#am i gonna be like this forever

[panstarry]

my final from last semester that i made into a zine. cooked this one up in a couple hours before the critique (the ink was still wet!), so it's very raw and kind of sloppy but the sentiment is there. i love you trans people of color. we are the backbone of this community 🌟

#pan draws #pan designs #zine #risograph #i'm not gonna lie i don't love how this one turned out OTL and i think the wording is not done but well... a deadline is a deadline #i'll probably touch it up and rewrite it in the future but who's to say.. i need to stew on how to articulate my feelings coherently #anyway my transness is so closely tied to my experience as a person of color. the current political climate is so fucking ass to exist in #but more than anything i am pissed off at white punks & leftists & trans people that refuse to have meaningful solidarity with us. #so yeah anyway. i was stuck on this one forever and only really got anywhere with it after attending 2 punk noise shows in a row where they #actually used their fucking platform to do like. anything. our struggles are connected you need to careeeee YOU HAVE TO CARE........ ok bye #tdov #trans day of visibility #<- i was sitting on uploading this for a while so the stars kind of aligned for it to be today huh.... happy tdov i love you

[strawberryseeded]

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#honestly life is so sad and stuff makes me so sad #sometimes i just have to (HAVE to) take some time to reflect on stuff #try to see what ive learned in a certain amount of time. things i got right. things i got wrong #i dont always enjoy it but i need to do it #yesterday & today as well i was in one of those reflection moods #and i concluded (not for the first time) that i have a really REALLY hard time moving on from the bad stuff #especially bad stuff *i* did or bad stuff i witnessed and couldnt do anything about #sometimes even silly little mistakes that arent rly that trascendent. i just get upset anyways #thats why ive been trying to appreciate the good stuff in my life more. it really helps honestly #but i still get very depressed sometimes #cant get certain thoughts or memories out of my head for days and days and weeks and months #some of them ive had for more than 10 years. not everyday but at least periodically #im scared to never be able to move on from them #and im scared of them piling up more and more bc i WILL keep fucking up and i will keep encountering sad things and sad ppl in my life #im scared of the inability of my brain of getting past that #bc reflecting is GOOD. thinking abt stuff and feeling stuff (even when its a sad or angry feeling) is GOOD and healthy!! #thats why i wont give up on that. never. its an important thing to do. i look at the past and present and try to learn from it #but often i get stuck in all the bad stuff and its hard to see the good. i cant forget or move on #am i gonna be like this forever #? #di4ry

[gatoiberico]

parfait pals

#GAH my hands are tied with so much work right now so all I have is scribbles and doodles #so I'm gonna be posting sketches!!! either until I am free once more or forever and ditch the idea that I can only post polished pieces #what do u mean I'm a perfectionist ahah HAH #but I'm literally going to explode if I don't just #throw something out of my system #like this random thing #especially with the next arc that's coming up I am losing my marbles for tomorrow's episode already #if you're scared about how you're gonna survive mp100 in december you're not alone I am fearing for my sanity #jk but also (screams internally) #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #reigen #mob #elgatoiberico

[heartorbit]

so when's the wxs phantom of the opera set

#project sekai #pjsk #prsk #emu otori #tsukasa tenma #nene kusanagi #rui kamishiro #ruis hair continues to piss me off forever. and ever #Yes i stole their phantom outfits from the revue gacha game. Whos gonna stop me. I WAS SO MAD THAT PHANTOM NANA IS AN OBSOLETE CARD OK #the discerning revsta + pjsekai fan can see i gave emu nanas outfit and rui michirus. Becaude i am crazy. Edel de/light was crazy. #polysho #proseka #why are there so many fuckfign tags. Why so tagging. -the tumbler #Ok sorry #Watch me go insane. Phantom is such a fucking rui role inknow ok i know i know. thats why i gave it to him. but also. I have emu disease #INSTEAD OF THE BRAINTHEREIS EMUUUUUU!!!!!! #Trying to figure out if i should render these and how sucked. cause the first one was drawn on paper and scanned . i shoildve just left itA #Its ifne idekc. I did another emu phantom drawing but i dont feel like posting it alone so ill have to draw more of this. bye #i dont even like the phantom. and i want to kill andrew llyoyid webber with a hammer. And so should you

[andiv3r]

Not to be that guy, but... hey he/they trans guys, I just wanna ask. Do you use "they" because it feels right... because it clicks as part of your identity... or because it doesn't hurt as much as she/her, so it must be okay.

And don't just evaluate this for they/them. Evaluate it for he/him as well. "I'm a guy so I have to use he/him" no the fuck you do not. Plenty of guys use they/them. Plenty of guys use she/her. Plenty use it/its/ve/vir/ce/cir and are still men. If he/him doesn't fit, you don't fucking have to use he/him and it doesn't make you any less of a man. You know that... right?

Also before this post starts an argument I am not pissing on he/they pronoun users I am simply reminding all you transmascs that there is no obligation binding you to those specific pronouns... a post I needed to see myself.

#andiv3r rambles #trans #transgender #trans ftm #ftm #trans male #transmasc #trans boy #trans guy #trans man #pronouns #recently noticed a trend of trans guys using he/they for a while before realizing they really don't fucking like they/them pronouns #and just used them out of some weird sort of social obligation of “well i don't pass as a guy so i'm gonna get called 'they' anyway” #along with “well it's better than she/her i guess...” #and like... guys. you know you are under no obligation to use they/them right? #same for he/him “i reeeally prefer they/them but i AM a guy so... i sort of have to use he/him too lol” no the fuck you don't??? #do whatever you want forever dudes. #lgbt #lgbtq #lgbtqia #lgbt+ #i made this post because i really needed to see it myself a while back but i didn't #had to have the revelation on my own

[kyurochurro]

“say, you think you could play that song I like again?”

#churro art #my art #fanart #illustration #digital art #star trek #star trek the original series #star trek tos #spock #s'chn t'gai spock #james kirk #james t kirk #spirk #OHHHH MY IPAD HATES ME SHE HATESSS ME #this should not have taken me forever to finish up but I’m stubborn so now it’s 4 am and I’m tired 😭😭😭😭 #anyways I’m queuing this. again……. #U ALREADY KNOW WHAT IM GONNA SAY. I JUST WANTED TO DRAW THEM TOGETHERRRR HEHEHEE #i like the look Jim gives Spock #when hes doing literally anything at all #so this is just like. Artists Interpretation of such occurrences VSHJSVUHAV #i just wanted something sweet and easy but NO technology is HRAD. #oh but what ever it’s okay….. I’m really happy with how Spock looks heeereeee!! #Especilly after my last drawings I feel like I finally got both their faces down LOL #my first sketch of them is okay but I’m so glad I got better at it cus omg. #i look at those first sketched and I’m like WHO IS THATTT THATS NOT MY SPOCK😭 #Jim’s hair almost gave me a stroke tho cus it looks so. silly in side profile #so I couldn’t tell if I’m just bad at drawing him side profile or if like. that’s how it is 😭

[janetcage]

I’m titling this, Syzoth and Ashrah go to Walmart. Now accept the shenaniganary.

#I’ve had these two stuck in my head FOREVER #It’s okay tho bc I love them #petition to make everyone draw syzoth like a freak #i am so here for sharp teeth ashrah #I tried to make them both kinda unsettling #like I’m all here for freaky looking syzoth but I’m EQUALLY here for freaky looking Ashrah #and yes I gave Syzoth an overbite bc I could 🤗💖 #I’m gonna be tagging their ship name but you can honestly read this as romantic or platonic #syzoth #ashrah #mk reptile #angelscales #syshrah #syzoth x ashrah #ashzoth #ashrah x syzoth #mortal kombat #mk1 #mortal kombat 1 #mortal kombat fanart #mk fanart #my art

[erlkink-heatcliff]

learn a thing or two from the master.

#was gonna shade this but its like almost 4 am bros. its joeover for me #limbus company #heathcliff lcb #meursault lcb #meursault limbus company #heathcliff limbus company #meurcliff #lcb meursault #lcb heathcliff #i mean i guess its meurcliff thats like vaguely implied #but also i wanted to show off broken blsault damage because it's soooo funny he's my fav unit to run forever #also shicliff and blsault is smart of me #personally . i think the shipname would be swordplay but that's my homosexuality talking. #bingoblart fart art #hrng rghg I FORGOT MEURSAULT S FUCKING SCARS you know what we ball. its fine

[onesidedradiostatic]

I forget about some of the unhinged shit I have in my drafts sometimes

#osrs.txt #I'm just not gonna maintag this cause I don't want people to feel vagued #can you tell this was shortly after the whole alastor being villainised for rejecting vox stuff #let it be known I am forever a preacher of incel vox if I ever make him look 🥺 I mean it in a pathetic way like the end of stayed gone #okay to rb if you want btw I just don't wanna maintag

[jimmysea]

You can speak? Hey! You can speak? Can you speak again? I want to hear.I want to hear your voice.

Gemini Norawit as HEART & Fourth Nattawat as LI MING MOONLIGHT CHICKEN THE SERIES (2023) Aof Noppharnach Chaiwimol

#moonlight chicken #moonlight chicken the series #heart x li ming #heartliming #usertaeminie #userjaehwany #usermor #userpuentalay #geminifourth #gemini norawit #fourth nattawat #spent like 40 minutes trying to color this #and it still looks like cra* #whatever #this scene changed the trajectory of my life forever #i am gonna keep them in my pocket!!!!!!! #to protect them from everyone else!!!!!! #marigif

[just-rainbow-thoughts]

Cattails

#jus sum doodly doos #i am the op #pizza tower #peppino spaghetti #fake peppino #that shit’s gonna take forever to get out of his mouth #I’m not waiting to post this at a reasonable time like I usually do you’re getting this shit right after I finish it

[chikorra]

"A Dream Came True."

... Or is it not?

An old art from a Miraculous October challenge I didn't get to finish :(

#I don't think I am going to finish this so... I am sorry it's gonna stay as sketch forever 😭 #I am a btch for ladynoir but somehow you guys like my adrienette content better tho I am not gonna complain ahihihi #from an old art challenge #miraculous ladybug #my stuff #sketch #miraculous fanart #adrienette #adrinette #ml adrien #ml marinette

[theabigailthorn]

Shadowheart and Nocturne sure seem like to be good friends

yup, just two gal pals, hanging out, doing each other's hair in a secret back room, Platonically, fighting alongside one another, writing in diaries about one another, just as friends, sharing memories, as friends though

#I'm so glad you picked up on the queer implications cause that was a deliberate choice I made when I recorded the lines lol #I was like “I'm gonna make it gay - hee hee hee! I'm putting queer characters in video games and NOBODY can STOP me!” #Anita Sarkeesian texted me afterwards and congratulated me on completing my sinister mission #“Now we are one step closer to destroying video games forever!” she said laughing maniacally #“Yes Oh Dark One!” I replied - loyal soldier of the SJW Empire that I am #For clarity's sake this didn't really happen #Anita and I have never met #I just decided to play the scene that way because it was more interesting and added more stakes

[wikitpowers]

jace when clary compliments him:

#he really be like: today i was blessed by the goddess's gaze and she saw good in me #i am gonna continue loving her forever and ever #but seriously ik he would be all cocky and confident like mhm that's right but inside he's all: 💖💞💗💝💘💞💕💞💖💖💘💗💕💝💓💗💞💝💗💕💞💝💘💓💕💞 #he's such a princess i love him #jace herondale #clary fairchild #jace x clary #clace #the mortal instruments #tmi #tsc

[heartorbit]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NENE 🐠💚

#project sekai #pjsk #prsk #emu otori #nene kusanagi #Le fishe. #noposts for like 2 weeks sory i havent really been drawing other than trying to finish my last comms lined up. worlds slowest drawer #actually i forgot to post one of the finished comms here...? i feel embarassed postingthem. maybe later #MY BAAACK HUUUUUUURTS #MY FRIDGE BROOOOOKE #LOATHESOME . JICE #um but i rethreaded my sewing machine and fixed it a bit and found out it came with a twin needle...!! waow ! so cool! #its a hand me down form a very nice old lady it gave up on me like 10 hours before i left for a con i crode #i hotglued SO much of my daibanana cosplay together. help. i dont have an iron though so not doing much with it yet #am gonna make my first project sekai cosplay... heheh..... #Dont tell wnyone. I love talking in my tags OMG ACTUALLY #MANIFEST FOR MEEEE. alos OHH MY GOD NO SEKE NO FIND IS MAKING ME EPXLODE I CANT PULL AUUUGUH SAAAKIIIIIIIIII AAAAUGH #emu. cgo rmu... im sorry. emu is lim saki os forever

[manitapaleta]

Nark but it’s Ghostsoap lol

#dungeons and daddies #dndaddies #dndads #dndads s2 #dndaddies s2 #nark #lark oak garcia #lark oak #nicholas foster #Nicholas close #nick foster #nick close #my art #Noah gave me this idea like forever ago and I’m just now getting to finishing it #love ghostsoap love nark this was v fun to draw #also lark as ghost is so hhhfjfjrjrnrmgmmfnfnffjHNRNFNRNNNGNNNNNN #Is it kinda weird how attractive I find my own drawings? probably. am I gonna keep drawing hot ppl just so I can stare at them? yes.