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#and i'm like damn i guess i WILL sit here feeling hopeful that it isnt a trick & that david can have more happy experiences. u rly got me
lovelytsunoda · 1 year
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i've been meaning to tell you // lance stroll
summary: y/n has something to share with her husband post bahrain 2023 that might make the whole weekend just a little bit sweeter.
warnings: mentions of pregnancy, fertility issues. can be read as a sequel to 'baby steps'
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shes waiting for him in the garage post-race
baby ayla isnt so baby any more, the toddler sitting on her mother's shoulders as lance comes into the garage
hes rubbing his sore wrists; there are still pins holding the bones in his arm together
the official story was that he was injured in a biking accident
what the media didn't know was that he was just going down their cozy residential street in montreal with the dog, his wife and his daughter
lance was the only one to hit the pothole
hence two broken wrists and a broken toe
"daddy!" ayla shouts from her mother's shoulders as y/n stroll laughs, gingerly helping her daughter put both feet back on the garage floor
ayla launches herself at her father, and lance is trying not to wince as the toddler steps on his previously broken toe
"hey, princess." he coos, hefting ayla into his arms despite the pain shooting through his arms. "did you see how fast my car was?"
"i saw you hit uncle fernando at the beginning."
"babe, your wrists." y/n warns softly, kissing her husband on the cheek. "i'm proud of you, lance.
"where is my son and my granddaughter!" claire-ann stroll choruses, jaunting through the garage to take ayla out of lance's arms before congratulating her son with a kiss on both cheeks
y/n laughed as lance's cheeks went red before she gently took his hand in hers
"come on, let's go ice this wrist of yours."
they go out to the back patio of the hospitality suite
fireworks are still going off, post race celebrations ensuing as the happy couple sit down at one of the cast iron tables
their own quiet corner of the universe as y/n wraps both of her husband's wrists in an ice pack
"you really do need to be more careful, honey. you could have made everything worse out there. i was worried, though you wouldn't have guessed it from the way i was cheering in there."
"i know, baby. i know." lance said softly, leaning over to press a kiss to the side of his wife's head. "and i know things have been really difficult lately, but i feel like something finally went right for once."
y/n smiled. "you'll get your podium, sweetheart. i know you will."
things had been far from easy in the stroll household for the past few months
they had been trying desperately for a second child, but each attempt had been met with a disappointing ending
it hadn't been easy on either of them
all lance wanted was for his wife to be happy
all that y/n wanted was a family.
"i think that things are going to start looking up for us sooner than you think."
she has a really soft smile on her face as she reached into her purse for the folded up photograph
and lance hates himself for getting his hopes up, just in case it fails again, just in case of the worst case scenario
she'd barely containing her tears as she places the ultrasound photo on the table in front of him.
"i didn't want to tell you until i was absolutely sure."
neither of them can stop their smiles
lance is pretty sure that a tear or two fell when he wasn't looking.
"we're going to have another baby, lance."
"that's why my mom is here, isn't it? to keep an eye on you when i couldn't." lance is laughing as she casts the ice packs aside
pulling his wife in for a hug, wrists be damned.
"i'm so happy right now, i can't even explain it."
"i love you, lance." y/n giggles, kissing lance softly. "you make me so happy, baby."
lance kisses her again, the smile still etched on his face.
"i love you more, y/n."
he looks towards the hospitality doors.
"do you think my mom would be up to babysit tonight? i feel like we haven't had enough time to ourselves lately. i want to take you out to celebrate."
"as long as you're buying me dessert."
lance can't remember being this happy since he held his daughter for this first time.
"deal."
@libraryofloveletters @magnummagnussen @diorleclerc @sidcrosbyspuck @scuderiamh @daydreamingleclerc
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Finals week was killing Robin. She loved college, loved that the things that made her a weirdo in highscool actually were seen as cool in college. But finals week was going to kill her. She had been pulling late nights in the library every day this week, she was exhausted and just wanted to go home after a long night of studying, only Steve platonic love of her life was late to pick her up and also not picking up his damn phone.
It was well past closing at the library so she couldnt even sit inside until he finally got here meaning she was stuck sitting on the curb and hoping she didnt get kidnapped. Robin was debating just spending the $15 she didnt have on a uber home when a presence made itself known behind her.
Robin jumped to her feet at the sound of someone clearing their throat.
"Fuck! Please dont steal me and sell my organs on the black market, my family has a history of kidney disease so stealing them really really isnt worth it" Robin blurted as she whirrled around almost losing her balance with the quick movement, her hands coming up in front of her in a defensive position only to come face to face with the cutest girl she had ever seen.
"Im sorry i didn't mean to scare you" said the girl as she brought a hand up to stifle her giggles at Robins antics "i was just wondering if you were okay? Its pretty late and i didnt want to leave you out here without checking"
Robin pressed a hand to her chest taking in deep breaths to try and calm her racing heart. "Yeah im okay, my roomate is late picking me up but i think i might just uber home, dont wanna keep sitting out here until someone decides to come steal me and my organs" Robin replied with an awkward laugh "unless of course the uber driver moonlights as an organ stealer then i guess im out a genetically sub-par kidney".
The girl laughed for real this time not bothering to stifle it behind her hand as she smiled at Robin brightly.
"Your name is Robin right? I'm Chrissy, i work in the library part time I've seen you working late every night this week" the girl- Chrissy- said "i could give you a ride home if you want?"
"Oh no i couldnt ask you to do that" Robin replied waving her hands around for emphasis
"Please? I'd feel awful leaving you out here this late, I promise not to steal and sell your kidneys, especially since i know now that i wont make enough off them to cover tuition" Chrissy joked, smiling at Robin brightly.
'I'd give you both my kidneys and my heart if you just keep smiling at me like that' Robin thought, her brain going all fuzzy under the force that was a beautiful girl like Chrissy smiling at her like that.
"If you let me drive you home you can keep your kidneys but maybe we could talk about you giving me your heart over coffee once finals are over?" Chrissy said her smile somehow getting brighter
"Oh god i said that out loud didnt i?" Robin said burying her face in her hands, mortified.
"That you did, now come on im parked over this way" Chrissy said extending a hand out to Robin "we wouldnt want someone to steal your heart and kidneys before we can get that coffee"
"No" Robin replied, removing her hands from her face and reaching out to take Chrissys warm hand in her own "we definitely wouldn't want that"
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krs724490 · 6 months
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10/25/2023
I've already called all of my friends/family and talked their ears off! there is no one left to bug. no one left to calm my nerves about him. about this night. about wtf is going on and wtf I got myself into. I'm feeling lame. I guess this is me sitting here feeling it. I'm tempted to talk to the bubble tea girls about it lol. like guys! I have a date tonight! and I'm nervous!
and I looked back at my old tumblr posts about brian. they were nauseating. how confident I was. if you wouldve told me this time last year that this is how I would feel?! that this is where I would end up. about to go on a date with ANOTHER GUY A DIFFERNT DAMN GUY A NEW ONE. omg I wouldnt have believed you. not for a second.
Brian was so good at affirming me. I never questioned. I never doubted. Graham is going to be quite different lol. but honestly, its because we're taking things slower that I think its not as expressive. honestly the whole thing isnt as intense and that is so amazing. What Evie absent mindedly said we dont want to have extreme hope or extreme fear. I think the extreme hope was new for me. its about tempering your expectations. you can't just say, ok its you and me versus the world and everything is going to be rainbows and butterflies, there's more work that goes into it than that. and you cant assume its doomed because of the sometimes difficult nature of finding a partner. there's some sort of sweet spot, that maybe you can settle into :) its not we're invincible... its we're willing.
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lonely-dog-song · 3 years
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what a way to end an episode (affectionate)
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That Damn Sex Pollen - Part 2
Pairing : Steve x Reader / Bucky x Reader
Words: 1800+
Warnings: Mild smut / swearing... nothing too bad!
A/N: Found part 2 in my drafts so here it is! There will be a final part to follow.
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It had been just over 2 weeks since the Sex Pollen incident with Bucky, the incident that led to us having mind blowing sex and confessing to feelings we'd been hiding for a while. This wouldn't have been a problem if i wasn't already engaged to his best friend Steve Rogers!! Aka Captain America!!
Now don't get me wrong i love Steve, i love Steve more than I've ever loved anyone.... but i cant deny that i don't love Bucky as well! Since the moment Steve introduced me to his long lost best friend there was something between us, we had never admitted to our feelings or acted on them in anyway we kept it to ourselves. I had decided to push my feelings for Bucky aside and give Steve my everything.....That was until that damn sex pollen!!
Bucky volunteered to go on a mission with Sam and Nat the day after we got back to the compound and had been avoiding me ever since they got back a week ago, he would even leave the room as soon as i walked in!
Steve was currently in a meeting with Tony so i headed down to the gym hoping id see Bucky and we could talk about what happened and try and clear the air, if he kept avoiding me the way he was then Steve would get suspicious!
I walked into the gym and saw Bucky lifting weights  in the corner, i also saw the second he noticed me enter the room!! The weights were dropped and he started grabbing his things to leave.
"Bucky will you stop!" I said rushing over to him "you cant keep running away from me!"
"I just think its best to put some distance between us Y/N" he mumbled still avoiding eye contact.
"So you don't think we should talk about what happened in that warehouse?"
"No. No i don't! I think we need to forget all about that!"
"Fine! It never happened! But you need to get your shit together Buck! If you keep leaving every room i walk into Steve will know somethings wrong! You and me always got along before.... you were always hanging out with us and now? This is the first time I've spoken to you in 2 weeks!"
"I cant sit around and watch you and Steve together okay! It hurts too much.... I'm trying doll, i really am. I just need some time and space"
"Buck...."
"Don't" he said simply shaking his head keeping his distance from me.
"Okay..... i miss you" i told him truthfully as i backed away towards the door, Bucky gave me the smallest smile and nodded in agreement.
I was sitting on the sofa watching a movie when Steve walked in a couple hours later.
"Hey sweetheart" he smiled leaning over the arm of the sofa and pressing his lips to mine.
"Hey babe, how'd your meeting go?" I asked grabbing his hand and pulling him down on the sofa with me. He chuckled but quickly settled down and pulled me into his arms.
"It was okay, just going over some details of tomorrows mission"
"Who's going?"
"Me, Buck, Wanda and Vision"
"I get the day off! Woo hoo" i joked as my hand moved under the hem of Steve's tshirt, my fingers stroking over the smooth patch of skin under his belly button.
"You fancy going for a run with me?" He asked as i felt his fingers stroke the back of my neck.
"Not at all" i laughed "i just wanna stay here with you and watch a movie"
"You keep that up we're gonna be doing more than watching a movie" he mumbled looking down at where my hand was still stroking.
"Oh really?.... you like this huh?"
"Y/N...." Steve said before shaking his head chuckling.
"What?..... i like your happy trail"
"You do?"
"Mmhmmm...." my hand slowly stroked over the area again before slipping into the band of his sweat pants and finding his already hard cock "you do like that!" I teased as my hand wrapped around him and slowly started stroking.
"Jesus..... baby that feels amazing" he said as his head fell back against the sofa.
"See, isnt this better than going for a run?"
"Im not gonna argue with that!" He laughed before pulling me closer and kissing me hard. I quickly found myself straddling Steve, dry humping the huge bulge in his trousers as we made out like teenagers. I pulled his t-shirt off and trailed kisses up his chest to his neck... biting at that area where his neck and shoulder joined. Steve had one hand under my shirt fondling a breast whilst the other gripped my hip and rocked me against his hard cock.
"I need to be inside you" he mumbled in my ear before nipping at my earlobe.
"Please Steve...." i begged reaching into his sweat pants to free his cock.
There was a quick knock at the front door to our apartment before it opened
"Hey Steve, you ready...." Bucky was saying as he walked through the door.
"Oh shit!.... im sorry!" He said quickly turning to leave.
"Fuck!....Sorry pal i completely forgot, i got a little distracted" Steve chuckled "can we finish this later?" He said quietly to me and i nodded before climbing off his lap and heading to the bedroom.
"Its fine, we can go tomorrow" Bucky shrugged looking very uncomfortable.
"No lets go" Steve said standing up and grabbing his shirt from the floor.
"You might want to change your pants...." i heard Bucky say and turned to see him scratching his head awkwardly. Steve looked down to see the wet patch from where we had been grinding against each other moments before and blushed "oh shit, guess you're right. Give me 5".
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After finishing a training session with Nat i headed back to mine and Steve's room for a shower. When i walked in i was surprised to see Steve's go bag next to the door, the shower running.... they got back early from that mission.
"Steve?" I called out as i made my way to the bathroom.
"Hey sweetheart" i heard him call over the running water.
"You're back early, did something go wrong or...."
"It went fine, easy mission"
"Thats good. You mind if i join you? I just got done training with Nat I'm a mess" i said stripping out of my sweaty work out clothes and tossing them in the dirty wash basket.
"Its all yours" he said stepping out and grabbing his towel "I've got to go to a debrief with Tony real quick but I'm all yours after. We have some catching up to do"
"Mmm i look forward to it" i smiled reaching up to give him a much needed kiss, i had missed him so much while he was gone. Before getting into the shower  I placed a pair of sleep shorts and a cami on the closed lid of the toilet ready to put on once i was done.
Steve went to get dressed while i showered, i was rinsing out my shampoo when he stuck his head in letting me know he was leaving for his debrief.
"Be back soon, love you" he said before rushing off.
When i was finished i stepped out the shower reaching for my towel to find it was gone!
"Are you fucking kidding me!" I moaned under my breath, the clothes i had set out were also missing! WTF!!
Oh well it wasnt like i couldnt walk around naked, id just have to make a dash for another towel!
I threw open the bathroom door and was just walking to the bedroom when the front door opened.
"Steve you ass! You took my towel and my clothes??"
"Ermmm...i..."
My head whipped round at the sound of Bucky's voice!!
"Bucky!? Shit! God I'm so sorry i thought you were Steve!" I quickly tried to cover myself as i rushed into my room and grabbed my robe, once it was secured i went back to see why Bucky was here.
"What are you doing here?"
"Steve asked me to cone grab a file he forgot..."
"He did? When?"
"Called me just now as i was heading down to the debrief"
"Why would he tell you to come in here.... he knew i was showering and he'd taken my clothes...."
"I have no idea, can i just grab that file and i'll be on my way..."
"Sure".
I sat down on the sofa rubbing my wet hair with a towel while Bucky disappeared into Steve's office for what he needed.
"Hey doll?...." he called from the office.
I smiled at the familiar nickname i hadn't heard in weeks.
"Yeah Buck?"
"There's no files in here"
"You're sure?..."
"Yeah, where else would he keep them?"
"Thats where it would be"
"There's no file in there" i heard Steve's voice and turned to see him leaning against the front door smirking.
"Steve.... what the fuck?"
"Im sick of this tension between the two of you, i miss us all hanging out together"
"So you take my clothes and send your pal here for a non existent file in hope's he catches me naked??! Are you mad?" I shouted shaking my head at him.
"You set us up?" Bucky asked appearing in the hallway.
"Guilty" Steve shrugged "enjoy the show Buck?"
"I don't get it.... why....?"
"Because I'm sick of you both pretending theres no feelings between you"
"He's lost his damn mind" i got up to walk away but Steve grabbed me by the wrist and pulled me close.
"I know what happened in that warehouse between the two of you"
My eyes went wide as i looked over at Bucky, he looked just as shocked so i knew he hadn't told him.
"Bucky didn't say a word sweetheart i saw the CCTV..... audio included" he smirked.
"Steve.... it wasn't like we had much choice that plant...."
"Oh i know baby, i know exactly what that plant was"
"You've known all this time and said nothing?"
"It was you, you put it there didn't you?" Bucky accused Steve "why the fuck would you do that Steve!?"
"I had to do something! The two of you are so loyal you never would've hurt me and acted on your feelings.... not without a little push".
Before i knew what i was doing my hand connected with Steve's cheek.
"You had no right!"
"Tell me you don't want him" Steve pointed at his best friend.
"No"
"See...." Steve smirked looking smug.
"Right now you're the one i don't want!" I said through gritted teeth and stormed into the bedroom slamming the door behind me and flipping the lock for effect, i knew it wouldn't keep Steve out but it made me feel better.
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🍵🍵🍵🍵 Gimmie
Salty Sunday
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ALRIGHT LET'S GO GRAB BAG.
1.
This has been bugging me like for awhile but recently seeing the 'hot take' of how people over glorify Alcina and how saying she's a lesbian and shit is bad because she's evil and saying she's a lesbian cus she killed only women is bad which like Granted that alone? Okay.
But that isn't the only reason why people HC and say she's a lesbian? KDFJ Like I don't need to explain but there's so much as to why she seems to be coded heavily as lesbian and no not all of it is based on evil shit (like come on. the puzzle room talking how women are blind to male advances. how all the statues of the angel's were all women in sexual poses. how she obviously doesn't like men. etc etc...)
Like man it rlly bugged me people are saying the fandom loves Alcina too much 'cause she's so vile and it's like UH YEAH I SURE HOPE SHE IS?? THAT'S WHY IM HERE BITCH
2.
Also this one is really no fucking shade at any one in specific as this is something I've seen like. A LOT happen over my years of being not just in the RPC but the creative... community in general.
But. It really always bugged me and kinda makes me :v when people write smutty stuff and act like it's so bad in terms of like. OoohoOOHOHOHO I'm being so naughty and evil oh my god the siiiin and I'm just like... It's okay to write smut.
Like if anyone gives anyone shit for it they're just an asshole who doesn't know how to mind their business. But people hyping it up and being so public like ooo I'm so ashamed it just bothers me a lil bit? Idk it just makes me kinda like... Mmm. Like it's not a big deal and people just overhyping it just leaves a bad taste upon my person BUT THAT'S JUST MY OPINION AGAIN!!
3. I've talked about this before and granted I haven't seen it much anymore but god I HATE the whole thought idea of like 'blocking someone makes you a bad / immature person or you're wrong for doing it' or people having such gripes over people having them blocked like. WHO CARES... IT'S THE INTERNET. Like if someone in the RPC has you blocked well oh well I guess! It might not even be anything personal it's just they don't want to interact with you and just to make sure you don't get the wrong idea they make it so you can't follow! People do that!
Like who gives a shit. I'll block anyone I don't wanna see or interact with I don't give a fuck. ASKDJ (I'm not that flippant on it but I am liberal with my blocking. <3)
4. Sits down backwards on my chair.
This fandom has such entitlement man it's insane. AKSJDFG
I am just constantly amazed with how this fandom, the fandom in entirety not just RPC, feels so entitled to their shit and like.. Are so. Needy? I guess? KDJG
Like man the people bitching over Charlie/Alastor not getting any content in the shop but Charlie/Vaggie do instead even tho they are.. the canon couple.. AKSDFJ Or people harassing Viv over making their ships canon and wanting content for it to the point now Viv doesn't even like seeing those ships cus it just triggers her.
Like honestly who gives a fuck if a ship isnt canon like. This is going on a whole nother small tirade now but I'm tired of like 'pushing for canon'. None of my ships are canon that I can think of off the top of my head but who gives a fuck I'm still having fun and making the content I wanna see damn it. I'm not harassing the OPs on twitter like animals. ASDKFJG
Like. We are gonna get content we might not like from Hazbin/Helluva! I sure as fuck have already and I know I will continue to be upset and I HAVE A RIGHT to be upset but I'm not gonna be like. Harrassing Viv on twitter or some shit. I'll bitch about it but on my own blog in my own time and not even on the radar and then go: well anyway back to this divergency
LIKE IT COSTS 0 DOLLARS JUST TO KEEP SHIT IN YOUR OWN LANE AND JUST DO AND MAKE WHAT YOU WANT IT RLLY DOES. SDOFKGJ
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pastel-bullet-101 · 4 years
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Chapter 10
"The hell?!" I feel my face start to burn up though I couldn't tell if it's from anger or embarrassment. I was about to shove her off but stopped when I saw her face. Well she looks significantly better when her annoying ass mouth is shut. Her breathing was steady and even though it made me more annoyed... It was kinda nice. Damn I hate these stupid teen hormones bullshit. I decide to just leave her there and just keep playing on my phone just ignoring her. "Hey dumb ass if you even get a drop of drool on me I'll fucking kill you." Of course I got no response but whatever. I just relax and focus on my blaring music. For the first time today I feel my body relax and I suddenly feel really tired.
"Our next stop is the Shizuoka prefecture all passengers for Shizuoka please be ready to exit thank you for traveling with us!"
That fake overly happy tone makes my eyebrows twitch. Luckily I have all my shit together and I'm about to stand until I remeber the weight on my shoulder.
Shit.
I stop myself from getting up and just sit till my stop comes up witch I know is soon because of the familiar veiw outside the window. I look over to the (H/C) girl with a bored expression and then I quickly turned my head and looked out the window resting my chin on my hand.
"Fucking dumb ass."
Y/n POV
I hear a voice of a woman who I assume is the announcer but everything is still kinda fuzzy. I then felt  a slight shake on my shoulder and here a rough voice call to me. "Hey wake the fuck up before I throw you." Well that's one way to wake up. I slowly lift my head from what I'm guessing was my temporary pillow. And began to rub away the sleep from my eyes still feeling a bit groggy. "For someone who said I would be uncomfortable to lay on you looked like you had a grand time." I know that voice. I look over with horror when I see that my 'pillow' was the hotheaded Bakugou Katsuki. I immediately jump back a bit out of fear. "That's a real change in attitude." All of a sudden my fear went into annoyance seeing that big smirk on his face. "W-well-"
"All passengers for Shizuoka please make you way to the exit at this time and thank you again for traveling with us"
Bakugou then suddenly grabbed his bag and made his way off the train. "Later dumb ass." And with that he left and soon dissapeared into the crowd of people...
What the hell did I just do?
I slowly think back and it takes me a while due to my head still trying to recover from being jolted awake. Then once the pieces fell into place my face immediately lit up. I then just pull my hands up face trying to calm myself down. "Jesus that was so embarrassing..."
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My stop soon came and I exited the train the sun beginning to set making everything a gorgeous orange and yellow tint. I enjoyed the calm walk on my way home. Well I guess it isnt exactly a home but then again what else would I call it?
"Just shut up and give it!"
Huh?
I turn around and notice the sound coming from an alleyway. It's most likely a robbery she'll just give it over and get away. Iij ts none if my business.
I continue my walk home and pull out my phone. Tomura got it for me incase if emergencies.
"Please someone- anyone! help!"
It's none of my business.
"Shut up! Or I swear to god!"
It's none of my business.
"Hey!"
Before I knew it I was in front of the alleyway staring the criminal in the eye.
Shit he sounded a lot weaker but when I looked at him he looked intimidating to say the least. I looked over to the woman and her eyes were looking happy but that expression changed when she got a good look at me. "Listen kid just walk away and-"
"Please run and call the police or the heroes!"
"BITCH I TOLD YOU TO SHUT-"
"Why don't you just give him the money? Is whatever in your purse really worth risking your life?"
I saw the guy give me a sly smile. Which is a relative attitude change. "Sounds like the kid knows what's up so give it up and you can leave without a scratch on ya pretty thing?" He then caressed the womans face and she struggled against his hold looking at me for help but her hope of a savior turned into rage. "What the hell! Just help me! Please!" He then whacked her face and began to pull at her hair. I don't know why but all of a sudden something just.
Snapped
I quickly threw my bag at the mans face and rushed to the woman and pulled her away. "Go get the police."
"Um but what about-"
"NOW!"
She then began to run and I looked over to the man as he began to regain his footing and looked at me. "You little bitch!"
"You really like that word don't you?"
He then began to walk towards me I was about to run but stopped when I saw my bag behind him. I needed it not only to give information but if I leave that its evidence I was here and that cant be good in the long run. "Dude seriously why aren't you running? Your victim is already long gone. Heading to get the police shouldn't you want to get away?" I kept my voice calm amd remained my ground. Maybe if I can convince him a fight isn't worth it he'll leave. He then gave me a sick smile and ripped of his mask revealing dark hair and crazed eyes. "Nah now this shit is personal."
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