#anyway I’m really sleepy

[lilacjunimo]

I can’t stop thinking about how much he leapt (bonus twirl included in the middle because I’m obsessed??)

#the bad batch #the bad batch season 3 #tbb season 3 #the bad batch spoilers #the bad batch season 3 spoilers #tbb season 3 spoilers #what really gets me #the twirl by the door #why did he do that #if not for the dramatics #anyways there was a point to this but I’m too sleepy to remember

[brother-emperors]

this is a scrapped scene from Trikaranos & originally it joined a standalone series of comics from Pompey’s point of view, but it got scrapped from THAT set too because I decided they both needed to be weirder and worse and this is kind of vanilla ngl. however I’m still kind of fond of it in some kind of way, and it’s been a second since I’ve posted a comic! also I wanted to draw it. so I did.

for context: Crassus cut his hand open helping Pompey out with something in a previous scene! for more context: the answer to Pompey’s question is a reliable (business/political) partner. that’s about it!

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#the hand wound was replaced with a thigh wound and conversation changes currently cuts Pompey’s question out entirely #and replaces ends with the ‘I can give him something that no one else can’ because the answer to the unspoken question of what #comes into play later with a really thorny scene #drawing tag #tris homines #Komiks tag #OOF. that was like stretching muscles or something. every time I do an ides drawing my brain wants nothing to do with #dead Romans at all and it takes a minute to break their that wall. I think last year was the worst one lmao it was 2 months #before I wanted to do anything and liked what I did. this was more like. I’m sleepy. I want to draw uptight men in suits get totally undone #and there are no suits in Ancient Rome #BUT WE DID IT. we broke through the wall. I’m going back to drawing men in suits. #anyway crassus’ hair is a little longer here and he’s going to cut it down but he kind of looks like his dad and I’m going to just #aughghghghh

[youngpettyqueen]

I think the reason Charles never refers to Hawkeye by his name is because it’s a nickname, because he’ll call BJ, Margaret, and Klinger by their names without issue, and I could write up an entire post about Charles’ approach to names and nicknames and I might come back and do that tomorrow when it’s not so late

For now I just want to make the point that there’s a scenario in my head where Charles tried one (1) time to call Hawkeye Benjamin in casual conversation and the entire conversation ground to a halt because they both got incredibly uncomfortable about it because it sounded so WRONG and they agreed to never talk about it again

#mash #charles winchester #hawkeye pierce #‘but Queen what about Radar’ I think he just doesn’t know Radar’s actual first name #cause Radar doesn’t really bring it up like ever #and also it’s very funny to me if he thinks Radar is just his actual name #’but he calls Klinger Max’ only after a very profound and sincere moment between them #after which I think he considers Klinger to be his close friend #a level of closeness he does not allow himself to express with Hawkeye and BJ #for whatever reasons (I have thoughts but I’m sleepy and also on my phone) #I think a lot about this. can you tell. #anyways I think only Hawkeye’s family is allowed to call him Benjamin #or Ben #and like one specific aunt is allowed to call him Benny or something #because she’s very old and he can’t say no to her she’s his favourite #wow I’m tired this is going in so many directions #anyways #hope this is coherent

[barrowdearest]

listen im a bi Jimmy defender but the more I think about it the more I think this boy is straight up gay. my boy’s just comphet-ing his way through life

#he didn’t like ivy #not really he just wanted to piss off Alfred #and I’m not even gonna say anything about lady Ansthruther #anyways I’m just rambling cause I’m sleepy #but I think I’m not that wrong

[fraberry-stroobcake]

is it gay to be so overwhelmed with emotions by thinking about someone you care about so much you almost want to pick up writing again

#- but also it’s night time and you can’t fall asleep even though you need to get up early #and you’re just stuck imagining the lines you want written down #so your only options are to do it now while they’re still there #or not and then forget all of them in the morning and cry #hi i’m the gay one help i haven’t been in this state in a while #i’m just in that state again somehow i guess #probably because i never got a chance to tell this person how something so small for them meant a world to me in that moment #i hope i’ll be able to tell you all that myself in a more direction way but i love you so much you mean the world to me #okay i don’t actually want to scare you off by saying that but knowing what my mind is imagining for this you’d think that yourself anyway #i should probably stop taking now it’s way too late and i’m being tooooo emotionally vulnerable rn #hi guys sleepy night time frab here i’m the (other) emotion + vulnerable one #don’t you love to see it #i wonder if anyone is still down here reading these tags #hi if you are! send aaaa hmmm send a little ‘£; e’ if you read to this point #also why r u still reading? weirdoooo /jk love you #but really don’t be down here too long i’m sorta bleeding all my feelings out right now #because i’m so bad at expressing myself directly and as soon as i want to #ugh i’ll leave now i’m lonely and talking to myself too much again #night night everpony #frabrant #wonder if i’ll write more again… ok i’m LEVAING now gah

[skyward-floored]

Logically I know it hasn’t been that long since I actually posted a fic but it feels like it’s been forever

#my kudos have dried up like it’s been ages anyway #a lot of it is probably just the holidays but I feel like engagement in general has just... gone down #on my writing but just my blog too #idk #you all can ignore this #I’m really sleepy so I probably shouldn’t be on here but I am anyways posting nonsense #rambles from the floor

[birdietrait]

wish my brain could just pick one thing to focus on at a time

#birdie rambles #i have so many things that i want and need to do #i’ll occupy myself with one thing for maybe a few days and then i jump to another thing and another #and then i get overwhelmed with all of the unfinished things #it’s so annoying lol #anyway goodnight 😭 #i’m so sleepy but of course my brain is very noisy #hope everyone had a really good day <33

[play-rough]

I hope you know your classification fic is the reason I got into BSD. I just started s2 and I’m loving so far.

Also lowkey making me wanna write my own fic but im already drowning in wips 🫠

I’m so glad you like it akdkwkkdks idk if you’re a manga person but if you are… blease… the manga… bones fucks us so hard there are so many lil character moments that they just cut out, to the point where you could argue that manga Dazai and anime Dazai were different characters (I feel like Charlie Pepe Silvia meme) also the fifteen manga might be my favorite piece of bsd media but I’m biased bc I’m an skk brainworm haver

I’m also always going to encourage bsd agere fics and I could write essays on how age regression would be the perfect coping mechanism for dazai’s character but also i totally feel the drowning in wips do whatever feels good for your soul 🥹🩵🥹🩵

#also. hard left but im reading your mha fic rn and I’m so slow #reading it as a bedtime story and sleepy disease keeps getting me #but anyways i really enjoy it so far ur a great writer and im excited to see any of ur wips in the future #💌

[comfortablyunsolved]

I still love you the way you love your own roadkill, the deer you hit in the street at night in the woods, the childhood pet your dad accidentally backed over in the driveway (you never really forgave him). Any other iteration of my love for you, and yours for me, is too far gone to recover, but there is still a tenderness, a guilt-laden grief that pulls at my heart every time I see you. I yearn for us to know each other like we used to and yet I know the blame is on me and yet you hurt me too and yet and yet and yet. And like roadkill, I will pick up my love for you and carry it to the side of the road before it starts to rot. I will carry it gently, knowingly, softly, full of regret, but I will carry it all the same. I will place my love down in the wet grass on the side of the road, a soft resting place where it will tangle in the plants over time, and I will walk away.

#diary #journaling #online journal #digital diary #vent #writing #old friendships #grieving the living #roadkill #inspired vaguely by abstract (psychopomp) by hozier #i miss this one friend so badly but i know it was mostly my fault #well my fault more than his at least. really it was neither of us but it just would’ve been too hard under the circumstances #yippee #anyways gn #sorry i’m very sleepy #so sorry if this is incoherent or doesn’t make sense lol

[subtlehaz]

I think a fun lil indicator of Buck’s growth would be to show him cooking something original, or at least something he didn’t learn from Bobby, and then have Bobby taste it and be blown away by it

#I started rewatching season 6 🤪 #and I know by the end of the season Buck basically runs the team at the #bridge collapse #and I would love to see that acknowledge while also knowing part of Buck’s growth is doing it not for the recognition #but anyway in 6x01 he’s making Bobby’s lasagna but also like why doesn’t Bobby want me to be faptain #captain lol #and so food would be a really sweet parallel maybe idk #I feel like I am NOT being concise but it’s late and I’m sleepy #9-1-1 #evan buckley

[the-maladjustedjester]

It is a pillar of mankind to make Lucifer hot

#I shouldn’t be on tumblr while high #I’m can barely see the keyboard #im so floaty man but #loser baby is stuck in my head and I have my angel dust shirt on #and she said he’s her famvorite character #anyway I wanna fuck Lucifer what what the fuck #huh #it’s really dizzy in here #I’m trying to hard to think #uh #sleepy #I wanna be Lucifer and fuck Adam #ok well I didn’t have to say it like that #I’m so tired and dizzy #thank fuck my parents didn’t name any of my siblings anything overtly biblical #I have enough shit to deal with when William Afton has the same name as my brother #at least I don’t have a sibling or cousin named Adam #I don’t m ow anyone irl named Adam actually #holy shit I’m dizzy #I’m going back to unhhhh #Trixie and Katya save me

[angelsandarsenic]

anytime someone asks what sin I am or when a piece is seven deadly sins centered I’ve realized that realistically I’m 100% sloth

i take naps and feel bad about it but then also half the time my ideal hang out is to just sleep with someone in a big comfy bed. If someone ends up in my room the temptation to simply pull them down under the covers for a little nap is so high, it doesn’t matter how many times we’ve done it

#And ofc I’m just really ducking tired all the time #And the executive dusfunction #And the inability to finish things #Psychologically all have explanations #But what if I’m just a sleepy little guy ur honor #Sloth characters always have good designs anyway

[catastrxblues]

good morning it is now 4 am and i have just finished watching atonement good night

#atonement #next tags are just going to be personal rants ignore that #i couldn’t sleep at all so i tried reading s&b and then fanfics and then the bell jar but it just didn’t hit #so then i tried writing but i just kept crying so i thought i’d watch a romance movie because yes #should’ve gone for four weddings and a funeral or pride and prejudice because what the hell is this #i didn’t know anything about this movie i just remember having it on my watchlist and saw ONE clip so i picked that help #and yes i ended up crying and the tears are still here but i’m also starting to think that that’s not entirely because of the movie at all #i stripped my bed off its sheets because the bright color annoyed me and it was already peeling off anyway and i was too lazy to put it rig #and when i pulled back from the screen after the movie finished and just look at how bare my bed is and how i’m in the middle of them #i just started crying again #and my legs are aching and i hate myself and i think i want to take a shower but maybe i’ll wait later on #i don’t think i’ll sleep at all honestly i’m not sleepy anymore #besides i’m thinking of going outside today just at the park i don’t know doing something #i always sleep really really late lately because my parents are out of country right now and no one is keeping me checked and i apparently #still can’t take care of myself. cried about that too it was something. why am the eldest daughter i’m so not fit for it #and then i always wake up at like 9 am and it’s already too late by then that i just never do anything productive #and it’s like i’ve been living in a simulation and i’m kinda going crazy and insane but it’s okay because today is going to be better #i hope because i’m not getting any sleep and i can finally go outside at 7 in the morning instead when it’s already way too hot #damn this is supposed to be one of the best years of my life??????? fuck off #also i can hear the azan subuh from the mosque by the neighborhood and i miss praying honestly #it’s so funny because i was happy to get my period because that meant i wouldn’t have to wake up so very early on in the morning #but i miss it now #hopefully my period will end soon #nadirants

[justinefrischmanngf]

jesus christ the thing about staying overnight somewhere is that it is then the next day. and like. you have then socialised both days. if i see them tomorrow as well that’s three days in a row but actually technically 5 because i saw them saturday night which bled into sunday, then i saw them yesterday which was monday and now it’s tuesday and i have been invited to this thing tomorrow which i don’t know if i’ll go to but i COULD, and that may very well bleed into thursday………..

#i have never ever ever ever been this social in my LIFE #unless you count like me and em hanging out but that’s barely socialising that’s just how life is meant to be lived #but anyway i’m so sleepy but like…….. it’s kind of lovely to be part of this #i really cannot afford it though like i should be saving money and i am just. not doing that. #i really like this boy guys he’s so lovely…… like whatever happens whether we do or do not date i am actually really glad i’ve met him #i cannot nap now b4 work because i Will feel like shit and i need to be on top of my fucking game #but lord !!!!!!! #anyway i’m actually doing pretty okay <333

[fraberry-stroobcake]

Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays friends!! ❄️❄️

Hope you all have a lovely fun day :) And if there’s no snow around, maybe you should create it with your art in whatever media you use!

#frabrant #way too sleepy to explain myself at the moment but #draw snow; write a scene with snow; uhmmm uhh yhhh …3d print snow…..??? #yeah no thaaaats probably not right; but hey if you want to do that anyway be my guest #take care guys!! #also for those who will read until this tag i’m not sure when or if i will make a commission post for this days of feast :c #i really want to but a few people who i asked for advice discouraged me from doing it because i’d be piling things up #when i already can’t deal with all the stress. i’ll see what i can do but if it really doesn’t work out this year i do apologize

[tiredlilguy]

this is very random- and also kind of funny-

But while everyone else was upset and traumatized by stormbringer, it actually took me out of my really bad summer depression and gave me something else to focus on instead of my ex (who stole my motorcycle, and I also have a restraining order on)

Like everyone’s all like “damn- more like traumabringer”

And I’m out here like “hehe, silly flags”

#lol #mono talks #v random #I’m in a better place now #currently tho I’m really sleepy and needy #but anyways