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My Winter 2024 Watchlist & Opinions

The feared time has come. After avoiding this post like the plague, I finally put myself to write my pretty unnecessary thoughts on this season that's departing next week or so.

Admittely, it wasn't that big of a deal, but that might be because the bigger titles will come out the following season? (Should I also make a post about that?)

Anyway, let's get started!

Boku no Kokoro no Yabai Yatsu 2nd Season

Comedy, Romance, Slice of Life // ☆☆☆☆

CW: cringey teenagers

Here, we one again get to follow our favorite middle school duo—the edgy boy and the gluttony in human form—as they grow up and find out just how complicated being a teen can be. Awkwardness, idiots and cutsie romance ensured!

This series is just so damn adorable, man! And awkward, holy fuck it can be awkward. But being a teenager is, in big part, going through the cringiest phases possible to cleanse the karma of a lifetime, so is that a bad quality or an amazing depiction of real life?

Anyway, my guys are back and I can't explain just how happy I am about it! I'm usually not that fond of school romances since, well, they tend to be too immature for what I'm currently looking for. This was made especially obvious since I began watching more and more series centered around adult characters.

But this series is quite different—they're immature, yes, but it's not as annoying as they tend to be. You know why? Because they found out about this thing called communication. Yes, they're not the greatests at it, but at least they're trying!

I've been thinking on checking the manga out, although I haven't decided yet. If anyone here has read it/is up to date, should I get into it or wait until next season comes out?

BUCCHIGIRI?!

Action, Supernatural // ☆☆

CW: big ammounts of cringe

Arajin Tomoshibi's reunion with his old pal Matakara Asamine takes an unexpected turn when they stumble into a brawl with the toughest guys in town. And just when you thought things couldn't get weirder, a colossal genie decides to drop in. Brace yourself for the ultimate showdown. It's the clash of the cool and the magical!

(Yes, I stole the summary from AniList. Couldn't bother to write something down for this one).

This series comes from Utsumi Hiroko—the same woman who worked on Free! and Banana Fish, the mind behind SK8; one of my biggest comfort shows. And honestly, it shows!

Because BUCCHIGIRI?! is an amalgamation of all her previous ones.

You have the childhood friend pair composed of the Gentle Giant™ (who's quite literally Makoto 2.0, personality and appareance wise) and a dude who has only one goal in life—for Haru, it was to swim free style. For Arajin, is to get laid. And no, I'm not kidding.

Then you get the delinquents (I refuse to call them gangs. They remind me too much to the Tokyo Revengers guys, and I despise that show) and their corresponding leaders—the fruity freak (who I love, ngl) with the obssesive, brocon little sister (who I despise, ngl), the big ass bitch whose age's unknown but seems too old to be hanging around teens, and later on we get a guy who reminds me a lot of Jamil from Twisted Wonderland only that he's utterly pathetic, a professional crybaby and, overall, unbearable—entirely different from my totally cool and more than respectable guy.

There's not much to say about the rest of the cast since they're forgettable to a fault, having little to not charisma. Expect for the skirt guy, he's neat.

When it comes to the supernatural side of things, ugh. The dude who follows Arajin around is exasperating and so cringey I tend to skip fowards when I know a joke—the joke, the only thing he knows besides fighting—is coming.

Speaking of which, the fight scenes are cool, MAPPA doing their best as always. I just wish they would beat up Arajin more often (and that he didn't have to scream his primal urges every time he's going for a punch).

And, for fuck's sake, don't get me started on Arajin. He's the worst protagonist this woman has ever come out with—zero charisma, a total asshole, a terrible friend, and a guy who'd make you want to die if he ever got a crush on you.

I'll cut it here since it's getting too long and I don't wanna get into spoiler territory (in case anyone cares about that), but yeah. I don't recommend, at all. Go watch her other shows instead.

Dungeon Meshi

Adventure, Comedy, Fantasy // ☆☆☆¾

CW: blood, death, violence

While exploring a dungeon, the adventurer Laios and his party are confronted by and lose against a red dragon—they're left without money, provisions and Laios' sister. But not everything is lost, since they can still save her while the creature digests its food. The problem is, they can't fight with an empty stomach!

The best show of the season, hands down. Not like it had much competition to begin with, but anyway.

When I first heard about the show's plot, I admit it, it didn't call me at all. But certain someone (*cough* @arataka-reigen *cough*) convinced me to give it a try. And here we are!

Honestly, I haven't had a laugh like this with an anime in so long! Not only because of the jokes, but the characters are perfectly designed for the viewer to laugh with and, most importantly, at them. I actually have the theory that they're the ones responsible for the BUCCHIGIRI?! cast's lack of charisma. I mean, they had to steal it from somewhere—is too much!

From what I know, more characters are yet to appear (I saw a catgirl and, as a cat lover, I just gotta see the catgirl) and the story gets darker with time (in case episode eleven wasn't enough hint for you).

I can't wait to see what this story has to offer next!

Gekai Elise

Comedy, Fantasy, Romance // ☆☆½

CW: tracheotomies without gloves

In seek of redemption, Takamoto Aoi becomes a doctor to help those who she would've either mistreated or ignored in her past life. Sadly, she gets involved in a plane crash and dies—only to wake up as her past self, ten years before her demise! She'll now look to become a surgeon once again, in the hopes of changing her fate.

If I had to describe it with one word, it would be meh.

The characters, the plot, the romance—it's all pretty average. A wet piece of cardboard is way more interesting than the entire cast and the story put together. The love story is whatever, not engaging enough to get me interested on their scenes.

What I would've liked is if they went on and changed the affections names for something more fantasy-ish or that has to do with the world in which they live in—I highly doubt these people knew about the existence of Dr. James Parkinson, so why would they name a disease after him? That sorta thing, you know?

But anyways, basic ass story with basic ass characters, and I'm a fool for having given it a chance.

And if I may ask, where the hell is the lamp?!

HIGH CARD Season 2

Action, Fantasy // ☆☆½

CW: cultural appropiation (?), blood, some violence

The High Card team keeps on fighting to mantain peace in the city, all meanwhile some of its members are still dealing with past consequences. But when new trouble surrounding the cards surges, they have to get to work to save the day once again!

Look, if the summary ain't shit is mainly because this show has me so uninspired. The only reason why I didn't steal it from AniList is because it doesn't have one.

In case anyone wonders why I'm still watching this show, same. I guess season one wasn't that bad for me to go and drop it, so I decided to give it a second chance. Do I regret it? Mmh, kinda.

To be honest, it's not entirely bad. I mean, it's certainly worst than its predecessor, but it had an interesting section that had me paying a little more attention than usual for like, two episodes or so. And then it lost me again.

The section I'm talking about is around episodes five to seven, where—and spoiling as little as I can—things get rather dramatic. It felt like a cry for help disguised as character growth that did nothing, absolutely nothing, to the characters themselves. They could've skipped those episodes and it would've been business as usual.

In the first two episodes we get introduced to his superhero-like guy who loves spitting random words in Spanish and, no, he's not even Hispanic. Then, he proceeded to not appear for the rest of the season. At least for now, we're currently in episode ten. But even if he were to appear once again, I don't think there's enough time to develop him or create a plot surrounding his cringey ass.

Also, and this might be petty as hell: they never explain why the cards look like the poker ones? I mean, they shared the lore behind them, yet that didn't explain this? How did they come out with the cards' and combination's names if they're supposed to not be poker related?

Hime-sama, "Goumon" no Jikan desu

Comedy, Fantasy // ☆☆¼

CW: none

Amidst the war between their kingdoms, the Princess is captured and imprisoned by the demons alongside her mythical sword and companion, Excalibur. It all seems grim for these two but, when the time comes around, the demons' torture methods seem a bit... gourmet?

I came into this show solely because of the trailer. What can I say? It looked nice. And to be honest, the entires series does.

These type of shows don't tend to be my cup of tea, but I thought it could turn out to be something similar to Maou-jou de Oyasumi—something that doesn't catch me at first, yet its second half leaves me wanting some more of those charismatic characters (Twilight my beloved).

The problem here is that God, it's repetitive. This series has one sole formula and will repeat it till the end of times, with barely some exceptions.

As LunarEquinox would put it, "it not her being tortured, it's you being tortured by repitition".

Kyuujitsu no Warumono-san

Comedy, Slice of Life // ☆☆☆½

CW: none

Planet Earth and its habitants are in danger; they've become the main target of an evil intergalactic organization who seeks to rule the world! The Rangers do everything in their power to defend the citizens from the General—but today's his day off.

Another fluffly, non plot-centric series. But this one I'm quite fond of.

I guess it's because I really like the «gap moe» concept? The difference between the protagonist's intimidating and powerful look at work and his casual, awkward and panda-obsessed self once he's home it's pretty adorable. It's like he goes from being a lion to one of those long ass domestic cats who'd let you hold him if close enough—only that I think he's supposed to be a lizard(?) of some sorts.

But it's not only him; you also get to see his coworkers with are all very formidable, and even the Rangers themselves. Red having no sense of orientation whatsoever is too relatable, I hate it here.

Not much to say, really. It's just a show about a long ass dude on a trenchcoat whose (most probably, undiagnosed) autism gets him to buy anything panda-related. If he were to become the ruler of the new world, I wouldn't oppose to it.

Loop 7-kaime no Akuyaku Reijou wa, Moto Tekikoku de Jiyuu Kimamana Hanayome Seikatsu wo Mankitsu Suru

Fantasy, Romance // ☆☆☆¾

CW: violence, mentions of war

Rishe Irmgard Weitzner, a duke's daughter, has lived many lives—and it's not a saying. For the past few decades, she's been trapped in a timeloop where her engagement gets called off at age fifteen and, from then fowards, she's decided to go down different paths. A merchant, a doctor, a maid—whatever called her attention. Is in her seventh time she become subject of the affections of infamous crown prince, Arnold Hein—the very same man who'd killed her in one of her past lives as a knight. When he asks Rishe to become his wife, she decides to utilize her every skill to avoid the upcoming war.

This one's different from the others, in the sense that I wasn't there when the first episode premiered. I guess it hadn't caught my attention (and the way they colored the hairs looked so bad to me at times, and still does). But again, certain someone began posting about it and I couldn't help myself.

I found this series to be a tad more interesting than the average female public-centric fantasy series. They actually cared to build an appealing plot with its politics and all, while also giving us an attractive main couple whose chemistry is quite nice. I like it when the characters banter, they go back and forth a little bit, but still show feelings for each other—is entertaining, isn't it?

While it's not my favorite series from this season, I do find it highly recommendable—independently of whether you're already into this type of shows or you'd like to give them a try.

Majo to Yajuu

Action, Adventure, Drama, Fantasy // ☆☆

CW: violence, blood

A guy carrying a coffin alongside his companion appear in a town, searching for the witch who cursed her and fighting some others in the meantime.

I love dark fantasy stories, so when I stumbled upon this show it grabbed my attention almost immediately. The whole concept of wiches, curses and different types of magic has always been a concept I quite enjoy. When it's well done, that is.

What Majo to Yajuu brings to the table is an uninspired series that unapologetically grabs concepts from other stories similar in concept, and doesn't even try to do anything new with them. The magic system is has is so average and uninteresting, and the same happens with the different conflicts that surround the main plot.

And even when it is supposed to have a more mature tone, there are times where they spoon feed you basic information as if you were too stupid to comprehend the intricacies of something you've seen multiple times—not even in other places, but in the same show, even the same episode.

The characters are heavily boring, the main duo being the most salvable of all. They do have some chemistry, but it's just not enough.

Anyways, just another letdown.

Metallic Rouge

Action, Mystery, Sci-Fi // ☆½

CW: violence

In a future where humankind coexists with androids called Neans, a group of them known as the Immortal Nine rises to cause havoc in society. Rouge, a Nean, alongside investigator Naomi are tasked with going all the way to Mars to stop them.

Also known as Bones' 25th Anniversary project, Metallic Rouge arrived to put many interesting question on the table—question that have been talked about multiple times in movies and series revolving androids and robots, yet is always cool to see what different authors have to say about the matter.

Sadly, the way they decide to manage the story is quite futile when it comes to enjoyment. That is, they decided to take the "show, don't tell" narrative route—something we've seen in series like Tengoku Daimakyou, and damn if it worked there. The thing is that this narration style is rather complicated, and can't be saved if done wrong.

Well, guess what happened?

Whether it's the scripwriters' fault or not, I've no idea. The only thing I know for sure is that they fucked up. The give you little to no information, which doesn't help the viewer to try solving the mystery by themselves nor succeeds at keeping them engaged. The only thing attractive enough are the fight scenes, but they become more are more scarse as the episodes go on. Is then when the staff realizes they messed things up, and as a result you get episode nine—a huge ass info dump, with twists that no one would've been able to guess since they hadn't given us enough hints to even get a hunch of what could be going on.

An absolute mess and a masterful class on how not to do things.

Ninja Kamui

Action, Adventure, Drama, Sci-Fi // ☆☆☆¾

CW: death, fire, blood, violence

Higan is a retired ninja who lives in hiding with his family in rural America. One night, assassins from his former organization end up slaughtering both his wife and son due to him breaking their ancient code. Now seeking for revenge, Higan goes back to his old ways in the means to make them pay.

This one is such a wild ride! From the same director who worked on Jujutsu Kaisen's first season, we get an action-packed revenge series.

Yes, it might not be the most original or complex plot of all times, yet that's not its main focus. What it is its main focus are the fight scenes which are absolutely amazing, so fluid and entertaining. You won't be able to take your eyes from the screen!

Even then, the characters are compelling enough for you to either root for them or hope for the hero to end their lives once and for all.

This series is an absolute banger and no one should sleep on it!

Ore dake Level Up na Ken

Action, Adventure, Fantasy // ☆☆½

CW: death, violence, blood, edgelords

After being slaughtered by monsters in a dungeon that was far from matching his rank, Jinwoo, or "the weakest Hunter of all" as called by many others, wakes up only to find out he now that the "System" by his side. This program that only he can see will help him do the impossible—level up.

So here we are, huh.

The biggest anime this season, and it's a fucking power fantasy with extra steps. I swear to God...

Jinwoo is a boring ass piece of wet cardboard, which is meant for the viewer to find it easier to self-insert as him. Those around him are either beings with no personality at all, default mean guys, or the love interest that just has to be there to tell us just how cool and attractive the protagonist has become—not like we needed her for that, since everyone is a simp for that guy for some hell of a reason—and to be saved because she'd be dead without him.

The only thing worth your time would be the action scenes, but since they depend so much on the viewer's hype, and that mainly comes from those who root for the protagonist, it just doesn't work on me.

This shit's boring, man.

Yubisaki to Renren

Romance, Slice of Life // ☆☆☆½

CW: ableism

Yuki is just your average college student who struggles with classes as one does. One day, she gets helped in the train by an upperclassman named Itsuomi. That's when he finds out that she's actually deaf.

One of the most hyped up series from this season, and for good reasons. Not only is a shoujo—sadly, this series don't tend to get anime adaptations as often as their counterparts—, but is a rather well known one.

To the surprise of no one, this is one fluffy series! The characters are all charismatic and sweet, some more than others, and their personalities and struggles feel very human.

The romance is adorable, although I have it hard to not see Itsuomi as someone who's trying to complete a dating speedrun—might be my demi ass, but they've known each other for like, what, two to three months? And they're already dating?

Yuki's deafness is touched upon with such respect, except for when Oushi opens his fucking mouth. I don't know if it's him or the author themself who sugarcoats his ableism as if it came from sheer worry for her future, but saying deaf people should stay at home is in no way a cool thing to say or think. I doubt he'll stay like this forever, but warning you just in case it results uncomfortable for someone.

To end on a more positive note, I love the fact that they center so much around the character's lip movements! It just feels right for the themes that the series touches upon.

Yuuki Bakuhatsu Bang Bravern

Action, Comedy, Mecha // ☆☆☆½

CW: violence, war, torture (it's just one scene)

In a world where the military utilizes mechas as weapons, Oahu island, where both the Japanese and American troops are located at the moment, gets attacked by an unknown, intergalatic enemy. They'll now have to join forces to defend the planet.

I think it was Mother's Basement's video that convinced me to give this show a chance and, honestly? I don't quite regret it. After all, I like parodies and mechas, so why not combine both?

Given, I haven't watched every mecha anime there is out there—and with that, I mean that I've yet to watch Gundam which I think was a major inspiration for this one series. But even if you haven't watched it either, that doesn't mean you won't get to enjoy it.

It does make references to the genre's different tropes, yeah, but it serves as a standalone. The comedy works even if it's your first mecha series since some scenes are just so absurd.

The characters are cool, each and every one of them having enough charisma for you to be able to remember them through the entire season. They all have enough chemistry with each other to make their bonds belieable.

With time, the series starts leaving the comedy aspect aside and gets more centered around its actual plot—although the laughs never truly leave. And it actually works, which I admit surprised me a bit.

A series curious enough I think you should give it a chance.

#dungeon meshi #solo leveling #bucchigiri?!#yubisaki to renren #boku no kokoro no yabai yatsu #metallic rouge #ninja kamui #high card #7th time loop #hime sama goumon no jikan desu #majo to yajuu #kyuujitsu no warumono san #gekai elise #yuuki bakuhatsu bang bravern #winter 2024

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axyer · 5 months

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This is Blood Moon, the result of Heart and Soul fusing without Mind.

More details below.

What happens when you combine utter, unbridled emotion with sheer irrationality?

Not all too proud of this (it didn't come out how I hoped it would) but here you are, a Heart-Soul fusion called Blood Moon that is actively rejecting itself as it's missing a part of the puzzle.

His emotions are EXTREMELY exemplified and he is INCREDIBLY desperate to remain in the presence of company, but despises attention as much as he craves others to be around him.

He's a mass of constant contradictions and loves just as much as he hates; he loathes his inability to rationalise and desperately attempts to be recognised as friend and not foe but is ultimately dangerous to be around, and his self-awareness of said fact only drives him further to madness (though not nearly as mad as Red Giant).

Despite this, he's actually very cuddly and in his short (but welcome) moments of lucidity can be a considerably useful ally whom can protect with the immense power that comes with this form as well as love with the power of two emotionally-broken touch-starved souls into one.

He's also extremely unstable physically and is constantly melting like an amalgamate from Undertale.

He is in constant severe pain, best described as every muscle rejecting the skin and bone attached to it; alongside feeling as if no part of his body is correctly connected (GET IT?????).

He has a magenta-pink theme to him, a recurring colour utilised in my stories to symbolise dreams and general insanity, fitting for a blend between violet and scarlet.

Considering this form's unnatural nature, it does not last long; thankfully, Heart and Soul's agony is only temporary and they will be released from this state once their spirits can no longer hold themselves together. If you know me, you know I am a widdle empathetic crybaby who can't handle my favourite little wet cats in perpetual pain, so luckily these two will only be a little (very much so) shaken up and probably need to sleep swaddled in heavy heated blankets with dim lights either far away from one another or smashed into the other's arms. Trauma responses are weird. That's why I want a career in them!

This is almost guaranteed to not happen in my (shared) CCCC AU, but rather more likely one of my super duper big crossover AUs, so stay tuned and witness just how intensely I can make lore out of nonsensical big house AUs.

Anyway, enjoy!

I am a hundred percent okay with:

- People drawing fanart of my concepts (ping me!)

- People making headcanons/AUs of my concepts

- People kinning my concepts

- And people roleplaying my concepts

For future reference! Anyhow, just had to get this infodump out. Thanks for reading, your company is MUCH appreciated!! :)

#chonny jash #chonnys charming chaos compendium #heart chonny jash #untitled chonny jash au #chonny jash soul #cj heart #cj soul #cccc #fusion #pillow club

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mini-sae · 1 year

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Homelander × Reader

When he knew :

Homelander knew nothing about love. Being what he is, he believed otherwise, of course.

He thought he fell in love with you months ago. When he started to follow you around, watching you and listening to you. Most of the times with you not being aware of it.

He loved you and he wanted to tell you. But it had to come from you first. He heard your heart speed everytime he was talking to you. He could smell the proof of your desire between your legs everytime he looked at you.

He loved you, but he had still his pride. And you were human. You were already blessed for having his attention and his heart. You had to do your part.

- Are you going to the party, tonight ? - He asks you, innocently.

- Yes. Thanks again for the invitation.

_ Don't mention it. You're one of our best employees.

You smile at him and his heart skips a beat. You were so beautiful. You were not one of those skinny giant girls on high heels. But you are the only one he sees. The only one he could spent hours to devour with his eyes.

He was waiting in the house of the man who organized the party. More like an event, really.

He decided to come early to make sure that everything would be perfect. For you. He made sure the food you like was coocked. That your favorite flowers were all over the place. That your favorite songs were on the playlist.

He could have ask Ashley or anyone else to take care of those tasks, but he wanted to be the one doing it. And he craved for the reward for his hard work. Because he loved you.

One thing annoyed him, though. The domestic of the house was crying like a baby. In another room, be he could hear his pitiful sniffles.

- What's with the old thing ? - He asks Ashley, pointing at the door.

- His dog died this morning.

She clearly didn't give a fuck and he couldn't blame her.

- Or perhaps it's just a cold. - She says, laughing stupidly.

He rolls his eyes and get out of the house. It could have been a cold, since it was winter and there was snow everywhere, but he was capable to make the difference between a sickness and a heartbreak.

He couldn't be more relieved when you finally arrived at the house. You came a little early, as always, to make sure to be helpful if you needed to be.

And holy fuck, you were magnificent.

You wore a beautiful dress, and even though he already saw you all dressed up before, it doesn't cease to amaze him. Yeah, he definitely loves you.

- Hi, Homelander. - You say with that cute smile of yours.

- Hi, sweetheart. Ready to have fun ?

- I am. Do you need me to do anything before the guests arrives ?

There's so much you could do to him or him to you before the guests arrives, but he was saving that for later.

- No, everything is settled already. Come inside, it's too cold out there.

He puts his hand on your lower back and push you inside.

Sadly for him, the guests started to come too quickly. He had to put his best smile on his face and aknowledge them.

As usual, they were happy to finally meet the Homelander.

At some point, he was sick of it. Especially that he couldn't see you anywhere. The room was full of people. He tried to hear your voice through the music and the chattering.

You weren't there. And you weren't there since a while. Your scent was still in the room, but barely.

But it's that wonderful scent that helped him finding you.

He didn't understand what he was seeing. You were outside in the cold, with a shovel.

- What the fuck ? - He mutters to himself.

The old crybaby domestic was sitting on a bench while you were trying to dig the frozen ground. Near you, there was a blanket with, given to the smell, the dead dog of the old fuck.

He stormed out and went to you right away.

- What are you doing ?

You jumped at his question and at his tone.

- I...

You seem embarrassed, and you should be. He feels his anger rising.

- It's freezing. Why aren't you inside, enjoying the party I planned ?

- I'm sorry. I'm just helping Victor burying his dog.

You approach him and murmurs to him.

- He's too weak to do it himself.

Was he dreaming ? He spend days to plan the perfect evening, weeks even, for you and you were doing this ? For someone else, not to mention.

- Go inside, now.

You flinch at the coldness of his voice, but you didn't move.

- Homelander, please. It won't take long.

He nearly laughed at that. It will take you hours to dig a hole in this fucking ground.

- Please, miss. You don't have to do this. - The domestic says.

He watch you looking at the man with pure empathy. Your hair were a mess. Your dress was stained, and you were clearly cold.

- Give me that.

He snatched the shovel out of your hands and dug a hole in a second. Puts the dead dog in it and cover it up.

He turned to you and see you sitted next to the old man.

Despite his super hearing, he noticed the silence in the atmosphere. Just the wind blowing and your heartbeat. Your pale skin shining under the moon, while you were helping someone grieving.

That's when he knew. He knew he didn't love you before. That was just a very strong attraction. A fucking crush.

But that ? That warmth spreading in his whole body ? The way his heart was swelling so much that it could burst ?

That was love. That was pure love.

At that moment, he didn't care about his pride. He didn't care that you were human and he, the most powerful being in the world. None of that mattered.

He sits next to you and take your hand in his. You look at him with wide eyes and he gives you a shy smile.

- I have something to tell you.

#fic #fluff #homelander #story #theboys #x reader #fanfiction #fanfic

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deadstoats · 3 months

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more old drawings today! even if no one realy interesed in it

so! as i am really into clowns and jesters, today's hot take is my clown gang!!! they all from the same circus and working together

sweet popcorn (they/she/it)

they're like a boss for whole gang, but actually she doesn't appear at the circus very often because they have other work to do! like... save the world! or destroy it! because they're friends/enemies/rivals with some local detective and always trying to stop them or help them. but of course she still loves circuis and everyone there. popcorn is a true trickster of them all.

sour candy and salty caramel (they/it)

a duo that you'll never see apart. they're always together, not only at the stage but in a daily life too! candy is a calm, lazy and positive; and caramel is just a small weepie and crybaby. and candy is the only one who can calm caramel down! but at the other hand, caramel also a little scared by candy because they have this hidden risky nature, loves scary things, and their pranks sometimes are too much. but candy don't want to offend caramel or hurt them! they do really love them, it's just their strange nature

cherry bomb (they/it)

the youngest one and the craziest one, not in an evil way tho, just for fun! their hunger for fun, tricks and pranks is immeasurable. they don't fear ANYTHING and will do anything to make audience or their friends laugh. and yeah, sometimes it's too much, like for sour candy. don't blame them, they have a brain of 6 years old. and a cannon! a giant cannon that no one else can lift up and that can shoot anything from ballons with water to a real lions.

minty (she/they/it)

a dog. not in a furry way, it's LITERALLY a dog. a dog that can talk, but a real dog. someone just threw her away, and clowns were the ones to find her. they taught her to walk on two legs and even made her a costume! and a little hat!!! she's a shy doggy, but kind and curious, she likes to talk to people and learn things. she knows some tricks and really really wants to learn magic ones!

liquorice (he/they/it)

a cat, but in a furry way now. he's a mime and also a magician. he never talks, usually using sign language, pantomime, writing and any other way to communicate, and everyone just. understand him. but minty says that he CAN talk, it's just others can't hear him. he has this typical cat nature for sure, and he's also a big cheese lover. liquorice is actually a 100% white cat, he just paints his ears, nose and tail with black. he also has an assistant named meringue, but she's my friend's character so i can't show her here

and that's all for today

#clown #clown oc #jester #clowncore #circus #art tag

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annisrealandsoami · 18 days

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Self indulgent rant: My dad hurt me. Not intentionally at first, but at point, it did become intentional. I would be able to forgive him if it was all unintentional. If he actually apologized for any of it. If he would even admit he hurt me.

But he won’t.

He, instead, insists that it’s me. That I was the problem. And I was. I was a horrible child. I lied. I was messy. I stayed home. I was never doing enough. Nothing I did changed how he saw me. Every year, it got worse. He stopped looking at me like I was his child, instead only seeing all of my many faults. The faults he would highlight every time I got into trouble.

I was a liar. Problem. Just like my mother. Crybaby. Acting like a victim. A sociopath. Monster. Beast. Lesbian. Disappointment. Disgusting.

He tried every punishment he could think of, just short of sending me to a military school. I was grounded all the time, usually without even books. Sometimes without music. Tried to ban me from even writing once. My door had to opened when I was, despite me being allergic to every animal in the house. Took my door off the hinges for a couple months. Grounded me during the summer, making me work for my freedom, but there is only some many things a 12 year could do. Told me to not even attempt to do anything against the rules at school, because he had people who were watching me. Spent my money to buy cameras to watch me, just in case I tried anything. Screentime on all of my apps. Blocked me from seeing my mother. Threatened to throw away all of my possessions. Once actually choked me. Used belts and left bruises. Searched and trashed my room. Made fun of any of my interests. Made fun of my name, my chosen and birth.

Once, I had this massive panic attack at work, and accidentally yelled at my boss. I immediately apologized and went on my break to calm down. They called him, to make sure I was okay. He called me to tell me what an embarrassment I was being. To tell me how if I acted like this, people would send me to the mental hospital. How I was acting insane. How I couldn’t do that. He never did ask if I was alright.

Yet, I’m told over and over how he was a good dad. How I should try and talk to him. Have a mature conversation. How they don’t understand why I wouldn’t want to be around him.

And he kept texting me. Not all the time. Now it’s usually a week before a holiday or something. A giant block of text saying he didn’t do anything wrong. The last time he asked for ‘any pointers’ so he doesn’t make my ‘sister a successful, respectful, responsible, and clean adult.’ (*clean as in the actual meaning, not as I do drugs. I am way too anxious to be doing that shit.)

Yet, he doesn’t understand ‘where all this anger’ came from.

It’s me. I’m the problem. He just ‘tried his best’.

#vent #father issues #idk anymore #i need therapy #why I won’t be forgiving my dad #homophobia #trauma #tw vent #personal rant

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rukia-writes · 1 year

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I have a question about the crybaby s/o for Hercules? I saw the mini thought sharing with that anon and thought that would be a wholesome thing! And I’m a sucker for size difference for lovers! Like she can hold her entire universe in her hands! (Aka Hercules!)

Ah, I can’t find the post. But yes! When I made the headcanons for the crybaby s/o I had princess shirahoshi (NOT IN HEIGHT BUT PERSONALITY) and I believe someone made the connection. It is however a cool idea to have a princess Shirahoshi! Reader x Hercules because the size difference while also being ..sensitive lol 😆 (as I am)

♥️I’d imagine it be such a sight because Hercules is huge to normal height people but his s/o can just pick up with such ease and I can agree that he would use the line “you have the universe in your hands now.” With a wink 😘 and like it just makes his their day (especially if they were upset 😭)

♥️Id imagine sometimes people ask…”How does that work.” Like, Ares would ask “How do you two kiss?” Hercules would just casually tell him his s/o lifts him up to their cheek and he gives his affection as such. Etc.

♥️Ive made headcanons about Hercules having a psyche of knowing when his crybaby s/o is upset, so like when giant s/o is upset he knows. And when he tries to wipe away their tears it takes awhile. Especially, when he’s gone for missions, he always brings something back.

♥️when Hercules introduces his s/o to the family he did tell them his s/o would be tall, but they weren’t expecting a giant. (Zeus thinks it cute and Hermes definitely make a comment saying “They are a little tall.” )

♥️But listen! Whenever the Greek pantheon decides to party they always love to see them because of the size difference (Poseidon is neutral). Plus I think they like how pure the love between the two are.

♥️Why are we not funding this because this is a wholesome relationship 😭

#record of ragnarok headcanons #hercules headcanons #shuumatsu no valkyrie headcanons

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theblackinnkeeper · 7 months

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Refuting Saitouh

And today I’ve dragged myself into dealing with one of the biggest crybabies I’ve met on this platform named saitouh apparently listening why orihime is a terrible character and being the self tormenter I am I’ve took it upon myself to answer her let’s get to it(p.s @saitouh go $&@# yourself

Not because of her breasts let’s see

But back to the point I don’t remember orihime ever really needing to coddled outside of the Arrancar arc but then again she’s a hostage in an unfamiliar world filled why people who would kill you without a second though at the ptsd from her brother and the fact that her powers only work by her will and your forcing her into a situation she can’t really control

Then why did you complain about her need to be coddled despite the fact you are aware that she isn’t a fighter aside from that if @linkspooky’s posts have taught me anything it’s that having a character with personal shortcomings tends to make a story more interesting

Phew boy where do I start with this one

one what difference would it make orihime has powers tatsuki does not she can’t see spirits and she can’t fight hollows and she might just get caught in the crossfire your not looking at the big picture here stupid!

Two hardly knew so are we going to pretend that the soul society escapade didn’t happen that orihime was the one who encouraged ichigo to save rukia are we just going to ignore that you dimwit plus tatsuki was encouraging her to say this since day one and besides that she was forced to go against her will and they were only giving her one chance to say goodbye to one person that you can’t criticize a series if you don’t know what you’re talking about and if you weren’t so lazy and nitpicky you would find she overcame these flaws so don’t go mouthing off about how bad a series if if you don’t have the stomach to finish it

Saitouh’s complaints remind me of a certain Disney song that went something like this (comment if you recognize)

He sits alone on a giant throne pretending he’s the king.

A little who’s rather like a puppet on a string

He throws an angry tantrum if he cannot have his way

And then calls for mom and sucks his tumb he doesn’t want to play

@saitouh if you read this I hope so because I want to you know this I used to respect you I thought highly of you for calling out odq’s bullish!t but then you showed me you weren’t any better and that you just like to complain about what you don’t instead of making an effort to understand the author so I hope you get that you are a lazy no good whiny disloyal hypocritical asshole and as tite kubo said if you have a problem then why don’t you become and author yourself instead of whining

#bleach #orihime #orihime inoue #saitouh #response

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that-angry-noldo · 1 year

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🌶️ for Fëanor?

(drop a 🌶️ and a character in my inbox and i'll share one of my spicy tolkien opinions!)

... man am i going to be burnt alive for this (pun intended.)

so probably my most controversial opinion is that we should hold Feanor accoubtable for his behaviour more often.

i don't blame him for not loving Indis, i don't blame him for not loving Fingolfin. i wouldn't expect it from a real person.

but i do think that if you hate your half-siblings so much people start whispering that it would maybe be better if said half-siblings (and their children) had not existed at all, you should stop and ask yourself what's wrong with you.

And that question in itself! Man, I resent it so. much. That question is what formed my first impression of Feanor as of a giant egocentric crybaby who has an emotional intelligence of a two-years-old slug.

Yes, Feanor is traumatised. Yes, Feanor is the first orphan born in Aman (i doubt he is the first orphan, though). Yes, Finwe takes a major part of the blame. Yes, all of them need therapy! But i hate it so much when people use it to exuse/brush off feanor's shitty behaviour! It explains it, yes, but it doesn't exuse his actions!!! there's a difference!!!!!!!

Oh and also. Nothing exuses the first kinslaying, neither silmarills nor the death of finwe. I don't care what anyone says.

#noldo answers #feanor #i still think he is a conplex and interesting character but MAN would i hate him irl

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moonflowerxox · 1 month

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hypothetical: if you told your partner that you loved them and they were your best friend, and they responded:

"I love you and you're my friend but you're not a best one, best friends would be people like [names off two of their friends]"

would your feelings also be hurt or am I a giant crybaby because I felt that in my soul that physically hurt me

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boxwinebaddie · 4 months

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raven for sure owns chunky af slippers that are like dinosaur or bear feet (he definitely has bunny slippers that's out of question) I KNOW HE WOULD WEAR THAT OUTSIDE OF THE HOUSE, like roaming the streets of NY in his giant dinosaur feet shaped slippers.

okay, so listen: i just saved a pin to the stan board that really just encapsulates the energy of this ask perfectly. omg. cozy king tbh.

…but this is The Ask Ever.

This is the REALEST ask.

oh my God, this is my fAVORITE ask — tbh any ask about offstage boyfail cryptid celebrity ravenstan when he’s not in the deceptively hot sexy rockstar getup and is just in his civilian clothes and by that i mean the most obscenely embarrassing crusty musty dusty oversized, hole-filled, stain covered ratty ass stan marsh pijamas ever at all waking ( half asleep ) hours is my favorite ask bc i love my beautiful disgusting son — but ur so right about him fkn terrorizing the mean nyc streets in his crazy, chunky animal slippers like that is such a messy, unhinged offduty celebeauty king RavenStan Concept.

( which is honestly just a #stancore concept because horrifically dying of sudden sbf lovesickness chapter 9 pep!stan hobbled miserably to wendys house in his gigantic cringey novelty terrance & phillip house slippers so raven could run amock in his big fluffy a-list bender boy flipper slippers from faux bad boy hangover hell )

which, okay, i will say he probably does have a couple pairs ( he always has to have alternates at the ready bc he is my adhd angel baby and loses everything he owns bc he never puts his stuff back where it goes — shoes specifically, he litrally flings those fuckers off into the abyss ) and totally has the massive bear/dino feet…BUT!

all my stans are mermen and enjoy large bodies of water, specifically the ocean ( yes this is funny to me bc kyle hates/fears the ocean ). and i feel like he really likes…Sharks, for some reason? because they are cool and very misunderstood!!

( all leopard sharks do remind him of jersey btw <3 )

but with that said, i think the most iconic and signature ravenstan walk of shame slippers are these very cheap, cute but comically large cartoon memory foam shark slides that he ordered off the internet w the platinum company card when no1 was looking smh and also bought this gigantic matching shark hoodie…AKA...

The Shoodie and…

…smh….

The SharChanclas.

( yes, i’m crying. )

wHICH HE IS NOT SUPPOSED TO WEAR IN PUBLIC BTW!!! management literally shits a brick anytime stan goes anywhere unsupervised bc he’s such a PR nightmare…i just know they’re shaking their heads bc how does the most drop dead gorgeous man ever with one of the most hauntingly beautiful voices of our generation go from looking like he sells out stadiums all over the world to sELLING CrAcK??? LIKE SHSJSK?!??

but u know what!!! everyones a hater tbh i am a lover of weird boy stan!!! if exhausted raccoon eyed dramatic crybaby anime eboy sharchancla stan has one fan ITS ME!!!! HES PRETTY TO ME! pretty fucking lame but I DIGRESS!!! HES CUTE!!!

like his big slouchy sleepy boy hoodies!! the metal teeshirts!! the little half up half down hot boy hair style!! ( i am Obsessed w it like when his hair is not all in his eyes and u can see them and his bone structure and his eye freckle and his dimples & stuff…truly…immaculate ) NOT TO MENTION THE BIG PANTS LIKE!!! ALL STAN WANTS TO DO IS WEAR THE GIGANTIC PANTS AND NO ONE WILL LET HIM!!! >:((( </3

sweet, swagless, baggy sweatpants stan being comfortable at home as himself and not oversexualized on stage as raunchy rockstar boy raven of cd means so much to me…I LOVE U BB.

my man did not die for you all to not let him LIVE!!!!! free ravenstan

BUT ANYWAYS!!! back to the sharchanclas which istg, stan just be rolling up to the studio at 6am like an hour late on Crim in the standana w the cat boy headphones around his neck, wearing the shark hoodie, the slip knot pijama pants and the fucking sharchanclas like sorry im late i didn’t want to fucking Come!

and management is like raven…what the FUCK are u wearing and he’s like ??? hello what do u mean?? the shoodie and the sharchanclas Obviously and they’re like tHE WHAT??-?/?/??/

HEEEEEELPSHAKSK THEYRE SO MAD AT HIM

they’re like raven u can’t wear stuff like that Outside you have to look Hot and he’s just PERO LIKE ITS SO COLD AND IM COMFY???

they’re like please tell me no one saw u in that!!!!!!! and he’s like dude *calls all of management d00d* no ofc not! i drove right here!!

*sweats* he’s such a bad liar sober im literally so

bECAUSE UPON CLOSER INSPECTION MANAGEMENT IS LIKE RAVEN IS THAT DIABLO SAUCE IN UR HAIR???????? OMG DID U STOP FOR TACO BELL??? AGAIN??? RAVENSTAN WE ONLY HAVE ONE HOUR IN THE RECORDING STUDIO U WERE 45 MINUTES LATE WE HAVE 15 MINUTES TO RECORD UR VOCALS WHICH IS BAD ENOUGH BUT ALSO U LOOK INSANE AND WHY IS THERE A TIKTOK OF YOU DOING DOUGHNUTS A RANDOM WYOMING TACO BELL DRIVE THRU !!! IN !!! THE SHAR—WHATEVERS!!!

and he’s like the sharChanclas!!!! >:(( and being a celebrity is so DUMB like it’s always noooo raven u can’t wear ur sick ass pajamas to the recording studio even tho ur super tired bc it’s unprofessional !! and nooo raven u know ur not supposed to stop for taco bell even tho it’s six am and ur starving like??? this sucks ASS bro fml ://///

( free raven…my man has millions of $ n literally just wants fast food and his weird silly temu purchases for five dollars and to SLEEP :( )

which he did…eventually go back to sleep right after he crushed that 15 minute recording session btw like he was sooo grouchy and sleep deprived still dropped fire in that studio i am obsessed with him he really did the bare minimum, produced a banger and was like LMAOOO OK CAN I GO NOW ZZZZ hsjskss

he’s such an icon…also i just know kyle is so fucking confused bc all the major google searches involving raven are like majorly edgy things like the Coke Scandal he backed kenny for so kyles like yeah whatever that tracks 4 him but then all these smaller articles just have him like w his acoustic guitar at the children’s hospital in silly scrubs taking requests from kids w cancer/making them laugh...

him carrying an old ladies groceries to her car and tying her shoes for her in the pajama jeans and the big sunglasses and getting kissed on the cheek, him dying his hair purple for domestic violence awareness month and reading that all of his slutty boy halloween shenanigans at last years shows were not just a sick cash grab but were all going towards women’s shelters and dv charities 4 his bday ;-;;;

and jerseykyle is like??? HUH????

is this photoshopped what the fuck is he Wearing but why does it actually not matter bc he’s smiling he looks happy he’s kind of glowing? Wow? and that’s so Nice??? and EWEWEWEHEJSK eW

my man is fighting demons and the demons are having a crush on a mainstream celebrity ALSO THE LOST LOVE OF UR LIFE HELLO???

whose clothes kyle Does steal when they’re Hating like 25/8, tyvm!!! like ok he cannot wear the sharchanclas but istg that man is guilty of coming out of his room in the blondies haus wearing the big orange stanime shirt and the shoodie and stans pj pants n his headphones humming cd under his breath, going to water suzie in the morning, responding to stans cute boy buenos dias mi amor~ <3 voice message and sending back the sleepy good morning zeeskiet :* how are u i stole the shoodie voice message AW cute...cringe...my boys

( i do think they send a lot of voice messages — stan cannot spell and kyle types like a crazy robot so it just works better but also it’s nice to hear eachothers voices esp when stan is on tour and uh there are definetely…various…kinds of voice messages some more incriminating than others…more on that later tho… )

AND EVERYONE IS IN THE LIVING ROOM FUCKING CRACKING UP DYING LIKE LOSING THEIR MIIINDS LIKE WOOOOW U JUST GOT CAUGHT SIMPING IN 4K IN THE sHOooDie BITCH!!! KYLE BROFLOVSKI DAWN SPAWN BREAKING NEWS SOUND THE ALARMS DID SOME1 HEAR A WHIP CRACK OR IS THAT JUST KYLE

& he Did threaten to violently kill everyone after that don’t worry…but what matters is that he did it powered by pure hatred and of course...

In the Shoodie <3

true love, true hate, same difference, right?

-uncle nina, captain of the weird stan ship and sharchancla nation

#im sorry this ask is really unhinged but for some reason #this just feels right to me #also sorry i do love making the pinterest collages like someones 45 year old aunt smh they are fun #also i love u weird boy stan w the pinned back hair and the big baggy clothes obscured from societys harsh glare #u are so beautiful for me u are so fucking strange and odd and i love you good for you baby #also hes so funny hes so bad at being a celebrity hes like dawg this is so whack i just want tAcO BeLl ://////////#anyways i hope u laughed #i am of sharchancla nation #i love stan #also i love cute domestic jersey kyle he is super evil on the outside bc hes actually so sweet and warm on the inside my bb #also yeah they do send a lot of interesting voice messages #no one hack into ravens icloud i beg omg #but listen something abt stan being like the most beautiful person on planet earth and also so fkn gross is so funny to me #like management was like wow he is so pretty and he can sing this is perfect and now theyre like HOLD UP WAIT ACTUALLY TAKE HIM BACK PLEASE

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usaghinanami99 · 4 months

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how are you into devilman

Fine, thanks, how about you? Kidding, kidding. I know what you're asking (and I know I'm late answering...): I don't seem like the type of person that would post about something like Devilman, right? Well, the reason behind my getting into it is actually the simplest you can think of: as the most cursory glance at my blog can show, I am an animanga nerd (and for many other things too, but that's a story for another day). I've also been a literary nerd since my dad taught me to read, and now I'm a Literarure student, to boot. My burning passion for literary creation and, crucially, for acquiring knowledge about it (through reading it first-hand, of course) thus plays an enormous part in the way I read and/or watch non-literary texts, which I never choose to engage with any less seriously than I'd do with anything else. And, well, you know how there are some books that you can't not read if you want to understand the literary history of a particular country and/or language? When the medium we're concerning ourselves with is manga, then we can't not read Devilman the same way we can't not read Astro Boy, Attack no. 1, The roses of Versailles or dozens other milestones in the history of Japanese comic that I can't list here and now. I've known that Devilman was among these required readings for a long time, because its immense importance was always referenced in all the books and magazines about the history of manga that I devoured as a Gymnasium student. And my curiosity only grew with the years, because the comic book shop I was a regular at couldn't obviously sell me a series with such a high age rating before I turned 18. You can add to that the fact that I thought I was already well-acquainted with Gō Nagai, when in fact I was only familiar with family-friendly animated adaptations of his most famous works. This is because since around the age of 7 I had watched and rewatched the Robotic Trilogy anime (which consists of Mazinger Z, Great Mazinger and UFO Robot Grendizer), as well as the unrelated Jeeg Robot, be it via some of the very frequent TV reruns or via videotapes that my mum had recorded at the end of the last century. Grendizer, in particular, is very dear to my mum because she grew up on it during the late 70's, so to put is shortly she made it so it could become a part of my childhood too. (Off-topic side note: she was very excited when news of the upcoming Grendizer U reboot aired on TV, but I fear she'll be disappointed due to it being written by the same Ichirō Ōkōchi who's brought us Devilman Crybaby...) Putting it simply: I knew I liked these anime series so I thought I liked Gō Nagai, which fostered my desire to read this all-important but forbidden Gō Nagai manga that I kept on reading about. How things have changed... It may be repeated too much, but it's just because it's true: no one respects Gō Nagai more than those who only known him cursorily through Tōē Dōga's classic adaptations of his giant robot stories, but no one hates Gō Nagai more than those who have actually endured reading his manga.

This was just the needlessly long story behind why, as you can see, I had the moral duty to read Devilman. Flash forward to early 2017, I turn 18, I go to the comic book shop, I buy Devilman, I return home, I read Devilman, I am traumatised, I begrudgingly recognise its genius, I am still disgusted, I develop a (probably unhealthy) love-hate relationship with this manga. Not with Gō Nagai though, that one is a pure hate relationship. BTW, you can imagine how shocked I was when I discovered that my childhood fave Tōkyō Mew Mew was secretly a Devilman retelling; I am just glad I hadn't yet watched stuff like, say, Neon genesis Evangelion before reading Devilman, but this just proved how right I was about there being some manga that should be required reading before passing on to... well, everything else.

I unfortunately suffer from a terminal form of completism syndrome, which is how I ended up searching Japanese blogs for info about those silly pachinko cutscenes that have sparked your question. But in fact, Devilman may very well be what is slowly curing me, since I was so horrified from some of the later official material I've read, not even mitigated by the redeeming virtues of the original manga, that more and more I'm starting to reconsider my stance about having to read and watch *everything* about any particular franchise I get into. I wish I didn't have to learn this the hard way, though... and that I had some brain bleach handy, sigh. Yes, I hate Gō Nagai. Yes, I hate almost all the non-70's Devilman stuff that I've read or watched so far (to the point that I don't know whether to go on or not). Yes, sometimes I wish I could warn my younger self. But historical knowledge is one of the things I value most and, if I hadn't read this foundational title, what sort of pseudo manga fan would I be today? And I love Ryō Asuka to death - don't we all? - along with many future characters and stories by different authors that he paved the way for. These are the two things that I reckon make it worth it to be into something as infuriating and terrifying as Devilman.

#ask #personal

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