#and thats so stupid. ugh

[mbat]

do you ever realize youve been part of the cycle of abuse and you need to actively decide to not continue it

because that. that hurt.

#vent #my post #i dont know why its taken me this long to realize that it was abusive. maybe because it wasnt romantic or familial #friends can be just as abusive. #and i guess when i see other people who do their best to end the cycle it looks so effortless #cause you dont see all the effort they put into getting to that point #but. its an active decision to make the right choice. #and i guess. i guess i didnt want to accept that ive been in an abusive relationship. again because it wasnt romantic #and because it wasnt physical or as blatant as it would seem #//abuse talk #but its always at the edge of my mind. the things they did to me. the way i felt so helpless and terrified and just wanted it to end #the way they didnt care how it made me feel. #fuck. #just. fuck. #and i see someone else in that cycle too but they act like they decided to continue it sometimes #and thats so stupid. ugh #i just dont want to be hurt again.

[pkaykim]

Oofurixmas2022 for @meela-31

#oofuri #oofurixmas2022 #IVE REPOSTED THIS SO MANY TIMES IM SORRY #meela-31 #ren mihashi #abemiha #abe takaya #I hope u like it.. 😵😵😵😵 #anyway… chill air… being 1 on 1 together outside of school… always so strange and intimate #abe is saying like hey youre blocking the walkway.. or smth… hes so cheeky #im imagining a fic in my mind #like. do you guys get me. mihashi is sitting on the stoop while abe is checking out and hes eating his sandwich #its probably a stupid late time and its quiet and empty and his hands and face are chilly and #and hes about to take a bite and then the door opens and he feels a bag get dropped on his head and its like… a point of contact and its #silly and mundane but its affection idk. ans then abe tells him to move. ugh. love is love #ITS LIKE A SMALL THING THATS LIKE… WE’RE FRIENDS.. you like me.. and it feels goos #THATS ALL #anyway thats why i chose this ver over the one w tajima it got that feeling better. anyway

[m-kyunie]

Summerboy [Lady Gaga]

#jjk #jujutsu kaisen #satosugu #stsg #gojo satoru #geto suguru #i cant belive gaga literally wrote that album abt satosugu BEFORE satosugu like woah her mind #just imagine them being stupid on a date. mhm #i wanted to do a photobooth strip instead bc thats more age accurate i suppose but the thought o fdrawing 3 panels of poses fuck OUTTA here #also formating the canvas like ugh. for instagram? hell no #excuse my handwriting i tried to write it semi sloppy so the letters r cluttered as if 1 wrote it fast w sharpie #ALSO DONT ROAST ME ABT THE BG POLAROID I WAS TIRED! #speedpaint 4 this on Insta ty! #Gojo has a fanny pack u kno the ones. bc i think its funny.

[lunian]

just chilling and suddenly brain hits with the thought that what if I fcked up something in Gale's romance route and he may leave my Tav in the end to try to become dumbass god anyway (so to die like a total fool)

im too far from finishing this playthrough to figure it out so I'm just.... gonna be very cautious and afraid all this time, I guess

#so huh #was very neutral on the run all this time and only pretty soft on him to change his mind so..... im not sure how strongly he left his plans #and can i change somethibg in future #at least never suggested him to forsake mystra or get a crown for himself only questioning him each time and saying that i love him as he is #??? i guess thats enough for now #ugh #stupid anxiety #about damn game #.... at least my sorcerer tav will be def disappointed in wizards forever and ever and curse them all wow what a story #mystuff

[trisiray]

just realized something

#tf2 #sniper tf2 #team fortress 2 #ugh. hes so fucking STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #im in tears thinking about him watching the end dance and trying to learn it by himself in his camper purely just because he'd Know How. #it wouldnt even be for anyone else jsut his own sick satisfaction #and i think thats what really counts here

[gayspock]

not to sound like a cunt but i swear like 2 jokes about something will get passed around and then a load of dipshits will start twisting that everyone is so Utterly Vacuous... god forbid if every post you post to your tumblr blog is not an indepth reflection of your thoughts and feelings. for your tumblr blog is reflective of your Inner mind and soul and you must summon yourself to the Calling of crafting the most perfect and eloquent analysis of the video essay that dropped 2 fucking days ago .

#egg.txt #this is about the hbomberguy shit soirry lol #like i see one or two jokes abt haha he took them out ) #and then suddenly its like: THE WHOLE CONVERSATION IS JUST ABOUT THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU MISSED THE POINT #DUDE its like a 2-3 ppl on tumblr who made joke posts that got traction #not to mention yes: ive seen MANY ppl posting abt how sad and unfortunate this all is #but those posts arent gonna get traction bc theyre quiet fuckin reflections on a topic for now #as such yeah bro the tag is dominated by jokes that really arent that serious. #idk ugh sorry to be such a twist im just soooo sick of the vibe everyone brings of like: #i see lighthearted jokes in this tag. HOW DARE YOU ALL DO THIS. YOU ARE ALL SO FUCKING STUPID AND YOU TAKE NOTHING SERIOUS. #like yes its a serious topic but again .... TWO GOD DAMN DAYS AFTER THE VIDEO DROPPED NO LESS... the thing thats gonna ALWAYS float to the #top of a tag is quick jokes. #and besides its like if you WANT to have those conversations thats great??? like cultivate them bro?? #WHY not cultivate them instead of dominating the conversation with how stupid everyone is and how above them you are? #idk man its not just abt this #its abt sooooo much with the fuckn culture some ppl foster on this website #its the exact same with sillier shit like media #where some ppl think that u reblogging jokes abt a show / sth is like THE ONLY THOUGHTS YOU HAVE ON SOMETHING #blah blah blah you have such a superficial opinion of the characters and so forth #like relax. i just prefer to have discussions abt things not on my blog #jesus wept some ppl are desperate to think everyone is stupid

[quecksilvereyes]

i hate. i hate hate hate the goncharov thing. it makes me paranoid and reminds me of what it was like to be surrounded by people who would talk about media i wasnt allowed to interact with without explaining any of it while expecting me to fully understand everything. and then bullying me for not getting it like a little weirdo.

im still not gonna make a pissy reblog of my popular text post that is currently going around getting all kinds of goncharov tags. excuse me while i go scream into a pillow.

#unreality gets me like little else #like. #i have had so many experiences of someone pretending something was real only to then laugh at me for believing it #i also realise thats a me problem #but BOY #do i hate it #'oh its funny explain nothing' #nod nod like it was funny to invent whole new episodes of spongebob to tell me about only to then turn around and mock me mercilessly #for believing and repeating information about that episode #like omg what are you stupid #ugh.

[girl-bateman]

Every day I am reminded that 90% of my problems would be solved if I actually listened to my intuition like ever

#my intuition: 'thats stupid. dont do that' #me: hm.. anyway ! :D #literally it does not register.. 😒 #ok so what i did that was embarrassingly stupid.... ugh ok.. eh.. #its like genuinely genuinely stupid ok like actually #ugh #ok so im making a new passport and i assumed that since the old one is old i didnt need it anymore #and so i cut out the cute little picture of myself for my travel journal and threw the rest of the passport away #meanwhile thinking: hmm. well this doesn't feel right but google said it was fine so i guess its fine. anyway look at that cute picture :D #and now i realise that the police need the old passport for when im taking out the new passport #so yes. embarrassingly stupid. there u go #i feel not great abt all this tbb. my brain has a tendency to overreact so now im convinced im not gonna be able to travel like i planned #plus im totally going to passport jail for idiots who cut up their own passport and throw them away #WHY LITERALLY WHY #i just wanted the cute little picture IM SORRY DONT TAKE ME TO JAIL 💔💔💔💔💔 #no but actually i do feel very not great about this genuinely actually genuinely </3 #the curse of scrapbooking i guess #is there a way i can tell the police im literally a neurodivergent (ex)minor ? and that this old passport thing is very offensive to me #anyhow.. yes its ok to laugh at my stupidity here but pls also remember im fragile 😢 💔 a poor little meow meow or something to that effect

[doctorwormcore]

What i think i love the most about the live action is just how much love there is? Yeah its different from the anime, but honestly....kinda better. I love how kind they all are, the strawhats clearly just love each other already, their own little family

#opla #crying screaming throwing up #i hope we do get to see more of their og personalities shine through #i.e. sanji being a bit of a hotheaded dumbass and zoro being a bit of a moron and nami being a bit more a big sister hahaha #but i love the opla strawhats so much man #i love that they highlight that sanji is inherently soft or that usopp really is charismatic or that zoro really is a snarky gay bitch lmAO #and like i ADORE opla nami #im so excited for chopper man... im watching the anime atm and he still isnt here yet ;-; #boku wa doctor tony tony chopper if you even care #god if they made everyone else hot can you imagine how hot robin will be!?!?!? #ugh....can you imagine how theyd tackle whole cake island with soft!sanji ....feelsbadman.jpg #i mean we have a LONG way to go before we even tackle the time skip....very apprehensive as yo how sanjis will be tackled bc girl... #lbr that shit was insensitive and transphobic af.... #dont get me wrong....sanjis a fucking misogynist lmao....less so in the la...still there tho #god bless him...thinks hes just chilvalrous #anyway no notes on luffy he is literally perfect can do no wrong precious baby #if anything hes not as objectively stupid lol but like they only had 8 eps..you really can only squeeze in the most important shit #anyway i am screaming...dennis o'hare NEEDS to play eric the whirlwind if they utilise that shit #anywya thats my rambling for today lol

[constantvariations]

Remembering how someone once brushed off the criticism of v5 being mostly in a single room by saying "most sitcoms take place in a single room!" as if Remnant isn't an entirely new world with unique landscapes and cultures that should be explored

#rwde #the disgrace of using friends and bb9 to back up this dumb argument as if nyc isnt one of the most popular places for stories to take place #it can happen in one room bc the outside is FAMILIAR #you can glaze over things bc most people already get the gist. dont waste everyones time describing the familiar #but when the setting is so far beyond our normal - typical of fantasy and sci fi - then you absolutely NEED to go outside and touch grass #or martian dirt or radiation resistant plastic or whatever #can you imagine if star wars had taken place almost entirely in one room? #thats how stupid this claim is #i know im being petty but life is v ugh rn so whatever #tis harmless whinging #and more shock that people can excuse literally anything in this show #i know i take some shows personally but i cant imagine going this hard for anything

[jrueships]

sauce trying to befriend the popular twitch streamers and gamers is giving sheltered christian kid realizes their only hopes for friendship in school are the weird white boy reddit users who think slurs are comedy, and is just excited to have 'cool' friends so they'll do or say or get into anything their friends do to sound equally as smart just to be capable of saying (lying) that they have 'friends' to their mom when she asks about their day so their family doesn't think they poured all that money into a socially inept loser. instead, they poured all that money into a socially desperate parakeet

#mannnnnnn i knew from the Moment #ad*n was bad news #AND I AINT FORGIVING OR EXCUSING SHIT ON ANYONES PART #ignorance is common bcs it's easy but easy doesnt mean end #easy readies advancement #which is harder #not everyone realizes that #they think shits so easy cus they so smart #nah bro ure just stuck #whats the real smart move is continual growing #we gotta keep learning #or at least trying #nahhh instead everybody wanna fuckin laugh #cus pausing and actually thinking is too awkward #learning is too awkward #stupidity is 'funny' #easy comedy #ugh. #ugh #man #stunted shit and stunted stuntmen #fuckin hate the kind of ppl that get rich sometime #just lets the ppl trying to get rich after them know what kinda level they need to reach & stop at as a person #it's Not very high. in the negatives maybe #fuckin hell. #chances for accountability is everywhere and theres a shortage of accountants #hope he genuinely learns smthin from this bcs he didnt mean it in a conspiring way but still thats compounding People #people are People bro #theres a lot of people in this world. theres a lot of learning #embrace it without ego

[lover-of-mine]

People do know they don't have to buy a Stanley, right? Or whatever the fuck is the current bottle people want. You got your bottle for free in an event in 2015? All the power to you, but if having a cup that matches their outfit makes someone happy, why the fuck do you care????? Are you paying for their bottle? No, you're not. The bottle will still be produced. What's the ethical problem here??? If having a blue cup, and a pink cup, and a cup that makes me look like a koala keeps me going, then it's a necessary purchase. You're not the one spending money on it so why do you care?????????

#i got 5 tiktok videos on a row of people bragging about their old bottles #one girl literally ran her bottle over #and im like okay? you dont care where you're drinking your water #some people find dopamine on stupid shit like having their bottle match with stuff why do you care how they're spending their money???? #ugh #yes i have a Stanley. it was a gift tho #i also have more cups that i probably should have #but one sparkly cups that match my phone case kept me drinking water while i was at uni so i think thats a win #and they were also a small purchase that kept me going on bad days #i dont see the harm on having multiples of one thing #its not like I'm throwing the old ones away #i still use most of them when i feel like it #its a harmless thing #ITS A FUCKING WATER BOTTLE #fucks sake we cant like anything #thoughts thoughts thoughts

[valkaryah]

Katana Man

#anime #chainsaw man #csm #katana man #samurai sword #csmedit #chainsawmanedit #chainsaw man gif #dailychainsaw #animedaily #dailyanime #anime gifs #my gifs #v #a #(I LOVE HIM YOU DONT GET HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOOOOOOVE HIM IDC IF HES STUPID AND HORRIBLE #THATS THE HARDEST COLDEST BADDEST HOTTEST DESIGN IVE EVER SEEN AND IT MAKES ME FEEL THINGS IM SO HAPY HES FINALLY HERE UGH)

[the-kneesbees]

what if I just don't go to college and live at the bottom of a pond instead

#post posting #the onlh schools i really like enough to spend four years of my life and thousands of dollars #either have ridiculous acceptance rates or dont have good art programs #theres always mass art but i dont really love it there #and i dont think i could get in #but i also dont want to work my ass off to get into a school with a low acceptance rate #just to end up feelinb stupid and surrounded by people a million times smarter than me #like. i want to be an art teacher. thats all i want. this shouldnt be so complicated. #i also really like hampshire college as a school #but i domt love the student environment/jobs prospects after? #and its really expensive for a school where you dont even get graded on things? #i love the course options and the campus #but i dont know that i love the school #like i dont want to spend all that money just to get an unspecified bachelor of arts #and have limited job prospects because of it #you know #ugh #they should invent a college that has the exact qualities that im looking for that i could actuallu get into

[mintowls]

what they dont tell u abt being an architect is that u also have to be a project manager. which if i WANTED to do i wouldve just become a project manager, but there is literally nothing i want to do less than being a project manager. unfortunately however. architecture as a job is 70% project management

#i literallyyyyyyyyyy do not want to organise things and talk to clients and consultants and suppliers and whatever #and figure out budgets and claims and whateverrrrrrr i dont care abt these stupid rich people and their stupid money #ugh i had to sit through a 3 hour meeting today and thats not even the longest one #anyway im not an architect yet technically so its not too late to leave. how to leave tho is the question #also i have no other interests and it seems like all design jobs involve project management :( sigh #once again........ anyone wanna pay me to draw whatever i want forever.......

[stinkrascal]

you guys are just all so sweet

#i tried sending anon asks to a bunch of ppl telling them i think theyre so sweet but a lot of ppls ask boxes are still turned off ;-; #that stupid anon ruined it for everyone ugh #but thats y im making this text post so i can make this statement to u all #that u are all so sweet<3 #i just love simblr so much. idk what id do without u guys