it’s gojover it’s getover
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one of the most baffling things i’ve come across w yttd fans is how the better chunk of “soushin shippers” don’t actually... “ship” them? it’s more of an objective thing where you’re appreciating the dynamic and - to put it bluntly - just want to explore some fucked up shit. which isn’t anything i’d necessarily fault them for, because it’s not romanticizing the abuse, playing it off as “so sweet” or as something for proshippers to get off on, but it’s so strange that the way they’ve branded it is as a “ship” as if that’s the only way to get the dynamic of two characters down. to me, shipping inherently implies like... a sweet romance? i don’t follow the “platonic ship” thing (got scared a few times when someone said ‘[child] x [adult] platonic ship?’ on some ask game; completely innocently! they hated people who did romantic content, but the phrasing almost gave me the opposite impression) and while i understand on some level why soushin has been labelled as a “ship” with many of shin’s lines regarding hiyori and their close relationship, it’s still abusive and not something i’d ever want to frame in that positive romantic light i’m used to seeing “ship” used as?
oh, i’ve gone on, but tl;dr “romantic shipping” and exploring the nuances of an abusive relationship are different, and it’s so very strange to see the two used interchangeably
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slowly learning to not gaf about what other people think and just post and say what i want on here ... im so scared people will judge me or bother me for silly things like lgbt headcanons. or just my opinions in general. but really who care.
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I am begging you whatever you do, do not,change the url or name of either of your blog. I have already cleared all the post on your side blog for the masterfile thingy and now on to your main. So please don't change anything 😭
THE SIDE BLOG?? 💀💀💀 bestie you are insane....... how did you even know I had a sideblog that's like niche lore by now 😭😭
anyways time to change my brand to blorbotauri and I'm a Pierre Gasly girl now 😀😈
Godspeed on your compiling! i hope the links aren't wonky! If you can make sure the links are numbered links instead of alphabets cause those tend get screwed over more.......
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i really wish i could just intern in a writers room full time or something instead of going to my stupid competitive college doing things i dont care about with a completely sadistic workload for an insane amount of money just slowly killing myself over time for no god damn reason. that would be so much simpler and perhaps, maybe, possibly, enjoyable even. but i guess this is my life for the next one and a half to two years. haha. and for fucking what. to go into an industry where i'll be even more overworked and with higher stakes and where i'll just waste time rotting away for the foreseeable future for the sake of some dead eyed company or whatever else. really bleak existence if i do say so myself
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Me when I see there is at least one entry on the r#34 site in the google search for Omegatronic and I am morbidly curious so I glance at it very briefly on my own computer that no one has access to except for me in case someone sees what I am doing (like I'm not posting about it anyways and like it's not gonna be in my history. That reminds me, regardless of that, I should flush my history, it has been an ETERNITY again! Did you know keeping your history for too long can slow down your computer? Oh yes, betcha didn't know that! I have already made it so Firefox automatically deletes cookies from most sites except a select few (tumblr for example. And YouTube.), to stop the slowdown a bit!) ANYWAYS THERE'S P0RN.
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youtube keeps recommending me videos of people reacting to preacher's daughter so im gonna talk about it a little bit. it's an incredible album and i love seeing people's emotions and feelings as they fall into the story and realise how fucked up it is in these videos. i know listening to that album the whole way through the first time is such an experience and i would really like to relive the moment i first heard the scream in ptolemaea because just the full weight of what's happening hits you with her scream and it is unmatched. like, i have notes from when I first listened to it (in case a friend ever brings it up outside of their running joke that she's not actually a preacher's daughter, and not to ruin their bit, but im pretty sure she actually is) and the way the tone shifts from conversational and assigning my own meanings to things and tying different experiences together to single sentences about the sole experience of listening to that album in that moment and how horrifying the whole story is. It's told so well, the lyrics are great, and the production is amazing and the entire thing is freeing and crushing and relieving and cathartic. And experiencing that rollercoaster, specifically from gibson girl onwards, is truly something. I do like the youtube videos for that, to be fair. I've seen quite a few where people either cry or tear up and I was just sat there feeling worn out by the end of it, man I love it.
Sidenote: I love hearing about people experiencing albums for the first time. It's really good when your favourites release music pretty regularly so there's always new stuff to hear people talking about which is just lovely. Like, I just got a friend of mine to start listening to bears in trees so her first album is gonna be how to build an ocean: instructions which is so cool for her so im gonna speedrun her through things likely to be on their set list (that isn't htbao:i) so that she can mentally prepare for that. I hope for her sake that heaven sent features even slightly bc she loves the 'woo!' and I get great joy from watching callum jump from the stage either onto a barrier or just step right into the crowd for a lil dance. It's great.
Just keep experiencing music and being excited by it, it's the best feeling.
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