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starberry-cupcake · 29 days

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I'm back! Thank you so much for your patience and your kind messages and comments ♥ you are so nice about my silly ramblings, I appreciate it a lot.

previously, on harrowsoup the ninth:

this happened

also I posted this and this as previews and this is the whole tag

currently, chapters 23-26:

"an atmosphere of greater unease had settled over the mithraeum"

aka the emperor's bolthole

btw, no kidding, harrow, I hadn't noticed the unease

so, harrow asks around about the herald situation

I have another deck with dragon heralds but I'm not gonna go on a card tangent this time (you're welcome)

everyone gives terrible and useless descriptions

emperor johnny boy says "Whenever they come I am bundled off to a sealed sanctum at the heart of the Mitrhaeum, so that their insanity can't touch me"

asshole coward awful man

harrobean is trying to ask why emperor asshat is so sure about her having to die and if there's no way she can make it

emperor johnny says yandere twin isn't that good at being a lyctor yet, even if she's surprising and that if he was still giving silly names, he'd name her "Saint of Awe"

harrow thinks "that had not quite suited Naberius"

get perpetually owned, chad

harrow also mentions not being able to remember things well

YOU THINK, HARROW?

"it was as though your brain had formed a scab over everything that had happened to you"

I don't think that scab is healing well

emperor johnny insists on the rapier

idk why they all insist on the rapier

gideon and camilla didn't like it and were the fucking best cavaliers ever

ARE, THEY ARE THE BEST CAVALIERS EVER

PRESENT TENSE

but anyway, at this point, it could very well be emperor johnbro has aesthetic demands

not like he'll explain anything

harrowbean sees not!dulcinea's door closed, which isn't usual

she second guesses a bit because she can't always trust what she sees and she remembers crux saying "you saw what you saw, Lady, and the only thing you control now is your reaction thereto"

I didn't like that old man, but that's pretty cool of him to say

harrow opens the door and sees this

alleged gideon the first aka ortus tells harrow to go away very calmly and in a way that is too nice for him, apparently

harrow is upset at the display in front of her salad and goes to complain to yandere twin

which is a terrible place to complain at because she's both into gossip and into kink

if you want someone to take this seriously, that's the last place to go to

"at least you know who's been moving her—so to speak"

this is what we get combining yandere twin and chad

I've used that gif twice for her already

I forgive her, though, because she says "god is a dickhead" and she's right

she also asks harrow to try to remember why emperor john god has given her the sword

and establishes that harrow previously did something to her jaw so that she couldn't tell her

that's going in the 3d model

CHAPTER 24

apparently people are being less mean to harrowbean because they're already mourning her

harrow says that alleged gideon the first aka ortus has the name ortus because "it was just a banal and uncomfortable coincidence, as though he'd carried the name of a dead childhood pet"

she believes that the name must have caught on in the ninth because anastasia must have like brought it in and named people after her pal

I think he's named gideon

and that our gideon is named after him because of direct relationship of some capacity, maybe to someone involved

I considered the mom, but it's uncertain

in any case, he has to die

so, harrow puts a lot of wards and safety things in her room

kind of like this

home alone styling it

but apparently alleged gideon the first aka ortus can bypass wards

much like the sleeper/waker

much like not!dulcinea

wards are basically pointless, I guess, at this point

so he goes into her bathroom when she's bathing because here in the emperor's bolthole, everyone's a disrespectful asshole

harrowbean says he's "a thanergy void" and "the ultimate nemesis of a bone adept"

he tries to kill her while she's looking like this

I want to give this child some cocoa and play a comfort movie for her, like "the bone collector"

she ended up using the teeth she lost in the fight as projectiles in his eyes and got him to leave

she ended up bloody, unmoving, wet, naked and collapsed on the ground to which yandere twin live reacted to and left

she could have given her a hand

or an arm

she decided alleged gideon had to die and ice cube barbie aka probably annabel lee agreed

when gideon was among us, there was not enough time for her to throw hands at people and here there's so many people she could be throwing hands at and she's not here to do so

camilla too, but camilla threw hands at martita in a way that was legendary enough

CHAPTER 25

harrow goes with the chisme to dr reverend professor emperor john

she says "I swear by the Locked Tomb"

to which he replies "I wouldn't swear by that in this instance"

which I sure hope doesn't mean anything nasty with my girl ice cube barbie annabel lee because I'm gonna kill this man

she might not be entirely alive (maybe she is, maybe she's just suspended or something) but she deserves better than this piece of work

then he says "well, that's unfortunate"

this man really knows how to handle a situation, huh

emperor john says that it's pretty unlikely that alleged gideon the first aka ortus was doing the dirty with not!dulcinea because he never showed interest before and is "legendarily unamorous"

that's another tshirt I need

I need that one and the witch one immediately

also, now we've got a problem

not just because my telenovela about how this man might or might not be related to our gideon got more convoluted

but also because if alleged gideon is aroace, I'm gonna have to stan

I don't make the rules over here, I have to stand by my people

I have a conflict of interest now

emperor john also says "you must think us all a depraved set of immortal criminals"

I mean yes, I do, but not because of sexy times with zombies

I'm not here to judge the sexytimes of necromancers and whatever they do in their spare time

I don't know the intricacies of consent with ghosts or whatever, I can't be imparting judgment

it's not that, emperor john

it's because you're unpleasant war criminals who are killing planets for fun

well, the war criminal part I don't have hard evidence on rn but the situation doesn't seem to be in the favor of these people

I feel like when this man talks about the overall situation I'm getting a speech from emperor palpatine

emperor reverend john asks harrow, who has been awake for 25 years, to go to sleep

yeah, sure, she should go to sleep and wait for this guy to come by and try to kill her for the millionth time

meanwhile, harrowbean keeps collecting hours without sleep like

she makes, at the request of emperor camp counselor john, soup for everyone

I don't remember if it was here or before and I forgot but, this is extremely important

they mentioned cassiopeia being the one who cooked before

cassiopeia the same one with the ceramics collection, if I'm remembering correctly

cassiopeia who was also from the sixth, I think

camilla's house

she's checking every single one of my boxes like a sniper

why isn't she here, we're stuck with the grumpy one and the senior chad

ANYWAY, at the mention of harrow cooking I thought, immediately, "that's an awesome way to kill this guy"

I was picturing more like a poison type situation, although I didn't know how that could be achieved

something like this

but I should have known poison was too subtle for harrowcita

like I established back when protozoa's head was found in her closet, subtle isn't harrow's style

so it was more like this

basically, harrow sectioned her tibia to put some in the soup and then she could necrobend it so that it attacked from the inside

if I'm getting it right

insane plan and I love it

emperor john shadyman says "ten thousand years since I've eaten human being, Harrow, and I didn't really want an encore."

were they snacking on people during the Resurrection???

did they kill people by making lunch?????

???????????????????????????????????????????

"you think we're bad because we have sexy times with ghoulies?? uwu" that's the least of my concerns johnny john man

harrow then breaks down and asks straight to his face WHY THE FUCK MUST SHE SUFFER LIKE THIS

she calls herself a nonsense

the only nonsense here is what this emperor man speaks

she tells him she hasn't slept in six days

for a sleep deprived plan, it was excellent tbh

emperor man over here asks yandere twin to take her to sleep

and then stays with mercygirl to whom he says it's insane that harrow could do what she did and how did mercygirl miss that

this is the situation, as I have previously established

augustine looks at harrow "as if he had seen the ghost of someone he did not particularly like"

alleged gideon the first aka ortus salutes her on her way out

he doesn't even have heartburn

CHAPTER 26

we're back on gideon-less canaan house because it's time for more people to die

in ways that make 0 sense at all for what we know so far

regina george twin is pushed to her death by mayonnaise uncle

sounds fake to me

like, come on

regina george twin can probably murder that feeble guy on sight

we saw her spar with gideon, she wanted to be the cav that chad ended up being

she might not be a necro but she can stand her ground in a physical fight

mayonnaise uncle without duracell bunny nephew is like a sweaty guy on an anime con complaining about girls ruining everything while buying a maid figurine

she can take him

anyway, he does that and he says to her "and somewhere out there, may all the blood of your blood suffer even a fraction of what I have suffered"

now, this is weird

is he talking about yandere twin?

he wants revenge because yandere twin obliterated him?

is yandere twin "out there"?

I'd say this might be limbo BUT CAMILLA ISN'T DEAD

harrow is going to him and he says "she has not remembered her end" "is this how it happens then?"

and then he yeeted himself into space

that's what I wanted to do with not!dulcinea all along

so, yeah, well, this canaan business is getting more complicated now that it's not just people being shot

people are throwing themselves and others into space

and the memories of harrow in the emperor's bolthole aren't completely lining up with these

and mayonnaise uncle seemed to have been more aware of things than others around here?? or maybe just more forthcoming??? in that cryptic otaku way of his

also, no camilla at all still

Things are heating up in the emperor's bolthole, hope to come back soon with another one and thanks for the patience, hope it was worth it.

#luly reacts to tlt #harrow the ninth #harrow the ninth spoilers #tlt spoilers #the locked tomb #long post #gif cw

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strangesuau · 15 days

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Omori

THIS GAME, man. Right up there with Everything Everywhere All At Once for me. It's the kind of thing where I had heard about it a long time ago, when it had come out, and wrote it off. Also the kind of thing that I got into when I genuinely needed it most.

I already had a lot spoiled for me, which I won't really go into, so as to not to the same to others, but MAN. MAN. This game tore me apart in ways I wasn't expecting.

Small side tangent, I remember, when I was first asking people to refer to me as Sunny, people would joke about this game. I wrote it off and was like "eh, sure." Now??? Let me tell you, very convincing argument for their being a greater force at work (god(s)).

BUT, so. Sunny. He's a shut-in for four years because something AWFUL happened to him a while ago. He uses escapism in a dream world of his own imagination to cope with everything, repressing the memories. Even with that brief synopsis, I was not expecting to relate to Sunny so much. Perhaps never a shut-in, but I socialized because I went to school, and homeschool was never an option offered to me. I would always daydream and imagine a better world, one that was superior to the one I was stuck in. I imagined and imagined, because it was the only way to stay afloat. And on days where I wasn't waking up at 6 am for school, I was sleeping in until the afternoon, dreaming lucid dreams of strange places (which a lot of my stories are actually based off of!!).

Also, his destructive self-hatred, coming from the same thing that honest-to-god was designed to protect him. And not killing it, but embracing it. Like it's never gonna go away, but it doesn't have to be the way that it is.

Also also, his being unable to really emote, or speak, or all of that. I drew up having freakouts and being told I would say rude stuff, so I fell into not wanting to talk a bunch. I went to conversation therapy, but talking often never felt like I was actually.. yknow.

SO, why write this now? Because I made an art piece! It's meant to be of Sunny and Omori, and self-hatred. Although, of course, interpret it however you want! <3

I HIGHLY recommend this game. It reminded me why I keep waking up each morning. Lots of love, and peace.

#omori #omori fanart #omori sunny

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max1461 · 11 months

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Okay, here is one such policy. Here is a specific example of a large governing body actually using the term “replacement” to describe its immigration goals for Europe and the United States. https://archive.is/YH9cY I am sending you an archive link because the actual page was taken down. Surprise surprise, people don’t want to be replaced.

Now of course, the world is somewhat complex. It’s not like the UN is the world government. So you need to go to other people and other governments. Look into the immigration policy of every single western nation - the immigration policy of all of them are moving third world trash in the millions into White nations. Do you think those migrant boats (which luckily do sometimes sink) come from nowhere? No, they come from anti-White governments and NGOs working in tandem to change the demographics. It must be also remembered that immigration is not natural. Immigrants are imported. Immigration could be curbed at any moment - in fact, one of the principle reasons for founding civilization at all is “protecting ourselves from outsiders.”

I sent you quotes from individual people, which you then described as “quotes from randos.” An example of one such rando was Joe Biden, a rando who I think has some government position nowadays. He stated at the 2015 White House global conference on confronting global extremism (where they sometimes let randos speak) that “the black box” for America, which he defined as “the secret hidden strength,” was 1. Skepticism for orthodoxy, and 2. The fact that White people will become a minority through mass migration.

An important concept I sent you, which you just kinda glazed over, was the Celebration Parallax. A parallax is the effect where the same thing is viewed differently by different angles. If someone says “the Great Replacement is real, and it’s bad and awful,” then they are a right-wing nutjob conspiracy theorists freak like me. If someone says “the Great Replacement is real, and it’s a good thing. White people will become a minority, your grandkids will be brown” like you then they are not incorrect in any way. Ash Sarkar is a Pakistani politician within British who has specifically pointed to changing demographics being real, and described it with “we’re winning.” Why would she say that? Why would she say “we’re winning” when describing how Pakistanis are replacing the British through demographic change? Mark Sotok of the SPLC has a chart on his wall of the declining White population, specifically singling out the year 1965 when the immigration act was passed. The 1965 immigration act was passed under false pretenses, by the way. People at the time correctly pointed out it would change the demographics of the USA, and it’s supporters simply lied and said it wouldn’t do that. It was passed, and demographics changed, which was always the purpose.

But I’m getting off on tangents. The point is, once you say the Great Replacement is good, you are no longer a conspiracy theorist. It’s only people who say it is bad who are conspiracy theorists.

“The man of the future will be a mongrel. Today's races and classes will disappear owing to the disappearing of space, time, and prejudice. The Eurasian-Negroid race of the future, similar in its outward appearance to the Ancient Egyptians, will replace the diversity of peoples with a diversity of individuals." - Richard Nikolaus von Coudenhove-Kalergi, Austrian politician, father of the modern European Union, certainly not a right wing crank

“We have got to eliminate the gringo, and what I mean by that is if the worst comes to the worst, we have got to kill him." - Jose Angel Gutierrez, Chicano activist, attorney and university professor, who probably doesn’t mean that, right?

“The key to solving the social problems of our age is to abolish the White race. The goal of abolishing the White race is on its face so desirable that some may find it hard to believe that it could incur any opposition other than from committed White supremacists. We'll keep bashing the dead White males, and the live ones, and the females too, until the social construct known as the White race is destroyed. Not deconstructed, but destroyed. Treason to the White race is Loyalty to Humanity." - Professor Noel Ignatiev at Harvard

The 21st century will be a century of mass genocide so complete and total that the genocides of the 19th and 20th (even the fake ones) will pale in comparison. The only question now is which races aren’t surviving.

Ok, let's start at the very beginning. That link does not say what you are claiming it says.

To quote from your link:

United Nations projections indicate that over the next 50 years, the populations of virtually all countries of Europe as well as Japan will face population decline and population ageing. The new challenges of declining and ageing populations will require comprehensive reassessments of many established policies and programmes, including those relating to international migration. Focusing on these two striking and critical population trends, the report considers replacement migration for eight low-fertility countries (France, Germany, Italy, Japan, Republic of Korea, Russian Federation, United Kingdom and United States) and two regions (Europe and the European Union). Replacement migration refers to the international migration that a country would need to offset population decline and population ageing resulting from low fertility and mortality rates.

So, first of all, this is not a policy. It is a report by the UN Department of Economic and Social Affairs, reviewing the scientific evidence for whether a particular policy would be successful. This is similar to the IPCC climate change reports. If you know anything about those, you'll know that the advice of reports like this is not necessarily likely to be followed by world governments at all.

Ok, with that out of the way, what policy is this report examining? Well, you can read it for yourself, but it says it right there in the bit I quote: the report is examining the policy of offsetting already declining local populations through immigration. So it's not about shrinking the white population on purpose! It literally does not advocate that. It's basically saying "in developed countries where the native born population is already shrinking, can immigration be used to provide a source of young laborers to bolster the economy?"

That is the policy of "replacement" they're talking about, not some policy of intentionally shrinking the native born (white, Japanese, Korean, whatever) population!

Do you understand how this is different than what you claimed?

And, just to be clear, the report mentioned Japan and South Korea as countries where this policy could be tried as well, because they have low birthrates and shrinking native-born populations. But, again, the report is not advocating wiping out Japanese people. It's saying "Japan's population is already shrinking for reasons that we can't control. Given that it's already shrinking, could Japan offset its population decline through immigration."

This is not a policy of intentional race extermination. It just isn't. It's clear that you didn't even read the fucking report you linked, because that is simply not what it says.

So, on to the next thing.

[Joe Biden] stated at the 2015 White House global conference on confronting global extremism (where they sometimes let randos speak) that “the black box” for America, which he defined as “the secret hidden strength,” was 1. Skepticism for orthodoxy, and 2. The fact that White people will become a minority through mass migration.

Ok, this is a fun one because it's obvious you just saw the Tucker Carlson clip on this, and didn't actually go to the original source. Anyway, you can watch the full clip of Biden speaking here.

Tucker Carlson excerpted the following quote for a segment on his show, and it's what's apparently got everyone in hysterics:

An unrelenting stream of immigration, nonstop, nonstop. Folks like me who were Caucasian, of European descent for the first time in 2017 will be in an absolute minority in the United States of America, absolute minority. Fewer than 50 percent of the people in America from then and on will be White European stock. That’s not a bad thing. That’s as a source of our strength.

Anyway, if you actually watch the whole clip, Biden starts talking about the "constant stream of immigration" referring to (primarily white) immigration in the 1700s. He specifically mentions the Irish (because he's Irish)! Later in the discussion he mentions that white people will be less than 50% of the population in 2017, and it's pretty clear that he's saying this to illustrate the point that America is very open to immigrants. Like, he's not saying this because he thinks the demographic change itself is great, or because he wants white people to be a minority. It's extremely clear that he's just using this as one among several ways to illustrate the old "America is nation of immigrants" talking point, which he was already discussing just a few sentences earlier.

I frankly think there's basically no ambiguity at all here, when he says "that's the source of our strength", he means "immigration is the source of our strength", not "white people becoming a minority is the source of our strength". Like, just watch the whole clip!

The "America is a nation of immigrants" talking point isn't new. That talking point has been around for over a hundred years at this point! Emma Lazarus wrote The New Colossus in 1883! It's just a fucking talking point that every American president parrots. It has nothing to do with intentionally manipulating racial demographics, it has very little to do with actual policy (because American immigration policy has always been hostile to whatever the newest wave of migrants is), and it definitely isn't because of some UN report. Biden is trying to sound progressive, and he knows that pro-immigration talking points poll well with progressive voters, and so he's repeating the oldest one in the book.

This is really obvious. He's just a politician being a politician. It's not a conspiracy.

I'll give you one thing, he does unambiguously say that it's not a bad thing for white people to become less than 50% of the population. And, well, I agree! It's not a bad thing, it's not a good thing, it's just a neutral thing. Populations change and I'm not worried about it. But just because Joe Biden and I agree that it's not a bad thing doesn't mean either of us are trying to fucking orchestrate it happening in a grand conspiracy. This is just dumb.

Ok, next thing:

Now, I want you to read this next paragraph very carefully, because you have repeatedly ignored it, and I will not respond to any future messages in which it is clear you have not read it carefully:

When you very first messaged me, I asked you to define the Great Replacement. You defined it to me as an intentional policy, by Western governments, of trying to shrink the white population and replace them with immigrants. That is what you said. Do you understand this? Ok. And I said "demographics are changing, but it's not because of an intentional policy to get rid of white people. It's just the natural result of people having more freedom to move around the world. Demographic change is a neutral fact, it's not good or bad. People having more freedom of movement is good. So I support laxer immigration policies, and I don't really care about demographic change one way or the other".

Do you understand the position I am stating here? Again, I will not respond to any future messages in which you show me that you don't understand what I am saying. So read that paragraph as many times as you need to to be really confident that you've got it.

We do not simply have a "difference of perspectives" on the same thing. We are saying different things. You are saying there is a set of intentional policies to replace white people. I am saying there is not. We both agree that demographics are changing. I agree that the white population in the US seems to be shrinking, and although I haven't looked at the stats for any EU countries, I don't have any reason to doubt that it's shrinking in some of those countries too. We agree about this part.

You keep accusing me of thinking that this demographic change is good, and of wanting to exterminate white people. I keep telling you that I think this demographic change is neutral, and I don't care how many white people there are.

Do you understand? I have said this to you at least six times at this point. You have shown me that you can actually follow what I'm saying if I tell you that I won't respond to you otherwise, so you need to read what I just said until you understand it if you want to keep having this conversation. The above paragraphs are the most import part of this post. If you show me that you did not pay attention to them I will not respond to your message.

Ok, next thing:

Ash Sarkar is a Pakistani politician within British who has specifically pointed to changing demographics being real, and described it with “we’re winning.” Why would she say that? Why would she say “we’re winning” when describing how Pakistanis are replacing the British through demographic change?

I have no fucking idea. Ash Sarkar is a fucking YouTube political commentator, this is someone I would describe as "a rando". It does not matter to me what she thinks. Having seen a couple of her videos I suspect it was probably a joke, but I don't know, and even if she was serious it doesn't support your point. Because she is a fucking rando. I can find just as many internet commentators actually saying they want to exterminate black people. There are members of the KKK in elected office in the US. If you can use randos to back up your point then so can I. People believe all kinds of shit. If you want to show that some policy exists, you need to point to the evidence of that policy actually being carried out. For white supremacist policies I can actually do this, I can point you to evidence of segregation and redlining and so on. If you can't do this for the Great Replacement (as you fucking defined it) then you have no argument.

Next thing:

Mark Sotok of the SPLC has a chart on his wall of the declining White population, specifically singling out the year 1965 when the immigration act was passed. The 1965 immigration act was passed under false pretenses, by the way. People at the time correctly pointed out it would change the demographics of the USA, and it’s supporters simply lied and said it wouldn’t do that. It was passed, and demographics changed

Again, I don't care that demographics changed. I don't care about what percentage white people are of the population. I like when people have freedom of movement and I do not care if this changes population demographics.

which was always the purpose.

I strongly suspect it was not. If you think that it was, please provide any evidence at all.

I agree that this guy thought this. I don't deny that, like, some people have held this ideology. But if you think this is what motivates either the modern left or major world governments, I think you're just not paying attention to what's actually going on. There are pro-immigration camps and anti-immigration camps in every democracy. Sometimes people in the pro-immigration camps use rhetoric like this, but mostly they don't. They use they same rhetoric that I'm using, or they talk about the economic benefits, or whatever. The anti-immigration camps have their own rhetoric. The policies that actually get passed, like all policies, are then compromise positions between the desires of the various factions involved. But there's no conspiracy to eliminate white people, and the kind of position you are quoting here is very uncommon in my experience.

No I'm sure he means that, he's just a fucking random academic. I told you that quotes from random academics and shit are not evidence. There's random academics who say the physical world doesn't exist, it's all a product of subjective consciousness. Do you think that guides the policy of Joe fucking Biden? Cause I don't.

I'm pretty sure this person is talking about abolishing the concept of whiteness, which is actually a pretty common position among academics. There are a lot of academics who talk about "abolishing race", and what they mean is abolishing the idea of race, so that people will no longer think of themself as "white" or "black" or whatever, but just as "people". Pretty often they specifically want to abolish the idea of a "white race" because they think that the concept of "whiteness" been used as a tool of oppression. So they'd rather white people just identify their ethnicity as like "Italian" or "Irish" or whatever if they have to, and not as "white". Like I said, this is a pretty common position among humanities academics.

I know this is what these people are saying because I've met these people. They like to dress up their ideas in the most radical sounding language they can, which is basically a strategy for making themselves sound cool to their in-group. But what they actually believe is pretty moderate; it's not that all white people should die, it's that white people should no longer use the collective identity of "white".

I don't know if that's what this person is saying, but it kind of sounds like that's what this person is saying. It has all the hallmarks of a humanities academic trying to sound provocative for clout. Do you see how they refer to "the social construct of the White race"? So they're not saying they want to kill white people, but that they want to kill the idea of "Whiteness".

It's unfortunate that they talk this way, because it feeds into conspiracy theories like yours. I've tried to explain this to people but they usually don't listen. Unfortunate.

This is so fucking stupid, and I'm gonna be frank with you, I kind of think you know it's stupid. Like I've avoided pointing this out until now, but you insert all these cheeky little comments and provocative asides into what you're saying in a way that makes me think at some level you know you're saying it to get a rise out of people, you like adding in the most extreme bits you can because it's fun. You're a dumbass.

#anon #society #hooooo boy #hey if anybody sees any typos in this please point them out to me #I don't have the energy to proof read right now

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itgirlgyu · 10 months

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fav authors?

surprise to literally no one i actually don't have one because i don't read much in real life, (like the ones I ever bought in real life were horror stories compilations) but i really like sarah hogle's humor, and rick riordan oh and!! diana wynne jones!!!

i also like humayun ahmed's short stories and anuja chauhan's novels ( funfact i read all of them) are my guilty pleasures tbh.

never forgiving red chillies for ruining the zoya factor by casting sonam WHEN THEY CASTED MY BABES DULQUER?!? (ik im going off tangent lols)

now now COMING ONTO THE REAL DEAL!!!

my favourite author is my inspiration, my muse, my mentor, my lover, my best friend—my rahrah!! no like fr tho i don't think i would have taken up writing seriously if it hadn't been for her. i got into writing as a means to like extend my overactive imagination onto somehwere so i didn't care about making it sound coherent or like organised until i met my favourite author. i read her stuff and it made me realise ah well fuck i gotta pull my shit together and took a hiatus from writing while trying different genres ( i had never wrote a drop of angst before that) and tried to replicate her writing by reading dozens of romantic era poetries because when i tell you her writing is literally flowing poetry while heavily based on action. like. you're behind the camera with her as she effortlessly narrates what is happening ad though youre experiencing it herself. it's safe to say ill never be able to reach her level but i geneuienly feel so blessed that i can call her my best friend and send my stuff to her bc like i dont think world recognition would as much her word does to me.

now onto TUMBLR,

who else other than @wildernessuntothemselves i had stopped reading on tumblr becase everything I was reading was getting boring and so many people were deactivating, UNTIL I stumbled across like this one drabble of yeonjun from them and oh my GOD WHEN I SAY SOME EMOTIONS WERE UNLOCKED IN ME it's like i had opened this whole new fucking chest of wonderful things—this is when i realised how much into dark stuff i am. and I feel like I really clicked with their writing because their dark writing, the obsessions and themes stems from the things like love which is like the best kind of motivation ever lmao ( it sounds so weird trust me im not a coherent person) and SO I READ ALL DO THEIR WORK, and again and again so i finished the loser lover series, the enhypen series they had and it was during yaqmn when i realised im into this shit for like i was SO FREAKING INTO IT like beomgyu is my favourite character ever from them ( close second to taehyun in hogwarts au sshhhhh) but yeah yaqmn made me realise that i wanna stay on tumblr but like also interact with them and be active in my own writing endeavours. also the author gave legit introduced me to so many cool authors with similar writing tropes and I am so so so thankful that I have found this side.

@hyewka gotta thank mort for introducing me to THE WONDERFUL WORKS OF rana like fr tho, like from the first story it was a hit on the nail on me. i love love love the way rana writes so so so much like they way they articulate their works, the whole situation and the emotions and their TROPES AGH CHEFS KISS. i love that their works are so long because it leaves room for me to see the development between the two characters making it feel so much worthwhile when they fuck in the end lmao like even their toxic works ( BRO HOW DO THEY ARTICULATE THEIR TOXIC CHARACTERS SO WELL) LIKE I'm literally always in awe bc it doesn't ever come off surface level? it's always so so detailed in the plain sight like whatever fucked up shit they do it notion they have it comes off genuine like this person isn't a caricature which is so hard to pull off. i can only ever wish to ever plot a detailed one shot like rana.

@itz-yerin the angst queen fr she is. okay but i know yerin is quite literally famous for her angsts( I'll come back this later) but what drew me to her stories were the fluffs. as someone who doesn't write fluffs because i feel i come off phony ( wow go off edgelord) but dude i read works and the way it's crafted with so much simplicity and love that you genuinely feel the love the characters have for each other and its done in the most mundane situations of life and i love that so much!!!

and her angst too omg, like i think ive never seen anyone tumblr yet use the trope she does in her angst and it's such a wonderful touch that makes me wanna keep reading ans ik most of her works don't really have a happy ending but it creates such a bittersweet ending that leaves this biting feeling in your heart. yerin truly the queen of hurt-hurt genre.

@channoticedmeuwu i know i haven't read much of kai's works YET BUT BRO listen the drabbles that ive read from like the flow of them genuinly makes me believe it's like those pretty lores and fairy tales that you are meant to narrate out out. the vocabulary choices and the way she structures her sentences gives me so so much joy like a number of time. ive literally sat there in awe rereading her sentences again and again. ALSO PACING!! the pacing makes me feeling like I'm walking the character, sometimes they way it indulges you into storyline is literally so magical. i swear to god i wish i could write like that man it's so so so soooo pretty!!

@ox1-lovesick was legit gobsmacked by sav's writing the first time i read them. it's so beautiful, and it's like so soft that makes you feel like. you have something swirling on the pit of the stomache—the fluff is so genuine and it doesn't come off performative at all WHICH IS LIKE SO FUCKING HARD TO DO?! bc you're reading stuff so you feel like ah yes I need to make them look like they are in love BUT NOT SAV even if it's the shortest passage the way they write genuinely makes you see the love the characters share and im out here shoving a pillow in my mouth or SHOVING IT IN THERE TO STOP laughing like THEY ARE SO FUNNY?!? SO FUCKIN FUNNY LIKE THEIR ONE LINERS GET ME SM OR SOME SHIT THEY WRITE LIKE got me giggling and cackling like a witch.

i actually don't read much but I'm trying to change that so when that happens this list will get WAY MORE LONGER!!!

#damn this got too long

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hey so I saw your "THIS SHIT AIN'T NEW WHEN IT COMES TO ROWLING!" Reblog and i have always had this thought in mind.

you know how the Harry Potter fandom and you know how it is more well known that the bigger the fandom the chances of maybe mass harassment of some on who says something even wrong for like a piece of media like as an example how Anime Fan's tend to go after anyone who is even uncomfortable about what is shown or how fans of celebrities do not take it well when you point out that some one they like is awful?

I have been thinking, was there a chance that some one who tried to point out the nasty implications in the series could have been chased out due to trying to criticize the work and may have done so well that people like forgot?

its like I can't help but feel paranoid that that could have happened and been forgotten. because fandoms can be awful or cruel to critics.

That wouldn't be surprising, hell I might as well say YES because I can damn near guarantee that it's happened multiple times and is still happening to this day, but to take your consideration further as to commentate on the problems of fandom culture… I am gonna go on a bit of a tangent/rant so if you don't want to read that understand that you're spot on.

Anime/Weeb culture has existed and doubled down on and incentivized by the Anime and even Manga creators/studios to such an extent that women are outright ostracized to a point that it's disgusting. I have a question?

How many men have been asked to name every single anime title that had been created in the 90’s?

How many men have been asked to name every single song on the 12 album of the Beetles in order of length and then in order that is played?

How many men have been asked to name every album made by Sleep Token?

I can, with my full chest, say that no man has been asked these sorts of questions. But a woman? They've been asked these sort of things a million times for a million different fandoms.

I myself haven't, despite being a woman, only because I rarely interact with fandoms and do my best to avoid these sorts of situations, specifically online where I can easily be assumed to be the opposite gender. But there is also another aspect to it when it comes to anime as you've indirectly pointed out:

The treatment of female characters in just about 98% of anime and 99% of Isekai anime. That being female characters are either damsels in distress or just tits on a stick.

Softcore porn because the creators honestly think that their viewers are so unabashedly stupid and lack an attention span to such a point that they think they need to shove enough tits and ass shots – doubly so for under age characters – in order to keep the viewers’ attention.

Many weebs defend this sort of behavior because and I quote “Anime isn't for girls”.

My response is always, “Then you need to stop watching every anime made by women and you also have to step away from every magical girl show ever created.”

Fullmetal Alchemist: made by a woman.

Black Butler: made by a woman.

Revolutionary Girl Utena: made by a woman.

Fruits Basket: made by a woman.

Violet Evergarden: made by a woman.

Beastars, motherfucking INUYASHA, DEMON SLAYER, and SAILOR MOON WERE ALL MADE BY WOMEN!

The entire Manga and Anime industries face so much sex-based discrimination that female creators have to hide their genders through a pen-name. Your favorite anime was probably made by a woman who had to hide her gender/identity in order to get it published.

But this will never be acknowledged by the “Boy's Club” that is the Anime/Weeb community and the Industry. They don't want to acknowledge their bullshit.

They don't want to look at the opposite gender as anything other than objects. Objects to save, objects to look at, a pretty face to wank one out to.

It's so easy to piss off the Weebs that it's damn near ridiculous.

Write somewhere “Sakura is actually not useless, read the Light Novels which are actually cannon and she's actually written as a decent character.” and watch how many weebs will be pissed off by that alone.

Make a video talking about how you’re tired of being taken out of Isekai anime because the needless sexualization of the female characters just shoots your immersion down so hard that it hurts, while casually mentioning that you do like Dr. Stone and Demon Slayer, and watch as those casual mentions are ignored and get screamed at by so many weebs that you're forced to ignore it because it's clear they don't care about the other half of the audience.

Try to talk about how female characters are needlessly sexualized in their designs and it's getting to the point that you're unable to take the characters seriously when their own lore shows them to be something else entirely? Yeah good luck with how many assholes call you a “soyboy feminist who hates sexy characters”.

No matter what you do you're gonna get attacked and downed out. And that to me is horrifying.

#vent #rant #anime weeb #sakura haruno #sexism #sexism in anime #sexism in fandom #isekai sucks

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beaker1636 · 2 years

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Vinny roommate Imagine for @atreyuinthemidle2

Warnings: none, super fluffy

I thought this gif was cute so I included it 🥰🥰

Not my favorite thing I’ve written but I won’t lie, I struggled with where I wanted to take this and got off on a tangent about my current work struggles half way into it so y/n is a 2 year old day care teacher like I am 🤣. I also wrote half of this in the truck on our 6 hour drive to the hotel so it may be a little iffy.

Hopefully it isn’t as awful as I feel like it is but if you don’t like it I’ll try working on it so it’s more so what you want, promise!

Word count: 3420.

Wednesday

“Hey y/n, now that you are home from work do you wat to jump on and play with me?” Your roommate Vinny asked you as you walked into the living room while he is currently playing the xbox.

“I have a lot of cutting to get done for my hallway bulletin board at work, but I can sit out here and keep you company while I do it if you’d like?” You respond.

You smile at him while setting your bag down and going to get an extra pair of scissors. You know he is going to wind up helping you cut everything out, he always does. Honestly you are lucky to have him as a roommate, you had a mutual friend recommend you to him when he was looking for a roommate and you decided to go for it. The two of you work out really well as roommates, and have become really close. You don’t really fight and if you are both home you spend quite a bit of time together, this last year has been great. And half the time he is on tour regardless so then you basically live alone, and he gets someone to watch his house while he is away so it is a win-win.

“What is your new theme this time?” Vinny asks you without once looking up from his game.

You sit down and start cutting before responding, “Spyto the Dragon. The quote is Dragon our feet into fall. It’s going to replace my Super Mario board.”

“I doubt your 2 year olds are going to know Spyro,” he responds giving you a playful nudge to the shoulder.

“Probably not but they will recognize that it is a dragon. Plus I am running out of video game ideas but everyone expects that board to be a video game of some kind now because the last 3 have been video games.” You roll you eyes as you get to work cutting things out.

“Just give me a damn pair of scissors so I can help you get done faster and then kick your ass at Rust that much quicker,” he sighs putting the controller down on the arm of the couch next to him.

You smirk and grab the extra pair you already had ready for this to happen. He always winds up helping you with it one way or another when he is home. You figure that is what he gets for accepting a lead daycare teacher for a roommate.

“You look pretty relaxed today, your crazy child must have been gone today? I don’t remember the last time you’ve seemed this happy after work in awhile,” Vinny says as he starts cutting out your letters for you.

“No he was there, he was so bad that he was sent home by 10 this morning. He pushed my toy shelves over ripped things off the walls, bit me hard enough to draw blood and kept beating the shit out of the kids. His grandma was pissed about coming to get him but he needed to go as bad as he was today. The rest of the day was good after he left and I was able to actually interact with the other kids.” You grimace thinking about the bite mark on your hand, not really wanting to remember what was going on.

“Why has he still not been kicked out? I don’t get why they keep allowing this to happen. Anyways, I was just curious because you seem so relaxed.” he glances up at you, trying to see where your mood is before speaking again. “So remember that girl I told you about, Hannah? She asked me on a date for Friday a little bit ago.”

You pause what you are doing for a second, you were not prepared for what he just said in the slightest.

“I didn’t realize that you two were getting that close already, what do you think you are going to do on your date?” you ask, not wanting to seem rude or upset.

“Just out for dinner from the sounds of it. I don’t honestly see this getting serious but I don’t know. It doesn’t hurt to try and see where it goes,” he says to you.

“You could have almost any woman you could want and you are going to go on a date with one that you don’t see yourself staying with? I don’t understand your logic at all,” you question him.

“I could see myself with her just don’t know if it would be long term because I keep getting hot and cold vibes from her.” he rolls his eyes at you.

You decide it is just best to drop the subject, pushing the subject too much is going to upset both you and him and ruin your night. Plus if you push things too far he might figure out your feelings, and the last thing you need is for him to know is that you’ve genuinely developed strong feelings for him and make him feel awkward. Its quiet for a minute while you both try to decide what to say.

Vinny chooses to break the silence, “ What about you, isn’t it time for you to start looking again now that you are settled in here with you job and everything? Have you met someone?”

You immediately panic and find yourself flushing at his words, the blush on you cheeks getting intense as you figure out what to say. How the hell do you answer without making it obvious? Vinny looks up at you and smirks when he sees the blush growing.

“You must have someone you like, your blush gave you away!” He says with a laugh, teasing you. “I’ve told you about Hannah, tell me about him what is he like?”

“You sound like a teenage girl right now. There isn’t anything to tell you, I like him and he sadly isn’t interested in me. But I don’t expect someone like him to want to be with someone like me,” you say with a shrug. “I’m not exactly the most beautiful girly girl that fit his type.”

You try hard not to let your insecurities start to eat you alive as you finish cutting the last gem you had to finish.

“Then you should find someone else, don’t dwell on what isn’t there.” Vinny quickly says throwing you a smile. If only he knew….

You both continue to talk as you finish cutting things out, when you finish he hands you a controller and you join in, playing with him for about an hour before you excuse yourself to take a shower and go to bed.

Friday Night

“Hey, I am heading out just to let you know,” Vinny peeks his head in your bedroom door before quick.

“Have a good night, text me if you need something,” you respond with a smile, glancing up from your laptop.

The second you hear the front door open you close your laptop and make your way to the living room, getting ready to order take out. Truthfully you didn’t have anything to work on like you told Vin, you just didn’t want to help him get ready for a date with someone else. You would if he desperately asked you to do so but you weren’t going to go out of your way to when it hurt you inside to watch him do so. Maybe that was selfish of you to not help him but you need to take care of your own feeling too.

You turn on the tv and set it to a show you’ve been wanting to watch on netflix for awhile and wait for your food to arrive, all you do is sit there and binge watch this show. It was a lot better than you expected.

You hear the front door open a couple hours later and Vinny walks in with who you’re assuming is Hannah, both of them laughing at something someone said.

You try to not think about that and continue watching your show until they join you in the living room.

“Hey y/n, this is Hannah, Hannah this is my roommate.” Vinny says as they both take a seat on the couch across from your recliner that you are in. You pause the tv so as not to be rude before smiling at Hannah.

“Hello Hannah,” you look up and almost wish you didn’t. “Nice to meet you.”

“Nice to meet you too y/n.” She says returning a smile.

You can’t help but feel a pang of jealousy in your stomach at the sight of them holding hands, both of them looking content with eachothers company. You also would be lying if you tried to say you aren’t jealous at how beautiful she is, you can absolutely understand why he would be interested in her.

All of you make small talk before you excuse yourself and go to your room, not really wanting to watch the two of them continue to be cuddly and cute together on the couch. Slowly retreating to your room you sit down on your bed with a sign, putting some music on to drown out the giggles coming from the other room. You lie in bed getting upset at your thoughts, that won’t leave despite how much you wish they could. That night you didn’t sleep because your thoughts of Vinny wouldn’t leave.

A Month Later

You have been stressed out about one of your kids at work as well as keeping up on everything you need to get done, and truthfully have been avoiding Vinny quite a bit because it seems he is always with Hannah or talking about her and you just can’t handle that on top of your work stress.

Everyone has been able to tell something is going on with you, but nobody has confronted you and asked about it. Honestly, you are disappointed that even Vin, who is one of your best friends hasn’t been checking on you to see what is wrong, but you suppose he is too busy with his new girlfriend.

You just wish someone would care enough to worry about you other than your boss, who is only asking because your funk is starting to affect your work a little bit. You actually just got out of a meeting with her where she asked if you were doing alright and that led to you crying in her office, but letting her know it is all personal things going on and that you are working on dealing with everything that is happening and are trying to keep doing your best for the kids.

Walking into your house you mentally groan when you notice Hannah sitting on the couch but you give her a small smile to be polite.

“Hi Hannah,” you say while taking your shoes off by the door.

“Hey y/n.” she looks up at you. “Have you been crying, are you okay?”

You curse yourself for being unable to hide your emotions from anyone, you have never been good at it.

“Yeah I am fine, just have a lot going on is all,” you respond.

“Do you want to talk, Vinny ran to the store and is going to be gone for awhile, we can have girl talk. I know sometime that is all you need, to vent to another woman about whatever is going on,” she says softly.

This is a prime example of why you hate that she is with Vinny, she is so nice that you almost hate yourself for not liking her. Why couldn’t he have chosen someone that is awful, that you have a reason to hate.

“Oh you don’t need to hear about my guy drama,” you say brushing it off.

“Nonsense, come and talk to me. I will gladly listen,” she says. “I would like for us to be friends, considering you are close to Vinny.”

You can’t bring yourself to turn her down again when she looks so happy to be talking to you. You sit down on the couch next to her, avoiding her gaze.

“So what is going on, I have been able to tell lately that something is bothering you. Vinny notices it too you know, he says you’ve been hiding in your room a lot lately.” she says to you.

“I mean for starters work has been crazy, we are so understaffed that I am getting stuck working crazy hours. And my naughty child is a lot worse lately, his mom has come back in the picture and its causing him to act out. I really want to help this child and I finally had 2 weeks where I got him calmed down and doing good and then the last 2 he has been absolutely insane again, I hate asking for help but I have had to ask people to come in and work with him and help me learn to work with him, which makes me feel awful.” you say with a sigh. Work has been stressful for you lately, that is part of why it does kill you to avoid Vinny, you can’t destress by playing video game and the like with him anymore.

“And you mentioned boy problems? So you are struggling with a guy on top of work being crazy? No wonder you are struggling, you have a lot going on.” she says, pulling you into a hug which catches you off guard.

This act makes you start to cry slightly, before you continue talking.

“Yes, I have a pretty heavy crush on this guy and he doesn’t even notice me at all. We we’re pretty close but anymore its like I don’t matter anymore. I just wish I was enough, that maybe I could make him happy but I’m not.” you can’t help but let the tears fall at this point, hoping to god that she didn’t realize who you were talking about.

“I promise you that you are good enough for him, you may feel like he doesn;t notice you but he does to the point his girlfriend actually was planning to break up with him tonight because she’s pretty sure he is in love with you,” she says, before starting to cry herself. “Yes, I know Vinny is why you are this way. And trust me, I am pretty sure he feels the same for you but doesn’t realize that he does yet. He has been absolutely worried about you lately and only seems to care about what is going on with you, believe it or not. I finally told myself it is not fair to let myself continue to fall for him when I know deep down that I am not who he wants, but please don’t feel like its your fault. I actually would enjoy being friends with you after everything, maybe not right away but…” she trails off.

You both sit there, awkwardly, and unsure what to say next when Vinny comes back and notices both of you crying. You just kind of look up, before thanking Hannah and telling her she is always welcome to message you when she needs to talk before retreating to your bedroom, trying your hardest to hear what is going on out in the living room.

You can’t help but listen in to the conversation that is going on between both of them through your door.

“Is everything okay? I didn’t expect to come back to both of you crying,” you hear Vinny say softly, probably trying to hug her.

“Honestly, no. Vinny I think we need to break up.” Hannah says.

“What, why? Did y/n say something is that why you were both crying?” he asks her.

“Vinny, I am not stupid at all. I can tell that you are in love with her, not with me. And she loves you, she all but admitted directly that tonight to me. She didn’t say it but I can tell, and I think that is why she is avoiding you. Vinny, you aren’t ever going to be mine. Even if you don’t want to admit it the two of you need to be together not us. I can’t keep lying to myself anymore and pretending that you want me,” she says. “Don’t be mad at y/n, she isn’t what caused me to decide this, I have been thinking about this for a week or so now.”

You hear footsteps and then the front door closing, so you doubt that she is here anymore. You feel guilty that she broke up with him, you genuinely feel like it is your fault. You move yourself to your bed and lay down, letting your tears flow. You are just so stressed out and don’t know what to do anymore, giving up and wanting to go to bed.

You hear a soft knock on your door before it opens, you don’t even look up because you know that it is Vinny who walked in. You feel your bed shift, knowing that he sat down on your bed next to you. A soft hand rests on your back, rubbing it softly.

“I really fucked up didn’t I? I hurt two really awesome girls because I was trying to avoid my feelings,” he says softly. “But I didn’t realize just how much you meant to me until I was trying to force myself to have those feelings towards her, but I just couldn’t.”

You roll over so that you are facing him, laying your head on his lap, still not looking at him. He reaches down and brushes your tears from your cheeks.

“No matter how hard I tried not to love you like that I couldn’t stop. When you started pushing me away it hurt me a lot more than what you realized. Unfortunately Hannah could tell, and she wound up hurt in the process. I never realized that in the process that I hurt you too.” he says looking down at you.

“I never told you, so I can’t blame you at all for wanting someone else. I thought that you guys were serious and it really hurt me, but I didn’t want to be the reason you two didn’t work out, so I felt like I couldn’t tell you what was wrong and that I needed to distance you so that she wouldn’t question anything, but I guess she still figured out that I love you. And Vinny, I do love you and I wish I didn’t. I don’t want to make things weird between us. And I am sorry that Hannah found out and that is why she broke up with you.” you say, avoiding his gaze.

“Did you not just listen to what I said? I said that I loved you and couldn’t make myself stop. That is why she left me, because she knew that I did, not because of you so don’t allow yourself to feel guilty because of that.” he says, grabbing your chin and making you look up at him.

Neither of you knew what to say next, now that everything is out in the open. Both of you made eye contact and stayed still, not sure what you should do now that everything is out in the open.

“So would you like to get dressed and go out to dinner? Have our first date of hopefully many?” Vinny asks trailing off, sounding hopeful.

“I would love that,” you answer. “But not tonight, I think I would just like to lay here and enjoy the moment.”

He nods at you, him moving to lay down with you, playing with your hair while you rest your head on his chest. “Hey y/n thank you for giving me a chance, sorry it took me getting a girlfriend for us to find out we both loved eachother.”

“Eh, it’ll be a fun story to tell people later on, and I expect you to make it up to me,” you say winking at him. “And I don’t think that I am the one you need to apologize to.”

“I already messaged her apologizing for everything before I came in here,” he tells you.

Both of you stay like that, content with the closeness that you both are currently having. Unsure of what exactly what going to happen between both of you, but happy to be getting a chance to figure out where it will lead.

#fanfiction #motionless in white #motionless in white imagine #vinny mauro #vinny mauro imagine #Bree sucks at fanfiction #fluffy #vinny mauro fanfiction #vinny mauro fanfic #vinny mauro fic #vinny mauro x reader #vinny mauro fluff #Vinny mauro X fem reader

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dickplinko · 2 years

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MY LAST HEADCANON POST DID SUPPER WELL AND PEOPLE LOVED IT SO IMMA MAKE ANOTHER ONE

I have fun ideas but am awful at writing so you get this instead of fanfics

Some of these carry over from the first post so here’s that link for context

•Steve needed to replace the brakes in his car and Eddie helped him and taught him how to change brakes. Steve kept rubbing the grease from his fingers on Eddie. He thought it was cute.

•Steve doesn’t really understand D&D so he says the most unhinged shit “Can I befriend the Bugbear and give him chips” “I eat their kneecaps for a snack” “I will impale them like a kebab” “I will throw my shoe” “I will turn him into a grill” “Steve they don’t have grills” I don’t care roll for grill”

• Steve really likes Eddie’s hair when it’s put up into a messy bun with hairs flying everywhere and it sagging on the back of his head. Eddie noticed this and started wearing it like this

•Eddie skates with Max sometimes and they have chaotic hart to harts and talk about their partners

•Max is blind now and has a service dog his name is bucky and it’s named after robin because she was the first girl that max ever met who was confident in her queerness and max really looks up to her

•Lucas and El braid max’s hair while she’s in a coma. Nancy and Robin visit her quite a bit in the hospital and are there when she wakes up.

• Eddie stops wearing his bandanna when he gets with Steve. Steve is clueless to hanky code but he notices Eddie doesn’t wear it anymore. He asks about why Eddie stopped wearing it and Steve makes this face 😳

• Steve knew he liked men for years and never really thought much of it bc he never met one he was interested in dating until Eddie. He never really tried to hide the fact that me was bi. Everyone is shocked when he came out and he is confused because he thought everyone knew

• the fruity four volunteer at hospitals during the aids crisis because of the lack of medical care for gay men. Eddie gets really scared that him and Steve are going to get hatecrimed because of the homophobia that is running rampant. The four protect each other in public. Nancy started carrying one of her guns in case something bad happens. They four go to protests and try to educate people in Hawkins about the crisis.

• Dustin starts bringing aspects of Eddie’s style into his own. He starts wearing a jacket and it’s covered in a bunch of nerdy patches and pins. Eddie is proud

• Eddie fucking eats up Nine Inch Nails when they start making music He loves them so much. Him and Steve have sex to closer.

• Steve really likes ABBA Eddie thinks it’s cute how into the music Steve Gets

•Eddie takes Steve to concerts with him and he sits on Steve’s shoulders. Steve gets really into rock music and loves going to shows. One day Eddie gets really hurt in the pit and Steve carries him out of the crowd and to the car. When they get home Steve cleans all his wounds and Eddie falls asleep in Steve’s lap while he plays with his fair

•When The Lost Boys comes out Eddie loves it so much. Steve and Eddie talk about how hot the vampires are together

• When Nancy and Robin first start dating Robin like never shuts up and just always is flustered and babbles all the time. The first time they kiss Robin I’d on a tangent and Nancy can’t stop thinking about how cute Robin is and how much she wants to kiss her girlfriend. Mid sentence Nancy just leans over and kisses Robin cutting her off

•Robin geeks out to Nancy about movies all the time they watch movies together and Robin lays in her girlfriends lap while she plays with her hair. Robin just talks about the movie and info dumping to Nancy. It’s so peaceful and Nancy loves listening to Robin talk about things she loves

•Steve and Eddie’s room is covered in posters just like Eddie’s room. It’s a mix of movies, bands, and nerdy things. It’s of thing they both like. Metallica next to ABBA, WASP next to Billy Idol. Back to the future next to Halloween. Breakfast club next to Lost boys. There’s corroded coffin posters. Will made some D&D pictures that are hanging on the wall. There’s pictures of the party on the wall. It’s a personal eclectic space and they love it.

•Eddie loves reading and Steve loves listening to Eddie read. They make a habit of reading before bed Steve in Eddie’s lap while his voice reads. Eddie reads with the same theatrics as D&D. They read The Hobbit, Stephen King, Orwell, And Vanuget. Steve loves hearing Eddie do different voices and the suspense he builds

•The whole hang goes to Eddies shoes and gets super into them. Mike and Dustin even join the mosh pit with Steve looking out for them of course. Steve teaches them proper mosh etiquette.

•Steve ends up getting really into rock music because of Eddie. He gets a bunch of band shirts and makes a jacket of his own. Steve wears a lot of muscle tees and he cuts the sides really low. A flannel wrapped around his waist Eddie loses his mind over this.

•Robin and Nancy go on picnic dates and sometimes they bring max for bonding

•When max got out of her coma she was really struggling with her disability and Robin and Nancy helped her and Max stayed with them for a bit. Lucas and El were over at their place every day to visit.

• Nancy and Robin also get a trailer and there’s is right next to Steve and Eddie’s

• the four of them have a separate walkie channel that they use in addition to the one the whole party uses. They always have chaotic conversations talking about movies. It's a lot of robin and Eddie yelling at each other or steve and nancy talking about their dipshit partners.

#steddie #stranger things #the fruity four #byler #netflix #ronance #robin buckley #steve stranger things #steve harrington #eddie munson #poly ship #poly ellumax #stranger things fanfiction #stranger things 4 #st4 #dustin henderson #stranger things season 4 #stranger things 4 spoilers #headcanon

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vibingwhilewriting · 1 year

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M*A*S*H Walter Radar O’Reilly x Reader Coffee Shop AU

Hello, everyone! For this valentines, I will be attempting to write something. How is this going to work out for me when I have no rizz? I don't know. Enjoy the ficlet, belated birthday present and valentines gift @multifandomlover01!!!

I never watched m*a*s*h so forgive me for grasping for straws.

“Welcome to the Coffee Corner!”

The greeting resounded through the shop just as the bell hanging from the door did. I adjusted my satchel as I stepped into the cozy coffee house. Smiling, I walked toward the counter, admiring the decor. The infectious atmosphere was entrancing. “Good morning! Can I get a-”

“Raspberry hot chocolate?”

“Ye-yeah, how did you know?”

“Just intuition.”

“Yeah, I would like a Raspberry hot chocolate,” I said with an awkward smile. I looked at his name tag. Radar it says and I look back at his face again.

“That’ll be $7.35.”

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It was always corners and libraries that gave the most comfort. If it was learned comfort from being in them or just a psychological, you don’t know, but it didn’t bother you. You were glad that there was a quiet gem of a coffee shop that had an attached library.

Pulling the satchel off your shoulders, you collapse onto the surprisingly comfortable wooden chair and prepare for your latest study session. Taking off your beanie and scarf, you start pulling out the materials needed to take notes and succeed in the first aid examination.

“Ma’am, your drink is ready.”

You flinch in surprise and look up. “Oh, thank you!”

“You’re welcome.”

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As you return to the shop for more drinks and study sessions, you gradually get to know Radar and his coworkers better. Laughter fills the shop as relentless teases are thrown and all awkwardness and stiffness went away. Small talk and banter between you and Radar became more common. Comfortable silence Radar, tangents and Radar’s coworkers teasing his little quirks is a slice of life that you didn’t expect to receive when you entered university, but you wouldn’t have it any other way.

You don’t know if it was his naivete, his warm personality, how cute he is or a mixture of those that did you in, but you just knew.

“Hey, Radar?”

“Yeah?”

“Would ya go on a date with me?”

“...”

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“Hey, Radar! You’re usually 15 minutes early! Did something happen,” Hawkeye called out as Radar walked behind the tills to the changing rooms.

“Hold up Hawkeye. Radar, your skin is clearing up!”

“You’re right, Trapper! You’ve been getting into more self-care lately?”

Both Trapper and Hawkeye followed Radar to the back, “Well, I got this friend.”

“Well, who is she?”

“Look, he’s blushing!”

“I am not! My cheeks are just red!”

“Aw, Radar, come on! You can tell Uncle Trapper.”

“And Aunt Hawkeye.”

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Hope that you enjoyed it! Sorry that there's little to no plot here. I wish I could given you more for Valentine's day but school has been bitch slapping me lately

#walter radar o’reilly x reader #valentines special #mash x reader #m*a*s*h x reader

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brutal-nemesis · 2 years

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Wound Irritation Day 2022: The Spice of Life

I could have finished this on time but then I watched Space Dandy for 40 minutes and guess what i regret nothing and as always Daniel and Wren belong to @galaxywhump

Castys Masterlist

Ingredients: stabbing, a little blunt force trauma to the head, alcohol in wound and also spicy in wound and that’s about is this is a tamer one

Sometimes Castys was excited for dinner, and sometimes he was not. Well, he was always excited to eat dinner, if he even got to, but as for when it was being prepared…it varied. On better nights, it was just Wren, and Castys could sit in the kitchen with him, on a stool, and they’d talk and Wren would sneak him bites of food or let him help with things that didn’t require a knife. However, tonight was one of the fun and exciting nights when Daniel helped cook, too, which meant Castys got to be tied to a chair and had to keep his mouth mostly shut if he didn’t want to get muzzled. As fun as annoying Daniel was, the muzzle sucked enough that it sort of outweighed that. Most of the time.

“Hey, guys, fuck, marry, kill for rice, pasta, and bread, go. I think for me, I gotta say fuck bread, marry rice, kill pasta. Don’t get me wrong, I love some noodles, some noods, but, like, man. Have you ever just, like, had some bread? Insane. I would fuck bread. I don’t wanna fuck anything, but boy I would fuck the bread. And rice, man, she’s so dependable, she’s always there for you. What I would want in a spouse if I wanted anything in a spouse. This game wasn’t really designed for me, and yet, here I am. So, c’mon, what’s it from you two? You’ve gotta have-Hey, Danny boy, got an opinion you’d like to share?” Castys smiled up at the man now standing in front of him.

Daniel rolled his eyes before putting his asshole face back on. “Just do something useful for once and hold this for me, vermin,” he said with a smile, lifting Castys’s shirt and gently sliding the knife he was holding into his abdomen. Castys just sighed, way too used to being stabbed to really care much about this. It hurt just as much as normal stabs di-well, no it…it hurt a lot. Like, a whole lot more than it should. I-it was fucking burning what the-Castys frantically looked around on the counters for what the hell Daniel had been cutti-there. Little pile of green cube-y things, and off to the side some stems and round, flat seeds.

Of course.

Normally, Castys loved spicy food. Well, he still loved spicy food right now, but only when it was in his stomach instead of in his…stomach area. You know. Eaten vs. stabbed with. No, no, Daniel didn’t actually stab him with a hot pepper, just a knife covered in hot pepper juice. He didn’t remember the exact name of it, just that it had a funny “ny” letter in it. He really had been paying attention whenever ago when Wren had told him what it was, he just had a lot of bigger problems right now. Namely, problems that he was avoiding by going off on this mental tangent instead of thinking about the very hot toasty burning knife buried in his gut.

He’d been stabbed with actual hot knives before, and he wasn’t sure which was worse. Sizzly hot knives were sizzly and they smelled awful and the heat from them gripped his whole body in its very hot heat which sucked it made him all sweaty and feverish even after the knife got pulled out. This hot knife was not sizzly and smelled like spicy, but not very strongly, and it didn’t stop him from bleeding, except for the fact that it was left in the wound, but there was still blood coming out! And it was still hot, still burning, but different, more intense, more focused, throbbing and pulsing, enough to still bring tears to his eyes, which he was sure Daniel saw, so hoo-fucking-ray for that, but what could he do, absolutely nothing, as always, as usual, classic powerless Castys moments, put it on the record.

After watching him a bit, Daniel finally got back to cooking, but he’d steal glances every now and then, smiling all the while. Castys smiled back at him, doing his best to keep the pain off of his face, but who the fuck knows how well that was working. Well, Daniel knew. And maybe Wren, who was looking at him with sympathy when Daniel was occupied with cooking shit. There was a lot of looking going on. A lot of looking and a lot of pain in his gut. It came and went, like a bird that will not leave you alone when you’re trying to enjoy your bread that you keep shooing off. Damn, Castys wanted some bread. Like, good bread. Quality bread. Fuckable bread. Unfortunately, putting bread in his stab hole would probably not make it any less spicy.

Once dinner was ready, Castys got to kneel in his special boy spot right next to Daniel’s chair, the leash tied tightly enough to the leg that he couldn’t move for shit. His hands were cuffed behind his back, as always, but to spice things up, he still had that damn knife in his tummy. Stomach. When did he get in the habit of saying “tummy”? It was weird. Who says that. Castys, apparently. He needed to un-say that. Which would be-oh hello, Daniel’s hand in his hair. It wasn’t unexpected, but it also was nowhere near welcome. Especially when it turned from gentle stroking to a clenched fist, tugging, and-WHAM there goes Castys’s forehead into the leg of the table. Fuck, fuck, he definitely, like, yelped or something, involuntarily, of course.

The world was kinda spinning now, spinning and even more hot than before, there was the bird coming back, the bird was on fire, and it hurt. So. Fucking. Much. He didn’t know how else to call it. Hot. Throbbing. Burning. Ringing. Swirling. Pulsing. Verbs. Ouch. Black spots. Cool wood under his knees. Very warm hot everything else. Maybe if he stared at the knife long enough it would go away. It didn’t work, but it got him through the rest of dinner and Daniel’s annoying petting, so that was something. Being an annoying little shit probably would have gotten him through it better for all of two seconds before Daniel decided to bang his head again or muzzled him, so he shut up for now. He’d probably done enough stupid stuff for today.

Castys didn’t crawl out of the little hole in his head until he felt a hand at his neck, unclipping the leash from his collar, and thankfully the hand belonged to Wren. “Hey, Castys. I’m just about done with doing the dishes, but, uh…”

Castys glanced down at the knife handle sticking out of his tum-stomach. “I do seem to have some of the dishes.”

Wren laughed a little. “Yeah, you do. Come on, I’ll get you taken care of first.” He unlocked the handcuffs before helping Castys to his feet, frowning as Castys winced in pain, the movement angering his burning wound.

“I’m fine.” Castys waved him off. “Hurts like a bitch, but I can walk to the bathroom, at least.” Wren raised an eyebrow but nodded, stepping back slightly, still close enough to catch Castys if he fell. Thankfully, Castys had enough Cool Guy points saved up that he did not fall, but once he made it to the bathroom, he practically collapsed onto the toilet.

“Hey, uh, Castys…I think this might be easier to clean up if we do it in the shower. Sorry, I know you just-”

“All good man, I can do the moving.” However instead of moving, Castys sat there and felt lots of pain for a few moments. “It’s gonna hurt like fuck to pull this thing out,” he muttered before deciding he would pull his shirt off now to put off moving a little bit longer. There, no shirt, just knife, what a classic look, and now it was time to move, hooray. Grunting slightly, he accepted Wren’s help in stepping over and sinking down to the floor of the shower.

“So, uh…does it still burn?”

“Yes indeed it fucking does.”

“Okay,” Wren held up a bottle of…rubbing alcohol, which was a thing that existed, apparently, “I remember reading somewhere that alcohol can dissolve capsaicin, so maybe this will help stop the stinging a bit? Since dying probably won’t make that go away, ‘cause all it’ll do is heal the wound, right?”

“You’re really studying up on your Castys death lore, huh? Yeah, the captain whatever will probably not go away, so as much as alcohol on wounds sucks, fucking go for it.” Castys leaned back against the wall of the shower, trying to relax as Wren knelt next to him, bottle of alcohol in one hand, gripping the knife handle in the other.

“Ready?” Wren asked, giving him what was probably supposed to be a reassuring smile.

“Yoink it,” Castys said, just wanting to get thi-fuck he asked it to get yoinked but that hurt like a lot and now there was lots of blood and now Wren was pouring fucking alcohol on it and that totally didn’t sting and make his whole abdomen light up in agony he sure wasn’t feeling the burning anymore because fuck there was so, so much other pain now why did a fucking stab wound have to hurt this much incredibly unfair Castys wanted a refund and now that the stinging was sort of dying down the burning was back, lovely, terrific, perfect, de-light-ful.

“Did that help at all, Castys?” From the look on Wren’s face, likely a reaction to the look on Castys’s face, he could tell that things were not great.

“Uh…maybe? Dunno, it just…still hurts like fuck. Maybe a little less, but it’s,” he winced, “it’s really hard to tell. But that’s okay. We fucking tried. Maybe it’ll be better when it’s just spicy and no longer a stab hole.”

“Right. In that case, let me just, um…” Wren held up the knife, pointing it towards Castys’s neck.

“Hey, Wren?”

“Yeah?”

“Wash the fucking knife first.”

Castys Cult: @as-a-matter-of-whump @blackrosesandwhump @fanmanga1357-blog @thehopelessopus @just-a-whumping-racoon-with-wifi @hearse-song @muddy-swamp-bitch @whumpasaurus101 @yet-another-heathen @galaxywhump @starnight-whump @his-unspoken-words @misspelledwitch @suspicious-whumping-egg @pumpkin-spice-whump @painsandconfusion @i-can-even-burn-salad @befuddled-calico-whump @whumpinggrounds @whump-queen

#i wrote something #wound irritation day #wound irritation day 2022 #castys #wren rackham #daniel rooney #immortal whumpee #alcohol in wound #painful wound cleaning #wound irritation #how did i write this at all i dont know #i was very hung up on what castys would kill in fmk but in the end he said pasta 😔#this is all because one time i cut a jalapeno and my fingertips hurt for like a day after #and then i was like hey castys what if i put that in you #it will not stop hurting after he dies <3 i just did not feel like writing more #idk thats about all i got sorry it's nothing super gory or whatever i've been a busy man

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pekodayz · 10 months

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PEKO HI HII WAVES

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HIAIAIIAIIIII TINNYYNYN AHAAHAAA WAVES SHAKES UUUU

☕: How do you comfort each other on a bad day?

answered here :3

and kfc. ummmm......its there in japan...it looks good, they'll go like once. jk twice. then some other fast food place in the AM. loitering....GET OUT.

🎡: What are your favorite activities to do together?

Go drinking. Even tho aini HATES beer, she just drinks wine bc she likes the colors of it. oso does offer a drinking game between the 2. ig aini likes a challenge, so she would accept. at the end, she’s in a drunk-induced emotional breakdown and oso es holding her as he’s trying not to laugh at her (he ends up laughing, then crying too. aini sees that and cracks up and they just lay there. dead.) only on Friday nights cuz they don’t have work Saturday. Aini kinda doesn’t want to admit it but she likes pachinko, her luck is bad tho, so she just loses and sulks. Oso pats her on the back and shoves her, giving her some cash aw. ugh. ….then he smirks and whispers that she’s paying for dinner and aini jumps him. Aini forces oso to go to the mall with her so she can have him carry her stuff (lol he doesn’t want to but Aini’s his friend and he cares abt her so…) aini can’t act cute for shit so she doesn’t try to win him over that way. ugh. she just calls him an idiot and promises him he’ll get food after, so he tags along. every 10 mins asking is it time to eat yet. annoying…..she hisses at him to shut him up bc she never does that(literally) they look odd in the public eye. whining oso complaining that he’s gonna die and aini says TOO BAD. then eventually she’ll feel slightly bad and gets him smth to snack on. he then says that she’s the bestest friend a guy could have and that he spent 200$ on her card. aini teary eyed shaking him. (dw they got paid the next day) also some very intense battle. at an arcade..for like 4 hours. they also love going out to eat with each other bc idk they can talk for hours on end, ew....who can be more annoying in public 3 2 1 go.

ah yeah one more thing. oso smokes yeah but aini is always curious. after work hes like there finishing one up. aini goes up to him and says how gross that must be...insults him once. oso rolls his eyes and says how she prob cant even handle 10 seconds of a cigarette. betted she couldnt and is a pussy. aini says oh yeah? then snatches his cig and holds it in her mouth (not knowing she needs to exhale that smoek OUT..) .she chokes and coughs like crazy, hacking and is on her knees. tears pouring down her face from all the coughing and wheezing. hoarsely saying fuck u. grabbing onto his pantlegs. oso laughing like crazy, crying.. .ugh. he pulls her up and he treats her like a damn child. aini silent, staring at him (throat too fucked to say anything back, so she just lets him. sniffles..whatever he's being nice...wWHATEVR) then they realize that was like an indirect kiss. umm...lets go...

🛡: Who’s the more protective one?

answered here :3

Lol I forgot to include some stuff oopssieessss… ok so oso has this thing where like he gen gets ticked off when some random talks down on aini bc it’s like…it’s not funny when u say it??? im the one who can jab at her, not you? aini uhhh lets oso get talked abt when hes being a perv and stuff, he deserved that. sorry. but she will get annoyed when a random says stuff abt him, then she'll be like how do YOU know that???? then she'll go on a tangent abt how dumb he is and how they will never understand osomatsu like she does. then she stops and pulls out a gun, realizing shes said too much.

#ppp #answering these in the daylight is sobering #HI TINY.....

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just-my-latest-hyperfixation · 11 months

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I nEvEr GeT aSk GaMe StUfF

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Geee, alright already! 🤣🤣🤣

✨What's a fic you've posted you wish you could breathe life into again and have people talking about it? (or simply a fic you wish got more credit)

Okay, first things first, I'm pretty satisfied with how all of my fics have been perceived so far, so I can't really complain.

That being said: Someone who cares is doing significantly less good than Hic sunt dracones, statistics-wise. It is my own emotional support fic and incredibly close to my heart, so I really am delighted about every positive comment I get about it.

🦋what are you most insecure about when you post a fic?

Erm, everything? Can I say everything? 🤣

I'm literally a nervous wreck after posting, anxiously hitting F5 and waiting for feedback, mind in a constant loop of self-doubt.

What if my characterization is off?

What if the premise sucks?

What if my readers don't like the direction I'm taking the story?

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!

🌿how does creating make you feel?

So many things!!!

For one thing, it scratches the brain itch. I’ve always had to create things, as far back as I remember. When I was a kid, my parents could stick me in a corner with some paper and scissors and crayons and glue and wouldn’t hear from me for hours.

Even during the 15 years that I didn’t write, I always had to be doing something creative. Knitting, painting, drawing, photographing, you name it. It’s an urge that I need to fulfill and I get crabby if I can’t.

Seeing the end results makes me feel insanely proud and accomplished. It may not be perfect, but I made that! I sunk my teeth into it and saw it through and made this wonderful thing that I love.

🎀give yourself a compliment about your own writing

How dare you make me say nice things about myself?!

Okay … I guess my writing does something to other people that makes them want to create their own stuff. People have repeatedly told me that reading my fics kickstarted their own imagination into creating stories or art of their own. And every time that happens, I get so incredibly happy because that is like a god-tier compliment right there! That somebody found my writing so engaging that it made their brain spin off on a tangent and they created something out of it!

💝what is a fic that got a different response than you were expecting?

Dragons! Dragons dragons dragons dragoooooons!!!!

The feedback I am getting for this fic just won’t stop blowing my mind, seriously, and every time I think it’s done, you guys hit me in right in the feels again with your gorgeous comments and rec lists mentions and fucking FANART! I am incredibly happy and humbled and awed that people are loving it so much!

💥find your least kudos'd fic - say something wonderful about it.

That would be Someone like you, which is a little bonus story to Someone who cares. It's a purely self-indulgent little one-shot featuring married Steddie and a baby. This universe is my emotional support AU and I loved visiting the boys again. 💕

💎why is writing important to you?

Wow, where to start?

Because it's incredibly fun and allows me to completely immerse myself in the story I'm creating. Because I get to be self-indulgent and spoil myself and make the story exactly like I want it to be.

And because I have met so many amazing, creative, lovely ppl through it over the past few months, who bring me joy and make me smile every single day.

I honestly don't know how I could ever go without it for so long!

💌share something with us about an up-and-coming work (WIP) that has you excited!

Okay, so I'm still firmly stuck on the demon!Eddie brainworm and fully planning on turning it into a chaptered fic. I'm still figuring out a lot of the specifics, but I've already got some nice twists and details planned. There'll be demon besties Eddie and Chrissy, a nice side of Buckingham, lots of smutty goodness, Dustin running a mystery YouTube channel and so much more, it will be glorious!

#steddie #steddie brainrot #steve x eddie #steve harrington x eddie munson #steddie fanfic #fanfiction #fanfiction writer #my writing #fanfic #asks and replies #hic sunt dracones #someone who cares #demon eddie munson

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teaberrii · 1 year

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Probably gonna send more asks as you continue the series, but as a reader, I have to say, I found your fic through AO3 initially, but got sucked in. And then I found out you had a tumblr and that you updated it on tumblr too! Tumblr is the more convenient platform for me to read your works on.

Anyway, before I get off track, I wanted to say how much I love your My Boss Is A Cat! Series. Reading the series from the start to now, it's such a rollercoaster, and it's so good. I love the buildup of the relationship between Alhaitham and the reader, and I also like that you explore the additional relationships outside it too.

Especially with this latest update, that intimacy with Alhaitham and the Reader feels well-earned. They took their time getting to know each other, and you did an amazing job planting the seeds for the very satisfying intimate scene in your most recent update. It's so much fun being able to catch hints of your foreshadowing and plot points as I read through the opening chapters of the series.

As a reader, I wanted to say how much I've enjoyed and continue to enjoy this fic. This entire series reads like and feels like it's a full fledged novel, and I'm honestly gobsmacked that you write out these consistent, well-written chapters for free! I always find myself in awe of your writing - not just the word choices you use, but your character development, and pacing. It's something I admire a lot. I've never been bored reading this series, and it's become one of my go-to series to read if I want to lose myself in a story. I have read and re-read this series more times than I can count, and when I see you update, it makes me really happy.

I wanted to let you know that I'm so happy to have found this series, and I'm enjoying every minute of this journey. I do not know where it's going to end, though I have my own theories, and I'm really excited to see how the story continues and how it wraps up.

I know that writing is hard, and this very, very grateful reader wanted to say: Thank you. Thank you so much for writing. I look forward to reading more of your series and following this story until the very end.

Sincerely,

A very grateful anonymous reader

I was doing a facial mask when I read this, and I had to stop halfway or else it would've messed it up cause I was smiling too much. But ANYWAY...

Thank you so much for your kind words. This is one of the lengthiest and most heartfelt comment I ever got, so I really appreciate the time you took to write this.

I am so happy you enjoy MBIMC. It's a story that took me by surprise. I had no plan or direction. The title just came to me, and it got first on a Tumblr poll I ran. So I was iffy on whether I could actually write something substantial out of it.

But now it's a story I am constantly thinking about and determined on finishing. I know a lot of readers usually drop off before a story finishes, but knowing there are people willing on sticking it to the end is extremely motivating.

Thinking about the end makes me have mixed feelings though 😭 like I want it to end but I don't. 💀

Going off on a tangent, I do feel the story could be better. There are some things that I think should have been foreshadowed, developed, or mentioned earlier to make the story stronger.

As a very grateful author to you and all of the other loyal and friendly readers, thank you so much for reading. Before writing on Ao3/Tumblr, I got flack for my writing on another platform, so I'm incredibly grateful for the support.

#ask #my boss is my cat

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lazywiteralex · 2 years

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Promt from Kylie: Character A gets arrested and Character B is the one taking them in

*The vigilante Syphon has struck again, but this time police and some of the top heros were ready to apprehend them. With instructions to bring everyone found in the area in for questioning from the Hero Commission, several innocent civilians are rounded up. This includes one Megumi Kirishima.*

"Oh you have got to be kidding me,"

"Heyo,"

"If I commit a real crime can I please be taken in by an actual police officer?"

The officer looked at her confused, "What?"

"Don't mind her, I'll take it from here," he smiled smugly.

"Please anyone but this asshole,"

"Aw, not happy to see me? I gotta say I'm uncharacteristically elated to see you. And your pretty new bracelets,"

"Watch it fly boy, my feet are still free, I will break your nose,"

"That would be assault and illegal,"

"Oh so I'd be taken to the Police Station instead of the Hero Commission? Perfect. Com'ere Freathers,"

"You know you're not making a good case for yourself. You're irritable and resisting, not exactly the behavior of someone innocent,"

"I'm always irritable around you, if I wasn't you'd actually be suspicious of me. Admit it, you're just taking me in as a suspect cause you think it's funny. Not cause you actually think I could be the vigilante you've been looking for,"

"Actually I think you might just be our mysterious Syphon,"

"What?! I'm a Teacher's Aid how would I have any time to 'fight crime' when I have 22 essays to grade?"

"You only have 20 students,"

"Iida writes enough to be counted as two, and it takes twice as long to get through Kaminari's cause he goes off on roundabout tangents,"

"Speaking of roundabout tangents, you never answered why you were over here,"

"Yes I did, I was going for a walk before bed, last I checked there was no curfew being enforced so that's not a crime. And certainly not a reason to be dragged in front of the Hero Commission,"

"Strange you'd be in the same area that Syphon as appeared in twice, do you live in the area?"

"You know I do, along with a couple thousand other people. An unfortunate coincidence, and circumstantial at best. Whether I am Syphon or not, which I'm not, you wouldn't be able to prove it because you have no evidence. Last I heard you guys can't even say if they have a quirk or not,"

"And how would you know that?"

"A vigilante is running around the city stopping crime lords before the nation's top heros even have a clue they exist, and I work with 20 teenage hero-to-bes. Even a lap dog like you should be able to connect the dots,"

"You know we might not be able to tell, but you should be,"

"What are you rambling about now?"

"If Syphon has a quirk it would leave residual imprints or whatever right? The stuff your quirk can pick up on,"

"If this is a lame attempt at asking for my help, the answer's no. No way am I helping the Hero Commission,"

"Come on, I'm trying to keep the city safe here. I'd think you'd want that since your brother lives in the area,"

"Don't you dare try to use E as a bargaining chip. Syphon has done nothing to harm civilians, so as far as I'm concerned they have the green light from me to keep doing whatever the hell they want,"

Hawks huffed in defeat, "Have it your way then. Come on, my orders were to bring everyone in the area in for questioning,"

"You have to know how ridiculous this is. The Commission is just mad cause they can't control Syphon, so they've sent you on a witch hunt,"

"Please step inside the vehicle, ma'am,"

"But then again, why would their loyal servant ever go against the will of his masters?"

"Watch your head,"

"Watch your back, the people you work for are prone to stabbing,"

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suckitsurveys · 2 years

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Do you enjoy receiving souvenirs? I do. I love getting magnets and shot glasses from places.

Do you get angry with people easily? Not really, no.

Have you ever had the flu? Probably as a kid.

What about strep throat? Yes, several times as a child.

What would you say is the worst kind of emotional pain? Losing people you’re close to. And not just from death, but in general.

Have you ever been to a psychologist? No, just a counselor.

What’s the worst part about school? Literally everything.

Do you normally have a lot of homework, if you’re still in school? --

When was your last vacation? The end of September. Mark and I took a little trip for his birthday.

Would you ever consider going on a cruise? I would never do an overnight cruise.

What did you last buy from the store? Groceries.

Would you say you enjoy being single or in a relationship more? I definitely enjoy being in a relationship.

Do you try to stay busy a lot? No. I really enjoy doing nothing lol.

What’s your favorite quote? “Love her, but leave her wild”

Do you lie a lot? No.

Do you still act childish most of the time? Not most of the time, no, but I definitely have my child-like moments.

Did you ever enjoy gym class? In elementary school it meant I got to play with my friends, so yes. What is your biggest insecurity? My body.

Have you ever painted a room alone? Not alone, no.

Speaking of which, when did you last paint your room? I haven’t.

What does your favorite jacket / hoodie look like? My favorite hoodie is black and has the TGS with Tracy Jordan logo on the back and a smaller logo with “STAFF” under it on the front. It’s 30 Rock merch and I love it so much.

What’s for dinner tonight? I’m not sure. One of our meal delivery kit dinners. I can’t remember which ones we have though.

Do you ever drink alcohol? I do.

Have you ever had a terrible hangover? Oh yes.

Do you ever get migraines? Yes. They’re awful, but I can usually catch them because I get the tunnel vision before the pain and I take something right away. If I wake up with one, though, it’s game over.

Do you know how to garden? Yes.

What was the last thing you plugged into an outlet? The coffee maker this morning.

Do people consider you to be a funny person? I think so.

Do you have any bad habits? Oh yes.

Do you like children? I LOVE my nieces. They are my whole WORLD and their happiness and health is the most important thing to me. I love spending time with them and listening to them and watching them grow and become smarter and funnier every day. And I am a HUGE advocate for children and them being treating fairly and appropriately. Children did not ask to be brought into this world. You decided to have a child, now it’s your responsibility to care for a nurture and love that child. You need to adapt to them, not the other way around. There are too many children being abused and neglected and put into foster care systems that do much of the same. That being said, I can recognize that having a child of my own is NOT for me. I can hardly take care of myself and I know, 100%, I could not mentally, emotionally, or physically raise one of my own properly, and there are things about myself I am unwilling to change for the sake of another human. I think if more people recognized this (and abortion wasn’t still so fucking regulated), there would be less abused/neglected children in this world. Sorry to go off on that tangent lol.

If not, why is this? I realized I never actually answered the question asked above lol. Overall, yes, I like children and will always advocate for them, but as a human who loves peace and quiet, holy shit can they be annoying as hell hahahaha.

What is your favorite snack? Chips and dips; mainly tortilla chips and guac/salsa. And popcorn.

Do you own any gaming systems? We have a Wii, lol.

How old were your parents when they had you? My mom was 37 and my dad was 39.

Is there a big age difference between you and the person you like? Mark is 5 years older, which, according to TikTok, is a big age difference.......we met when I was 21 and he was 26, and I see absolutely nothing wrong with that.

Do you trash talk people a lot? Every now and then, usually just in a joking way.

What is the most amusing thing on the internet, in your opinion? I mean, a lot of things on the internet amuse me, which is why I spend so much time there, lol.

Does the future excite you or scare you? Both, which is how it should be.

Have you ever been to Disney World? Nope.

If so, how many times have you been? ---

Do you try to spend a lot of time with family? Yes.

How often do you shower? Every other day.

What would you say is your favorite genre of music? I am so bad with genres. I just like what I like and I don’t feel the need to categorize it.

Do you need to clean your bedroom? Yes. What do you plan on doing with the rest of your life? Live?

Do you enjoy Chinese food? It’s not usually my first choice, but there are some dishes I enjoy. I also notice there is some over-lap in Asian cuisine. Like, I feel like almost every Chinese restaurant has crab rangoon, but I have also seen that at Thai and Japanese places as well. Same with egg rolls. And I’ve also seen pad thai served at Chinese places, too.

Do you smile a lot? Sure. What is your favorite movie from the nineties? Clueless or Romy and Michele.

Which decade were you born in? The 80s, technically. Near the very very end of it.

Are you good at giving advice to people? Depends.

How many huge secrets do you have? None.

How many people know these secrets? ---

How many times a day do you brush your teeth? Twice, usually. I’m better about it at night because I don’t want shit sitting in my teeth all night lol. Do you ever floss? I use those little toothpicks with the floss in them

Have you ever been in a long-term relationship? Yeah, I am in one now. We’ve been together for 11 years and married for 5.

Ever considered suicide? Yes.

If so, did you try to commit suicide? No.

Is there anyone out there who makes you feel completely useless? I mean, it’s not really specific to a person, but anyone can potentially make me feel useless in certain situations. Do you like texting or calling people more? Texting.

What’s your favorite band? Probably Vampire Weekend.

Do you have a lot of friends? I have a good handful.

Have you ever painted something and been impressed by it? Not really.

Would you rather go out to eat or stay in? I like both.

When did you last babysit, if ever? Last month, but I am actually babysitting tomorrow.

Do you have any younger siblings? Nope. Have you ever thought of someone as useless? Yes, my brother in law is useless. He brings absolutely nothing to the table and he’s a huge fucking piece of fucking garbage.

Have you ever considered bleaching your hair? It’s currently bleached.

Do you drink vitamin water? No.

Do you ever straighten your hair? No, it’s already pretty straight. What’s the best way to end a conversation? Totally depends.

Are there any old movies you absolutely love? Of course.

Have you ever had a Big Mac before? I have..

Do you think you attract the opposite sex at a reasonable rate? I only need to attract my husband and I seem to have done a pretty good job at that lol.

Where is your favorite place to travel? I like going to new places but I have a handful of places I frequent.

What is your goal for the next few months? Workout in one way or another every day (with some exceptions) for the next 4 weeks, and then 8 weeks, and then 12 weeks, and so on. And eat better.

Can you count to ten in another language other than your own? Yes.

Do you own a lot of shoes? No, just a handful of pairs. What is your favorite season and why? I’m into the latter half of the year. Like, June-December. I LOVE summer and all it’s nostalgia and activities, and Fall is gorgeous and beautiful and has Halloween, and the first couple weeks of winter aren’t too horrible and Christmas happens, but then January-May are always HORRIBLE weather and otherwise and I want to throw them in a dumpster fire.

Have you ever played on a sports team before? No.

If you have, what was that sport and when? ---

Have you ever filed a lawsuit on someone? No.

Do you think you’re a good singer? No.

Would you rather wear jeans or sweatpants? Leggings.

Do you think you have a good sense of style? No.

Do you enjoy reading often? No.

Have you ever had a deadly illness? I probably have one right now hahahahaha.

Ever had food-poisoning before? Nope.

Where did you last eat dinner at? My house.

Have you ever shot a gun before? A bb gun.

#surveys #at work

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musicrunsthroughmysoul · 4 months

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One of my best friends will literally talk for six hours (when we're on the phone - with plenty of pauses in between) but only ask or wait for my input about three times, while one of my other best friends will infodump to me for two hours and then tell me specifically "Okay, I talked way too much this time - YOU need to talk more next time". ._.

I originally put this rant in the tags but now my tags are ridiculously long so, INTO THE VOID OF THE POST THEY GO.

I wish I could talk more when talking with my first best friend, but at the same time I feel like I never say the right things or ever even really say WHAT'S on my mind with her. I struggle really bad with feeling like I'm ever actually saying anything of substance that I WANT to say. And given the fact that I write a novel every single fucking time that I post online, I clearly HAVE THINGS TO SAY, but I DON'T SAY THEM when it matters, or - in particular - when I am talking with someone patient enough to listen to me/what I have to say. 😭

But with my other best friend (who ASKS me to talk more when we talk on the phone), I feel awkward trying to share things that I know they're not into even though they've told me before that they like to listen to me talk/tell stories, so...oof! I am just insecure. 😭 Oh, and of course my best friend who infodumps to me is also a listener, so I understand them quite well, too.

It's just that I often struggle to follow my first best friend's train of thought because her thought process goes off into thirty different, often unrelated, directions, so because of that in particular I never KNOW when the right time to interject is because she's probably off on a third tangent by the time I think of what I actually want to say following her first train of thought. D: But I hate to complain about it, and I feel awful about struggling with that. It is just...a major difference between us. :/

And, like, I know that I give way too many details about stuff and simultaneously miss saying the most important points of stuff (my mom accuses me of literally "burying the lede" when I talk to her sometimes. Can you tell she's into journalism, and always did extremely well in her journalism classes? And why I could NEVER be successful in journalism classes, let alone actual journalism?), and I preface everything I say to the fourth degree, but it doesn't take me long to return to my first thought (especially because I usually rush whatever I preface with, on purpose, because I know they're not the most important points but it's still important to me to make these things known for context). For my first best friend, though, it takes her 2-3 hours to return to her first thought - and sometimes that's with my miraculously accomplished nudging.

I know with my both of my best friends, our conversations are often very imbalanced in terms of who talks/shares the most, and I know there shouldn't be such an imbalance, but I don't know HOW to mention the imbalance to them without sounding like a COMPLETE ASSHOLE! Plus...well, I am insecure and socially anxious. Like with my other best friend who urges me to talk more, when they actually give me time to think about what I want to say so that I am able to talk about what I actually want to talk about, a lot of the time (but not just with this friend - this happens to me in everyday conversations with anybody at all), suddenly, it's like everything I AM able to say is nothing at all that I intend or actually want to say. I guess that's the problem with having the sort of socially anxious-tinted filter that I have: I think about what I say before I say it so deeply that I end up censoring myself almost completely in terms of what I ever actually want to say. The only time I say anything that I actually intend to say, let alone how I say it, is through writing it. And maybe I feel more confident through my writing versus through verbally speaking because when I write shit, I don't have to worry about burdening people with my thoughts; they'll either read them, or they won't, and oftentimes, either way, I am none the wiser. IRL, I am able to see or hear the impact of my words (and I pay fairly close attention to that), which makes me even more careful with what I say.

#the trouble with being a listener is sometimes you don't know when to stop being a listener.#and JFC I am SO MUCH MORE SOCIALLY ANXIOUS THAN ANYONE (I think) ACTUALLY REALIZES.#don't worry I accomplished some critical thinking at the very end. lmao ME? BURYING THE LEDE? never...🙃#crystal visions of lilies in the valley

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