#also irl bestie if you see this

[animentality]

I know hunger games is good, I just can't put myself through a sad dark dystopian world where things are sad and dark and suck and everyone hates each other and everyone dies.

Like I could watch the news...

#the hunger games #thg #its why ive avoided the books too #like im sure katniss is a grim faced survivor who also happens to be super hot and sexy #but i dont know man #i know government is bad #you are correct #i agree with you already bestie #dont see what else i can learn from hunger games other than heres how we should revolt but wont bc people will only see thg as fiction #with not practical application irl #plus i cant watch two straight people fall in love #sorry #i believe when people say its good #i just dont think itd make me feel anything personally #i already know who dies anyway #its not the sexy love interest #its the non character

[xianyoon]

i miss 2021 genshinblr sm im ngl 😞😞😞

#the vibes were like no other actually AHJAHJJHAHJA #ik that it was like that because of the pandemic but there was really that sense of closeness in the community that you couldnt #get anywhere else. #and 2021blr was where i met most of my besties who (some) eventually bcame my irl friends!!!! #and all the character anons rp blogs events tag games everything #was quite lovely! i loved talking to people sm back then #people interacted with each other despite being part of different cliques and you'll see ppl reblogging from others and it felt #like a crossover episode of a multiverse sometimes LOL #and i remember cranking out fics every single day that was crazy i was truly in my writer period #but i just remember having fun. literally just having fun and not caring that my works were “not good” at all #because i was writing every single day out of the love for it. #and that's what matters the most #and also the theme changes every single week dude that shit was crazy #if anyone is here and remembers the ol syrup discourse of genshinblr 21 teheee #it was such a cute community though. loved it to bits and i love it to bits #genshinblr 22-24 is great but idk i feel like once the pandemic kind of settled down there was that detachment #maybe i miss being chronically online and not having to deal with anything HJAAJHJHEJHA #2021 was the year before my national exams and i remember attending online lectures and studying with my friends and idk i rmb so much ac #AHH AND ALSO dalgona and bbt at home omg #and everyone started learning guitar.. #im going insane over this HJAJEJHJAEHAHJEHJEA to q k a a k c e s t j g b l y p s l t you know who u are #im grateful every day that you guys are still here and thriving #and i love u all sm hehe #― ying talks. #thoughts over AHAHAHA ty for dealing with me

[felizusnavidad]

i just remembered how bel @immercuryinretrograde called me in the evening after seeing the little mermaid (2023) for the first time a few months ago and we were fangirling together over the phone, i love her so much

#good old days #that was fun #but i also remember how many times she was staying up late with me just to keep me company #when i was going through shit #she was always there #when no one else was #if you have a friend like this in your life just keep them forever #we started as strangers here on tumblr #now we are besties irl #and i still cant believe it #its like the universe was on our side just this once #and now we are going for another adventure together in less than two weeks #and i cant wait to see her again because she is the only good thing in my life #and i will be forever grateful for her #seriously guys she is amazing and i love her and i would die for her #(also it feels so good to tell your friends that you love them! we should be doing this all the time!!!) #oh and we are going to see taylor next year! #TOGETHER! #so... this post is for her. #i just wanted to say it ok? #ok. #talking shit for the hell of it*

[megumi-fm]

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#havent been posting a lot on here because things are kind of shitty at home #I won't go into details but being an nd queer nonbinary kid in a desi household is an uphill battle fr #and im sure my parents love me but i don't think they like me very much #and uh. yeah. the ensuing grief isn't thematically consistent with my 'cool fun enthusiastic learner megumi' persona you see on here #and also. ppl irl have kind of stalked me on tumblr before so i don't really feel safe enough venting here either #im just very grateful to have friends who have been listening to me vent for the past many days. things are okay. i hope i feel better soon #i have been following my days of productivity tho! ive just been updating it on my notion instead. ill transfer it here when i feel better #hope you guys have been doing good and taking care <3 lots of love and virtual hugs <3 #also to the besties i sent asks to... i saw the replies! i just wanna reply when im in a better headspace! #currently ive just been drowning myself in tv shows and books to avoid my feelings #meg.txt

[priffi]

that one didn't mean anything it literally didn't wdym it meant nothing it was all fake all fake that was nothing nothing happened huh. anyways bad news again

#OP (irl) gets the short end of the stick while i THRIVE. sorry bestie bout my boy drama but omgggg let me have this. #it's different from the last one bc it's attainable and not fake and i think it means something. coco if u see this Erm #i will not tell you who but if you can guess right i'll tell u if ur right #and do NOT go looking at my newest spotify playlist. you will still have no idea who it is. #is it bad if i say i literally duplicated the old struck playlist and then edited it from there 😭 #anyways back to my rant. idk how much i want it but it surely means something if i keep thinking about it. #also. there are Signs. i might be crazy but i'm happy and i'm back to living paycheck to paycheck (a singular glance once a day) #prayge for monday. idk how it'll go but we'll see im excited either way #perspective

[ephemeral-winter]

actively crazy to me that there are still entire friend groups from my high school class that are fully intact. some of them even live together. they are twenty five years old now

#i am still friends with one (1) high school friend because we have basically been besties since birth #also we have been On Tumblr together since middle school and you can't end a friendship/unsee certain things after that #tho i think it only works because we only see each other IRL every 6-8 months #love u @ ellery #rare pic of me in the wild

[ursie]

I need everyone to stop making fun of Benoit Blanc’s accent like 😭 no it’s not made up or overdone or honestly even bad like..if you think it’s a dumb accent you did not spend enough time in the rural south 😭 that’s literally half my besties right there

*also there’s a lot of classism/ableism inherently involved in making fun of rural dialects/accents/speech patterns/ect but that is a different conversation

#everyone keeps on calling it fake and I check their blog and they’re English like bestie hicks exist irl #ALSO ITS NOT TEXAN WHY DO I KEEP SEEING THAT #it’s like?? clearly Georgian (with some southern Kentucky at times I’ll admit) #but like. not Texas. #there’s more than one southern state trust me go to Texas I promise you they sound different #i babble

[gay-otlc]

Full offense to Shannon but "besty" is the most incorrect thing I have ever seen

#how do you mess this up? also? i'm just curious #like bestie is mostly an online word #people sometimes say bestie irl but only when they're chronically online and it leaks into their everyday speech #bestie is mostly an internet thing which means it is usually typed #which means shannon can see how it is normally spelled #so idk how she thinks it's besty #i want to study her brain #stellarlune spoilers

[sparkles-and-trash]

Me and bestie are gonna start to rewatch mha together (when we see each other every other Saturday because we’re normal) and I fear I might go a little insane when it happens

#having a set schedule with your bestie as if they are your child and you lost custody in the divorce is normal right? #RIGHT? #we also go to the mall once a week the weeks we don’t see each other on Saturday :) #irl tag #personal #rambles

[stromer]

i experienced san jose hockey yesterday (two big fat losses) BUT i got a free sharkie bobblehead and got to see my tiny little barracuda friends (who really are tiny and little) so. all in all it’s not about the score but the friendships we made along the way

#woke up remembering the cuda and sharks hockey horrors i faced real-time yesterday #but like. ozzy threw me a shirt and goosh gave me a little side eye during warmups… so basically i think i need to go back to bed #i also faced two empty net goals on us. right in front of my face and let me tell you guys. it’s even more frustrating and soul crushing irl #ALSO i got to see bestie zetts. he almost scored a goal for me. but he didn’t so whatever we live it’s fine i’m fine

[bubbled-clouds]

uh so shit happened today !

#tw child abuse #tw phsyical violance #tw emotional abuse #um i think thats it #tw phsycial abuse #ok so this morning was amazing- i found out my art teacher is enby which made me really happy #but then when i got home my parents quite literaly hit my head + face + pulled on my hair (all with their hand) #and uh they took away my phone and all of my accessories and threatened to cut up my favorite stuffed animal #um i have not been calm for like. i think 6 hours now ? #and my makeup got taken away #they even threw my laptop on the floor (it's fine) #um irl mutuals if you see this please don't text my instagram and also if you wouldnt mind can you text my irl bestie like a ss of this ? #i dont want her to worry too much. um yeah so hiatus from literally everyone until an indefinite amount of time? #um i need to find a job n shit so pray for me ig lmao uh yeah that's all #i'll prlly only log onto tumblr whenever my parents are out #ok bye #bee updates aha #fuck. #i misspelled some shit so #tw physical abuse #tw physical violence #ok bye guys (im not gunna unalive dw lmao) #a cry for help from the gods?? if there even is one at this point ! #also irl bestie if you see this #could you tell apollo to not text me #thanks

[omarfor-orchestra]

The point is I'd like to see them very much but I wouldn't meet them at a 2m distance please don't make eye contact with me

#thinking about mine vaganti and seeing pannofino and recano irl once again #like sorry besties i love you i really do but also. I'd hate to bother you and be perceived yk

[wickedhawtwexler]

i think i just need to accept that i'm never going to have irl friends ever again for the rest of my life lmao

#idk i keep putting myself out there but i just don't fucking connect with anyone #there are people out there who i like who i think also like me. and we have a kinda fun time. but the vibes are off #and on the rare occasions where i meet someone i actually vibe with we see each other again and they don't even remember me #like i'm not expecting to meet someone and be besties immediately bc that's not realistic #but it's like. you can usually tell after meeting someone a few times if you're vaguely similar? and i just don't! with anyone!!! #i've joined general social groups and neurodivergent groups and a crochet group and i take group violin classes #and plenty of ppl are making friends and hanging out outside of these structured meetings. not me though!!! i'm just a fucking loser!!! #and this isn't a nyc problem this has been a problem since i graduated college. this is a me problem #and idk. i think i just give up. i'm just an unlikable and weird person and i don't ever seeing that changing sooo. w/e it is what it is #i'll keep going to these meetup group events so i can get out of the house and pretend i have irl friends #and chat with my online friends <3 #this sounds depressing but i swear i'm not depressed i'm just like. accepting this is never happening so i can stop being disappointed #m.txt

[imwritesometimes]

wait is mandø technically tonight????

#I really do enjoy the show but once again lmao 🙃 I feel like tumblr makes enjoying certain things a hellscape #like idk how to explain it. I enjoy the show but. if you come on here and voice pretty much idk any opinion abt it #there are ppl who disagree and also what you to *know* they disagree and also that ur like #a war criminal for disagreeing w/them abt a stªr wªrs show......... so......... #ngl besties this is why I think I have the most fun here with properties that are like 6+ years old #the rabble rousers are usually gone and it's just like ppl who enjoy the content and are willing to live and let live #if you don't like certain characters/ships/plot lines you're some kind of idk anti something irl which is always just humorous to me too #like this is a fuckin show. it's fake my dudes. #anyway all I can say is I hope auntie Pəli gets to see bébé...... #erin explains it all

[wheucto]

ok so we know fan has canonically written ii fanfic before, but does he still write ii fanfic? do you think he's written fanfic of himself?...

#wheucto #wheucto speaks #i wanted to put ... at the end but i have to put ? at the end of question sentences its the law #so i compromised and did that instead #personally i hc that he stopped writing ii fanfic after joining the show bc he was uncomfortable writing fanfic of people he knows irl #but doesnt hold it against someone if they write ii fanfic. and also he has no qualms about reading it for some reason? #BUT. personally i find the idea that he's Still writing ii fanfic really funny to me. like those are real people. that he knows #he's writing fanfic about his besties in love or whatever. maybe he's making AUs #he writes a fanfic which includes him as a character who breaks the 4th wall but i imagine in-universe thats a common trope for him #since. yknow. #so somehow he manages to write fanfic without people noticing its him_ fan from inanimate insanity_ writing fanfic of people he knows #maybe he becomes internet buddies w someone over fanfic and then one day mentions something related to being fan to them #causing them to freak out. 'YOU MEAN TO BE TELLING ME I'M FRIENDS WITH THE GUY I WAS MAKING FANFIC ABOUT?????' #he probably thought it was obvious that he was fan. he thought they knew #ii fan #screw it. see this post #not tagging maintag tho

[anxietylord]

Drag is very fun and cute actually (ft. Some of my deranged friends)

#folks pictured as follows: #Hugh Mann Race (my bestie here in the city Taylor) #Willy Killigan (yep that’s them the love of my life 🥴) #3/4 of the cakeboys collective aka Muscles Monty/Richard/Sweaty Eddie (Sam Mikey and Lee respectively) #Kye Mera (Aesop no even in drag also lmao if you see this I’m not sorry for exposing you to the masses) #and lastly Gray Aria doing their best Merrie Cherry impression (my roommate Grayson and yes we know merrie irl) #pals 🤗🤗🤗