#and if it's confusing and painful and complicated they don't have time to fix that

[shakingparadigm]

Seeing all those analysis posts about how Till liked Mizi because she was gentle while not giving the same attention to Ivan because he wasn't... how Ivan might have made Till uncomfortable because he expressed his admiration for Till through violence because he liked how Till had the courage to fight back...

I was wandering if Ivan ever realized that the way he went about showing his feelings wasn't positive for Till and he fucking did. "I wish I had been kinder" he fucking regrets dude, fuck me man.

(This veered wildly off-topic I am so sorry.)

Coming back to this ask after the most recent R6 update is interesting.

I've always wondered why they chose the title Cure in particular. I was expecting a song title along the lines of Star or something abyssal. Then I thought about Till's affiliation with experiments and drugs and the various ways he was hurt. Cure... It also brings to mind how the content for Ivan highlights his "oddness", how he's framed as someone different, almost wrong in a sense. There's something that he lacks, something that he feels the need to fix, to cure.

In the recent ROUND 6 production post, the true meaning is revealed. You're right on a certain level, but as always, it's complicated.

Both Ivan and Till seek a certain type of "healing", maybe to compensate for their pain, their oddness and their loneliness. They wish to be cured of their suffering somehow and they seek the solution in other people.

QMENG states that Till desires a type of healing that Ivan cannot provide, and vice versa.

It goes without saying, pretty common knowledge at this point, but Till is a lot softer under his rebellious front. As someone who's been beat and abused his whole life, it makes sense that that type of love he'd want is something gentler, something stable. It's incredibly obvious in the way he acts towards Mizi. She's so genuine, so bright, untainted by the cruel reality of the world. Till softens around her, since she has only showed him kindness he in turn shows her the sweetest side of himself. He's had nothing stable to cling onto before, so he immediately becomes attached to this idealized version of Mizi. He believes she's the only person who can provide him with what he needs, the only one who can "heal" him.

It's outright stated that Ivan cannot provide that type of "healing" that Till is looking for. Ivan does try, of course. Unfortunately, he lacks something fundamental. Because of this he expresses himself in rather childish ways, which may involve a little cruelty and attention-seeking. A lot of Ivan's actions are muddled by his complicated feelings as well, as its stated that his true emotions and intentions are difficult to grasp. With Till, Ivan wants to save and be saved, hurt and heal him, keep him and set him free. Live for him and die for him. He criticizes Sua on the ethics of self-sacrifice and then goes on to do the same himself. With Ivan, everything contradicts.

He tries desperately to be the cure that Till needs, but due to his incredibly complex nature that "healing" will never be just healing. It may come with more pain and confusion despite his best efforts.

I don't think Till refused to give Ivan attention because he wasn't gentle enough, rather I think it's because everything was so complicated whenever Ivan was involved. Ivan is there for him in his times of need and causes a fair bit of trouble during the rest. He's strange and hard to grasp, but he's familiar. Calling each other "friends" seemed like such an inadequate label because they're simultaneously too close and not close enough. Ivan does wish he was kinder, though. Not only to Till, but to Sua and most likely a few other people as well. There's a lot of aspects in which Ivan wishes he were different, and it's tragic to hear how he deprecates himself in his final moments for it.

There's the second half of QMENG's statement as well, "vice versa". Till cannot provide what Ivan needs either, but Ivan desperately desires it anyway.

Ivan views Till as his cure. He wants to not only "heal" Till, but to be healed by him as well. This desire can be seen in the lyrics of Cure:

Notice my pain

And mend me right now

To quiet my fears

I'll drown in you

(The wish for "healing" is stated.)

In your gaze, where I’m seen

Consume me, yes, me, oh, oh

(Ivan urges Till to "consume" him like medicine, he wishes to be what Till needs.)

Ivan lacks something, and he believes that Till can make up for that lack which is why he's so fascinated by him. If Ivan is a black abyss, Till is a supernova, bringing life to an empty void. Unfortunately, Till is explosive and rather inept at handling his own extreme emotions, which causes him to either lash out violently or retreat further inward and push Ivan away. He's also a thoroughly destructive and hurt individual, seeking his own cure in another form. He cannot provide what Ivan needs.

Both Ivan and Till are incredibly volatile. That's not to say they don't have their gentler sides, but overall they've been doomed from the start. Ultimately it's no fault of theirs, they did what they could with their complicated feelings and fought through their own respective hells.

In the end, Ivan had to come to terms with the fact that he couldn't get the "healing" he needed and could never be what Till needed, either. That's why he finally acted on his impulses and let his complicated feelings win over, resulting in his death. Despite all the heartache, his final thoughts are a statement of gratitude. Truly a tragedy.

#eughh sorry for all that anon. thank you for the ask! #i dont even know if this is coherent anymore im sorry #alnst #alien stage #alien stage ivan #alien stage till #ivantill #alien stage round 6 #asks

[literallyjustanerd]

sinking slowly into herahsoka hell

it's about the angst

it's about the second chance at love

it's about love in war and putting duty first no matter how much you want each other

it's about two incredibly competent, hot bisexuals

#fr though like i know kanan was The One for hera #but i can't get over her and ahsoka eventually finding something with each other even if that something is fragile and confusing #and neither fully understands it at first #it would be so messy at the start and they would have NO time to address it because of the duties they both have to the war #but god #it's so good #i think i like it for the same reason i like codywan #a relationship built on mutual respect between two very competent mature people #who both know that despite what they have their first duties are to the war and to the people they have to lead #in another time and place things would be different but for now they can eek out a relationship in whatever small space the war leaves them #and if it's confusing and painful and complicated they don't have time to fix that #they just have to savour the good moments and hope they maybe get to a point in the future where they can work it out #(they do. god they do) #also i love adult relationships #exactly why i love kanera too #teenage puppy love is fun and all but give me mature adults having adult relationships in all their messiness please #sw tcw #sw rebels #ahsoka tano #hera syndulla #herahsoka #ahsoka series

[pinkthrone445]

~I'd do it all over again if you're with me~ Prequel

Next part

Pairing:Melissa Schemmenti x Reader

Gender: little bit of hurt, fluff.

Warnlings : (+18) strong words, mention of alcohol.

Summary:you and Melissa had been in a relationship for a couple of years now, until at your sister's wedding you talk about marriage and you realize that the two of you had different perspectives on the future of the couple.

Request:I’m obsessed with this! Can you make a prequel where the reader talks about getting married and Mel refuses and then later Mel proposes the reader? 🥺 I loved when you talked about it! @babytakeittothehead

Hope you like it! ❤️

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You and Mel were at one of your sisters' weddings, you had traveled over the weekend so you could enjoy the party and the family. Everything had been beautiful, the atmosphere was spectacular, there was certainly love in the air. You and Melissa had been together all night, her hands always in contact with yours or your body. You loved moments like that where you could go out and enjoy being a couple in front of everyone, unlike when you visited her at school and you had to control themselves, so the kids wouldn't make disgusted faces.

When it was time to toss the bouquet, you and Melissa didn't make any effort to go participate, you just stayed at the table talking, that's why you were surprised when the bouquet practically fell into her hands, which made you laugh when you saw her face. While everyone applauded and congratulated you two, the redhead left the bouquet on the table making a disgusted face

-"No thanks"-she said, and another guest looked at her curiously

-"You're not a big fan of commitment, I assume"- he murmured and Melissa shook her head, taking a sip from her drink

-"Not even drunk in Vegas would I get married, that's a mistake I only made once and I won't do it again for anyone. The only thing a wedding achieves is that at the time of separation, everything it is more complicated. Because believe me, that eternal love bullshit is a lie. All couples have problems and are going to separate as soon as possible with the stupidest reason as an excuse"-The redhead replied too sincerely to be at a wedding, clearly she had taken a little too much to drink

-"Come on Mel, there are couples who last a lifetime together, look at you and me how well we are doing in 3 years together, I see us together for many more years. A wedding only confirms that love that couples feel for each other" - You responded trying to lighten the harsh comment your girlfriend had made, she just laughed

-"Believe me honey, everyone separates at one point or another and those who haven't, it's because they're cowards"-She replied as she continued drinking, you frowned and for the first time in the night you stopped having contact with her by letting go of her hand

-"I think it's more cowardly to give up... So you are planing to leave me?"-You asked, confused, and she laughed, thinking your question was a joke

-"No, not now, but we don't know what will happen in the future, life is hard and fights happen" -she replied without much care-"don't know what will happen in the future when we go through problems"

The rest of the party you avoided the redhead as much as you could, until it was time to go to the hotel. As you were taking off your dress and putting your pajamas, Melissa hugged you from behind pressing her front to your back and kissing your neck, knowing the effect that had on you, but you sighed and slipped out of her grip

-"I thought that if we were going through troubles we would talk like adults and fix things. Not that we would separate at the first sight of difficulties, I imagined myself with you all my life..."-You whispered in pain and got up from the table

-"Come on, I didn't think you were so deluded" - she joked and you sighed

- "I'll go see my sister to see how she's doing" - you said before walking away.

-"I'm tired Melissa, it was a very long wedding" - you replied and she tried to hug you but you wouldn't let her, laying you on the bed and letting your hair down

-"But it's the last day we have at the hotel before we go back home, I thought we'd enjoy it"-she whispered disappointed seeing how you covered your body with the blankets without even deigning to answer before closing your eyes. Defeated, the redhead changed and lay down next to you.

The next day you thought that you would feel better, but her words stuck in your head, she was thinking about a future without you in it. You sighed looking out the window of the plane, why would Melissa say that? Were you giving 100 percent of yourself in the relationship and that relationship already had an expiration date? Didn't she imagine a future with you? Didn't the supposed love she had for you make her want to spend her life with you? She could have said she didn't want to get married because she didn't believe in weddings anymore and you would have understood. But no, she said she didn't want to get married because it would make the separation more complicated, that only fools believed in weddings, you assumed that made you a fool... She said that problems could separate you, so little faith did she have in the relationship and so little effort would put into fixing things that she would be ready to part ways in the first fight?

Your heart felt heavy, maybe you were overthinking things, but it had really hurt you to hear that from her. If you had known that she didn't imagine a future with you like the one you imagined with her, maybe you wouldn't have been so involved in the relationship, the more you thought about it, the more heartbroken you imagined yourself.

For her part, Melissa didn't understand anything, neither your change of mood nor what made you sick. You never refused to have sex with her, in fact, you almost always initiated it and never said no, no matter how tired you were. Also, whenever you traveled together on a plane or bus, you rested your head on her shoulder and hugged her arm because that helped you calm down and sleep, but now you had turned the other way, with your back to her, looking out the window of the plane, and hugging your pillow. She tried to talk to you, but you were on the verge of tears and didn't want to cry on the plane, so you put on your headphones and closed your eyes trying to avoid her as much as possible.

When the plane landed and you got down, Melissa spent the whole way back home talking, but you barely responded to her, your head was completely elsewhere and Melissa still didn't know why. You had already been dating for 3 years and she knew you more than you knew yourself, but there were times when she could be so clueless with the things that were happening to you, if you didn't say it to her face, she didn't realize what made you feel bad, or even realize that it was she who had hurt you.

As soon as you got home, you started unpacking your bags and putting your clothes in the wash, especially the ones you would need the next day to go to work. Among the things you pulled out was a set of red underwear, Melissa's favorite color, but it was definitely new because she hadn't seen it before. The redhead's eyes lit up with excitement and possibilities, approaching you with a mischievous smile and hugging you from behind kissing your shoulder without taking her eyes off your suitcase and the underwear set

-"And that? I'm sure I haven't seen it before... Is it beautiful, when did you buy it?" - Your girlfriend asked you excitedly, hoping that the talk would lead you to wear it

-"I bought it on the trip, I was going to use it for you the night after the wedding, until I lost the desire to have sex"-you replied seriously and I let you off her grip to continue doing your things, the redhead looked at you with confusion

-"No problem with that, you could use it now... I'm dying to see you with that" - she said in a seductive tone, but you barely paid attention to her

-"I can't, I have a lot of things to do for tomorrow for my work and I want to sleep early to be well rested" - you replied putting the set of underwear in the wash and taking out some papers from work, leaving her more confused.

The next day, Melissa got up to make you breakfast, she knew she had done something wrong but she still didn't know what. When she got up, she was surprised to see that you had already left and she hadn't noticed, almost always you were the one who had the hardest time waking up. The redhead sighed, ate breakfast by herself, and then went to work.

At recess, she told her friend Barbara everything that had happened on the trip she had had with you, how much fun you were having until the bouquet fell into her hands. And how confused she had been after that because of the anger you were showing. Her friend laughed at how lost the redhead was

-"Don't you think maybe she's upset about how quickly you dismissed the idea of marriage? You're in a relationship of 3 years with her, maybe she hoped to get married someday. The fact that you are in a relationship means that these things are discussed between the two of you, not denied without first consultation at least. A relationship is about committing to things even if you don't like it, it's about demanding but also giving. I know you're not a fan of weddings because of your ex, but she's younger and maybe she imagined the perfect wedding with you. You should ask her if that's why... And maybe if you don't want a huge wedding, plan a party even if it's just to celebrate your love. That girl left her house to go live with you, she puts up with your strong character and your anger, and she is always attentive to help you with everything, I think it's your turn to do something for her..."-The eldest advised her and Melissa sighed, she knew she was right but that didn't make it any easier, just thinking about marriage turned the redhead's stomach because it reminded her of her failed marriage and how she was cheated.

After join up some courage, at the end of the classes she was ready to go home to talk to you. It hurt her to see that the food she had prepared for you was still in its place, even though you had clearly arrived home a long time ago. After leaving her things in place, she went to the living room where she found you eating a bag of chips while you watched TV without paying much attention to it

-"Honey..." -The redhead tried to get your attention but didn't succeed-(Y/N)?-she tried again

-"Mhhh?"-you asked still looking at the tv

-"I'm home..."-she whispered

-"I saw that, I saw you"-you replied dryly and she sighed

-"Look hon...I get that you're angry about what I said, but you can't treat me like this just because of that, I think you're overreacting" - Said the redhead, tired of your bad mood, you paused the movie and put the potatoes aside, finally paying attention to her

-"Do you even know what bothered me about what you said? Because for me this is an appropriate reaction, because what you said made me reconsider my whole future with you"-You got up from the couch upset and stood in front of her

-"If this is because I said I didn't want a stupid marriage, it's obvious that we're going to have our disagreements, but if you're going to get like this because of something so stupid, I can't imagine when we have more serious problems, we're not going to last much longer together"-Your girlfriend replied clearly annoyed, everything she had practiced of how to talk things down was no longer useful, her bad temper was winning over her desire to talk things calmly

-"You don't get it! It's not about the fucking wedding Melissa! Yes I would love to get married, but I can live without it. It's about you not thinking we have what it takes to be together as a couple despite the problems. We haven't had a big fight yet and you're already thinking about separation and giving up. If you don't want a future with me, if you plan to break up with me later for some stupid shit, you better do it now and end this once and for all. 'Cause I'm not your toy to please you until you decide you don't need me anymore"-You yelled at your girlfriend looking at her with teary eyes. The redhead took a step back, calming down and sighing as she finally understood what was happening

-"Hon... I'm sorry, I didn't mean that, I wasn't even thinking about what I said... I just remembered how stupid my ex-husband was and everything I had to go through to separate and get a divorce" - she whispered and came closer to you, but you took a step back crying

-"Well, but I'm not your ex-husband, I'm not going to cheat on you with someone else, I love you and adore you, I'd never think of hurting you like that. From day one that we are together I have put everything I am into this relationship and it hurts me to see that you are already thinking about ending things with me at the slightest confrontation"-you whispered no longer strong enough to fight, the anger left your body and was replaced with sadness, Melissa came up to you and hugged you tight kissing your forehead and this time you left her and leaned on her chest sobbing, just the thought of losing her broke your heart into a thousand pieces-"I don't want to lose you Melissa, I want us to do everything to fix the situation even though we have fights because I love you, I love you more than anyone else in this life..."-You whispered against her chest and she hugged you even tighter

-"I love you and I can't imagine a life without you, I'm so sorry for what I said, I was so scarred by my past that I didn't realize I was ruining my future with you... Every night before I go to sleep, I pray to the heavens that for the rest of my life you will be by my side when I wake up. It was kind of unconscious that I said, I can't imagine my life without you, I'm so sorry, I want you forever in my life."-Melissa kept whispering sweet things while still hugging you, things that erased your fears and insecurities, that brought peace back to your heart.

It was Valentine's Day and Melissa had been working longer hours, having two classes together meant twice as many students, twice as many exams and twice as many children who needed help. On that particular day, she tried to leave early to see you at home, but one of her students was having trouble at home and decided to vent to the redhead minutes before she left, forcing her to stay longer to help him. When the child finally stopped crying and the parents came to pick him up, it had been almost three hours since the last time she had sent you a quick message saying she would arrive a little later without time to give you more explanations. Melissa sighed grabbing her bag and walking through the parking lot, she knew that you had agreed to go out to dinner together in a luxurious restaurant and there was still time to get to the reservation if you canceled going to the movies as you had agreed, but she was very tired and with little desire to go out, the day had left her exhausted. Between the restless children and the problem she had to handle, she no longer had any desire to be with more people, only to stay with you at home. But she had already left you waiting and you already had the reservation paid, she knew you would be mad if you didn't do anything special on Valentine's Day. Melissa carefully opened the front door, but not before smiling despite her tiredness. As soon as she put down her coat and purse, she saw how you got up from the couch wearing a beautiful and elegant dress, silently approached her side, she expected you to yell at her or get angry at her tardiness, but instead, you caressed her cheek with a small smile on your lips

~Months Later~

-"Hi Mel, I missed you... Are you okay?"-You asked with real concern in your voice, the redhead carefully hugged your waist

-"Hello sweetie, I'm fine... I'm so sorry to be late, it's just that one of my students had a problem and needed my help..." - she answered looking at your eyes

-"Are they okay?"-you asked and she nodded-"and you are really okay?"

-"Yes, I'll take a quick shower and then we can go to the restaurant, so we don't lose our reservation" - The redhead spoke quickly trying to get out of your embrace but you wouldn't let her, she looked at you confused

-"Do you want to stay?"-You whispered, the redhead was shocked, it looks like you read her mind, she turned to look at you, pointing to your dress

-"No, you're already dressed and we've already paid for the reservation" - she insisted, not because she didn't want to stay, but because she didn't want to look bad saying yes so fast

-"But you're tired... I know you Mel, I know it's Valentine's Day but you don't feel like going out and I know"-she pointed to your dress again but you took it off and let it fall, leaving you only in panties and leaving the redhead speechless to answer you-" done, I don't have a dress anymore, do you want to stay now? You can barely keep walking, I know you wanna stay, I won't get mad if you are honest with me..."-You whispered and smiled

-"I wanna stay..."-she answered and you hugged her tightly, the redhead took advantage of your lack of clothes to let her hands travel over your body smiling

-"Let's take a shower"-you whispered over her lips before kissing her

After a relaxing and gentle shower together, the two of you got into bed and put on a movie on TV, neither of you bothered to put on clothes, all you did was bring some snacks. The redhead's head was on your chest as she hugged your waist and felt your soft breathing. Usually you were the one snuggling up in her, but you knew she was tired and needed it. Melissa was focused on her thoughts instead of the television. Anyone else would have been mad at her for being late on Valentine's Day, but you were worried about her and hers students, not mad at all. In previous years the two of you had made great gestures for each other on Valentine's Day, but nevertheless, Melissa appreciated this much more, that you had put your plans aside because she needed it, she appreciated that you realized what she needed. She valued staying at home with you, without hearing a single complaint about the ordinariness of the situation on such a special day. Melissa was grateful for you, you had a lot of patience with her. Your hand was playing with the redhead's hair and when she felt your laughter thanks to the movie under her cheek, she came back to reality looking at you with shining eyes, you felt watched and you looked at her confused

-"What?"-Your mouth was full of Doritos and she thought that was adorable

-"Marry me" - she whispered getting up and sitting down next to you looking into your eyes, you almost choked

-"What?"-you asked again after drinking some water

-"Marry me... I want to live the rest of my life with you, I want the world to know that we belong to each other, I want our friends to celebrate our love with us, I want it to be almost impossible for us to walk away from each other, I want you to marry me... Please, I'd be very foolish if at some point in my life I thought of leaving you again"-The redhead spoke truthfully and you looked at her confused, although you wanted to get married you knew that she wasn't a big fan of the idea, and if you had ever imagined that she would propose to you, it certainly wouldn't be while you were in bed naked watching a comedy movie. At your silence, the eldest became nervous- "I promise I'll buy some rings as soon as possible but if you want we can..."-The redhead couldn't keep talking when you sat on her legs and started kissing her with emotion and tears in your eyes, her hands immediately went to your waist as she enjoyed having you close-"Is that a yes?"-she spoke over your lips without separating an inch

-"YES! DEFINITELY"-You screamed and kissed her again, which made her laugh. Melissa was doing this out of pure love and you knew it, she wasn't doing it in front of a big crowd to show off, or because she had made a mistake and wanted to fix it, she was doing it completely out of love, for her and for you.

-"I'm going to be the only one lucky enough to enjoy your Doritos-flavored kisses for the rest of my life, future Mrs. Schemmenti"-she answered making you laugh and kiss her again-"I love you..."

-"I love you more, happy Valentine's..."-you answered

#melissa schemmenti x you #melissa schemmenti fanfic #melissa schemmenti x reader #melissa schemmenti #Melissa schemmenti abott elementary #abott elementary fanfic #abbott elementary #abott elementary #fanfics #fanfic

[judgementdaysunshine]

hiiii! i luv ur fics! was wondering if u could do a rhea x fem reader fic involving the reader worshipping rhea's body? like rhea and the reader are dating and it's after a match and rhea asks the reader to give her a foot massage. however, the reader is overwhelmed by rhea's scent and starts to get aroused by her scent and her body. rhea notices this and begins to tease her, until eventually she just lets the reader worship her body, with rhea calling her puppy maybe? hope this isn't too complicated or confusing >w<

Body worship

Pairing: Rhea Ripley x Fem reader

Description: You show Rhea the love you hold for her and her body when rhea finds out how aroused you get by her

A small giggle bubbles out of you as you are lifted off the ground by your girlfriend Rhea after your match against Bianca Belair standing ringside for her match against Sasha Banks unable to keep your eyes off her. "Can you rub my feet baby?" you nod with a smile as rhea sits on the couch in her locker room after showering knowing she was sore and in some pain after the long match, you bite on your mouth to prevent yourself from moaning just by looking up at her body as she leans and lays on the couch in shorts and a tank top feeling your heart go erratic at her running her fingers along your arm and the small part of your waist slightly exposed from your shirt noticing the stare of arousal from your eyes despite trying to hide it and the scent of cherry vanilla on her body from the lotion she uses and the perfume sprayed on her clothes wasn't helping at all leaving a mischievous glint in her eyes pretending to mindlessly lifting her shirt up a small bit to wipe her face and fix her shorts making you absolutely lose control of hiding your turned on state "Baby please I can't take it anymore" she grins as she straddles you pulling up her take top only to pull it back down and pull your shirt off you raking her hands over your body asking you to rub her legs groaning as you massage your fingers into her thighs going up to her hips smiling at her small sighs and groans. You moan against her chest before being pulled into a sensual kiss quickly clapping your hands in joy when she finally takes her top off "Go ahead and show me what you were hiding" you immediately unbuckle and rid her chest of her bra kissing and nibbling down her body before sucking on either of her breasts making her tangle her fingers in your hair quietly moaning being turned on and a bit surprised by your sudden dominance as you move down the rest of her body "Oh puppy you don't know what you do to me especially looking up at me like that" you waste no time in taking off her underwear nipping her inner thighs and kissing her hip bones before eating her out and thrusting your fingers inside of her leaving her a squirming and moaning mess under a cushion feeling surprised and proud of yourself being the one to give rather than receiving pleasure as you position yourself against rhea in a scissor position grinding which made her eyes roll back and babble quietly almost tongue tied. Finally she came with a barely audible moan kissing her hands softly before having her drink some water and eat a small snack before both of you showered and dressed leaving the locker room and heading to your shared hotel room realizing Raw ended during the shower immediately being pulled into her arms after changing and laying down in bed watching tv for the next hour "I love you possum" the endearment makes you smile sweetly "I love you babe".

#wwe x reader #rhea ripley #rhea ripley x reader #wwe

[whirlwindimagines]

Hello! Seeing as your request are still open I thought I'd drop one in! Could I get some hcs about knives with a mostly human soulmate? Like they were experimented on or something and can't die as a result?

Hope you have a good day/night!!

Yessss, let me write about Knives! Thanks for indulging me lolol he's so complicated I love it :) I could fix him. Lol I see you asked for Head cannons and I wrote a whole ass one-shot, I’ll post it later. I’ll be honest I saw Knives and was like yes must write. I also didn’t read the soulmate part, the one-shot isn't about that but this is, and since you didn't say which trope, I picked one! :) and of course, this got long 

Knives with a mostly human soulmate (Soulmate AU Soulmates find each other by touch when you touch for the first time you just know) 

Knives:

You just kind of ended up in Knives group, there was no place for someone like you out in the world you knew that. It was too complicated. Human, but not truly it didn't take people long to see the wrongness with you.

While you didn't agree with everything the Eye of Michael did and stood for it gave you purpose and that’s what you needed. 

You didn't care about the experiments they ran on you; your genetic code had already been fucked with and it simply didn't matter at this point if they wanted to figure you out so be it. 

Keeping to yourself usually, meeting and interacting with Knives had been an accident you weren't looking to stick out, some of the members were more zealous than you, and you weren't into any of that. 

The Doctor wanted to run a test on you, and whatever he found must have been interesting because he left the room telling you to wait right there. You did and when he came back with Million Knives you figured you were fucked. He doesn’t even say anything just grabs your face to look at you, and well now you’re really fucked. It's like a bolt of electricity, you gasp and you watch his eyes widen and he drops his hand as if you burned him. Now you're really fucked. Because this had to be cruel joke soulmates?

You are only a little scared when he grabs you by the arm and drags you out of the room. You can hear the doctor asking questions behind you, but Knives ignores him. When he brings you into a grand room and throws you against a piano your hands hit the keys like a final note.

He doesn’t kill you; Knives doesn’t know what to do with you. Rem had told him and Vash about soulmates, how nobody understood how it worked but was possible no matter what the circumstance. He figured that didn't mean him. 

Thus starts a very rocky relationship between the two of you lol he's possessive, but like it's not like he cares about you. Sure, he makes sure you are safe, and that nobody harasses you, and if the experiments stop, that’s not HIS doing or anything. 

You have no idea what to do with the guy like he's not the nicest but he doesn’t act like he openly hates you??? So, you see how far you can take it lol It starts with kind words, spending more time with him, and soft touches. You’re pushing it and confusing him not that he’ll ever tell you. 

There is a breaking point, you're sent on a mission and well you don't come back. At least not when you were supposed to when you eventually drag yourself back to the base you are nearly half-dead the mission went more than wrong. You can’t die, but that doesn’t mean you are invulnerable to pain. 

You are rushed to medical and Knives feels dread he doesn’t know what to do and for the first time in a long time he feels helpless he hates it and he’s confused by it. He’s the first person you see when you wake up. It’s not super noticeable but there is a shift in your relationship with Knives. He’s softer in a way and more open to talking and being with you. 

It takes a lot of time, and there are a lot of ups and downs but the two of you figure it out. You both never say exactly what it is that you have, but it works and you wouldn’t change it. You sticking by his side, and he's doing the same for you, no harm will come to you while you are with Knives.

#trigun #trigun stampede imagine #trigun stampede x reader #trigun stampede #trigun x reader #trigun stampede headcanons #million knives x you #million knives x reader #million knives #nai trigun #nai x reader

[tamelee]

Hello Tamelee! Do you have any advice to give to beginners regarding drawing? Maybe some exercices that helped you to make progress? I’ve seen that you learn to draw all on your own, and that’s really impressing (and inspiring)!! ❤️

Hi!! 🧡 thankyou so much (ノ・∀・)ノ♥︎ Ah yes of course!!! I wanted to make this earlier but I waited until I finished a few drawings to see if I could come up with more tips and find out what really helps for me.

✍️;

 I did learn to draw by myself, but I watched a lot of speed video’s for guidance ^^ I used to slow them down a lot and really tried to study what artists that I liked did, but I wouldn’t recommend this for beginners. Especially when you don’t really know the program and you won’t understand why they do what they do.

I used to copy the greyscale method even though I knew nothing about color so I heavily relied on values only which made everything look very muddy.

It’s actually only recently that I’m understanding the things that I do and I feel like my anatomy/coloring is improving slowly because of it. 

So, first, I’d highly recommend to instead of copying only as a study method, (like faces for example) to understand why things are the way they are. If you know how planes of a face work, it’s much easier to remember why a certain perspective is like that, when something feels off and how to fix it or how to lay down shadows. The ‘Asaro head’ is a favorite for many, the free version you can find HERE a video on the topic is HERE and learning how to shade is explained very well HERE. Sinix Design has a great video that goes beyond that and it may help you for different kind of faces which you can find HERE. If you're more interested in Anime faces (though the planes work the same), you can find and manipulate 3D models for free HERE or HERE that you can use as a reference. Of course you should always make it your own but they can help with perspective. In fact, you can find many different kinds of models on Sketchfab. Your character holding a cup and you aren't sure how to draw it in that angle? Find one, manipulate it, screenshot and study the perspectives ^^ (I don't recommend tracing or copying.)

Learn about environmental lighting and color temperatures instead of value's (light and dark) only!!! Trust me, the earlier you learn this, the better >*chants* color temperature, color temperature, color temp-

Anatomy is interesting. A lot of tutorials recommend you use photo's to learn it, but it confused me a lot. Pictures aren't always clear enough to see how the body parts are connected and I always thought it was a bit pointless to learn muscles, but it really isn't. I'm not sure how to explain it well, but a picture is often too complicated and you have to narrow it down to find its foundation. I personally think it's helpful to find an artist you like and look how they do anatomy if they have shared any sketches.

Not sure if that makes any sense xD but what I'm trying to say is that for me, looking at pictures alone didn't help me understand much of anything else at all and in some cases made it even more confusing. Clothing makes much more sense in drawings when they're simplified, but this also depends on style!

You can use a napkin around you finger and bend it to get a quick fold reference for a sleeve or something!

Studying the body means... well, studying the body. Naked, in underwear or swimwear. You can find many free references! But there are special anatomy reference packs that are being sold like these.

I don't really do drawing exercises because my ADD just won't allow me to. My motivation immediately drops to zero. So I can't say which ones are very helpful but always feel free to try anything you want and see what works for you! But if there's anything you should exercise always... it's your hands.

Trust me on that one. The pain for ignoring your pain is a consequence you don't want ;-; and sometimes it even leaves you unable to draw for a long time. Avoid issues with carpel tunnel or RSI as much as possible. There are many video's but you could use THIS ONE for example.

I do practice though with everything new that I create. I always try to learn something.

I think the thing that helped me a lot in the beginning was by getting the habit to save everything that I liked. An expression in a movie? I saved it. Favorite art styles? I saved them. Naruto looked particularly adorable in that panel? Saved. Sasuke's hair spikes flawlessly there? Saved it.

If you're quickly overwhelmed though (like me lol) then it's not a good idea to save a bunch of screenshots in a folder because you'll have no idea what to even look for. If you do this then try to keep things as organized as possible so you actually have some use for it and even narrow it down as much as you like. Some panels for Naruto and Sasuke for example I have saved in several folders like 'expressions', 'manga style' or 'outfit' for example. I don't want to spend too much time looking for things, because unlike some of you think, I don't have that much patience xD

INVEST IN EXTERNAL SSD('s) and BACK UP REGULARLY!! Like, everyday if you can, but at least 3x a week. Once a week at THE VERY LEAST. You'll thank yourself one day. Save your art-files so you have access to full versions always but post smaller files if you're drawing in large 300DPI (or more) files. Whatever program you use you can learn to reduce sizes, you don't need to save every layer always when you've finished a drawing, but in Photoshop for example you can 'merge layers 'duplicate all visible layers' as a copy and put it in a progress folder in case you ever need it, like so;

Some other things that helped me a lot also was to create my own short keys to flip the canvas and making the current layer I'm working on visible or not. Personally I have the flipping on 'command+§' and layer visibility on 'command+1'. If you're working with Windows you can switch command key or pick anything else you think would be easy! Flipping your canvas horizontally helps a lot to find mistakes and layer visibility.... I don't really see anyone talking about it, but when I'm rendering over a sketch and get lost in it, I often use this short-key to see if I'm not overdoing it or losing the original perspective which can easily happen!

I hope some of these are helpful, I can't really think of much more right now, but feel free to ask anyway if there is anything in particular! 🌷

#asktamelee #art tips #art resources #art talk

[cloudysonder]

On "Daddy Issues"

Ok, I know I'm a bit late to the game here, but I was gathering my thoughts after experiencing episode 5 and 6

Let me preface this with the fact that I am a Hazbin Hotel fan; it's cringe and it's not the best writing in the world, but I love the characters and the concept and the art. I know a lot of people disagree and completely despise it and hey, you do you, but this is a silly little thing I enjoy and think is fun

but oof. episode 5 and 6 were rough, execution-wise. Also worth mentioning that episode 5 followed on the heels of episode 4, which was dealing with a lot of heavy topics and gave Angel a lot of character development very quickly and had a wonderful song and a budding relationship between Husk and Angel that was fantastic, so to get a confusing and overwhelming yet completely inefficient episode (ep 5) and then an episode with SO MUCH HAPPENING that it absolutely bowled you over with plot points and world building that weren't given a single second to breathe was really disappointing. I'll put the meat under a read more, but that's the thesis

this post is just gonna be on episode 5, and I'll make another one on episode 6 bc christ almighty both of them are gonna be long

Episode 5 was something I was really looking forward to-- Of the main cast, Charlie and Vaggie seemed the least intriguing to me (oh, did I say "seemed" past tense? haha! they still most definitely are the least interesting!), and I wanted to see how they would introduce something they've been building up to for a while: Charlie's famed "Daddy issues"!

Turns out, instead of actually keeping it as a point of intrigue for Charlie's character and using it as a point of tension to show that hey, Charlie isn't actually a perfect person, and she's also in pain with the rest of the sinners because her own family relationships are falling apart, they solve it in a single episode. That's right! The long-awaited, complicated, divorced parent and child relationship that twisted Charlie into a validation seeking, people pleasing princess that "wants to fix other people so she doesn't have to deal with her own daddy issues" (quote by Husk) is solved with a charming performance by Jeremy Jordan and a song!

Look, it's no secret I'm a huge fan of Loser, Baby-- I clearly have no qualms with storytelling through song. But you cannot song-plain this one away. We've established over 4 episodes that Charlie and her father have kept in minimal contact for seven years. That's a Long time (don't go trying to be like, oh time to charlie works differently, bc that shit's not established, and everyone in the show still treats seven years like a long time). We know that the last time they called each other was 5 months ago.

"More than Anything," solves basically everything by making the following points

Charlie was inspired by her Dad's dreaming

Lucifer was ashamed of his failures and hid away from her

Lucifer does, however, want so so deeply to know Charlie

Charlie wants to know Lucifer

They love each other <3

these are fine endgame points. Dare I say... good endgame points to arrive at?? But you can't stuff ALL these revelations into a single song and call it a finished relationship arc when they haven't spoken for real in 7 YEARS. Also, making Lucifer so goofy and silly and fun and charming is Not helping the establishment of his character as a self-hating former dreamer who doesn't want his daughter to make the same mistakes he did. It just turns him to tumblr sexyman cute quirky sympathetic never did anything wrong and loves his daughter, completely downplaying his absentee parenting.

You can't have him turn from "I do not care about your life. I do not care about your project. I will not ask about your passions and your dreams. I am already ashamed of my own." to "ur so right bestie!!! dreaming is so slay mama!!! I love you so much you're my little baby girl I love you so much, you're right and I will support you!!!" in the course of a single episode without like.... at least 3 real, in depth conversations happening. The song is beautiful, but you can't poetry your way out of an actual relationship arc.

BUT! But, but but! The fault does not lie completely with Lucifer, but also with Charlie. girl just forgave him??? For everything????? Despite having been so scared to call him at the beginning of the episode? It's very unrealistic for a kid to just accept that a parent loves them apparently so so deeply when they've never seen proof of it in the last idk just spitballing a number here SEVEN YEARS. If you want to make the crux of a failed parent-child relationship miscommunication, you're gonna have to get into the ugly--- the grieving of what you could've had earlier, the wondering why you didn't reach out earlier, the anger at why they've suddenly changed now--- and you're gonna have to explain why the miscommunication went on so long.

sometimes, if you have a pair of completely uncommunicative people, seven years may be reasonable. But Charlie is open about her passions! She's public! She constantly reads about "The Story of Hell" and paints Lucifer in a positive light! And Lucifer is quick to reciprocate any interest Charlie shows in him! He's quick to offer help, to spoil Charlie and show love! (Lucifer's points are two points that make SEVEN YEARS of MINIMAL CONTACT and MISCOMMUNICATION make ZERO SENSE).

additionally, Charlie's lowkey only point of intrigue that was set up (her relationship to Lucifer, the King of Hell) is now just... kapoot. solved. pish posh. now she's a done character.

THEN EXPLAIN WHY I STILL DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT HER???? I haven't seen her actually struggle in a way that's not played off as a bit, we don't get a real charlie breakdown monologue, there are no stakes for me as a hazbin hotel viewer to want everything to go well for charlie besides my acab rad leftist ass being like redemption and forgiveness is good and ultimately benefits society

she's fun, she's bubbly, she's kind! but those are all basic things we knew from minute 1 she was on screen. I need to see her struggle. For a main character, she sure as hell doesn't feel main. And I expected better female characters from female writers (feat. in my next post, Vaggie????? What the hell?).

goodnight new york city, you've been great!

#hazbin hotel character analysis #hazbin hotel critical #hazbin hotel criticism #hazbin hotel review #charlie morningstar #vaggie #lucifer hazbin hotel #adam hazbin hotel #more than anything #hazbin hotel #hazbin #hazbin spoilers #vivziepop #me post

[gamerbearmira]

hello just woke up from a nap, hope you are doing well <3

re: cocooned x ghost!grandkids

frfr they would be so confused!! this isn’t what they expected when they’d come back, and they have a lot of complicated feelings about it, definitely

i was thinking they either come back when the sextuplets come back as soon as casita is rebuilt…or they come back on the day of the fall too, so they either actually see how casita pulls all of them back in and basically falls on them orrr they come back to an already fallen casita, seeing only devastated parents with not a single grandkid in sight (either they know what happened to them or they don’t)

and they’re so confused and angry, because how are they supposed to save themselves and save the magic when they’re apparently gone in the first place? they weren’t back to when they were born, what the hell are they supposed to do?!

they’re forced to follow around the adults for the next few months, and it hurts to see their pain (they have hints of confusion as well when they see alma’s pain and regret considering how they feel about their own alma) until the day casita is rebuilt

and then they realize exactly what’s going on when they hear a baby’s cry, then several ones following after

they’ll really be the sextuplets’ ghost guardians <333 and also the sextuplets can probably help the ghost grandkids out with their own…issues, maybe

OH and imagine the ghosties seeing the kiddies have nightmares about the fall…oh pain </3

my brain is already scrambled and wild but the more i think about the au, the more it fascinates me

on another thought process, the previous thought was the first time they get sent back, so no time loop, so what about this happening after some time loops? the ghost!grandkids have actually been through several loops (and are actually going and probably already insane at that point) and they get sent back to a completely different one from what they were usually expecting, which is…well, innocent baby grandkids with feral insane ghost guardian grandkids anyone?

I'M FINE❗❗ very excited actually

Anywayyyyyy, yes, they would! I mean I can see it happening right when Casita falls. It does help give then perspective and form genuine opinions on the adults, especially Alma, instead of just jumping to conclusions and judging her to be like their Alma.

AND. If this was an instance where they were sent back after a number of tine loops, then yes, they would be. A little out of their minds 😭😭 though thus time they don't have to worry about having to fix anything because the Cocooned Madrigals already know they gotta get their act together 😭😭 They would be really good guardians tho <333

#my asks #my asks are open #encanto #encanto au #au #cocoon au #cocooned #ghost grandchildren au

[thepaperpanda]

The Healing Power of Love || Steven Grant x fem!Reader Drabble

Summary: one day Steven starts talking to you about his existential anxiety and how your love healed him. It encourages you to be open about yourself as well.

Warnings: mentions of anxiety & depression

Word count: ~ 1050

Authors: Fenrir & Cass

As Steven sat on a small coffee table with a newspaper in his hands, he suddenly asked, "Have you ever thought about life itself? Occasionally, I imagine life as a playlist of songs playing on shuffle, not knowing what to expect next. There might be a sad song or something upbeat to get us dancing. Whatever the case may be, I know that I enjoy listening to music. Life is just as enchanting to me as music, even when it means some tough times..." His tone was a bit sorrowful as he spoke.

Taking your eyes off your phone, you slowly blinked, feeling a little confused. The timing of Steven's statement was odd and out of the blue. "It's an intriguing way to state it, love. What prompted you to think like this?"

"I would like to be entirely honest with you. Life hasn't been easy - I have spent the last few months trying to get my life in order. This is especially difficult for me since everything I believed in has been shattered. That was the moment I discovered the truth about my past and realised that I was not 'real', but just an alter. I hope you do understand what I mean."

Your head nodded slowly as you placed your phone on the coffee table and adjusted your position on the couch. "According to what I've learned so far, I think I know what you mean."

"In my search for the pieces of the life I thought I knew, I am trying to sort them out. It is challenging for me to find the words to describe the change in my life that occurred. Normal things became huge obstacles, and I don’t want to add those pieces to the new picture of myself. There were trust issues, fears, disgust, and broken family ties. There were panic attacks and a lot of crying, but also numbness. Uncertainty..." Steven's voice fell away, and a single teardrop rolled down his cheek.

You cupped his cheek, gently wiping the teardrop away with your thumb as you moved closer to him. "It's true, there are parts of ourselves that we don't even know about, but look at you," you smiled gently at him. "In spite of the enormous obstacles, you're doing well."

"You know, Y/N... If there was a map explaining how to navigate life, I would take a long look and then hand it to you. But none of this is simple. A map for me might not make sense to you. The places I would love to go or need to go, aren’t the places you hope to or will visit. Life is tricky. It is complicated. Everyone has to figure it out for themselves. Their hopes and dreams, who they want to be, and how they want to spend their days. In the past, there were days of deep depression and despair, not wanting to exist, not wanting to feel the pain, not wanting to feel anything. But I also got to live so many beautiful days because you came into my life..." Steven whispered quietly, looking at you hesitantly. "Do you love me?" He asked. "For who I am?"

You gently kissed his knuckles with the same soft smile you gave him earlier. "You know... I was stuck in that state that was like a heavy stone around my neck. I am sure that no 'life map' would show me the right direction. I was certain there was no place where I had a right to exist," you whispered sadly. "I tried distracting myself from it, hoping maybe in this attempt... I'd be able to escape this overwhelming feeling. But you know what?" You asked sadly.

Steven shook his head soundlessly, his eyes fixed on yours.

When you recalled your first meeting with Steven, you said, "There was this sad smile that gradually started to cut through that bloody rope. It cut the rock off. There have been a lot of bad things I have dropped since I met you, but there have also been a lot of new things I have picked up that are better, but I know one thing for sure," you squeezed his hand softly. "I would never pick up those without you. I would let that stone drag me down until I cut myself off. In other words, I didn't have a life map, but I found a compass. There is someone special who helped me, and I know I love this person so deeply. I can never imagine my life without you."

"I love you," Steven whispered, cupping your cheeks in his palms and rubbing them with his thumbs before crushing his lips on yours. The kiss he offered was sweet like a honey, maybe a little messy but it came from the depths of his passion and love for you. "When life seems hopeless, I want you to know that I have hope for us. When I cannot see my path, I know you have hope for me. On days when you cannot see your path, I have hope for you. When you share hope, it doesn't become less. It becomes more. Even abundant, I would say. So, if you need some hope, I have it for you. Thank you for being my solid ground, my safe haven where I can always be myself. It means a lot to me that you love me for who I am. The way no one else has ever loved me," Steven said, tears gathering in the corners of his eyes.

You didn't even try to stop yourself from crying. There was no need for you to be ashamed of your tears at this point. "Thank you for loving me and saving me from many terrible things. I promise to do the same in return."

"Your hug has woven our souls together in a way that's a forever bond," Steven chuckled, resting his chin on top of your head. With you by my side, the world slowed down on its axis. No time passed, no wind blew, no rain fell, and no sadness existed. Steven's mind was at peace. This was the love he had prayed for, the love he had waited for. Inwardly, Steven thanked God and hugged you even tighter. Love like this should be cherished for a lifetime.

#steven grant #steven grant x reader #steven grant x you #steven grant x y/n #moon knight #moon knight x you #moon knight x reader #steven grant angst #steven grant drabble #steven grant fic #steven grant one shot #steven grant fiction #moon knight fic #moon knight writing #moon knight drabble #writers on tumblr

[randoimago]

Congratulations on your follower milestone! 😃

May I please request a one-shot with Kanji from Persona 4? Confessing Feelings while cooking dinner?

Missing Ingredient

Fandom: Persona 4

Character(s): Kanji Tatsumi

Type of Request: 3,000 Followers Oneshots

Note(s): I have learned that if I get a request from you that more often than not, it'll have something to do with food. I now keep snacks on hand while I write so I don't get hungry.

But thank you and I hope you enjoy this!!

"Half a teaspoon... Quarter cup of.... They really make these things complicated, huh?" Kanji comments as he reads the recipe you gave him. You already seemed to know what you were doing, and Kanji insisted on helping so you wrote the recipe down for him to follow along.

"Well, it doesn't have to be exact. Baking is where everything needs t be precise, cooking is more measuring with your heart when it comes to certain things," you reply and Kanji nods and makes a face.

"Is that why the girls suck at cooking?"

"Yukiko is getting better. And Naoto is great at cooking." You can't help defending them, but a smile is on your face at how easily Kanji made the comment.

He's never been one to shy away from being blunt. You notice the shrug Kanji gives, but there is a bit of a smile at the mention of Naoto. Maybe you shouldn't have mentioned the detective while trying to spend time with him...

"The recipe seems to be missing something though..." Kanji thankfully takes you away from your thoughts before they became more green and made you feel worse. You give him a curious look since you don't think you missed anything. And Kanji hasn't cooked this dish with you before so you don't know how he can tell something is missing.

"What's that?" You ask and Kanji looks up at you, almost like he's in pain.

"Love."

There's a bit of a silence after the cheesy comment. You had not expected something like that to come out of Kanji's mouth. And by the looks of it, Kanji didn't look pleased at all that he said it. Laughter escapes your lips as you take in the five stages of grief that cross his face at saying such a cheesy comment.

"Yosuke told me I should say that while cooking," Kanji mutters as you continue to giggle, the tips of his ears reddening as he tries to hide his face behind the recipe.

"That makes more sense. I'll be sure to sprinkle in some love then, so it wasn't in vain," you tell him, and he grumbles as you both resume cooking. Giggles leaving your lips now and then while Kanji sulks a bit. Although, a thought does cross your mind. "Why did Yosuke say you should use that line?"

Kanji stutters as the tips of his ears become more red. He glances away as he seems to try and figure out a response before muttering, "To hell with it." You look at him with confusion as he looks up at you with a determined and an angry blush on his face. "Cause I like you."

Kanji, the guy that most people perceive as tough and a punk that broke things and people's faces without a care. The guy that you had gotten to know to be secretly sweet and very supportive of his friends. The one that made you several stuffed animals when you were sick as well as a scarf when fall had arrived. The guy that you had been crushing on but didn't say anything because you didn't want to get in the way of his feelings for someone else (that he doesn't even have apparently). The guy that is staring at you as you process his words still and watch him looking more nervous as seconds pass.

"You like me?" Is the first thing you ask, your tone one of disbelief and you want to smack yourself for questioning him instead of confessing back.

"Yeah, I do," he says and opens his mouth to continue talking but his eyes go wide. "Aw shit, I'll give you a list why later. The food is burning."

That caused both of you to scramble to fix things. You hear Kanji grumbling about how he should've waited until after it was made. A small smile crosses your face as you look over at him as he turns the temperature down on one of the burners.

"I like you too, by the way," you say and immediately regret it as his attention turns to you and not the popping oil in the pan. A curse flies from his mouth as you're quick to try to get his arm under some running water.

"We'll talk more after we finish this." Is a statement you both agree to as you want to avoid more injuries and mishaps. At least the dish got that ingredient that you left out of the recipe earlier.

#kats 3000 follower celebration #sacredwarrior88 #persona 4 x reader #kanji x reader #kanji tatsumi x reader

[astroyongie]

Hi, how would each ateez member react when you breakup with them?

How Would Ateez React To You Breaking Up With Them

Seonghwa

At first he will probably be very angry

He wouldn't understand why you are making such a harsh decision

He might be very rude with his words

Mostly because he doesn't lead well with pain

He will probably ghost you after that

Like remove you from all his social media

Block your number

Cut all ties

But deep down he is just very hurt by the situation

The type to cry secretly

Still, he will be acting out of anger for a few days

Like being in a dark impulsive mood

Hongjoong

He would be very confused about everything

He doesn't know if he should be sad

Or if he would just need to accept what's happening

will have mood swings because of it all

He would try to talk to you about it

But he can't control his emotions well so it might go into a huge argument

Because Hongjoong can be very impulsive with his thoughts

And say things eh doesn't mean tho

He will still love you for some time

Still stalking you in social media

Still thinking of you

Yet too prideful to talk to you again

Hongjoong however won't be annoying he will let you be

He will try to fix his own life

But his opinion of you might change

Yunho

Just like Hongjoong, he wouldn't understand your decision

His feelings would be all over the place

He would try to control his feelings

But it's complicated

However the talk would go smoothly

He would try to understand you

While also proving his point

Tries to make you stay

Even after your decision he will still be in love with you

He would still be very protective

Even if he holds you accountable for hurting him

He would be here if you need him

But he wouldn't go back to you

Mostly because of his pride

And his resentfulness

Will never approve your next partners

Yeosang

Love is a complicated topic for him

So if you break up with him, he would have a really hard time

The type that would spend days crying about it

That can't take you out of his mind

He would beg you not to do it

Get's sensitive

He would try to manipulate you to stay

Says he would change

Yeosang pride would be very touched

And even if he understands, he doesn't accept

He would try to pretend that it doesn't affect him

Like sometimes he would go out with other people and show it to you

Other times he would send drunk love text messages

He would need time

San

The whole chat would be awkward

He wouldn't speak, just listen to what you have to say

He would nod

Accept it

Still he doesn't understand

and on his heart, it's a war

He wants to hate you

But he still loves you

San's pride would be hurt

And he would have a hard time forgiving you for it

Might be very mean to you

Like taking revenge for what you have done and stuff

Still he loves you

But his thoughts changed

Mingi

Mingi also is the type that would cry during the chat

Because he wouldn't expect it

Tries to make you stay

Might eve try to promise things and manipulate you

But the thought of losing you hurts him a lot

Still, he understands your point

He might think that your reasons to break up are stupid

that they don't make sense

That you are being immature

Won't be able to look at you the same

Too hurt for that

Won't appreciate any of your future partners

Wooyoung

he would be very empathetic about the whole thing

Like you can feel that it's hurting him

You can see that he wants to cry

But he won't do it

He just nods and accept the whole thing

But inside, he is hurting

Might cry by himself

Wooyoung also has bad coping mechanism

Like he would go and see other people as soon as you say it

Not because he wasn't honest

But in a way to numb the pain of you leaving

Might end up blocking you or ghosting you

Like pretending you never existed on his life

It's the best for him

Jongho

He would be quite angry

Like he understands you

He knows it's the best for you

But he won't accept it

He has a hard time hiding his anger too

He blames you instead

He gets mean

Jongho would be the type to take revenge if he feels really hurt

Might say bad things about you to other people

Ignores you afterwards

And just wants you gone from his life

#ateez #ateez astrology #ateez headcanons #ateez reactions #ateez imagines #ateez scenarios

[andofone]

SNS Rec

Just some sns fics i read and thought were amazing, i decided to put them on this list.

(if you see your work and don't want it on here, message me and I will take it down.)

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Growing pains by wisteria_hime:

Now in university, Sasuke is living with his childhood friends, Naruto and Sakura - who are happily dating, and very much in love. Sasuke never used to understand when people would say you cannot choose who you fall for. But life is a maze full of twists and turns you can't always predict, or always stop. His falling for Naruto was not unlike that of a rollercoaster; the sensation of being on top of everything, and then suddenly he was plummeting down. Hard, and fast, somewhat expected yet he never saw it coming. As adulthood looms closer, Sasuke tries to navigate through the maze and make it to the other side. The growing pains are only just beginning

(I loved this fic, it was so sad but great at the same time)

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I'm not your laser technician by  daquitaine:

Naruto has had this stupid tattoo for far too long, so when he turns 18, getting it off his body is his first priority. But things get a little complicated when they throw him out of the clinic with nothing but a stolen (and slightly torn) business card.

**** Chat fic/ Wrong number — Highschool AU

[phone]: I’d be a queen bee [phone]: LMAAOOO WHAT [phone]: That’s the bug I would be, a queen bee [phone]: B E Y O N C E [phone]: No, I’d be a queen bee [phone]: Has anyone ever told you you look like Beyonce? [phone]: What

(i smiled through the whole thing, it deserves so much more love than it gets. its adorable, funny, and probably one of my favorites on this list)

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Sweetest Poison by Cardil

Naruto is getting married to Hinata, and Sasuke's unrequited love towards his best friend has failed to get any weaker. When they drink something odd and his rinnegan spirals out of control, it connects their chakras, allowing them to feel the other's emotions. It seems they can't leave each other's side until the problem is fixed.

The link is only getting stronger, along with Sasuke's feelings

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Home by zeraporter:

 Sasuke Uchiha has always wallowed in his pessimism and never knew what "home" truly meant. After his two plus years of atonement away from Konoha, he returns and his internal monologue spirals him into a world of confusion about the emotions he feels for his closest friend, Naruto Uzumaki. However, unsure of how to approach these emotions and whether or not they will be reciprocated, Sasuke treads delicately, deeply exploring his emotional longing for the blonde.  

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 Bite Me by KinomiAkai:

Sasuke is tired. Sasuke is hungry. Sasuke is...hunting again. Ugh. Vampire AU, SNS, will be explicit.

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 All of my tears have been used up by MisfitKitsune:

Suigetsu doesn’t get it.

Sasuke is laughing like a lunatic, and every person within a miles radius shoots them uncomfortable and weird looks.

He looks at the informant who also appears very distressed and confused, and it gives Suigetsu the impression he didn’t say anything remotely funny.

But Sasuke continues to laugh like he’s heard the best and worst joke of his life, and Suigetsu really doesn’t get it.

(this broke me try to read it)

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 homesick for a mountain's song by kintou:

Sasuke tries to get away from the world by buying an abandoned house on a mountain. Naruto, tired from his long days in Konoha, gets a little too excited about growing vegetables in Sasuke's garden.

(this fic is good, i read it soo many times)

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 Enter Naruto by KinomiAkai:

Sasuke's a writer whose been writing the same words for years. He's tired, he's annoyed, and his money situation is...pretty messed up, even by student standards.

Enter Naruto.

(KinomiAkai again, their a good writer!)

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To Turn Over a New Leaf by sighexe:

Naruto has feelings for Sasuke, Sasuke has feelings for Naruto. But nothing between them has ever been simple. So what happens when someone else takes an interest in the clueless blond?

(kinda angsty, but really good!)

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 Heaven Envies Your Melodies by furorem:

While Sasuke goes on a journey, Naruto begins to build a home.

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Bound To You by  Tandy_Hard:

It's 1928, a year before the crash on Wall Street. Naruto and his best friend Gaara are trying to survive the dangerous streets of New York while the wealthy elite that surround them ride the wave of the big economy boom. While everyone vies for a piece of the pie, the Uchiha Clan, who has set up their crime syndicate in Brooklyn, battle it out with other Japanese Clans for control of the borough. After a run-in with Uchiha Sasuke, Naruto is faced with coming to terms with his feelings for Sasuke. Should he stay and work for the crime boss or leave New York with Gaara for a new life in California?

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 NaruSasu Hanahaki by orphan_account:

Naruto develops hanahaki from his one sided love towards his best friend Sasuke. The disease puts him through a lot, if makes his life hell; that is until it eventually takes it. Leaving Sasuke broken. Also Sakura is an interloper.

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Two Wrongs Make a Right, Right? by laziedaisies:

Naruto is an alpha that wishes to be an omega and have children of his own, but he's found a way to find something close that he's happy with.

At least he had until he meets another alpha that brings all of that yearning right back out of him

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 The Blizzard by JKirin:

Naruto is a peasant boy in love with Hinata - an heiress of a very important family in the village. In fear of her father's disapproval, they elope to get married in secret but an unexpected blizzard gets in the way of their plans. For better or worse, it changes the course of Naruto's life. SasuNaru one shot , AU

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 the sins you pay for by kayeeyooblue:

the walls of sasuke uchiha's apartment are dripping with layers of paint. it seems the only colors he knows how to use are red and black. sometimes, naruto wonders if sasuke has ever known any other color, or if his life has only ever consisted of blood and death. but he can't ask, and there is no answer, so he sits and watches the paint dry and waits for sasuke to begin again.

--- Warmth by noceux:

Naruto has mental illnesses such as PTSD, ADHD, and minor depression. He worked hard to get into a university. He then soon meets Sasuke at a party and doesn’t like him at all.

Sasuke is a bastard who can't stand loud and annoying people, Hence, like Naruto. What will happen when Sasuke had to tutor Naruto and how will Sasuke react after finding out about Naruto’s past and why the blond acts so obnoxious?

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Give us our Daily Ramen by KizuKatana:

Naruto runs an underground newspaper called 'The Daily Ramen', focused on poking fun at the fragile egos of the rich and famous. How does Sasuke respond when he moves to town and gets in Naruto's crosshairs? Not particularly well. Sasuke x Naruto (Yaoi boy x boy)

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Kamikaze by Tandy_Hard:

Naruto stepped inside the opulent manor and wondered what the fuck he was doing here. “Shika!” A cute blonde in pigtails grabbed his friend Shikamaru’s arm and pulled him deeper into the crowd of party-goers. “Ya gotta be kidding me,” Naruto mumbled and tugged on the straps of his backpack. “Mingle!” Shika called back to him and was then sucked away. Mingle? How the fuck was he supposed to mingle when he didn’t know anyone? Naruto’s eyes slid from left to right, everywhere faces and not a one, familiar.

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by his side by xKweenx:

“You want to be by his side. You two...really do love each other. ”

Naruto and Sasuke stayed quiet

Boruto balled his fist, keeping his gaze on the floor

“And I got in the way of it”

--- Red Ring by Nomme_dePlume:

He turned the tap off and reached for a towel, wiping it over his face. He rubbed lightly at his eyes first, then brought the towel lower, opening his eyes to see his reflection as the towel wiped over his nose and mouth. A slight discoloration on his finger caught his attention, so he dropped the towel and brought his left hand up for closer inspection – only to find a thin, red ring around his left ring finger. Eyes wide, Naruto stared at his hand and opened his mouth, words failing him momentarily until he found what he was looking for. “Sakura!”

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Secret Love by Dhampir (Dhampire):

AU! Sasuke enjoys his quiet, reclusive life as a historian and professor at Boston University. He spends his days alone and content among his books translating and delving into his love, ancient Japanese history and lore. Everything is just how he likes it until a blue-eyed, blonde-haired man changes everything.

Updates on Thursdays! ^_^

To those waiting, and you know who you are, it’s safe to come back now ^_~ -----------

Sasuke’s fury built as he rounded the corner to confront the idiot before he had him banned from the university library for life. The other occupant stood with his back to him, dressed in jeans and a garish orange jacket with a baseball cap on his head. “Do you have any idea the damage you have caused to—” His words halted as the man turned towards him, azure eyes wide and contrite as he flinched at Sasuke’s acidic tone.

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hope this gives you some good reads!

#sasunaru #narusasu #sasunarusasu #ao3 #ao3 fic rec #ao3 is why i dont sleep #naruto #saskue uchiha #naruto uzumaki #angst #Suigetsu #modern day #anime #sasuke #sasuke uchiha #rec #text #chatroom #boruto #Sasuke is amazing #naruto x sasuke #reading list #enjoy

[bee-bee-kyuu]

//Hey. Just really need to clarify that this is where things go a little Not Fun. Kai is demeaned and physically harmed, if lightly, and lots of references to bullying are involved. There's both ableism and homophobia present, and while no slurs are used (YMMV - Kai is referred to as if to insinuate she is different and other), Kai in context is called one. Also the idea of being lied to and cruelly pranked is the backbone to this, so please also keep this in mind.

The classroom was crowded, Kai registered, despite lesson being over. Maths, she presumed, from the complicated-looking equations on the wall. She was glad she didn't have to do that stuff.

Grace wasn't too far away. She sat close to the back, surrounded by other students. She didn't seem to be talking to anyone in particular, but also didn't look particularly happy about this, a fact that made Kai's heart sink like lead.

Well, she had a way to fix things, this time!

They bounded over with their usual endless enthusiasm, bouncing on the souls of their feet. Sure, there were some looks, but those were the normal expectation of being Kai in this school, something she'd learned from an old group of friends last year.

The memories were painful, and the words burning, but they were nothing if not perseverent. Kai was going to do something nice for their girlfriend, today.

They tapped Grace on the shoulder from across the desk, leaning forward cheekily. What they didn't expect, however, was for their hand to be slapped away with enough force to hurt.

At first, she thought she had the wrong person. She'd tapped Grace's shoulder the same way when they were in her room, and Kai could see her falling asleep during her favourite movies. It was innocuous, simple, and not even that invasive, something Gracie had told her to avoid at all costs. It was weird to hug people in public, she'd said, and Kai understood.

But no. The blonde hair and cheekmark gave it all away. Gracie had slapped her hand away, and as she turned around, her eyes blazed with fury.

"What," she enunciated through gritted teeth at her confused girlfriend, "The fuck. Are you doing?"

Kai faltered.

"...Just.. Just tapping your shoulder. I said I was coming to get you-"

"Don't fucking touch me when there are people around. I said not invasive, Kaiser. You cannot touch me. That's creepy, and makes people think we're- I don't know!"

"...But we're..." Kai looked down at the floor. She was making a scene, and could already feel Grace's classmates staring.

"...We're girlfr-"

Another slap on her wrist. Grace pulled her out of the room, and she nearly tripped from the speed. Conversation resumed in the classroom.

Grace sighed.

"...Don't ever call me that in front of other people. I don't care, behind closed doors, but-"

"Are you embarrassed of me?"

Kai's voice cut through her words like a knife. Grace shifted, averting her gaze, still frowning.

"...No."

"Why, then."

"...You'd never get it. I have a reputation. And you're... You know. A weird girl."

"Which is worse, of those!?"

Kai could feel her heart racing, and as little as she wanted it to happen, she could feel tears begin to fall.

"...Both are pretty bad. My friend would laugh me out the door if they thought this was real." Grace's voice was getting more agitated too, it seemed.

"Well is it!?" Kai hadn't meant for it to come out a scream, but it was too late to try and shut up.

Grace did not answer. Kai fell silent.

"...Why?"

"You wouldn't want to know. You wouldn't get it, you weird fucking freak." It was Grace's time to raise her voice.

"It was meant to be a stupid fucking joke my friends set me up for! I lost a bet, so I gotta pretend to go out with some fucking saddo from their year, whatever! And of course it had to be you- Don't think they haven't seen the way you stare at me, you-" The word made Kai flinch, "You've ruined lit class for me for- Literally forever! And then you almost fuck up math, too, by strutting in like the fucking idiot you are, trying to touch me! I don't even want to think about what my classmates would say about me if I was seen with you."

"I- I didn't mean to-"

"It doesn't matter. This last week has been the worst. I'm glad we can just- Get this over with. Fuck off. Don't talk to me again."

She stormed off. Kai watched her go, and couldn't bring herself to move. She just cried, and cried, sat on the corridor until there was no one left to hear her.

//...This event is probably filmed, even if some context is lost. News might spread.

#pkmn irl #pokeblogging #kai's big date #offscreen post #cw ableism #cw homophobia #cw bullying #ask to tag

[saltymongoose]

What would happen if y/n got turned into a baby? Or Vice versa the madcom boys turning into baby’s?

(I see Hank throwing a lot of tantrums and Deimos crying a lot to get our attention and Sanford being clingy lol)

Oh god, if you turned into a baby I really don't think they would handle it well. Number one, they have to find a way to reverse that, and they have no idea how you ended up that way to begin with, so that's a lot of stress. Number two, they have no clue how to act around kids. At least 90% of grunts currently alive are the result of cloning, so kids aren't exactly a thing that happens in Nevada commonly (for many reasons that are irrelevant right now), which means they've never even seen one from the start. And to complicate matters further, there's a human baby and it's their Player.

They're completely terrified of somehow hurting you; you're even smaller and more fragile than they ever thought you could be. How they actually deal with it depends on if you've talked about human kids before, whether in your streams that they "overheard" or directly with them. For example, if you babysat anyone before and told them about it, they probably just try to copy that behavior. But they still freak out whenever you do anything.

Like if you make a weird face, Deimos and Sanford freak out and assume you're in pain. (You aren't, you're just confused by something above them on the ceiling. That crack looks concerning.) Or like if you wobble and fall over on the couch, Hank immediately picks you up and takes you to 2B because omg you might've broken something.

Or even worse, when you went hungry for a few hours and couldn't stop yourself from crying as Doc tried to figure out what to feed you. And then some of them probably started crying because they just are very overwhelmed and they can't figure out how to fix this and how to make you ok. They hate seeing little you in so much distress, help them.

But general chaos aside, once they figure it out (or if you've talked to them about it before), they'd spend legitimately all their time fawning over you. You're just so cute and small, it's hard to imagine something so innocent existing in their world. Even Doc lights up whenever you reach out a small hand and grasp his fingers. They also probably fight over who's turn it is to hold you (especially Hank, who just absolutely refuses to let you go). It's funnier if you retain your original thoughts too since you're kinda like 🫤 whenever they fight over you. You humor their fascination though since it's pretty harmless. The best reaction is when you try to say their names though; they just get the biggest smile on their faces when they hear you say a loose string of syllables that sounds kinda like it. You go "'anfo" and "'mos" around Sanford and Deimos and they immediately get teary-eyed and excitedly freak out to the other, likely trying to get you to repeat it as well (Deimos might try to record it too).

But if they got turned into babies, omg, they'd be a complete handful. Doc is the most well-behaved of the bunch, rarely crying and just kinda looking at the others with disappointment as they act out to get your attention. He and Sanford would mainly stay near your side when possible, though Sanford is more outwardly clingy with being held by you. If anything, Doc is more focused on not causing you a lot of trouble, since surely you'd prefer to spend more time around a well-behaved baby than one like Hank. Speaking of Hank, he's the exact opposite. He throws a fit whenever you're out of his line of sight and he isn't above shoving the others if he thinks they're spending too much time coddled in your arms (which is only a minute or two, let's be honest). He's the most tiring to deal with, by far. Deimos notices how you scramble to comfort them whenever any of them get upset, and especially when they cry, so naturally he exploits this mercilessly. He'll well up if he thinks you're leaving him alone, only to immediately stop once you pick him up and allow him to nestle into your neck.

You're right about Sanford being clingy, but he's more the type to pout and hold his arms up towards you instead of crying or having a tantrum when you put him down. He's just an easy kid to deal with, so it's easy to just go about your day with him on your hip since he's not very disruptive. He just likes being with you, so it's fine if you focus on paperwork (for Doc, since he can't do it) or anything else.

However, despite some of the annoying things they do, they're all really cute, so you can't stay mad at them for too long lol. And of course, they use their adorable-ness to their advantage to get you to cuddle them, or give them little kisses on their chubby cheeks as they grab at you. It seems that even in this form, they can't resist the urge to hog all of your attention for themselves. Then again, were you expecting any different at this point?

#tw: yandere #them when you're baby: 🥰🥹 *sobbing* #i ❤️ anons #ask

[samwearsreebok]

The breakup (leah x sam)

"I'm sorry leah," I moaned. "I can't take this anymore." She was standing in front of me, dripping wet. She had a beautiful face with full lips although her smile was nowhere to be seen. Her eyes were red and puffy. The light from my kitchen illuminated her perfectly as she stood, sobbing. I reached out to hold her but she moved away. It was then that I realized that she was crying.

"Please just tell me what's wrong," leah pleaded, "we can fix this Sam!"

"No we can't." I said softly, "this isn't about you, you cant help" She looked at me through tear-filled eyes as she held back another sob. "It's about me." Leah knew it wasn't going to go well when I told her that she couldn't come tonight. She could see the pain in my face. But she hadn't known how bad it was for me until now.

"I don't understand," Leah said, "what are you talking about?"

"Leah," I started, "you have been nothing but amazing since the day we met, you've always been there for me but none of that matters because...well..because...."

Leah put her arm around my shoulder. "Sam, whatever is going on with you, I'll be here for you. I love you so much."

"You can't be." I pried her arms from around me "it's not safe for me to be around people."

"Why?"

"Because..." I said looking desperately into her eyes, "because I am a monster."

"What do you mean?" Leah asked confused.

"It's complicated," I said, "but I need to stay alone right now."

"Just tell me what happened," Leah asked, "why would anyone think you're a monster?"

"I'm sorry," I said as I began to close the Front door, "I really don't want to talk about it right now."

"But I need to know," Leah protested, "I care about you too much to just turn my back on you, Sam." I heard her trying to open the door again but this time I pushed it all the way shut.

#twilight new moon #wolf pack imagine #sam uley x reader #sam uley #leah clearwater x reader #leah clearwater #twilight fanfiction #the twilight saga

[elonmuskfansgossipblog]

J is evil but mostly mental, especially after E left her. She took her mental out on her child. People need to think logically. E said both of his twins scored very similar results on a test a few days apart. He was alluding to how there are studies where twins brains are so similar in everything. Now he was talking about something else. But let's bring up what happened to his "daughter". They used to have proper medical studies before this social contagion took over where they said homosexuality was genetic. Let's say twins would also do the same when it came to sexuality or identity. Well, if that is the case and we look at the other twin, there is something that is not adding up. It is most likely the other study which said trans kids have mentally unstable moms. Which is scary in itself. They offload their misery on children and make them confused. These doctors make a quick diagnosis. This seems like the most likely issue than someone suddenly not feeling correct in their body. I watched so many sad sad sad accounts of detransitioners that I really hope the doctors and pharma get so sued that they never ever do this to children. E is right. They need to be jailed. Some of these kids have to wear a colostomy bag. They are not told all these things. They have pain, infections, can't urinate, hot flashes, blood transfusions because thee doctor cut some important artery during surgery, multiple surgeries to fix more issues... all this while they are still in teens. Most can't feel anything after the surgeries, sex is painful or not enjoyable. I have watched these from all over the world. This is not right. Good parents aren't even being allowed to have a say in it and these children are too young to make a decision which will ruin their life forever. They don't know what osteoporosis is or that they will have to live with these problems forever and possibly more complications as time goes on. This is especially being done on young girls who always go through a very tough time during puberty. They are vulnerable. They need more counseling to get through this. They are mentally broken, and they are trying to break them physically, completely. I also saw videos where some gay people said they are not attracted to trans and they were called transphobic. Tiktok is the worst place where they are offloading these ideas into the youth. They are suppressing the truth from coming out because there is a lot of money to be made off these children. These doctors are making bank while this trend continues. It is just sick. People need to speak up for the children.

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