#a whole collection of emotions

[tea-time-terrier]

This creature has been smooched on her face and stuffed full of snacks <3

We qualified each rally obedience run (despite large areas requiring handler improvement <3) and finished the weekend with a 97, 84, and 97. This baby dog now has her Rally Advanced title!

(All rosettes were default as we were the only ones in our class.)

#a whole collection of emotions #I am really proud of her #she is a fun little dog and she tries so hard #I asked too much of her to do two trials in a day (now I know) #lots of areas for improvement but this was a nice satisfying way to finish trialing for a while #my low key goals this year was her RN and CH (if we were lucky) #so to have finished both of those + her RA has me a bit lost now #we're probably taking a break for a while until I figure out what our next steps are #she's growing up so fast and yet is so baby 😭 #turnpike #gotta go camping with all this nice weather

[yvtro]

not to code gotham as eastern europe but eastern europe is the gothic literature locus classicus so i'm in full right to do it and it's just such a good parallel because. for westerners/outsiders it looks like a literal nightmare but the locals find comfort and humour in all things that throw the foreigners off. you have to find hope in a place that the others claim to be unlivable. if you give up and leave, it will always stay in your heart like an open wound.

also it just never ceases to amaze me how there are so many similarities between gothic lit & eastern european lit of the period that we would never call 'gothic' because our ghosts and our supernatural elements are not portrayed as the Other most of the time. they're there to bring you closer to your culture and heritage. they are horrors that bring you home and connect you with your people. tell me this is not the perfect approach for gotham.

i think this is also why i hate the portrayal of the city as some unsalvageable monstrosity with no kidness to be found. often places where the circumstances seem the most dire, the cultures that are branded gruesome because of the focus on the dead produce the most loving communities, as they are needed.

#also the whole headcanon that people in gotham don't smile that is a thing in many fanfics #seems so silly but i'll stand behind it because this is how EE is #foreigners just being perpetually stunned at how people don't smile at them but are also the most hospitable folks you will ever meet #but yeah this is the thing you NEED to show the societal mentality in gotham as more collective #also this is why while i can see the appeal i don't really like the concept of jason just leaving gotham and starting a completely new life #without ever feeling like he assassinated a part of himself by never going back #*standing in the corner* they don't understand the depth of the emotional attachment to the fucked up place you come from #gotham is actually something that can be so personal #an extremely niche post #dear followers today i offer meta that caters specifically to ME #gotham #dc comics #batman #gotham love letters

[watermelinoe]

like yes totk is technically much darker than other zelda games, but is there any emotional weight to it? when the plot consists of these out-of-context cutscenes that you can collect in any random order at any point in the game (or not at all) with zero impact on the plot or link himself? somehow the silly toon zelda game managed to make toon king daphnes of hyrule's sacrifice more heart-wrenching than king rauru of hyrule's, and the toon guy was literally a boat for most of the game

#loz #finding the memories is completely optional. does not change the story at all. #you can't just put disjointed scenes of dark things happening in a storyline we're not part of into the game like optional collectibles #and point at those like ''see look how dark our game is'' #maybe you should've let us play some zelda sections to develop more of an emotional investment in that storyline #or maybe given link the protagonist of your game an emotional investment in that storyline #does anything dark even happen outside of those cutscenes #that like. means anything #puppet zelda could have been really creepy if link wasn't standing there like 😐 the whole fuckin time #in botw it made sense for link to be more emotionally detached bc he was an amnesiac and it was part of the tragedy #still could've explored his character more (like in the original japanese) + shown more expression at the end to complete his character arc #but it was a more minor complaint in botw #in totk it's like does link even give a shit abt anything that's going on

[xray-vex]

HOW YOUR EMAIL FINDS ME

#literally. re: email from my ex this morning #every day it takes every ounce of mental and emotional strength i have to get my ass out of bed and face the day #today i begin packing to move the fuck out of here #everything fucking hurts and i hate this so much #i'm not feeling brave about any of this #one of the worst things about a breakup is that it damages you for any potential future relationships #in the sense that “how can i ever trust anyone with my heart and my love ever again?” #as if it's not bad enough losing someone you thought would be in your life forever #but the deeply cutting betrayal of finding out that this person you actually trusted with your literal life had led you on FOR YEARS #ESPECIALLY in the sense that this whole scenario is giving me intense flashbacks to the ending of another relationship #that broke me so bad it almost killed me #and it's easy for them to say “i hope you find someone who makes you happy” when they have someone new in their life #if i believed i had prospects for a new romantic relationship then it would be a little easier for me to collect myself & regroup & move on #but i don't think i have it in me to go thru any of this again #and that gives me even more layers of anger and rage and grief #as if it wasn't enough to betray me and break my fucking heart #but it broke me FOR ANY FUTURE LOVE AND HAPPINESS TOO #i know it's not productive for me to think that way #but right now i am fucking drowning in my fucking pain and fucking grief and fucking rage #i wanted stability and love and trust and someone to come home to every night and someone to come home to me every night #i just wanted to love and be loved #i wanted someone who i could call home #I JUST WANTED TO BE LOVED #rage #grief #trauma #edward teach #our flag means death #ofmd

[yaburnae]

these two gifs……..post interrogation azriel pain

#I AM SO!!!!!!!!!! #im seeing it again on monday :o) #(giggles and kicks my feet—throws up and banshee screams) #see bc he goes from these huge emotions here to silence and dissociation for a whole week #everybody thinks he’s still working? actually he’s face down on the floor somewhere undisclosed and battling the Demons #and nobody questions it!! that’s just az!! doing his job!! nobody is worried!! :’) #i’m fine. i’m cool. i’m collected (im not)

[lexarga]

mr gordon porlock i am in love with u

#red valley #red valley podcast #red valley pod #relistening to the whole show to give me the emotional strength to listen to the s2 finale😗✌️ #i am in pieces #shattered beyond recognition that's my heart you stepped on #JONATHAN WILLIAMS YOU OWE ME HUNDREDS IN THERAPY BILLS AND I AIM TO COLLECT. YOU BETTER BELIEVE JONATHAN WILLIAMS #has this been done before? probably lmao but here it is anyway

[laurelnose]

Sylvia Legris, The Principle of Rapid Peering

#poetry #i feel. soooo normal about her newest collection #i have regular emotions about the collection about names & taxonomy & seasonality #& her use of LANGUAGE my GOD i’m going to read the whole thing out loud to myself #but also. i’m just going to tag this specific one. uh #🦋🦊

[yioh]

some of my fave ships over the last few years !!!

#i wanted to add nanago but i couldn’t find any romantic official art LOL it’s all in our collective delusion #but do not underestimate my love for nanami gojo i am more delusional then ever abt them rn with the newest episode #mitsukou is the latest edition i literally started the manga yesterday lol and they’re SOOOOOO POOKIEEEEE my lil kids .. so adorable … i #wanna scrunch them up #and arkco. don’t make me start talking i WILL NOT shut up #i read my physical of vol 11 yesterday THE ARKCO VOLUME … drove me insane .. so much to say #arkco are the main couple of wha for me they are literally the foundation of everything and i love the way they grow together so much #they are giving future power couple … #also arkco and mitsukou are so whimsical in terms of vibes and that’s my FAVE #kaebedo ofc they are my brand i tjink lol but rather then canon kaebedo i love canon kaebedo the most #*i love fanon kaebedo more #just go on pinterest and type kaebedo there’s SO much creativity it always inspires me #id love a kaebedo inspired story or something there’s just so much to unpack and their aesthetics are so pleasing together #once again so whimsical if done right #oh and guiping my beloved tragic old women yuri #their cutscene is probably my all time fave in genshin along with shenhe’s cutscene #i have a feeling they’re gonna make a return too….. i will tune back into genshin again when they do #literally only playing genshin for liyue and partly mondstadt rn lol #AND NALUUUUUUUUU my iconic first ever ship in my WHOLE life #the fact that they still make as emotional as when i was 13 years old is insane #so well written. the most beautiful romance i’ve ever read . i DREAM of having a love like theirs :( #idek how to describe how they make me feel they just make my heart swell with love #the definition of made for eaxhother #SOUL MATES #and mitsuki aya 💞💞💞💞💞💞 the coolest and stylish girlies but they’re also so so cute i love watching their little love blossom through their #passion and love for the arts and music and then navigating life and school together #my favourite romance manga atm for SUREEEE #i eat up the art so bad #FEEL FREE TO TALK TO ME ABT ANY OF THESE MANGA … OR UR FAVE MANGA #i love manga … romance … games ….

[vulpinesaint]

sorry thinking about how i wrote an entirely lovecraft themed poem about transgenderism for my beginning creative writing class last semester and one single person besides the professor in that room full of english majors recognized that it was referencing lovecraft. i do not mean this in a way that shames people for not having read stuff or for not having the means to read stuff. but oh my god guys does anyone who is getting a higher level education in literature even look at the literary sources of common phenomena in media nowadays

#sorry i know i did not directly name drop cthulu so maybe it was too subtle. #and sure like. miskatonic university and the necronomicon are visible enough terms in the collective consciousness that you maybe wouldn't #consider that they had even really come from anywhere else. #i'm not gonna say that i'm a huge classic literary horror fan or anything but i am a freak in a way that is conducive #to doing further investigation into things like that for reasons of personal interest. #however i was talking about sleeping horrors and going mad and the great ones in the sea the whole poem 😭 #like if you guys didn't know it was lovecraft what the fuck did you think i was talking about that whole time 😭 #anyway experienced an indescribable emotion when the professor went 'raise your hand if you knew this was referencing lovecraft' #and that One Guy put his hand up... austin we're in this together for real. i did not think that the fantasy epic poem you wrote #for the final was particularly groundbreaking. but i respect the grind i really do #anyway english majors watch some overly sarcastic productions videos on classic literature i prommy it's good for understanding references #i've read like three lovecraft short stories in their entirety. but cultural osmosis and general interest in a topic #will do so much for you in terms of literary illusions. i prommmmmyyyyyyyy #valentine notes

[jaeyooniverse]

FIRST COLLECTION — 7 January 2020

"The album features a variety of tracks that highlights the musical attainments that SF9 has achieved and which will present a bright vision of the future. In particular, the members participated in all 10 songs, proving a wide range of musical growth. In addition to the sensuous performance that has become the trademark of SF9, they will open the prelude to the SF9 Golden Age with a luxurious and slick visual concept named ‘GOLDEN RATED’ that only SF9 can be awarded." Happy anniversary to SF9's first full album, which graced us with the much-deserved first win!

#sf9 #sfnet #byfantasy #first collection #good guy #gifs #mine #tag ramble bc i didnt want to embarrass myself out in the open: #but like not to be dramatic this album means so much to me SDHFJSKFH #like first win aside im p sure this was the first comeback after I accepted sepgus as my ult #and it's the first comeback i had with my wonderful goodtasy besties! #i literally associate this era with the groupchat I love you girls SO MUCH #also the whole experience of the good guy mv dropping a day before the album release date omg i lost my mind #it's hands down my favorite title like maybe it's the emotional attachment but by GOD it is my favorite and I think it always will be #like it's been THREE YEARS i am not getting sick of this song any time soon #let's not forget the VOCALS on this album vocal line did what they had to do!! and more!!! #like when i didn't think i could fall in love with their voices more they keep surprising me #also. the suits. #ALSO. 200119..200209.... the way i have these dates engraved in my brain. in my HEART #okay i'm done hehe #if anyone wants to join me in yelling abt first collection....be my guest #tawa.log #might as well at this point since i yapped so much lmao

[enypneon]

speedrunning through elden ring until i get to miquella's haligtree

#listen... LISTEN #the emotions i emotioned when u fought malenia and u look at the roots dwindling up the wall and then you're like ... wait ✋️ a minute #THAT'S A FACE !! #no ... it's a WHOLE BODY??? #or when u're in that area where there's a waterfall and all the glowing flowers around you this place is consumed by rot and STILL #clenches fist #i love being there so much #because it's also a place where you have a HUGE AHA moment and at the same time it's such a tragic place #after experiencing all this and then having to fight malenia - i wish there would be an option to say #WAIT A MOMENT LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING YOU HAVE TO KNOW THIS ABOUT MOHG #anyway write elden ring stuff with me ok? 🥰 #i once made a collection of screenshots and videos of the haligtree just to show them off to a friend who has never played the game #and just pointed out all the lore stuff and details like they had any clue of what i was talking about haha #in the end they were amazed tho 🥹 #today there's not much to do i'm gonna play a bit of elden ring and then write ─ finish my inbox memes hopefully! 🤗 #° › OOC ‹ 𝐑𝐄𝐏𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐄 * out of character ╲ MUN .

[daily-terus]

#ALSO this is actually one of the cutest collections of panels in the whole manga #Kou is so little #and so excited!! #and even with all the horrific shit on Teru's end leading to this moment #this has to have been one of the bright spots #like---the only real emotion we get to see on Teru's face in this flashback is that little smile :) #(That little moment in the middle panel #with kou running around all excited #and teru just. standing there. He looks like he's taking a moment to 'switch back' #he needs to be the older brother now #not the exorcist.) #jshk #minamoto teru #teru minamoto #tbhk #...chapter 9...

[thelastharbinger]

Oh I'm sorry!

Did Marvel give you another case of blue balls while you root for another white male to overshadow the female lead of her own show?

Much love to Charlie Cox, god bless, but I truly could not give a fuck if he shows up in this show or not. She hulk is just a slice-of-life, lighthearted romp. There is no plot, just vibes. If you're not having a good time, that's on you 🤷‍♀️

I will cry laughing if his cameo is just 2 secs of the back of his head or something. It won't be but I love to see yall suffer. Boo hoo!

#she hulk is for shojo anime fans #which is another looked down upon category subset but that's a whole separate discussion #but it mirrors the way mcu fans regard the more actiony stuff as high end #vs the character studies that has to do with emotional/internal progression that is regarded as less than #i.e. your she hulks your eternals your miss marvels etc #ive personally watched the first 3 eps of daredevil season 1 and that shit was so dry im so sorry #like mcu fans really aint shit #this is tatiana's show but the internet would have you believing different #obv u dont have to like or watch every marvel property but to see what ppl collectively shit on reveals so much #she hulk #daredevil #charlie cox #mcu #marvel #disney plus #she hulk attorney at law #tatiana maslany #mcu fans literally deserve nothing

[27-royal-teas]

so I was rereading @earlgreytea68’s amazing story swan song (AGAIN,, sue me) and I realized I’d never done album art for swan’s sophomore album (THIS IS A CRIME) so obviously I had to fix this. anyway, here is charm offensive!!!

#look I had two ideas for this one it was either this or middle finger w charm bracelet. which I realized would be much easier about halfway #through drawing this one #sorry that it’s kinda graphic #idk what I was thinking #toby speaks #toby’s art #swan song #please ignore the heavily edited color blending on the side I had a horrible erase mark I couldn’t get rid of #anyway uhh it was like. charm bracelet because charm offensive duh. and i thought doing the instruments + swan on it would be #very cool however I didn’t consider the offensive part until later so I just was like OK WELL. SYMBOLISM. #the charms- the people that make the band- are destroying the hand. the hand represents the whole band I guess collectively as a whole #in the story Matt mentions them all being on thin ice during the charm offensive tour so. EMOTIONAL TENSION YAAAY #anyway i really hope you at least like this a little bit egt!!!!!! :))

[just-an-enby-lemon]

Everytime I see Jimmy and Lois in a room my brain goes "Superman Pal Jimmy Olsen and Superman Girlfriend Lois Lane is this a Superman Family comic?" and feel stupid.

But also Jimmy and Lois deserve more love. Specially Jimmy, sorry Bruce but the overly social loser was Supes bestie first you can be his other bestie, the one that isn't fun at parties.

#i rly wanna make a fanfic slightly inspired by my adventures with superman take on jimmy #plus his early days of collecting stuff that was actually dangerous and Clark helping bc 2 dumbasses #were Damian and Jon in their early superson adventures go back in time for the early metropolis jornalistic trio days #and Jimmy has to help them keep their identities secret while the whole trio helps them go back in time #and Jimmy gets upset because Damian is like “superman's best friend my dad who is cool rich and not you” #later Jon admits that Clark slightly preffers Jimmy as per making Jimmy Jon's godfather and telling Bruce he choose no one #Damian agress to keep this secret to protect Bruces fragile emotions or wtv #jimmy olsen #lois lane #superman

[starpros-sunshine]

Eichi can be your cutesy moe-moe idol that tells bad jokes from time to time or he can be your Idol politician or however to descibe it that gives shakespeare-esque soliloquies about the evils of the world and the system and the industry and society and schemes and he will make you question the point of your existence and idk where I wanted to go with this post but point is he's got a range <3

#I love him dearly and I am so so so so so scared of reading checkmate <3 #and then there's this entire thing about how he doesn't think he deserves the love that people give him and he's ridden with so much guilt #and he sometimes has laughing fits out of nowhere #and he's chronically overworked #and he collects teacups #and he doesn't have many friends #well wait actually he does #ritsu hajime fine chiaki keito #that's at least seven that's quite a lot nvm #i love him very dearly #I have so many feelings about Tenshouin Eichi from the game Ensemble Stars who is the reason the whole story went the way it did #well it could also be said it was Wataru who did all this and Eichi was just a tool but really I think it's a joint effort #head in hands I have so many emotions #enstars #eichi tenshouin