#and my immune system most of all

[markscherz]

‘But I am very poorly today & very stupid & hate everyone & everything’

- Charles Darwin. Letter to Charles Lyell, 1 October 1861

#Darwin #quotes #famous quotes #Charles Darwin #always remember that everyone has bad days sometimes #even the people who look like they are productive beyond human capacity #sometimes it’s important to just acknowledge it and see that there are good things to come #but right now is just shit #anyway I have a flu or something #and right now I hate everyone and everything #and my immune system most of all #and the parents who send their sick and contagious kids to daycare #and the evolution of viruses #who tbh have absolutely no business to be wreaking such havoc on the more organised domains of life #about me #sorry to be a downer #your usual frog-related content will resume after a brief intermission #I realise that posting quotes is super cringe #sorry about that #at least some of you probably haven’t seen this quote before #so you’ve learned something today #and I’ve gotten to vent #win-win?

[espighty]

Scuffed-ass COTL height chart where I don’t even tell you their heights, I just show you how tall they are relative to each other. If they share an arrow they are basically the same height. Most normal followers can be expected to reside in the general area of ‘above lamb but just below Kallamar’.

This is also the most useless chart ever because I didn’t even show what most of ‘em look like body-wise ghhhh it’s ONLY relative height. I should be thrown in prison

#all of my respect to the ‘tall and lanky leshy’ community but in my mind he is small because worms are small. to me. #and then on the opposite end. #Squidboy is one of the tallest followers but he never gets to flaunt it because I nerfed his immune system. #by that I mean he’s perpetually sick so he spends most of his time lying down or sitting yknow. #I’ll explain it more on some future post #cotl #ivy’s scribblings #cult of the lamb #cotl kallamar #cotl shamura #cotl heket #cotl leshy #yes I’m only tagging the bishops because I know for a fact that the lamb and Narinder tags already have enough content. #they don’t need me.

[raven]

if you dont wear a mask when you're sick i hope you die. "oh its just a cold its not covid" i dont give a fuck i dont want to get a cold either. you disgust me. you sicken me. literally.

#i have a really really strong immune system but im still like. disabled to the point where if i got sick it would fuck me up bad #like my cousin has a 'cold' i offered her a mask bc my very disabled compromised Grandmother was there and she was like'well its not covid' #and my grandma was like i guess thats fine. which like ok but u should be getting MY permission too. as the second most disabled person #in the room. also for me its dire rn like i feel sooooooooo sooooooo bad rnnnnnn. if my nose gets stuffed up i might genuinely end it all

[sprucestairs]

I stg if I have covid for the THIRD FUCKIN TIME-

#Literally #I wish I was making this up #First got it mid-late 2022 #Got it for the second time just before Christmas (& honestly only felt 100% again around new years) #& now I might have it again #Also fun facts that I'm certain are completely irrelevant: #Autistic people have a higher chance of immune system disorders than most people #And Literally 0% of people in my local community wear masks! #They've all just accepted its 'going to be around forever'! #Not like there's numerous safe and effective vaccines! #The last 2-3 of which I highly doubt anyone has even got! Hell no one in my direct family even knew about em until #Another family member bought them up! #N e way. #I'm in hell #Though there's likw a 90% chance it's just a scare #& my sore throats just from sleeping w a fan on & window open in mid march

[sophieswundergarten]

Hello I’d like to ask about “SQ thing” “immune” and “whistle” if it’s not too much trouble. These all sound good, and I’m very excited to read them!

Hi!! Thank you for always being so nice and supportive :D

"SQ Thing" was honestly a gut reaction to this lovely thing by @cptnwynnie, and is about SQ and The Sister :>

"Immune" is actually an ironic title now that I think about it, and kind of a dumb concept. It's another SQ fic! But it's about him having an isolated/weak immune system from living on the island and so he just gets sick a lot.

(All of my inspiration for SQ stuff comes from the exquisite @sqenthusiast so please go read their fics!!!!)

"Whistle" is a Milligan fic that I'm actually kind of excited about! It's supposed to be like a series of vignettes or one of those "5 + 1" kind of fics, but it's giving me a real hard time at the moment, especially since I'm still not confident in writing the adults

#'Immune' is a lot of me projecting actually #Because I was homeschooled for a good long while (Which I loved) #But when I went back to traditional school I got sick a lot (Which I did not love) #And I went to a really small and quite clean school!!! #My immune system just wasn't used to being around people at all #So for about the first full school year I was pretty much constantly sick #Not debilitatingly so for the most part. But enough that I just felt bad all the time. #I got every. Single. Cold. Bug. Virus. Or flu. That it was possible to get. #For like sixth months. #Anyways that's enough complaining from me #I hope this is what you were looking for! #wip game

[keskeaa]

She will die after one minor injury but that doesn’t stop her

#She has a fictional illness that gives her grey hair weak immune system and #loosely based off the other grey hair disorders with my own special touches #any injury confuses the body so it attacks itself which just makes shot worse. that plus weak immune system is a recipe for infection #she’s also blind due to it. #and has a myriad of sensitives too. glass bones and paper skin #all that be damned tho she wants to have some fun and some adventure!!! her ideas of which are very influenced by her novels #she loves fiction so much she reads most of the time #ocs #my art #my ocs

[curiosity-killed]

i watched one (1) movie about big pharma and now am researching the allergy meds i've been on for 18-13 years and connecting unexpected dots

#i don't actually understand enough about pharmacology to be that confident in anything #but am now curious if being on daily antihistamines for most of my life contributes to having The World's Driest Fucking Skin #and also intrigued by the fact that the reason i was told they didn't keep me on prednisone year-round (despite it being the only med that #actually lets me breathe completely freely + have a sense of smell) is that it causes bone loss #but ??? it apparently also suppresses the immune system? #which ig sort of makes sense if allergies are essentially ur immune system going whack attack at random benign shit #and FASCINATED by the fact antihistamines can be used for insomnia when they r in fact #insomnia making drugs for my family #also this is all a reminder i rlly rlly need to go see an in-person allergist sometime this year #both bc i'm apparently due to get my lungs checked and also bc i would like to talk w/ someone abt the montelukast thing #like i am not eager to go off it bc it's the most effective med i've had in #y'know #18 yr of allergies #but the side effects are. kind of a lot.? and were not explained when i was started on it #so would just like to see what my options are #also start allergy shots x_____x #personal #this has been medical history with curio hour

[saetoru]

hello my little runts here to give u a life update bc i am me and i cannot stfu even if im supposed to be offline and studying </3

ANYWAY second to last final is tomorrow at 11 am and then friday at 7 pm AND THEN IM FREE so pray they go well 🧎🏽‍♀️

AND THEN in nine days i will be on a flight to my cousins wedding isn't that tho sexc of me 😍😍😍 i will be back in a week or two hopefully and then we will be spammed with gojo and geto content be prepared

#⚠︎︎ tw: tee is talking! #do yall miss me #say yes or i will shoot 🔫 #i miss yall </3 #im stressed sobs but on the bright side my cyno and scara are almost done being built #i say almost bc lord knows when i will level 90 cyno finally #and lord knows when i will get a decent anemo dmg goblet #ALSO my bf got me a rly cute purse #u can bet ur bottom dollar my wedding outfit will now match that purse 😍😍😍😍😍 #i havent gotten an outfit yet :') im uh...im gonna figure that out soon....maybe..... #but anyway he is my lil sugar daddy king i love him 😍😍😍 #i think he would leave me if he knew i said that LMAO #nobody tattle on me i will steal all ur money #lets see what else can i update yall on #oh im sick #theres that #are we surprised LMAO i have like the worlds most lazy immune system #bro decides its not gonna work half the time #</3 #one of my old high school acquaintances is also getting married #she invited me but i will be in another country rip </3 #why is everyone getting married i feel left out #idek where to pay bills how dare i dream of marriage my dad pays 2923847 dollars for the water bill as i have concerts in my shower 😭 #ANYWAY BYE FOR NOW I LOVE U ALL I MISS U DONT FORGET ME OR ILL KMS I WILL BE BACK

[thegreatbeyondmp3]

bro it sucks so much to have to go to work when you're sick

#i dont wanna go but literally if i miss another day they could fire me 😬 #i don't have covid at least according to the home tests but like. i still have a cold or something #and i can't call out because our time is so restricted #and its not even the worst attendance policy i know of but it still sucks to have to work around #esp coming from my last job where i could take off literally as much time as i needed to basically whenever i needed/wanted to #added on top of the fact that i just don't want to fuckin be there anyway #and that im scared im gonna pick up covid bc my immune system is currently weakened #ugh. i have to get through tomorrow and the next day #and then im off again #and then im on one more day before im back off again #so i will have a rest day again pretty soon at least #after being off the last three days #(the first was my legit day off but it was very busy and few days before that were the roughest of a tough couple of weeks - #the second i took off bc i had to babysit and. being completely honest. i watched all of fellow travelers thr night before. and esp after #how bad a time id been personally having lately. all the suffering and the loneliness and the romance just hit me so hard #tbh i just felt like i deserved a break and i could do some work at home to balance things out - #third day i woke up feeling sick and coughing pretty hard and just feeling generally miserable. which continued for most of the day. #but with less coughing until now bc im laying down) #i just wish i could take an extra day or two to actually kick this 😭 #sorry this is so long i can get locquacious when im tired

[tj-crochets]

Hey y’all! Weird question time! Do you know of any mayonnaise available for purchase that doesn’t contain vinegar? My grandma wants to share a turkey salad sandwich recipe with me but it takes mayo and I haven’t been able to find any without vinegar, and I’m allergic to vinegar Alternatively, do you have any recipes? The ones I’m finding all have raw egg in them, and I am. Uh. Hesitant? about using raw egg in something that will not be cooked before it’s consumed 

#the person behind the yarn #food mention #allergy mention #I mean it's not the only condiment I haven't been able to buy a version of that I can eat #I also can't have ketchup mustard most barbecue sauces ranch dressing tartar sauce...pretty much any sauce? #some of them I can find recipes for without vinegar #but then sometimes there's another ingredient that's iffy #am I being overly cautious about the raw egg thing? maybe! #but I am on an immunosuppressant. I'm not on it to suppress my immune system like that's not the goal #but it's my 'please retain salt and raise blood pressure' medication #all the steroid medications are geared for corticosteroids not mineralocorticoids so I have NO IDEA how much of an immunosuppressant it is #I mean the medication side effect warnings #but I know I get dehydrated EXTREMELY easily and get very sick from dehydration very very fast #so even like mild food poisoning could be very very bad for me #please do not take me as a medical professional. I am not! I am merely sodium georg with a bunch of allergies #trying to figure out how to make my grandma's recipe because it would make her happy

[hooved]

i know everyone's told me to rest because i'm sick but i just can't. it doesn't feel right. i need to do everything i can rn because i'm scared that any second we'll be told to get out NOW

#there's a lot of legal shit going on so i'm really unsure when exactly we'll have to leave #my mom keeps telling me to pack an overnight bag just in case and i know she's right but there's other things i need to do first #plus i'm not leaving my computer here. i'm just not. i can't. it's my most important possession. it keeps me sane if you can call it that #i need to get everything else ready before finishing getting my ''i need these with me at all times'' stuff ready #because so much shit is in the way like i still need to take out trash and do more laundry #and get more things that have already been in boxes forever out of here. also the closet door is stuck so that's a problem #i don't even care about most of the shit in my closet like i know there's stuff from my childhood in there but i don't remember what #other than that it's junk. and decorations i bought for an eventual apartment but when the fuck is that even gonna happen #i know i'm sitting here doing nothing rn as i'm typing this but i'm like mentally stuck on what to do next without my mom's help #and she's not here rn. plus there's some dude that her shitty ex is letting stay downstairs rn ? for some reason ? #and i just don't feel comfortable leaving the room to get food or take out trash or change out the laundry. it's just weird #plus i'm sick and he has a weak immune system and like. i dunno i don't wanna be responsible for that #anyway sorry i'm rambling. i know it's understandable at a time like this but i just feel bad that this is all i'm talking about rn #i'm just so fucking depressed and stressed and tired and i've barely eaten anything for the past few days #i can't even have fun or talk to any friends like i normally do. my brain won't let me and it just doesn't feel right. i can't be happy rn #for even a second. it's just not the right time. there's nothing to be happy about. i have no hope at this point that things will work out

[autisticaradiamegido]

Is it that you're too tired to draw or too tired to come with the ideas because I have many ideas (if you're interested)

both! it's "i'm too tired to do literally anything except lay down and sleep."

im literally always accepting prompts though like i make no promises about what my brain will latch onto but i certainly don't mind people sending them in

#not art #but yeah i call it sleepy bitch disease even though its actually an autoimmune disorder that is constantly destroying my thyroid gland #which regulates my body's ability to metabolize food into usable energy #i am on thyroid hrt to fix this and most days that is sufficient but some days it is not and thats when i get real fuckin sleepy #just depends on how aggressive my immune system is deciding to be i guess?? #i dont actually have a super great handle on the actual medical mechanisms of everything happening in there. #all i know is it can have flare ups

[istherewifiinhell]

Im tired and a little nauseated and really ready to bite all customers which is not ideal and every stupid fucking part of th place i work is pissing me off so much

#some shit #stupid comminity fixture of a manager means all our costumers are like. wayyyy too re-la-ant on him. and guess what baby. hes sick!!!!! #cause fucking no on is immune to all forms of injury and illness. and his filing system SUCKS #come down to the [redacted] for an ass kicking. or the most [annoyed at the lack of words i have for my brain] customer service youve ever #seen. #im gonna listen to some music or sth b4 i loose my job here

[babydarkstar]

also people yelling at americans to do something about our country as if i chose to be born here, as if everyone here actually gets a say in how things are run, as if our government doesn’t actively work to disenfranchise everyone who isn’t in a position of power. fuck off

#capitalist hell #bro we’re trying. #it’s sad how aeverything is connected in life. our education system sucks #so then we have ppl who graduated hs and cant read or critically think #people who are so wrapped up in a community entangled with racism that they dont see tht Big Govt is actually to blame #people who feed into propaganda. none of us are immune including me but the right wing is the worst #like it impassions so many emotions into people who already are impressionable #the internet has also become a plague. a cesspool. and television #it’s less the internet’s fault and more the ban of net neutrality #as well as our govt literally being designed to take FOREVER to get things done #and so ppl think that’s how it is everywhere #oh my god and the anti-socialist rhetoric embedded deep into every subject of school. the imperialism. it’s sick #anyways a lot of this stuff is not our fault. most of it isnt #the majority of american people dont understand the global impact of american imperialism bc it is so ingrained in us #to believe that our govt could do no wrong and only has the best intentions and that we’re The Good Guys saving people #it’s so buried under the advertising and constant commodification of bodies and soul that we dont even have it on the radar #and that’s not a good thing. it’s not an excuse. plenty of americans see thru that. but which way u go determines how u see it #if that makes any sense. anyways im ranting. im not saying everyones completely innocent like at all #but it’s so deeply carved into the culture that it’s impossible to avoid #but so then u get a group of people who Know that our government is corrupt #but they but dont want to acknowledge that the people they support are corrupt too so they want govt but dont. its contradictory

[pinkfey]

this covid test and i are staring each other in the eye rn

#it’s negative thankfully #my brother brought it into the house (shocker 🤩) and it’s a wonderful thing i hate his guts and go out of my way to avoid him 24/7 #my mom is definitely going to test positive bc of her weak immune system plus the fact that she dotes over him all the time. they’re besties #right now they’re just like. walking around the whole fucking house like nothing is happening #and have even opened my door to talk. literally what the fuck. #so i locked it because they aren’t respecting that boundary at all #my dad is out of town rn so that’s a blessing #my brother hasn’t been wearing a mask in his phlebotomy class and he’s also the most unhygienic person i’ve ever met and i’m really pissed #at him. but of course i can’t express this because then i’ll be the bitch 🙃 #but. yeah i’m not surprised it’s him out of all of us. he doesn’t even wash his hands in the bathroom. #i just hate that like. he really doesn’t give a single shit about our immunocompromised parents and never fucking has huh #unless he can spin it into his own personal sob story #i hate it here #anyways.txt

[dipplie]

Rant I’ll probably delete later in the tags WUH oh

#sometimes I really don’t like abled people #like I’m decently abled it’s mostly mental stuff and health stuff #but abled people will see or know a disabled person and go ‘god this is so hard on ME’ #what #this isn’t exactly the same but also maybe it is because at this point I get sick so often I might have a chronically weak immune system- #but I just like ask a question to help myself and my mom gets mad at me #ma’am my voice sounds like a paper shredder if and when I’m even able to speak and I can’t leave the house or do much of anything #and YOURE the one that’s upset #alright. #like I get being disabled or mentally divergent CAN and DOES affect personal relationships #and if someone is dragging you down their ailment isn’t an excuse #but like I am asking a question of where the pain killers and antibiotics are and I am just asking TOO much apparently #people hate disabled people so much they really really do #the way people will treat others with say Tourette’s or autism or chronic pains or- man all of it #ticks me off faster than most things #anyways learn sign language and fight for disabled access because the chances of you becoming disabled someday are not just unlikely #they are quite possible