#and ever since that convo

[5ftboy]

"...I appreciate that you're trying to be on my side." "I am on your side."

BONUS REACTIONS:

#dimension 20 #d20 spoilers #d20edit #burrow's end #burrows end #izzy roland #brennan lee mulligan #rashawn nadine scott #jasper william cartwright #lila #tula #mine ** #the *ever* understandable thought process of lila going : mom has been upset ever since dad died . #and thus i blame dad because things are sad now . things are not as fun now . #it's *so* heartwrenching and also *clearly* enunciating how much kids REALLY see . they can Sense it #and Yes the entirety of this convo broke my Damn heart . #1k **

[zivvis]

barbie doll gore mod where you can do his hair and put him in situations. it's exactly the same mod

#my routine is i wake up and i draw a gore who looks different from gore and also different from every other gore ive ever drawn #and then i play skyrim until my laptop fan sounds like it's gonna explode 👍 #gore skyrim #skyrim gore #gore mod #doll implies a lack of agency but tbh it doesn't feel like that since as a companion he clearly will call you on shit/take responsibility #can't believe how much he claims his own decisions past and present. galaxy brain necessity but also that is so fucking tough on a person #i just replayed blood ties for the first time to see how the other choices go and hooooo boy those consequences are immediate and dire #also the dialogue is so realistically subtle #parts i wasn't sure exactly what he meant before bc he trailed off clicked this time nd holy shit. #so much gets conveyed in those relatively brief convos #i can't wait until im a high enough lvl for vigilant

[punkeropercyjackson]

LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

#THIS ex best friend i told y'all about who traumatized me by bullying me over stuff she knows i'm insecure about and gaslight me afterwards #and the 'harrasment' is a convo we had that was a long ass argument where i called out her white woman fragility and trans.phobia #she stalked my blog after blocking me so i asked my big sister mutual to send her an ask calling her a pig and to leave me alone #i gave her a million opportunities to improve and directly tried to explain things to her so she could and she never EVER listened #so finding this when i went to this blog to see if she was vagueing me since she wasn't above stalking was a gift VINDICATION!!!!!!!! #ex-best friend tag #summerposting

[badnewswhatsleft]

14 what a catch, donnie mv - commentary (patrick, joe, andy)

#fall out boy #patrick stump #pete wentz #andy hurley #joe trohman #time capsule #on film #bndv1dvd #i want to have listened in on that pete+alan ferguson convo abt this treatment. this sentimental melancholic patrick-centric treatment. #0:35 patrick considered this one of the best songs they ever wrote... literally speak your truth say it so loud i am always listening king #1:53 i like that he knows jonathan livingston seagull as the movie first and foremost and not as. the novella. #4:13 the joetrick hug was scripted and patrick would never hug joe irl its so joever /j #i love this mv so much i bought it with actual monetary currencyfrom itunes in like 2012 #and such is the nature of itunes purchases that it inexplicably followed me on EVERY device since then #when my own music files photos documents dont got me i know this 2012 purchase of the what a catch donnie mv got me #i believe there may be an additional carpal tunnel one but im still waiting for the jp edition in the mail.. if it's true i will upload! #if it's not true then ig i'll just go fuck myself

[kiingbiing]

#doodle #good omens #good omens fanart #aziraphale #Crowley #ineffable husbands #good omens ineffable husbands #good omens crowley #good omens aziraphale #aziracrow #comic #ever since hanging out with my friends who love to drink #you would be surprised at how much weird ass conversations happen unprompted #aziraphale wants to say he would #cause worms are quiet and not scary #but he won’t cause he doesn’t like the dirt #and would prolly hurt crowleys feelings lmao #also autism and adhd brainwaves didn’t connect in this convo

[zeb-z]

mfw I sacrifice my vision for knowledge of power. surely this isn’t a metaphor for anything

#watercolors I’ve somehow figured them out. I don’t know how I did the hair #but man I’ve been thinking about Shilo and what he gave up to the midnight circle after his convo with Arthur #they’re both so good because they both ultimately want peace. but peace means different things to them. and Shilo is so hopeful and young #and naive. so yeah after a whole talk about how he plans to take down Edward and have him and Emizel running things in place of the queen #he proceeds to give up his eye to know how to become a leader like his mother? sacrificing vision for power? hmmm #ever since fma:b and roy mustang I think about eye symbolism constantly. something something blind ambition #Shilo is not immune to this #jrwi #jrwi spoilers #jrwi the suckening #the suckening #the suckening episode 10 #shilo bathory #jrwi shilo #jrwi fanart #my art

[seagull-scribbles]

Was inspired by @mushtoons HC’s and came up with my own silly little thought 💙💅❤️

#TMNT #TMNT 2012 #leonardo #raphael #mushtoons #okay so I was looking at all of mushtoons Leona stuff and spent like 14hrs straight Saturday coming up with my own story and headcanons #which I have shared with them but cba ever doing anything with #but that was like an origin story for this being a like weekly occurrence in the TMNT sewer household #and then yesterday I doodled in while painting my nails on the train #I know I’m terrible but regardless #when I got to where I was going I saw an old friend who loves turtles and she mentioned how I have a thing for nail polish #and she’s right btw I do so since it was relevant I shown her this as a wip #and at the end of the day we had a deep convo but she also gave me a massive pep talk #because she doesn’t have tumblr and doesn’t see my stuff much #about how good I’ve gotten and how I could pursue this seriously #so I also wanted to finish this for her #also also also #me and my twin watched 2012 when it came out and out faves where raph and Leo #so this one silly thing has so much personal meaning in it aaa #oh also if you know the song they’re singing your cool ily #wow with all these tags I probably could have just out the story behind this in the tags oops…..

[keikuns]

Vanitas

⇢ Happy Birthday Moh! @luffys

#vncedit #dailystudiobones #shounenedit #animangaboys #fyanimegifs #fyanimanga #my edits #omggg moh!! happy birthday!!!! #i hope you are celebrating it BIG #YOU DEFINITELY DESERVES IT FJDFSDF #i can't believe it's been over a year??? two??? since i met you???? #time flies so fast #but im so glad i was able to meet you <333 #i love our ever so often crying session over mdzs meta i love our chaotic convos and most of all i love youuuu #youve been busy with school but i hope you find some time today to get a rest and celebrate your special day <33

[dersitedreamr]

Of course one of the main contributing factors to Vriska’s behavior is Alternian society, in the way it “rewards” trolls, especially of higher castes, to be ruthless and violent and weed out the weak. Her lusus contributes to solidifying this idea in her head too, from a very very young age but. One maybe “newer” reason that pops up, once they’ve actually lost the session, to be the trickstery backstabby nefarious girl we know and love is the desire to win back her friend’s favor. This is… genuinely the most heartbreaking motivation Vriska has because its so real + personal. At this point Kanaya, Terezi, Karkat like none of them are talking to her. None of them trust her and they all make this pretty clear. It actually hurts her, a lot, to the point where she sends herself unknowingly on a suicide mission to win back their favor. That’s genuinely the LAST action she takes in HS (alive). Dying in an effort to get her friends to like her again.

#vriska serket #homestuck #ive Been a vriska apologist ever since i read that convo between her and john #That shit was real af #And then on my 2nd reread recently i picked up on this #vriska Is complicated. #This action wasnt altruistic #she wasnt.. sacrificing herself that was not her intention. #the jack situation was so she could be a hero. #BUT #it was also bc she thought her friends would like her again

[appri-dot]

fan children is just the watered down version of character fusion ocs change my mind

#all my best takes are from discord convos #ever since SU fusion ocs have been hunted to extinction #i never see fusion ocs anymore guys please pleeeeasase #TURN UR FANDOM FAVS INTO BIGGER PRETTIER VERS OF THEMSELVES

[antianakin]

So in the Caretaker Luke AU, I think someone in the New Republic is probably connected to Cal or Cal's refuge on Tanalorr and is able to get a message to the Jedi to call them in for Anakin's trial because if anyone deserves to speak or have final say on what happens to him, it's the Jedi. Especially the ones left who survived Order 66. They also need help with guards for Anakin because there's a worry that someone might try to kill him while they're holding him during the trial.

So Cal shows up with Kata and Reva, who Cal found a few years after she left the Inquisitorius.

Leia of course is fairly skeptical of Reva's sudden appearance. Last she'd seen Reva, Reva had been a seemingly loyal Inquisitor for Darth Vader. Reva doesn't mind telling Leia her true story, though, and Leia chooses to bury that particular hatchet.

Cal is the one chosen to speak for the Jedi at the trial, while Reva and Kata guard Anakin. Anakin recognizes Reva, of course, and asks her why she's here, why she's bothering to protect him when he knows she'd rather see him dead. Reva tells him that she had wanted to look him in the eyes one last time and see if she can see a person looking back, instead of a monster. The Jedi are supposed to care about everyone, and she's been trying to get back to that, trying to be the kind of person who would make a good Jedi, but caring about everyone is exhausting. She keeps looking for a way to care about him, tried to tell herself he had a hard childhood but then so did a lot of people, tried to tell herself that he was clearly damaged but then so is everyone in some way. And she knows, better than most, that he's not possessed or controlled by Palpatine in any way. So protecting him now, it's not mercy. She wanted to let the New Republic kill him, and Anakin says she should just let them do it or kill him herself, but Reva tells him that he doesn't get the easy way out. If she has to live with what he's done for the rest of her life, he does, too.

At the trial, when they ask what the Jedi would ask to be done with Anakin, Cal argues for no execution. He tells them that while he was young when the Republic fell and was replaced with the Empire, he knew that the Republic was supposed to stand for justice for all. The Republic wasn't what it was meant to be by the end and it allowed itself to become something that stood only for selfishness and greed because it was run by people who were controlled by fear. He says that this New Republic should not fall to the same mistakes, that if it wants any chance to succeed where the Republic and the Empire failed, it needs to start on a new path, one of compassion and mercy. Executing Anakin, while deserved, only means more bloodshed. This New Republic needs to be better than that. If there are alternate solutions, they should find them rather than taking the easier solution simply because it's there.

Luke offers to be Anakin's guardian, to watch over him until Anakin's death, promises he will keep Anakin from continuing to rain down vengeance and violence upon the galaxy. The New Republic agrees to this solution.

Luke goes to thank Cal for his support after the trial, for speaking up for Anakin. Cal tells him that he didn't do it for Anakin, he did it for the New Republic, to try to ensure that the galaxy they all have to live in for the rest of their lives becomes a kinder place than it has been for a long time. Luke understands and accepts this.

Luke tells Cal how excited he was to hear that there were more Jedi, that there might be a whole planet of surviving Jedi he could meet and if it would be possible for him to go there. Cal tells him that while the Jedi survivors would be happy to meet him, they're also still refugees of the Empire, in hiding as they recover. It was Anakin who destroyed them last time and then hunted them down for 20 years and they've been lucky enough to keep this particular location a secret from him and the Empire for as long as they have; Cal refuses to put what remains of his people at risk (he hadn't been particularly happy about Reva and Kata insisting on accompanying him to this trial, but they'd both insisted and he respected that it was their choice to make). There's also just plenty of people on that planet who never want to see Anakin again and he won't force that trauma onto them if he doesn't have to. And Luke can no longer go anywhere without Anakin. Cal tells Luke that they can't even give him the name and location of the planet in case Anakin plucks it out of Luke's mind. They've only survived this long by being VERY careful about keeping it as secret as possible.

Cal is obviously very sympathetic and apologetic throughout the entire explanation, but it doesn't remove the sting of the rejection and they both know it. Luke just agreed to reap the consequences of Anakin's actions, and this was the first time he truly understood what that sacrifice was going to mean for him.

#star wars #luke skywalker #cal kestis #reva sevander #anakin critical #anakin skywalker critical #anti anakin #anti anakin skywalker #caretaker luke au #i shamelessly used a scene from the expanse as inspiration for reva's convo with anakin #it was just too perfect and i have thought about it ever since #esp the bit about how she tries to care about everyone and it's exhausting #it was just... SUCH a jedi thing to say #caring about people should bring joy and a lot of the times it does #but knowing you have to care about EVERYONE - even the evil people - is not an easy thing to do #and for someone like reva who got lost in the dark for a while it is possibly even more difficult #having to remind herself every day that she's supposed to care about the people in the empire and the sith is so so hard #it's quite possibly the hardest thing she'll ever have to do #but she refuses to go back to who she was #she refuses to be like them #so she puts in the effort

[transsexualhamlet]

disgusted and disappointed that fyogol made the top 100 ao3 ships of the year guys we need to be more obscure again i miss when it was just me and 200ish other autistic faggots with violent and revolting fetishes

#rowan screams into the void #none of you understand 😔😔😔😔😔 #now when i check the fyogol tag it's like 80 percent tagged as a background ship or the most reductive ooc shit ever #ever since his anime debut no one understands nikolai anymore literally #source convo with my boyfriend again. we have this conversation like every week

[july-19th-club]

my mom's got a thyroid disorder so she's immunodeficiant and most vaccines lay her out for an extreme period of time. but what she takes from this is 'they're not helpful' because she's. well like a lot of people her age of her religious demographic she's spent the last ten years getting stupider . so when i mentioned i was getting my flu and covid shots tomorrow she was like oh ok so i can expect you to be sick for a week. no that's YOU. and i'm doing this so neither of us get sick ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure good mother

#we're like. the kind of people whose Issues specifically clash with each other #she wasnt so nervous about vaccines when i was a kid but ever since my cousin got an autism dx. well . she and my aunts got all #like. conspiracytheory about it. not to such an extreme degree that they think nobody should do it just that they feel the need to like #make skeptical anxious comments if anybody brings the topic up #if i seem to be posting a lot about my parents. im staying with them for three weeks while family is in town #and there are i expect going to be a lot of these convos

[androidboy]

i love my gf dearly. but she is very much often oblivious to things and still not well informed in how to talk to someone who has struggled with eating disorders and body dysmophia for over a decade

#we had a conversation the other night and she asked if i wanted to get summer bod ready with her #and it’s been pvp me vs brain ever since. at the point where i must admit i was triggered #i knew when she said it 😭 i was like oh no this is gonna be bad #so i tried to steer away from the convo and be like ‘ehh that’s not really a good idea for someone who’s had my type of food relationship’ #and she was like ‘oh no but it’s not about eating! it’s about etc etc etc’ #and every comment she’s made about me bein soft in the tum is back and the thought loop of #wondering/ knowing i’d be more attractive to her if i lost weight again #fighting it so hard and i am not winning this battle and she’s feeling really shitty about stuff rn #so i don’t wanna say anything #ed tw

[moibakadesu]

This is sort of a follow-up about my musings regarding the 010304 trio dynamic, but with a focus on what I think could be Fuuta’s development for t3.

So the interaction he had with him and Muu on her birthday got my brain working very hard. I’m pretty sure that they are already setting the stage here for the prisoner interactions in the upcoming trial (they did this with Haruka and Muu before), so I think every single interaction is meaningful.

My theory to what is happening is: Fuuta is going to develop a sort of savior complex

First let’s look at what a savior complex is exactly.

In essence it is the personal desire to save people who are in need. These desires can be so strong that they sometimes disregard the wellbeing of the person with the complex or even if the target of their actions wants to be “saved”. People with this complex can act this way both without ulterior motives, but often with the gratification of being … well, a savior for their target. It can also have religious connections, which is why it is also called the messiah complex. Another name for it is white knight complex.

Right away some things should fall to attention. First, it seems like Fuuta at least adopted some sort of ideology from Amane. I’m pretty certain that he did not full out join her cult specifically so to speak, but more that he probably for himself found security in believing in some sort of higher power or similar. With how much he spoke about wishing for some sort of security in his t2 interro questions that might be the answer that he found for himself. Why I think that he will not blindly follow the same beliefs as Amane is 1.) I don’t think Fuuta is THAT easy to manipulate and 2.) with how grateful he is for the medical help that he received from Shidou, I can't see him converting to a cult that is strictly against that.

But with that we can already say that Fuuta probably adapted a sort of “religious” mindset, to some extent at least. He mentioned this whole matter of Muu being a sort of “salvation” for Haruka, that will be an important pointer. He has a clear understanding for himself how important it can be to be “saved”.

Second we have the other name for the complex, the white knight complex. Well, this should be an obvious no-brainer, the connection between Fuuta as a righteous knight in shining armor is one that we have since Bring it On after all.

So what do I think will happen here in t3?

Basically, Fuuta will replace Muu in her place as Haruka’s “salvation”.

I think we have a big conflict coming on between these three as soon as the verdicts for t3 are coming in. We all know about Haruka’s suicidal plans and we also know just as well that Muu has no intention of stopping him from that.

What do you think will happen if Fuuta catches wind of this? Haruka, a person Fuuta cares for, planning to do the same thing that Fuuta accidentally was responsible for in the past, and Muu, who he thought is taking care of Haruka, enabling such a behavior?

Well, I don't think he will let that slide. He will most likely deem Muu unfit to be a salvation for Haruka, stop whatever attempt there will be from Haruka to take his life, and this is where some gears in his head will probably be set in motion.

“What if I can save him like I was before (by Kazui and Shidou)?”

“Nothing is better than having something or someone to rely on after all, right?”

“What if I can redeem myself by being the salvation for someone who was about to do the same thing as what is my ‘sin’?”

So while I think it will be mainly just his genuine good intentions of helping Haruka and wanting his best, there will surely be an underlying thought of this being perfect as a redemption.

Also, Haruka would probably enable him a lot in that sort of behaviour … when we think back to Haruka’s t1 interro questions there is one where he states that he believes in god. Now, when you get abandoned by both your biological mother and your chosen mother figure, you have nowhere to turn to and then someone comes along and literally saves you from death?

He will probably see Fuuta as his hero, his savior, his “god” even in this kind of situation.

And while this is miles away from the Fuuta and Haruka friendship that I would wished for and will also qualify as another codependency (Haruka needs Fuuta to look out for him and Fuuta needs to be needed to feel redeemed), it is in my eyes still miles better than the situation that we had during t2, because for Fuuta his care for Haruka comes at its core from a more genuine place than it was for Muu, who was only in it for her own profit and doesn’t understand the concept of appreciating a person as an actual human being.

With this kind of connection there also open up some interesting possibilities for Fuuta to call out Es/the audience again during his VD. I’d imagine something like “So you judged Muu as guilty even though you were aware of Haruka’s plans? Did you not care about him dying or were you so sure he wouldn’t go through with it or get stopped? You know if your plans wouldn’t have worked out like this you really would be the same as me.”

And overall I think it’s just very interesting how Fuuta and Muu are such a foil to each other with Haruka as the central point of the dynamic.

Fuuta accidentally causing a suicide by justice gone wrong and being highly remorseful about it.

And Muu without remorse and having told people before that they should take their life. (Yes, the one blackboard in After Pain is directed at Rei and most of it is Muu’s handwriting + the flowers that you place on the desk of a person who is still alive to tell them to “go die”).

Both focused on the boy with so little self-worth that he doesn’t see anything wrong in throwing his life away like that.

I’m just very excited to see what comes out of it and if it really will go like I imagine it. I just have a feeling that it’s a fairly plausible prediction.

#milgram #milgram theory #fuuta kajiyama #haruka sakurai #sakurai haruka #kajiyama fuuta #muu kusunoki #kusunoki muu #Moi is rambling again #but ever since that TL convo this is living rent free in my head #I can see it happening so clearly

[quirkle2]

Writing mp100 suits you so well. Your writing is so painterly, so expressive, and auras and magic feel so Right in your wording. Recondite is the first mp100 fic I'm reading, and I really can't imagine reading anyone else's work now. It just won't be the same

WAHHH ?????? THAT'SSO. THAT'S SO.THANK YOU.

#qktalks #anon #losingh my mind.thank u anon #so happy ur enjoying it #writing magic n auras is one of my fav things i think i first started doin it around the time i wrote weathered and wavering #and i've just been obsessed w it ever since #i haven't made it as obvious in recondite but i do imagine mob's powers working similarly to legend's in that one #but it's less a Different Entity and more of a side of himself he hasn't gotten to know yet #even after the s3 finale... he's still workin on it. takes more than one convo with ur inner self to heal from years of trauma #hope u enjoy the rest of the chapters there's lots more aura stuff later on :]