#also very tired

[degengxrl]

#actually aspd #aspd #seriously sociopathic #pretty psychopathic #asocial #antisocial #fuck you if you do this #also very tired #estrogendyking

[gumnut-logic]

Came across a prompt today at work while looking for a children’s picture book.

While we can’t hug

It struck me out of the blue, definitely Virgil, definitely hurt/comfort, definitely need to build a concept around it.

So I’m stashing it here so I don’t forget.

Nutty

(Two migraines in two days, could be a fogged up brain talking, but was inspiring in the moment 😁)

#thunderbirds are go #thunderbirds #prompt #nutty is nuts #also very tired

[ponds-of-ink]

Okay, last post before I go offline for a few hours. Just a silly, late night idea.

Imagine your William hearing all the compliments you give him (or other Williams, if you don’t really give yours compliments). How do you think he’d react? Would he be flattered? Amused? Ready to hit you with an inflatable mallet from some carnival?

#william afton #fnaf fandom #late night thoughts #curious #also very tired

[just-a-lil-otter]

Sometimes when I'm sad or just having a shitty day I watch eddsworld videos for comfort

That and I look at wholesome content for it

This Fandom and the show itself just brings me so much joy sometimes and idk why

#eddsworld #i am very normal #also very tired #please tell me its not just me

[avian-misdemeanors]

not to be horny on main but I could really do with laying down next to someone, tucked into the space between their arm and torso, and they gently pull my head down to their chest and hold me tight so I can't go anywhere and tell me to just relax and let them hold me and keep me safe and that it's okay if I close my eyes and doze off

#gd I'm so lesbian #also very tired #I'm lesbian and I'm sleepy and my soul is tired and i just need all of those things addressed at once

[here-2suffer]

Okay, so since writing block decided to stay for even longer than planned, I decided to draw hands. To improve.

Okay so this really isn't improvement, I just copied what I saw. I should probably focus on how to draw bodies so I can first improve there before trying to do hands. Anyways.

This is what I drew with a picture reference. I had the picture on my computer and I was drawing on my tablet so I don't have the picture.

This is what I drew with a real life reference, aka my hand. Idk why but I like this one way more than the other. But ye. I wanna learn how to draw bodies (and make it look good) before so I can attach hands and learn from there, but I also wanna learn how to draw expressions because rn I draw the head. Learning how to draw hair would be good too-

#my art #ig #sjsjisjsisnsjs #im so bored #imma read fics #even though i wanna draw more #i have no energy tho so- #also very tired #not sleepy #tired #so many things to learn #makes me wanna give up #sjsjsjsjjskzj #i will try not to #no guarantee because i did it before #rambling

[lesmond-sycamore]

sorry followers for my recent content. I am insane. hope this helps!

#rambles #ALSO VERY TIRED

[diary-of-a-music-major]

LABYRINTH. LABYRINTH. LABYRINTH.

#ooooh this is giving me vibes #i cannot describe the vibes #I'm very excited though #also very tired #taylor swift

[spurkspaint]

ourrr bodyyyy is in so much painnnnn

#ace posted a thing stfu ace #also very tired

[fruitmans]

Woke up with a headache today… 😔 was supposed to spend all day cleaning and tidying so we could have baby group over tomorrow.. but think i have to cancel cause just having to be available for a small human all day is more than enough 🥴

#took some painkillers #didnt really work #so thats fun #we are also at my parents place #and would have to walk home #sure its a short walk #but carrying lil man and his pram up the stairs is too much #also very tired #bells be speaking to herself

[puppysten]

iam thinking crazy things but i am soooo shy

#pup posting #boyfie #also very tired #crazy things but i will not do anythjng about them

[twilight-zoned-out]

Learning about the Doctor Who specials' expanded budget: oh no, what if they overuse CGI to look more 'professional' and high-budget?

The first scene of the Doctor Who Special:

#:D #[ID: The Fourteenth Doctor looking tired in front of a green screen of space \End ID] #it's still just as cheesy and silly as it was during 10's run #doctor who #fourteenth doctor #the image looks like something a fan would make tbh #the only very jarring part of the budget was how nice quality the camera was throughout the episode #I kind of wish it was a little less crisp because it made everything look a bit off in a way #but I also haven't watched 13's run so maybe it's not as stark of a jump as it felt for me #10 especially always felt very fuzzy and warm in terms of camera quality #tenth doctor #the star beast #twilight-zoned-out #doctor who spoilers #dw #dw spoilers

[nouverx]

Pov the cannibal overlords are judging your outfit (or discussing how they're going to cook you tonight, your choice 👀)

Based on very cool outfits for them I saw on twitter! Here's Alastor and here's Rosie

#hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel fanart #hazbin alastor #hazbin rosie #alastor #radiorose #digital art #my art #clip studio paint #YES I'm using clip studio paint for the first time in 3 years damn I missed that bitch #Welp that was tiring but I'm very happy with it #ALSO YES I KNOW ALASTOR'S HAND IS A BIT TOO HIGH I'M SORRY #by the time I noticed it looked weird I had already started painting and all of my layers were merged lmao #oopsie #please just ignore that detail 💃 #or maybe this one can be seen as not-so-platonic radiorose?? lmao

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

anyone else have multiple traumatic memories associated specifically with holidays/family vacations? because that is a topic I never see discussed in all the So You Had A Shitty Childhood, Now What? self-help books i've been reading. but for me, it was a significant thing. and the more i think about it the more it seems like this would be an (unfortunately) common experience. would be grateful to hear if this matches other peoples' experiences...

#not a shitpost #serious post #ask to tag #tw trauma #cptsd #c-ptsd #and if so we should TALK about it #because it means there are a whole group of survivors out there whose mental health regularly worsens during holidays #like i know i am most certainly not the only person who feels an undefined Dread hanging over christmas/my birthday/july 4 etc #bc too many shitty things happened during those times and now my brain is hypervigilant bc traditionally these are the Danger Times #and this seems like it would be particularly common for survivors of abusive/dysfunctional households (aka most people with c-ptsd) #because holidays/vacations typically mean 1) the whole family is together/being forced to interact #2) and undergoing external stressors e.g. travel/relatives aka 'outsiders' visiting/routines & coping mechanisms being interrupted etc #3) there is social pressure for this to be a Fun Family Bonding Experience which only highlights the cracks in the foundation #and exposes the common Everything Is Fine/We Are A Happy Family lie #4) the cognitive dissonance of feeling tired/anxious/stressed/afraid during a time when you are 'supposed' to be Making Good Memories #and then everyone is angry/tired/anxious/triggered and things boil over and something or someone goes Very Wrong #weird that i'm posting this in october when halloween is...sort of the ONLY holiday i have only good and happy feelings towards #i got lucky there #also i have positive feelings towards Labor Day but that's for socialist reasons

[setsuntamew]

I really appreciate that LiveJournal is blocked on my school's internet but NOT tumblr or dreamwidth. Just. Okay???? What a strange line to draw XD

Was this decided in like, what, 2008?

I'm not complaining, just confused.

#also very tired #personal

[iwoulddieforienzo]

Personally I think percabeth is at its best when Grover is in it. I don’t necessarily mean in a polycule way I just think it’s great when he’s around

#just you and me and me and you just us and our friend Grover :) #he IS a third wheel. however he’s a very appreciated 3rd wheel who is never left out of anything except make out sessions. #he comes on 90% of their dates and would probably come on all of them but he’s Busy :( #and also he exasperatedly tells them that a date should probably include only the people dating. he’s tired of watching them make out okay. #like he’s genuinely happy for them but for the love of PAN. he is RIGHT HERE. #they both smack his ass as they do each others and like to pretend to break up with each other to date him. they flirt with him sometimes. #there are no romantic feelings involved on either side. annabeth and Percy just think they’re hilarious #when they get married they’ll probably end up marrying him too tbh. even just spiritually. he probably lives with them #percabeth #pjo #grover underwood #annabeth chase #Percy Jackson