#anyways rant over thank you and goodnight

[selffagellation]

There needs to be a word for stuff that wasn't traumatic but still impacted your life in a negative way and continues to shape your assumptions about things. Like I remember having a fuckton of car problems when I was a kid, everything kept breaking and we were in and out of auto repair places constantly and like, it kind of taught me how to think about cars. I don't DO preventative maintenance because it's at a regular oil change that they tell you "oh also you need to replace the whole fucking engine, that'll be ten bajillion dollars" so it's better to just. Keep driving until the car physically breaks down. Having shitty cars as a kid isn't TRAUMA, its just a vaguely annoying thing that happened and I still can't shake those assumptions. There needs to be a word for that

#(what this is really about is that one time a beloved mutual unfollowed me out of nowhere and blocked me on every fucking platform) #(thats not trauma either its not their fault or mine) #(but damn if it doesnt scare me c o n s t a n t l y that that can happen out of the blue without me ever learning the reason) #(i very easily assume now that people unfollow or block me just because they dont like. reblog from me for a few days.) #(thats called other people having a life calm down edgelord 💀) #(but also its okay!! if people do that!! in fact at this point im pretty certain one mutual follow HAS been broken and thats fine!!) #(other people get to curate their experiences no matter what) #(i just get scared wayyyyyyy too easily and thats not fair of me) #anyways rant over thank you and goodnight

[coffeeandbatboys]

Congrats on the follower milestone! And Thanks for the tag! 🥰

Can we do something like-

Character: Fives

Number: 7

Emoji: 😜

(This is such a cool idea!)

Thank you! No pressure, and no rush!

Oh. My. God. When I was making the prompt list I saw this one and immediately thought Fives. And then I got the damn ask 😂

Prompt: *tipsy* “Have you ever thought about porgs? I think we should think more about porgs.”

Warnings: Fives had a good time at 79s, Kix and Jesse make a cameo. Fives is a clingy lil shit. Reader is implied to be female.

270 follower celebration

About Porgs (Fives x Reader)

Your comm beeped on the vanity. Curiosity getting the better of you, you paused brushing your teeth to see who it was.

“Hey Vod’ika it’s Kix. Fives had a few too many at 79s so he’s your problem tonight. Jess and I will bring him over there soon.”

You shook your head with a smile, remembering the Medic’s rants about the last time Fives was drunk and staying in the barracks. Apparently he had kept everyone awake by singing a badly written love song about you.

You grabbed a glass and filled it with water, before pouring out a couple of painkillers to go with it.

“Force knows he’ll need it in the morning,” you muttered to yourself.

Not too long after the comm your doorbell rang. You opened the door to find Fives, partially supported by Kix and Jesse. He had a lopsided grin on his face and his eyelids were drooping just a little. He did light up when he saw you.

“Mesh’laaa!” He cheered.

You sighed, stepping out of the way so your ARC trooper could stumble inside.

“Thanks, boys. I got him all set up for tomorrow morning. He’s not catching a break.”

Jesse and Kix said goodnight and returned to the barracks, leaving you to deal with Fives.

“Alright let’s take care of your armor.” You ordered, pushing him into the bedroom. He sat down on the bed as you began to pull each piece of his kit off. Once you got down to the belt, something akin to the transition between confusion and realization flashed across his face and he gasped.

“Ohhh it’s like thattt.” He slurred,

You knit your brows together and feigned innocence, just so you didn’t have to give him the satisfaction.

You frowned. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“C’mon Mesh’la.”

You stacked the rest of his kit at the foot of the bed. “You’re going to go right to sleep buddy. After you drink some water. ”

He pouted, but took a couple of sips anyway, then layed down. You returned the cup to the nightstand and turned the light off. For a second, you wondered if Fives was asleep because everything was quiet. But then-

“Have you ever thought about porgs? I think we should think more about porgs.”

That one threw you for a loop. You started laughing at the sheer ridiculousness of the statement.

“What?” You wheezed.

“I mean why d’they scream so much? Poor things must be tr…tram…trama…scared or something.”

You flopped down on the bed and groaned. “Go to sleep Fives.”

“Jus sayin’”

“Fives–“

“Fineee.”

You felt him wrap his arms around you and bury his face in your neck, where he placed a lazy kiss.

“G’night Mesh’la.”

“Goodnight Fives.”

“Love you.”

You kissed his temple. “I love you too. Now sleep.”

He let out a deep chuckle. “Yess’m”

#star wars #clone trooper fives x reader #arc trooper fives x reader #fives x reader #fives x fem!reader #fives x you #arc trooper fives x fem! reader #arc trooper fives #coffee’s 270 follower celebration #clone trooper x reader

[significant-ace-nnoyance]

freeing this rant of mine from my bestie's google docs comments because I FEEL SO STRONGLY ABOUT EL'S HAIR YOU GUYS so. youre welcome? i didn't feel like editing it to make sense so 😭😭 HERE YOU GO GAYS pls rb w thoughts i wanna know what my people think

essentially i feel like el's hair is very obviously a metaphor for her relationship with herself and her autonomy like. yk sHE chose to have her longer hair and she liked it and she had the byers bowlcut reflecting how she was taken in by them as part of their family now and how that was a big part of her identity at the time in cali esp since she lost hopper and hawkins etc. and the bullies were throwing spitballs in her hair aka spitting on her authentic self and then it was forcibly removed by her abuser and she was paralleled to her younger self who had a shaved head and was in the midst of her trauma which like. so many implications of that. but anyway by the end her being more comfortable with her hair shows how she sort of resolved her trauma within herself and you can see the way that hopper holds her head like 🥺🥺💕💕 he sees the trauma but also still sees that it’s still her and and and-

anyways all to say i think she would love to grow out her hair again because it’s her choice and it’s a choice she was deprived of in childhood and and 😭😭 it’s symbolizing her having autonomy again and not that she needs long hair to love herself bc we definitely saw her grow from not thinking her without hair was pretty in s1 to by the end of s4 sort of growing into it and being more confident in her body bUT the point is it’s her choice and she loves herself either way and now gets to decide what she wants to do with her body because she finally has autonomy and control over her own body and dbshjsjdjwjwjw

THEY BETTER DO HER FUCKING STORYLINE JUSTICE OR I WILL RIOT-

thats all. thank you goodnight

#el hopper #el my beloved #my baby my blorbo my everything #she is so important to me you dont understand #DUFFERS I AM HOLDING YOU AT FUCKING KNIFEPOINT PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I AM ON MY KNEES FOLLOW THROUGH W HER STORYLINE #byler #<< bc ik yall love her #eleven #eleven hopper #character analysis #i did it wayli i posted it like u told me to :)

[danikamariewrites]

Before I go to bed I just need to rant for a hot second. Long story short we don’t talk to my moms side of the family. I haven’t spoken/seen them in over two years bc they’re not great ppl and they’ve treated me like shit majority of my life.

Recently my mom has started to talk to her sister again (she has two and I rlly don’t like this one bc she is the problem) and that’s fine. My mom isn’t making me talk to her or anything so I’m not bothered by it.

Tonight she came over and dropped something off for my brother and I left before she got there bc I knew she was coming. I just couldn’t see her bc I would get so pissed I know I’d say something so I had to remove myself completely. I’m just mad bc she was at the house and that’s been my one thing, like I didn’t want her here.

Anyways, I just had to get that out there thank you for listening (reading lol) I know it’s dumb but this woman irritates to no end. Goodnight peeps 😘✌️

[un-flirt]

1:37 AM contains: mental breakdown?? angst.. mentions…… of kissing……….

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jungwon can’t even begin to describe the things he’s feeling right now. all he knows is that he needs to see you and he needs to see you soon.

that’s how he found himself driving over to your house in the pouring rain. the entire 7 minute ride was a blur; wether that was due to the fog of the storm or the tears forming in his eyes will forever be a mystery.

jungwon might have been going delusional, but he wasn’t stupid. he knew he couldn’t just ring the doorbell or knock. so he thought of a better idea; thank god for romcoms.

you heard a knocking; not at your door but at your window. we’re you going insane? how is that even possible? you ignored it at first, but god were your demons persistent. you couldn’t help but be slightly afraid, it was late after all. nevertheless you slowly open your curtains, revealing a soaking wet yang jungwon standing right on your driveway. you have got to be dreaming.

“jungwon??” you whisper scream, mouthing it out for him. he returns a small wave. god he’s lost it. you roll your eyes while closing the curtains and tiptoe-ing down the steps to not wake your parents. once you’re down there, you open the door with the same caution. there he was, mouth agape like he was about to speak. if that was his plan, you’re quick to interrupt.

“dude are you fucking crazy??! what if my parents see you?! god and your soaking wet, i think i have some clothes i’ve borrowed from you upstairs. ugh but they might be dirty!” you whisper screamed yet again. jungwon could barely hear you, not that he was attempting to anyway. he couldn’t, not when the moonlight was reflecting off your face in the most beautiful way; making your skin glow and stars sparkle in your eyes. he was absolutely stunned by you, and not to mention how cute you were when you were frustrated, he could stare at you for hours.

“what are you doing still out there?! cmon let’s go to my room quick i don’t wanna get the floor super wet.” he was snapped out of his haze by the feeling of your hand in his. sure you were dragging him up the steps but in the moment it still felt incredibly romantic to him.

you fetched a dry outfit for him from your collection of clothes you’ve stole from him throughout the years, along with a towel to dry him off before he changes. while he’s gone, you grow worrisome. why is he here? first he never shows up for ice cream, and now he’s in your house at 1:37 in the morning. when he returns he doesn’t say a word, preferring to shove himself into your warm embrace instead. this is nothing new. he’s your best friend after all, you’ve seen one another through thick and thin. it’s normal for a ranting session to turn into a nap and cuddles.

“hey… wonie what’s wrong.” you said as you took him by his chin, lifting his head to the same level as yours. he swears he wanted to tell you. he desperately wanted to tell you everything, but he couldn’t. his eyes were enchanted by your lips. he tried to ignore it, to talk to you instead, but he couldn’t. so he leaned in, capturing your lips in a kiss. it felt so wrong; he didn’t even ask. but it felt so right; he was kissing the love of his life, and he swears that for a moment, you were kissing him back. in reality, the kiss was short lived, ending abruptly as you pushed him away.

“jungwon..”

“i know, i’m sorry i should’ve asked before it’s just-“

“no, won let’s just.. we don’t have to talk about it now. lets talk in the morning hm?” you said while turning away from him. jungwon felt like jumping out the window he had previously stoned. did he just ruin the best thing that has ever happened to him? the only thing he wanted now was to be able to hold you in his arms, but even he knew that it wasn’t the right time. he didn’t know if there would be another right time ever again. it broke him.

“goodnight jungwon.”

“goodnight, y/n.”

a/n: LONG CHAPTER!!! sorry for the wait everyone 🫶🏻 and for… everything that happened in this chapter 😅

taglist (open!!): @nvertheless @enhacolor @c9tnoos @jungwonize @diestheticu @certainyouthpeanut @solxrssun @hseungi @enhasengene @soobins-gf @abdiitcryy

[aziraphalesbookkeeper]

⭐️

Sorry I didn't get to this last night! Boy one thing I want to rant about is my atla tangled au. I'm doing an atla au oneshot for Varigo week, but i accidentally wrote the whole plot of the show in my head lol oops (Under the cut since it's so long!)

Varian and Eugene are cousins from the Southern Water Tribe. Varian is a nonbender who steals shit out of the wrecks of old Fire Nation ships to build his machines. He relies on his inventions and chemical bombs to "do his bending." Eugene is a waterbender who really hates where he lives (he wants SUN and TROPICAL BEACHES and BABES) but he can't leave because something something village responsibility. But that all changes when they meet the avatar.

Raps is the avatar, obviously. Pascal is a giant dragon/chameleon that can camouflage himself so no one can see them when they fly around.

Cass is Zuko. She wants to live up to her mother Gothel's expectations and earn her love by capturing the Avatar. She can shoot lightning a la Azula bc her mom is so damn powerful.

Hugo is a criminal running an underground earthbending fighting ring for one of Don's many Ba Sing Se hustles. the Raps crew thinks it might be a good idea to try and bribe a criminal to teach her how to earthbend since technically the state has labeled them as criminals too. Cue Varigo meet-cute where Varian realizes Hugo is rigging all the fights with his earthbending so the house takes home most of the betting money. Varian threatens to tell everyone about it unless Hugo teaches "his sister" earthbending.

When Hugo realizes Raps is the avatar, he immediately says no. He does petty hustles, he doesn't do WAR CRIMES. Don encourages/forces him to travel with them anyway because think of the money the Fire Lord would give us if we turned over the Avatar!!

The journey goes on like the show. I imagine The Crossroad of Destiny is when Hugo does his "betrayal" and leads Cass straight to Raps. Varian gets taken by Fire Nation soldiers since Cass knows he can build weapons and forces him to build war machines. The gang is split up, Raps is so injured she's basically dead, Varian is kidnapped, Eugene isn't sure what to do, and Hugo is in Turmoil since he's horribly in love with that little water tribe shit and this is all his fault.

Hugo finds Eugene and Raps hiding out in the southern air temple. He's like hey ik you hate me but lets do a jailbreak a la the Boiling Rock to get Varian back. At this point Cass has also had her doubts about Gothel since mother doesn't really care about her or give her any love now that she's found/killed the Avatar. Maybe Rapunzel had been right all along and Cass can make her own destiny.

Varigo + New Dream are reunited. Cass shows up like "✌️ Hi everyone, Cassie here." Rapunzel encourages everyone to trust her despite how they think she might still be evil. Cass and Raps discover a new friendship as they both learn how to firebend (or it can be gay if you want too Raps has two hands).

THEN THEY ALL TEAM UP AND DEFEAT FIRE LORD ZHAN TIRI THANK YOU GOODNIGHT

#they pick up lance somewhere #idk where but they do #maybe earth kingdom? #asks #if i had all the time in the world i would write this as a fully fleshed au #but for now i'm too busy so you have to accept my SCRAPS ddlkjf #atla tangled au

[o-wyrmlight]

Saw people on Twitter talking about Turnabout Big Top and fundamentally misunderstanding the age of consent in Japan. I'm bringing this up here because I don't have the mental energy to explain to all of them that a) While the Federal age of consent is 13, each individual province has enacted laws that make it a much higher and more acceptable age, b) Generally it is still illegal for an adult to sleep with a minor even if they are age of consent, and c) They were talking about the English localization which canonically takes place in America so none of their bullshit would make sense anyways. Thank you for listening to my rant. Goodnight.

Can I also mention that b.1) In a lot of countries regarding the age of consent, the laws set in place to detail that said 'age of consent' is so that people within the same age range are able to have sex with each other without risking getting in trouble with the law rather than with people who are legally adults?

And speaking of Turnabout Big Top, another thing that seriously bothers me about this whole age issue is the fact that Regina Berry has lived a very sheltered life. She doesn't know anybody outside of the circus, and she has a very biased and incorrect view on the world itself and how it works. She's a sixteen-to-seventeen-year-old who is easy to take advantage of, and I hate that.

Honestly, I hate Max, and that sucks because he's a magician and I really like magicians as a concept. I hate Ben Trilo.

And I also hate that one guy who fell for Dahlia's charms in the beginning flashback of the third game, because that man was a fucking adult. Even if Dahlia was knowingly taking advantage of him, the fact that he still went along with her just irks me to my core.

I wouldn't care as much if the localization team had decided to adjust the ages of the younger character to be a little older--that'd make sense. But they didn't, and that fact upsets me to my core. And it upsets me even more that it wasn't ever even addressed as a potential issue.

It's very much the same reason why I don't really like the ship of Maya Fey and Phoenix Wright. I don't know if it's a popular ship or not, and I don't care, but Maya was 17 years old when she met Phoenix when he was 21. I'm incredibly glad that they never actually ended up getting together in the main trilogy of games--I think that each game takes place in different years, so by the end of it, Maya would be 20 or so and Phoenix would be 24, which is much more comfortable for me to consider, but still.

Yeah. I have a lot of thoughts about these cases. Honestly, Turnabout Big Top is one of my least favorite cases almost solely because of the fact that a 21-year-old and a 31-year-old are pining over a literal teenager. If it weren't for that, I'd think it was just a decent case. A lot of people don't like the logistics that are in it, but I thought it was entertaining enough to get by.

#currently strangling max and ben in my own two hands augh #REGINA IS SO SHELTERED SHE THINKS THAT WHEN SOMEONE DIES THEY BECOME A STAR #IF I REMEMBER CORRECTLY #ARE YOU SERIOUS. SHE KNOWS NOTHING ABOUT THE TRUTH OF REALITY!!! #SHE'S SO TRUSTING AND BLISSFULLY IGNORANT TO THE HORRORS OF REALITY!!! #SHE IS NOT HARD TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF MY GOD

[bookbitchesworld]

Honestly if I try and tell you about something I think, or if I’m being upfront with you, I expect you to do the same with me. I hate feeling like I’m maming myself the victim, when in so many situations, I am, aren’t I? But I think, that’s just because sometimes I want someone, anyone, to hear me. To really hear me, and that’s never happened. If you can’t treat me, the way I treat you at least be upfront and do not go Behind my back because I will NOT get over it. Genuinely. If I am trying to open myself up to you, and you make me feel like a piece of shit, I will cut contact. I can take a joke, but if you’re one of my close friends, you’ll know I’m extremely sensitive and one of my biggest insecurities is people hating me. If you use that kind of information, information I gave you by being vulnerable, then what kind of person are you really? Anyway thanks for letting me rant. Goodnight 🤡

#sad thoughts #spilled thoughts #friendship #i hate everything #fuck you #you know who you are

[sprinklesselfships]

[SCHEDULED]

Valentine's Fic 2: Goodnight To Who I Hold Dear

In a panic, Eclair Cookie struggles to find a gift for his lover when Valentine's Day rolls around, only for him to see he has something rather precious in store for himself...

{The content below the readmore is pretty lengthy! Read if you want to.}

Valentine's Day was an unusual time for Eclair Cookie. He’d very often just see other Cookies running around at their own desires, delivering their own wishes to those they loved on what was once just a typical day.

It made him feel… happy, sure. But now he had this whole situation with Rose Wool Cookie, which had somehow directed their bond to bloom into an actual relationship. So now, Eclair Cookie was worried.

What could he even… DO for her? He couldn’t just go and rant about a relic for the entire day to express his love! Big words weren’t Rose Wool Cookie’s thing by a very long shot.

Eclair Cookie simply folded his arms and sighed to himself, his own considerations feeling a bit spacy and weak right now. 

“Oh, Rose Wool Cookie… what exactly can I even do for you?”

He sighed again, simply not getting it. For a Cookie who was absorbed in what he researched and taught, he really couldn’t put his own interests above his love for her. That would be strange.

Speaking of Rose Wool Cookie, she was her own kind of Cookie. Quiet, patient and the one who had somehow captured Eclair Cookie’s heart.

She had her hunches about him and his Valentine's Day worries. Though, deep in her dough, she knew well he didn’t need to give her anything. She had her own plan in mind, one of which just needed some final preparations.

So she got to work on that final step for her own plan.

“...oh, um hello? Is that Latte Cookie?”

“Yes, that’s right… oh, Rose Wool Cookie! How can I help you out?"

“It’s… mostly about Valentine's Day. I figure Eclair Cookie really needs a day to take a load off, so…”

“Ah, I get that. He doesn’t actually have anything planned for that day, anyway. I can let him know he doesn’t need to come in then. You two can have your day.”

“Oh, right… I appreciate that idea. Thanks, Latte Cookie.”

“It’s no issue!”

A few days passed by, leading up to Valentine's Day. Eclair Cookie had already gotten the memo that he had no need to head out today, which by itself was rather stressful. Even with the reassurance that everything would be safe and alright…

He had never really done this before. It showed.

But at the same time, he kept getting distressed and worried over nothing. Swearing something was going wrong every second of every moment.

He couldn’t really stop this line of thoughts, which kept drawing him further and further from his intended fate of just relaxing for the day. And trying to think of a present for Rose Wool Cookie, too…

Eclair Cookie could swear he was going to absolutely crumble from the anxiety.

Though he was spared from that fate a few minutes after he thought that, suddenly letting out a yell of shock as he suddenly got scooped up by the only other Cookie present.

“AH! Rose Wool Cookie?! I thought you weren’t the physical type! What are you even attempting to do?!”

“I’m… not. But trust me on this.”

Rose Wool Cookie had patiently carried him back to the room the duo shared, sitting him on the bed as she removed his hat on his behalf. He could very visibly notice that Rose Wool Cookie had made the room… quite a bit darker than normal. On purpose.

He was having hunches. But he let her continue.

She seemed to wander around briefly, picking up a box and then returning with it to him and instructing him to open it. 

“Here, Eclair Cookie. It’s a Valentine's Day present.”

So he did that.

He ended up finding a pair of equally starry items inside - specifically a constellation-patterned blanket and some kind of small, clear globe in it. Despite his initial hunches, he found himself touched by it. He did have that sudden love of stargazing, didn’t he…

“Oh, Rose Wool Cookie… this is a pleasant pair of items to receive from you. But… I can’t provide you anything back that isn’t what I like.”

“Sure you can.”

“Hm? How so?”

“You getting a break and relaxing can be your gift, Eclair Cookie. Come settle down."

Eclair Cookie's heart seemed to swell at the action, feeling oh so warm within thanks to his girlfriend's sweetness and generous spirit. Though as he went to do so, he simply felt what he had in him simply…  dissipate.

He just yelped as he fell forward, expecting the ground to be his destination - only for his head to fall onto a blissfully comfy kind of pillow instead.

Rose Wool Cookie's… chest.

…

Eclair Cookie found it very cosy.

She had just gently pulled him into bed, being gentle to remove his hat as she got in too - with her getting the starry blanket over the duo, and doing something with the clear orb - making a delicate star pattern appear on the room's ceiling.

The more soft hearted Cookie was satisfied. She had been able to get him all cuddled up by her side, and she figured waiting was all she needed to do now.

It wasn't quite that easy.

Though the duo were incredibly relaxed in bed, Eclair Cookie had his own little tangent to go off on before he surrendered himself to the starry sleep ahead.

"...Rose Wool Cookie?"

"Hm?"

"...you'd be a very… pretty star. All soft, as if the… the…"

"That Cream Unicorn Cookie star you saw in your dream?"

"...mhm… I feel like I can… just…"

His tone trailed away into the night, with Rose Wool Cookie settling down to join him as their thoughts simply travelled along a starlit path for the night. This was the only gift either of them truly needed.

And her last words before that cosy journey began lingered in the same way a hug would fill your heart with such a fuzzy feeling.

"...love you lots, Eclair Cookie… let's just go see the stars…"

It was truly a perfect Valentine's Day. Er… night.

#self ship #self shipping #�� documented with delicacy 🏛

[sunshinelittlethings]

September 11, 2022 - Sunday

Hello Tumblr!

Dapat Sabado ako magbloblog but inabot na ako ng madaling araw sa sinasagutan kong survey so yeah, hello Sunday~ and hello sa second blog for this month! Yey! Super proud of myself kasi nakapagblog ako despite of having many assignments and quizzes. Well, I gave myself a little me time just for this day, but, this afternoon I will do my seatwork in Rizal and gonna watch discussion of Cytogenetics 'cause we will have quiz again this upcoming Tuesday.

Forda pagod na si fersonavility, may chika pa ako sa inyo. Last week, may quiz kami sa ANAPHY lecture namin ng integumentary system and anatomical, planes and positions. Well, nakapanood ako ng videos/lectures sa Elsevier and I said, "Hihiga ako habang magrereview ng ANAPHY" kasi super sakit ng likod ko. Edi ayon na nga humiga, for security purposes kung sakaling makatulog ako, I set my alarm for an hour kasi I know myself na makakatulog ako. Edi ayon, humiga nga ako nakatulala kasi nga pinagpapahinga ko sarili ko at gusto ko man lang huminga na walang hawak na mga handouts. Little did I know I fell asleep! And I woke up around 2AM, forda namura ko sarili ko kasi nakatulog ako. Grabe yon huhu. Edi natulog na lang ulit ako. Pumasok sa klase ko sa Filipino, after Fili, nagreview agad ako ng ANAPHY, pero alam niyo, super effective na nakatulog ako ng ganoong kahaba kasi super freshed ko and ang bilis ko magets ang mga terms and such. Tuwang tuwa ako kasi nagegets ko siya agad. But I can't do it na always. Mahirap na. Huhu.

Pasado naman ako and I'm happy with my quiz result. Sa BioEpi lang ako kabado kasi wala akong aral nung Friday forda hula lang ako sa ibang terms and over 20 yon!! Good thing may computation and thanks kay Excel. HAHAHAHAHA. Super saya pero super kabado kasi naman baka mababa kasi wala akong aral and super pagod ako. Kanina nga naggawa ako ng notes from Elsevier, Fili and naggawa ng mga assignments. Inuunti unti ko na assignment ko sa Biochem 'cause limang week na assignments yon. Natapos ko na yung week 1 and 2. Tapos nung Friday may individual reporting kami at roleta ang pagtawag ng students, sa sobrang swerte ko, natawag ako. WALA AKONG NAARAL SA MGA ACTIVITIES NA BINIGAY NI DOC!! AS IN!! Kasi akala ko Wed pa yung reporting huhu. Thankful sa binigay na link ng kaibigan ko, nagets ko yung part ko and swerte ko din kasi natawag ako kumakain pa ako non. Muntik pa ako mabilaukan. Yes, kumakain ako dinner while taking our class 'cause anong oras na matatapos klase ko sa ANAPHY lab non 9PM na!! AHHHHHH.

Last week ay sobrang dami kong breakdowns kasi super nagsabay sabay sila and super naoverwhelm ako. I can't focus and I don't know anong subject ang need kong i-focus. The fact that I am also 2nd yr rep, sumasabay pa siya. I think I am still adjusting and I am getting tired na. Kinakaya ko pero hindi ko alam kung kakayanin pa ba ng katawan ko. I am physically tired.

I just hope I have good grades for this prelim, masaya na ako na malaman ko na pasado ako. Hindi na ako naghahangad ng mataas na grades, ang mahalaga sa akin pasado ako at alam ko sa sarili ko na ginawa ko ang best ko at pagbubutihin ko ang midterm and finals namin.

Anyway, ayan lang ang rants ko. HAHAHAHA. Goodnight Tumblr~ see you again!

I'll always check my Tumblr if may mga questions, I will answer it if I have time but don't hesitate to ask me! <3

Song of the Day: Wag Mo Na Sana - Parokya ni Edgar

Love y'all~ <3

[whatwh]

Chapter 3 of Witch!

Grian spent a little while unpacking, preparing his Dragon egg and checking on the other creatures he has strewn about, a Maroon Basilisk and a Bog Newt stand out as close to release. Neither showed any interest in being a familiar, but at least he helped the dwindling populations a bit. As he collects the Basilisk baby teeth, he realizes that his full attention isn't on the task. In fact, he seemed to be entirely focused on the trio. He has run into so many people in bad situations over the years, but they feel different. He has never felt the urge to help like he is feeling now. Not to say he has never helped before, he did if he could, but he wants to do more than a favor. More than give poison to an abuse victim or gift basilisk teeth to a homeless child. Maybe it's because of the similarities.

Grian has spent such a long time, however, avoiding his past that this reminder is immediately met with hostility. This in turn makes the memories claw for his attention even more. He checks the time and after a to-do list once over, he heads home. He needs to rest. (He needs his nest.) This does not happen smoothly, however, as Scar just so happens to spot him heading indoors.

“Grian! Grian! How is my best buddy pal friend! Will you do me a favor?”

“Depends on what it is.”

“Oh, only a giant villager farm?”

“...”

“...?”

“Maybe tomorrow, Im beat from Mcc practice right now. Can we meet up at noon?”

“Of course! That's not a no! Goodnight!”

“Goodnight Scar.”

…

That was odd.

Grian doesn't always wanna talk about projects right away, but that pause was strange. Im not sure whats going on, but Mumbos has been off too! He started having an even harder time than normal sleeping (It's getting close to insomnia really), he might not have spoken to a Shifter afterall. Scar made a mental note to ask about it, add Grian to that as well. Somthings going on, maybe Mumbo knows something he doesn't? Maybe scar is exaggerating, it was just a hesitation.

… No. It was more than that. He can just tell.

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Tommy is a little shook. He has gotten on the others a lot about leaving stealing to him, but he never expected to actually get caught. That Grian fella. Thanks to the herb bag, Tubbo was able to do some research, and the trio should definitely be dead. Technically a Nature witch, Grian used a hot iron to burn off his identification sigils in highschool. Highschool. In order to leave the orphanage he was raised in. That's all really known but there's a lot of rumors. They range from him being a witch in many fields, having refused to just follow nature to being a Serial Killer willing to do anything to keep his independence. Either way he is not supposed to be in Heartmore. It is nice seeing an adult Tribrid, though, muderer or not. We don't commonly-

Knock Knock

“Yes, Techno?”

“Dinners ready-”

“I'm not hungry.”

“...”

Wilbur took that moment to walk fully into Tommy’s room.

“What, too good to eat dinner with your family?”

“...”

“Tommy-”

“Wilbur, let's just go eat.”

Techno grabbed Will, pulling him out of the room quickly.

“I'll put some leftovers in the microwave.”

He stated before closing the door.

...

“Thanks.”

Tommy could hear the start of another argument between the twins and decided to call Tubbo and Ranboo. They didn't pick up though. They were probably being chewed out by the headmistress. Her rants are always useless, over things that don't matter. But at least they were predictable.

Dream calls him though.

He shouldn't pick up.

He has the perfect dinner excuse, and the number should be blocked anyway. He should have changed his number a long time ago. And his name. For good measure. Luckily he was distracted from picking up by the potion he was brewing turning red.

Maybe Grian was right. He was always told he could only do nature work. But proof otherwise in front of him. A potion of healing. It's just beginners level, nothing special really, but he made it. Grew the ingredients for it too.

Nice. A shout from downstairs pulls his attention away from the brief reprieve. The laugh is what really upset him though. He was about to open the window when Tubbo called him back. “Hey Big T!” “Hey Tubs! Getting chewed out?” “Ugh. Yeah. Apparently she assumed that Ranboo was the one messing up the perfect Prisene lawn. Like there aren't small kids here with shovels. And like we didn't go to the market today! We have alibis!” “Sucks man.” “Yeah, How's the Family?” “Same as always. Techno is trying to ignore everything, Wilbur is oblivious, and Phill is still acting like a completely different person. I spent years without him. Years! I literally stowed away with you for weeks without him noticing. But now that his biological kids are here he suddenly cares! He didn't even notice we went to the market, but tried talking to me when I came home.” “He used to have the excuse of ignorance but that- oh hold on Boo wants to talk. See ya tomorrow.” “See ya Bo.” “Hello! Can we figure out the Grian man?” “It seems like what tubbo found is all there is to know. A quick search in his library brought up northing. Then again Phill decided to use it today so I didn't get to be super in depth. Can you find anything?” “My readings are saying a lot. Mostly that big change is coming and that he's a major part of it.” “Good or bad?” “It is not clear, but he doesn't mean us harm.” “…” “Let's just keep an eye out for him, maybe we can find out?” “Maybe. Just be smart for once, OK?” “Hey! Big Man Tommyinnit is a Genius and perfect!” “All right, whatever you say. Goodnight.” “…” “Night Boo” Tommy can still hear everyone downstairs. They will probably be up till late. He's tired though… He’ll just skip a meal, he's done it plenty. After an update to his Grimore, Tommy Grabs Shroud, Henry, and Clemintine from under his bed. He feels like he needs all three tonight. Somethings started.

#Witch!Grian #no beta we die like men #This is not my favrite chapter #That might just be because I dont like writing converstions though #plus I just wanna get to the good stuff #Advice to make this better is apericiated #This fic is inspired by a lot #The family dynamic is based off Cherry Bomb in particular. #Tubbo used to be Tommys neighbor #but when Schlatt was arested he got put into a Heartmore orphanage #at this point they were pretty dependant on eachother so they made do #they met the Boo at the orphanage #as the only trybrids #he fit right in #Dream came in during the brief separation #the manipulator took advantage of the fact Tommy was alone #he is still trying to get Tommy #But Boo and Bo are doing ok at stoping comunication #they would murder tommy if they new he still had Dreams number. #Mumbo is Getting Sicker too #Poor scar is in the middle of it all #Tubbos thing is animals #people are trying to convince him to be a hunter but he refuses to kill inocent animals #Ranboo has a divination focus #Tommys family mostly ignores that he is a witch #Im not even sure if the twins know #Phill does though #Again Constructive criticisim is apreciated

[doodleodds]

Me, thinkin about season 2 of Infinity Train:

My Brain: hey man. u remember that time u made another ‘goro has a palace’ au where u made him the conductor of a train on a collision course, did all those drawings for it, and then just....never posted it??? because I do. good times.

Me, lunging off the sofa: oh my GOD

YEAH, UH. U HAVE MY FRIEND TO THANK FOR REMINDING ME ABOUT THIS (you know who you are. basard. getting me into a new show. how dare you)

basically the gist of the au is like...goro’s still working for shido, he’s just a little more sensible than his canon self, in that he realizes there’s no way in hell he’s going to be able to defeat shido’s shadow on his own. So instead, he keeps working for him, but collects evidence against him as he goes, like. keeping recordings of calls. keeping “request” logs. general other stuff that makes shido seem shady & irredeemable, his own future be damned (because he’s clearly involved in this stuff too. he’s not getting away once he turns all this in to Sae eventually). ...hence, his palace manifests as a train, plowing straight through tokyo to eventually crash into the diet building & presumably kill whoever’s in there, himself (the conductor) included. I’ll level with u here tho, I didn’t think about how the whole “having a persona AND having a palace at the same time” thing works for this au. maybe it’s just that he loses touch with his Robin Hood side, & robin is the one that manifests as his shadow or smth. idk. didn’t really think that far ahead. but yeah! it’s basically just that. 

...don’t particularly know why the pt try to stop him,, seeing as not only shido’s life but his own will be ruined once he turns in the evidence he’s collected, so changing his heart really would have the same effect just leaving him be would,,,, so,,,,,,,,,,

man IDK i just thought of it a while ago n thought it was cool. here’s him receiving the calling card

#persona 5 #akechi goro #mmm. yep! i'll be totally honest this isn't the next thing i was planning on posting #i have smth thats like. half done. based on something i found odd from the final palace in p5r #well. not found odd. wish was something they'd done in the final palace really #but apparently if i dont finish an idea in like a week after I have it i'm just! incapable of finishing it. so. hm. we'll see #i. kind of want to try applying for that winter zine spaceteacake is organizing........so that might also potentially delay me lol >o> #anyway!!!!! enough about my drawing habits and shit aus PLEASE WATCH INFINITY TRAIN its SO GOOD #(...and. it has robbie daymond as a va in season 2. THATS NOT WHY YOU SHOULD WATCH BUT IT IS A PLUS) #HHRGNH I LOVE MT!!!!!!!!! LAKE I APPRECIATE AND ADORE YOU #alright rant over. thanks for comin 2 my ted talk #almost spelled that teld talk. jesus. its 2:30 am on a school night. goodnight folks #also. i have alot of lovely asks which i will respond to tomorrow! but if u see this before then.....THANK YOU!!! (in advance)

[plow-and-propose]

NO SPECIAL MARRIAGE CANDIDATES?!?!?!?

#sospoot #I think Marvelous may have actually officially lost me now #I'll see how i feel in the morning but rn i am this👌close to skipping olive town #I'm definitely not going to preorder #it's not even because I was hoping we'd get another bigender candidate like Inari #(tho i was) #it's because special candidates are practically a core element of the games?? #It's like if they brought all the animals back but not dogs for some reason #it just doesn't feel right #they better do a DLC or smth stg #anyway tag rant over thank you and goodnight

[weirdos-am-i-right]

Fuck Traveling// Pete Davidson x reader

Request from @annalayton19

Hi! I’m a new follower and I really like your stuff! Could I request a Pete Davidson x reader (angst to fluff) where Pete is on tour or filming away from home and the reader is left behind. After like 6 months of being apart Pete starts to get tired of the long distance and basically like done with it. And then he realizes his mistake and comes home to make it up to her! I’m sorry if that’s super long! Also if this imagine doesn’t interest you, then no sweat! Thank you so much in advance 💕

A/n: This took so much less time then I thought it would. Anyway, here you go, I really hope you like it!

Warning: angst, swearing, like one cigarettes

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Six months. Six months was an extremely long time to be away from someone you loved.

Y/n sat on the couch, a small pout on her lips. She looked at Pete—her boyfriend of a year—and frowned. “I wish I could go with you.” Pete frowns too, and sits down next to her.

“I know. I wish you were coming with me too. But hey, it’s only a couple of months, all right? I’ll be back before you know it.” He kissed her cheek.

“I just wish my contract would let me. You have no idea how annoying it is to not be able to do things because of freaking Marvel.” She groans, falling on her back with a slight ‘plop’.

“Well, because of freaking Marvel, you are one of the best actresses out there. And I know you’re going to kill it with filming. My tour isn’t even that cool. It’ll broke you to death.” He jokes, leaning back on the arm of the couch.

“Babe, you’re a comedian.”

“Oh right, I forgot.” He grabs her arm, and pulls her up into his chest. “I love you, okay?” He lifts her chin up, and kisses her. “So fucking much. We’ll face time everyday, I’ll call you every evening and wish you goodnight.”

“Okay.” She looked over a the clock, and sighed. “We have to go. Your flight is leaving soon.” He brushes hair behind her ear, bringing her eyes back to him.

“I love you. It’ll be over before you know it.”

“I love you, too.”

********

The car ride to the airport was long, and quiet. Pete was driving, he had one hand on the steering wheel, and one hand on Y/n’s leg, rubbing small circles into the center of her thigh.

She knew she was going to miss him so much, but she also knew she was going to be extremely busy with filming, so it wouldn’t be as bad.

Once they were at the gate, they tearfully hugged, and she kissed him. “All right, now get out of here. We’re not doing that rom-com turn back at the last second goodbye.” She laughed at him, tears steaming down her face a bit. He wiped one with his thumb, and kissed her again. “Love you. Now go, so I get to watch you walk away.”

“Really?”

“Yes.” She turns around, and starts walking back to her car. She knew he hated leaving her too, but he was a lot better at hiding emotions then she was, that was one of the only things she learned while dating him.

She got in her car, and put her head on her steering wheel.

She groans, and leans back. Starting her car, she pulled out of the airport, and drove home.

**********

The first few months were the worst. Y/n hated going to bed alone, the left side of the bed always cold.

She was filming almost every day, and seeing her co-workers and friends always cheered her up, after all she had been working with the same people for quite some time now, so she felt comfortable around them.

The fourth month was slowly becoming easier. She got use to coming home to no one there, and making dinner for herself. She still talked to Pete every day, texting him good morning, and Goodnight, and FaceTiming him a lot during the day.

Though she knew he loved her, she felt as though he was slightly pulling away. The FaceTime calls were short, and he never texted her back right away like he use to.

“And so, we we’re almost done with the shoot, so close I could practically taste the coffee in my trailer waiting for me, and then Kevin calls cut, and he makes us do the whole scene over again! I swear, I was about to strange that man. Ugh, I can’t wait til you come home. Only two more weeks, I can’t believe we made it.” Y/n rants, talking to Pete on the phone.

“Uh huh. Cool.” He wasn’t looking at her, instead his attention was somewhere else. Y/n frowns, tilting her head a bit.

“Pete…are, are you okay?” That seemed to catch his attention, and he finally looked at the screen.

“What? I’m fine.”

“Okay…you just seem so…different lately. I don’t know, maybe it’s just me, but you seem like you don’t have time for me anymore. Or if you do, you don’t like talking to me.” Pete scoffs.

“Of course I don’t have time for you right now. I’m in between shows, I’m driving to one as we speak. I mean, god forbid I get a minute to myself without my agents or you calling me.” Pete snapped.

“Wha-I’m just talking to you. If you didn’t want to, you could have said something.”

“That’s bullshit you would have thrown a fucking hissy fit or something.” He rolls his eyes.

“That’s not true. I understand when people are tired, believe me I would know.”

“Would you?”

“Yes!” She had tears stinging her eyes. “Of course I do, you’re forgetting what I do for a living. I work from 6 am to whenever we finish which most of the time is in the middle of the night. I have to re-do the same scene about ten times because RDJ won’t stop making jokes in the middle of the scene!”

“Oh, sorry, I forgot about your super-star actress life.”

“Why are you being so mean to me? I was only concerned about you.”

“Mean? What are you, five? I can’t-I can’t do this anymore.” She huffs, crossing her arms.

“What do you talking about? Are you breaking up with me?”

“Wh-”

“Because then fine. If you don’t want to be with me, I don’t have to take this shit. I’ll be with someone who, oh, I don’t know is actually here.”

“Oh that’s fucking rich, you know I can’t be there, don’t even do that.” She scoffs.

“I don’t care. You want to act like a petty bitch, I have no problem doing it right back.”

“No, I think you’re just a petty bitch.” She wipes her eye, and he laughs dryly. “Oh of course you’re crying.”

“Shut up. If you don’t want to be with me, fine. Go enjoy your show, Pete.” She hung up the phone, and turned off the ringer. She plugged it into her charger, and went into the bathroom, turning the shower on.

********

Pete rubbed his eyes, and took a drag of his cigarette. He knew he shouldn’t have snapped at her, it wasn’t her fault he was cranky, and needed to take it out on someone.

“I’m a dick.” He mumbles to himself, and bangs his steering wheel.

His phone rang again, and for a good second his heart leaping out of his chest, thinking it was his girlfriend, calling him back. He checked the phone, seeing it was Colson. He answered the call.

“What’s up, man?” Pete asks.

“The shows starting soon. You almost here?” Colson questioned. Pete looked at his google maps, seeing he was supposed to be there in ten minutes.

“I’m a good ten minutes away. I’ll be there.”

“You sound weird. What the fuck did you take without me?” Colson asks, trying to lighten the mood.

“Uh…Y/n and I just broke up. I think.” The line was silent for a few seconds.

“Why the fuck would you do that, you idiot? Are you kidding me?” Colson scoffs. “Man, what the fuck?”

“Shut up, man. I can’t stand talking on the phone with her. I’m busy, she’s busy, she plays a superhero for fuck’s sake. I didn’t even expect it to last this long to be honest.”

“Man, you fucking dumbass. That girl was probably the only good thing you had going for you. Get her the fuck back.I thought you loved her.”

“I did-I do. I do love her. I’m just so stressed right now, and excuse me for not wanting to hear about fucking Kevin Feige being a shitty director.”

“Hey, fuck-shit, you ever think that maybe this is more hard on her? Acting is fucking hard, you should know that, especially for a company like Marvel.

“Man, who’s side are you on?” Pete turns into the parking lot, and grabs his phone.

“You think I’m on your side here? You’re forgetting that we were friends before I met you. I can not believe you just fucked up the best thing in your life. Fix it, man. You’re going home in a week, fucking fix it.” And with that, Colson hung up, and put his phone away.

He kicked a rock across the pavement, and cursed under his breathe.

********

The worst thing about breaking up with someone you live with, who so happens to be long-distance is that their stuff fills the apartment with an existential amount of regret.

Y/n laid on her couch, flipping through the channels of the TV. She had called off work for the next few days, not feeling up to put on a performance for anyone. She knew she would get shit for it later, but she didn’t care.

Her head perked up when there was a knock on the door. She sighed, and got up, going over to the door. She really didn’t feel like company at the moment, and was sure she was going to send away whoever it was.

When she opened the door, her breathe caught in her throat. Pete stood in the doorway, looming over her. He looked like shit. She could tell he hadn’t slept, and probably didn’t eat anything, but she knew he didn’t look much better.

“Why-why didn’t you use your key?” Y/n asks, opening the door a bit for him.

“I uh, didn’t want to barge in on you. You also probably weren’t expecting me.”

“I wasn’t. I thought you didn’t get back until next week.” She says. It took every ounce of her not to jump into his arms, and kiss his face until she was sure she kissed every part of it.

“I took off early. Can we talk? Please. I was a dick. I was such a dick. I’m sorry, I know we grew apart in the last few months, and I promised we wouldn’t but we did, and I’m so sorry for that, baby.” He grabs her hand, and she slightly pulls it back, but let’s him grab it. “Please, forgive me. I love you, so much, okay? So fucking much, you’re the best thing that’s happened to me.”

She felt tears welling up in her eyes, and she looked away from him. “What you said really hurt.”

“I know. And I’ll spend every day trying to make it up to you.” She quickly wrapped her arms around him, pushing her face into his chest. He didn’t hesitate to hug her back, leaning down and kissing the top of her head. “I love you.”

“I love you, too. Fuck traveling.”

“Fuck traveling.”

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#pete davidson #pete davidson x reader #pete davidson fanfiction #machine gun kelly #mgk imagine #angst