#and i'm going to cry tears of joy

[laughhardrunfastbekindsblog]

(Not sure if this idea has been floated already, I'm relatively new to tumblr)

I'm convinced the finale is going to have plenty of callbacks to the Bad Batch's intro story in TCW (I mean, we've already gotten a few callbacks).

So...

Since Tech was the one who directly helped Rex find and retrieve Echo, and then carried Echo through the shafts...

What if Echo is the one to find Tech and carry him out of Tantiss???

#because tech IS alive #if he's not cx2 he's being held prisoner somewhere on tantiss #and his family is going to rescue him #because that's what they do #and they're all going to survive and live together in (relative) peace far away from palpatine #and i'm going to cry tears of joy #no i am not crying right now I don't know what you're talking about #tbb #sw tbb #the bad batch #star wars the bad batch #tbb echo #tbb tech #tbb speculation #tech lives

[snackcraving]

My pieces for dimileth seasons zine and calendar that I'm finally able to share :) Some of these artworks are based on stories that are written wonderfully by the writers that you can fully read in the zine including full pieces and better resolution👀

Get the zine now for free until March 31st

#go get that free zine ITS FREE also other cool artists and writers are a part of this project :) #I spend so much time for them I think I'm gonna cry tears of joy now #digital art #art #doodle #fan art #drawing #fire emblem three houses #fe3h #dimileth #f!dimileth #dimitri #byleth #dimitri alexander blaiddyd #byleth eisner #dimitri fire emblem #byleth fire emblem #dedue molinaro #sylvain jose gautier #ingrid brandl galatea #felix hugo fraldarius #annette fantine dominic #mercedes von martritz #ashe ubert #zine #dimileth zine #autumn

[fictionadventurer]

The Rosemary Tree is the first time I've had to put down a book so I could sob over how beautiful it was.

#elizabeth goudge how do you keep doing this? #her books are such a strange thing for me #either they're 'yes it's pretty but could you please get to the point and have something happen?' #or i am slammed with waves and waves of intense overwhelming emotion so i almost can't stand how deeply it affects me #i think it helps to read it at the same time of year the story occurs #the dean's watch during advent was a life-changing experience #and now reading this book in march is having a very similar effect #i actually had to go in a room by myself to properly cry #because someone caught me tearing up #and how could i begin to explain that i'm sobbing my heart out because miss giles is reading the secret garden? #i've cried over sad moments in books but i've never felt anything like this #such intense joy and sorrow all mixed in so you can't tell which emotion is causing the tears #it's been like two hours since that happened and i'm still shook #my world is upended #and i'm being reminded in an entirely new way of what really great literature can do #the rosemary tree #elizabeth goudge

[gaylightisminetocommand]

When I was idk 12 I spent way too much time on Pinterest looking at screenshots of iconic/funny Tumblr posts. I became so accustomed to this internet subculture that every time something funny happened I would automatically mentally format it in the style of a 10k note Tumblr post. When I eventually became aware that I did this, I then wrote in my head a Tumblr post about this very scenario, that I would ideally post upon acquiring an actual Tumblr account, along the lines of: 'when I was a kid I used to make Tumblr posts in my head and this was one of them and now I'm finally actually posting it'.

But of course, I never posted it.

And now here I am, with Tumblr, at long last... posting the post that has existed in my mind for years.

So anyway that was my childhood what did you guys get up to

#gaylight post #this is actually so surreal #12-year-old me is crying tears of joy right now #however i'm sure it'll stop when they realise the reality of tumblr means there is no way this post is going to get 10k notes #full circle baby #wouldn't it be funny if this post got zero notes lol like may as well just taken it to the grave with you

[nube55]

Remember this?

Well...

I'm free

#i'm crying tears of joy #will i get to enjoy going to work again? i really hope so #personal nube

[olliesneweyes]

still thinking abt the wreck that is train!andrew's office once he falls asleep at the desk tbh because godd i love imagining messy workaholic offices

conductors also kind of do everything on the train, like they oversee the other train employees, take payments for boarding, check the tickets, make sure passengers are safe and comfortable, etc etc so he is. SO exhausted probably

i think bc to me this andrew is kind of. stoic and polite (he would still melt if you were nice to him i think) he doesn't have many signs other than getting slightly more unkempt and i think his hands shake REALLY bad w sleep deprivation, or he seems like he's focusing on not literally just crinkling to the ground and fifudhf anywaybi really like traindrew

i watched about 22 mins of the first murder on the nord express gameplay vid btw and i'm gonna cry both victor and andrew are so djfjfj

Exactly!!

#he's like. pacing and stuff near the end #because if he stood still who knows what'd happen #(he'd fall asleep) #also I'm thinking maybe Andrew is suddenly without other staff on the train without rhyme or reason #to add more similarities to the actual oletus #so he's probably even MORE overworked because he's taking it on himself to do everything #and he says he's fine but you can start to see him sway a little when he stands #or disguise yawning by breathing heavily #or take a few seconds to register anything that's said to him #meanwhile Andrew just wants to go to the safety of bed but he doesn't have a bed on the train #and he doesn't think to use an employee one #until someone tells him to #he absolutely would melt if you were nice to him #and I think if he's pretty awake it's subtle (just smiling and being a bit affectionate and maybe a tear or two) #but if he's tired it's probably really obvious that it means so much to him (maybe... too much for such a simple gesture) #i think affection is probably the biggest difference because if you hugged him while he was fully alert #he'd just return it mutely but you'd be able to see the sadness when you let go because why do these things have to be so short? #and if he's tired he wouldn't accept affection unless he sat down first #which seems a bit weird but it's VERY clear why when you actually do because he just flops onto you like a limp noodle #he's not good at hiding how much he wants this at ALL #he's probably crying too out of joy #congrats bucko you're cuddling this man until he falls asleep otherwise he'll be extremely sad (it only takes like 2-5 minutes you're fine) #idv #godddddd Andrew Kreiss my beloved

[rowenabean]

#the wedding was lovely and i am so sad #managed to get most of the sad out of the way Friday and Sunday so i could be glad for them on the actual wedding day #but still. i'm going to miss her. #we always talked about living together and we never did and now we probably never will #i've got a model of married folk living together in community but i don't think they do and it has to be something you choose #her family are lovely and i was really glad to meet her friends and cousins that she talks about so often but they don't really get it #they get to have her!!! she's moving somewhere that's more convenient for literally everyone other than me! (this is not hard to do) #really good to get home and hug my dad and my little sister and have people who are my people around #was actually really good at the reception that there were a few other folk from my current town - i wasn't the only person who was #mixed joy and tears #i said something about us giving her over in my speech and they said yes that's exactly how we're feeling #but it wasn't till her husband responded to that in his speech that i started crying #everyone has been so kind to me but it has been SO good to get home #hoping i can get a bit more sleep as well. emotions are bigger when tired even though they're real still #(her cousins invited me to come stay any time and tbh i can see that living in Auckland could be actually really nice if you live where they #do. but i couldn't live where they do and do the work i want to do it is quite far away from the places in Auckland i could imagine working) #rowena adventures #btw no photos of me currently but probably some later??? not that we took many the groom had been sick the previous week and was #still pretty wiped so they got like two photos with the bridal party and ten with just them and that was it

[masterjedilenawrites]

Man, nothing's worse than spending time on a piece of writing and feeling like you were treading through sludge the entire time - like, each word bringing you physical pain because it's just not good, you know in your bones it's not, but you're praying that you'll read it back later and it'll actually/magically be okay, telling yourself it is what it is and nothing more can be done....

But then, oh boy... nothing's better than taking that same piece of writing, all sweaty and gross and wrong, and turning it into something else. Something better. Whether you're editing what exists or starting over from scratch. Each word fits into place with a nice click. Ah yes, there is is. The thing it was meant to be, on the page at last.

#a writer's life for me #writing #fandom #so yeah i spent all of yesterday writing a thousand words only to delete them first thing this morning and start over #but now i'm crying tears of joy because the new thousand words feel so much better! #it's like finally taking a shower or cleaning your home after a long slog of dirtiness #and you're like wow i totally forgot what normal feels like this is awesome #why didn't i do this to begin with??? #speaking of i should probably go take an actual shower and do a little cleaning too lol

[theydoctor]

GUESS WHO JUST MADE HIS FIRST HRT APPOINTMENT!!!!

#IT'S IN JUNE AND I AM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW #I'LL BE ABLE TO GO ON T THIS YEAR !!!!! #if everything works out obviously but i'm really optimistic #and the doctors i got recommended by my therapist are apparently really good and usually don't need more than one appointment to agree #so like !!! #i think as far as i know this is like the first appointment which i mainly made to calm my parents #and he's not allowed to actually prescribe me T but can then give me a proper recommendation to someone who can #now i could have gone to someone who could immediately prescribe it to me but yk i do wanna go the safe route #and while i am super excited about taking T it's not like an emergency situation yk? #it's fine for me to wait a bit especially since i'm currently stressed because of exams anyways #but yeah!!!! i did it! i made an appointment!!! i am incredibly happy rn!!!! #charlie rambles #i'm gonna go and cry tears of joy now :')

[liebelesbe]

One of our almost-neighbors found a Nashornkäfer (european rhinoceros beetle) in his garden and I am VIBRATING. BIG BEETLE!!! IN MY NEIGHBORHOOD!!

#I'm going to FIND one and then I'll CRY tears of JOY #doddie redet #bugs

[exlibrisfangirl]

Sorry did I read that right you are meeting JR Bourne tomorrow????????????

YES, @angel-in-a-big-blue-box AND I ARE AT THE HOWLER REUNION, AND WE GET TO TAKE PHOTOS WITH HIM AND HOECH TODAY AND TOMORROW. I AM GOING TO BE SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS. <- My phone tried to autocorrect "normal" to "Normandy" for some reason, and that is now our new favorite inside joke. 😆

#petersnarker #angel in a big blue box #jr bourne #teen wolf #howler reunion 2022 #WISH ME LUCK #I'M PROBABLY GOING TO CRY TEARS OF JOY #ANNA WILL BE RIGHT THERE WITH POPCORN ENJOYING HER FIRST-ROW TICKET TO THE MEL-HAS-AN-EMOTIONAL-MELTDOWN SHOW LMAO #fan conventions #fangirl problems #answered ask #personal post #tumblr friends

[dabihawksluvr]

OMG YES WE DID IT BITCHES

HE'S BACK

IT IS TIME TO REJOICE

#mha chapter 403 #spoilers #i'm gonna go cry tears of joy now #he looks so pretty #thank you edgeshot for your sacrifice #I can't with my emotions right now #someone come hug me

[torturedpoetemotions]

Going to my new gyno on the 12th to talk about permanent birth control options. I want a bilateral salpingectomy and a hysterectomy. Just take out the tubes and the uterus and leave my ovaries. No more worries about pregnancy, and no more periods. Cannot wait!

#and next year I'm going to see about getting a breast reduction down to like a b cup #and then i will cry tears of joy at finally being able to feel at home in my body #and then i will get a shitload of tattoos

[chanselysees]

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#sorry i need to vent ignore this #my new years resolution for 2023 was to work out consistently and get fit #bc i was really embarrassed at how physically weak i was last summer #and for the most part i did but with prepa and stuff i couldnt exercise as much as i wanted #but i still lost a bit of weight and was somewhat happy with the results for a while but #now i hate it again i hate it so much #ive been dancing a LOT (like 4h/week min. which is a lot for a fulltime uni student) bc it's convenient and good cardio and most of all FUN #and yeah the weight i lost is due to that and my cardio is good and im definitely much more fit than last year but #i still hate the way i look. so viscerally. and i know its my brain telling me nonsense bc it's not like a body can 'look bad' #and i'm lit a healthy weight im just a little thicker than french standards? #but i need to exercise more i want to lose all this fat i pinch my skin and wish it would melt beneath my fingers #but i dont have time or money for the gym and no buddy to go with and im intimidated so i just work out from home but #it's not enough i feel so discouraged. body dysmorphia in the summer really doesnt help my seasonal depression #like i truly believed this year would be my 'summer body' or whatever shit that means and its not and idk what to do i just want to be #in another persons skin. have another persons body. anyone truly #to the point that dancing isnt even fun for me anymore it's just competitive w myself i want to maximize the calories i burn and #i sometimes record myself cause i want to see the steps i miss and i did and i saw my body and it killed all my joy. #made me wanna die and cry. i stopped dancing immediately and i just swallowed back the tears cause theres no way i look like that. #so repulsive and nowhere near where i wanted. and again i know it's in my head there's no such thing as a 'repulsive' body due to weight!?! #but i cant apply that reasoning to myself. and i hate myself so much rn #im being called for dinner rn but i'd honestly rather not eat. i think i'd feel horribly gross if i ate anything right now #i told my friends i'd stop using hunger as a form of self-punishment but it almost feels satisfying in a twisted way... like i deserve it #clara tais toi #like ia m SO obsessed with my appearance in a way that is borderline unhealthy i am SO #preoccupied by how im perceived (physically) if i look hot if i look pretty if i look cute at any and all times and #the answer is never ever satisfactory because other ppls judgement of me cannot fix my own but like #it's so exhausting. i'm so exhausted #dl later

[lonestardust]

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#once I graduate and get my degree and I'm done and free I'm going to come here and reblog every single post and gif set of s4 and ill cry #in the tags until the dash needs a wet floor sign because there will be literal puddles of tears #and the fics I've saved!!! and the stuff i still wanna comment on ughhh so many things and im looking forward to all of them!!! #also sending good vibrations and loads of love to everyone #there has been bad energy lately #and i love you lot so much i hope you only feel joy in our little community #rejoice and take care of yourselves darlings <3 #911ls

[sagethemediocre]

SHREK 5!!!! I REPEAT, SHREK 5!!!!!!! I AM SO READY!!!!!

#shrek 5 #let's go boys #*screaming* #*crying tears of joy* #i'm going feral #holy shit