her protests
she wants to treat him to stuff too :<
overall a very wholesome relationship
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#SEONGHWA; (HWALIET)
another very, very wholesome relationship
he’s so, so gentle with her but will goof around with her too :(((
is the one who brings snacks, an extra jacket or blanket for her because she always forgets
when they first debuted, juliet would be very uneasy before public appearances because of the hate and comments she’d get; seonghwa was always there to calm her down and support her
when she was still in school he would nag her to do her homework hajshwjsj
she’s close with all the boys’ family but perhaps the closest with seonghwa’s and will sometimes visit his family with him during breaks!!
seonghwa is usually the first person juliet goes to if she’s having a bad day
she clings to him a lot, like, a lot; she will attach herself to his arm like a koala any chance she gets
sharing almost identical disgusted expressions
he always makes sure she’s eating; he gets sad if she doesn’t
late night talks with warm tea
each other’s #1 hype man; as much as she acts disgusted when seonghwa does aegyo or purposefully acts sexy, you can always hear her cheering him on in the background
that doesn’t mean she doesn’t tease him though
“excuse me, please put your tongue away” “mY hiPs aRe fLeXibLe” “sO hAwT” “wOw, AmAziNg” “...please stop”
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#YUNHO; (JUNHO)
two babies
juliet lives to see yunho smile and it’s her life’s mission to make sure he stays happy forever
yunho always gives her piggyback rides
the height difference between these two is the funniest thing ever because she isn’t even that short but she always looks like a dwarf next to yunho
“uh...excuse me, you’re forgetting something :/” “huh? ohhh...[crouches down to match her height]” “thank you :D”
yunho brings out juliet’s happiest side effortlessly because it’s just impossible to be sad around him
that being said, yunho is her designated giant teddy bear whenever she’s sad
they always start dancing out of nowhere
you will hear her whooping and cheering very loudly in the background whenever yunho twerks and stuff
yunho’s fellow harry potter fan
he likes pinching her cheeks, patting her head and playing with her hair
but if he tries to use her head as an armrest she will kick him (out of love :3)
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#YEOSANG; (SANGLIET)
someone save ateez from these two because they love roasting everyone
will not hesitate to roast each other as well
best friends who judge people together
when the others say or do something questionable, you can sometimes see yeosang and juliet exchange looks or hide their faces from secondhand embarrassment
little beans who get shy easily :(
she is yeosang’s biggest hype man; he could literally just be breathing and she will still go “wow, a living statue, absolutely breathtaking” “an angel sent to us from the heavens above” “yes, vocal king! yes, dance legend!”
they do everything in tiny :((((((((
they dance to the ponytail song together
she loves his birthmark so much and practically tells him that every day; she thinks it makes him even more beautiful and unique
he likes her cooking a lot so she always makes him food and lets him help out
“please don’t cut off your finger...” “do fingers grow back?” “i don’t know but i don’t want to find out from you.”
The™ best comedic duo but no one is ready to admit that yet
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#SAN; (JUSAN)
juliet constantly judges san jokingly but she’s honestly just as chaotic
he once spun her ipad on his finger and almost dropped it; she didn’t speak to him for an hour
like hongjoong, san also picked up on her aussie accent a bit
juliet goes :OOOO every time san shows off his martial arts skills
if they’re not wreaking havoc together, then one of them is filming the other wreaking havoc alone while laughing hysterically behind the camera
she looks up to san so, so much; the way he improved his dancing tremendously through hard work and determination inspires her deeply
they learn other groups’ choreographies together
hypes the other up for everything
loves his voice so much; listens to him sing with heart eyes and vice versa
so, so clingy :((( they’re just tiny babies who need a lot of love and affection
juliet loves san so much and it breaks her heart knowing that he struggles with self-esteem like she does; they have a lot of deep talks where they talk for hours in the dark
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#MINGI; (2MIN)
2Min!!!!!! 🥺
a giant and a baby
that only applies to their heights, though; because they’re both babies personality-wise
juliet is either being loud and dumb with him or she’s going “ahsjajsj please stop, we’re idols •_•”; there is no in between
she’d let mingi give her more piggyback rides but the first time he gave her one he almost dropped her
juliet never shuts up about how good mingi is at rapping and dancing; she’ll tell you that at least once a day
“anyways, mingi is such a good rapper and dancer. did i mention how phenomenal he is? because he is the best rapper and dancer :]”
whenever juliet sings/dances, mingi always looks on very proudly
“our main vocalist/dancer, everyone!”
her designated giant teddy bear number 2
like with hongjoong, she makes sure mingi is eating and sleeping because he works a lot too :(
it makes mingi really happy when she tries to rap his parts
juliet is the leader of the mingi protection squad, if you hurt him she’ll actually k word you in your sleep
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#WOOYOUNG; (2YOUNG)
2Young; when they get paired up together for stuff, they introduce themselves with “2!” “Young!”
dear god, they are so loud
she’s either the first one shushing him or the others are telling both of them to shut up
wooyoung screams a lot so to juliet the only solution is to be even louder
siblings who annoy each other but also love the other to bits and will kill for each other
one time they did a v-live together and an atiny pointed out how when juliet says “no” it sounds like “noerrrrr”; wooyoung hasn’t let it go since and clowns her for it every chance he gets
one minute they’re bickering over something stupid and the next they’re cuddling on the sofa and laughing at random stuff on their phones
wooyoung teases her for literally everything, from her height to her australian accent; it’s a miracle she hasn’t killed him yet
“wooyoung dance king!”
she loves his vocals so much :(
she also loves his laugh; she thinks it’s very contagious and it always makes her laugh even harder
very clingy pt.2 :(((((
they like to cook together; despite juliet’s constant teasing, she genuinely loves his cooking
the biggest army’s
the duo that has everyone wrapped around their fingers
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#JONGHO; (JONGLIET)
they’re the youngest ones so they’re bound to be chaotic together
they have a secret handshake!!
since they’re the only ones who don’t share a birth year with anyone in the group, they call themselves the “21st century duo”
another tom-and-jerry relationship but they love each other to bits i promise :’)
high note battles that make the others go •_•
their duets though :’)))) a blessing
when they sang miss a’s “good-bye baby” together at mama 2019
vocal legends
jongho always use the fact that she’s the youngest against her, especially when they’re asked to do aegyo
“i think the maknae should do it >:)” “jongHO SHUTUPJAGSJAJS”
“well, he’s the youngest among the boys, so i think he should go too”; cue his look of ultimate betrayal
imagine her face when she saw his red hair for the first time :(
“omgomgomg now you’re a real apple!!!” :(((((
more piggyback rides!!
okay, but juliet is honestly so grateful for jongho; they’re the closest in age so it’s always very easy for her to talk to him and she loves him a lot :’(
they understand each other very deeply and usually they don’t need to exchange words to know what the other is thinking/feeling
she can overthink a lot and in those moments he’s her voice of reason and is always there to help her through those times
partners in crime :>
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happycoincidences · 3 years
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Big Kpop question tag
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I was tagged by @myeoning-call thank you!! ♥
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•Song That Got You Into K-Pop: Bae Bae by BigBang. I first clicked on Loser, I wasn’t feeling it completely but liked it enough to give them another chance so I clicked on Bae Bae, that one was on repeat for weeks. 
(Idk... I think I might seem like an older kpop fan but I got into kpop in 2015. I’m one of those people who when getting into sth they really dig further until the origin of a thing, especially when it comes to music. So I know a lot about 1st and 2nd gen too, and I am mainly a fan of 2nd and 3rd gen bc I’m more around the same age as late 2nd gen - 3rd gen kpop idols, we grew up around the same time so I relate to them the most. For reference I am 2 years younger than Gikwang (late 2nd gen) and Yongguk (early 3rd gen), same age as Ken (early 3rd gen) and Sunmi (late 2nd gen). I heard about Kpop before 2015 ofc but i was in an industrial/obscure electronic music fase before kpop)
• Song That Gets Stuck In Your Head: The Chaser by Infinite is an earworm
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• Fav. Male Group: When it comes to male groups, I make the distinction between ults and mains (ults are the most important, but “main” means I listen to them all the time as well, I just don’t feel as connected to them as people).
Ult: B.A.P, Highlight/Beast, iKON, VIXX
Main: BigBang (they were my first group which is special but I feel less connected to them than with my ults), SHINee, TVXQ/JYJ, H.O.T, SuperM, NCT (WayV mainly), 2PM, Super Junior, Block B 
• Fav. Female Group: Wonder Girls, 2NE1, f(x), Orange Caramel, Brown Eyed Girls, 9Muses, Ladies’ Code, T-Ara, Kara, 3ye
• Fav. Underrated Male Group: “B.A.P we didn’t deserve them”  <- agreed!
• Fav. Underrated Female Group: Spica
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• Fav. Male Soloist: Lee Gikwang, Taemin, Bang Yongguk, G-Dragon, Jonghyun, Woodz, Ash Island (last one is actually khh, and Yongguk used to be kpop but I guess he’s more khh now)
• Fav. Female Soloist: Lee Junghyun (her debut album “Let’s go to my Star” is my favourite kpop album actually!), Sunmi, BoA.
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• Fav. Male Choreography: Drip Drop by Taemin is a classic for me + So many other Taemin performances.
• Fav. Female Choreography: Paradise Lost by GaIn, another one would be 24 hours by Sunmi.
(-> I generally like solo or pas de deux (duo) more than entire group choreographies, it grabs the heart more imo. Tbh as I’m writing this I have ballet performances in mind when it comes to touching you emotionally through dance. Kpop dance has some impressive tricks but it isn’t particularly emotional, which is what’s most important to me)
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• Fav. Subunit: Orange Caramel!! (and WayV if that counts)
• Fav. Senior Male Group: H.O.T if we’re talking about disbanded senior groups, TVXQ/JYJ, Super Junior and Sechskies if we’re talking about still active senior groups.
• Fav. Senior Female Group: Brown Eyed Girls
• Fav. Disbanded Male Group: B.A.P ♥
• Fav. Disbanded Female Group: Wonder Girls and 2NE1 ;;;;
• Fav. Band: N.Flying
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• Fav. Male Rookie: Idk.. Oneus maybe? I listen to them casually. (I consider them rookie)
• Fav. Female Rookie: 3ye (They debuted in 2019, to me that’s still rookie)
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• Fav. Male Dancer: Highlight/Beast Gikwang, SHINee Taemin, B.A.P Jongup
• Fav. Female Dancer: BoA
• Fav. Male Rapper: B.A.P Bang Yongguk
• Fav. Female Rapper: Brown Eyed Girls Miryo
• Fav. Male Vocalist: iKON Junhoe (he has a very unique and ‘harsh/rock’ voice for kpop, my fav voice in kpop), VIXX Jaehwan (Ken), Highlight Yoseob and Gikwang (Gikwang has a good voice but it’s not the most powerful one, but I just really love hearing him so.. :)) ♥♥)
• Fav. Female Vocalist: 2NE1 Bom
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• Fav. Male Debut: Warrior by B.A.P, 7th Sense by NCT U
• Fav. Female Debut: 와 (Wa) by Lee Junghyun
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• Fav. Music Video: The Closer by Vixx !! 
Honorable mentions: Yamazaki by Bang Yongguk, We are the future by H.O.T , Mirotic + Rising sun + O -正.反.合. (정반합) by TVXQ, Lies + Haru Haru + Last farewell by BigBang (those MVs bring me back to when I was a teenager, the low rise jeans, the pink Motorola flip phone.. one of my friends had the exact same one at the time), One Shot + Skydive by B.A.P., Mystery by Beast (both the official mv and their self-made mv) + Adrenaline by Beast/Highlight (a very basic mv but I instantly become happy when I watch it)
• Fav. Underrated Song: The Closer by Vixx, again! Also Outside Castle by H.O.T, Copy and Paste by BoA, Dear. Rude by JeA ft. Cheetah, She’s gone by G-Dragon, and Hikikomori by Bang Yongguk(♥)
• Fav. Male B-Side: Obsession + Divina Commedia by G-Dragon, Blind + 주소서 (Pray) by B.A.P, Love me do + Silence + Trigger by VIXX, Sexuality by Taemin...  
• Fav. Female B-Side: Ca teint moi + GX 339-4 by Lee Junghyun (!! the entire Let’s go to my Star album is a no skip for me), Wonder Girls: almost all of the Reboot Album...
• Fav. Comfort Song: (Most comfort songs are either by B.A.P or by Beast/Highlight because they’re the ults of the ults lol)
B.A.P: Save me, Diamond 4 ya, almost the entire Noir album (+ Ya by Bang Yongguk)
Highlight/Beast: Lightless (unplugged version), Sad movie, Curious, Danger, Sleep Tight
Some H.O.T and TVXQ songs
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Top 5 BG + Fav. Song/s:
B.A.P: Young, Wild and Free (my very first Bap cb and their very first cb after the hiatus and law suit), the entire One shot EP, Power, Feel so Good, That’s my jam, Warrior, Unbreakable, Badman, Excuse me, 1004, Bang X2, Hands up + the ones I’ve mentioned above (+ many of Bang Yongguk’s solo stuff)
Highlight/Beast: Plz don’t be Sad (<- always makes me happy), Breath, Bad Girl, Mystery, Shock, Special, Fiction, Shadow, Good Luck, Celebrate, Love like this, Not the End, Disconnected + the ones I’ve mentioned above (+ many of Lee Gikwang’s solo stuff)
iKON: Killing me, Rubber Band, Bling Bling, Ah Yeah, Dive, Why Why Why, Dumb & Dumber, B-day, Rhythm Ta, I’m Okay
VIXX: The Closer, On and on, Voodoo, Secret Night, Black Out, Hyde, Light up the Darkness, Love me Do (actually produced by Yongguk and it does sound like it could’ve been a B.A.P song♥), Rock ur body, and almost the entire Eau de Vixx album
BigBang: Blue, Bae Bae, Tell me Goodbye, Lies, Last Farewell, Haru Haru, Café, Fantastic Baby, Bad Boy, Let’s not fall in love, Beautiful hangover, La la la, Last Dance (+ many solo songs by G-Dragon, T.O.P and Taeyang)
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Top 5 GG + Fav. Song/s:
Wonder Girls: basically the entirety of the Reboot album, So Hot, Tell me, Why so lonely, Like this, Like money (the version without Akon), and last but certainly not least So Hot + I Feel You (band version♥)
2NE1: Crush, Come back home, Hate You, Can’t Nobody, I love you, I am the Best, Don’t stop the music, Fire, Goodbye (;;;)
f(x): Pinocchio (Danger), Mr. Boogie, Nu Abo, Hot Summer, 4 Walls, Chu, La Cha ta, Electric Shock, Lollipop (ft. SHINee) 
Orange Caramel: Abing Abing, Catallena, My Copycat, Lipstick, Gangnam Avenue, Shanghai Romance, A-ing
Brown Eyed Girls: Kill Bill, Sign, Cleansing Cream, Sixth Sense, Abracadabra, How Come
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Groups Planning to Stan:
A.C.E: (I listened to them casually for a couple of years but I want to get to know them better and I’ve been binging a lot of ace videos these past 4-5 months.)
After School: (I LOVE Orange Caramel, but for some reason I never listened to the main group’s songs)
Infinite: (been wanting to for years, I know a good amount of songs and been listening to them for years but yeah)
(These 3 groups feel like they have the potential to become fav groups of mine.)
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we-arethenewheroes · 3 years
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I Hate Bullies part1
Stray Kids Felix Imagine
bully!felix x reader
Synopsis : you just got a scholarship (thanks to your amazing grades and talent at handball) and just got transferred to one of the most prestigious high school in Seoul Korea : Inchang Highschool. But of course, life couldn't be so wonderful. (ft enhypen, theboyz, clc and more)
>> Part2 Part3
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"The score is 17-17 right now, if we mark, we win, if we don't, they win."
"B-but we have only 1 min left ! Coach, it's impossible !"
"Y/N, do you think you can do it ?"
All eyes turn on you as the coach calls your name. You look at her, straight in the eyes.
"Of course I can."
You hear the high pitch noise of the whistle, signaling to the teams to go back to the field.
Okay, we have the ball, and we've been playing safe so... i just need to...
You look around a little, and as soon as the ball touches your palm, you sprint to the goal, throwing the ball to your teamate who already ran to the other side. The opponents gets it back be you quickly stop the action and get the ball back.
20 second
You get back on your feet and run to the goal again, sprinting and dribbling as fast as you can, you face three other girls trying to stop you, quickly blocked by your teamates.
5 second
You get to the zone, jump and throw the ball. You close your eyes and hear the whistle, ending the game, Then the whole stadium cheering on your side, as your teamates run to you.
"Y/N Oh my god you did it !"
You open your eyes back open to see the ball in the goal, as your opponent goes to shake your hand. You turn to see your coach talking to two inspectors, locking eyes with you, signaling you to join them.
"I must say, you impressed me today Miss L/N"
"You turned around the game and saved your team. You truly have a potential"
"That's why we want you to be part of our handball program, the Hope Pole. It's a girl's scholarship only, it can get you to great universities, and even get you to the national handball team."
"In the meantime, you'll get to study to Inchang High, looking at your grades, you will fit right in. You're actually the first one to get this scholarship, we don't usually go to other schools, but we give it a chance, and we were not disappointed."
You look at the inspectors, shocked of the news.
I did it... I finally got my scholarship...
Your coach looks at you.
"I already talked to your uncle about it, and he wanted the decision to be fully yours. So what do you say ? You're in ?"
She smiles at you.
"Of course I'm in ! Where do I sign !"
You're new trophy in hand, as well as your scholarship papers, you finally get home.
Home sweet home
"Uncle ! I'm home !"
"DON'T GO IN THE KITCHEN !"
This, is my uncle, Kim Jisub.
He's very fun to be around, a great dad to his son and I, and a real, real, loser. He's been trying to be a chef for over 5 years now, with no results.
"Oh my god what did you do..."
"He tried to do some flambé noodles or whatever, didn't really work as you can see"
And this is my cousin, Kim Junho, he's 8 and just starting to get sassy, too sassy actually. He's my uncle's one and only son. His wife dies giving birth to Junho, so for my uncle, his son is very precious to him.
"Uncle ! You can't just burn stuff in the kitchen like that, at leats do it outside, I don't know! Now the only pan we had left is ruined"
"Yessss I'm sorry Y/N, I'll do a few extra shifts at work and I'll buy ten pans, I promise!"
You sigh, seriously...
"Well... Maybe you won't have to do extra shifts...."
"No way.... Don't tell me...."
Your uncle looks at you with big eyes
"You got a job ??"
You sigh again, more annoyed this time.
"No ! iI got my scholarship you idiot !"
Your uncle's eyes get even bigger
"Oh my god- well first of all, don't call me idiot- and Oh My God ! Y/N congrats!"
Your uncle smiles at you and hugs you, congratulating you on your scholarship.
"Hum, am I gonna benefit from your 'scholarship' ?"
You turn to your cousin,
"Well, yes? Probably ?"
"Then, congrats Y/N, I knew you could do it."
He outs on a fake smile, but you know he is actually happy for you. This little brat, I swear
You sitting at the kitchen counter, as your uncle tries to save the burnt pan, while your cousin is in his room.
"So, what's in this scholarship exactly?"
"Well, first, I get to be in the Seoul Girls Team training program, I get to study at Inchang High, AND, I have a big fat check every month to pay for 'school supplies, books and clothes', but we all know here that we just gonna buy some new furniture and pay the rent."
"Oh noo, come one Y/N, you earned it, you do whatever you want with it."
Your uncle goes to clean the burnt pan.
".... How much is it?"
"1 000 000won a month." (~1000$)
Your uncle stop his action and goes quiet for a moment, then turns to you.
"say what now ?"
"You heard it well, Jisub."
Your uncle turns back to the pan, then looks at you, then look at the pan. He picks it up from the sink, goes to the trash can and put the pan in it.
"Uuuh ??? Excuse me sir, you can't just give up like that-"
"Y/N, with 1 000 000won a month, we can pay and the rent, and water, and the gaz, and the electricity, and 20 pans, heck, we can buy new forks and knives, new beddinds- new BEDS"
"Don't go to far"
"You get the point !"
"Yes, I get it. I'll give you the money so you'll be able to pay for everything and don't have to worry about extra shifts."
"Y/N..."
"I knoew your dream is to have your own restaurant, well now you can save your job's money to buy one, and we won't have to worry about money ever again!"
Your uncle looks at you and sits next to you. He sigh.
"I know I'm not the best parent ever, amd can't keep a job to save my life, I forget your birthday, or can't nake it to graduations, but I try my best, to keep you and Junho safe."
You look at your uncle, letting him talk.
"I promised your parents and grandparents to keep you feed and warm, no matter the cost, and I will keep doing that. But this scholarship- this money, you earned it yourself. You accomplished what I couldn't accomplish. This money is yours, keep it. Buy clothes and makeup, video games, new handball outfits- whatever you want to have, have it. Live your teen years. You shouldn't worry about money, you should worry about grades and boys. You'll have plenty of time to worry about money, but this time is not now. Over my dead my body."
You look at your uncle, his eyes tearing, probably sad that he made you worry about money too, also sad talking about your parents.
"Don't worry uncle, I will. I promise."
You smile at your uncle and hug him.
"I hate to see you guys grow up"
"Ookay that's enough sads for today, I'm gonna take a shower"
You get on your feet and head to the shower.
"A few years back I used to shower you ! You were just a little baby!-"
Inchang High, one of the most prestigious school in Seoul, in this school it's just rich kids, sons and daughters of CEO, conglomerates, lawyers, surgeons, heck even politicians. And here I am, daughter of deceased parents, adopted by her jobless uncle. Wow, impressive.
You look at your new school for a few seconds then make your way into the building. You look around and search for the teacher's office. You knock at the open door and get the attention of two professors.
"Ah ! You must be L/N Y/N right? Come over here."
You approach a tall men, pretty young, wearing round black glasses. You stand next to him
"I'm Mr. Choi, your homeroom teacher, and English teacher. Are you excited for your first day?" He asks, smiling at you.
"Yeah, kinda nervous but very excited."
"Don't be, the students are nice, and seeing your excellent grades, you'll get used to this school in no time."
Mr.Choi turns to his well organized and neat desk and get a few books and papers from a drawer.
"Come on, I'll get you to your class, it's the 1-4"
You then follow your teacher out of the office, and into the corridors. He talks to you about the school's history and building but you can't seem to focus.
You look around, seeing all those rich kids. They all look so neat and clean, they all have expensive shoes and bags, jeweleries, immaculate white button ups, well ironed skirts, their uniform all looks so nicely fited. Next to them, I just look like a homeless men, like a fly in the soup..
"Ans here is your class, not everyone is here yet, you can take a sit next to the window, at the 5th row, the class president is at the front row doing some homework, is name is Heeseung, if you need anything you can just ask him, now I gotta go, but I'll see you around, okay?"
You nod at your teacher and bow to him goodbye as he leaves. You take a deep breath before entering the class, you try to look as presentable and open the glass door.
From the outside you could only see the front row, but as you sneak your head inside, you see that every single one of your classmates are already in class, as they turn to you, all going completely silent at the new arrival.
Oh my god they're all looking at me waht do I-
"You must be Y/N," you turn to the voice, "I'm Heeseung, the class president." He stands up,
"Mr.Choi told you about me ?..."
"No" you look at him, quite confused "The principal came to the class lasy friday to tell us you'd be here." Oh boy
"Yeah" you turn to the other voice in the class, this time a girl. "We missed half of our math class because of it."
"O-oh hum well, I-" I'm sweating wdid-
"We should thanks you for that hahhaa" the tension get down immediately as your classmates giggles at the student's comments
"Yeah, the teacher was so pissed, we were supposed to have a test but we couldn't do it"
It's actually goind better than I expected...
Yo see the same girl approaching you "I'm Eunbin, and this is Chanhee, my best friend"
She points at a shy guy with blond hair. You wave at him and he wave back at you.
Heeseung, still standing next to you clears his throat
"Do you know where you have to sit ?"
"Oh, hum yeah, Mr.Choi said I had to sit at the 5th row, next to the window."
Heeseung looks at EunBin, who looks at Chanhee, who looks back at Heeseung. They all seem very... Scared ?
"Wha-what's up guys..?? Is something wrong ?"
Heeseung looks at you "Maybe we should ask the teacher to change your sit or-"
Then, a girl with one of her friend pushes Eunbin to the side to get a look at you. She's scans you from head to toe, cleary judging you.
"Hum, excuse me? Who are you and why are looking at me like I just ran over you dog ?"
"Where did you get those shoes ?"
"Uuhh the store ? Where do you buy shoes, dumbass"
The girl looks at you dead in the eyes "Do you know who I am?"
"well, no, that's why I asked, 'Who are you', or do you not understand ?"
Eunbin holds back her laugh.
"I am the daughter of the-"
"I don't care, actually. What do you want ?"
Even Heeseung can't seem to keep a straight face, turning his back at the girl a little.
"Hu- well- How dare you-"
"Oh my goooood what. do. you. want. Let's get this over with please."
The girl stutters a bit, she clearly didn't expect for you to respond like that.
If she thought that I'd be impressed or scared then she's wrong.
"Look, if you're here to be intimidating, it's not working, okay ? You got here because your the daughter of some conglomerate men, I got here thanks to my talent and hard work, so you're not scaring me."
The girl humphs and turnd on her heels, get out of the room.
"Oh my god, Y/N, you have some balls wtf" Eunbin says, looking at you with her to thumbs up. "You were really cool just now." She looks at Heeseung "She'll do just fine with Lee Felix"
"Lee Felix? Who's that ?" You look at Heeseung.
"He's... Humm your class neighbor !"
"And also a bully." It's the first thing Chanhee ever says to you.
"A bully ? Seriously ? I'm next to a bully? Damn I HATE bullies.."
Chanhee stands up and stans before you. "If you could shut him down like you did with the other girl, I think you could do a lot of good in this class, heck even the school"
You look at Chanhee, "Don't worry, I won't let him bully anyone under my sight, that's for sure."
As you finish talking, you hear the bell ring, and the teacher coming in the room. You take a sit. He's not here yet-
As you think of it, you hear the back door sliding open, seeing a tall guy with black hair, looking at his phone, followed by two other guys talking to each other. The two guys takes sit next to the door as the other guy sit next to you. I assume he's Lee Felix..
You try to not pay much attention to him and concentrate on the lesson.
You can feel the ray of the sunrise shining on your the left side of your face, the warm feeling giving you chills down your back.
You then hear a low voice "You're blocking the light." Lee Felix...
You sigh, not even giving him a look. "Not my problem."
Felix sighs, clearly annoyed at your response. "Who the fuck even are you-" he says as he turns to you, but as his eyes gets to you, he's amazed. It's like seeing an angel...
He's never seen a beauty like your yours, as the sun hugs your features so prefectly, you hair falling on your shoulders, the concentrated look on your face. Everything he sees is perfect.
I found an angel..
A/N: hope you liked it ! Follow me to know the story, part 2 coming very soon !!!! (Class 1-4 is nothing serioussss it's just because my class is the 104 so yeah)
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kdramaxoxo · 4 years
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What are some dramas that star kpop idols?
There are a ton of dramas starring idols, so I’ll list my favorites that feature idols as leads (instead of including all of my faves, even side role ones ;-)
My Favorite K-Dramas starring Kpop Idols:
Extraordinary You (Idol: Rowoon): Taking a Boys Over Flowers genre and turning it upside down is this show’s specialty! This magical k-drama has my heart. It plays with all of the predictable tropes and then just goes crazy! While not perfect towards the end, I give this show bonus points for being super creative AND inspiring me to read a LOT of fan fic. I think about this drama more than any other. Rowoon is an amazing soft baby boi!
Just Between Lovers (Idol: Lee Junho): This show is heavy on the melodrama and centers around a group of people who have dealt with a past trauma, killing members of their families. The lead couple made me fall in love with both of the actors, making Lee Junho my bias wrecker. It also made me realize how much I love angst! It features real people (not rich heirs) which is a plus for me. If I can watch a love story that’s about healing from trauma through love and support…I’m in!
Into The Ring (Idol: Nana): Seo Gong Myung is a hard nosed civil servant who ends up working with Goo Se Ra, one of my favorite ladies in a K-drama ever. She’s passionately ethical and into civil ordinance complaints (you read that right) which drives Gong Myung crazy, but like, in a “I’m definitely going to fall for you” type of way. This is a hilarious and heartfelt slice of life and I loved it.
Mystic Pop Up Bar (Idol: Yook Sung-Jae): A fantasy drama featuring three souls who are tied together because of a painful past. They help people in pain settle grudges and and heal from regret so there are mini healing stories built in. Yook Sungjae’s character is literal sunshine and I love him so much!
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Angel’s Last Mission: Love (Idol: L Kim Myungsoo): A perfect and sweet literal angel (Infinite L) falls in love with a blind and betrayed ballerina. It’s got really cute moments but on the whole is very angsty and everyone is really really upset. Plus there’s the whole “they can’t be together because of god” stuff that adds that extra dagger of sadness.
Two Lights: Relumino (Idol: Park Hyung Sik): One of my favorite drama specials, this little gem features Park Hyung Sik as a student losing his eye site. It’s very wholesome and heartfelt, and so well done - plus it’s only an hour and on youtube!
Ga doo ri’s Sushi Restaurant (Idol: Vixx’s Hyuk): A cute web drama about a tarot reading sushi restaurant owner who gets a new neighbor. It’s funny and sweet and the angst is very low. 
Moon Lovers: Scarlet Heart Ryeo (Idol: IU): “Historical” K-drama with a ton of angst and heartbreak. Everyone who has seen this show knows exactly why I’m listing it first. I mean, if you want to cry your heart out and wail in despair episode after episode, this show is for you! But if you choose to watch it, I also want to apologize for ripping your heart out of your chest. Oh and Baekhyun is in it too!
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The Smile Has Left Your Eyes (Idol: Seo In Guk):  Honestly I love everything he’s in but this is one of my favorite dramas regardless of an idol being in it. This show is a seriously creepy and unusual k-drama with mystery elements. I LOVED it but it’s not light and fluffy. Amazing actors and there’s really no other k-drama like it.
Shopping King Louie (Idol: Seo In Guk): Another favorite of mine featuring Seo in Guk! Ridiculously fun and lighthearted romp following a spoiled and useless chaebol with amnesia who is being taken care of by a country bumpkin in the city. Very low stakes, super adorable couple, and as many tropes as you can fit in your bag, this one is one of my favorites to recommend.
HoGu’s Love/ Fool’s Love (Idol: Uee): Show about a soft innocent beta male who falls in love with a star athlete (Uee). Ugh, this drama has my heart and I wish more people watched it. It tackles serious topics sensitively and even has a gay plot line that makes me feel so much stuff!! But it’s adorable and really fun to watch.
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ur so mean to go from choking to smut. like i went from "omg he's awful wtf. stay away from her jk!!" to "and he's so 🥵 and 😮‍💨" i really love their scenes together bc they're so emotionally charged. idk if that's a good thing but oc x jk just have this flavor ! that i'm sawry but i don't feel from tae :( i still like him tho and i like how happy oc is when talking to tae, she's giddy and enjoying herself without stress attached (unlike with jk). junho ofc as always 100000/10. i love that boy so dearly. if i could make any request for hie, it would be to just have scenes of oc and junho from when he was born to now. like what was junho like as a 3 yr old? the ppl demand (kindly) an answer ma'am 🎤 and what is going on with the textile factory? a side endeavor? a company front? really interesting how flirty jk was with oc the next day, like he kinda assumed they were back together with his open affections. i don't like that when he's still getting married 🤨 jk answer for all ur crimes without crying and having oc feel sorry for you. back to the jk smut scene, it was hot af but the "i always knew i'd get to have you with me again" line threw me off bc he said that right after avoiding her questions. like what?! idk what's real and fake with him. at least oc knows she still has some power over him, really want the playing fields to be leveled.
weird side note, but i feel like jk is on this trip playing house and he's definitely looking at junho thinking "this kid is amazing and kind and smart and /we're/ his parents and then he's looking at oc thinking "we should make another that's just as perfect"
anyways thank u for uploading despite the hateful msgs. i hope they leave you tf alone forever
i read ‘ur so mean’ and my heart sank a bit lmao 💀 but HEY cherry !! i saw your other ask and it’s you <3
LMAO ‘jk answer for your crimes without crying’ you called him OUT 🫣 but yeah how can he think that he an oc are on the ‘ill kiss your cheek whenever i like’ status after what happened 😟 the audacity pls. but tae 🥺 she really is relaxed with him and we can tell that she truly enjoys talking to him and she wants things to work out. jk is a little too sure of himself 🤨🤨 he got put in his place a bit when oc was moaning tae’s name after she turned him down 👀
you saying jk & oc have this flavor …. might have something to do with the fact that JK IS MY BIAS TOO 🫣😭 idk but i see that myself in my writing and it’s something i can’t help. but ig we’ll see how it goes 👁
oh junho as a baby :( you want to see more of baby junho ??? it’s a sad time for oc but junho was her savior and he was just a cute blob 🥺 it’ll probably be more platonic yoongi x oc too !! maybe one day you guys can ask me stuff about baby smiley and i’ll write something quick quick for you guys !! just let me know if you’d like that !!
oc does have a hold on him 👀 & vice versa 🥴 but she’s strong & we have faith in her not to give into his charms 🫡 LMAOOO he definitely saw oc’s mommy milkers and his mind must’ve been cooking up all sorts of ideas 🫣 tysm for reading babes <3
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lunnanunna · 4 years
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Godfather
iKON Extra Member AU
Summary: Bao shares a piece of her life with the boys that she hadn’t shared with anyone else.
Warnings: swearing
Taglist: @hyunmijung​ @galacticstxrdust​ @kimonmars​ @soobinssmile​
A/N: I’ve been trying to do some research on this to better write Bao, but I’m still learning, so bear with me as I try to educate myself. I just had Bao explain the basics in a very “Bao” way for now. Hope you enjoy!
Requests are open! Please let me know what you think.
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iKON sat around the table in the back of a chicken restaurant. The group had finished their schedule for the day and were given the okay to take the rest of the afternoon off. Everyone split up to do their own thing, but they all decided to have dinner together then go back to the dorms and just chill. They were able to convince Hanbin and Bao to actually leave work for another day.
Bao had spent the afternoon with Bobby and his nephew, Raon. Bao loved it when Bobby took her to see his family. They loved her as much as she loved them. And contrary to popular belief, Bao was great with kids. Hanbyul would agree.
Bobby and Bao just watched over Raon as his parents took the time to get some errands done. They took turns carrying the baby and just talking and just playing with him. Time went by too quickly and Bao was sad to say goodbye. Jiun had told her to come whenever to see them and Raon, and of course Bao agreed.
Now they sat with the rest of iKON eating chicken and drinking beer, the best combination, in Bao’s opinion. Everyone talked about what they had done in their free time. Chanwoo had gamed, Jinhwan and Junhoe had spent the day walking around Hongdae, Yunhyeong had spent the day relaxing at the dorm, Donghyuk had been with a friend, and Hanbin had gone hiking. (Bao was a bit salty for not being invited.)
“You picked to spend the day with Bobby,” Hanbin defended.
“You could have still asked me,” Bao grumbled, taking a sip of her beer.
“Whatever,” he rolled his eyes and went back to eating his chicken.
About an hour in just sitting around drinking and eating, and watching the soccer game that was on, Bobby started to talk about how Raon had been crying today and once Bao held him he quieted down and just stared at her.
“I honestly don’t get it. How are you good with kids?” Junhoe asked through a mouth full of chicken.
“You suck with adults,” Jinhwan added, quirking a brow.
“This is true,” Bao said, nodding. “But you see little kids haven’t been trained yet, so you can’t blame them,” Bao shrugged like it was the obvious answer.
“They’re not dogs, Noona,” Chanwoo snorted.
“Whatever. You get the point,” she glared at the maknae. “Adults have these bad habits that they learned, while these smaller adults-”
“Kids. They’re called kids, B,” Hanbin said, mouth slightly upturned as he listened to her talk.
“Kids. These kids can still be taught,” Bao finished off, kicking Hanbin underneath the table.
“So, kids are innocent?” Donghyuk asked.
“Yes.”
“Okay, that explains why you like them, but not why they like you,” Junhoe said, chucking a fry at her. Bao grabbed it and shrugged, popping the fry in her mouth.
“I don’t know. They just do,” Bao said, then turned to Hanbin. “Why does Hanbyul like me?” Hanbyul was Hanbin’s younger sister and the sweetest and cutest kids she’s ever seen.
Hanbin paused as he thought about his answer. “She has said that you’re really pretty,” he answered, but went quickly to find another answer seeing as Bao wasn’t satisfied with his. “Um, she’s definitely told me that you’re really nice and cool, so maybe that? Honestly, I don’t know,” Hanbin shrugged.
Bao rolled her eyes, but accepted his answer. “I guess it’s ‘cause I’m less of a bitch when I’m with kids,” she shrugged, reaching for another piece of chicken. Junhoe barked out a laugh as the other chuckled.
“Must be it,” Bobby nodded, grinning.
“Are you going to have kids, Noona?” Donghyuk spoke up, looking up from his chicken.
Bao shrugged, taking a sip of her drink. “I want kids, but I can't have them,” she answered. And there it was. The table fell silent.
After about a few seconds, Bobby spoke up. “What do you mean?” Bao could tell that he was almost hesitant to ask.
“Well, I have endometriosis,” Bao said, picking at her chicken. She wasn’t scared or even ashamed to talk about this, but she could feel their eyes on her and soon the questions would come. She kind of wanted to skip over the pity.
“What’s that?” Chanwoo asked.
“It’s like- How can I explain this simply?” Bao asked herself. She pushed her glass aside, moving her hands as she spoke. “Okay, so I get really, like really bad period cramps, ‘cause of this tissue thing in my uterus that isn’t growing where it should. Ya know when I get my period and I can barely move, and I’m like super drugged up on pain meds?” Bao said, looking at them when she asked.
“Yeah,” Hanbin said, nodding from his place next to her. She could see the gears turning in his head. In all their heads.
“Well, to make the pain slightly more bearable, I’m on those pain meds and then birth control. It helps with the pain,” she added on when she saw the question in their eyes.
“So you can’t have kids ‘cause of this?” Yunhyeong asked, tilting his head to the side.
“I could, but it would mean surgery and a whole bunch of other treatments. And it’s too much of a hassle for me, especially as an idol. I can deal with the pain. It’s only when I’m on my period, so just don’t cross me on those days,” Bao said adding the joke at the end. She hated how tense the atmosphere got.
“Then how would you have kids? ‘Cause you said you wanted to, right?” Hanbin asked, looking up at her, and she was grateful to not see any pity. Hanbin knew her. He knew that she’d hate that, instead would prefer to just work through her problems.
“Adoption,” Bao simply answered. She smiled at the boys, who were trying to take everything in.
After a beat of silence, Junhoe spoke up. “I call godfather!”
“Like hell you’d be the godfather,” Bao snorted, shaking her head.
“Why not? Why can’t I be the godfather?” the vocalist whined.
“Her kids will grow up being a noise machine with you around,” Bobby chuckled, then turned to Bao. “I’d be the godfather, right?” he winked at her.
The Japanese placed a finger on her lips, pretending to think. “Let’s see. If any of you want to be my kid's godfather you’ll have to start earning your place now,” Bao stated, nodding her head once.
“Do you want more chicken?” Yunhyeong asked quickly.
Bao laughed. “Yes, but you gotta try harder than that,” she said as she watched him single a waitress.
“Thank you for telling us, Bao.” The rapper turned her head to see Hanbin with a warm smile. “I know you don’t talk about yourself a lot, so thank you for trusting us,” he said, taking her hand and giving it a squeeze.
He was right. Bao struggled with opening up. After years of knowing the boys, there was still so much she hadn’t told them, but like Hanbin had said, she trusted them. This was something she hadn’t actually seen herself doing, but she really did trust them.
“Thank you for always being there for me. It makes it easier to try to open up,” she said offering her own smile.
“Aw, Bao has feelings,” Junhoe said, wiping a fake tear.
“And now you killed the mood, idiot,” Jinhwan said, smacking the side of his head.
Bao chuckled then turned to the new plate of chicken placed in front of her, she took a look at her empty glass and heard the maknae speak up.
“How could you refill her chicken, but not her beer? Don’t half ass shit,” he said then went to order another round of beers for the table.
“Godfather material, right there,” Bao called out, pointing at the maknae who grinned at her when she said that.
“Suck up.” She laughed when she heard Junhoe mumble under his breath.
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dvrlingrenjun · 4 years
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x1’s reaction to them being sad
this is mainly inspired on their disbandment.
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gif is not mine.
han seungwoo 한승우
seungwoo isn’t one to express his feelings, you weren’t one either. a common (bad) trait in the relationship, but you know when seungwoo was in the dumps and when he’s happy.
so when the news of x1’s disbandment came about, you knew you guys were going to have a lot of movie nights and silence. you waited patiently until seungwoo comes around and talks to you about it.
cho seungyoun 초승연
honestly, i’m not even sure for him. maybe he would crack more jokes in order to cover up the sad mood he has. because he wouldn’t want to bring your mood down too. but if you notice seungyoun being a bit off, just tell him that you’re always listening and you care for him :). i think the would just like some reassurance.
kim wooseok 김우석
more quieter than usual and oddly scary. he would close off his walls and try not to make anyone break in until he comes up to you one day and just cry, he was tired of bottling his feelings in and couldn’t handle any of it anymore.
lee hangyul 이한결
another one i’m not sure in. at times hangyul seems so... quiet but yet, loud? but i feel like hangyul would be more mean without meaning to. but one day, he said something awful to you on accident while you were trying to comfort him. you tried ignoring the comment but it kept on sticking to your mind causing you to cry. hangyul felt bad seeing you cry and promised to himself that he wouldn’t hurt you ever again.
kim yohan 김요한
he would hold a straight face for the most part, no cutesy smiles. would avoid you and just practice taekwando every day and night. it would probably take the thoughts off his mind that is the reason why he would be practicing all day long. but if one day you barge in with some food and genuinely ask if he’s alright, i think he would break down and tell you everything he’s been experiencing.
cha junho 차준호
surprisingly, he would be expressive of this, as in more pouty and more cuddles. not the crying one lmao. i feel like junho would avoid talking about his feelings at all costs. he doesn’t really like confrontation and would rather keep it to himself.
son dongpyo 손동표
hmm... dongpyo,,, i’m getting two vibes, one, he would make himself to be even more happier and energetic because he wouldn’t want to disappoint or worry people. second, he would go to you for advice and talk it out unlike junho. dongpyo would like to let someone know about what he’s feeling and thinking.
kang minhee 강민히
now this one has me thinking.. i never thought of him as an emotional one nor a stone cold person, so i don’t know where to put him on the spectrum. wow, i actually don’t know what to put for him, sorry minhee fans :<.
lee eunsang 이은상
eunsang. i feel like he would be bitter? in a way. like bitter smiling in a sense, he wouldn’t cry or anything like that. but he bitterly accepts the fate/event. that was the vibe i got when it was revealed that eunsang is the x member in the final episode.
song hyeongjun 송형준
i think this one is the obvious, hyeongjun is a baby (not saying it in a bad way.) hyeongjun would just go cry and rant to you on how bad the situation is. please wipe his tears away from his cheeks and give him a big ol hug :)
nam dohyon 남도현
our dohyon-ie would try to keep it in. as a fellow scorpio, not getting much into zodiac signs but, he wouldn’t want to let anyone know he’s feeling sad, dohyon would like to keep that cool and mysterious front and act like he doesn’t give a sh*t. dohyon doesn’t want to show everyone that he is “weak” and i would say he would hide it pretty well to the point no one would know, even you.
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seokmattchuus · 5 years
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X1 when you’re mad at them - Reaction
A/n: Two things: One, I had deleted the original request but I remember it was something along the lines of being upset with them or them making up for something. Two, finally a fluff post so I can put all my babies.
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Seungwoo: *Apologizes like, five hundred times, but when you still don’t talk to him, he gets desperate.*
“Don’t make me sing.” He warned, still getting no response. “I will embarrass us both, don’t try me.”
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Seungyoun: *Jokes around with you after apologizing because you’re still lowkey upset.*
“Nope, can’t have that.” He shook his head, pretending to be mad with you. “If you’re mad at me, I gotta be mad at you.”
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Wooseok: *When he offered to do anything to make it up to you, he wasn’t expecting you to ask him to act cute.*
“If you think I’m gonna act cute just to get you to forgive me-” He sighed, before doing that exactly. “You’re absolutely right.”
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Yohan: *Wants to take you out so you can forget about whatever he did, and make you happy again.*
“How about we go out tonight?” He offered, pulling out his phone to search something. “We can go see that movie you’ve been waiting for?”
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Hangyeol: *Knows you’re mad because he’s too busy practicing so he surprises you at your place.*
“I know you're mad because I’m not around, so,” He paused, smiling as he held up the back of take-out. “I’m all yours tonight.”
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Junho: *Turns into a cliche boyfriend and buys you your favorite flowers. Probably a cafe date.*
“I know it’s cheesy, but I know you like cheesy things.” He smiled, his face perking up as you took them. “So am I forgiven?” 
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Dongpyo: *Can’t stand how you brush off every attempt at skinship and he’s a pouting mess.*
“I’ll do aegyo for you everyday until I die.” He pleaded, sighing as you still ignored him. “See, all this, only for you.”
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Minhee: *Calls you out for an ice cream date and probably buys more than either of you can eat.*
“I’m sorry for getting jealous.” He pouted, handing you one of the cups of ice cream. “But not really because it was justified.”
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Eunsang: *Buys all your favorite snacks, pulling your favorite gummy worms out so you can cheer up.*
“I know you like these.” He smiled, opening one of the gummies for you but holding them from your grasp. “Uh-uh. Gimme a kiss first.” 
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Hyeongjun: *Pulls out whatever aegyo he can because he knows you can’t be mad at him.*
“Okay but it’s like, illegal to hate me when I’m this cute.” He pouted, perking up when you giggled. “See!”
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Dohyun: *Tries to act cute but can’t pull it off because he’s too shy. Pulls the sad card until you give in.*
“I said I was sorry.” He pouted, taking your hands and swaying them. “Can’t you just forgive me?”
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ellinights · 4 years
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X1 maknae-like as dads (2)
this a continuation from here
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junho
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definitely an awkward father just like yohan
freezes every time the kids call him
“dad!” and junho immediately faints lol
he’s just ain’t ready with the demands of his own kids jsjsjs
would give those awkward head pats on his kids
that’s the extend of showing his affection to them sjsjs
but he’ll slowly open up more, it takes awhile for this smol awkward boi to come into a realisation that he has kids
he has a soft heart, he can’t scold his kid’s even when they do wrong
once he’s comfortable, he’s like seungwoo
hugging and kissing his kids 24/7. woah that escalated
pecking his kids’ cheeks is his thing, or should i say his daily routine
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this kid is already a baby i can’t imagine him as a father :”)
a softie :”)
would give affection to his kids 24/7
never afraid to show his love
“i love you teeny weeny babies you guys are so perfect oh my god” and proceeds to pinch the kids’ cheeks aggressively
makes weird cheesy nicknames for them too
basically the second version of seungwoo
but maybe he’s more affectionate than seungwoo
but also a sassy dad
the definition of looking like a cinnamon roll but actually can kill you
he is a mix of wooseok and seungwoo i change my mind lol
would order them around while he’s relaxing in the living room with his feet on the coffee table
“go clean the bathroom! chop chop!” while he’s on his phone resting his legs on the coffee table
nags too but not as much as wooseok
minhee
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he is like seungyoun but cut the soft part lol
the craziest father out of all the members imo
instead of the kids creating chaos, he’s the one creating it
“come on kids this is fun!” while he’s on top of a roof trying to show his kids alien ufo’s
oh god, this one scenario i has in mind. his kids are second hand embarrassed with what he does
minhee would be tryna to moonwalk across the kitchen, as he cooks the kids breakfast
kids would just facepalm at their ridiculous dad
that would be me too lol
minhee would bring out the children to amusement and water parks most of the time
but i think he’ll have more fun than the kids
when the kids are already tired playing, minhee is still sliding down the slide jsjsjs
he is basically switching his role with his kids
eunsang
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i see priki boy as a normal typical dad
but really bad at games kind of father
don’t @ me on the pdx whisper game references
every time when the kids ask him for playtime, he shiver at the thought
all the games that he plays with the kids, he loses it all of em.
he would be embarrassed sjjsjs
but he’s more than happy to lose for the kids since it makes them happy
i see him taking the kids to daily ice cream dates
walking at the parlour to order the kids’ favourite ice cream and the perfect order
“one caramel ice cream without the caramel please. my kids just really like the ice cream without the drizzle”
“but the ice cream i use for the caramel is van—“
“shut up and just take my order, i can’t let the kids know it’s vanilla” he will say that while closing the kids’ ears
would steal the kids’ ice cream without them knowing jasjs
hyeongjun
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same with dongpyo, how could be a father when he’s still a baby :”)
anyways another softie father :”) here
would do anything for them to make the kids happy
buy candy? he got it. bring them to see the newest cartoon movies? he’s done it.
spoil them with lots of sweet treats
hyeongjun’s kids, get ready for diabetes
hates seeing the kids sad, would do aegyo to make them happy again
pouts a lot when the kids are sad
also when the kids start to misbehave, he’ll start getting frustrated and cry sjsjs
if the kids cry, he cries. we all know why, he’s such a crybaby during pdx
playtime with toys is his favourite way to hangout with his kids
probably he’ll be more invested with the toys instead of the kids sjsj
dohyun
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he won’t be the father, he’s the baby.
jkjk
the first thing i thought about him is, he’ll be teaching his kids english
“dad i want an apple”, “i’ll give you an apple if you tell me what’s apple in english” sjsjsjss
i see him as the rich father? idk why sjsjs
sends the kids off overseas in the uk
where the kids study in a high class boarding school
speaks with them in british accent. (like he always does and have)
would force the children to watch harry potter djjdjd
teaches the kids to rap. oh my god how weird can dohyun be—
“you must have the skills of speaking fast but in a musical way like thy father”
teach them kids those cool beatbox beats too
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here is part two! thank you anon for requesting! sorry it took quite awhile cause i’ve been having a writer’s block these days. check out part one here! request are open, just check my pinned before you request. peace out
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