#as cheesy as it may sound

[blatantlyhidden]

forever grateful for the community we've built and the friends i've made here <3

#the fact that i know so many of you by name makes it feel like a family to me #as cheesy as it may sound #i'm sorry but it's sappy hours #and i love you all #käärijä

[sasch1sch]

the thing that mightve actually fucked me up the most while watching all of us strangers was not the (way too relatable) parental issues or even that last devastating plot twist but its raw depiction of pure affection and tenderness. arguably THE main theme of this movie is queer loneliness (and how it can quite literally kill you) and i know that i am definitely not alone in feeling alone but... im just scared of living most of my life without ever feeling reciprocated love and passion. missing out on those joyful young experiences of love, exploration and sexuality that all my friends get to enjoy. im afraid of going through each day without ever experiencing a gentle touch of someone who truly sees something pure and beautiful in me somehow. without having someone to take care of me, have a genuine connection with me, sharing a vulnerability that we've never shown to anyone ever before. i think i see so much of myself in adam because i too spend my day dreaming about life getting better, i imagine it each night before i to to bed, constantly waiting for SOMETHING to happen, ANYTHING to make me feel less empty and yet nothing ever changes.

#wasnt expecting my rant to blow up a bit and it may sound cheesy but its nice to know that we're going through this together #it'll pass #eventually #andrew scott #all of us strangers #paul mescal #gay #queer

[hexeratii]

Self Portrait I drew in front of my mirror ฅ⁠^⁠•⁠ﻌ⁠•⁠^⁠ฅ

#art #drawing #doodle #artwork #illustration #sketch #self portrait #my art #sketchbook #sketchbook drawing #mirror drawing #pencil sketch #pencil illustration #self portrait drawing #portrait drawing #mechanical pencil #this would not be possible without my trusty 0.03mm mechanical pencil #ty graphgear #not sponsored I just enjoy the razor thin lines I get from my absurdly thin mech pencils #ew I probably sounded so gross and cheesy in this post #I swear I'm actually an emo bad bitch #Now that I posted this drawing I'm noticing all the little mistakes like the warping on my desk chair and how rushed the hair is lolololol #would you believe me if I told you that the most difficult part of this drawing aside from the arm was the sketchbook #I can easily falsify clothing folds and they don't have to be extremely accurate to still look believable #but godamn it was really hard for me to get the angle of the sketchbook and the loose paper in the back etc etc #This probably doesn't even look all that impressive to most and it may be cringe to be this happy with the result but what can you do #I doubt anyone will read these tags anyhow lolol this is just free vent space #oh and if you are reading these #thank you #also you just lost the game HAHA

[dootznbootz]

I fucking hate those colds where you just have fucking fog for brains >:(

#I'm happy as I wrote quite a bit today (for a wip and it's shitty but I still wrote!!!) #I'm already in a funk with my writing??? like this may sound bad. but I genuinely love my ideas. like I have so much fun thinking about #them and planning them out. How things could fit together. I LOVE MY LITTLE DETAILS AS WELL!!! #but with my writing STYLE??? I weirdly hate it :'D I feel so scatterbrained ALL the fucking time and like I don't make sense. #so even IF my idea is good. the execution ends up SHIT. And it's really frustrating because I KNOW damn well how I want a scene to go down #but it's like I can't even find the words >:( or then it feels ALL over the place. #There are some ideas that I'm moreso EMBARRASSED by as I think people will think it's cheesy but idk. I'm the god of cheese #I have the habit of headhopping but I fucking LOVE knowing others thoughts. I kind of wonder if I should make separate chapters #in a way with the other characters pov??? idk I'm a lil freak. #I'm also thinking I should make a poll for if I should have a sideblog for...certain stuff I've written. #Mad rambles #vent

[lenny-zesty]

well wouldya look at that!

thanks for sticking around :) I hope to continue my journey of being silly with yall

#lennyrambles #may sound cheesy but I am grateful for yall #nice to know that my silly little ramblings are being heard and people like them

[oh-katsuki]

i could write forever about all of the things i could never put into words. i could write forever about the things i'll never know how to articulate. like the way the house made me feel or the way the living room light felt on my skin. i could write forever about how girls lived here. about how their shampoo smelled. about how their laughs sounded echoing through the hall and up the stairs. i could write forever about the closeness. about the way it felt to share a space. about girlhood. i could write forever about this little family that i'll never be able to describe. i can only feel it, but i could write forever about it.

#personal writing #idk what this is but i've had a lot of feelings the past few weeks and this is how im choosing to work through it #moving away from my support system and my house of the last two years has been very difficult #especially because.. as cheesy as it sounds.. i feel like i know what it means to love and be loved unconditionally because of them #by people i was lucky enough to meet rather than people i was lucky enough to be born with or to #and i know better what it means to be a girl and what the term 'girlhood' means to me because of them #idk i have a lot of feelings about it and this is my outlet #bear with me #i may delete this later bc it's v personal and im shy

[dw-flagler]

it has come to my attention that i have been really shitty the last few months about my stance on incest. i am so sorry to anyone I might have offended or made uncomfortable. I was ignorant about the examples of incest in the real world and the harm it can have on people, basing my real opinions on a hypothetical non-entity, and I apologize for any harm I may have caused by doing so. I have never nor will I ever condone any form of abuse, and if anything I said has ever implied that I do I am sorry to have said so

#dw stuff #i'm just really sorry about what I said and who I may have harmed #I want my blog to be a safe space for everyone #and the thought that I made someone's day worse in any way because they saw something I said is really awful #I am so sorry for that #I know there's nothing that could make this sound sincere but I really am sorry for having made anyone so uncomfortable #I know it's kind of cheesy to say i want my blog to be a safe space for everyone but I really do #if anyone ever feels uncomfortable about something I've said please message me and I will delete it #obvious exceptions excepted #(tolerance paradox etc)

[angerygoomba]

is it weird that i dont wanna change my pfp—even though ive had countless moments where ive seen something, thought to myself "this would make an amazing pfp" or "i really wanna make this my pfp" and then like seconds later lose the desire as i remember my relationship to my pfp and how everything about my online persona from the past 5 years would change—and im okay with that?

#like im trying not to be sound entitled to being unique and special #but it feels so much like the opposite of what a normal person would do #like i get a lot of urges of wanting to have another pfp to the point where i have a photo album of potential pfps #change bot contacts pfps to see what they would look like #and even had an old discord account that i would change pfps so that i could express myself in that way #and its not like i feel forced to keep this goomb persona up or anything #i genuinely feel so connected to it #especially since half of my teenage years were spent online due to quarantine #and i got to dissociate from my actual physical self (even though at the time i didnt realise i was doing that) #cheesy it may sound but this just IS my online identity and to change that just feels unnatural #but i still naturally get urges to see what its like to have a different pfp #and honestly i love the system i have cause if i didnt have this i would probably change my pfp every day #so what im doing right now is basically perfect for me since i actually do have a solid online identity #it could also be because i tied my username to my pfp and therefore would have to change my username when changing my pfp #and thats really where the root of the persona comes from #because it makes no sense to tell my real life friends my username is angerygoomba if i have some random ass pfp in conjunction with that #but i will maybe never change my username because i absolutely love how it looks and feels to say #especially goomb #cause that just feels so natural to say that im surprised its not a word #or even a common username at that #also my nd ass will have to find a completely unique username without _ or . cheating cause i cant stand how they look #like it isnt transferable to the english language to have underscores or dots or dashes or whatever in a name #but whateva #goomb thot

[autemis]

So hear me out: How about Sanji and his siblings working in a "Sora, Warrior of the sea" cafe? The design of their uniforms could be based on the raidsuits. For example: Sanji's clothes could be black and red with golden and white ornaments.

Law would definitely be a regular customer there. (Also so he could see the blonde waiter).

#It may sound a bit cheesy but I kind like the idea #one piece prompts #lawsan prompts #lawsan #one piece #feel free to use this

[thevagabondexpress]

just realized that the vulcan's "live long and prosper" is basically rest in peace but for the living and I actually think that's really cool. we need more of that sentiment, I think. especially in english which inexplicably doesn't really have natural phrases for it, at least not ones commonly in use. we talk about "have a good day" or "have a blessed day" but that's just not the same as saying something like, "have a blessed life."

#star trek #text #i think when we start talking like this #i think that's something that'll help change some of the mindsets we're stuck in #cheesy as it may sound right now

[volot]

dealing with a few things so i’ll probably duck my head out for a little while. but on a more positive note... i want to talk about the community for a little bit.

i just wanted to draw attention to how lovely this rpc is. i’ve seen a lot of positivity today, whether it be through the dash meme in the morning, or others comforting each other since it seems like monday has been hitting a lot of us hard. it’s nice to know that through this hobby of writing silly little guys, we’ve all managed to forge new and bright friendships, make memorable stories together, and have been able to bring good memories forth full of laughter and warmth to each others lives. 

this community is chock full of so many kind-hearted folks, from old to new, and i really just want to shine some light on that and express how thankful i am to be part of a community like this one. seeing people care for one another this way, through means big and small. showing genuine compassion and excitement and such an eagerness to uplift one another is just very heartwarming to see firsthand, i think. it may just be writing to the outside looking in, but it always makes me smile knowing that we can all connect with each-other like that; it’s nice to know that where times have gotten rough, we all have each other’s backs, and we’re right by each other’s sides for all the good days to come. 

i’m not really sure if i’m getting all my feelings out eloquently, but i think the best way to describe it is just that it’s... it’s very nice, you know? there’s something so enriching to the heart about seeing people just take care of one another and lean on each other and hype each other up. 

this probably reads as a little messy and a little silly, and many parts corny, but i think as someone who has never really experienced a tightly-knit and caring community this way, it’s just nice to see others look out for one another. i’m very glad for the wonderful friends i have made, and for the lovely people who i have met through this silly ol’ writing hobby.  

you’re all gems, and i hope to experience even more brighter days with you folks! here’s to tomorrow being much better for all of us, and that june rings us all in with positive news and good feelings, yeah?

#sorry if this sounds cheesy it's just very nice to see. i've been in a few rpcs and some have been sour apples but the pokerpc has been full #of so many sweethearts. please keep shining bright you guys <3 you're all incredible folks who i'm so very fortunate to know #if you need anything you can dm me here or on discord since i may be lurking for a little while #<3 #ooc.

[whalesandstars]

The forest may remember, but what happened in Tatarasuna, only him remembers

Not a fic, just shower thoughts

This may sound like it came from a hermit on top of mountain but my 1 brain cell that doesn’t how how grammar works decided to explore the universe while I’m taking a shower lol

Anyway…

It’s kind of sad to think how memories of what happened in the past were altered to fit the narrative that Scara didn’t exist.

No, this isn’t a rant about he shouldn’t have been erased from history and all that debate, but just a personal and messy thought of how insignificant we are in terms of viewing the world and history as a whole and how what makes memories precious (in Scara’s case) is not because of the people themselves, but in the sense that if things have changed, only you will be able to remember them.

So yeah I’m a big fan of 4dango’s work. I love how Dango made a whole backstory of how Kabukimono might had lived with the people of Tatarasuna (plus breaking my heart over and over again with feels) and I just had this thought that he might have a lot of fond memories with Niwa and the others since he’s much more friendlier at that time, but all of those memories, those snippets of stories in time, have all been deleted and replaced.

And somehow it must have felt terrible because Wanderer, who recovered all his memories, was the only one who remembered that they happened.

Not to mention that he was replaced. Yes, while I do know that the exact events (like someone joining the Tatarasuna crew) which he remembers might not have happened at all because the flow of history’s narrative changed, but it’s heartbreaking to think that your spot on those people’s side has been taken by someone else. That somebody else laughed with the people who cherished him and he cherished in return, that another person did sword dancing and smithing with Niwa, that the boy he took in as his family called another person his brother. 

It has made me realize how insignificant (not in a too demeaning way) we are when we view the world as a whole. That we can be replaced or forgotten in just a Thanos style snap of a finger if something like Irminsul existed irl. How we all exist like meager small stars shining along with thousands of others in a vast universe, like if one of them disappeared, no one will notice, or another star will take its place, and the sky—the world will go on as if nothing happened.

Another thing is that people say that what makes memories precious are the people who have been there during its creation. And while this is true, in Wanderer’s case, when all the people in your fond memories have all died, when those moments have been altered to fit another narrative in history where you didn’t exist, what makes it special is that only he has lived through it and remembered it. Only he remembered the way Niwa taught a clueless puppet how to make a sword, only he remembered an abandoned creation of the electro archon collecting lavender melons just to care for a sick child who always smiled at him with a toothy grin. It was a treasure meant only for him.

That’s all 🙇‍♀️ 

#genshin wanderer #wanderer #genshin scara #scara #genshin scaramouche #genshin kabuki #genshin kabukimono #kabukimono #genshin #genshin impact #shower thoughts #yes i think of him even in the shower #this may sound sappy and cheesy but it is what it is #deep thoughts

[skyartworkzzz]

i had an idea that came from a fic i was reading!

everyone interprets an au differently, even if they try to get as close to canon as possible. so, i like to think that every interpretation exists at the same time!

that way, while they may not actually be canon, they're canon in the eyes of the person interpreting them! each character and au, when we interpret them, ends up being something different from the original. only some things are different, but the premise of it all is the same

so long as you respect other people's interpretations, i don't think there's anything wrong with it. it leaves room to be creative, and to imagine a much bigger multiverse!

this is just how i see it tho- i dunno how anyone else sees it

NO FR THATS LITR THE ENTIRE CONCEPT OF FANDOMS, just go wild dude!! URE HERE TO HAVE FUN!

Ofc altho some stuff is canon to u cuz thats how u interpret them, it will never be the same as what the Creator of said canon content has in mind (in the case of Undertale, thatd be Toby Fox), cuz- theyre the creator KJDNMASDK AND EVEryone thinks differently! But it def shouldnt stop u from having ur own visions about smtng! Ure free to create what u want, and thats one of the wonders of a fandom!

Many minds thinking differently always provide more content for you to enjoy, despite not being canon, but its exactly what makes ur stay in a media more enjoyable! Cuz u just have SO MUCH to explore!!

So rlly, thats why I think its extremely offensive and apathetic of someone to want to control other ppl's creativity, cuz it litr means ure trying to stop em from acting different than u (which is fcking Impossible) and enjoying themselves at their own manner. AND THIS IS EXACTLY ONE OF THE MANY REASONS WHY so many ppl are anxious and insecure about sharing their ideas!! Therefore not allowing themselves to have fun, so u can see how harmful this actually is

#ask #undertale #anon #skyartworkzzz #this is actually all what my original universe is about #the entire headscape of an artist and how they see medias and pieces of content they enjoy to make their own ideas out of it #i may sound cheesy when i say this but imagination is smtng magical #u can litr create an entire world with it and make ppl grow attached to it at a level it even comforts them emotionally #okay im getting off track now KJSANDKMALSDSAL #ANYWAYS ANON thats a real good take u had of the situation and exactly how fandoms should work

[perinkling]

it’s honestly wild to think about how having a little fake person to project onto makes such a huge difference with my mental health

like. fucking wild that this idiot (and being able to project my issues and emotions onto her) has probably genuinely saved my life

#like this may sound cheesy as fuck but she and poppy are my everything #i love them more than life itself #she and poppy being there for me to work through one of the lowest points in my life helped me get through it #idk im just feeling sentimental abt them #clover.txt

[notesof-mh]

i was discussing fav kdramas w a friend and have just been thinking abt parallels between 2521 and Our Beloved Summer. it’s been a bit since i’ve watched both dramas tho so some of this commentary may be a bit off

both dramas show the characters as adults in the present day w flashbacks to them as students. with this, they also center around the maturing of the characters and come with a sense of nostalgia (2521 especially). furthermore, both heedo and yeonsoo are shown to be loners as students—heedo bc of her fencing and yeonsoo bc of her financial situation.

but the endings of the dramas differ drastically. in 2521, while heedo does find a close group of friends, at the end of the drama she’s isolated again, and at one point with minchae she seems to have forgotten some of her experiences with them (when she didn’t remember the beach trip they took). this differs from yeonsoo, who as an adult at the start of the drama only has one friend in sol yi yet at the end reconnects with ung and jiung. while the friendship between the three of them doesn’t seem to be as close as the one depicted in 2521, there is still a sense of closeness and community there.

i think something that really crystallizes this difference between the dramas come from some of the last lines in each. in 2521, when adult heedo is reflecting on the past, her last words are “i had thought love and friendship were mine to have for a brief moment. looking back, every day was a practice. the moments when i dared to say everything would last forever. i loved living in that illusion. right, there was still one thing we could have. that summer was ours to keep.”

in our beloved summer, choi ung says, “everyone has unforgettable memories from a certain year of their life. they cherish those memories so much that it lasts a lifetime. and our year hasn’t ended yet.”

with both of these you can see that 2521 approaches relationships as temporary, but life-altering in some circumstances (according to that last scene between heedo and yijin but there are some conflicting messages they’re giving there). overall the show accepts these relationships as temporary and almost acts as if the characters themselves have no agency to change the fact that they’re drifting apart (as shown w heedo and yijin’s long distance relationship)

but yeonsoo and ung also have a long distance relationship for some time, and although the framing of these is different in the dramas, w that section of the relationship being a central point for 2521 and being glossed over in our beloved summer, in our beloved summer i think the characters show more agency over their relationship and trying to take advantage of the fact that they’ve been given a second chance. furthermore, it seems in 2521 that summer has been preserved in memory, made all the more nostalgic film given that the friends don’t talk to one another anymore whereas in our beloved summer the friendships/relationship shown in the last is not as idealized and are seen as a more continuous thing that changes and alters as the characters grow.

i don’t really know where i’m going with this but i think the main point i had at the start of this is that 2521 really plays into the fear so many young adults have of growing up into adults who are isolated, which honestly seems to be a reality for so many ppl today. on the other hand, our beloved summer offers a more hopeful tone of being more fulfilled as an adult (as both choi ung and kook yeonsoo seem fulfilled both socially and career-wise by the end of the series). but also looking at the differences in how these characters view relationships we can see and take away that fact that no matter our stage in life relationships do take effort and that it’s worth it to put in that effort, even if adult relationships require more of it.

#notes of em #kdrama #*not kpop #2521 #twenty five twenty one #our beloved summer #sorry this was just me rambling #and my conclusion sounds kinda cheesy a guess #habit from my essay conclusions #i’ve just been thinking abt relationships and their longevity in my life recently #and honestly this was a bit comforting to write abt #but also it’s late and this may be incomprehensible #we’ll see how i feel abt this later

[skenpiel]

ok so! uh! normally this is the moment where id go "i have a normal amount of feelings about this movie [through tears]" but that actually isnt the case this time. guess i just didnt like it as much as all the other movies in the franchise

#there were a lot of things i didnt like #for example there were a handful of plot holes to me most notably the fact that scotty was on the enterprise b when kirk 'died' #because. if that was 73 years before the movie takes place‚ and THAT was roughly 2-3 years after the tng episode relics took place #then after being freed from the transporter pattern buffer after being in there for 80 YEARS #he would have KNOWN kirk was dead #but in the episode he says 'i bet jim kirk himself hauled the old gal out of mothballs to come looking for me' #thats usually not how you talk about someone who has (to you) been dead for 7 years. #now of course that kind of timeline fluke isnt the end of the world but. well........ i guess i kinda expected better? #i sound sooooo fuckin mean and nitpicky here but trust me thats not the only reason i was disappointed #i was also upset that they essentially made data a comic relief character throughout the majority of the movie? #he had like 3 actual emotional moments and the rest was just silly goofs. he doesnt deserve to be treated like that #(although his life form song was sick. i will admit) #and soran as a character was just kinda...... disappointing. he was a cheesy villain with a pretty iffy motive #not to mention they COMPLETELY missed the chance to give us the opportunity to explore guinan more. she DEFINITELY deserved more screentime #all she was in this movie was. well? just a support character who offered a little advice and explanation and then left #that upset me a bit too bc i love guinan soooo much #i guess overall it didnt. have like. a distinct feel to it. it kinda just felt like a long tng episode with a higher budget #(but evidently not that much to show for it) #the other star trek movies were so very obviously their own THING‚ separated from the original series #though i think that may have had a little to do with the movies taking place a while AFTER tos ended #whereas this movie took place like. really pretty shortly after the end of tng #that said i wanna make it clear i liked the movie. it just doesnt really hold much of a candle to the first 6 #also what kinda gayass last words are 'oh‚ my' like htrghoieruhgoug ok gayboy #ANYWAY!!!!! thats my thoughts on star trek generations i guess. it wasnt as good as id hoped but still good for the most part #i only cried like. once. and that wasnt even actual crying it was just tearing up a little bit -_- #and i didnt have to take that many hyperfixation stim breaks either.... #well either way im glad to have finished it! now i can go back to rewatching tos ^___^ #also reading first best destiny YAYYY #can u believe its only 4am. i finished this movie like. super quickly compared to the other ones LAWL