#anyway this was really rambly. hi blog

[emeraldelysium]

will wood is a genius and his peak popularity was wasted on like chronically online pandemic-era teen girls with status-quo neurosis and adhd who loved him for his "quirkiness" and how his music "scratched their brains"

#yes i am making fun of a demographic but also there is a reason it exists and i acknowledge that #regardless. the internet is horrible for developing minds. you are still all so irritating #dont even get me started on i/me/myself you people are insane. can we see beyond gender binaries for one fking second #can we have some nuance please. some reading comprehension. some media literacy #anyway will wood is on the lines of like jreg. in terms of meta commentary on identity&artistry and shit #he's an incredible lyricist and musician. i doubt these ephemeral fans could really comprehend the wavelength he was on #i mean this seriously #but also it's not in the sense that i am doubting their intelligence. it's just like 15 y/os thinking theyre mature when their development #was severely impacted by the pandemic and chronically online shit #and anyway 15yos everywhere are not mature. this is a fact of life Does anyone understand me. i understand me #anyway this was really rambly. hi blog #emp3 #em media and society commentary rant : over

[omgcatboi]

I don't often post my non kink related art but I'm tryna get the attention of someone else in the community and am too shy and cringe to reach out so. Here, have this portrait I did of Hanzo Shimada. With my finger. On ibis paint. This took me four hours. Progress for proof below.

#we have so many similar interests and im trying to not be cringe about that 🧍‍♂️ #hi im autistic and some people are really really hard to reach out to lol #anyways ove/watch fandom please don't look at my fat kink blog i cannot handle normie anon hate rn #plus id. what u think bc u play OVE/WATCH #idc* oops #not retyping all that #and if you have seen this art on animo and noticed i updated my signature no u didnt!!! #i dont want people on amino knowing im a fat guy that thinks it hot to get fatter #let me be kinky in peace #hanzo #hanzo art #hanzo shimada #hanzo fanart #overwatch fanart #watch either get no notes at all like all my other art or spark the first fatphobic harassment campaign against me bc i dared #to post out my uaual tags #anyways #artists on tumblr #trans artist #overwatch #my art ALWAYS gets ignored its such a SHITTY FUCKING FEELING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thats WHY I NEVER POST IT !!!!!!!!!!!! #but whatever im not normal and need to make friends somehow #when people learn to give the attention my art is worth ill post more #but yall on this site NEVER. do ( at least on ever blog I had before this one) #i just dobt post much of it here bc whats the point? no one gives a shit about my intrests and skillls #im just. pretty face to look at #and thats all ill ever be or amount to #bi polar ramblings ig ig ig

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

HII just wanna let u know i cant stop thinking abt poppy and sally (and laughingstock ofc) and its ur fault!!! i love them sm!! ur brain is huge!!

!!!!!! HOLY SHIT!!!!!

#and may i reiterate: HOLY SHIT!!!! #1) you're welcome. pleased to have you here in obscurepair hell #2) dude your art is soooooo fucking Scrumptious #i had to double check to make sure that who was in my inbox was Really In My Inbox hellooooooooooooo hi hi hi #your franklydear is Top Tier #NOT TO MENTION YOUR DRAG EDDIE ART MY GODDDDDDDD i swoon every time i see it #your art is just very.... i am missing the word rn so just. its very Yes. id like to eat it. the colors. the softness. expressive. yeah #anyway now that ive bled out all over your floor #or. its my own floor? this is my blog... well there's blood everywhere. Ignore That #THANKS FOR THE FREE POPSTAR MEAL #poppy doin the hen thing and practically brooding on sally is Everything to me now thank you thank you #rambles from the bog #offerings to the bog #i will be coming back to Gaze at this ask!!!! #'kys' 'shes joking' 'im not' i will admit. i snorted

[askblueandviolet]

do you guys know why we call you Blue & Violet? wanna guess?

(hey 2 mod: I love when the askers are vaguely eldritch. I love that these two cannot question our existence and barely remember past asks 🥰)

~🥜❦

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#lego monkie kid #lego monkie kid fanart #monkie kid #monkie kid fanart #lmk #lmk fanart #lmk mayor #monkie kid mayor #monkie kid macaque #lmk macaque #blue and violet #its not depicted in the story as much as I would've wanted it but a headcon of mine is that Mayor tends to associate things with colours #specifically associating colours with people because originally this guy was supposed to be able to physically see souls #eventually that turned into Mayor... not having thay ability but instead the guy just looks at eyes really intently #because- “eyes are the gateway to the soul” #thats an idea that reoccurs a lot in the story. #but anyways Macaque's eyes are violet when he uses his powers and Mayor's eyes as of now is blue? #but haha silly colours #ignore my rambling- this ask blog is very uncanny to these two indeed

[slavhew]

Hello!

If you're not too busy, would you mind listing some of the things you think count as death flags for Mr. Spender?

There's the obvious fact that he's the "old" mentor to group of young protagonists, but what else do you think would count?

OHH BOY ok so I'd think I'm a crackpot for this but since we're talking about Zack "Foreshadowing" Morrison. I have some thoughts

No harm in leading with the (chronologically) first thing that jumped out at me:

This one IMMEDIATELY made me antsy whenever I came back to it after my initial read, and considering Zack has referred to it on twitter in the past as one of their favorite jokes it's definitely not been forgotten about.

Second, the sheer amounts of near-misses, jokey or not, of Spender narrowly avoiding specifically lightning

Again, not much, but it's weird that it happened thrice, latter two of which had real gravitas rather than an one-off joke.

And third, Spender himself. He's repeatedly shown himself to be kind of a self sacrificing idiot, as well as prideful to a fault. Granted, it's both him and Mina trying to take on all the responsibility of saving Mayview and its inhabitants from their fate.. But Spender is exactly that right measure of doesn't-value-himself-enough (chest footprint aftercare or lack thereof), having an obscene amount of power (enables his loner act + pride) and poor judgement that has the capacity to put him at great risk. And it has!

Spender has not only shown low enough self-esteem to view himself as the de-facto scapegoat for the safety of the town, but also prideful enough to make very bad calls that end up in people, often himself, hurt (COUGH FORGE INCIDENT COUGH)

This is all conjecture, but it's definitely enough to make me worried about him :') Even if all this doesn't mean he'll necessarily die he's definitely getting (even more) seriously injured at some point. I love the guy but he's so far doing a horrible job of convincing me he wants to live bad enough to circumvent at least that

#not art #admin answers #paranatural #pnat #richard spender #pts-fic-notes-and-blog #before i continue on with tag ramble i just want to say tysm for leaving an ask! #none of my friends read this so ive been stewing on these thoughts for some months and i loved finally sharing them #this isn't exactly proof but the hijack possession seemingly being the final nail in the coffin for his and isabel's relationship. #idk it feels significant to me. thats one more tether to support kinda gone. someone who knows him well enough to know he's unwell #he seems not exactly content but fr incapable of not burning bridges as he is now. and considering how rashly he acts he REALLY needs those #to not do stupid shit all the god damn time with no buffer other than Lucifer. who for his measured approach to rick's hotheadedness #has honestly shown himself to be pretty lenient and kinda bad at controlling spender's more (self) destructive tendencies? so he dont count #to be clear i love spender to bits but he is dumb as rocks and has all the self preservation of a fruit fly. it needs to be said #also the lightning man... idk its WEIRD like especially on the reread its the thing that most consistently threatens him! it repeats #sure he gets chewed by a bat and banged up by forge but?? he somehow always comes back to lightning. catnine has it out for him #its something i didnt even really put together until i continued reading the flashback chapter AFTER getting this ask and went OHHHGNHF #which the only reason lightning is such a non issue is lucifer's powers. which belong to his sunglasses and not to the spirit in him #so its not like they can't be taken away he's just got a really good excuse for having those on all the time #TAGS GETTING SO LONG. ANYWAYS. i hope this is comprehensible lol

[janebonbon]

The man himself! Full of jokes..

#So ummm... We have a Barnaby alter! he's only been kicking around a lot more the last week or so... We don't really know why #But he drew himself today! There he is! now we have to figure out a tag... #Barnaby's art #Misiu's art #?? #I have no idea #He's also had the worst luck and/or the funniest comedic timing of things... i can't say i should have expected.. any less? #ahh I have to update the alter list soon I bet! #Anyway #He goes by Barnaby- Teddy- AND Misiu #Though those last two are really just kind of the same. Misiu is just a name I (Dolly) call him affectionately! bc he is a big teddy bear! #There is so much to be said of him but he'll speak in his own time! #Our art #barnaby beagle #barnaby b beagle #welcome home #I'm taking a risk tagging this on the main tags but please know this isnt a “BARNABY BEAGLE REAL” we just have DID #He is an alter and he is just a guy with jokes of varying quality #Questions about all this is fine of course.. Please just dont think this is some kind of ask blog thing he is just a guy #dolly's rambles

[kalcifers-blog]

MY IDEAS REGARDING ANTISEPTICEYE!!

Okay straight off the bat- I think Anti has never been human, I think whatever Anti is predates any human currently alive and possibly any human being that existed before then too. Whatever Anti is, it has existed for far longer than any human being could ever feasibly comprehend. But

I don't think they're a "God" or a "Demon" either. I think any terms humans have come up with in the past would only diminish the true scale of whatever Anti truly is. And to truly appreciate what Anti is, is to accept that you'll never fully understand. Whatever goal he might have is quite frankly incomprehensible to humans- it's like an Ant trying to figure out why a human would be mowing a lawn or what a lawnmower even is. All the Ant sees is the violent, gigantic machine beyond anything it's ever seen, tearing apart its home and its colony.

I feel like that's the point of Anti, we all love to theorize and draw meaning to things all the time, because it's human nature to want to know- I think Anti going against that very instinct is what makes him so terrifying. Anti needs us to pay attention, to keep feeding into him to continue to watch to see what he does next- it's like he's trying to get us to find a solution to the problem, knowing that we'll never find it because there never was one to begin with.

I feel as though Anti sticks in like an embedded thorn. One that's dug in so deep under the skin that the top layer has healed over- but the thorn is still there, maddeningly scratching away at your insides as you desperately try to figure out what's wrong. Figuring out the solution to your problem is to tear it out of you.

That's how I imagine Anti is to Chase. A thorn deep inside a long healed wound, only there to twist and pry into him, a sick reminder of the wound long after it's healed.

In my mind- the only real way to stop Antisepticeye realistically within The IRIS Project, is to accept that you never will.

#jacksepticeye #jse egos #jse #antisepticeye #antisepticeye theory #kal rambles #i borrowed a lot of my thoughts to how people discuss the entities in The Magnus Archives #anyway yeah i really like Eldritch Horror? #and since Seán does as well i thought it was only fair that his main antagonist was an Eldridge Entity #jse theories #jse ego lore #jacksepticeye egos #jacksepticegos #kalcifers blog

[melverie]

Aaaaaaahhhhhhhh today I've been constantly experiencing the urge to un-private today-in-the-devildom & start writing for it again

#i'm gonna ramble in the tags but #i've been talking with starr (if you're reading this--hi starr!! <3) about the blog today and sharing some of the entries #and it just made me miss it so much #+ the conversation actually made me realize some other reasons why i didn't enjoy the blog in general anymore #like i genuinely love the blog and i genuinely loved writing for it & that conversation reminded me of that #but also there were so many reasons that ultimately pushed me to more or less abandon the blog & then later private it too #so i'm kind of at a loss here #tbh i think i'm mostly just scared to pick the blog up again only for it to end exactly like last time i picked it back up #i've actually always wanted for the blog to be a source of inspiration y'know? #like the things mentioned in the entries are kinda just small ideas right #i was hoping that people would read these & feel inspired to write or draw something of their own based on my entries #that was actually what made me start the blog in the first place. the hope that i could inspire others that way #aaahhhhhh.... maybe it's on me since i could have more openly communicated that idea...... #i did get to meet one wonderful person who wrote a few fics based on my entries tho!! (hi ali <3) #but yeah..there's that #also the way engagement just dropped significantly after a while #like i know i was gone for a good while & that a lot of people left the fandom and all that #but still getting maybe one reblog if i'm lucky really feels like a punch to the gut #ESPECIALLY considering that i was close to 900 followers on there #do you guys know that feeling when you proudly show someone you care about something you did only to get a disinterested answer? #yeah... #that's essentially how it feels like to me #and well as you might know the feeling of “why should i keep writing if apparently no one cares” eventually won... haha..... #but aaaahhhhh i'm still clinging onto the hope & what ifs here #that conversation with starr really just made me forget about everything that frustrated me about the blog & left me with this #longing feeling to start again lol #hey if you've made it this far into the tags let me just ask--would you care if i picked the blog back up? #would you also *show* that you care? #i'm actually quite curious (you could almost call me george lol) #anyway maybe we'll see each other on today-in-the-devildom again in the future.. who knows

[hongluboobs]

sign of roses ego Hong Lu is coming trust me. I know this. He doesn’t have any egos he doesn’t share with someone else so that’s why someone else had to get it first. i am looking you in the eyes right now. sign of roses Hong Lu will happen

#pachiposting #it’s not letting me check if i’m posting on the right blog so i’m Hoping #this is me coping #‘pachi just make it urself’ #i have and i will this is a really Hong Lu core abno #actuslly i should post the tierlist at some point of abnos i think Hong Lu could get an ego of #it’s either he’s gonna get this one or he’s gonna get walpurgis ozma #not saying this bc i’m full of lust. the themes line up #also did you know book ozma is transfem. because it’s true and i learned from a random webcomic i #i see Hong Lu as every single gender identity at once bc there’s reasons to see him every single way #but his book equivalent bao-yu is definitely transfem. it’s fucking textual #anyway cutting off my tag ramble here. this is kind of a nothing post

[declawedwildcat]

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#tag rambles #to be clear i'm 1000% here for aro positivity and excitement‚ i love that for us #but also! kinda fucking hate being arospec most of the time!! #just frustrating every goddam day #I want to like people! I so‚ badly want to fall in love again! I just. can't #I wish so badly that I could do casual‚ it would make my life so much easier‚ but I just cant fucking do it #“tis better to have loved and lost than never have loved at all” and all that. but #is it better to know that it /can/ happen but never does than to just believe it was never possible to begin with #i know bitching about love life on the internet is kind of a lame shitty move #especially when people i've hit on etc. are still around here #hi. I'm sorry #ive ruined a lot of friendships for no reason by being desperate to feel literally anything #im still desperate but at least there's no one left around to ruin #anyways. i dont know where i was going with this #i deleted my old vent blog so i don't really whine about things as much anymore

[words-be-upon-ye]

There are a couple tropes I really love in the space of Miraculous Ladybug fan works, but quite possibly my favorite is when the miraculous holders just get creature from using their powers.

Like yeah, I would say that hosting the power of an abstract concept given sentience, that got shoved into the shape of an animal and bound to a piece of jewelry, would kinda mess with your body a bit.

The little bit of this we get in canon is basically that Adrien loves being a cat and the whole Tikki munches incident.

But I love it when people give them ears and wings and tails, give them eyes that aren't quite human anymore. Fuck with their gender and their sense of body. Sometimes it's body horror, sometimes it's just aesthetic. Love it either way.

I just think it's so fun, a lot of the time it's combined with the like "when a holder and the kawami really respect and bond with each other there's nothing that can be done except having magic bleed into the holder" I think that's fun, but also just making the animal of the kwami a bigger deal is fun. Like if you're going to make it a ladybug you might as well give her wings and antenna and mirrored eyes.

#yes I do like ml #there's just so many characters I like to mess with in my head #also sue me I'm trans and have a certain respect for body horror. for the forced change of your physical self especially when you chose it #anyway I alwasys ramble in the tags #I set up this side blog to hide random writing thoughts I had and oh boy do I have a lot and none of them are on here #and recenetly (and by recently I mean like the past year) I've been hit with so many ml thoughts) #they're all gay #and some of them are cohesive #actually a lot of them revolve around chloe and au's where she gets a meaningful improvement arc #give that gay girl intresting stuff #miraculous ladybug #ml #although one of my ideas is also my very fun very gender take of ml where to conceal their identities ladybug and chat start pretending #to be different people under the masks like they don't need to like explicitly say. they just #switch costumes a lot and they like slyly hint at maybe theres dozens of people who pass around the miraculous to make sure that their #Identities are always safe #and to support the act they also start changing the genders they present as as holders. everyone is like “it's clearly multiple people” #and during this process marinette and Adrien are both like slowly having personal gender revelations #and gabe is like tearing his hair out over having to fight this secret group of superheros that he can never find or catch #but he's still just getting his ass kicked by two kids who're doing the world's most successful costumes change bits #it's like those “fake dating” tropes where they're like “oh but we really do love each other” but with gender #“oh I've got a great idea lets pretend to be different genders sometimes” #cut to “hmh ok so I think I'm not pretending anymore” #oh I do always ramble in the tags

[playground-boys-phighting]

Favorite animals?

hey this is boombox, skates getting stuff for sling. but to answer your question i think iguanas are chill little dudes

#BOOMBOX!! #//THIIS IS MOTH HI ANON THANK YOUUUU FORBBEIGN MY FIRST ASK AHAHHSHDHD YOU MADE MY DAY BETTER GENUINELY THANK YOU SJFHGJF #//sorry it took a while to answer I was thinking really hard and my friend who wanted to come in and take over skate was busy so I was #//contemplating if I should just answer in their place as skate or wait for them #//decided to just wait for them cause even tho I did plan to play as both bb n skate they were actually the og skate #//plus I'm REALLY excited for them to come on the blog so I WILL WAIT FOR THEM AS LONG AS THEY NEED!!! /silly #//anyways soz for rambling hshdhdh #ASKS!! #//I FORGOT TO TAG THIS AS PHIGHTING CAUSE I WAS SO GIDDY #Phighting!

[todayisafridaynight]

time a flat circle why the hell am i usin the same loafers i bought for one cosplay of my fave antagonist for another fave antagonist

#snap chats #can i even call it cosplay. why are police sirens going off in the bg oh my god shut UP #anyway yeah ill elaborate. Super Snap Stalkers will remember my p4 era and will remember the time i did in fact do an adachi cosplay #i deleted the og post like an hour later. plus that blog's gone. but im sure some freak can find it if they dig hard enough #ew i think i was 17/18 in that pic (not at all that long ago) ok anyway. #i use the same loafers for my aoki outfit. and yeah i do Regularly wear my rgg outfits i TOLD YOU its functional cosplay i QUIT #just funny that like.... damn everything always goes back to square one LOL #these busted ass old ass loafers still rockin with me years later #if im feeling cheeky i think i will post all my rgg outfits actually. for halloween #hang on gotta be depressed and cringe for a moment #cause ive always liked cosplay but whenever i did it it never felt. Good Looking #like i always just felt like my face never worked for the charas i wanted to portray and so thats why i say with a heavy heart #that aoki's round-ass square-ass head is perfect LOL it makes me wanna throw up looking in the mirror #i got the same weird lips. ok not that squished Similar but Its Awful that he makes me feel comfortable with my face now #at least my eyebags arent double deckered... i at least look like i get sleep.. some days. #breaking !!!! objectively one of the most vile bitches in this franchise makes you feel comfortable with your body and existence #NAW to continue from last post if i had a webcam i prob coulda done a cosplay y7 stream LOL thatd be funny #anyway since this tag ramble is just pure cringe let me round it off with a final bit of cringe #the Forbidden Mention of my trans masato hc cause one reason why i have a Teehee over the thought is how raspy his voice is #and i only really now realized how right i was tonight because my prof called on me to speak and when i tried speaking DAWG. #the forbidden acknowledgement of Myself GROSS #BUT DAWG MY THROAT WAS FUCKIN CRUSTY it felt like sandpaper EW?? WATER FOR YOU?? christ. i hope that was just a one-time thing #ok im leaving now BYE

[myeyesblurry]

I genuinely can’t tell if this is a roleplay blog or you’re just a dick

ask off anons and ill answer you 🤬🥰

#rp blog #im actually a hippy and hug trees #also a college educated career-oriented WORKER BEE ITS ME I BUZZ BUZZ WORK UNTIL I DIE BBG!!! #previously worked in health care (wont go into specifics) #but currently my job im doing is one you can get without a degree and i make enough to substain myself #aaand i only really rp this account when im high so sometimes he's just high and rambling #no excuse for why he's such a dick #other than his backstory like i get it i know WHY i play him the way i do! he's a character #anyway yah danke sorry if i ever hurt your feelings i dont mean to and i try to ONLY interact with OTHER RP blogs!!!! #if i find out theyre genuine i send apologies and explanations 😭😭

[general-du-vallon]

I know we all have opinions on s3 me too hut also in episode 1 it's so funny to me Aramis run away to a monarstry and they just give him all the babies like 'this is the perfect fit just burry him in children then he will be a good monk'.

Edit: the tiny conversation where Porthos is like 'boring boring dodiers boring' and Athos is just like. Wheedling and gleeful and knowing Porthos is gonna give in 'we are also musketeers' is great.

And Aramis taking charge of his tiny children and keeping them safe in a cellar is 👌👌👌👌

OK I rlly quite like the musketeers bits of this s3 episode.

#I really like some bits in s3 I just fast forward through. Well. A lot of it #It was only recently that I realised Aramis just outright tells the King he had sex with the Queen and the baby is his his 😂😂 #There's bits in it that are super great tho. Like Porthos.. I was gonna give egs but actually just all of Porthos #What? My blog name is that for a reason duh #Lucien girmaud is boring imo but also I am BAFFLED cus I haven't read 3m fro a long time but. But. But.. Girmaud is athos servant who #Is more taciturn than athos and never speaks and. Well athos beats him cus in the book they are not good dudes. It's very funny. #Maybe this is book girmaud wreeking his revenge on athos for the beatings that's all I can think of. #Like where did they get this girmaud from? Why call him girmaud #Baffling adaptation choice. I guess they just liked the mirror of Athos bit and ran with it #But didn't rlly give an in universe reason for them being mildly obsessed with each other #Anyway. I'm rambling. I'm watching episode one in s3 with Aramis and all his ducklings #And Porthos being incredibly hot. Mostly very grumpy. He gets stuck in a hole I remember that bit. Like winnie the pooh hahahaha can't wait

[aaravos-answers]

(same anon here with the touchy guy best friend) Don't get me wrong, Aaravos, I never reciprocated his romantic feelings...I always knew they were there, but I didn't want our friendship to get awkward because of it

What I didn't know was he'd been alienating me from the other guys for MONTHS, and I'd always feel left out and lonely in groups, and he'd be the person i'd turn to, the person i thought I could trust

So when i found out he was the cause of all my misery, my heart just absolutely shattered, you know? Because I didn't know this was the sheer extent of his feelings for me...and it creeped me out, because he was the kind of guy who didn't take no for an answer

my sixth sense would always scream at me whenever he'd touch me in a way I wouldn't like...like the one time he put his hand on my waist, and honest to god, I was not only creeped out, but I was also scared. i don't know why, and i didn't know how to tell him to stop touching me, but it scared me...i was thirteen years old, and i still remember my heart pounding-

and i do hate him, but honestly, i feel like its my fault too...the signs were all there from the start and i chose to ignore them in a desperate bid to revive a friendship and a person i knew was too adamant to change

and i think this is the first time i'm really, genuinely talking about this, since i don't think i have any friends at all anymore

Oh, goodness, little one, you've been carrying this around for quite some time, haven't you?

Starling, breaking away from such a thing with little to no support is incredibly difficult, and I am so, so proud of you for it. <3

...Do let me know if you ever see him again. I have a blade you can borrow, if you'd like.

#aaravos answers #ask #anonymous #and i would happily cause harm to any who wish it on my flock #you have friends here little one <3 #mun says: #making friends is both easy and difficult #if you make a rp blog for your blorbo its an easy way to find people who also like them #and then sometimes they will geek out bc their fave character is talking to them and you can be internally shrieking #and you are both internally flipping out about This Is Such A Cool Person Why Are They Even Talking To Me Aaaaaaaaa #and then they??? like talking to you???? #oh look you made a new friend #(THIS HAPPENED MULTIPLE TIMES I SWEAR IM NOT COOL AARAVOS IS JUST MAGIC) #anyways <3 you got this! #Talk To People is really hard believe me i know but surprisingly often they Talk Back and they Like You and Are We Friends Now?? #it's weird #harder and easier than you think all at the same time #or is that just me? #oops rambling too long sorry #anyways. my spell slots are limited my friend slots are not. hi #okay goodnight <3