#and then controlling the pain

[nailsinmywall]

Descendants of finwë (incl. kidnapped children): sons and daughters of fëanor, fingolfin and finarfin

#silmarillion #silmart #maedhros #maglor #celegorm #curufin #oh my god how do i even tag everyone #anyways i am never rendering armor again ❤️ fuck this shit #this was a PAIN to color (i say this about every render) #i started this [checking date] 3 years ago #caranthir #ambarussa #celebrimbor #fingon #aredhel #maeglin #turgon #finrod #galadriel #ET CETERA #this started out as a height/size chart for myself and spiraled out of control

[wh0reg1rl]

holy fucking shit i want to be raped, i want to fucked so hard and choked and slapped and thrown around, and have them ignore my crying and begging and they just keep going as i whine and pant, and idk they can pinch my nipples and pull my hair

#cnc k!nk #ropebunny #ropeplay #0rgasm denial #0rgasm control #r4p3play #rough cnc #overstim nsft #overstim kink #r@pe fantasy #pain k!nk #pain kink #painslut

[blizzardsuplex]

Yet each man kills the thing he loves; by each let this be heard: some do it with a bitter look, some with a flattering word; the coward does it with a kiss, the brave man with a sword. - Oscar Wilde, The Ballad of Reading Gaol

Adam Cole, mask on versus mask off from AEW's World's End 2023, 12/30/2023

#aew #aewedit #aew spoilers #adam cole #just wanted to highlight the stark difference in body language pre and post reveal #when he's on MJF's side he's animated as hell #all wide eyes and loud words of encouragement #but when it's time for him to deal the fatal blow? he's controlled #TOO controlled and too still and too quiet #even when he's reveling in Max's pain it's so...cold. #the real Adam Cole ladies and gents: believes himself so untouchable that at his best he might actually be

[bunny-heels]

hey apparently there's an occurrence that can happen in AW2 when you play as Saga in the Nursing Home where Ahti just suddenly starts freaking out and talking like a normal person, and combined with the fact Ahti has been in Bright Falls for 3 years and Scratch was pretty much very close to getting the ending he wanted, and everything is centered around the lake getting fucked up when Ahti is literally a Sea God, it probably means Scratch was fucking with the lake so much to the point where it was making Ahti just lose his mind. and its very fucked up and i fucking hate it and i hate hearing him sad and lost and confused. this is the worst thing ever.

did you guys ever watch the movie A Wrinkle In Time. theres a god-like character in it that only speaks using other peoples sentences. when everything starts falling apart she starts speaking fully for herself, using her own words, and specifies to the main character that it means everything is falling apart. the reason she speaks the way she usually does is because the worlds are balanced. her speaking normally means everything is wrong and something needs to be done.

Ahti is never supposed to make complete sense. like you can generally get the gist of what he's saying but most of the time he's basically speaking his own weird lingo. him making complete sense is not good. Scratch was probably close to fucking killing Ahti even. i fucking hate this i hate this so much.

#the bun talks #alan wake #alan wake ii #alan wake 2 #control game #control remedy #control 2019 #ahti the janitor #remedyverse #remedy entertainment #remedy connected universe #i hate hearing ahti in pain. #my grandpa......

[squishranger]

i feel like no one talks about how hard it is to play video games with chronic pain

like, animal crossing happy home paradise makes my wrists hurt like hell after one(1) house decorated. i can't play mario kart without the auto-accelerate feature for longer than 30 minutes. don't get me STARTED on rhythm games.

i have a tremor too and that has its own set of challenges, such as motion controls, aiming (specifically in Pikmin 2 i cannot aim for shit), and if it's bad enough on a given day accidental button inputs

there's not a lot that game designers and developers can do about those sorts of issues really, it's no wonder i dont hear it talked about much. kind of a moot point though

not even trying to complain here just opening a topic. if anyone has similar experiences i would love to hear them

#ren.txt #actually disabled #chronically ill #chronic fatigue #spoonie #potsie #chronic pain #joint pain #don't get me started on different types of controllers #i hate joycons man #hate em so much

[bittersqxtch]

#writing #writers' problems #bittersqxtch #the pain of writing #i have no self-control #i tried to update one fic and now i'm writing 3 at once #someone send help #writing thoughts #writing memes #memes

[turtleblogatlast]

AU starts here!

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Coming face to face with an inevitability you’ve been avoiding for so long is a harrowing thing.

#prison!leo au #rottmnt #rottmnt leo #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise leo #rottmnt au #rottmnt donnie #rottmnt mikey #rottmnt raph #rise raph #rise mikey #rise donnie #his brothers start complaining about old age and leo is just like ‘shut up <3’ #if you’re wondering about the haze #basically Leo takes control of his abilities enough to not be constantly in pain and injured at this point #took him Forever though lol #note that this is set in #path b #edit: changed the ages a lil to push them further #ALSO YEAH RAPH GREW UP HUGE #he’s even bending down a bit here #leo is a pipsqueak next to him #and yes the dark bandages in pic 2 were made by Donnie

[permanently-sprained-ankle]

Hot take but

Being able to “undo” an action online is accessibility

I can’t tell you how many times I’ve accidentally pressed a button due to my poor motor control.

And most things are “undoable”. Like if I accidentally like a post I can just… unlike it. I can unfollow, delete posts, delete comments, use backspace, close tabs.

And if I didn’t have the ability to do those things? Many tiktok and YouTube videos would have nonsense comments because I couldn’t delete something my hand did without my permission. I’d be following a shit ton of people that I intended to block, and Vice versa.

Little things are accessibility.

[Image ID: White text in a Galaxy background reads If you: Derail my posts; are an “aspie”; run a sh/ed blog; are under 16; are a TERF; think cripplepunk is for mental disabilities; think that autism isn’t a disorder; are pro-transabled, trace, transage, etc; are pro-map or pro-zoo; are a transmed; want to completely demedicalize autism, I will probably block or mock you. End ID]

#disabled #disability #chronic illness #chronic pain #motor control #disabilties #accessibility

[paigesplatforms]

btw skipping triggering scenes in your favourite shows/movies doesn’t make you less of a fan. there are still scenes in multiple of my favourite shows that i cannot/have never watched, but i still love those shows with all of my heart.

whether it triggers past experiences and trauma, your fears, your sensory issues, your migraines, or it just gives you really bad second hand embarrassment. YOU ARE ALLOWED TO SKIPS SCENES IN YOUR FAVOURITE MEDIA

#i feel incredibly passionate about this #i’m building a note in my phone of all the time stamps of the scenes i skip #this is a direct call out of all initiation scenes #fuck those guys #incredibly unnecessary and painful to watch #i’m looking at you #young royals #i have never watched that scene bc i know what happens #so why would i watch it #other media with scenes i usually skip include; #control z #everything everywhere all at once #andi mack #shameless #degrassi #pretty little liars #doctor who #the it crowd #stranger things #and probably more #daisy originals #community #favourites #the 100

[rubbercasing]

the medical field will always be an institution of violence as long as your doctor is able to cancel your prescription unilaterally and as long as pharmacists can refuse to fill it unilaterally.

#this is about estrogen #but it applies birth control. SSRIs. antipsychotics. pain medication. insulin. your doctor can simply tacitly sign your death warrant #by simply not signing your prescription papers.

[shadow0-1]

He 👉👈

#mortal kombat #mk1 #mortal kombat 1 #Kuai liang #c.png #playing around with some tools #its a pain to control but ehehegregegh #hehe haiiii twirls my hair

[jackherrington]

My favorite game. I slap you. You say thank you. I slap you again. You say thank you. This continues until you’re bawling and my hand is covered with tears.

Then I slap you again.

And you whimper, thank you.

#bd/sm blog #cnc daddy #g00nette #cnc k!nk #cnc somno #0rgasm denial #cnc fr33use #0rgasm control #slap my face #slap me #pain slvt #pain play #pain pig #piggy girl #pay piggy

[alicentsgf]

god people really don't get it do they. tying themselves in knots trying to understand alicent as if she's really that hard to get. she's angry because no one saved her. no matter how good she was, how hard she loved, how kindly she spoke, no one has ever tried to save her. she lives in a world where she is functionally incapable of saving herself, and yet surrounded by women with royal blood and the modicum of agency that affords them. like wouldnt you go a bit insane too? wouldn't you leave your kind nature to starve? wouldn't you sob over this injustice to your long lost love whilst pointing a dagger in her face?

#its literally this simple #how many times to you have to watch this woman cry to understand she is SO controlled by fear and pain #hotd #alicent hightower #pro alicent hightower

[sunnykeysmash]

#iasip #it's always sunny in philadelphia #always sunny #macdennis #macden #analysis #meta #a beautiful smile to hide the pain... #what if i told you this post was inspired by me listening to SURFACE PRESSURE from encanto and thinking ''it's mac'' #who am i if can't carry it all. if i falter...... #i think if dennis could see mac's hole that hes hidden so well it would humble him. because he thinks mac doesn't care. he does #hes under a lot of pressure all the time. self imposed. to make sure everyone is safe. shouldering it all and pretending to be fine. #to be worthy of their love. to be in control #if they could see each other's holes and realize how similar yet opposite their experiences are... like foils. #hiding their vulnerability from the other #i could talk about this dynamic of taking care of each other for days dont try me #can we talk about also that part in hits theroad where they were talking abt a guy seeming fine then going crazy right before mac says that #can we acknowledge that it was about mac. and he really could snap any moment from the pressure #the more demanding dennis is of his help. the thinner mac is spread. can weeee talk about ittttt #parallels

[craycraybluejay]

come. take my hand. sexualize trauma with me.

#sexualizing trauma 🥰✨️ #trauma k1nk #actually its so good bc you take control of the narrative if your trauma #rather than the trauma taking over the entire narrative of YOU #sexualizing something painful is a way to make it understandable and in your control #you should always romanticize sexualize fetishize painful things if thats what works for you #not only is it normal it is beautiful and sexy #to acknowledge that bad stuff happened and be strong enough to turn that into a kink and like it??? #youre like the god of your own brain #but also idk i like broken people cuz im broken people and its not always that deep sometimes its conceptually hot #like just. trauma as the concept