#at least from the earlier part

[lalilula]

Watched the donghua up to S1E10. Now I understand where YWZ's habit of playing pen came from. Now I guess I'll wait to see if his sketching hobby is canon too.

Anyway, watching the donghua made me want to watch the LA again, so, yeah.

While rewatching, I remembered how when I first watched ep 6, I was half-convinced that YWZ really would "steal" the umbrella. Only half because considering HST and YX's interaction earlier, I thought the possibility that HST having a teammate that would do that kind of thing was small. And if it really happened, then it would be weird.

I was like, "Hmm, where is this going?" lol

Of course then i continued to ep 7 and found out that YWZ and YX were friends too, but it's just interesting to think back about initial impressions.

#rei's random words #tka #the king's avatar #i mean #iirc YWZ playing with his pen was only mentioned once in the novel #at least from the earlier part #but come to think of it #what did LA!YWZ expect when he ask HST to bring the umbrella? #yu wenzhou

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Lan Wangji Goes To Lotus Pier AU: Part 4: Deranged Bedfellows

(Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4.5)

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #mdzs au #lan wangji #nie huaisang #Yungmeng Jiang training arc AU #This is the *first* part of what was supposed to be a much longer comic (LWJ's morning routine in full). #I'll finish the remaining part as a reblog to this post! I just think this is the funnier chunk. #Lan Wangji absolutely is the kind of person who has a perfect internal alarm clock for when it is time to get up. #He already has a dedicated sleep schedule. He is accurate within 10 seconds of 5am every day. #I think the Jiang disciples are most likely used to waking up around 6:00-7:00am #But the allure of having a guaranteed time keeper getting you up in the morning is worth the earlier hour. #I imagine they started outside lwj's door and slowly moved closer as the weeks went on. #Now LWJ has to cope with being way too warm in the night from all the extra body heat. #LWJ is not a fan of this but they scamper off immediately after he wakes up and they at least show initiative to follow routine. #NHS joins in only because he is a chronically heavy sleeper and needs this level of intervention to get up early. #His boldness would be a death sentence in the cloud recesses but here? Whole new game. #Yungmeng Jiang isn't a lawless land. It's just a land with different laws. #And one of those laws is to forcefully domesticate the catboy coded Lan boy through any means necessary. #Completely different tangent: I drew the thumbnail for this before I did comic 134. I then realized they had the same visual gag. #So I had to space this one out so it didn't seem like I repeated the waking up joke. That's my secret and all of you have to keep it. #And in my land the law is that snitches get itches (telepathically transfers hives onto your body)

[heatsbeloved]

#self shipping #self ship community #self ship #selfshipping #f/o #f/o positivity #polls #something i was thinking about earlier #about how insular internet communities like this sometimes escape containment #and people kinda point n laugh and call it cringe #and like... on some level it IS cringe to people outside of the group #but ultimately it's harmless for the most part #but for me at least its something i want to keep to myself and other people online #i might say so and so character from such and such video game is cute but #that's about the extent of it #and i wanted to see what other people thought :)

[teabutmakeitazure]

fellas is it psychopathic behaviour to remember in great detail who wronged/wrongly treated my mother during the lowest time in our lives and made her cry and such and how they did so to my family even though I have no other memories from those years and it's a massive hole in my memory and life and to have made a mental list of all those people and extended family members so that I know who to help and who to fuck over when the time is right?

#was having a conversation with the family earlier and my mother seemed concerned about why i remember these things in concerning detail- #-even though i was a kid and sometimes not even actively present at the place the thing occurred #she doesnt know that i was actually watching everything #i may not have been beside her but i was outside the door or behind the door of a different room #mother was particularly concerned about my memory because she knows i dont remember like 90% of the things from those years #so to know that your daughter remembers all that is... concerning to say the least #and im not joking about the last part of the post #i have no qualms about fucking over people who i know would do the same tk my family in a heartbeat #life kinda sucks when both sides of your extended family are snakes instead of people #sure some of them are good people and did help us but i will always remember those who looked down on us #and told her that she's below them #zuri rambles #am i a psychopath for this? maybe i am #welp 🤷‍♀️ #maybe this is why i was known as a mature kid #i knew everything about these people and how to play them even when i was in single digit age #10 years later im writing yandere lmao

[sonknuxadow]

people want cream to be shadow's little kid bestie so bad. but its actually charmy

#dont get me wrong shadow and cream has a lot of potential to be a really cute friendship but shadow and charmy has more canon backing to it #at least in the games it does. like i said earlier archie sonic does have a few shadow and cream moments #but i feel like these days most people who are active fans of sonic have only read idw sonic if theyve read any of the comics at all. so . #they probably arent making their fanart based on archie sonic #i have to wonder if people choose cream over charmy in this context because they just dont like charmy? #i know a lot of people think hes annoying #but i think part of the appeal of shadow and cream for a lot of people is creams personality which is a bit different from charmys #so maybe thats not the reason. not the full reason for everyone anyway

[sysig]

Starting out, things going Exactly to plan, as expected (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Helix #ZEX #Dexter Favin #And implied Captain from offscreen lol #Hghhh I am Really considering a tag to differentiate at least because I am 💕💖💞💗 #Things I am normal about: He. Him. Himst. Themst. Them'll. #I'm love!! All of the above! #It's so fun! And distressing hehe ♪ #For the earlier sections tho it's fairly light and silly all things considered :) ZEX acclimating to Max's body and being so excited hehe #He's so flippin' cute agh - trying just a little too hard to extend those offers for peace and understanding and communication! #Please be comforted by my very wide smile! I know it is a friendly gesture! He's adorable ♥ #But then when he just lets the now-human parts of him take over and naturally goes along with the instincts hhghh <3 <3 #His natural smiles are everything to me 💕 #Double helps that it's Max's cute face smiling as well I am double-endeared haha #Poor lad has visibly aged just from ZEX being in there - but in his case he's de-aged :0 So odd to be so young again #The whole experience is alien of course haha #I've been wanting to doodle ZEX first waking up at the estate for a while now and having Dexter touch him lightly #His very first contact in a human body! All thoughts of planning or trying to figure out what happened thrown right out the window lol #''What is happening right now?? :D'' haha #He's so sensitive! New mind in an established body ♪ It's interesting :3c #And then of course where he ends up - haven't gotten there yet (probably not even close haha) but to see where the trajectory ends... #Or at least one version of it haha #Poor dear ♥ #The bandage turned out a bit stiff there hmm :P Of all the things I'd want to redraw ''Bandage Expression'' was not my first guess haha

[sneez]

various fairfaxes and a drawing from my english civil wars hiking au which i never posted :-) [id under cut]

[image description:

the first image is a digital drawing of a group of men on a light brown background. they are all wearing hiking-appropriate clothing. from left to right: a young man swinging from a tree; arrows pointing at him read ‘weirdly passionate about hiking’ and ‘like 15′. a man leaning against a tree; arrows read ‘grumpy’ and ‘only here for family bonding with father-in-law’. a man with a cane and one arm in a sling, leaning over to read a map; arrows read ‘has injured himself on every hike so far’ and ‘designated driver’. a man reading a map with a serious expression; arrows read ‘annoyed about everything except hiking and sometimes also hiking’ and ‘only one who can read a map’. a man with his hands on his hips looking at the viewer; arrows read ‘arranges hikes and then doesn’t go on them’ and ‘good at arguing’.

the second image is a collection of four digital drawings of thomas fairfax, a man with long dark hair, a moustache, and a beard. he is wearing seventeenth-century clothing. one is a full-body coloured drawing of him sitting in a chair facing away from the viewer with his legs folded and his hat on his knee. the other three are uncoloured: two are headshots of him as a young man and an older man, and the third shows him sitting at a table reading a piece of paper with an expression of concentration.

the third image is a coloured digital portrait of thomas fairfax as an older man. he is clean-shaven and has long dark hair and a scar across his cheek. he is wearing a dark doublet and a large white falling band, and is looking to the left of the image with a serious expression.

end image description.]

#artwork #fairfax #and others! theres a bunch of blokes in the hiking one #basically the concept is it's the english civil wars but instead of having a civil war they are rival hiking groups. and they compete with #each other over hiking trails and such. i never drew the royalist group but i was imagining them to be the Official hiking club and the #parliamentarian one started because there was drama in the royalist club so they started their own #and now theres drama between both of them. hiking drama. #ANYWAY thats from last year i cant remember why i never posted it but here it is now :-) #the other ones are much newer (for the most part) i did the coloured sitting fax yesterday #the last one is based on a portrait i came across recently which may or may not depict fairfax in 1664 (the identification is questionable) #and i still havent made my mind up whether or not i think it could be him or not but i was So excited about finding such a late portrait #i knew i had to draw at least something inspired by it. i cant even tell you how i excited i was i almost exploded #for context the latest portrait we have otherwise is from 1650 so if it is actually him it is a Very Big Deal #but i dont think we will ever know because the identification has been rejected by the metropolitan museum of art :-/ alas #of course it could be raised again in the future but i dont know if anyone would care enough to do that. i would obviously. but otherwise #oh for the first one from left to right it's lambert ireton fairfax cromwell pym #i dont know if the writing will be legible given how much tumblr crunches images but We Will See #i hope you are all doing well my dear friends :-) it has been so nice to get around to answering messages today i have missed you terribly #edited to add image descriptions! sorry i didnt do that earlier my apologies

[rogersstevie]

this season of ted lasso saying sam should forgive racists who vandalized the restaurant and  then you know, dropping anything to do with that storyline immediately afterwards

and the saying jamie should forgive his abusive father bc hating him apparently isn’t good for him or whatever

doesn’t feel great tbh

#ted lasso #like yes absolutely tbf for some people spending that energy hating their abuser doesn't work #and they ultimately decide to forgive for themselves which i get is what they were advocating for #in his and ted's convo #but it's also like i don't even think jamie HAS had a lot of hatred bc so much of the time has been trying to prove himself to his father #and with sam they had that weird bit like 'oh we'll keep the broken mirrors bc it doesn't have to be perfect' #bc he was so concerned about everything being just right with the restaurant like...this was not that #could've kept the mirrors sure but not comparing it to the issue from earlier like....it was intended to be a violent attack #and then ya know. just never mentioned again all wrapped up apparently bc he chose to let it go #which hey they can absolutely go the route of sam choosing to let it go but that doesn't mean the problem is gonna go away #it's just like the whole thing i get forgiveness is a big part of the show but these are two things that i just don't love to see #though at least with jamie they've dedicated a good amount of the show to that particular issue and it's not so with sam #and they gave so much to colin's story line?? which has been pretty well done ofc but they were really like #sam gets a single episode and it's all wrapped up in the end bye like WHAT #ik with so many characters they can't devote the same amount of time to everyone but like....they should've done better for sam #and now there's only one ep left so ya know. i thought they might come back to it but they did not

[gregoftom]

“do you have all the support that you need [for sweden]?”

#tomgreg #''i'm not okay'' wig tom :)))) #man what can i even say about this part like literally what can i say #it feels less like he leans to greg when something is wrong with shiv and more like he leans to greg when he's fucking terrified #why would someone like greg EVER make you feel safe in a business world. unless you were enamoured with him. #unless you felt like you were on top of the world with him. invincible. unstoppable. unless you TRUSTED him with your life. #unless it wasn't about business at all. or at least not completely. #idk idk. you could say he couldn't exactly call shiv bc of the state she was in and yeah you could say he needed to cover his ass. #true. that's all true. but i think that regardless of that. it's important to remember greg asked if tom wanted him there earlier #and tom denied it but in actuality he really fucking did need him. #he could never predict he'd lose his big connection; that logan would die. of course not. he could never predict he'd suddenly #become unsafe and the rug pulled out from under him. but if he could you KNOW who the fuck he'd take with him. #it's also important to remember that it's only to shiv and greg that he ever admits that he's not okay/hurt. that he ever lets down the wall #greg is not amazing with his words but i think to hear his voice was enough to comfort tom a bit. and when he made the joke #greg calmed him down. he didn't even chide tom for making a joke about greg looking like a suspect. he was too focused on #listening to tom and making sure he got it all. #they're sOOooo. ughh #sigh. sigh. sigh. sigh. SIgh #sorry for the long ass cap posts but like. sometimes you Gotta cap it and not do a video like this Deserves caps

[bomnun]

today shinwon shared that he hasn’t formally renewed yet and is technically a free agent, but unless something huge happens very soon he is staying, they just haven’t finalized the contract yet. he says it’s both for group and solo activities, and my assumption based on his words and tone is that it’s important to him to have a future plan and not total unknown when he comes back from the enlistment. he’s probably enlisting in december or early january.

#shinwon #pentagon #reading that (I didn’t catch this part earlier) I was like…um…are you allowed to say all this #but I guess he is since he’s not even technically signed to cube rn 😹 #also makes it quite clear to me that cube has gone very hands off on them #they’re the ones managing pentagon’s career as a group now even though cube at least for the time being owns the trademark #the group is in the members’ hands #cube manages the members signed to cube as members of a group under cube but they’re not gonna do any group schedules for them #they may still do stuff like ny/chuseok greetings (probably not a seasons greetings package) #bc if they don’t they have to turn them into soloists or switch them to the acting team and I can tell that’s not happening #they’re all too strongly tied to the group (by their own choice I imagine they fought hard for that) #and it’s cheaper for the company anyway ugh imagine the hassle of funding at least three solo albums and rebranding one person into an actor #this way they can get away with only giving hui a solo hkgkfjhw #sorry too much talking #edit: I’m linking the tweet where I read most of these #it’s a translation from korean to japanese #I haven’t seen anyone write about it in English

[t3tr0m1n0]

would anyone like a color palette in these trying times

#vis a visual #this is. unrelated to the other series of color palettes i was doing earlier #i lost steam on that project and also Hell the last 2 parts of it were going to be a bit much for me i think #this thing meanwhile? it's. uh. #maybe it's apparent from what the contents of this color palette are. and i made it with my trackpad #could put it on [art blog] if people want #also i just realized i forgot to blow this thing up because at low resolutions the crunchification of tumblr image uploading #makes color palettes not work so well #this one's at least. some larger than the earlier series. so i hope it'll be fine

[izzyspussy]

anyway i've been addressed as izzy because of my url three times now. like i have this to reference my own pussy i guess? aklsfks

#jack facts #ftr that's also what that anon from earlier today thought but at least they knew the izzy part didn't refer to me #both equally baffling readings tho imo #not mad at it to be clear but afkjks. ?? alsfkjkwksk.

[yotd2009]

it's 2023 and i'm still bitter about how kuroshitsuji, a complex slow burn mystery manga, got absolutely massacred by its shitty semi-episodic shota/fujobait anime adaptation

#like yeah the manga could be a bit questionable in the earlier parts (cough corset scene cough comedic relief grelle + soma & agni cough) #but almost all of that got retconned once yana toboso was allowed to have more creative freedom over her work #(and her editor's interference is something we Know had a p drastic effect on the series bc it Literally Gave Us Grelle (toboso wanted to #have a female jack the ripper but her editor said that if she did then she would've had to be working w a man. so in response toboso #decided that madam red's partner in crime would be as effeminate as possible so grelle was created in the vein of buffalo bill and then #only in her next appearance a few arcs later when the book of murder arc was over and done with was she acknowledged to be a trans woman #not the best situation for girlie overall but the manga started treating her much better over time + she slayed) #but the anime was on a whole different level s1 Literally ended while teasing a kiss between a grown adult and a 12 year old #and then s2 just made up random bullshit including a brand new 14 year old to ship bait w adults #and it doesn't help that whenever the series comes up everyone in the surrounding area becomes 50x more susceptible to false info #(see: undertaker's real name being shared around on an image that's literally watermarked by a TUMBLR HEADCANONS BLOG) #so there's a p decent subset of ppl who believe it was originally meant to be a yaoi (rumor that began from the same hc blog) #or that yana toboso is a shotacon (pr.osh.ippers on twt made that one up to try and win arguments) #i want the series to get the fmab treatment w a shiny new anime made by some1 other than a-1 pictures #bc we've seen what happens when they try and adapt the arcs that came out after they committed to the random bullshit plots of s1-2 #in the form of the book of murder circus & atlantic ovas. which are excessively plain and just streamlined disconnected and heartless #renditions of the manga arcs which will make no sense to anyone who hasn't already read it. they're like ufotable's fate route ova but at #least that has higher production values and is somewhat visually interesting #romeo.txt

[blueish-bird]

sorry if I don’t remember your name or conversations/experiences or basic things about myself, every few weeks my brain gets factory reset and I have to relearn how to be alive

#lighthearted but also serious bc what is going on here buddy #been feeling weird as hell these past few months #like I can remember some stuff… but it doesn’t feel normal to forget the names of anyone I haven’t seen/heard the name of in a few days #or forget about basic interests and personality traits and experiences and feel like a blank slate every day #idk like ultimately life goes on and I’m happy to live in the moment but it would be nice to understand why my brain is doing this #just thinking #meposting #I think my brain just. does this sometimes when I’m stressed. which is annoying #I recall (lmao) feeling similar during earlier parts of life so this isn’t *new* it’s just unexpected and much more disruptive as an adult #I’m feeling better about it than I was. after like. acknowledging it. bc my mind has not always felt like a sieve it isn’t always this bad. #whatever #I’ll tag as dissociation just in case it’s related/reminiscent and ppl don’t want to see that #dissociation #me and her go way back… haven’t seen each other in years though #she wasnt all bad! coping mechanisms can provide relief and a sense of safety #and as far as coping mechanisms go it’s not the most unhealthy. though it ranks high in ‘socially stunting’ #I kind of miss the distance sometimes to be honest everything’s just So Much all the time #I’m so solid now #so stuck in the ruts of capitalism #fuck capitalism #I wish my imagination didn’t feel so dulled #sorry I love talking #and I don’t miss dissociation when I feel mentally present because I feel so Here with the people and things I love but rn? #it’s like a lose-lose bc I am not Here nor am I untethered. I’m heavy yet hold nothing #I enjoy being dramatic/poetic about it — I feel pretty fine. I just hope this isn’t a permanent and/or long-term state of existence. #like it makes me awful at my job I went from remembering a solid amount of the student body’s names (built up over a few years) to. like 5. #overnight it felt like. like Stressful Thing happened and I went to work and I couldn’t remember anyone’s names. #can’t believe I have to start from fucking scratch AGAIN I’d be better off quitting and working at a different school #bc at least then my lack of knowledge/remembering is justified rather than strange and seemingly rude #I’m getting better now but at the beginning of this it was blue screen in my brain all the time

[hikayunas]

#my style clashes hilariously with aoki ume's #anyway. a peek into this tiger's brain #to see scraps of how i imagine juri #her wings and tail at least #i would've added other parts of my juri headcanon #like 'claw mark' scars on her cheek from yuna #among other scars and scales #but it clashed too much with the model to look good #one of these days i'll properly draw how the girls look in my head #also excuse if anything looks odd (comma) i did this all with my mouse #anyway. #hello tag readers i hope you're all doing well today #go get some water do some stretches etc etc #ooba juri #okt art #mine #oh and also if you saw me post this earlier and then delete it #no you didn't

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

*for the followers*

Dear Yuri's fans, if you're bored and doom scrolling is not enough

you may be interested in going through the archive of 2022 and 2021

miss if I see you even glance towards the delete button of your vintage posts, I will eat your fingers

the sweet temptation.....

#ask #the ONLY reason i don't is because i don't like the thought of permanently erasing a part of my art journey #just like i don't throw my irl art >B) i dislike the ones i posted way earlier because other people that are not me can SEE them which is #UHGDHGSQG it's scary it makes me feel so CRINGE like hide it hide it hide i #but if you can see something in my old works *shrugs* i can't stop you! :D #in fact i myself adore some content from creators that is SO old- sometimes i see them say it's bad when it's NOT!!!!! iT'S PERFECT<3333 #it's still soooo GOOOD like i REMEMBER these pieces of art and cherish them sm<333 #i will never get over some fics i didn't download and learned later they got deleted by the og writer....i wanted to CRY that hurt >:'Dc #they were so beautiful and inspiring and i know some people care at least so ik ik i won't delete them i prommie<3333 #also the fact that i technically have fans is still mind boggling to me HGHGHH i'm sorry y'all are too awesome for me to comprehend :'D <33