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a-court-of-moonlight-and-ire · 3 months

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I re-read my post about chapters 22-30 and I realized that theres so much I just fully forgot to mention, mostly relating to the inner circle so heres a quick summary of my thoughts about each ic member now that Im about halfway through the book and have spent some time with them. To briefly recap my previous thoughts, I think their group dynamic is insanely uncomfortable because of how apparent their hierarchy is and also none of them seem to actually like each other all that much

Amren

I dont dislike her in the sense that I dont dislike her personality or the basic concept of her character, but I do hate that shes in the inner circle at all. Like, whats this eldritch creature trapped in a body thats not her own doing hanging out with all these boring people ass people FOR 500 YEARS dude, if I had to spend 500 years with Rhysand I would destroy the entire night court regardless of whether or not I had Amren-levels of power. Like, why on earth would she be satisfied playing second fiddle to Rhysand and living in an APARTMENT in his stupid °•~City of Starlight~•° when shes supposed to be like a billion years old and a thousand times more powerful than him. I feel like itd be interesting to explore that but I know that we really dont from watching cari can read's summaries, so she just ends up being a character thats supposed to be interesting because shes so mysterious but is actually so shrouded in intrigue that it turns around and she just becomes boring again

Mor

When I first met her I said that something about her bothered me but I couldnt put my finger on what it was, but that I still kinda liked her because she atleast annoyed Rhysand. She really hasnt annoyed Rhys in any way since her and Feyres first meeting so I like her less because of that and also because shes mostly just boring to me at the moment. I think another reason why I dont particularly like her is that she feels so intrinsically tied to the misogyny of this world that just suddenly materialized in this book and its really annoying, I would like to avoid that subplot as much as possible. She basically just exists to give Feyre a female friend at the Night Court and to show her that you can totally girlboss your way out of a misogynistic system! But you cant dismantle the system because uhhhhhhhh. change is like a glacier because its slow

Also, shes obviously meant to parallel Ianthe, like shes supposed to be the better version of her, but I cant even imagine her and Feyre making out sloppy style toxic yuri edition so I cant really see her as any kind of improvement. sorry

Cassian

One of my least favourite character types is Fratbro But You Put Him In A Fantasy Setting so Im not the biggest fan of this guy ngl. The one redeeming quality he has is that hes very obviously crushing on all of his friends bisexual style, especially Rhys and Azriel. Its almost a little sad but mostly its just very funny. Like whyd you wanna take their clothes at the illyrian camps so badly huh? You like seeing pretty boys squirm around naked?

Unfortunately, I know that hes gonna end up with Nesta and that hes not even gonna treat her well, my guy is gonna go from being gay because he likes men to being gay because he hates women and I am not looking forward to it

Speaking of Nessian, a lot of sjm critical anti nessian people say that Nesta and Cassian used to be so good and so genuinely romantic in ACOWAR and that their relationship got completely ruined in ACOSF and. I mean, granted they dont ever talk about Cassian behaviour towards Nesta during the meeting at her house in ACOMAF but I hated the way he was just so angry at her on Feyre's behalf when she wasnt even that mad herself, she just felt weird and bad. Of course, I havent read ACOWAR yet and I might change my mind in the future but right now, I'll just say it doesnt surprise me that Cassian would laugh at Nesta falling down the stairs

Azriel

My favourite guy!!! Out of this bunch I mean. My favourite guy in the entire ACOTAR series is probably Lucien, but if we're just talking about the jokers from the Night Court, then this guy is my favorite

I really wasnt expecting much from him, I thought he would have absolutely no personality from what Ive heard other people say about him, but hes basically exactly what I want in an edgy traumatized shadow boi. Ive talked about this before but I really dislike Rhysand and part of that is that I normally really like the archetype of the tortured edgy love interest with shadow powers but he makes it so goddamn annoying by being so flirty and cocky I just want to see him dead. But Azriel is quiet so he doesnt bothr me and also theres some intrigue about his backstory and the extend of his powes but he feels like a solid enough character that he doesnt become boring to me like Amren

I will say though, theres something particularly uncomfortable about watching anyone from the inner circle interact with him and vice versa, I think its because he seems like he doesnt actually like them more than anything else. Ive said this in a previous post, I think Cassian wants to be in a relationship good friends with him and he seems to think they have some good sunshine guy/grumpy guy banter going on but to me it just seems like Azriel genuinely dislikes him. And then he obviously doesnt trust Amren and I feel like hes in love with Mor and has been for a really long time but doesnt actually like her, I honestly feel like hes just sticking by Rhysand because he feels like he owes him and because it gives him an excuse to be close to his crush

Yknow, that I think about it maybe thats why I like him so much. I dont like the Inner Circle, he doesnt like the Inner Circle, thats a relatable king right there

#anti acotar #anti acomaf #anti inner circle #anti rhysand #pro azriel #somehow #anti nessian #flames and darkness liveblog

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i-sveikata · 6 months

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Do you think Pete's loyalty was lowered after learning Korn faked his death? Not only was it very horrible for his sons to experience but also a very brutal tactic to lure Gun into a major family home. Gun knew he was capable of this but still decided to attack. Did he knew about Namphueng? In the series it was shown that he was pretty surprised seeing her alive, so I wonder if you made more changes here. Also I'm curious if you decided who killed Porsche's parents (dad) which was left open ended in the series (no need to answer if it's too much of a spoiler 😅).

About the rings.. Are there only two, rings for minor and major family? If so how did Vegas have it, wasn't he only an heir unlike Kinn? If there were more rings it would make sense but I'm not sure which path you took. I've read some fics where there are more than one for each family.

In terms of Pete's loyalty he must have some negative emotions towards Kinn and Korn. I think he was ready to kill Gun anyway.

In the series Porsche takes the ring because they took it from Gun's dead body (which btw ew 💀).

I wonder if in their universe having the ring is like having a holy stick to all the power or is it more like a formality. This is nice because I've never read this kind of thing happening. Mostly it stayed with Vegas. If he was ready to die did he think Pete would rule the minor family? Or maybe he knew he would survive anyway and it was the safest place to keep it. I mean, I really like how you made it because even if the rings are not holy sticks it still holds a lot of meaning for them all. Which is insane!!

Obviously I have my own ideal ending but it requires one more person dead 👀

Considering it will take months for Vegas to recover - do you plan on doing any time skips? Or just the usual day to day or week narrative?

Please don't feel pressured into answering all of these. It's just my mind keeps wondering while I wait for my bus home from work 😅

I'm still in awe of all planning and world building. How it all makes sense. Not that I'm looking for loop holes 😅 it just shows the awesome skill you have!

Take care and happy Halloween 🙏❤️

hey there!!! i actually don't think that necessarily??? in my mind, even though pete knows he's loyal to the main family i can see him actually applying that loyalty to the specific people he actually deals with instead i.e, kinn, tankhun, chan. i think with his upbringing he would find it difficult to blindly put his trust into korn, a man who hes barely spoken to and hardly interacts with at all. so while yes he was disgusted with what korn did in terms of hurting his own family it didnt necessarily lower his feelings of loyalty because they werent particularly directed at korn in the first place??? if that makes sense. i think his loyalty took a much worse hit when he returned from the safehouse and kinn treated him badly after everything hed sacrificed.

hmm i dont actually think he did know about namphueng being alive? he defs didnt trust korn though he wasnt necessarily certain that hed faked his death either. but the coup was absolutely motivated by namphueng and how that situation was handled- it was less about the minor family feeling slighted like hed told vegas and always drilled into him, and more about how his obsession with nampheung meant that he could never let his resentment go until korn was out of the picture and hed honoured her even in death. but we also know that he never takes responsibility for his actions so of course he would blame korn for everything regardless of who was actually responsible.

i dont particularly have any interest in which one of them actually killed her husband tbh? i find its a good summation of their characters in the fact that you couldnt really trust either at their word and wed never quite know for certain who did it regardless of what they say

in my head there are two family rings and vegas only had it because that was his father's reward for the coup, like his coming of age moment was his father finally acknowledging him as a successor (and it was the only way he could sweeten the deal when vegas started to show reluctance for the coup because of pete. so his father threw in the two things he desperately wants, ceremonial acknowledgement of his power and place in the family, and a guarantee that he wont get any resistance from his father about his relationship with pete) so although things are still going to follow the show i.e korn promoting porsche to the head of the family (as a punishment to vegas and a way to try and keep pete from gaining power and authority) porsche still aint getting that ring (sorry porsche!) not because pete wouldnt give it if porsche asked but because of the messiness of the situation, porsche doesn't ask. doesnt actually want it.

haha holy stick of power lol but yeah kinda?? i take it as whoever wears the ring is the head of that family or is set to be the successor/is temporarily acting as the head (in the event of someone else being ill like korn was at the beginning when kinn took over)

so yes vegas was showing how seriously he values pete and i think hes also aware that pete would still treat his men decently in spite of their history and get them out alive so when he knew there was a likelihood of his own death he was both passing it on to pete and also knowing hed keep it safe (and maybe trusting hed give it to the right person if pete didnt end up wanting the responsibility himself). but not only that the ring also holds a very significant power for vegas, its a symbol of everything that he wants in life so for him to give it to pete even when he still chose in that moment to abandon him that was his way of signaling to pete his importance even in spite of vegas' actions. it was a very definite way of say i love you and i value you and thats exactly what pete picked up on when he realised what vegas had given him. and thats why he was thinking 'of course vegas has to give two answers'

yeah lol i kinda want korn dead for real too but we shall see if that actually comes to fruition in the story! hmm not too sure about the time jumps as of yet but i am going to focus on the current events following the aftermath because those will be important to the story itself. there will be a time skip of sorts because we should be shifting over into vegas POV in the next chap ish and thats going to take some time because he'll be seriously out of it on pain medication so hes not going to be entirely lucid for a while. the rest i am making it up as i go along so i will predict there will likely be time skips? will just have to see how it all fits really

oh no not at all!! i do like answering these questions and having a think about it i dont feel pressured :) hahahahahh thank you so much that's really nice!

happy halloween to you too!!

#fic asks #ill fill the graveyards until i have you

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coconutnutmilk · 2 months

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One shots: realish

Not from realish point of view

This is the story of how Realish, god and goddess of Realities, universe, worlds, races, continents, and anything in between, met one of their pet humans.

A particular human in a world were the concept of humanity never existed, a world of magic, but also just like ours, except that humans, instead of destroying the life, find themselves as the victims, being nothing but food to the Dipòthìri.

Dipòthìri, on the other hand, are like humans.

Have you ever wondered how the hamburger you ate felt when he was a cow, or how the bacon has been treated when just a small, pink pig? no? Of course you havent, youre the first in the food chain.

Youre a human, inteligent living being.

Pigs are too stupid to fully understand what was going on in his life, they were too ignorant to know, of course they were ignorant, they were kept in closed rooms, with no windows, eating animal feed getting fat, in some intensive farms, many actually, pigs eat eachothers due to very bad care.

In this world, humans are pigs, Dipòthìri are humans, Dipòthìri are bigger, stronger, inteligent, and humans? Theyre small, ignorant creatures, not knowing that life is much more than crawling around a semi dark, smelly room, that rarely got cleaned, and squishy food with no taste full of fat.

Section 8 number 7BH.

"this one cant walk, it's legs wont work, its been crawling around the room" the veterinary said, not a hinch of compassion in his voice.

A growl of annoyance came from the supervisor, its ears turning and the claws showing.

"thats why its so skinny, it couldnt move to the manger..." He muttered.

"ill put it in the cages, we cant pay the suppressor, itll die eventually" as if it wasnt the first time.

The veterinary shrugged as dismissed the things with "not my business" knowing it was illegal to not suppress the animals in critic conditions.

The human just stared at the ground, not really understanding what the bigger ones were saying.

If he could stand up, hed reach the knee of the Dipòthiri...except he couldnt, he could only raise its head to stare at the tail of the guy in front if him.

The supervisor took a deep breath and put on his gloves and took the cage.

The human already knew he had to crawl in it but the bigger guy didnt let him, placing the cage open in front of him and pushing him in it, making him hit his head, not that it mattered.

Quickly the was taken in the same roo-...in a completely new place, with other cages, and humans, that didnt...move.

There were squeaks, a hand out of a cage, blood from another...

He already saw another human die in front of him, one of the supervisors kicked its head after the human bit his hand.

But this place was for another type of death, the smell was rot, the Dipothiri frowned as the air hit his nose, letting the cage fall between the others and exiting the closed room quickly.

What was happening?

He remained in the cage, looking outside of it, another human looking back, pale, dirty...the ribs showing...

And another human, looking at him, its eyes half open as his body laid as much as it could, in an innatural position, the eyes seemed to be dry, a fly got in its ears and the human didnt flinch...it was dead.

It died while holding its legs to the chest, the bare chest...

So...he was there to die...because he couldnt walk...his legs stopped moving after eating the same animal feed, except something small and crunchy was on it...it smelled and tasted really badly, but he didnt care, he just wanted to eat.

There were mice, he never saw mice, the overseer always put a weird green sand in small plates that made the mice go away, it smelled just like that animal feed he ate.

He sat there, in the cage, the rotten smell that stung.

Not really getting what happened.

The sudden loud voice woke him up.

"humans, humans...new humans that are still alive maybe..." Something sounding like hooves on the harsh ground, moving around while muttering.

The sound got further, a metallic sound as the creature lifted one of the cages.

"mh...dead...wait...no...alive but not for long"followed by a 'swish' sound.

The hooves stepped closer, until they were right in front of him and a...much...much bigger creature could be seen.

It wasnt a Dipòthìri, it legs had fur sure, but the rest was just like...him...except...different?

Its skin wasnt dark brown like his, but lighter like other humans he saw, and it has something covering the chest, at least a part of it, blue and white.

And it was...huge, bigger than anything he saw.

His limbs felt even weaker, retreating as much as possible from the creature, he couldnt see its face tho, only a part of the antlers that contorted behind its large body, and the four arms.

The creature, muttering playfully grabbed another cage, lifting it and looking inside.

"aww...its a shame, this one seemed cute" before gently putting it back, just to reach the one next to it, the humans that stared back at him, also shaking as the large creature lifted the cage.

A chuckle from the giant before the 'swish' sound.

And then...it turned around, looking at the cages, before lowering it selves towards his.

He felt the world lifting and two enormous hands, bigger than his skull, grabbed the cage, forcing his eyes to meet with...

Mid long messy hair that felt on the skull mask that covered the eyes and half of the face, leaving only the tip of the round nose and the wide smile.

"very much alive...what a treat" and everything turned blank.

White.

Light.

Nothing was there, only a movement, the cage moving, falling, he was awake, he was sure of that, but something...

And then, a 'thud'.

He stared, panting and sweating at the room, not moving, where was he?

And then...a pair of eyes.

Another human, a...chubby pale guy with something covering his chest and belly and another garnment covering the legs from the waist to the knees.

The human smiled, smiled?

The human smiled at the caged one, and moved its hands to open the cage, how? What if the Dipothiries saw him?

What if one kicked his head?

The cage was open, was he supposed to crawl out?

The human kept smiling, getting to a side to invite him to exit the cage.

Except he didnt, he stayed in the metal box, shaking.

What was all that? Where was he?

Hooves, he heard hooves again.

The cage lifted and turned around, making him whimper as he pushed back, and the same creature looked at him.

"this humans come from a world where theyre treated like pigs or something, food, be careful, theyre all deeply traumatized" the voice of the creature makimg him squirm.

The giant brang he cage down, putting it on something soft, and then, raised its hand, staring at the caged human that only stared back with terror.

"cmon, take my hand" they said, not really realizing the human couldnt understand.

The hand only got closer, making the human push to the walls, his legs couldnt move, how could he resist the moster in front of him?

The creature sighed, the hand getting much closer, inside of the cage and grabbing the thin wrist, ignoring the terrorized yell of the human.

He was pulled out of the cage by the smiling giant, that stared down at him, covering most of the view.

The human tried to crawl away, he was on a giant round soft thing with smaller soft things on, filled with thick sheets and...other cages, and humans, just like him.

He looked around in terror, turned around and went for a desperate attempt of getting away, only for two enormous hands to grab his wrists and pull him towards the giant body of the creature.

He struggled, tears and snot falling down on the extremely soft pavement as his back met the soft flesh of the giant behind him, his wrists completely blocked and a hand reaching the small head of the human caressing its hair.

He couldnt move, he just stayed there whimpering, the creature must have noticed his legs werent working.

The same human from before returned, holding one of the sheets and gently placing it on the human, covering his body.

The voice from over his head spook him even more

"mh...this human right here..." Full of play fullness as if the creature was holding a doll that struggled its way to freedom.

"he'll stay in the soft rooms, i want him to get used to other human beings interacting" leaning towards the small being in its hands, before letting it go making him fall face flat on the soft floor.

With few pushes the human finally managed to turn around, just to see the creature towering over him with a wicked smile, sending chills down his spine, making his eyes sting even more.

The creature leaned towards two other humans that wore the same garnments being of different colors as a light blue prevalsed in one and a light red, almost pink in the other.

The two nodded before kneeling down to the terrified mess, one placing a hand on its shoulder making him shudder.

The creature stared at the three before walking away to another human that held some sheets of paper, going to another room.

Leaving the human, alone with other peaple he never saw before, all having most of their bodies covered by some garnment, all decorated.

Their voices werent loud, yet, he couldnt hear anything else.

And then, another flash of light, a completely different room, full of round, giant beds, bigger enough for the creature from before.

His heart sunk, his head spinned, that was too much.

Too many things were happening at once.

He was taken away.

Some giant creature took him to a giant temple-like room with a soft pavement and many other humans.

And now, he was in another room, filled with beds, pillows and blankets.

His heart couldnt take anymore.

He just wanted to crawl to the corner and stay there in silence, waiting for whatever to kill him.

Silence.

He just stayed in the empty, enormous room alone, laid on the softest thing he ever laid before.

The mattress back 'home' where thin and dirty.

He was dirty, he knew he smelled badly.

That was normal.

And then a click.

He tried to turn his head but any movement made it worse.

Someone got on the bed behind him and slowly crawled to him, before placing their hand on their shoulder, regretting it quickly as the human shook and tried to get away.

"ah! I-its ok, its oke really" a low voice said something gently.

The human stared, trying to at least sit, not being able to.

He just stared at the huma-...this one wasnt a human...

It was just as small as him, had two legs two arms...but the skin was greyish, the eyes were big and white, entirely, and it had a tail, a long and thin tail.

Panic

The human stare turned upside down, tears falling, confusion, terror, what dwas he looking at?

The other being quickly realized, propably, lowering it self and smiling, to then slowly reach a small stone and place it in front of the human, thag omly flinched at the closer hand.

The stone gently glew, before disappearing, replaced by a plate.

A plate...full of...a warm colored liquid, with a really good smell.

The grey being looked at the plate and then at the human, before reaching the spoon with their...completely black hand, taking some...soup.

It has been a difficult process, the caretaker, how he liked to get called, was used to traumatized messes, his God liked to get all the most badly cared creatures from all the universe, and take them in, they were a sadist, that was facts, but they also didnt like letting helpless creauteres die while they were under their control.

This God was really just a spoiled brat, with no knowledge of how the minds of smaller creatures worked, yet, they found these small beings so interesting and 'cute',how they always said no matter their appearance.

They always thought it was a symbol of weakness, letting their own properies die, and that made the soft rooms, that were really...just rooms filled with beds, pillows, blankets and anything that seemed soft and reassuring.

The rock Nymph, the caretaker, was one of the original creations of the God, not like the human in front of him.

He was created, given a story, and then, the God became too lazy to design an actual caretaker and decided to take an already existing OC, age him up, give him knowledge about the job and summarized memories about himself, delete his backstory, leaving it only in the private collection called 'proof copy' and give him different clothes.

This God had an incredible mind...but they were just so...lazy.

They had an imagination with no limits, but zero will to write, in fact, they were probably putting lots of effort in this story...

The caretaker, with many difficulties, managed to make the human eat, and to basically interact with it, acting a bit like an animal, lowering himself, talking with a low, soft voice.

But the human seemed, even if just a very little bit, more relaxed...

As soon as the human got even a bit more relaxed around other creatures...the God would probably never leave him going crazy.

The God seemed to enjoy the terror in the eyes of humans in critic condition, especially when they actually meant no harm, or when they were doing something to help their conditions to get better.

But they were attached, loving physical contanct, finding it harmless to kiss as a greet...that would have been dangerous for this human, he probably doesnt even know how humans are made.

This human did see young, but still almost in his twenties...if not already at it...

What the heck did this god have in mind...?

#fear play #giant #giant tiny #gt fearplay #tiny #gianttiny #gt angst #macro #micro #god #dehumanisation tw #dehumanizing language #trauma

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yo-aloe-vera · 2 years

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I noticed that you get quite a few comments from Sakura fans who are unhappy with the way you portray her. I think you're closer to her canon character than any of their fanworks though. I really think Sakura coerced or manipulated Sasuke into giving her a child somehow. We know she can be mean and manipulative, as seen by every one of her confessions (including the fake one to Naruto). The way she tried to kill Sasuke was also cowardly and manipulative. Naruto had just told her that he wasnt giving up on Sasuke even though the promise he made to her no longer stood, but she still wanted to kill him. She really doesnt see Sasuke as a person, she couldnt even try to understand. In Chapter 3 she tried to get Sasuke's attention by talking shit about Naruto, but he defended Naruto. She even tried to "steal" his first kiss and thought about him peeing in front of her so that she could see his dick. She always jumped on him no matter how many times he made it clear that he didnt like it. And SS was deliberately written to be a bad and dysfunctional 'couple' in Gaiden. I think Sakura can actually be called abusive when she frightens Sarada into shutting up, shouts at her for asking valid questions about her weird 'relationship' with Sasuke and destroys her house. She's still insecure over other women and possessive of Sasuke in her 30s. She specifically covered Karin's face with her own picture to fool her daughter and she spoke badly about Ino to Sarada, so Sarada stops Ino from getting close to Sasuke. Sasuke was actually extremely unhappy to see her after all those years. He shouted "why exactly are you here!?" with a frown. He basically said he and Sakura are only connected because of Sarada and he was reluctant to say even that. He only called her his wife in front of Sarada and then Sarada has a flashback to that moment when she thinks about what kind of relationship they have. Naruto's not even her friend anymore, he knew nothing about her life, thought Karin could actually be Sarada's mom and that was the first personal conversation he had with Sarada. What does it say about them that Kishi made sure to let us know that Sasuke never even kissed her and he rejected her before he left. He looked miserable in his family photo and family dinner. It can't be a coincidence, Kishi could have drawn a happier expression if he wanted to convey a happy family. In your story Sasuke neglects Sarada because of her connection to Sakura and I think that might actually be true in canon as well

I think these are good points.

I can forgive some of Sakura’s distasteful behavior pre-Shippuden because of her age. But she had no development at all. The way she and Sasuke are in Boruto, at least as far as I can see, is just... no. That is a toxic dynamic. It is hella gross, and the way both of them treat Sarada is reprehensible (which of course is a huge and important part of the plot of SEA).

The forehead poke, so beloved of sasa stans, is deliberately a way to keep her at a distance--just as Itachi always used it with Sasuke.

The disdain sasa fans have for any kind of anti-sakura heterodoxy is also just weird to me. There are many characterizations of my fav characters that irk me in fanfic. So I don't read them? And I don't understand intentionally reading things that make you unhappy?

I've been fairly kind to Sakura in my stories until this one. I wanted this particular fic to draw on the toxic traits of all the characters, though, and her character as it developed after Shippuden ended was extremely toxic.

So I am perplexed and, honestly, somewhat entertained by the animus sasa fans have for the story. Like, OK, boo, we get it, you are mad. Noted. Oh, you're still mad. Mmkay, dumpling, hope you feel better soon lol.

Then some of them decide to take on the worst traits of their idol and go all out crazy on SNS writers like it's holy war and they're cleansing the world of evil. By being incredibly snide, by harassing writers, and just all around making poor decisions because someone writing a fanfic they did not pay to read failed to give them what they wanted.

All that to say, thank you, I agree with you. Sorry for the tangent on your comment, you unleashed the beast 😆

Thank you for reading, and also thank you for discussing your viewpoints.

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loveinglymii2 · 26 days

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a ramble about queen of tears

if you come across this there is no proper grammar or punctuation. sorry about that, not really though.

I just genuinely dont understand why haein is so upset that hyunwoo would want a divorce like the way that they were barely even communicating, they werent happy, and her family treated him terribly and speaking of her family they wouldnt have lost their fortune if they had actually valued hyunwoo like if they had treated him like a family member and not some random man that haein married they wouldve been at least a little more cautious of eunseong bc hyunwoo had been warning them and telling them to make sure they do things correctly and they just keep ignoring him and being suspicious of the wrong person hyunwoo has been apart of that family for three years and at the first sign of something wrong they immediately turn their backs on him without even a second thought hes been working so hard at that company and they still didnt take him seriously and the grandpa pisses me off even more bc you believed some two bit bitty over your daughter AND son-in-law and she's been telling you something isnt right with that woman like he lowkey deserved to be scammed like this hell all of them with the exception of beomja deserved to be scammed like this the way they treated him was terrible especially that icky ass mother-in-law she definitely getting what she deserves bc not only is she terrible to hyunwoo shes also terrible to her own daughter like to blame your child for the death of your other child is down right diabolical shes a nasty woman she deserves this downfall and i dont even feel bad for soocheol losing his family hes an idiot that lacks critical thinking and he shouldve stopped his mom from treating his sister badly like he saw the way that woman was treating his sister and he was like at least its not me hello that is your sister and she didnt do anything but survive she cant take back what happened to their older brother and she wasnt in control of that situation either like she was just as likely to drown as her brother was only he managed to save her and die in her place

and going back to haein being upset with hyunwoo wanting to divorce her i just think it's also interesting bc while yes she loved him she did things behind his back so while we the audience knows that she broke down crying after the miscarriage of the baby and we know that she defended him when her family treated him bad (its been three years so we dont know if she was doing that the whole time or just recently started doing that) hyunwoo didnt know that so hyunwoo thought he was all alone to fend for himself to heal himself from the lost of their child and thats what gets me like yea you can say well he shouldve comforted her but how was he supposed to know she was breaking down crying when all hes seeing is her on a business phone call acting like she didnt just go through something traumatizing and how was he supposed to know that she was defending him when she'd let her family talk to him that way to his face and she would just stare ahead like they werent berating him he isnt a mind reader he cant and wont know her intentions if she doesnt display what shes intending to do and no im not blaming haein i get it people shut down and hyunwoo shouldve been more effective in communicating his feelings to her he shouldve sat her down and told her how certain things were making him feel but how can he do that if she also yells at him he was stepping on eggshells to not only appease her but also to appease his family-in-law idk it makes perfect sense to me why he'd want to divorce her

but with that said ik they love each other and honestly if by the end of this series and haein is still alive i really do hope that the two go into marriage counseling bc they cant communicate to save a life their whole marriage wouldve been fine if they had just sat down and talked to each other heck they mightve even been parents already if they had did that but instead they let it build between them and fester until resentment came and it's just crazy to me and again im not blaming haein im just looking at this from hyunwoo's perspective bc if it were me i'd feel the exact way nobody is a mind reader dont expect people to just know how you feel about them or a situation yes people have their different ways of showing love and affection and what not but every once in a while you have to show them how you feel and how certain things are affecting you and yea this goes for hyunwoo (even though again i think he was scared of her reaction to him telling her how he felt about things so..idk) but anyways so excited for this weeks episodes and im so happy that they both still want to be together so once they start actually communicating with each other (hopefully sometime soon) they'll think about getting back together they may even have a baby and i think that haeins family are going to start appreciating everything hyunwoo does for the family after this and actually treats him like a family member and not treat him like a random man off the streets of seoul lol and theyll care about the hyunwoo's family as well

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cold-arrow · 2 years

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Doctor's notes, Book 3 : Of Hidden Horns Entry 2

| summary, things of note since last entry crew acting strange, Pegasus tribe relic, bullete riders, earth elemental cult, Omrick's downfall, Relic Stone, tribesfolk, trade relic for info on tiger and Lion tribe. go to city to rest

with some help of the crew, Omrick managed to carry the relic / giant relic shield back to ship and into the cargo bay. Upon our return however the crew was acting a bit strange. What was first a fairly warm welcome, (back when we first climbed onboard) now seems a bit cold. disinterested. It's not like they are sick either. they all seem to be in good health, i did a check up on all the crew after all. It's as though its like we are nothing but just passengers to them, With Even Lehel, treating us pretty much like strangers. Including Lym, who seems confused and a bit worried. and understandbly so. This sudden shift in treatment is a bit out of the ordinary... I dont know if anything happened while we're gone, but I suppose i should be carefull. Not sure if i want to upset any of them in the state? they are in. | despite their strange behaviour, they transported us to our next location without issue. afte resting, we arrived at One stone the follwing day. I felt a bit unnerved by the atmoshpere, so i quickly went ofboard the ship, and back onto solid land. after a bit of travel, we came upon a peculiarly shaped island. surrounded by a moat of water. in the center of island, ontop a hill, stood a peculiar stone / large boulder with different markings. but before we could reach it. the... ground began to shake. again. and more subterranean creatures emerged. And though i was releived that is wasnt another clew of Remorhaz worms, these proved to be a lot more problematic for different reasons.

a pair of rather terrifying Bullete's ( also known as Land Sharks ) erupted from earth, and were mounted by riders wearing armor made from quite heavy looking stone. ( even after later examination, i dont know how they were able to wear such armor. or how it was made really. seems to have been treated with some sort of oil? ) they were remarkably tough, and charged Omrick as soon as he started to climbing up to the hill. one of them charged towards me and Lym, but i was able to shrink it in time before it could do any serious harm. ( baby land sharks, are pretyy adorable actually. i must to admit) Baras exchanged some spells with some of the riders, by ways of sending fire their way. but during the fight, he got overpowered and commandeered to swim. taking him out of most of the battle. by the time we managed to deal with another set of Bullete's that emerged, Omrick had taken some serious blows, and was brought down and thereafter stabbed before we could even react.

Baras returned in time to nuke and torch the remaining bulletes and their riders. ( scorching Omrick's in the process ) And Lym fortunately still had the resources to revive him. so he's luckily still with. I set out the staunch the bleeding from his wounds while Lym performed the healing ritual to bring him back, and only really lost some hair in the process. the fireball from baras singed his scalp pretty badly and his beard is a bit shorter now. but he is still kicking and screaming, so seems like he'll be as good as new after some rest. nevertheless, he did seem a bit shaken. I wonder if he experienced somtehing similar as to what Lym had, before she was revivified (will need to prepare some more burn salve later. maybe offer to make some hair growth serum as well.) *note Im sure if it now. after watching Lym perform another revivification ritual, i think im able to recreate the process myself. I dont have the divine magic and faith required to do it her way. but upon applying and utilizing some of the processes and solutions ive come up with, i should be able to circumvent and recreate the same effect... to cure a person from short term death. ( Check project notebook for further elaboration and indepth anylisis / description of the procedure. requires further experimentation, review and... first trial. Lets hope my theory is correct, and that it actually works though. ) |

While Baras was investigating the relic, we looted the bodies of what seem to be cultists. they werent carrying much of interest, besides the strange armour i mentioned before. But, I was able to harvest some valuable reagents from one of the Bullete carcasses fortunately neough. I only need a few more for my botanical project i think. should have almost all the resources i require. Omrick took some well deserved rest, while Lym caught her breath for a minute. eventually Baras announced the end to out little break, after coming upon a breakthrough in regards to the relic we came for. it seems that the relic or stone holds several magical properties of both divination, as well as transmutation. once a creature attunes to it, they should be able to shrink it to pocket size, and utilize its abilities of premonition. we left the island with the stone in tow, but before we could make it a hundred feet we were stopped, or surrounded i should say, by several dozen tribal warriors, whom seemingly belonged to the flying horse tribe, And very much wanted their holy relic back. it appears that the relic allows them to commune with their deity Uthgar, in is therefore quite important to them. considering we were in no condition to fight we, instead decided to negotiate.

in return for giving back their relic, they would be willing to give us info on some of their other rivalling tribes, as well as the relics they hold. We agreed, and they then shared with us what they know about the Red tiger and Black lion tribe, including info about their temple or alter, the dangers it holds, and the location of their holy reliquary. they were actually quite generous with the intel they were willing to share. which included them mentioning that the people we fought, belonged to a group of cultists worshipping and elder earth elemental by the name of Ogreemoch? i think was ** (additional later note, Im wondering if this is related the undead stone giant cult at all) after we were satisfied with the info we received, and returned their holy relic, we set out back towards the airship to finally rest. Before heading towards our next location though. we decided it best to restock on some supplies however, and take care of some errands. After some discussion we decided that Silverymoon would be the best location to do so. So that is where we'll be heading next. will have to write a to do list, on top of which stands that: - I need to purchase a diamond gemstone for further study, - As well as do some research on a certain celestial beast

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honbea-blog · 2 years

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The Selection

Kiera Cass

Read almost the full series in two days (The selection - The one).

This book series had so much hype and I never got around to reading it so I finally bit the bullet and bought it.

It started off promising - the idea of loving another but being trapped in this game where you are playing for love you dont want. But it quickly falls apart.

First of all American Singer originals doesnt want anything to do with the selection. But she goes back on herself because of Aspen. Later her mother offers her a deal about making money and keeping it - the whole thing doesnt make much sense and she goes on to say her mother is the reason why she will be going. But she already told the readers it was because of Aspen.

The whole original idea falls apart by the time American is going off to the selection because her and aspen are no longer together. Right away they go into the trope of being scummy in the sake of being ‘not like other girls’. Before any of the girls can prove themselves to be bad or good people she is judging them for wearing makeup and it doesnt make her a very likable character. Especially because later in the series she begins to act just like them.

There is no consistency with the characters. The names are very tragic. The plot also dont make much sense. It leads you to believe there is going to be a ‘gone with the govt’ plotline but it never happens. They drop the fact that Kriss is a rebel at the end and so is Mer’s father and neither of those things make sense. Instead of doing anything with the king they kill him off and the end along with the queen, which feels rushed and doesnt do a good job at tying up the ending.

Theres also a scene where one of Mer’s maids, anna/Anne, likes Aspen and asks Mer to set them up. But then at the end he gets with Lucy (one of the other maids) and it makes no sense to have anna be interested in him when it went no where.

Maxon in general was not it. It was so scummy and blamed Mer the whole time (she wasnt a great MC but Maxon was for sure making her go crazy) he claims he liked her right away and had no interest in the other girls but he gets involved with alot of them and then treats Mer so badly. The two of them do start off strong with how they meet and their plan to be friends, but this is so quickly thrown out the window. I wish there was more time to actually watch their relationship develop as friends but it doesnt happen. It feels forced and weird and it doesnt help that they think they love one another so fast.

There could have been such good angst but it was all lackluster. Honestly I wasnt rooting for anyone in this book.

Celeste is a great example of things that dont make sense and how bad this series is at wrapping up issues. She is awful from the jump - clearly shes suppose to be the ‘mean girl’ of this series. And she for sure is an evil character because she is alot more than just manipulative. She attacks multiple girls in her time there, including the MC. It is also noted that she abuses her maids and said something to one of the other girls that ‘cant be repeated’. And after a girl is caned she says she deserved it for being a ‘whore’ and calls the MC a slut. She also ruins a girls birthday and off page she dumps bleach into a girls hair. And yet at the end of the third book they try to redeem her. They dont even try to redeem her she just says sorry and stops trying to win the crown.

The book the whole time felt like there was going to be something bigger happening, like a huge betrayal and it never comes. I was on the edge of my seating thinking either Aspen or Maxon would turn on her and it never happens. Especially with how rush Aspen is I had hoped he would be jealous and tell Maxon. There is no consequences or risk in this book, its boring.

Overall its pretty much fantasy Bachelor.

3/10 - would not read again or recommend.

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Tysm for doing all my requests ♡! I really hope I'm not annoying you. Can you do angst hc's where the brothers neglected and ignored MC and didn't realize how much MC actually meant to all of them, only after they were gone?

Type- scenario 🍄, HC’s 🌷

Flowers included!🌼= all the brothers x gn! Reader (kinda ooc!)

Note🍀= i wasnt really sure what you meant by ‘gone’ and the moment i realized you meant dead i was already half way through the hc’s...... im so sorry this took so long btw, i got into a car crash yesterday going to school and everything was a mess! but im recovering rn so keep sending requests! also ilysm thank you for always requesting you arent annoying at all mwah<3

💐Your bouquet has been delivered <3💐

25 days. 25 days since the brothers ‘dear’ MC had ran away and completely cut the brothers off from their life

From the start it only ever seemed as if you were an object. They treated you till you thought your destiny was to be used by these 7 demons.

They took you for granted. You would help them with difficult tasks and your ‘thank you’ was getting yelled at for doing something remotely wrong.

You were always shouted at, ridiculed, even after all those times you proved you were trustable and showed them care you still felt like they were judging you across the room.

Its the brothers fault, they were bound to lose their MC, after how they treated them? No one would wanna be there.

Its been days and there were multiple search teams.

Lucifer.

the sin of pride, the man refuses to say he misses you, or worries about you in the slightest. In truth, he was the first one to send out a search team

He regrets it. He regrets it so badly but how could he show that to his brothers when he’s been in situations where he was tempted to murder you in cold blood

All you ever gave the man was love and care yet he took you for granted and now you’ve run away from him. Who knows where you are now?

In denial that he’s part of the reason you’re gone

“MC is sensitive, they couldve never survived Devildom if they couldnt survive a bit of criticism they wouldnt have survived a month more.”

he truly misses you, he regrets it.

You had always stayed with him at night, gave him coffee and tea whenever he asked, held his hand, and hugged him when he was troubled;

He stays up at night thinking about how maybe you would still be by his side saying your soft words laced with love if he had just been a bit kinder.

Belphegor

Sleeps. Sleeps to avoid the fact that his hurtful, cruel words lead to you running away

You were always there to cuddle and snuggle into him even after the countless amount of fights. Always forgave him for his actions, to him you were a saint,

And impulsively he decided to break apart that saint’s little heart

Yes, he does try to find you but quickly realizes you're probably happier without his nagging abusive voice.

In the morning when he’s not sleeping he tends to daydream about you, about the rare times where he’s not threatening you or being hurtful to you.

He misses you greatly, he sleeps in your room sometimes but ends up crying too much out of guilt and goes back to his room

Beelzebub

He’s at an all time low. He ignored you for so long even after you treated him with care and love

You understood all his problems, fixed them and thanked you with completely ignoring you’re existence

Of course your hurt. No wonder you’re gone

He feels so guilty. So so guilty

He started stress eating ever since you left and realized how hard it is to keep himself in check without you

He barely had the motivation to get up besides to stress eat

At night he’ll dream about you, about little dates you had when you pestered him enough to get him to go on one with you

He wished he had gone on more with you. He wished that he treated you better

He tends to shed tears whenever he walks past your room, knowing that you're probably never coming back

Mammon

He loves you, he does truly

But he never got to show it correctly. Never had the guts to calm his mean cruel façade and be just the slightest bit loving

How would you know he was even interested in you when all he ever did was call you useless and names?

All he does is stay in your room at this point.

He just wants you to come back.

“Come on… come back already..i’ll be better… i’ll say i love you i wont hurt you anymore please just come back”

Does everything to try and find you

He begs diavolo to help him and even when he does you left no traces so they just can't.

Satan

Turns his sadness and guilt into rage

He doesnt know what else to do. He loves you and always will but he showed that love in such an angry manner that you decided to slip away from his arms

Goes into a fit of rage the moment he finds out, tears are flowing out of his eyes while he destroys his room

Everything is in shambles by the time he calms down

Does everything and anything to try and contact you. Its almost pitiful watching the sin of wrath scroll through pictures of you in his phone, eyes swelled up as he locks himself inside his room

He starts reading the books you recommended to him. Books he threw out cause he thought anything that came from you was irrelevant

He feels so so bad… he knows full well you’ve probably passed, devildom isnt an easy place to escape.

He puts polaroid pictures of both of you up on his wall when you were both happy together

Leviathan

locks himself in his room.

Not even his favorite anime or manga can reduce his guilt.

He shuts everyone out and only ever stays in his room

The guilt and sadness is killing him, he loses all motivation to do anything

Whenever he sees anything that correlates to you he mutters out a small emotionless “sorry” in hopes that his whispering apology will reach you

He hates it, he hates everything. Everything reminds him of you and he cant stand it

Goes insane inside those four walls, he can barely take care of himself as the only thing that hasn't rotted in his room is henry

But even Henry reminds him of you, it hurts him inside and he dreams of a life where you’re together, where he doesnt ignore you where he doesnt shut you out.

Asmodeus

Drinks and fucks around to forget about everything he did. All the cruel stuff he did to you, where he spared you no mercy and ridiculed you till you ran away crying

He’s a demon, you cant blame him right?

What did you expect?

This isnt his fault, its yours for believing you could ever get close to a demon!

He’s in denial he’s at fault and that you’re gone

Visits your room and pretends you’re still there.

He pretends as if he’s actually talking your ear off about some clothes he found at the mall when he’s really just going insane

All the one night stands, all the bottles can't replace the feelings you gave him, the butterflies he’ll never feel again because no matter how much he loved you on the inside, he hadnt had the guts to reciprocate your feelings. Out of fear, out of fear that he would end up treating you like the sin of lust treats people.

The sin of lust, the one that treats people like objects only to please him, the sin that doesnt care what it takes as long as he gets to get wasted

You dont deserve that. You’re a saint. He thought. Eventually you ran away because of how much he ignored you.

oh how he wish he could turn back time..

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Endeavor - The Dangers of Biased Memories

One thing i really like about MHA chapter 291, is that it paints a very clear picture of how endeavor thinks about his past actions. Namely he truely does regret them, but he simply isnt able to see his own past actions in their true light.

Its a very human thing to do, but it also goes to show what Endeavor’s big problem is. He isnt able to understand that everything about his past, from its very foundations were wrong, and thus, he isnt able to really, truly change in regards to his view on hero work and his family.

Endeavor just isnt able to understand that it was his obession with hero work that destroyed him, his wife and laid the foundation for a broken family, and that if he truely does want to make ammends with his family, he cannot simply just be a better hero. being the best hero was what destroyed him in the first place, and its what his son called him out on in chapter 290. the past doesnt forget, and if youre not willing to fully accept it, consider it, and actually introspect and understand what you did wrong, you will never change.

As he sees his son before his eyes again, Endeavor flashes back to happier times, at least in his perspective. His son happy to be training with his fire power.

it is however, a lie, one that endeavor is telling to himself. there was never a point where Endeavors awfull motivation wasnt tarnishing everything he tried to build, both with himself, his abused wife and his children

This is where the road of his pushing Touya to become the best hero he could possibly be ended up, with a emotionally destroyed teenager who had an extencial crisis once he got old enough to truely comprehend what his father was doing. and in the end, he destroyed himself pushing himself as far as he possibly could, just like endeavour wanted.

yet, rather than confront the fact he was wrong from the very beginning, and that his very fundamentals were rotten, endeavor pretends in his own mind that there was something noble in his training of touya.

He just isnt able to accept that While he may or may not have treated Touya as harshly as he later would todoroki(my guess is that he did, but we just arent shown it here, because this is his own flashback and he isnt focusing on it) He didnt have a shred of noble motivation for doing any of this. Touya was when it came down to it, a means to an end.

The reason why Touya mattered to endeavor, as compared to his daughter who he tried to distance from her big brother from the moment she was born, was that he had a quirk more powerfull than his own, and thus had greater potential.

that was his only motivation. as we were shown time and again with shouto in the earlier chapters of the manga.

He made it perfectly clear that he only made shoto as a means to an end and that was the end of it.

however, faced with Dabi, he just isnt able to admitt this very, very ugly fact about himself. he WANTS so badly, to be able to think that there was something noble about him as a father to his son, who’s death he blamed himself for.

He tries to tell himself in his own mind that he would have been willing to let go of his obsession, hatred, and all of it for Touya’s sake, when what actually happened proved that it just wasnt the case.

When Touya dissapeared, Endeavor did the exact opposite, and doubled down making shoto his “masterpiece”. And now, rather than take responsibility for his actions, and acknowledge his part into the making of the monster before him, he tries to desperatly justify himself, and rewrite the past in his own mind by not focusing on the bad stuff.

It’s an incredible human thing to do, but it also proves that endeavor hasnt really changed all that much fundamentally deep down. he still refuses to take full responsibility for his actions and acknowledge that he was, in fact, wrong. hundred, percent, no argument about it wrong.

And as long as he isnt able to do that, he is never going to be able to truly grow as a person.

#endeavour #enji todoroki #dabi #touya todoroki #my hero academia #mha #chapter 291

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jjkyaoi · 3 years

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i’ve seen a couple people post their dsmp hot takes, so i figured i should post my own :]. throws this in the pit of hell

• I DON’T THINK DOOMSDAY WAS ACTUALLY THAT BADLY WRITTEN LOL

i mean i understand the criticism, but like to be honest it’s probably one of my favorite dsmp events. yes it frustrates me to hell and back due to the unfair disadvantage that everyone else a part of new l’manberg had , but honestly i think it captured a good like. feeling of heartbreak, and loss, and all the raw emotions that the characters felt as they mourned for l’manberg was really something that i liked about it! it wasn’t happy, it wasn’t fair, it was sad and frustrating and heartbreaking and that’s why i liked it lol!!! maybe i enjoy too much of these characters suffering /j, but even though i’m forever a l’manberg stannie, narratively, it had to go imo

• I DON’T LIKE C!TECHNO

I’ve been pretty open about this before but he is probably one of my Least favorite characters. i think there’s so much more that could be done with his character— there’s so much more that could be explored, but he’s so stubborn in his own views that aren’t even as unflawed as he thinks they are that he’s kind of at a character standstill. i don’t like the way he treats anarchy, because what he says is anarchy is not, and it’s just mindless violence in destruction while throwing that name on it in a misused way. ( one of the reasons why doomsday frustrates me so much). c!dream makes me incredibly uncomfortable, so c!techno’s continuous nonchalance and almost friendly banter with him even with the signs c!tommy showed that c!dream had done something bad to him in exile puts me off and is yet another reason why i just don’t like the guy

• DADSCHLATT IS TOXIC AND IT MAKES ME UNCOMFORTABLE

lmao okay, listen, from what we saw while c!tubbo was working under c!schlatt their relationship wasnt healthy. c!schlatt would constantly snap and yell and berate c!tubbo for no reason— and, if i remember correctly in one stream c!tubbo even hid from him in a closed off room— and not to mention that c!schlatt literally fucking publicly executed the kid, so the fact that the fandom took that and turned their relationship into a happy family thing has always made me wiiiiildly uncomfortable bc their relationship from what we’ve seen was not like that !! in the least !! i’ll accept dadschlatt as long as it’s not portrayed in a good way, anything else leave me Alone /hj /lh /nm

• I DON’T LIKE THE WHOLE “michael dying” scenarios

once again something about this fandom that makes me wildly uncomfortable, and maybe i’m being a baby about this but the whole “michael getting killed” or “c!ranboo killing tubbo” thing that went down in this fandom made me wildly uncomfortable, because even though it’s a literal minecraft mob the idea of somebody killing this kid that we’ve grown to recognize as a child— as somebody’s adoptive son, always made my fucking skin crawl dude lol. make ur angst scenarios but the idea of brutally killing a kid like that has always made me. eugh

• STOP MINIMIZING C!TUBBO DOWN TO ONE CHARACTER ASPECT.

we know that c!tubbo’s a really complex character, and so it’s strange to me that people always minimize him down to one character aspect and have that be his entire thing. like, first it was bees and now it’s just “boom boom nuke boy” you’re making him a one dimensional character when he’s way more beyond just a couple things he’s spoken about one or twice. he can be a bee boy and a nuke boy!!! he can be more than those two things!! he is more than those two things!! /nm

• ROMANTIC C!TNTDUO MAKES ME UNCOMFORTABLE

i know it’s just characters, but it’s still uncomfortable to me to see people shipping two characters together of cc’s who have both expressed their discomfort towards shipping in general— haven’t given their go ahead towards it. the “they’re so gay” jokes and writing or drawing smut of these two people together are completely different things and it just always makes me uncomfortable !! just make them friends!! i’m not here to control what u do ofc but that makes me :// eugh

• I DON’T CARE FOR THE SYNDICATE

maybe it’s because i don’t agree with their ideals, or maybe it’s also because they’ve been doing nothing but. chilling and hanging out and that’s why i can’t get emotionally invested in their plot— though it’s mostly because i don’t agree with their ideals whatsoever yes i’m stubborn— but i’ve never really cared for the syndicate. beyond c!ranboo. c!ranboo <3.

• I DON’T HAVE SYMPATHY FOR C!DREAM

what he’s going through is horrible, yes, and nobody should go through that, but his character makes me wildly uncomfortable so i don’t give a shit <3 i don’t have sympathy for child abusers. call me a horrible person . get nae naed on bozo 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂💪🏼

#BWKBWJWBWJWJ #but yeah there it is #mcyt #mcytblr #dream smp #tommyinnit #mcyters #/roleplay #dream smp spoilers #c!techno neg #c!techno crit #c!dream neg #c!dream crit #tubbo #ranboo #tntduo #/rp

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Hello im a Tommy enthusiast who watched that one stream where he monologued to foolish for like hafe an hour bc i heard it was a cool stream or wtv to realize how much amazing character moments it had that barly anyone in this damn fandom is talking about so ill fucking do it

(Only after finishing this i realized i wrote 1.7k words LOL OOPS)

If u dont know what in talking about its this stream (apologies for linking a clips channel the actual vod on foolish's channel is deleted by now)

Also heads up /rp /dsmp every time i refer to someone here by name is their character unless stated otherwise bc writing c! Before every name Is tiring LOL

Also // suicidal idealization , death mentions

The conversation starts off with foolish and tommy mining for Wilbur, and foolish questions how simply mining will solve the problem to which Tommy reponds with "they dont get solved, do they? It just ends uo with some madman screaming 'Hes solved it!' And now look at him." And how he wants to "prevent the problem before it goes outta hand" something that clearly references Wilbur and his destruction of lmanburg, which paired with him collecting stone for Wilbur as the way to stop said problems he believes if he does anything he can for Wilbur and support him by his side enough this time around, that he wont do anything like thay again, which as im writing this makes be realize by doing that we learn hes blaming himself for what happened to Wilbur in November 16th and pogtopia and a whole, by not being enough for Wilbur in his mind.

The conversation continues, foolish off hand asks why would tommy want to stop Wilbur? Weren't they friends at some point? To which tommy leads foolish to lmanburg and tells him the story of the nation (how it was him and Wilbur's nation, how they made it to espace dream's iron fist and how they held an election "which puts your life on the line, which is good- if you're confident but- perhaps we were too confident", how they lost)

Tommy: "You know the phrase: 'treat other how you wanna be treated', foolish? People dont ever listen to it. Wilbur- he decided he wanted to be treated poorly so he treated everyone around him poorly "

This Tommy quote, to me at least, so so amazingly strong in conveying how understanding he is? To the world around him. Like-

I have not seen one person bring this quote up, and yet its (at least to me) shows such growth and understanding in Tommy i saw little to nothing like it in other streams. It shows he understands, he knew Wilbur didnt change just because, he knows he was struggling, that he thought everyone around him were againt him, were going to abandon him the first chance theyll get- and he thought he deserved it. So he, as a last way to defend himself against that, hurt them first, abandoned them first, so theyll see how much of a 'bad' person he was and take him out- and tommy saw right through that, possibly understanding it more after exile.

This next qoute was talked about much more but i still wanna bring it up

Foolish: "Do you believe in second chances?"

Tommy: "Oh, no I don't really believe that its not really a thing for me foolish its just that-" *sigh* "- i believe everyone has a little bit of good in then and this is not about giving him a second chance or a third chance- its not about *chances* foolish. Its about not giving up on the poeple you care about. "

Which. I mean. I dont know how healthy that mindset is, but comign from Tommy it makes so much sense.

Techno, tubbo, eret, sapnap. These are all people Tommy used to be extremely close to, had either a war or had been betrayed by them, and yet still found it in his heart that he still cares for them, with all of these, they did horrendous things, that hurt tommy physically and mentally, while also not being once or twice, but a contentious thing, but while tommy is to this day still effected by their actions he still found it in himself to forgive, because he knows he fucked up too, a lot, and he knoes they learned from their mistakes just as he had (except c!techno FUCKKK c!techno mf doesnt learn SHITTT) and he knows, when the time comes he knows hed want the people he hurt to forgive him too. (And he wants Wilbur to do the same)

Next qoute i will cut to a couple parts because its really so good and full of character i had to bro

Foolish: "Do you consider yourself to be the good guy or the bad guy?"

Tommy: "It really depends who you ask, isn't it? Yknow? If you asked dream he'd say im *his little toy that he plays with* you know? It doesnt.."

This part really stunned me when i first heard it because, and correct me If im wrong, but i dont think tommy ever acknowledged how dream sees him, and how right he has his viewpoint too. Just the fact tommy is so *painfully* aware of how dream doesnt even see him as a person anymore but just a toy to mess around with for a while than just throw it away when it get too boring really hurt me. Someone give this kid a hug

(Continued) Tommy: "...foolish, honestly? I used to consider myself 'the good guy', you know? The fuckin'- second in command! But these past- these past like six months or so, foolish, everything got so much harder than it was before. Because before it was just us vs bad guys, it was all so clear! But- its not been 'clear' for so long, right? It wasn't; 'these are the bad guys! These are the good guys!' Now it's : 'he's doing this and it makes him a bit worse-' i mean, it all got so complicated, so- i don't know. Depends who you ask."

He says this, in response to foolish asking if hes a good guy- but its awfully similar to if Wilbur asked him if they were the bad guys. Because foolish just asked about him, and yet in his answer tommy made sure to keep using the words "us, he's, guys" as if hes not really talking about himself, as if hes explaining how Wilbur was wrong. Which he was. Also something interesting ive noticed, he says "the last 6 months or so", which indicated that with Wilbur he knew better to follow his word and leadership- with Wilbur he was always on the right side but when he lost him he felt much more lost alone, and couldn't trust himself enough to be on the "right side" .

Foolish: "I dont know, it all seems strange because just from, you know- hearing from others and, you know, learing a little bit, its seems like you've been the hero, you've been the villain, the conqueror, the savior, and, even now, i have no idea what you exactly are."

Tommy: "that's up to you to decide, isn't it? Im just- *uh* i dont know. These days, foolish, I'm a little weaker than i used to be"

Foolish couldn't be more right with what he said, another example of this we see where a character acknowledges tommy never sticks to one thing us Charlie when calling him "tommy fron nowhere" which shows more how he cant stick to one thing, during the course of him on the server he had been friends and enemy with nearly everyone, been on pretty much all sides, and while never really intentionally, being in the center of conflict. When foolish says he doesnt know who tommy is anymroe at this point and all Tommy says in return is that "hes a little weaker than he used to be" does to show he misses who he used to be, with lmanburg, with Wilbur, when he knew who he was, now he doesn't know who he is anymore, but still so desperately want to be more demonstrated by the lines coming rigth after that one:

(Continued) Tommy: "..I'm not- I'm now who i want to be, but-"

Foolish: "Being honest with you, Tommy, that's the same case for me as well."

Tommy: "...heres the thing, foolish, unlike you i dont really have a choice. I have to try and be who i want to be, because if i dont, very bad things are gonna happen in this server. And now that Wilbur's back i can't- quite frankly *no one* can risk that. So i dont really have a choice."

Tommy want's to change- he wants to be better than he is now, to be closer to who he used to be, no matter how impossible that might be, but he also sees it as an immediate thing, he wants to change now, or asap, which is why hes collecting stone for Wilbur in the first place- old him would've done that with ease just because Wilbur asked and he wants to have that back so badly, asap. The way he talked about this reminded me of when he tried getting over his trauma stream before he went in the prison to kill dream: he knew he wasnt the best but he tried getting over that asap to go kill dream asap. He didnt wanna take the long road of years of healing and instead thought he could get over it just like that, and that experience clearly didnt teach him anything because now hes trying to slide back to the relationship he and Wilbur used to have and ignoring the drastic changes they both had plus the bad moments that were the reason they feel out in the first place, or maybe he knows, but at this point, after everything that happened to him and the server, he doesnt care anymore? He knows hes not the same he was and he'll never be the same, because thats not how it works, but his mentor, president, big brother is back after so long tommy felt so lost and alone he thinks maybe, this time around, with Wilbur, he could try and be better again.

#mcyt #dream smp #dsmp #dreamsmp #tommyinnit #mcyt foolish #dsmp foolish #dsmp tommy #analysis #character analysis #tommyinnit analysis #dsmp analysis #analysis post #long post #long

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yourfriendlele · 3 years

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So... someone sent me this:

“I really hate ship wars involving a same sex ship vs a straight pairing because of the tendency for the claims of homophobia if you dont ship the same sex pairing or say there wasnt evidence ( the term shipping goggles exist because there are people who found evidence where there was none for their ship and this applies to same sex ships which are just ships in the end they can be badly written / forced just like straight pairing can be badly written and deserve criticism they deserve equal treatment if criticizing or hate on a het pairing is allowed and doesnt make you a bigot ( hating someone based on sexuality makes you a bigot regardless power is not required its only required in oppression) neither does doing it to same sex pairings it doesnt matter that there arent as many canon . like with blacksun do you know how many times someone claimed forced het I have seen like in v3″

First of all… are you the person who randomily accused me of “making a joke out of real homophobia and turning it into ship wars” and said that i somehow affirmed “gay ships are above criticism” under my comic? And tagged some friends so they could reblog all that bs? And then when i called you out, you deleted the reblog (tho it still exists, people rebloged it)? Is that you?

Second of all, okay…. who said I don’t criticise same sex ships the same way i criticise het ships? No seriously, where did you get that from? Did you just say that out of nowhere hoping people would buy it?

Third of all, ok some people told you bs is forced and…? Listen, i don’t think bs is the devil, it’s cute enough, not my thing, but yeah, i get why people ship it. I also think it’s not that good or the “meant to be/ correct ship” in coparisson to bb… bb has problems with pacing, and de dialogue is definetely not the best, but blacksun does have some moments that are in fact kinda forced, like treating sun following blake in v4 as something cute, when in reality thats creepy as fuck, even when the guy has good intentions. Does everybody need to pretend that was well written? I thought it was bad writing in twilight, and i thought it was bad writing in fifty shades of grey, so yeah, it’s just as bad in rwby dude, sorry. Again, not terrible and unforgivable and im not gonna pretend im better than everyone that like Blacksun bc of that, but yes, i’ll call it forced.

And listen, if you’re telling me Yang asking blake to dance is “shipping goggles” bc “clearly that wasn’t meant to be read as romantic” (even though, yeah, asking someone to dance with you can be considered a romantic gesture irl), but Sun stalking blake in v4 is “absolutely a romantic moment bc he’s a good guy” (which he is, i understand the writers didn’t mean to make him abusive, but still, following someone like that isn’t, and has never been, a romantic gesture), then yeah…. i’ll assume you’re homophobic. Can’t you see the obvious double standard???? Do you want me to pretend i don’t see it?

You don’t have to like the ship, i don’t particurlaly like bs, or arkos or rosegarden, but i see the moments that can be considered romantic. Bb has moments that can be considered romantic. You don’t have to like it to see it.

Also, the absolute bullshit arguments you anti bb guys come at me with makes it even harder to believe you have any decent intentions… ‘oh you watch a show just for lesbians???? sorry some of us care about actual writing!” Oh sorry, i didn’t know me watching the wilds bc of the wlw ship cancelled me reading 1984 bc it’s a literature classic. Lemme ask you something, does me wanting to watch the gucci movie bc i wanna see lady gaga in it also cancel me wanting to watching “us” bc i find Jorndan Peele a wonderful storyteller?

#bumbleby #honestly fuck off #how am i supposed to take you seriously?#submission

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obsessive-ego · 3 years

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It's like a popsicle but completely different

Musical beetlejuice x fem reader

NSFT WARNING

Masterbation, voyeurism, you know the drill

Beej finally gets a hold of something very personal and freshly used

i did get alittle sidetracked and slipped in another little idea i wanted to explore

I apologize for this mess

Time and time again he was so close to getting his hands on the ultimate treasure. You always snatched it away before he could grab it. But today, today was different.

...

A normal boring weekday, you were at work and will be gone till the evening, normally the born dead demon would be digging through your stuff looking for just about anything to use whether it was blackmail, which you had nothing, or a delicate item to help remedy some personal urges. But the ghoul wasnt exactly in the mood, hell he wasnt even in the mood to mess with your neighbors, as odd as it seemed, for once in his after life he was concerned for someone other then himself.

Earlier this morning you left in a huff, beej knew you were in a sour mood when you snapped at him when he tried to make you laugh, you weren't upset at him, but the action was still surprising, he wasnt sure what was causing you so much stress, probably work, not that he'd ever convince you to take him with you.

So here he was laying on your bed staring at the ceiling and not taking his opportunity to go wild and have fun. You were his favourite breather and it sucked that your mood effected him, whatever happened to the big bad demon straight from hell? He fell in love that's what, you sucker punched him in the jaw for trying to scare you, and snuck right into his undead heart.

The demon huffs out a sigh, not that he needed to breath, and pulled out a little clock from his jacket, youd be home soon, he sighs again, time sure did moving differently when you were dead.

The undead demon debated his opinions of how to greet you, assuming youd still be in a crappy mood, scaring the piss out of you could get him banished, which was a shame, scaring you was great, the ghoul would either get a delightful scream or a solid punch from you.

Beetlejuice decides the best option was to just survey the waters and work from that, if you were in a better mood he'd jump at you, and if you weren't, he'll go bug the old couple in the next apartment over.

With the familiar clunk on your front door unlocking followed by a slam, was a good indication that you were home, and not exactly in the best mood. Beej frowns and with a snap the demon made himself invisible to you, to avoid you, the last thing the ghoul wanted was you to lash out and banish him.

You swing open your bedroom door, beej flinches at the sudden action, not that you could see him. You toss your bag onto the bed just missing your undead pal, you rub your eyes and flip down beside him, the ghoul leans in close, were you crying?

"Fucking bitch, I'm doing the best I can" you grumble

Beetlejuice flashes from his basic green to fiery red, what the fuck was going on at your job?! Who the actual fuck was stupid enough to torment HIS breather?!

You quickly jump to your feet, whipping away your tears, you weren't gonna let this get to you, you were home and you weren't gonna waste anymore brain power on your shitty coworkers.

With that thought you strip out of your work clothes, unaware of the ghost in the room, who's fiery red hue was now a bright electric pink, wide eye and drooling watching you change into more comfortable attire, commando he was sure to note.

In your emotional entrance you didnt even notice if beetlejuice was even still present in your apartment, yes he would rush you the moment you got it, see there was a good chance he was out doing his thing.

"Beetlejuice?" You call out

"Beetlejuice?" You call out again

"Sugar, be careful with the B word" beej quickly pipes up, forgetting his words would not reach you in his current state

"Bee- Oh, my bad, almost 3 in a row there" you cover your mouth and beej let's out a sigh he didnt know he was holding.

Guess the ghoul wasnt around, which was fine, you were emotionally drained, with a headache coming on, and honestly could use some alone time, nothing against your friend, sometimes you just need some peace and quiet.

You flop back onto your bed and sigh, beetlejuice floats over next to you, frowning, guess he should duck out and let you pull yourself back together, youd be in a better mood to mess with later. The ghoul floats over to your bedroom door to leave but stops, when he hears a delightful familiar thud of very specific drawer, Beetlejuice's hair quickly shifts from its dull green to electric pink, he knew that you were up to, the ghoul spins back to you to confirm his thoughts.

Here you were, upon your bed, pajama pants abandoned, lubing up your beautiful pink vibrator. Beetlejuice was buzzing with excitement, the ghoul floats back to your side to enjoy the show.

"So wound up from work you need to blow off some steam?~" he coos, not that you could hear him.

...

Oh how the born dead demon adore watching you tend to your more desperate needs, yes he'd love to rip that lucky peice of silicon straight out of you and replace it with his own cock, fingers, tongue, hell anything would be delightfully. He wanted you bad, and not just in the sexual sense, he wanted you to be all his, to cuddle, kiss, joke around with, and yes he knew you liked him back, you were terrible at keeping secrets, and maybe during one spying session he herd you moan his name, but beetlejuice could see you were a coward with your feelings and for once in his undead life, he respected that you needed sometime to come around, but that didnt mean he couldnt push his luck with you. Lean against you during movie nights, cling to you like a lost child, cuddle you while you slept, you never pushed him away or outwardly said no.

You were his perfect little breather, funny, tough, jumpy, and sexy, exactly his type, plus you basically let him do whatever he wanted, so win win.

...

Beetlejuice sat in front of you, a perfect view, as if you were presenting your vagina to him, you were leaning against the headboard of your bed, against a few pillows, since you were alone the plan was to jerk away your bad mood, summon your favorite undead bastard, and just hang out.

You gently slide the vibrator inside, beetlejuice bites his lip, slowly pulling out his Half hard cock.

With a familiar click the toy buzzes to life, you let out a soft gasp before reaching down and pumping the toy in and out of your body.

Youd never admit it but you were a horny little thing, beetlejuice sure as hell didnt help, the bastard always had his hands on you, god you wanted to know what itd feel like to have him touch you like this. You curse yourself, he's dead, isnt that gross? Who cares, you lul your head back and begin bucking you hips to meet the toy.

"F-fuck" you utter, you really needed this, with beetlejuice hanging around and being underfoot, you really hand no time to yourself.

Unbeknownst to you the ghoul you wanted so badly was sitting inches away from you jerking his cock matching your pace, gazing bouncing from your face, to your chest, to your delightful wet pussy.

"That's it sweets, you're so good, naughty little thing~" he purred.

Hearing you moan made the ghoul shudder, oh how he LOVED that sound, and wished he was the one making you do it, soon, he can get his fix like this for a tad longer.

You begin bucking harder, and you voice begins breaking, a good indication you were gonna finish soon, beetlejuice has seen this enough times to know how your body is, he begins picking up his pace, wanting to finish shortly after you.

"Ah, ah, Lawrence-" you moan out as you cum.

Beetlejuice's jaw drops, and blows his load, hearing you moan out his first name, hell he didnt even know you knew it, fuck it sounded so good coming from you, it felt like his heart was gonna start pumping again.

"Babes" he says in a whisper, watching you regain your self.

You toss the toy aside as you put yourself back together, sliding on some pajama pants, you sigh, feeling much better. You're brought back to reality when you hear you phone ring, you make a dash to the front door, where your jacket was tossed in your emotional entrance, your phone being in its pocket.

There sat beetlejuice, alone on your bed, electric pink fading to a softer pink, soft cock still in hand, cum all over his lap, the ghoul was stuck in a loving daze, you said his name, his first name, it sounded so good coming from you, god slash satan he wanted more, he also wanted to thank whoever told you his first name.

Then it clicked, you were gone, and left behind your freshly used, hot out the oven, bright pink vibrator, finally, after all the time you snatched this treasure right from under him so many times, but here it was, as if you handed it to him on a silver platter. What did he do to deserve you is beyond his knowledge, after all the horrible things his demon ass has done, he keeps winning.

Electric pink gracing his hair once again, the ghoul couldnt help but drool at the delicious treat you have left for him, but he knew he couldnt enjoy it here so the demon snatches up the toy and vanishes, reappearing in the bathtub, his go to place to hide and enjoy some personal time. Beetlejuice could hear you pacing and chatting on the phone, indicating you're gonna be preoccupied for the next little while, meaning he's got nothing to worry about.

"Alright my tasty little thing, it's just you and me now~" tongue dragging the length of the toy, beetlejuice shivers, it was still warm, he let's out a low growl.

"Fuck, no wonder I call ya sugar, you taste just so good". His free hand finds it's way back into his trousers, pulling out his now semi erect cock for another round.

Beetlejuice's tongue roamed the toy, savoring the taste of you, oh how the demon dreamed of tasting you from the source, and this was so damn close, so warm.

"So such sweet little breather, we havent even had dinner and you're already giving me dessert~" the ghoul hums, treat your vibrator as a popsicle, starting off with long licks from base to tip, before sticking the toy in his mouth, swirling his tongue around the tip.

The ghoul was a buzz with excitement, electric prink hue so bright it practically illuminated the bathroom, reflecting off the tub and shower walls. Drool leaking from his busy mouth, eyes rolled back in absolute bliss as his free hand stocked his cock, his mind running wild, replaying the show he witnessed moments earlier, but instead of you dashing off, you as the demon to help you clean off your little toy.

"Lawrence, can you please help me with this?" You would coo.

The thought of you saying his first name again was enough to get the ghoul to start bucking harder into his hand, covk already leaking pre cum.

"Fuck" he utters "I'd do anything for ya y/n" he growls out, hips thrusting without rhythm, he wasnt gonna last much longer.

With one last long lick from base to tip, and the thought of you thanking him for helping you 'clean up' with the use of his first name again, was more then enough to push him over the edge again, shooting his load off on his hand and lap once again. Beetlejuice leans back and sighs with contentment, electricity leaving his hair and being replaced with soft pinks and greens.

"Y/n's favourite popsicles are the pink ones, heh, I dont blame her, mine too" he muses while admiring the 'clean' vibrator.

"I guess I should tidy this up" he groans looking at his cum covered hand, with a snap of his fingers his little mess was gone, yes he may be sitting in the tub, but the demon sure as hell wasnt gonna take a bath.

Beetlejuice gives the toy another once over, coding it in a thin layer of demon spit before vanishing it away to its rightful home, knowing you, youd find it in you drawer and assume you put it away and forgot. The demon felt so smug with today's events, you seemed to be happier after you jerked off, and he got dinner and a show, just not in that order.

Beetlejuice is snapped from his musing with the bathroom door swings open, with the shower curtain pulled the demon was fully visible to you, thank god slash satan he cleaned himself up.

"What are you doing?"

Beetlejuice, fully dressed, covers his chest as if he was naked.

"Dont you knock? I'm in the tub" he jokes

You snort out a laugh followed by a fake apology

"So what's up doll? Ya need to pee? Dont mind me" beej shrugs

"No" you say plainly as you wash you hands "since you're here, wanna order pizza? I had a shitty day and want to relax" you sigh glancing at the ghoul who was now buzzing with excitement, take out ment scaring the piss out of breathers. Beetlejuice pulls you close into a tight bear hug "I dont know what I did to deserve you babes"

When released, you stumble away saying you were gonna go place that order, clearly embarrassed and confused, not 100% expecting that reaction from beetlejuice.

Even though it had a rocky start today was a good day.

Bonus

You were sitting on the couch fiddling with your phone after making yours and Beetlejuice's pizza order, not really thinking much of anything. The demon flops down beside you, you glance up at him, he's been weirdly quiet since he hugged you in the bathroom.

"So babes, did you know my first name is Lawrence?"

#beetlejuice x reader #muscial beetlejuice x reader #rambling #nsft

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amateur-author597 · 3 years

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SERIOUS RISE OF THE TITANS SPOILERS

BUT I NEED TO RANT

SPOILERS ARE UNDER THE CUT I PROMISE

I STARTED ROTT TEN MINUTES AFTER IT CAME OUT AT 5:01 PM AEST AND FINISHED ROTT AT ROUGHLY 10 TO 7

I FINISHED THE MOVIE AND SAW 8 SPOILER POSTS WITHIN 2 MINUTES ON TUMBLR

PLEASE BE CONSIDERATE OF OTHERS AND PUT ALL SPOILERS UNDER THE CUT FOR YOUR POSTS AND TAG THEM PROPERLY

FIRST OFF

Everyone who said Blinky would die because of"and blinky" in the trailer

Fuck you

It was very fair but still I was so scared

Same to if those who said Archie died because he wasn't in the trailer

Again fair but I was terrified and anxious as hell

My heart could not have handled if he died or Douxie's grief but I'm still upset about what actually happened

And I wish Zoe showed up so they could give her some characterization

We find out she's known Douxie and been friends with him for over 900 years but she doesn't help with the Arcane Order?

And none of the hedge witches show up to help fight them to defend their home?!?!?!

SECOND!!! THE TRAIN SCENE!!!

YES

LOVED IT

GREAT

Jim you stupid string bean, I love you though

Claire, good job, that was some hard magic

Toby, go duke!

Douxie my husband, YAAASS QUEEN, GET IT BABY

The Police Station

It was so funny

Everything about it I loved

Douxari confusing the officers and being neutrally chaotic

Claire trying to be tough and silent

Toby spilling ALL the tea and the officers not believing him

Archie just being Archie and enjoying the confusion of the humans

KREL SHOWING UP WITH RICKY AND LUCY

YES

OMFG

Keep casually listing just about every spy agency in order

and then just

"And your mum"

What a legend

Literal King 👑

Honestly

Walter and Barbara

Them being engaged and happy

Y E S

Jim being best man

Y E S

Walter DYING before they could get married

N O

H E L L N O

ELI GREW UP!!!!!

MPREG STEVE

Very unpopular opinion

I loved it, so fucking funny

I don't even like mpreg normally

But I loved it as a random side plot cause they probably couldn't find an import part for every character and still give them their deserved screen time

Also, funny!

Krel was way too smug explaining to Steve that he would be pregnant, not Aja

You know how we as a fandom have all decided Krel is Aro/Ace icon or at least Aro spec and/or grey ace (something like that) I have no problem with this and love it, it makes me feel very validated, but what Krel just doesn't want kids and decided it's easier to not have romantic relationships, that's also a legitimate thing a lot of woman do

Does that mean gay guys can have biological kids on Akiridion 5?

BACK TO STEVE

I wish there was a bit where Steve called Lawrence on the phone calling him "dad" or "coach dad" and being like "Hey, I know you're probably busy, you're at school but I'm seriously freaking out and I need your help or advice" and explaining the whole Akiridion pregnancy and Coach just reassuring him gently and telling him that he and Steve's mum would support him and he wasn't alone and they weren't mad at him.

Douxie figuring out the sigil

Good job baby! Smart boy! I am very proud

You very smart

The Order bringing the Titans with Nari mind controlled

😬

That's all

Numora dying

Why! It's was so unnecessary!

I don't necessarily love her by any means

But still!

Dndndbebhsvehehrdidjbdisbeurbvtisjbsgsneosbsyneyjsosnsjdbdynsvsidbfindbzhndhdushdhushdbudhnm

*key spams in frustration*

This began much irritation that just increased

THE BRIDGE

ARCHIE LEFT DOUXIE HIS LONG LIFE FRIEND AND PLATONIC SOULMATE (NOBODY CAN CONVINCE ME THAT NOT JOW FAMILIARS WORK IDC)

YES HE WAS STAYING WITH HIS DAD AND I RESPECT THAT

BUT GODDAMN IT CHARLIE

CHARLEMAGNE COULD HAVE JUST LIT THE TROLLS FOLLOWING THEM ON FIRE AND THEN FLOWN OUT

THE PORTAL WOULD HAVE CLOSED AT THE SAME TIME

OR THEY COULD HAVE FREED THE TROLLS

EITHER WAY

THEY COULD HAVE GOTTEN OUT

WTF HAPPENED THE WHOLE FOUND FAMILY THING THEH WERE PUSHING IN WIZARDS

WHY PUSH A GRIEVING DOUXIE TO ESSENTIALLY GET OVER IT AND ACCEPT ARCHIE AS HIS FAMILY CUZ HE WAS ALWAYS THERE JUST TO GET RID OF ARCHIE ANYWAY

DOUXIE WOULD HAVE NEVER SEEN HIM AGAIN

HE WOULD HAVE JUST SEEN "TELL DOUXIE I SAID GOODBYE" IN THE KRONOSPHERE AS HIS LAST MEMORY OF HIM

*INCREASING FRUSTRATION*

"No More Running"DOUXIE ALMOST DIED BRINGING NARI BACK

I KNEW HE WOULDNT DIE BUT I WAS STILL SCARED

I was sad

NARI AND SKRAEL'S BATTLE WAS PERFECT

CINEMATIC MASTERPIECE I WAS NOT PLEASED WITH NARI DYING

NOR DOUXIE BEING HELD BACK ONCE AGAIN FROM SAVING A LOVED ONE

"Nor more running"

Simple line

Sweet

Shattered me and my very being THE SWITCHING SPELL

AMAZING.YES.ILOVEDIT.

DOUXIE YOU SMART BRILLIANT BOY I AM SO FUCKING PROUD

Douxari was so chaotic and funny and pure in a very weird way

I was sad that THAT screenshot of Douxie and Archie wasn't actually Archie because he looked so happy chddling his familiar but it was still cute

Narxie was so fucking sarcastic when the Arcane Order realized the spell didn't work and I live for it

Walter and Barbara

Them being engaged and happy

Y E S

Jim being best man

Y E S

Walter DYING before they could get married

N O

H E L L N O

ELI GREW UP!!!!!

MPREG STEVE

I loved it, so fucking funny

Krel was way too smug explaining to Steve that he would be pregnant, not Aja

Does that mean gay guys can have biological kids on Akiridion 5?

BACK TO STEVE

Douxie figuring out the sigil

Good job baby! Smart boy! I am very proud

You very smart

The Order bringing the Titans with Nari mind controlled

😬

That's all

Numora dying

Why! It's was so unnecessary!

Dndndbebhsve hehr didjbdisbeurbvtisjbsgsneosbsyneyjsosnsjdbdynsvsidbfindbzhndhdushdhushdbud

*key spams in frustration*

THE BRIDGE

ARCHIE LEFT DOUXIE HIS LONG LIFE FRIEND AND PLATONIC SOULMATE (NOBODY CAN CONVINCE ME THAT NOT JOW FAMILIARS WORK IDC)

YES HE WAS STAYING WITH HIS DAD AND I RESPECT THAT

BUT GODDAMN IT CHARLIE

CHARLEMAGNE COULD HAVE JUST LIT THE TROLLS FOLLOWING THEM ON FIRE AND THEN FLOWN OUT

THE PORTAL WOULD HAVE CLOSED AT THE SAME TIME

OR THEY COULD HAVE FREED THE TROLLS

EITHER WAY

THEY COULD HAVE GOTTEN OUT

Titan Nari

I was so scared when Douxie nearly passes out from lack of oxygen trying to save her

Claire did a great job and I like her but I feel like they're overpowering her without developing her

Nari and Skrael's battle was a cinematic masterpiece

Coach Lawrence seriously needs a break

NARI DYING WAS UNACCEPTABLE

DOUXIE BEING HELD BACK FROM HELPING HER WAS UNACCEPTABLE

"No more running" destroyed me

I AM STILL NOT OK

I DON'T THINK I EVER WILL BE

The 9th configuration

FOUND. FAMILY. CENTRAL.

I'M THE CHOSEN ONE BUT I CAN'T DO IT ALONE

YES

The Final Battle

I don't even know what to say

Aja. QUEEN.

RIP Varvatos

Rip Douxie that fall would have really fucking hurt

He definitely had broken ribs from that

I'm surprised he could walk after even while being supported against someone else to stand

Jim should have just stabbed Bellroc instead of talking

Jim should not have been able to walk and run perfectly fine after being stabbed even with all the adrenaline

Toby WTF MAN

GOOD JOB BUT FUCKING HELL

I LEGIT CAN'T EVEN FIGURE OUT HOW IT HAPPENED

THE MOVIE CAME OUT 4 DAYS AGO (IT TOOK ME FOREVER TO WRITE THE RANT DONT JUDGE) AND I'VE WATCHED IT 5 TIMES AND I STILL DON'T KNOW HOW I MISSED IT EACH TIME

HOW DID TOBY CRASH?!?!

ANYWAY

TOBY DYING WAS NOT ACCEPTABLE

JIM SCREAMING OUT HIS NAME AS SOON AS HE REALIZED TOBY WASNT THERE

BLINKY AND ARGH LOOK OF PANIC AND WORRY CUZ THEY REALIZED TOBY DIDNT COME BACK WITH JIM

DOUXIE REALIZING HE FAILED TO PROTECT SOMEONE ELSE IMPORTANT TO HIM (EVEN IF HE DOESNT HAVE MUCH OF AN ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP WITH TOBY, I REFUSE TO BELIEVE HE DIDN'T ADOPT THEM ALL AS HIS YOUNGER SIBLINGS)

"Always was, always will be" hurt my entire soul

The Time stone

This frustrated me so much it took me 3 days to write just this bit

Go back in time and save everyone?

Yes! Awesome!

Go back to the start the start

Also, I love and adore Toby

BUT IT MAKES NO SENSE

JIM GIVING THE AMULET AND RESPONSIBILITIES AWAY WHEN HE HAS 2 YEARS OF EXPERIENCE AND KNOWS ALL OF HIS MISTAKES AND HOW TO FIX THEM

WTF

AS I SAID I LOVE TOBY AND I LIKE HIM ACHIEVING STUFF

BUT HES NOT TREATED AS BADLY AS THE FANDOM ACTS LIKE HE IS

AND LOGICALLY JIM MADE A STUPID DECISION CONSIDERING WHAT HE KNOWS

I get that he was tired of being the trollhunter

Largely because he was tired of not thinking he would do a good enough job

But odds are Toby will make some of the same mistakes and they'll be right back in that same position except maybe Claire will die that time around

And if you're sick of the trauma and responsibility of it than why would you dump it on your best friend

Once again I say, it was an illogical and dumb decision

I WILL BE RUNNING TO FANFICTIONS TO ESCAPE THIS CANON

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How about Mammon with a MC that seemed completely disinterested by him and the brothers at first, but when the others treat him badly MC eventually starts to check up on him? Can be romantic or platonic I just want to be nice to him :3c

Y'all know i aint a mammon stan but he DOES deserve LOVE okay here's a little fic

Secret Guardian ( MAMMON x GN!READER)

You didn't truly care about anything going on in the Devildom, especially between the brothers. You were dragged here and told you were to stay here for an entire year and you know what? Lets see it as a little vacation. With demons. In hell.

Honestly it wasnt that bad; Solomon was pretty nice and you naturally leaned toward the angels and their brightness. RAD was easier than you thought it would be and the random lunches you'd have with Lord Diavolo were usually pretty relaxing. So yeah, overall, it was quite enjoyable.

But those brothers. Honestly if it wasnt for Lucifer being onto everyone's ass, if it wasnt for Satan picking fights, or Leviathan calling you a normie... If it wasnt for all the negativity it would actually almost seem like a family. Mammon was also another topic. Yeah he's a liar and a cheater and honestly needs to fix his attitude, but the constant bullying from his brothers was not any better. Theyre all jerks, in their own way.

Still, you felt bad for the second brother. Everyone deserves to feel loved, especially by the people that he claims are his family. So, after dinner which ended in another bashing of hurtful words toward him, you decided to check on the demon. Surely, you thought, he would appreciate someone checking on him.

Knocking on his door, you heard shuffling and mumbles you couldn't quite make out; it almost sounded like he was trying to hide something. But you didn't have time to think about what before the door opened, "MC? What ya want?" You swallowed a scoff at his words. You were sure he didnt mean to sound that rude. "Can i come in?" The demon was confused but stepped aside, letting you step in.

The room was just like it should be; perfectly true to him. Youve only been in here once and you never got the chance to actually take all of it in. The car and expensive looking furniture just made you chuckle, but the mess it held also showed the mess he was really inside. "So... Ya gonna tell me whatcha want?" You turned to face him, trying to sound as... Noninvasive as possible.

"This may sound... Odd especially coming from me, but I do truly feel bad for you." Mammon's brows furrowed in confusion and he crossed his arms over his chest, "what?" You shrugged, "well... It's not nice to always be bashed... Really, you don't deserve it.."

His look of confusion returned but he uncrossed his arms again and sat down on one of his couches, willing to listen when you decided to continue, "especially by the people you call family." Mammon studied your face, looking for any cruel joke that his brothers might be playing on him, but he finally settled on a sigh, "it's always been like that, MC. Nothing major, im used to it." You plopped down beside him, turning to look at him with a face of anger, but not directed at him, "that's the thing Mammon, you shouldn't be used to it. No one deserves to be bullied like that. Yeah you suck at times; you definitely have your flaws and God you piss me off more than anything every other day of the week..." This time it was him who scoffed, "listen ya aint really doing a good job at cheer--"

"but you're also super fun and you definitely have style. It's never a dull moment with you and no matter how much you piss me off, I would never and could never treat you with such disrespect. You're still a being, with feelings, and what you deserve above all things else is someone who loves and appreciates you, both platonically and romantically."

Mammon looked at you, searching your eyes before leaning closer, his face mere inches from yours, "and ya wanna do that? For a Klutz like me? For the disgrace of the family? Why do ya even care, huh? MC?" You didnt break eye contact with him as you gently took his hand in yours, "because I actually do care about all of you. Because everyone deserves love. And everyone includes you."

His eyes moved between yours, his grip on your hand tightening, and his head falling onto your shoulder, "it's hard sometimes, ya know? ... I don't want them to know how much it gets to me..." You nodded, bringing up your other hand to gently run your fingers through his hair. Mammon leaned into your touch, letting himself break for just a moment, "you don't always have to be strong, Mam..." Mam... It sounded so loving...

He gently pulled his head back, cupping your face between his hands and leaning your forehead against yours, "thank you MC,... It means a lot. "

#obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me headcanons #obey me scenarios #mammon needs love #mammon obey me #mammon

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